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Watching izombie for the first time in like a year or something and my god, major’s story is literally so sad like yeah duh watching it as a teen like ofc it was sad but as an adult with a significantly more developed brain MY GOD!!!!!!! They really took a sweet kind loving guy and kept kicking him when he was down to the point he checked himself into a MENTAL HOSPITAL!!! I cant even begin to think how he felt going through all of that and then discovering he was right all along and zombies are real and he wasn’t crazy the people he trusted just let him spiral (it’s more nuance than that I mean it was a hard decision but still)

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Merciful god please bestow apon me the ability to continue and someday finish my seduce me rewrite the people need to know of it’s hard work and love and brilliance crammed into a jumble of words on pages please lord I need the good brain juice please

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Whipping out my 3ds to check on my tomadachi life island and immediately I’m greeted by iridessa wanting to set up James with Diana….girl….this is so evil

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Hey do you guys like my birthday cake

It was my birthday today! And since this silly game has impacted me hugely since I was little why wouldn’t I celebrate by having Damien’s face on my cake cuz I’m turning his age in the first game? Also my friend is insane in the kitchen and the cake is so yummy and good so that’s even better !!

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The girls!!! The girls ever!!

Tifa and aerith!!! No matter how many different refs I used I could only barely get the hands okay for aerith and couldn’t at all get the hands right for tifa so she’s been banished from the hand store and is therefore handless, but otherwise I liked this :] I didn’t do em fully dressed up n stuff cuz frankly put I’m not doing all that!! I also didn’t use a reference for the girls until I got to the colours cuz I forgor, but I like it anyhow, final fantasy 7 as crawled into my brain unlike anything else, no hyperfixation even though I’m a freak about it and how Iv had ELEVEN WHOLEEE DREAMS!!! About it, my most favourite thing in the world Iv only had 3 dreams of in the whole 7-8 years Iv been into it!!! Outrageous!!! But that’s besides the point!! There was no point but it was besides it anyways

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Hello Jessie rasberry nation

I did this agessss ago but I always get real shy to posts stuff☹️☹️ but hello yes I have recently gotten into ff7 and I really adored her, she’s a bit of me and she’s so silly I love her, my render style is a little different now so seeing this kinda gave me whiplash since it’s quite a few months old and my ass did not use the image as reference for the render oops!!! But yeah….i could potentially see myself drawing more of the ff7 roster… cuz I love them all and I’m super normal about them (/hj). I actually recently just got back from hyper Japan and bought a huge amount of ff7 merch and did end up seeing a few tifas and an aerith cosplay! More turned up on the last day which I didn’t attended and I’m PISSED AWFFFF about it but it’s okay I’ll live…..bitterly …. But yeah considering Iv been in a huge art slump for months on months I really need something to get me back in the swing of things and maybe it’s ff7

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“I love found family” and the found family is made up of 5 half siblings and some guy

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Seduce me fandom I am SICK TO DEATH IM ROLLING AROUND ON THR FLOOR AND THE ONLY THING THAT WILL SAVE ME IS A DISCUSSION ABOUT THE FACT THAT MATTHEW IS THE ONLY BROTHER JELOUS OF JAMES’ (ex) ROYALTY AND JUST JAMES IN GENERAL I THINK?? THIS IS HUGE!!!! I don’t think I’m able to site the direct source, but it was from our lovely writer herself on a seduce me ask/answer post, I really truly love this series and world so much I reallly want to do a big massive deep dive and character/relationship analysis/rewrite for a few things and I will eventually do this but the adrenaline I have when thinking about it isn’t enough since I don’t know where to start but OHHH MY GAWDDDD the things I have to say about Matthew and James, oh boy..

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Heavy is the head that wears the crown

Oh my GODDDDDD this is my magnum opus, apparently my skill regression is absolutely insane if I’m in collage and I literally haven’t been able to draw anything good since September and now it’s Christmas break iv actually Been able to sit down and draw this !! I’m very pleased with it except for the sat on leg girl idk how to fix it cope babe, but the texture n the wings and the hair and the eyes ugh I’m so very happy with this, as someone who’s been masking heavily since I was a kid changlings are superrrrrr close to my heart and I love queen chrysalis she’s one of my fav characters from my little pony but I mean I just love the concepts of changlings i I really really love and hold dear to my blood pumping organ ❤️

Anyways here’s some close ups n stuff

And if it wasn’t clear this is my human chrysalis with extended legs n arms (and fingers but they’re hidden by the hair) cuz she’s bug and eerie and strange and off putting and my queen my ruler my lady I live to serve,!,!,!!!💚

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Seduce me nation I have something new for us to think about

