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omg he's ethereal, that anon's so peak for that.

hypothetically theorhetically do u think njero would look good in red ???? me personally I THINK HE-

Good question?? You be the judge, anon!! 🫡

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a reminder to add summ sweet to ur collection 🤭

Maliya's and Iallus' morning routine 😌

"What's the point of putting makeup on that eye if you're just gonna cover it with your hair-?"

"Because it would be odd to only do one eye."

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i think...if you dont wanna commission me but still want to support then u can gift me ff16 🤭

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A House Made of Sweets UPDATE

I FINISHED MY FIRST EVER RPG MAKER GAME!! 🥺

I'm actually so proud of myself omg. I sincerely hope y'all will play and enjoy it! (Also, please read the game page thoroughly and heed the warnings, if you're sensitive to that sorta thing)

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Fall Writing Updates

It's almost a new season, so time to make my post of where I'm currently at! I won't rant anywhere near as much as I did in the previous post, I promise.

I'm still taking commissions, btw! Check out my information here!

Mental Update

Still not at my ideal, but I'm much better than I was in the summer. I'm happy to have finally updated my AO3, and feel proud of the update at that.

FGs of all things has been my self-therapy, so that's cute. With that being said, SamSho players anyone?

Fall Schedule

Take the dates loosely, it's just estimations based upon my current morale, current pacing and assumptions of how long the fics will be.

Yoshitora Tokugawa (Early October)

Chongyue (October)

Kyo Kusanagi (Late October)

Tai Gong Wang (November)

Njero (Like from Critically Acclaimed Hit VN A Bouquet of Magic) (Early December)

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ART COMMS OPEN

UPDATE: I'm willing to draw furries now, but it depends on the animal! (I'm still new to drawing fur and scales afcbhjk)

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New VN?? Yessirrrr

So I kinda kept this on the DL (cuz I had no clue if I was actually gonna do it), but for the last few days, when I wasn't suffering, I was working on another VN! It's not the kind I usually make; it's a horror VN this time around! Even though there's no romance, I still hope y'all will play and enjoy it!

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Chapters: 1/? Fandom: King of Fighters, Fatal Fury Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Terry Bogard/Reader Characters: Terry Bogard, Reader Additional Tags: POV Second Person, Day At The Beach, Established Relationship, Beach Sex, Public Sex, Cunnilingus, Face-Sitting, Caught Summary:

A collection of indulgent one-shots where you're the center of SNK's overabundance of fighters.

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ao3 messing with my embed and it's so embarrassing wtf

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im def posting soon, btw

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There's so many things I wanna do and finish, but I just don't have the energy or time 😭😭 Ugh. I'm spiraling again

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Wanna update this by saying that this post was created before I had uninstalled my Hoyo games. Sure posting fanfiction doesn't directly fund Mihoyo however the consensus of that fandom is not something I want to attract after witnessing their apathy towards blatant racism (colorism is a euphemism in this scenario idk who tf told yall otherwise) and disrespect to anything non-SEA and non-white. Anything Hoyo I write will be private and that goes for my commissions. Only expect KOF, Fate and anime from me this year.

Mid-Summer Writing Updates

Was told that giving updates about non-major works is also valid to prove that this page is alive so...teehee!

Mental Check

To say that I've been slacking this year is a grave understatement. It frustrates me because posting in December 2023 (Kaveh) then January 2024 (Haruaki) truly made me believe that I had found my groove, then I saw my stats and gave up, yay! It's just hard writing when I already don't have the healthiest approach towards writing (it's really bad, like I cried so much writing both of those drafts), and that level of effort goes unnoticed by both the audience and myself. But I've slowly been accepting the fact that I can't gain the audience I want if I don't prove that I exist. After all, posting since 2021(?) but not even having ten entries is silly. With that being said, I have been writing consistently over the summer, but have been slowed down because I've been active, like this is the first week that I've been in my room this entire month.

Goals for Pre-Fall 2024

I'm definitely going to have at least three posts before the end of the year. I always try to have more than the year prior, and considering how little I have to my name, it's been pretty doable.

I've been going back and forth between Bowman (Granblue Fantasy) and Kyo (King of Fighters) for the past two months, and I know for the latter that his second draft is going to be posted before fall, though I'm not sure about the former. My writer's block on his draft isn't the worst despite the fact that I have to rewrite the first half of what I currently have, but I struggle trying to prioritize that draft over Kyo's given that I don't know how well a NSFW Bowman entry would be perceived. Regardless, if I post twice before Late August, expect for it to be these two bums.

Goals for Fall 2024

This is tricky, as it HIGHLY DEPENDS on what I end up fixating on, but definitely expect Tai Gong Wang (Fate/Grand Order). I've been wanting to write him since the beginning of time, but lack of knowledge on his character thanks to me exclusively playing FGO on the global server and things implied under mental check made it hard for me to prioritize writing the idea that was practically given to me. But what was initially supposed to be a collector's item ended up being NP3 and LVL 100, so I'm taking it as a sign to - at some point - lock in, and I think doing so right after clearing out my current drafts would be perfect timing.

Do, however, look out for these people:

Blade (Honkai: Star Rail)

Diluc (Genshin Impact)

Charlemagne (Fate)

Goals for Winter 2024/5

Yae Miko. Despite her being a December 2024 goal, she's one of my more ambitious projects due to research and it not being a one chapter entry. Even as I'm currently working on Kyo and Bowman, I'm immersing myself within The Pillow Book, as Sei's story is what most of Yae Miko's story will be in reference to. Also Haruaki, again, hopefully January 1st.

