theakwardlifeofalittleshark

[theakwardlifeofalittleshark]

Be prepared to modify your plans

Things are happening. It’s nothing that i can really explain but something happened tonight and my life is changed forever. I don’t know what’s going to happen, but I’m ready for whatever is about to come.

[theakwardlifeofalittleshark]

Here’s what we’re dealing with

So at the moment my life has switched up in so many ways. I don’t really want to get into that at the moment but I do want to talk more about this blog and my personal blog. Now I’ve have my personal blog since 2012 and it’s gone through different changes as I’ve gotten older. I have so much crap on the blog that I don’t know if I want to change it and make it centered around one fandom or keep it the same. I also have a lot of personal post about events and such that I wouldn’t be able to explain in depth on this blog. My friends also following that blog and I want them to be able to see my personal post but also don’t really want to let them know I have this blog. It’s complicated. I really wanted to keep it a secret about this blog but I want to start reaching out more and connecting with others who relate to me. Well anyway we’ll just see what happens then lol

- k.shark

[theakwardlifeofalittleshark]

Facing the truth

This is something that I have never even spoken about out loud, so for me to write this out is pretty big step for me. I don’t even know how to say it really. I have come to the realization that I am bi. After years of constant confusion and fear I am finally able to come to this understanding. My whole life my family has made ridiculed me about why a I’ve never had a boyfriend and constantly accused me of being a lesbian. Of course I always just shrugged it off because I thought that I really did just like boys. I slowly but surely have come to terms and stoped trying to surpress my feeling. It’s taken a while to understand that this is who I am and no one should make be feel that i should have to hide it. And now that I’ve finally said something I feel so much more like my self. Now the only thing left to do is actually come out. I honestly think that I won’t really have come out to my friends but I have no idea how to tell my family. I just want them to be okay with it. I just want to be able to say it and move on. It’s not like it’s going to change who I am, it’s who I’ve always been. I don’t have the slightest clue of what to do.

-k.shark

[theakwardlifeofalittleshark]

Let me give myself an introduction

I’m k.shark. The k stands for the first letter of my first name and shark is an inside joke only people close to me will understand. I’m hoping to use this as my pen name on here to conceal my identity, for at least a little while anyhow. I’ve never really had the chance to express my through writing even though I’ve always been fairly good at it. I don’t have a clue where to start! I’m 19 and I live in Kansas. I’ve lived in a small town in Kansas my whole life and I pray that I won’t stay here for he rest of my life. I am a cosmetology student and am absolutely ready to be done with school. As of right now all I do is go to school five days a week and work at a grocery store the other two days. So yeah my life seems pretty fun doesn’t it? And yes I know, I have horrible grammar and punctuation no need to remind me of it. I try my best. So yeah that’s all I have at the moment. I swear I’ll try to keep havhnf random late night urges to expose my secrets while staring into the luminous abyss that is my phone. Oh yeah. That sounded real artsy didn’t it?

-k.shark

[theakwardlifeofalittleshark]

In case you were wondering

Hi, this is my first official post made on this blog. I made this blog almost a year ago with the intention of me writing my life’s story but as you can already tell that’s never really happened until now. So at this point I don’t even know if anyone will actually even read this or want to ever know about my life. For right now i intend to use this page as more of a diary to express my thoughts and feelings that I haven’t felt comfortable with sharing with others who already know me. And who know maybe one day you’ll get to know me. But for now this is all you get.

-k.shark