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fall legspo

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My anti-bloat smoothie

• Half a frozen banana! bananas are rich in potassium and help prevent water retention

• Frozen blueberries and strawberries

•a few almonds or ½ a tablespoon of almond butter almonds have a bit of protein and are good for keeping you fuller, longer

•half a lemon (the juice) Reduces inflammation and is a well known diuretic

• a few chuncks of watermelon helps reduce water retention!

the watermelon can be replaced with cucumber, apples or grapefruit

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i dont know what is happening

but i feel so sad

i dont know why

i only wanna die

im fucking alone and tired

im so hungry bit i cant eat.

anyone know why im like this,

anyone understand me.

i dont understand myself.

i have a psychopath clown under myheard.

it dont stop, please i need you stop.

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I stop counting sheep

and start counting my ribs

 i will be like a dream 

so... i thought.

home alone in my grown 

im a psychopath clown

today tomorrow and forever.

here im puking up stars

blood, cake and old scars

bloodshots sockets

im coughing and spitting

and choking and bleeding

on lies that ire spat

through my bones and teeth

and dying

letting the bugs infest my brain

and the voice rot into my skull

ill whisper again

until god only knows when

im not hungry.

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I’m back hi

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books are magic 💫✨

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Nunca me lo había planteado pero tal vez, dejar el tca y bajar de peso de una forma sana y practicando el amor propio sea lo que necesito.

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Not mine

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¡Vos puedes!

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November moodboard. Empty trains, coffee, poetry and highlighted textbooks, messy handwriting in my favorite Moleskine, neverending gloomy overcast and a orangish tint over everything. Loveit!

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ig: studylustre

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