Do, however, look out for these people:

Kaveh (Genshin Impact)

Saichi Sugimoto (Golden Kamuy)

Miscellaneous

Girl if you saw how far I made it into my Senji draft, when I started, and when I stopped, you'd be wondering why my #1 isn't in any of my defined goals. And I'd say shit happens! Senji's draft had a very extensive outline, and I lost that very extensive outline, so I lost my motivation yay! Nevertheless, I still want to get it out there because I think it's a really funny one chapter entry.

Also Toji. Very much an outlier, but I've been putting him on the backburner because his draft is also one of my more ambitious projects, but one that challenges my writing skills in a duller way because of the amount of mundane scenes present. Also not a one chapter entry.

Anyways uh, thanks for peeping the yap session, meow!

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and i got him on the first so wtf that mean 😭😭😭

I got Yukata Aglovale in two ten rolls so surely this is a sign for me to finish his NTR draft-

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IT'S THE MIDDLE OF AUGUST

and i'm still stuck on kyo's fic. started TGW's though! started a different outline process where i only type up conversations and pray about everything else so that's fun!

and i'm writing in a my melody journal with ✨️purple✨️ ink so i'm rly feeling myself.

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plsplspls i promise there's more to raging loop's explicit tag than elibe weddings if you like x readers

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Did I mention that I was working on an RPG game?

If not, I'm mentioning it now!

A House Made of Sweets is a romance/horror RPG game I'm working on situated around a girl named Maliya meeting a witch in the woods whilst looking for her lost dog!

These are the two main characters:

I'm about 60% done with the game, and I'm honestly not sure when I'll be able to finish it, but it is on my to do list. I wanted to try my hand at using the RPG Maker software, so it's been a fun learning experience ^^ I'm also still writing the script/plot for the sequel to Inclement Idée Fixe, which I'd love to have done by 2025 at least! If y'all have any questions about A House Made of Sweets, feel free to send some asks in!

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Mid-Summer Writing Updates

Was told that giving updates about non-major works is also valid to prove that this page is alive so...teehee!

Mental Check

To say that I've been slacking this year is a grave understatement. It frustrates me because posting in December 2023 (Kaveh) then January 2024 (Haruaki) truly made me believe that I had found my groove, then I saw my stats and gave up, yay! It's just hard writing when I already don't have the healthiest approach towards writing (it's really bad, like I cried so much writing both of those drafts), and that level of effort goes unnoticed by both the audience and myself. But I've slowly been accepting the fact that I can't gain the audience I want if I don't prove that I exist. After all, posting since 2021(?) but not even having ten entries is silly. With that being said, I have been writing consistently over the summer, but have been slowed down because I've been active, like this is the first week that I've been in my room this entire month.

Goals for Pre-Fall 2024

I'm definitely going to have at least three posts before the end of the year. I always try to have more than the year prior, and considering how little I have to my name, it's been pretty doable.

I've been going back and forth between Bowman (Granblue Fantasy) and Kyo (King of Fighters) for the past two months, and I know for the latter that his second draft is going to be posted before fall, though I'm not sure about the former. My writer's block on his draft isn't the worst despite the fact that I have to rewrite the first half of what I currently have, but I struggle trying to prioritize that draft over Kyo's given that I don't know how well a NSFW Bowman entry would be perceived. Regardless, if I post twice before Late August, expect for it to be these two bums.

Goals for Fall 2024

This is tricky, as it HIGHLY DEPENDS on what I end up fixating on, but definitely expect Tai Gong Wang (Fate/Grand Order). I've been wanting to write him since the beginning of time, but lack of knowledge on his character thanks to me exclusively playing FGO on the global server and things implied under mental check made it hard for me to prioritize writing the idea that was practically given to me. But what was initially supposed to be a collector's item ended up being NP3 and LVL 100, so I'm taking it as a sign to - at some point - lock in, and I think doing so right after clearing out my current drafts would be perfect timing.

Do, however, look out for these people:

Blade (Honkai: Star Rail)

Diluc (Genshin Impact)

Charlemagne (Fate)

Goals for Winter 2024/5

Yae Miko. Despite her being a December 2024 goal, she's one of my more ambitious projects due to research and it not being a one chapter entry. Even as I'm currently working on Kyo and Bowman, I'm immersing myself within The Pillow Book, as Sei's story is what most of Yae Miko's story will be in reference to. Also Haruaki, again, hopefully January 1st.

Do, however, look out for these people:

Kaveh (Genshin Impact)

Saichi Sugimoto (Golden Kamuy)

Miscellaneous

Girl if you saw how far I made it into my Senji draft, when I started, and when I stopped, you'd be wondering why my #1 isn't in any of my defined goals. And I'd say shit happens! Senji's draft had a very extensive outline, and I lost that very extensive outline, so I lost my motivation yay! Nevertheless, I still want to get it out there because I think it's a really funny one chapter entry.

Also Toji. Very much an outlier, but I've been putting him on the backburner because his draft is also one of my more ambitious projects, but one that challenges my writing skills in a duller way because of the amount of mundane scenes present. Also not a one chapter entry.

Anyways uh, thanks for peeping the yap session, meow!