Okay so, yk that whole ‘I’m not a violent dog, I don’t know why I bite’ audio clip that’s been doing the rounds on tiktok recently, now we can very obviously relate this to Sam and his aggressive attitude n stuff, BUTT consider this; it’s better (well maybe not better but equally valid) for it to be associated with Matthew HEAR MEOWT, now I havnt played the game in a while so I may be getting a few things wrong but, the scene where (in matthews route ) when like everyone’s eating breakfast together and talking about when they got into fights and whatnot n sam brings up when Matthew totally murderised a bunch of imps who was making fun of his mother. Now, I may or may not be projecting a little or reaching but these are my headcanons okay🫵🏻 but I think it’s very possible that Matthew could have suppressed anger issues like given all his insecurities with others always helping him and people not seeing him as a man and people just generally babying him it must’ve been really frustrating and it’s not hard to believe that he’d snap every now and then, and like..ugh I could sit and talk about it for days but the long and short I’m trying to convey here is that he has anger issues, he’s normally happy go lucky and suddenly he just gets SO wound up he snaps, and it’s violent, and when he calms down and the adrenaline leaves he’s worried, he’s panicked and concerned that HE just did something so out of character for himself, he’s worried he’s becoming like his father. he’s not a violent person, he doesn’t know why he lashes out like that.

Please I pray the rest of you can see my vision PLEASEEEEE AGREE WITH MEEEE /lh

Anyways I’m so excited for the book all hail lady Diana!!

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Hi poets of tumblr

I would write this myself but I’m not exactly that good with poetry yet but I have a concept

The whole like ‘someone else peeling the orange for you’ thingy but changed in a way where it’s like, you are disabled and have some sort of slow processing disorder so when you do things like cut up fruit or veggies or literally anything ever you are slower than an average person (I’m super unsure if there is a name for this but I certainly know it’s a thing as it’s something I personally struggle with) you are peeling your own oranges, you are slow and your fingers are stained yellow and sticky from peeling the skin off bit by bit, and your partner (or just close friend or whatever idk) is just patient, not making a fuss, not rushing them and not overindulging the ‘orange peeler’ in praise that feels more belittling than supportive, they just sit with you, giving you a moment where you can do things independently and without help (there is ofcourse no shame in asking for help, it’s just sometimes you just wanna be able to do stuff yourself, ya know?) and wait for their half of the orange.

It’s warm, it’s sweet and a nice little twist on the ‘orange theory’ with disabled people in mind :)) I know my explination is a little long but like I have such a vision and I just NEED people to understand what I’m talking about n hopefully someone can write an absolute banger piece of literature about this, maybe I’ll try for myself if I find the confidence.

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HOLY FUCKING MOLY THIS IS NOT A DRILL OH MY GOD IM GONA SCREMA

A prequel is coming…

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Absolute spam on images sorry oops but iv been practicing my 3D modelling skills ALOT and I was able to make a model of (my spidersona) daphne! N I think for one of my few first times playing around with the program it came out quite well! Idk how to fix the crispy paint issues n some parts the clay has gone inside out or somethings wrong with it but I think she looks okay!

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I made a 3D model of a Seal, I’m trying to learn 3D modelling n thought this was a good start considering how like difficult it is for my head to process with all the different buttons there and also I love seals they are so silly n round, turntable at the end :) (also I have no idea how to make the paint not crispy if anyone knows how to fix that please lmk)

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Hello!! Traditional art jumpscare !! Idk how well it comes across but I wanted to paint daph (spidersona) like as a reflection in a building but watercolours are hard and my back hurted but I hope it still is like, it makes sense that that’s what I was going for :)) I was gonna add a bit where she was swinging infront but I don’t think it would look good and also if I DID do it it would like be done digitally and then printed out so it wouldn’t have the same texture of actual painted paper so ☹️☹️☹️ but I still like it, also bonus spidey hanging from a nail in my room he is such a cute silly addition to my wall decorations

Hello Raphael’s head on the back of a bingo ticket

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More spidersona content!! Ugh I loved how this turned out!!! She’s so silly and cute I wanna put her in a shoe box👹👹 I wanted to render this but it’s been literal months since I rendered anything I forgot how and I need a new method cuz my halftone brush is being a bitch so just have flats for now!! But I love how this turned out sm

Also that bear she’s sleeping next to is called mr bear and she’s had him since she was little and takes him everywhere like she will just stuff him down her suit when she’s doing Spiderwoman stuff, he is like an inanimate object but he will turn up in places she didn’t leave him

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OMGGGGGG LOOK WHO JUST GOT SPAT OUT OF A MULITVERSE PORTAL? SORBET SPIDER!! I can’t tell you how long Iv been working on her, actually I can this took me 15 hours because I went through TWENTY EIGHT different colour schemes and this was also her second design, I’m super happy with her suit though oh my god I’m so relieved she’s finally finished!!! Neon ass suit I wanna eat her, can’t telll you how hard it was to make a spidersona without basing it on an actual spider but unfortunately I have incredibly bad arachnophobia like I will cry if I see a spider it’s insane, anyways here she is! I really wanna do more stuff with her especially since all my friends have spider sonas too so I just wanna make our sonas hang out and be friends👹👹, there’s no particular reason she’s called sorbet spider, I love sorbet, she’s bright n saturated like most sorbets are and it just felt right!! I don’t actually have much lore or canon event information for her other than a few minor details but I might sneak it into some art stuff in the near future, she is so silly and I love her 😋😋