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I love wolfstar but not in the way, remus is drop dead gorgeous and sirius follows him like a puppy but rather like Remus is just some dude. That's all he is, just some average looking dude, the kind if he asks you out, you'll probably say yes because he has a great personality, not because he is conventionally good looking. He is not, at least to the rest of the world.

To sirius though, he is the most beautiful, heart hurting, clutching your chest at 3 am, kind of pretty. From his perspective, he thinks people are talking to his moony to ask him out, but they're not. No one is hitting on Remus, they are all trying to ask Sirius out, but Sirius can't believe that, to him Remus is far, far more good looking than he is.

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For anyone who also cannot stop thinking about dead gay wizards

Here’s some fun and fresh facts for you

The Length of:

ATYD: 526,969 words

Choices: 624,187 words

Crimson Rivers: 720,011 words

The FUCKING Bible: 783,137 words

ALSO

50,000 words is about 200 pages

WHICH MEANS

The shortest of those works is

2000 FUCKING PAGES

We all need mental help

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almost kiss - @wolfstarmicrofic - word count: 220

“Pads?” 

They were squished on a single armchair, the noise and chaos of the party undulating around them. At some point, the alcohol had taken over Sirius’s system enough to cause him to lay down on Remus’s lap and close his eyes- a poor decision, since now he had to, at some point, get up.

But Remus’s lap was so comfortable. And warm. And perfect.

“Mmm?” he asked lazily, hardly wanting to move.

But a hand at his cheek made him flutter open his eyelids, and he was shocked to find Remus’s face only inches from his own when his cloudy vision came into focus.

Suddenly, it felt like the alcohol in his system was both flooding away and multiplying, as he felt the quick, inexplicable urge to grab the other boy’s face and kiss him, hot breath fanning over his nose and mouth. “Y-yes?” he asked breathlessly, staring helplessly into the chocolate-brown eyes that bore into his own.

But Remus, who was previously looking very contemplative, his eyes flickering to Sirius’s lips a few times, broke into a nervous grin. “Just…checking to see if you passed out.”

And Sirius, who was still processing his earlier feelings, gave a weak chuckle. “No….not yet.”

Though he was pretty sure he would have if Remus had leaned just half an inch closer.

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(Sirius and Remus fighting in 3rd year)

Remus: what the fuck is wrong with you?

Sirius: do you want the short answer or the long one?

Remus: …

(2 hours later)

Sirius: my own mother can you believe that?!?

Remus: what…

James(who was witnessed everything): the…

Peter(who also witnessed everything): fuck…

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past - @wolfstarmicrofic - word count: 340

All through his childhood, Sirius Black's boggart was his mother.

Yelling. Screaming. Pointing her wand. It terrified him.

In school, he'd learned to face it. Face her. Turn her into a clown with dramatic makeup and a horrible outfit. He'd never really thought much about his boggart after that.

Until the beginning of seventh year.

He was setting up the pieces of an elaborate scheme, heading to hide in a closet. He knew people rarely went there. Indeed, he was pretty sure the last people who had visited this particular closet, so far off from the more frequently-trodden halls, had been he and Remus, a few nights ago. He blushed at the thought.

So when opened the door of the small room, he was caught quite off-guard to see Remus, himself, there. Leaning against the wall of the empty closet. Looking disgusted.

"What are you doing, thinking about me? You think I love you?" Remus asked, revulsion etched in every feature. "You think I could ever forgive you for what you did to me in the past?"

He froze. Confusion, terror, sadness, and truth ripped through him.

"I could never love someone like you."

And Sirius could fight anything- dark beasts and curses and everything in between. But this? Losing Remus, after everything they'd been through, after the way they'd grown even closer over the past few months? He needed him.

"Remus," his response was almost pleading.

"You're nothing. Just a product of your parents. I don't know what any of us ever saw in you."

A sob ripped through him, loud and visceral, so pained that he almost didn't hear the person approaching from behind him.

"Riddikulus!" Another Remus said firmly, pointing his wand at the Remus on the closet.

