#on breakups

[ursickandmarried]

On codependent friendships and their inevitable demise.

V.E. Schwab, A Conjuring of Light // Sally Rooney, Normal People // Benjamin Alire Sáenz, Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe // Isaac Fellman, Dead Collections // Elliott Smith, Waltz #2 (XO) // Mitski, Why Didn't You Stop Me? // one of our last conversations.

[mybonfire]

"i loved someone I barely knew."

carol rifka brunt|@/soapstore|penelope scott|@/promqueendyke

[lovely-abeille]

hello hello ✨ I was wondering if you could do one about losing yourself after a breakup? I lost myself in us, in her. and now that she’s gone, I’m left trying to figure it all out—to untangle my identity and find who I am, again. and I’m rly struggling with it tbh

horoscope for the heartbroken, schuyler peck // rien ne va plus, margarita karapanou; tr. karan emmerich // clementine von radics // letters from medea, salma deera // the keeper of flocks, fernando pessoa // mirages: the unexpurgated diary of anaïs nin, anaïs nin // ovid, metamorphoses // on earth we're briefly gorgeous, ocean vuong // no exit, jean-paul sarte

[yarrystyleeza]

You lost me that night

[This one has been stirring in my head for a while but I never knew how to make words of it. It was painful to memorize my moments with him, but I guess it was all part of growing up to be who I am now, months later. I love this song very much, and it always moved things in me whenever I listen to it and I had to write how I feel whenever I listen to it. Thank you Taylor for putting my feelings on a song that will probably haunt my soul forever. <3 ]

I've never heard a song and felt it,

I've been single most of the time,

I was sensitive,

But I was careless.

But that one song I reheard,

After you left,

It sickens me,

Though I loved it.

'My face was gray but

you wouldn't admit

that we were sick'

I've never heard a song and really felt it,

This one however,

Carved a hole in my loving chest,

Rubbed salt into my million wounds,

Killed me with a thousand gunshots,

Because It reminded me of you.

Of Us,

Of how we would've been,

If only you let me in,

The way I did with you.

'You don't know

what you got

until it's gone'

And I was gone,

You lost me that night,

When you told me,

Everything will be alright.

But it was never alright,

You lost me that night.

[coughsyrupandvicodin]

eihiyo . you hate each other . you're always there for each other, except for when you're not . you know each other better than anyone else . you'll never be the single most important person to one another, no matter how much you want to be .

or, simply, deeply unrequited love .

frank ocean, white ferrari // courtney peppernell, pillow thoughts // trista mateer, i still forget we're not friends from honeycomb // royalquintet's translation of checkmate, originally by akira // frank o'hara, homosexuality // bye-bye buddy music video, screenshot by dailyhiyo // sylvia plath // tomoyajpeg's translation of white brim, originally by akira // fyodor dostovesky, crime and punishment

[applesfallingfromblondehair]

I have thoughts about this 👁️👄👁️

[using-this-as-a-diary]

is this healing?

i passed you on the street today,

you didn’t recognise me,

i’m different now

than i was two summers ago.

i got better,

then i got bad again

then i got here.

[pink-heart-writes]

[chuchaitiu]

Feeling safe in someone's energy is a different type of intimacy. That peace of mind and security is very underrated and I cannot emphasize this enough.

[yourangle-yuordevil]

Local goth cryptid goes through a tough breakup 😔

[toboldlymuppet]

here in the storm, i found peace in you

[ribbittrobbit]

these kids are incredibly stressed out

[gleafer]

I have decided to unleash The Day Muriel Had Enough comic unto my wonderful Tumblr Followers!

Thank you for the support and hilarious comments! It means so much to me and makes it easy to keep at it!

Happy holidays with all my love and nonsense!

[locallibrarylover]

*by live theatre i mean plays, musicals, operas, ballets, concert versions of musicals, staged readings, & things of that nature. EDIT: YES this includes amateur, local, kids, high school, & community theatre. almost every show i've seen has been local

if you want, list the names of the shows you've seen in the tags!

[n4tsum1-san]

i still haven't played alhaitham story quest or kaveh hangout (i have 100 other story quests to finish) but i think this is accurate

[despondentbeauty]

In another universe, you stayed.

— In this one, you didn’t and it ruined me.