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What lives do you consume nowadays, then? If not flies, then sparrows? Rats and mice, mayhap? I've heard rats can be quite gargantuan. And they're scavengers. I doubt they'd be opposed to eating sparrows. A perfect next step, until you can wear that pesky Doctor down enough to allow you a cat.

Speaking of the Doctor, have you ever fancied a bite of his flesh, or another patients (maybe that one who had the gall to complain about the sudden abundance of ants)? Or would skipping the cat phase make you ill to suddenly consume human?

I know there's a saying, 'don't bite at the hand that feeds', but really, what's stopping them from being the mouth that feeds? Slowly gnawing away at your mind until there's but naught left for Master.

Somehow, I doubt he'd like his most faithful dog to be lame.

You should escape before they ruin you for him. It matters not what the doctors and attendants say. The sane would be considered insane if the population were lunatics, and you, Renfield, are not insane. Do not believe the lies the Doctor is so content to feed you.

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You again!

What lives do I consume? What sort of lives do I need to consume, when my reward is upon me! He has come, and, with Him, His gift!!

No, I will not settle for such poor, puny things. I have had my time with flies, with spiders, with sparrows… now you recommend me mice? Rats? A pleasant fantasy, I admit… Though, what use do I have for them now!? Now, when, in comparison, they hold little life? A cat holds more, that is for certain, but that desire is beyond me. Dr. Seward asked me about it after my initial escape, and it has become distasteful.

Speaking of the… oh. Oh, well, I've certainly thought about biting the doctor! More than I've thought about doing the same for some patients or orderlies. Not in the same way He's promised me, no.

I'm curious to see what he would taste like, is all. My sparrows had such life in them!! Dr. Seward? Oh, Dr. Seward would have much more, I'm assuming. My Master takes such, so the doctor would be…

I am not such a fool as to try, however! It wouldn't be right. Not only would I end up chained in the padded cell, but it would ruin everything!

It's a matter of lives. Sparrows eat the spiders, which eat the flies… A cat would eat the sparrows, and consume all those lives. Dr. Seward? Dr. Seward, at the present, hasn't consumed anything. Has he? Not that I'm aware of. I've offered him my pets before, but he seemed disgusted behind his mask of civility.

Enough about him. I fear his eyes on my writing. If he sees this…

……

Ruin me for Him?

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What was your job before being committed? Did you like it, whatever it was?

Does it matter?!

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((God I love this renfield blog I love how you can ask him shit like "do you await the kiss of dracula?" and he'll be like DONT SPEAK HIS NAME.....but yes ahah I am soooo excited :) and he's from the 1800s so he doesn't realize how gay he looks. Thank you))

(//I couldn't have said it better myself. You're welcome.)

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Where'd you get your clothes?

I only ask because I'm trying to convince my own doctor that I would NOT manage to escape, nor seriously hurt myself or others, if I were given some funky suspenders and shoe laces.

And anyways, if you get shoelaces and suspenders, I should be allowed them too. You've escaped somewhere around 3 times now, and yet I'm the one stuck with laceless shoes and a belt.

I'm starting to dislike Seward's favouritism >:[

Dr. Seward is rather fond of me.

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Pardon, Mr. Renfield. But I think your last guest is pertaining to a band called "My Chemical Romance" and what you may think about their...music. (sneaks in a box of live flies)

Thank you, Miss! For the clarification and the flies.

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how does it feel to be #2 and not #1?

What?!

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Maybe this is an overstep, but can I kiss you on the head?

Also are you a virgin-/j

I don't want to answer you.

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I say shit like "If my memory serves me" knowing damn well it serves the dark lord

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(( me when i send my asks btw. sorry mun 😭😭

(//Pass the Dracfield…)

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i like how grossed out he looks w u in this picture. maybe stop writhing & moaning everytime he touches u & he won’t look at u like this 😟

HOW DOTH ESE COME INT O YOUR POSS ESSION???!!

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Renfield. Would you describe your Master as 'End game'

In a way. He is bound for victory, after all.

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your opinions on my chemical romance?

I don't care for your romance! I do not even know you.

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if you're not that adaptation of renfield, what are your opinions on nicholas hoult as robert montague renfield (personally, i love him)? (i'm also a massive skins fan) if you are that adaptation, you're amazing, you deserve better treatment, love you :) (sorry if this is too much)

(//I adore 2023 Renfield! Watching that movie actually got me into the Dracula fandom, so he holds a dear place in my heart.)

(//This blog isn't that adaptation, it's focused on the book, but I have been sneaking in scraps of other adaptations into the posts. You might spot some 2023 references if you look hard enough, haha!)

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Have you ever gotten ill from the flies you eat?

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Although the wording of the question is different, my answer remains the same.

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Renfield, buddy, please stop with the flies. I'm in the room beside yours, and there's ants in here now because you keep putting sugar on your windowsill. I'm afraid of bugs. Please stop, or I'll I'll tell Seward.

There is only so much I can take. I could share my food with them, I could share my bed with them, I could share my medications, but they're taking my goddamn pencils now. STOP WITH THE SUGAR!

So you threaten to tell our good doctor! Don't you know who allows me the sugar?

Why you waited so long to tell me I don't understand. I don't think the cell is yours any longer…

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Charles Baudelaire, from a letter featured in The Selected Letters of Charles Baudelaire

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(/Ever heard of Chonny Jash's Wilhemina Waltz?)

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(//I hadn't before this ask! Thank you, 🪰.)