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How do you tell someone "I’m not ignoring you, I’m just disconnected from reality right now and the days are all blurred together and I feel completely apathetic towards everyone/everything around me so it's really hard for me to maintain a conversation" without saying that?

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Sorry for not being the daughter you wanted me to be mom and dad..

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i thought i was gonna be dead before i turn 18 and now im 24 and have no idea what im doing with my life

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sometimes I just get so sick and tired of fighting just to survive.

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I write, because I talked to people and they belittled my feelings.

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So many relationships could be saved if people set their pride aside, apologized, and actually changed their behaviour.

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My childhood trauma didn't make me stronger. it made me a people pleaser. it made me forgive way too much. it made me not speak when i'm supposed to. it made me an extreme empath.

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you witness me, out of breath, bleeding, like an animal with no words. human. you tell me that it is a weakness that i feel so deeply - that my sensitivity will be my downfall. that i am broken beyond repair, but you have failed to see the truth in my vulnerability. i am not broken because i am fragile, i am fragile because i have been broken, but i am a mosaic of all the times i have pieced myself back together. something like that takes a kind of strength not everyone will understand.

seyda noir

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apologies are pointless to me now. change your ways or get the fuck outta my way.

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Officially in my quiet era i don't have much to say about anything anymore it is what it is and life goes on

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I really wanted to be okay..

But why do I always come back?

Come back to the place I don't wanna be...

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“𝐷𝑜 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝑖𝑡's 𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑏𝑙𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑝𝑒𝑜𝑝𝑙𝑒 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑏𝑜𝑟𝑛 𝑡𝑜 𝑔𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘 𝑖𝑛 𝑟𝑒𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑛?”

~ Tyler Knott Gregson