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Anyone else respond this way or just me

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Five characters as art inspo for video games and sketching.

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Anyone else ever get a lump in their throat but you can’t cry there in front of everyone and seem weak.

You can’t pour out your heart and soul because you never trusted them and they will judge you.

You can’t love them because you’re a monster who can’t love correctly if at all.

You can’t do anything right so you hide in the shadows where you know it’s safe.

You can’t live because you’re in a stalemate and your biggest opponent is yourself.

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Reading the Trials of Apollo right now.

It’s killing me. But at least the Arrow of Dodona is surviving.

UPDATE: I understand now. It was for the best but I miss the Arrow. It better be in Elysium

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I crave you in the most innocent form.

I crave your soul next to mine and your arms around my waist. I crave the little hugs and the whispered reassurances you would give.

I crave the light you give how it chases away the shadows.

I crave the laugh you have, the light in your eyes, your teasing voice, how you are always willing to help someone.

I just want you.

And you have no idea.

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PHOTO DUMP LETS GOOO PART TWO

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Everyone told me it would get better.

It didn’t.

I’m still waiting.

Lost and confused.

But there’s hope in the shadow.

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Anyone else been terrified of another person whom you might fall in love with and mess it all up again?

But all you want in this world is a hug?

Like that’s all.

Just a hug in its most purest form. Nothing sexual or promising. Just. One. Hug.

Because that’s me.

And I’m wondering if I’m alone.

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Seven Princes of Hell AI (Part 1?)

I'll probably do them standing next, for now, they are all on thrones.

Sloth (Seventh Circle)

Gluttony (Sixth Circle)

Lust (Fifth Circle) ((Version 1))

Lust (Fifth Circle) ((Version 2))

Envy (Fourth Circle)

Wrath (Third Circle)

Greed (Second Circle)

Pride (First Circle and the greatest of the Seven)

I couldn't decide between version one or two for Lust.

Inspiration goes to The Kingdom of the Wicked Series.

Ignore Envy's hand. It does add a touch of demonic that I do like though, but it was an accident

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Nike hogwarts house shoes

🖤hufflepuff💛 (Blazer Low ‘77’s)

💚slytherin🖤 (Air Force Ones High Top)

🤍ravenclaw💙 (Dunks Mid)

💛griffindor❤️ (Dunks Low)

Should I do more?

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YOUR SO CALLED IMPERFECTIONS ARE THE BEST PART OF YOU

-The Towering Sky-

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This has been floating around in my mind. Let’s see if anyone else agrees.

So Sarah j Maas books are obviously ✨amazing✨. There are three scenes one in each series that really strikes the characters.

They all include water. They all include our main heroes. And they all see the true face of the other.

In TOG Aelin just had her burn out (HoF) and got dunked in water repeatedly. This is the entire scene where Rowan sees her back and flies away in horror. That’s really when Rowan stars seeing her as more than a spoiled brat. As someone who survived and lost. As a true Fae not a pathetic human. It’s not when he falls in love with her but I feel like this is where it really starts.

In ACOTAR feyre had just heard Rhys’s backstory and accepted the bond. (Chapter 55 👀❤️‍🔥🥫) they were washing each other and thats when they say when they fell in love with the other person. That’s when they fully give to their feelings and realize they would die and kill and torture for the other. That’s when they realize that they were always meant to be. It’s such a sweet healing scene (and 🌶️🌶️🌶️ too!) and brings a important aspect to the book that’s vital to Feyre’s journey.

And in CC it’s the very first book. Hunt has just murdered three innocents and is taking a shower. He’s numb to the world and to his emotions. And as Bryce walks in it’s real pity she has on the Shadow of Death real sympathy. Because she was also in that place. This is where she starts seeing him as more then him mask, more then his job, more then a just another angel. She cared for him in a way that no one cared for her.

In all of these a huge part of their stories and lives are at play here. They’re all broken but healing. This is such a cool thing about Sarah j Maas. She’s written so many books and it all comes back to one thing. Hope.

And that is why I will keep reading her for years to come.

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QUOTES IN BOOKS THAT KILLED ME

1. The Towering Sky (the thousandth floor) by Katherine McGee 💛

2. The One (the selection series) by Kiera Cass 💙

3. Legendary (caraval) by Stephanie Garber ❤️

4. Finale (caraval) Also by Stephanie Garber 🩷

5. Empire of Storms (Throne of Glass) by Sarah J Maas 🩶

6. Empire of storms (Throne of Glass) by Sarah J Maas (surprise!) 🤍

7. Throne of Glass by Sarah J Maas 💜

8. Clockwork Princess (The Infernal Devices) by Cassandra Clare 🧡

9. Clock work Princess (The Infernal Devices) by Cassandra Clare 💚

10. Not my picture. Comes from four different series in the realm of Cassandra Clare 🩵

Should I do a part two??

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I don’t know how to get in touch with CC but HOPEFULLY she will see this

Is there going to be any special editions of TRK? Like at FairyLoot or OwlCrate or something along those lines??? Just curious!! Is there ones that you’ve put out on preorder that I don’t know about?

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TOM BLYTHE SHOULD BE JACKS

Think about it

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AELIN X CORMAC

Hear me out.

I think cormac is Aelin without hope. Sure she didn’t have hope in the mines but with Chaol and Dorian she made it through. She held on and both of those boys were a vital part to her healing process. Now Cormac? His mate died and it utterly destroyed him. He had no hope. He had no lifeline, no friends to get him out of his dark hole. That’s why he sacrificed himself. That’s why he did that for the greater good. He wanted so desperately to be reunited with Sophie that death did not scare him. Aelin became a queen in the end. And I feel in his own way, cormac became a king not in birthright but in actions.

I believe cormac might be the single greatest character in crescent city because of that. Yes, Aidas too but he’s in Hel not Midgard.

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HOUSE OF FLAME AND SHADOW PT. 2

SPOILERS-ish

OKAY HERE ME OUT.

1. I think baxian is gonna die for the greater good. Danika is already gone so it would be their happy ending of sorts.

2. Ithan and Hypaxia???? I think they might end up together. Hopefully cause he deserves someone, my lil wolf hawty.

3. Tharion is a wild card here. At this point I could see her killing him off BUT unless it helps with the plot sjm usually doesn’t kill anyone. However, idk where he would end up in all this. Maybeeee with Ari but I can’t really see it.

4. We see the night court in here (😍). I’m really hoping she goes to Aelin next (I WOULD DIEEEE).

5. SYRINX BETTER NOT DIE

Thoughts????