And, as the closet-Remus vanished and the reality of the situation dawned on Sirius, he sobbed again, falling into the real Remus's arms. "I'm- I'm so sorry," he choked.

"I love you so much, baby. You're safe," Remus just murmured into his ear as he cried. "I forgive you."

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In celebration of the "Disney hug rule" being all over my tiktok:

Headcanon that Euphemia Potter has a rule that when someone hugs her, she doesn't let go until they do.

So when Sirius meets her for the first time, and finally feels what a mother's hug is really like, and then she doesn't let go?

He fucking bawls, man.

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Let me present a new idea:

Lily Evans: head of the Hogwarts recycling initiative cause she’s a sustainability girlie

Regulus Black: vice president of the Hogwarts recycling initiative but only so he can feel morally superior to everyone else

James Potter: doesn’t know what recycling is but makes the whole quidditch team do it cause he is a simp

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Sirius Orion Black would be the biggest Måneskin fan. He'd also get the urge to get a buzz cut after Damiano got one and Remus would have to physically restrain him and talk him out of it after a two hours long convo while being tied to a chair (Remus still couldn't even trust him with pocket scissors, let alone a machine, so he hides everything that Sirius could potentially use to cut his hair. He'd also give James and Lily a heads-up.)

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Baby Sirius who cries and gets yelled at. Toddler Sirius who has a tantrum which triggers a bigger meltdown in walburga. Child Sirius who starts to take over the emotional regulation for his mother. Who self regulates in severely stressful situations when his mother can't. Sirius who grows up too fast, who takes that same role for his friends too. Who struggles. Who ideologically opposes his parents so much he can't stay under a roof with them. Walburga who loses her co-regulator. Sirius who does too. Sirius who is allowed room to express himself and doesn't know where to put his big feelings now that walburga isn't there to mimic them to him...

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This whole interaction is giving ATYD

u ever read a fanfic so good that you want. fanfic of the fanfic

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okay okay listen:

imo…

james = soldier

remus = poet

sirius = king

i’m struggling with sirius and james but i’d say james is more of a fighter while sirius knows how to lead the way, swindle, outsmart most people in the room and consequently assume the highest position.

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walburga: you’re not good enough for my son

remus: you’re not good enough for your son

walburga: excuse me?

remus: you heard me.

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That's why the Marauders fandom matters so much to me. I grew up with HP books and then movies. It was a huge part of my life till a few years ago. Knowing all I know now and as a minority and more specifically a trans person, jkr's statements really wrecked me.

But now I got something that:

1. Is canon (I think as a fandom, regardless of our preferred ships, we can all collectively agree that wolfstar is canon)

2. The characters themselves made it canon and not the writer (if you're familiar with writing, you know that at some point in stories the characters come to life and start making decisions on their own and if you try to force something on them it just wouldn't work) and the writer would NEVER approve it. Actually, she went out of the entirety of her way to make sure the characters aren't seen as canon. But guess what? THEY ARE.

So yeah, long story short, cheers to all of you Marauders bitches for doing what jkr tried to do and failed, and doing it BETTER.

"i'm not triggered or upset by or even ideologically opposed to it, i just associate it with something so bad that i can't enjoy it anymore" is such a frustrating relationship to have with a piece of media

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Remus Lupin advised Neville, a scared little kid who horrifically lost his parents to a terrorist group promoting 'pure-blood' crap, to have his boggart (the manifestation of his greatest fear, which happened to be Snape, his teacher and a former member of that terrorist group) wear drag. This was to help Neville overcome his fear and feel safer so he could overpower his boggart.

Something something the drag reading shows being a safer place for kids than churches or such something something.

Ironically, I think it's safe to say that the writer of this scene is the most hated TERF of all time. I'm SURE she had no idea what she's implying. If she had, she she'd spontaneously combust.

Anyways, Remus Lupin, the Casanova of the Gryffindor Tower, HOW VERY GAYLY ICONIC OF YOU.