untaped-trans
Untaped-Trans
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untaped-trans · 2 years ago
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untaped-trans · 2 years ago
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I just want to say that the last years has a been a long process of learning how to demand the respect I deserve, and be an advocate for myself. My close friends have been using my pronouns on discord and in person for some years now. I hadn’t been out to my work for a while and that disconnect between gendering myself male and female at work or at home very quickly wore me down and caused me to break down.  I am fortunate live in a state that protects my rights and to be employed at a job that I love. My coworkers and bosses have been entirety supportive since I first decided to come out at work, with some more than others. My parents have been slower but they have been making an active effort to gender me correctly once I had a conversation with them saying I would not be a part of their lives if they didn’t. It really sucks when you don’t feel like a part of your family when they don’t respect who you are. I have other family members that are still learning to respect me and it is difficult at times. Coworkers also misgender me, and I don’t always correct people when they do. Typically I don’t allow it, and most my coworkers are either great advocates or LGBT themselves, but when it’s a vendor who is in and out very quickly and it’s a somewhat vague misgender it is difficult to demand the respect I deserve. It is a process I am getting better at. I started my HRT on July 7th after many years of thinking about it daily. My life has improved so much, my well being and health has never been better. If you are reading this and are unsure if you should transition because of the hardships you will endure, I ensure you the hardships of not living the life you deserve will take its toll. I will post some photos soon ❤️
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untaped-trans · 4 years ago
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failure
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untaped-trans · 4 years ago
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all your dead friends’ favorite places
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untaped-trans · 4 years ago
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untaped-trans · 4 years ago
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Hello! You mentioned in your bio that you’re an artist. Do you post your art on your blog and if so, is it tagged so I can easily find it? also you’re really pretty so keep doing you sis
Thanks for all the love �� Not right now I have a lot of things in the works and I’m polishing up my product before I do any releases or snippets. I’m shooting to have something by the end of the year, and I’ll link it on a post on here.
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untaped-trans · 4 years ago
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untaped-trans · 4 years ago
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Shout out to all your internet friends who are gone.
Those messenger screen names that haven’t logged on in ages, some before detailed profiles were a thing on those services.
Those emails that are long since abandoned, some with domains that no longer exist.
Those online friends you knew years ago and who then helped shaped you in some way, who you just can’t FIND anymore.
Those people who once were, and hopefully still exist IRL, that seem to have no known internet life anymore.
And those who have actually passed on, and their online lives are now a memorial to them.
I miss you all. I hope life is/was kind to you, and maybe one day, we’ll somehow connect again.
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untaped-trans · 4 years ago
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“Classy girls don't kiss in bars, you fool” 😘
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untaped-trans · 4 years ago
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my instagram
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untaped-trans · 4 years ago
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Kuroshitsuji moodboard: Sieglinde Sullivan - Transgirl (requested by: @urushiya)
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untaped-trans · 4 years ago
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Any suggestions for tattoos/piercing ideas? 😛
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Feeling really good about myself today  ❤️ ❤️ ❤️
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untaped-trans · 4 years ago
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Happy Pride Month
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untaped-trans · 4 years ago
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1998 I was born into my male body. My whole childhood I knew that I was uncomfortable with my gender, but nobody ever told me what to do with those feelings. So I carried them with me.  From the first day of preschool when I was 4 years old, I was grouped with the other boys and experienced my first misgendering. I didn’t know what it meant to not fit in with my gender, so I carried the weight of discomfort with my gender all these years. Time and time again I sacrificed my true self to fit in with all the others in my academic career all the way through college.
I simply lacked the education about what it means to be transgender, and  I would have not had so many doubts about myself if I had just understood what I was experiencing. Not knowing what I was feeling caused me a lot of fear, and that fear turned into shame. I always took the route that was easier instead of what was right for me, always giving in to the fear of what ifs. I wish that I had started transitioning sooner, but I’m learning that I can’t hold regrets about the path that I’ve taken. October of 2016 I was in my freshmen year of college and after many long nights discussion with my lovely girlfriend, and many nights of research of my own into the subject , I decided I wanted to transition and I was ready to come out to my parents. I sat down with them at dinner and told them a heartfelt message about the silent suffering I've gone through my childhood. I tried explaining things like gender dysphoria, and that my transition will be gradual, but once they understood what I was saying, their demeanor turned to ice. My parents stood up and walked out the front door without a single word. It was completely out of character for them. When I was a child my dad would often make jokes about gay people, and then always follow up with “ not that there’s anything wrong with it”, as if it excused his statement, But I was a child, how could I know any better? I waited for them to return. and when they did they demanded that I see a therapist before I begin any transition, and that they would not speak to me about this for the rest of that evening.  The only therapist I’ve seen up at that point was a family therapist from when I attempted suicide at 13. I told her about my confusions about what it means to be trans, and that I was being genuine in trying to tell my parents what I was going through. I wanted my parents to understand and love me for who I am, and she responded to my traumatic experience by asking if my desire to be a woman could be satisfied through sexual nature, and told me a story about a client who lived life as a man but once a week would dress as a woman to get off. Immediately I declined that notion and she continued on  saying that It’s incredibly challenging to be a woman, and even harder to transition into one. I felt completely and utterly disregarded in my attempts to open up by all the people who told me they would accept me.  So I carried that weight with me, and suppressed myself even more than ever, for another 3 years. It wouldn’t be until March of 2020 that I would be laid off from my job due to the COVID-19 pandemic. In a time of great suffering and immense sadness for our world, I was extremely lucky to have filed for unemployment in my state, and I got my first payments in the beginning of April. Before being laid off I was making barely enough money to pay rent each month, even though I was working two jobs every day.  I often feel remorse because now I am not working at all and making 3x the amount I made at the time, when there is people working much harder than me for much longer and getting paid much less. All I can do is be grateful for the state, and our essential workers.
That brings me to where I am now, in these photos. I’ve been preparing myself for this transition for such a long time but I haven't had the time, or the money that is needed to become the person I want to be. Now I have everything I need and I still feel immense fear. Which is why I’m making this post on this account. I will continue to post photos here regardless if anyone ever sees, just so I can look back and see my progress. I made this account 4 years ago when I first came out to catalog my transition, and I think it’s time I pick up where I left off.  I honestly feel so good to post this because it’s been so diffucult to carry this with me so expect more content like these photos from me in the future  Thank you so much for reading, this is the first time I've told this story. Please if you have anything to ask me don’t hesitate <3
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