13 persons trying to make sense of a shared life — DID and mental illness focussed side-blog — Host is Ziggy, who's most talkative, but feel free to address anyone — The Unlucky System: Aiden [protector], Buddy, Abbigail, Heather [little], Cain, Abel, Seth, Jericho, Mercy [persecutor], Judas [persecutor], Charlie, Niall, Ziggy [host] — Writing and reading to gain additional understanding of our existence — In mental healthcare for quite some years, seen numerous therapists and psychiatrists for various disorders and situations — DID - ASD - MDD - C-PTSD - ADHD - OCD - Chronic Insomnia — anxiety, epilepsy, abusive household, bullying, suicidal ideation, sleeping medication, etc. Status: receiving treatment — We want to be only honest — — Sometimes there's an unrelated post or two that's merely about our interests as persons [like dark stuff/art, tagged unrelated/with a name] Feel free to ask us to tag anything —
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just found this. This is how DID feels most of the time
-host
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It's been a while and there's been diagnoses [ASD] un-diagnoses [BPD], so prob time to edit our blog description. Let's see if anyone will recall this blog, and we'll try to revive it a little and maybe it'll help rediscover the balance in this hellish head
Oh and the host goes by Ziggy now. That's me, I wrote this update
Have a good October night 💀🎃
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When I woke up, I was all alone. Everyone’s gone…
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Silent Hill (1999) | Platform: PlayStation
#Silent Hill#SH#horror#games#horrorgames#dark#Sierra#my favourite game series...#makes me feel at home
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The phenomenon of under- and misdiagnosing autism in girls and women as having Borderline Personality Disorder
For the first while, from before I even turned 18 years old, the Borderline Personality Disorder stamp was placed upon me by those who worked with minors with mental illness. Once I turned 18 they immediately held on to the diagnose as I went I to their young adult mental healthcare department.
What truly brought on the idea I could have autism is because the nurses in my late grandfather's elderly home were very convinced he was showing typical symptoms of autism.
So it seemed it ran in the family after all.I finally managed to get a real re-diagnose for autism (it was really hard to even bring it up.) But it seems to be more and more that some girls/women/afab get diagnosed with BPD even if it might not be right. Perhaps because they seem "stubborn" or "purposefully defiant" but sometimes it's just the abrasive and direct way of communicating, and asking for explanation that seems rebellious or difficult, which they shrug off as just BPD (if girl)
I missed out on so many things...but now we've gonna do therapy... Behaviour Activation Plan
I'm in the middle of it.... maybe I'll make some changes to the page idk. I'll try, my friends
I wish you all the best, and hope I'm not entirely forgotten. (Even if, that's fine lol I'm tired.) And I just feel so weird...
-Sierra
#autism#actually autistic#autistic things#mental illness#asp#bpd#misdiagnose#borderline personality disorder#actually bpd#mentel health#therapy#sierra#actuallydid#journalentry
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This blog really was forgotten about due to life's circumstances. So much has happened, I need to update some stuff. Perhaps a revival? Either way I hope anyone who still remembers us is doing well. Even if you don't, still hope you're doing well.
Tumblr seems to have gotten a slight resurgence, quite interesting...
#Diary entry#mental illness#did#actuallydid#yeah we still exist although I'm sure that alone isn't that surprising
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“You weren’t ready to love, and I wasn’t ready to be hurt.”
— lipstaen
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“I can’t promise to solve all your problems but I can promise that you won’t have to face them alone.”
— Unknown
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“MARY WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU?!”
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We're alive, it's sure been a whole, whole, while. We'll explain, but one of the main reasons to take a break from this blog is the DID/ADD fake claim stuff, so sorry for neber mentioned it before. Wish we had just weathered the storm - several of the Unlucky System
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Well hello all, after a lot of personal retrospectives and trying to get my mind in order. Also this time of year is always the worst for me and it will of course cause symptoms to flare up
I have to post again. A lot more to share our struggles and such, but we can't be the only ones who feel a little unsafe just about anywhere and such. Maybe I'm just weak lol hah...
Hope you've all been doing well. I'm going to attempt to put this page back in use again. After another attempt to sleep...
-Sierra
#DID#dissociative identity disorder#mental illness#actuallydid#actuallydissociative#depression#insomnia#Sierra
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