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vincestn · 3 years ago

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Have you ever felt like a husk filled void that suck out the trust given by those whose very important to you? Every single time, every single person that pass by in your life experience great inconvenience when they get to close, like they are sucked into the void in the depths of yourself. You didn’t want to harm them but yet you unintentionally do. And then they get fed up with you. Become alone again until you met another person and the cycle will repeat itself. And yeah it’s pathetic because you can’t handle multiple important person at once because for you a single one is enough, and when that person can stand your eccentricity (same with yourself because you can handle yourself) the void inside you ends up sucking every piece of the husk holding you together. Firm grasping to those pieces but intending to let them go anyway if it slip your fingers. Because why? You’re fed up of being the human you are, the toxicity you cause to every one around you. Those acts you think they’ll make them feel safe, ends up gripping their necks and slowly making they leave you. It’s not their fault leaving you, it’s yours and it’s fine because you don’t want them to get sucked again yet you still want them around. So what’s the best thing to do? Stand in the middle of the busy road grasping every piece of husk getting sucked inside your void and wait for a random vehicle to ran you over so that you wont hold those pieces anymore... so you don’t feel anymore.

Husk and Void by vincestn on DeviantArt https://www.deviantart.com/vincestn/art/Husk-and-Void-890435725

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vincestn · 5 years ago

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