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When are you going to start writing again? I'm missing my bottomL fix 😭😭😭

Awwww I'm sorry, but there are a few bottomL writers out there, more than when i first started writing lawlight anyway. If you want some recs give me a message.

Honestly, I'm not sure right now when i will go back to writing. I have hit a writing wall and have no interest in writing at the moment but I suspect this will change and I will go back to it when I'm inspired to write again, like I have done before. I just don't know when that will be because my autism brain has demanded I fixate on colouring adult colouring books, Neanderthal documentaries and genshin impact right now 😒🤣

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Yes!!! Literally this! 😍❤️

I just realized, Stolas has also never been in a comfy home. He's never been tucked into bed lovingly. He's never been kissed on the cheek as he sleeps. He's never had anyone lovingly watch him sleep. He's never been made a loving breakfast or lunch or dinner. He's never been bathed by someone else before with love and encouragement.

All things he gets with Blitz. That comfort. That safety. That love he has so craved his whole life.

He might have lost everything but he gained so much.

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Just a heads up that I'm still alive but still not writing right now. Just too much going on with life and a general lack of motivation to write going on. Hopefully that will improve soon 😅

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Totally HC L as having zero gag reflexes and the oral skills of a champion

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💀💀💀💀💀

[xanotherlostsoulx]

death note is a metaphor for autism because like half the series is about scenarios such as: i will die if i can't remember the most normal human response to 'do you want to play tennis,' a conversational feat that is entirely beyond me.

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Me (drunk) buying a steam deck for £550 and being shocked when it actually effects my bank balance. ☺️

when i buy something and my bank balance actually goes down

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And this is the reason I am a chaotic mess at best, and a neurotic, autistic asshat at worst 🤭

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This fucking sent me!! 💀💀💀

and then they kiss…. ( //>///<//) !!!ㅤ₊˚⊹♡

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Death Note (Anime & Manga) Rating: Mature Warnings: Major Character Death Relationships: L/Yagami Light Characters: Yagami Light, Ryuk (Death Note), L (mentioned) Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Kira Wins (Death Note), Regret, Pining, Suicide, Dark, Hurt, Emotional Hurt, Poor Light, Poor L, Poor Ryuk, Angst with a Hopeful Ending, Except for Ryuk, I wrote this in 30 minutes, Based on a song, Heavy Is The Crown Summary:

Kira won, L is dead but Light has never felt so disatisfied in his life.

[xanotherlostsoulx]

100% facts

Light is the type of person to do something he hates absolutely flawlessly because he never ever wants to stoop below his abilities and give the impression that he's less than he is, but know that he hates it and he's plotting murder.

L is the type of person to look at you entirely expressionlessly when you tell him he has to do something he hates and then wordlessly turn back to whatever he was doing before you entered his presence.

[xanotherlostsoulx]

Current fucking mood tbh 😖

i need a capri sun and then i need to be shot

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👀

Hannibal (2013-2015) blooper reel

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🤭😂😂

Way worse.

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🤭😂😂

Way worse.

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No, Baby 🥰

Grown man btw 🙄

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Yes, Light, L is indeed a complicated letter...