viscerallystarved

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atp there's only two options for my future: get skinny or die

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im done. im so fucking done. so i used to be really an0rexic, like <350kcals most days with frequent fasts, burning upwards of at least double what i ate that day and i lost a good 30ish pounds (ofc i had binge days and set backs but who doesnt). but this last year and a half my ana turning into BED and mia, and ive been fluctuating between my lw and 15lbs above that. more than my weight, i have no control.

i feel disgusting, constantly needing to shove my face full of the most greasy, horrific, caloric food only to ram my fingers as far down my throat as possible. im so embarrassed to say its so bad some days that ive binge/purged a whole weeks worth of food for a normal person.

but im done. im tired of living like this, ive tried to stop before but nothing seemed to work. until today. i took time to write rules for myself, and im finally fed up enough with being a tubby blob of lard. one of those rules is posting what i eat daily.

if anyone would like to join me on my journey to my ugw, my dm's are always open <3 we can achieve whatever we set our minds to

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idk if the ed girlies know of the yt channel sean of steel but istg i watch him for meanspo and it kinda hits hard

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Don’t you dare eat that.

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🕯♡ i will be skinny ♡🕯

🕯♡ i will be skinny ♡🕯

🕯♡ i will be skinny ♡🕯

🕯♡ i will be skinny ♡🕯

🕯♡ i will be skinny ♡🕯

reblog to claim ♡🕯

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It takes one day for your stomach to shrink.

Just one day.

Make it through one day and it only gets easier .

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Resist today = results tomorrow.

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looking for more 18+ edblr mutuals reblog if you’re active and 18+!!

i feel uncomfortable following minors and am looking for more moots :)

active: august 2023

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TW MEANSPO

you are such a fat fuck i cant even believe you!! im so fucking disappointed, you binged AGAIN??? are you kidding me? you whine and bitch about how flabby and gluttonous you are, and then you shovel fatty disgusting calories down your throat? pathetic pig, its your own fault your ugly and fat.

maybe if you really wanted it, you would have it by now. either stop bitching about your pudgy ass or put in the work.

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the only person on this whole planet who can control you is YOU. take that control and own it.

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DON’T STOP

You have already started. This is the hard part, but don’t give up. You will regret it. Keep going, you will get there!!

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Big text to remind me what I found on TUMBLR to keep my ed diet

Some excuses to not eat whe I am with people around (from @ana-girl0) - "Sorry but I am not hungry" - "Sorry but I don't like this ___ food" - "Oh I ate a very big breakfast this morning and I am still full" - " I have a stomach ache" - "I will eat at home to save on money" - "Sorry I am busy right now, I have to go for something important" - " My doctor put me on a special diet so I can't go and eat at the restaurant"

Some motivation quotes (@4n4-m14 @blndsundoll4cbale) - What you eat in private, you wear in public - Don't reward yourself with food, you are not a dog - You are in control. You have the control - You are not hungry you just bored - Skip dinner, wake up thinner - Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels -They don't care unless you'r skinny enough - Don't binge it's cringe - No Food no binge - Eat for the body that you want, not for the body you have -Junk food you have craved for an hour or a body you have craved for a lifetime ? it's your choice ! - Think it, want it, Get it - Feeling cute even when I am dressed in sweats - Being able to wear tiny tank tops - My face slimming out - Finally being the skinny friend (what a goal) - People asking me how I lost weight - People talking to me more and worried a bit for me at least - Getting drunk/higher quicker - Pretty priviliege - Taking cute instagram photo

Ed shows : (desac) - To the bone - 13th - girl interrupted - Starving on suburdia - Pretty little liars - my skinny sister

May add more in the futur

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Remember, it’s not your stomach that is hungry, it is your brain. It is always possible to resist, don’t underestimate yourself

We got this🩷🪽