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it’s like being colourblind to emotions despite feeling them anyway
#actually borderline#actually bpd#actually delusional#actually dissociative#actually mentally ill#actually ocd#actually traumatized#bpd#ocd#psychosis#suggestions#suggestion#actually psychotic#actually disabled#dpdr#bpd mood#bpd feels#mental health#spilled thoughts#anxiety#depression#self hate#brain fog#apathy#apathetic#send help#vent#actually dpdr#actually disordered#actually neurodivergent
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hell is not the place you go, it is merely the weight you carry at all times
#actually borderline#actually bpd#actually delusional#actually dissociative#actually mentally ill#actually traumatized#actuallypsychotic#actually ocd#psychosis#depression#anxiety#ocd#bpd#depersonalisation#depersonalisation and derealisation#derealisation#actually dpdr#dpdr#sad#spilled thoughts#suggestions#suggestion#tw suicide#csa poetry#death#tired#neurodiversity#mental illness#mentally unstable#actually eupd
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the thought that my life could have been something so beautiful will haunt me forever
#actually borderline#actually bpd#actually delusional#actually dissociative#actually mentally ill#actually ocd#actually psychotic#actually traumatized#bpd#eupd#intrusive thoughts#ocd#psychosis#apathetic#apathy#brain fog#disordered thinking#mental disorder#misfortune#metaphor#self hate#actually cluster b#csa poetry#poets on tumblr#spilled poetry#spilled thoughts#sadness#suggestions#suggestion#trauma
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people around me are finding faith and love and I’m finding more reasons why I shouldn’t be here anymore
#personal#actually borderline#actually bpd#actually delusional#actually dissociative#actually mentally ill#actually ocd#actually psychotic#actually traumatized#bpd#eupd#intrusive thoughts#ocd#psychosis#tw suicide#tw self harm#apathetic#apathy#brain fog#disordered thinking#lies#mental disorder#resentment#suggestion#suggestions#depersonalisation and derealisation#dpdr#lonely#sadness#depression
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I see people fall in love with the idea of their lives everyday while I wait for mine to end.
#actually borderline#actually bpd#actually delusional#actually dissociative#actually mentally ill#actually ocd#actually psychotic#actually traumatized#apathetic#apathy#bpd#brain fog#disordered thinking#eupd#intrusive thoughts#lies#mental disorder#ocd#psychosis#resentment#suggestions#suggestion#tw suicide#tw self harm#self hate#mental health#anxiety#depression#depersonalisation and derealisation
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I died long ago while my anguished soul haunts my hollow corpse
#actually borderline#actually bpd#actually delusional#actually dissociative#actually mentally ill#actually ocd#actually psychotic#actually traumatized#apathetic#apathy#bpd#brain fog#disordered thinking#eupd#intrusive thoughts#lies#mental disorder#ocd#psychosis#resentment#suggestion#suggestions#dpdr#depersonalisation and derealisation#self hate#lonely#negative#sadness#spilled thoughts#traumacore
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I don’t think I ever got better, maybe I just got used to it.
#actually borderline#actually bpd#actually delusional#actually dissociative#actually mentally ill#actually ocd#actually psychotic#actually traumatized#apathetic#apathy#bpd#brain fog#disordered thinking#eupd#intrusive thoughts#lies#mental disorder#ocd#psychosis#resentment#suggestion#suggestions#recovery#self hate#memory loss#dpdr#depersonalisation and derealisation#actually cluster b#tw csa mention#mental health
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I’m the only one that understands, I have always seen the world differently.
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this world is too cruel to be a reality
#actually borderline#actually bpd#actually delusional#actually dissociative#actually mentally ill#actually ocd#actually psychotic#actually traumatized#apathetic#apathy#bpd#brain fog#disordered thinking#eupd#intrusive thoughts#lies#mental disorder#ocd#psychosis#resentment#spilled thoughts#self hate#depersonalisation and derealisation#dpdr
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I no longer need anyone to describe the world to me, I see it so perfectly well for myself.
#actually psychotic#actually borderline#actually bpd#actually dissociative#actually delusional#actually traumatized#actually mentally ill#actually ocd#ocd#bpd#psychosis#dpdr#self hate#eupd#intrusive thoughts#lonely#lies#memory loss#disordered thinking#spilled thoughts#brain fog#mental health#mental disorder#betrayel#apathy#apathetic#resentment#grudge#angry#anger
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my mind is infested with thoughts that aren’t mine
#actually psychotic#actually borderline#actually bpd#actually traumatized#actually dissociative#actually delusional#actually ocd#actually mentally ill#psychosis#mental disorder#ocd#bpd#disordered thinking#intrusive thoughts#spilled thoughts#self hate#brain fog#help lol#lies#delusion#depression#delusional#apathetic#apathy#resentment#eupd#bitter#actually cluster b#suggestions#suggestion
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today never passes
#actually psychotic#actually borderline#actually bpd#actually traumatized#actually delusional#actually dissociative#actually mentally ill#bpd#psychosis#dpdr#actually ocd#ocd#intrusive thoughts#suggestion#suggestions#suicide#sadness#anger#angry#apathy#apathetic#lonely#brain fog#resentment#mental disorder#misery#mental health#death#dead#self hate
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childhood memories are so difficult to recollect that it feels like I wasn’t the one who lived my childhood
#actually psychotic#actually borderline#actually traumatized#actually dissociative#actually delusional#actually bpd#actually ocd#actually mentally ill#suggestion#suggestions#psychosis#depersonalisation#derealistion#dpdr#csa#memory loss#amnesia#dissociation#dissociative amnesia#lies#mental health#social anxiety#anxiety#depression#eupd#bpd#bpd problems#brain fog#misfortune#mental disorder
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I view this world through a pane of shattered glass, when the screen falls away maybe I’ll begin to live again.
#actually psychotic#actually borderline#actually bpd#actually delusional#actually dissociative#actually traumatized#actually ocd#actually mentally ill#actually cluster b#dpdr#derealistion#depersonalisation#psychosis#delusion#intrusive thoughts#apathy#apathetic#brain fog#self hate#mental disorder#misery#mental health#confusing#insominac#depression#anxiety#social anxiety#trauma#traumacore#suggestions
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I imagined myself dying so much that it almost feels like a childhood memory
#actually psychotic#actually borderline#actually bpd#actually traumatized#actually dissociative#actually ocd#actually delusional#delusion#depersonalisation#derealisation#lonely#intrusive thoughts#toxicity#spilled thoughts#anxiety#depression#eupd#brain fog#bitter#sad#sadness#memory#trauma#traumacore
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often, I lay on the cold floor to deceive myself into believing I can fall no further than this, but rock bottom will always have a forgotten basement.
#actually psychotic#actually borderline#actually bpd#actually traumatized#actually dissociative#actually delusional#actually cluster b#actually ocd#sadness#sad#spilled thoughts#spilled poetry#suggestion#suggestions#self hate#angry#anger#apathy#apathetic#resentment#lies#lonely#intrusive thoughts#brain fog#catatonia#confusing#mental disorder#depression#depersonalisation#derealisation
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god has presented himself to me in every manner of tragedy and torture, he has found his favourite soul to unfairly abuse
#actually psychotic#actually borderline#actually bpd#actually traumatized#actually dissociative#actually delusional#psychosis#grudge#religon#suggestions#apathy#apathetic#abuse#betrayel#brain fog#lonely#self hate#resentment#intrusive thoughts#spilled thoughts#misfortune#mental disorder#mental health#negative#scared#god hates me#christianity#catholocism#faith#manipulative
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