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Dont let your heart run faster than your mind

Youll end up in a corner of a kitchen he never saw

With a heart that was never his broken

Alone because you broke your own hesrt this time

He never even gave himself the chsnce

To be the one to break it himself

- why did i think wed end up together

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It’s been almost three years since I loved you.

I still do.

I’m brave enough to speak your name without trembling.

Still haven’t forgotten your voice tho

I miss you

I’ll always miss you

But I’ve learned to live with that

Without you

-I’m so happy you’ve finally got everything you ever wanted kris

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I think I’ll always want you

Even at my happiness

I’m happy… he’s happy

And I’m happy for you…

That’s what I tell myself

I’m here… you’re there

And we are happy….

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There is nothing you could ever do to me

That would hurt me as bad as him

11-26-2020

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My writing has stopped

It was always about you

And one day I forgot why

Why you made words of sorrow

Spill from my lungs

Screaming onto the paper.

And then it stopped

Maybe it was because I met him

Maybe it’s because now I find myself numb

Endless hours have rolled into years

And you’re happy now.

I haven’t crossed your mind in awhile

Because today was the first time I felt you

Your sadness that lay dorment in my soul

Suddenly rise to where my heart is supposed to be

To find only emptiness.

But you still found a way to let my sadness spill from my fingers

-you finally have everything and I’m so happy for you

10/10/20

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And when she cried she cried to the moon

Her cries would echo

And not long after the cries of wolves would come

And she wasn’t crying alone anymore

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I would give anything to be your sunflower girl again.

- I don’t think you understand the pain I’m in. 06/24/2020

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Davide Carovana

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Moon alien.

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I have given my whole heart to everyone I have fallen in love with. I’m surprised I have any heart left

1/23/2020