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Uncle Buck and Jee 🥹❤️

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That moment when Agatha’s Tarot Card followed her through her entire life.

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#the 3 very grown adults of the 118

9-1-1 Hen Wilson, Eddie Diaz and Evan 'Buck' Buckley -> 8x07 Hotshots

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They in fact, did not go that route.

“How do you like it, huh?” Is heartbreaking sure but genuinely, it’s kinda what I’ve been waiting for.

I love that Demetri accepts Eli back immediately. I think at the time it was what was needed for both of them. But at the same time Hawk put Demetri through a lot and we never see them actually discuss that aspect of their relationship. Yes, we can assume they talked about it off screen but that moment from Demetri makes it clear they didn’t.

Yes it was said in a moment of heated anger and I don’t think that Demetri would have ever said that otherwise but it at least shows that he still is dealing with that. That he has some residual anger that he hasn’t let himself really feel because he wanted to be a good friend.

I’m all about the fluff of their relationship (i mean look at the fanfics i wrote about them lmao. It’s my fave) but I really wanted more angst between them especially in s4. I hope that even if they don’t go the route of really diving into that aspect, that they continue to acknowledge it. Acknowledge that Demetri absolutely can be holding onto that anger.

I think this disagreement between them could absolutely be a catalyst to a genuine discussion surrounding what Hawk did to Demetri. I want, NEED, it. Because Demetri got Eli back sure, but now he has to deal with the fact that he might lose him again. Demetri probably is thinking along the lines of ���He’s ditched me for something else before, what’s stopping him from doing it again” At least in my perspective. That yeah Eli can promise they won’t lose what they’ve got but again, it’s happened before. And that’s so INTERESTING.

Now, whether the show actually goes that route is an entirely different subject. All I have is speculation and hope.

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buck is literally the only guy ever he brought a corpse to decorate the station for children, screamed like a lunatic when he realized it was a real person, immediately went on a research dive about said dead guy, slipped and fell right after talking about dumb injuries, got laughed at when he ranted about being cursed and then made up a full eulogy to recite at the guy's gravestone, wearing a full suit. how isn't everyone in a 20 mile radius head over heels in love with this guy

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the fact that welcome to the black parade was recorded in a haunted mansion called the paramour and they recorded it in the middle of the night in the ballroom and the bass player had to go live with a therapist and the lead singer would have night terrors of being strangled and the guitarist would see a woman in white walking the halls. who is doing it like my chemical romance. fucking no one

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THIS WAS AN INSANE SHOT

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See I can buy Miguel calling them his brothers but when Homotron 3000 says it to Homotron 3001 I find it difficult to believe.

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‘you’ll always be my brother’ he says staring at his lips

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ON EPISODE 9 AND WHY IS ELI LOOKING AT DEMETRI’S LIPS LIKE THAT WTF

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jacob betrand you Will have to answer for this

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if the entire team wasn’t in that locker room i’m convinced they would have just started kissing like truly what was that about

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watched ck part 2

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The new teenage girl antagonist immediately being catty to one of the girls and gets to her by hitting on the guys, let me pretend to be shocked.

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Demetri and Eli are not capable of having a straight fight jesus christ

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Demetri being offended that Eli said that Miguel said “toughest guy in prison” despite the fact that he’s very upset with Eli and is trying to pretend like he doesn’t care. C’mon man😭

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No one speak to me, I’m mourning “getting tattoos post-break up” Buck.