whispersofascorpiomoon

[whispersofascorpiomoon]

Your Spell wore off

No longer captivated under your game of lust and deep strokes.

Or perhaps decades of ancestral trauma

Lifted like a cloaking spell that was put on my soul.

Knows all now

Masks off and everything

Cheap tricks

Cheap trills

Lower energy

Unhealthy root system

Revealed

The truth of what I Long for

The freedom to be true

The will to fight the flesh

temptation

Had me sinning every time

Sex isn’t the answer to restore love

Heartbreak or to mend an argument

Sex doesn’t mean it’s all better or everything will be alright

In fact if sex is the main thing you seek, the soul will suffer loosing to the flesh every-time.

I’m not lying to myself

I desire

Need

Will achieve more

Than the flesh

The lust

The strokes

That trauma is released

My soul yearns for more

I preserve my power

I protect what is mine

My scared womb

The soil of life

I reclaim the sacredness of intimacy

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Toxic Mercury in The Signs

Mercury in Aries ♈️ : Fast-talking, selfish, and dismissive in bed. They bulldoze boundaries and justify it with “just being honest.” This can scream antisocial tendencies, fueled by a reckless disregard for emotional consequences.

Mercury in Taurus ♉️ : Silent treatment champion. They avoid tough conversations about intimacy, letting resentment fester. Their stubbornness reeks of passive-aggressive behavior, leaving their partner feeling trapped in a loop of unmet needs.

Mercury in Gemini ♊️ : Masters of gaslighting and breadcrumbing. They’ll flirt with someone else right in front of you and then laugh it off as a joke. Their chaotic communication mirrors histrionic manipulation, making you question your sanity.

Mercury in Cancer ♋️ : Crying one minute, guilt-tripping the next. They weaponize emotions to control their partner, mimicking borderline traits with a clingy, smothering edge.

Mercury in Leo ♌️ : The sex is about them, always. They’ll fake vulnerability to keep you hooked but ignore your needs entirely. Their inflated ego channels narcissistic traits, leaving you feeling invisible.

Mercury in Virgo ♍️ : Obsessed with picking apart every detail. They’ll critique your performance like it’s a Yelp review, crushing intimacy with their obsessive-compulsive need for control.

Mercury in Libra ♎️ : Sweet words hide a manipulative core. They’ll charm you into compliance and avoid accountability when things go wrong. This covert toxicity creates a relationship built on lies.

Mercury in Scorpio ♏️ : Silent treatment? Check. Emotional blackmail? Double check. They’ll dig into your insecurities to gain control, embodying paranoid and borderline traits with a side of sadistic pleasure.

Mercury in Sagittarius ♐️ : Zero tact. They’ll tear you down with brutal honesty, then ghost you for asking for emotional depth. Their recklessness mirrors antisocial traits, leaving a trail of emotional casualties.

Mercury in Capricorn ♑️ : Cold, calculating, and transactional. They treat intimacy like a business deal, devoid of emotional warmth. Their detachment channels schizoid tendencies, making you feel more like a contract than a partner.

Mercury in Aquarius ♒️ : Overly rational and emotionally clueless. They’ll intellectualize sex, making you feel like a science experiment. Their lack of empathy reeks of alexithymia, creating a disconnect that feels robotic.

Mercury in Pisces ♓️ : Escapist and delusional. They’ll avoid real conversations by drowning in fantasies or substances. Their blurred boundaries reflect dependent traits, leaving you in a fog of confusion and unmet expectations.

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Called myself an alchemist

Thought I was doing alchemy

But alchemy was doing me

It stirred up chaos and bought me to the deepest parts of self. Revealing all i needed to. All i had to see!

Some of the darkest people, places, and situations showed up as my teachers.

Everything I believe and stand on keeps getting tested, making me live out the truths I claim.

Yet i know

It’s all apart of the divine design

Alchemy & I

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It’s not hard to tell in the exchange

That you are rejoiced and I’m depleted

Did you siphon?

Did I allow too much access for you to take all my precious energy?

It’s not hard to tell anymore that you were draining me and I allowed because I have so much to give. But nothing in return, the sense of depletion. It doesn’t feel good!

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For once I’m choosing me

Its quite simple

It’s not them or you

It’s me

It’s always been me

I just didn’t realize I had a choice up until now.

It’s that simple

I Choose ME!

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The Playground

The best hangout ever

Fun, life, love, laughter, trees and chasing dreams

High noon to sunset

The playground is the place to be

And I’m just a kid running young wild and free

The world is my jungle gym

Sure a few cuts, scraps, bruises, and bullies

Time outs and quick resets

But I’m telling you

The playground is the place to be

Climbing, sliding, tag your it, you can’t catch me

Hide and seek

I’m telling you the playground is the place to be

Full of cosmic wonders, fireflies at night and even bees

The sun is our guide

With the moon we ride

Best of all the stars and MY FRIENDS

Till the very end

Bumble gum in a dish

How many pieces do you wish?

Even the playground had its crews

And all my friends were the popular ones too

Especially YOU

We would spin in circles

Get lost in sound

Crusing about our parents and siblings as we jump down, acting like we owned this town

We sure did

Just some playground kids

Until that day

Your father came and called you home

A gentle nudge

Like son, you may be playing but you know it’s time to go. You didn’t even fuss or fight. You smiled and hugged and said don’t worry.

You’ll see me friend till the end.

I never understood why you had to leave so early that day. And why you never came back to play.

I knew you didn’t move cause i seen your parents walk by every so often. i always wondered. Where were you?

I started to get mad because my best friend wasn’t at the playground to play.

