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I finally got the party to the astral plane! Now I just need to figure out what to have them do there

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So I've started outwardly going by they/them in normal life, not just friends and family. It's...weird? I still kinda do a double take when people use it for me, like it takes me a second to realize they're talking about me. This happened when it was just my friends too, the first time in the evening that someone did it, it'd be disorienting, but then as they did it more, it felt good and made me happy. That's why I wanted to start doing it in my everyday life too. I figured it'd take a bit to get used to, but when I was accustomed, it'll feel right and good again, like it did with just my friend group. But right now, while I'm still adjusting to this new way of being referred to, I have such bad imposter syndrome 😔

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Something I need to remember

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I was looking at the competitors for an upcoming Rubik's cube competition and I noticed there were two people with the same last name, so I checked their times and one was clearly a lot faster than the other. Tragic

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Got myself a pronoun pin, just in time for the new job 😊

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So I spelled it out nice and proper for my parents. Told them that I'm an adult, and that as an adult, I get to make decisions for my life, including the criteria by which people are removed from my life, and that one such criteria is voting for Donald Trump in 2024. I refuse to keep someone in my life who saw the first time, saw the plan for this time, and was like "yep, sounds good to me". I understand I can't control who I interact with, but I can control who I keep close to me.

My dad understood, and said he respects people's right to choose who is in their life, and said that I can reach out if I ever decide I want to reconnect. Probably an ideal response from him.

My mom said she didn't vote in the presidential race, only local races. I told her if I find out later she's lying, I'm going to be mega pissed, but if that's true, then she doesn't meet the criteria. I can understand why someone would not want to vote for Harris - I had difficulty reconciling her stance on Gaza, her refusal to outright support trans people, and her general platform of "vote for me because I'm not him". I suspect her reasons for not voting for her are different to those, but I digress.

So I guess I'm down to one parent. One more than I thought, I suppose. It's been a stressful time

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So, that new job I got? They want me to fly to Canada for training. Unfortunately, I don't have a passport...

So they fucking sent a letter request for an expedited passport!!

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Three

academic study: undertale and the loss of gender

Claim: Undertale makes you nonbinary

Sample Size: 2

Evidence: 2 (@genshiicomms)

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I told my parents if they voted for Trump to kindly leave my life. I can't believe we have to do this again

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I don't know if I can do this again

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Update: got the fucking job 😎

Just fucking nailed an interview, feeling hella good!

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The heater isn't heating and it's 55 degrees inside 😭

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I've been playing around in FaceApp, and I keep making myself more feminine. I kinda dig it

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Note to self:

Xandroxi's voice is old man identify spell.

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Happy Halloween 👻

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Fuck it. I use they/them now.

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Just fucking nailed an interview, feeling hella good!