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Day 2: 1/2/2025

Cals consumed: 1613 😀😀💀💀

I binged and I hate myself so much let this be a lesson to y’all omfg

I think im gonna not be so extreme right off the bat and try to aim for 700 cals a day instead of 300 for now

Cals burned: 0!!!!!!!

Gonna start working out tmrw bc I need to build muscle and burn cals this is not ok

This was so embarrassing but I have to post to hold myself accountable.

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Bro WHY is it like this why am I like this why does my family hate me it makes me so fucking sad maybe im just sensitive but i just can’t stop crying when someone’s mad at me and so basically i just never go a day without crying ever in this house!!!!

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Can’t wait till I live in my own house where I don’t have to be the target of my parents exhaustion and anger and stress every single fucking dat

Literally think I would be 50% less depressed just by moving out

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I fear I cannot do this.

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Doing it so I can go to the beach without a sweater and sweatpants

Doing it to be the dainty friend

Doing it to be the prettiest MILF

Doing it so my boyfriend is proud to call me his

Doing it for the pure envy of others

Doing it to prove EVERYONE wrong

Doing it so I have no choice but to get a whole new wardrobe

Doing it so I look swallowed in my clothes and not like I’ve been doing nothing but swallowing

Doing it so I can wear rings comfortably and the most important ring will look fabulous on me when he pops the question

Doing it to not feel out of place in high end places

Doing it so those skinny bitches snarking at me have something to really scowl at

Doing it to be perfect

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Day 1: 1/1/2025

Cals consumed: 611

Cals burned: 176 (I walked 10k td, yipppeee 😋)

Total: 435

I feel kinda dizzy and I def need more water, but I’m glad it was under 500. I was supposed to do 300 td, hopefully I can tmrw

need this to be me by summer

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i would do ANYTHING to look like this

body goals for the next year ♡

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goodmorning bitches I will be eating as little as physically possible today 😝

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I AM DETERMINED AND READY TO LOSE *extreme* WEIGHT IN 2025

⚠️ only reblog if you’re serious.

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i genuinely look so disgustingly fat even my mom thinks it

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Gonna post a pic of myself in a cute bikini this summer

If I can’t bc im still fat I’ll just kms fr

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im gonna fast tmrw idc if ppl at the party think im weird for not eating like a fatass on new yrs

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how do I weigh more than I did last new years even tho I promised myself I would change 💀

I’m gonna post on here everyday no matter what so I can hold myself accountable 😍 im not gonna fucking hate myself and my body for another year

I just can’t

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need an ana buddy that’ll send me meanspo every day 😍

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every time someone criticizes my appearance I want to throw up all the food I’ve ever eaten and st4rve myself until there isn’t a single outfit that could look bad on me WHY is it so hard for me to be disciplined can someone pls send tips on how to stop fucking eating 😭

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I might kill myself why am I like this I hate myself and I hate living in this house

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no drugs no cigs no vapes no energy drinks just me against the world rawdogging this disorder