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Sextrology & the houses

First House: Sex Appeal

Second house: sexual values and expectations

Third house: flirtation style, dirty talk

Fourth house: sexual comfort zone

Fifth house: romance and sexual fantasies

Sixth house: sexual health and patterns. sex at work or sex workers

Seventh house: ideal sexual partners

Eighth house: intimate sexual needs

Ninth house: sexual education and life views

Tenth house: sexual reputation, porn stars

Eleventh house: group sex, sexual fetishes

Twelfth house: unconscious sexual desires

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Toxic side of Mars in the Houses 🏡

First House

overly dominant or aggressive in sex,using as a way to validate the ego.

A tendency to rush or demand sex without fully considering partner’s needs. Reducing intimacy to a conquest rather than a connection. Using sex solely based on appearance or looks. Sexual Addiction (Hypersexuality) NPD Traits

Second House

Possessiveness

Equates sex with ownership, wanting to control or possess someone. jealousy, materialism, or using sex to keep a partner around, rather than forming a deeper emotional bond. Sexual Coercion or Possessiveness, often tied to Obsessive-Compulsive Personality Disorder (OCPD) Sexual Sadism Disorder

Third House

Manipulation through words.

Using sexual banter to control or confuse their partner, employing mind games or using words as weapons. always craving new mental stimulation, often at the expense of emotional depth. Sexual Masochism Disorder. Sexual gaslighting

Fourth House

overly attached or emotionally manipulative.

Uses sex to emotionally bind their partner or create a sense of security, leading to possessiveness or controlling behaviors.

Insecurities cause sex to be used as a tool to reclaim emotional dominance. Sexual Manipulation or Emotional Dependency

Fifth House

Narcissism or sexual recklessness.

Sees sex as a game or a conquest, seeking novelty for the thrill of it rather than true intimacy. If Mars is harshly aspecting other planets, one may struggle with commitment, bouncing between partners and never truly connecting on a deeper level. Sexual Addiction or Reckless Sexual Behavior

Sixth House

Treats sex like a job or responsibility rather than a passion. Can become overly focused on perfection or overthinking their sexual performance, creating a sense of obligation rather than enjoyment. If Mars is afflicted, sexual frustration can also arise, leading to dissatisfaction or detachment. Sexual Frustration or Compulsive Sexual Behavior. Erectile Dysfunction (ED) or Sexual Aversion Disorder if anxiety is present.

Seventh House

Power struggles or competitiveness.

Sex may turn into a battle for control or dominance, with a focus on winning rather than enjoying the experience. They may also have difficulty with commitment, using sex as a way to keep the upper hand or avoid true emotional vulnerability. Coercion or Sexual Manipulation

Eighth House

Control, obsession, or sexual manipulation. May use sex to assert dominance or trigger emotional power plays. There can also be a tendency toward sexual addiction, jealousy, and destructive behaviors that hinder true intimacy and connection. Sexual Obsession or Addiction. voyeurism, exhibitionism, or fetishes

Ninth House

Recklessness, using sex as a way to escape from emotional depth or intimacy. There can be a fear of commitment, and they may treat sex as a tool for adventure or personal growth rather than a meaningful connection. May constantly seek new thrills, avoiding deeper emotional bonds in the process. Sexual Compulsion & Escapism

Tenth House

Uses sex as a tool for control, dominance, or career advancement. There may be a tendency to exploit others sexually to climb the social ladder or to gain attention.

sexual relationships might feel transactional, focusing on status and control rather than mutual intimacy. Sexual Exploitation Disorder

Eleventh House

Fear of commitment and a tendency to treat sex as an act of rebellion or escape. They may struggle with emotional intimacy, always seeking new sexual experiences or distractions rather than grounding themselves in a relationship. This can lead to an unhealthy cycle of detachment and sexual exploration that doesn’t fulfill their deeper emotional needs. Sexual Objectification Disorder

Twelfth House

Sexual repression or escapism. may struggle with sexual shame, guilt, or fantasies that feel taboo or out of reach. There may be a tendency to hide desires, keep them secret, or even self-sabotage their sexual experiences out of fear of vulnerability. Sexual Repression or Dissociation

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Sextrology & The Houses 🏡

1. Physical attraction

2. Sexual values , oral sex

3. Dirty talk/ Sexual communication, masterbation,

4. Sexual, emotional development

5. Casual sex, role playing

6. Sexual health and activities. Sex at work or with coworkers

7. Sexual partners & relationships attraction

8. Taboo sexual fantasies, deep powerful sex, psychological sexual development

9. Sexual explorations & religion, sexual alchemy/ cultural sexual differences

10. Sexual career & profession, porn

11. Group sex, orgies, sex cults

12. Spiritual sex and sexual Karma hidden or suppressed sexual desires

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You played with me

I’m no longer mad

Only expressing the range of human emotions

I seen the signs

I seen you wave those flags

I decided to take a risk

A strategy a roadmap

And now I’m left

Trying to get out a nightmare

A dream gone wrong

Turn

Going in circles

I’ve finally found a way out

Accountability

Whispers from the lips of a Scorpio moon ❤️

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It’s more than the physical

It’s the literal act of sacredness when our souls touch each other’s bodies. Meeting in the flesh

A past life memory

Our future self’s manifestation

To be held

Touched

Caressed upon every vertebrae

One by one

33 degrees

From heaven to earth

The soil from which our love grew

Ether turned flesh

Skin to skin

Heartbeat to heartache

Yearning for you to see my soul

To hear my name in the wind

My laughter in the rain

Washing away fears dancing in my tears

The rose the ashes to ashes dust to lust?

We were so stuck on this human feeling called love polarized in the root of all things.

These are whispersofascorpiomoon

But do you hear me?