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It feels like an eternity since I posted. The cold is back, I can finally put on nice outfits 🍂🍁🌧️

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Feet pic drop lol

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I've not been really active recently whoopsy.

I've managed to put an end to my depressive episode and I'm hopeful that it'll get better in the long run since this one was way shorter than what I experienced before.

I've noticed that I tend to get really depressed when I'm unproductive, which is a complicated issue to solve since I lack the social circle that could motivate me to go outside and do more stuff.

I also tend to be a huge misanthrope with a lot of hatred toward others lol. I know that I have to work on that but I feel like it's sort of ingrained in my soul and I can't help it. I'm a rather unpleasant person to live with most of the time and I struggle to accept that because it makes me feel like the worst person on earth.

Anyway. I managed to take a lot of pictures this week, I hope I'll be able to develop my films before the beginning of uni 🎞️

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not an ask but i’m obsessed with ur fits they’re inspiring me so much 🙏🏻🙏🏻also im in love with ur hilda furacão wallpapers and such omg

That's such a nice thing to say 🥹 thank you so much for your kind words!

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@ barbequebilli on instagram ₊ ˚ ⊹ ♡

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This one is for you @gabityaby 🍒💄

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I can finally wear my pair of Gripfast without getting blisters, yaaay

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There are three types of Hilda Furacão characters

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I made a collage of Malthus my baby boy 🥹🥺 if someone else want to use it as a wallpaper, feel free to do so!

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Just received my dream pair of shoes. I've waited three years to be able to get my hands on a pair of Gripfast and now they are at my feet ;; a dream come true. The leather is so thick though, I can't even bend my ankles to stand up from the ground lol, the next week is going to be rough!

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Just finished Hilda Furacão. I've not been obsessed by something since a long time... I litteraly binged watch it from Friday to Sunday and feel empty now ;;. It was so good, I can't even describe it. A perfect combination of angst, whump, love and political intrigue. I feel like the whole arc with the communists is a bit overlooked by the fanbase which is insane bc it's so interesting. Can we talk more about Dindin too? I love this character and his arc so much.

I don't know what to do now aaaaaarg. I just want to erase my memory to feel these emotions like it's the first time again ;; I'm begging the universe to send me a Malthus too... This man is way too pretty and precious with his brown sad eyes, I can't.......

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Put on a fancy tie to go watch a play. I was insanely depressed and almost did not go, but at the end of the day I don't regret it. It was a nice moment and I was able to witness how talented one of my friend is when it comes to acting.

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A bit basic but who cares

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I'm too lazy for my own good

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Damn, I'm starting to feel chronically depressed again after 6 months of doing ok. It's all just a cycle, I don't know why it keeps happening over and over again.

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I really really really want to make new friends but I'm too socially akw to do so, it pisses me off so much! I'm in a city where people are really outdoorsy, always going to the bar to drink a beer and chat, or biking to the park to chill, hiking, camping etc. I suck at all these stuffs which makes it insanely hard to connect with them. Where are my weird people? My neurodivergent fellas? It feels so lonely sometimes 💀