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Simply...

What things give you energy? I think a good day where I woke up on the right side of the bed, had a good breakfast and work day only to finish it with a nice chilled evening with the family.

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South Africa and Dreams coming true

It’s been ages since I last wrote down with no constrection and what better way to be free when you’re writing about a dream coming true after 20+ years! On the 25th of August, 2024 I was on a date to start an experience that truly fits the  “in nice in a life time” expression. But before that date, my journey started on the night of the 23rd, that’s when my first flight was and my date to solo…

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A different kind of trip...

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You know what sucks, is that you want to share so much and you have no problem with sharing, but you don't have anyone who actually cares or even gives a single fuck, and then, they ask why you didn't say something...

As if you even faked interest.

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It's rare that I wish I had a close friend, but today I do...

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It's weird how a new soul can make you either flooded with words that need to be spilt and with other words that you're even too shy to think of.

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Help needed!

Help me solve this, it's for a game I'm playing, any ideas?

It's the circle thingy I'm having difficulties with.

Is there a pattern I don't see?

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‏كلانا نعرف مدى التغيير الذي سيحدث؛ لو بادر أحدنا بخطوة، لكننا لا نفعل.

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“People do not see you, / They invent you and accuse you.”

— Hélène Cixous | The Selected Plays of Hélène Cixous | The Perjured City

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"they read you in my ink and papers"

-Mahmoud Darwish

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When you have caffeine in your system and can't sleep😬

be nosy

1: The last person you kissed screams they love you, you say… 2: Did you get to sleep in today? 3: You never know what you got until you lose it? 4: Do you have siblings? 5: How many kids do you want? 6: Who was the last person you held hands with? 7: Did you stand on your tippy-toes for your last kiss? 8: Do you think if you died, the last person you kissed would care? 9: Last person to talk on the phone? 10: Did anyone watch you the last time you kissed someone? 11: When’s your birthday? 12: Remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed? 13: What kind of phone do you have? 14: Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants? 15: Are you a different person now than you were 5 years ago? 16: What were you doing at 4 am? 17: Would you rather write a paper or give a speech? 18: Are you lying to yourself about something? 19: Last night you felt…? 20: What’s something you cannot wait for? 21: Ever told your parents you were going somewhere but when somewhere different? 22: How many hours of sleep did you get last night? 23: Are you a morning or night person? 24: What did you get your last bruise from? 25: Do you reply to all of your texts? 26: Your phone is ringing. It’s the person you fell hardest for. What do you do? 27: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed? 28: Anyone you would like to get things straight with? 29: How many months until your birthday? 30: Favorite thing to eat with peanut butter? 31: Did you like this past summer? 32: What were you doing before you got on the computer? 33: Your ex is sitting next to you, with their new partner. What do you do? 34: What is the last thing you said out loud? 35: Your mood summed into one work? 36: Are you doing anything else besides taking this survey? 37: What are your initials? 38: Are you a happy person? 39: Do you still talk to the person you liked 4 months ago? 40: Where do you want to live when your older? 41: Have you had your birthday this year? 42: What did you do yesterday? 43: What will you be doing tomorrow? 44: How late did you stay up last night? 45: Is there anyone you would do anything for? 46: Is it hard to make you laugh? 47: Do you believe ex’s can be just friends? 48: Do you think any of your exes will eventually want to be with you again? 49: How many people have you had feelings for in the year of 2012? 50: Do you wish your ex was dead? 51: Have you ever dyed your hair? 52: Would ever take back someone that cheated? 53: Was New Year’s Even enjoyable? 54: Bet you’re missing someone right now? 55: How would your parents react if you got a tattoo? 56: Sleep on your back or stomach? 57: If you could move away, no questions asked, where would it be ? 58: What would you change about your life right now? 59: Has anything upset you in the past week? 60: Are you on the phone? 61: Today, would you rather go forward a week or back? 62: Would you take $40,000 or a brand new car? 63: Have you ever talked to someone when they were high? 64: Ever cried while you were on the phone with someone? 65: Have you ever copied someone elses homework? 66: Are you the type of person who liks to be out or at home? 67: Do you automatically check your phone when you wake up? 68: Have you ever stayed up all night on the phone? 69: Could you use some sleep right now? 70: Are you going to have a baby by the time you’re 18? 71: Does it bother you when someone hides things from you? 72: What’s your favorite color? 73: Have you ever slept in the same room with someone you liked? 74: Have you ever been looking for something and it was already in your hand? 75: Do you get annoyed easily? 76: If someone liked you, would you want them to tell you? 77: Do you have a person of the opposite sex that you can tell everything to? 78: Does anyone call you babe? 79: How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? 80: What do you prefer, relationship or one night stand? 81: What color hoodie did you wear last? 82: Is there someone who meant alot to you at one point, and isn’t around anymore?

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😴😪💤

POV: Going to work nowadays 🤦🏻‍♀️

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Lately I've been playing boardgames, and yes they are a whole thing, it's not just Monopoly! 🤡

Anyway, every Friday, my sister and I go to this place that holds something called #meetncompete and it's there where I got started with this whole thing. But if I to backtrack, it would be cause of this dude who introduced me to a whole world of games and such.

But the point of this post is, today I went to this place called ( Drawphase) and they did like a giveaway, and the place is usually for ppl who play card games, like Yu-Gi-Oh and Pokémon and such... Aka, not me😬 and guess who won!🤭

I needed up taking a pack of this card game called Magic: the gathering and do my first exchange of cards, lol.

So, I think it's safe to say, that in 2024, the chances of me entering the card game league are close to " for sure!"

Monday

December 25th/2023

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Wasted potential and being aware🤦🏻‍♀️

me: finds intelligence hot

also me: unconditionally and furiously despises anyone who is even slightly better than me at anything

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"your freedom is the end of me"

Quote in a random show I just watched...

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“I think we regular people may have forgotten a basic truth—we don’t really have the right to judge anyone else.”

— Kanae Minato (via thoughtkick)