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Hiiii once again asking a question to neurodivergent tumblr this time mainly just because I'm curious about smth,so I have touch aversion to a some what extreme and I guess I'm asking if anyone else's experience with it is similar because I was wondering if the feeling I get is what everyone else gets,so like when someone who I'm not good with touching me like even brushes past me it's like the feeling when you get a chill in your spin except it lingers and stays there and it makes me feel like I want to spread out on the floor and stretch to make it go away but I also need to collapse in on myself so I don't get touched again,and if I get touched too much the feeling builds up and I feel like my back is just full of the chill feeling and it's like still,it dosnt travel up my spine or down it like a normal chill,it just stays there,and then if it's too much I cry which isn't fun

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Sharing my absolutely fucked sleep schedule bc I'm bored.

So basically,I sleep all day on weekends and wake up at like 8 - 12 pm and stay up all night and go to sleep from 6 - 10 am the next morning,then if I have school stay up all night and go and do school and sleep when I get home and sleep a little longer into the night to make up for the hours at school then I wake up at night and proceed to stay up bc night time is my time because then I don't have to interact with anyone unless it's from the comfort of my room through my phone,Don't recommend my mom hates this,however I can't be stopped and also writing this at 5:52 am and I woke up at 3:00 am,I am mostly functionally nocturnal and it's fucking great

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Reblogging to say my octo,and overall crochet game has increased

I've been crocheting more recently and I made this mini octo and I feel like he deserves to be seen

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Quick question to the autistic community of Tumblr to make sure of somthing,so I'm not diagnosed with anything formally because im not in a position to go to a professional right now,I strongly suspect I have autism and or adhd,and recently I've seen a lot of people online saying that people need to stop using medical terminology and watering it down like overstimulated or hyperfixation ect,like terms specifically used go describe neurodivergent experiences,now to my question is it offensive or incorrect to use the term overstimulated to describe what I feel,because based on research and my own reflection I'm pretty sure that's what happens to me,if I'm touched to much by people I'm not comfortable with or if an environment is too loud and I can't tune it out somehow I get extremely stressed/overwhelmed and almost always need to get somewhere quiet where I can either cry for maybe 20 minutes or do my breathing exercises to try and not cry,I'd never ever want to misuse terms that are important to the community or offend anyone especially since im not formally diagnosed,I just wanted to ask if I need to correct myself and not use the word becaue again I would never want to misuse the word or offend anyone

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Anyone else ever think abt how Kai from the hollow is literally just leo Valdez in another font,no? Yeah ok just me

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I've been crocheting more recently and I made this mini octo and I feel like he deserves to be seen

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Tbh I always see alot of transphobes and homophobes like blaming some obscure thing or person for "making kids trans" or "making kids gay" or something along the lines of "spreading the agenda" but rlly if they want something to blame

BLAME THIS MF BLAME THIS INCREDIBLY QUEER CODED MF RIGHT HERE LIKE HOW DID HE SLAY SO HARD IN THE ORGINAL SERIES OH MY GOD THE THINGS THEY WERNT AFRAID OF GETTING CALLED OUT FOR BACK THEN AND IM SO GLAD FOR IT LIKE HOLY SHIT

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Do you guys ever just get randomly grouped into a Fandom,like I can't even count how much magnus archives stuff I see when I have exactly zero idea what's going on through out it or like supernatural stuff,I actually wanna watch supernatural at some point but just haven't yet but dosnt make it any less confusing,but then also I'll see stuf for like the longest time to the point just give up and watch it or read it and then suddenly all the memes just click in my brain and it's genuinely like weird lmao

Edit/update,I keep seeing Ben 10 stuff now on my tiktok and I'm just so confused 😭😭

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Anyone else gender non conforming have like solid gender identity but is actively struggling with how to present bc honestly so real I don't really wanna look feminine often but then suddenly I'm fighting with weather I want to dress grunge and like a skater or like pretty and cottagecore or smth else,also actively fighting on if my chest makes me dysphoric or hot like holy shit brain pick a fucking lane 😭😭😭😭

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Me: has pretty normal sensory aversion that I can avoid most of the times if I rlly try

Also me: my skin is touching me and I don't appreciate it

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This is so real tho like I'm just begging for a gender neutral option at this point like PLEASE nintendo I just don't wanna get misgendered while trying to make my pokemon decimate every other one I come across or when I'm just tryna do some land shaping on animal crossing in PEACE not just nintendo but like most big game companies or even some indie ones that are popular (stardew I'm looking at u)

Genderfluid culture is spending WAY too much time at the character creation section of a game because you don’t know which gender option (out of the given two) to go with :/

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When you learn that fun little thing you do (spoiler alert it's not fun) is actually a symptom of autism to throw ontop of your ever growing pile of them: oh fuck

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Ok so I play stardew valley a little bit and I haven't ever gotten that far into the game but I have a conspiracy theory that builds on the theory of the wizard and Abigail,and if you don't know what that theory is I'm about to explain it. So it's a pretty well known thought that Abigail is actually the wizards daughter and not Pierre's,because it's known that the wizards wife left him for cheating and became a witch,and the theory is that he chested on his ex wife with Caroline and she then had Abigail and he knows about her and is pretty sure she's his daughter,but now here's where my build on comes in,so the wizard says at some point he thinks on of the locals is his daughter,but my though is what is he cheated more than once.So we know that Demetrius is only sebastions step father and as far as I know his father is not actually known because I've looked and have gotten alot of different answers that just don't seem right,so I think before Robin met Demetrius and before she had Maru I think the wizard also cheated on his ex wife with her ormaybe even after she left but he wasn't aware she became pregnant,Robin is hardworking and independent so it's nor that far fetched she would handle the pregnancy herself and not tell the wizard,and I think that pregnancy was Sebastion and the wizard just never found out about him only Abigail,which would then mean that Abigail and Sebastion are actually half siblings along with Sebastion and Maru being half siblings. Idk if I sound crazy because again I've never gotten very far into the game so if im missing some lore that would disprove this then please let me know,I've had this idea for a bit now and just need to tell people because my mom dosnt understand my crazed stardew affair ravings lmao