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In-system relationships can be so intimate.

Waking up together, opening the same eyes, and stretching the same limbs. Yawning in time and saying a good morning that only you who are involved can understand what it's for.

Sharing a meal, not only from the same plate, but with the same hands and the same senses. Deciding what to eat together, something that fits all of your tastes.

Curled in the same bed, in the same blankets, in the same body, drowzily mumbling about nothing and everything to each other. Joking around and feeling their sleepy laugh as if it were your own.

Living life, and inviting them to share yours and your time in it--performing your daily tasks in the unison of cofront. Seeing and hearing and feeling everything together.

Feeling them blush when you flirt or compliment them. Feeling their joy when you get them a gift, or how safe you make them feel simply when you're around them.

Enveloped in the same love, from the same brain, with the same feeling of care for each other palpable between you. Feeling the emotions you feel yourself, coming from the other person. Feeling their love for you, in the rawest, most direct possible way.

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Cuz having them all in our intro is kind of cluttered isn’t it

Should we make headmate intros?

Could be fun I suppose

I like that kind of stuff

- Fern/Fred

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Should we make headmate intros?

Could be fun I suppose

I like that kind of stuff

- Fern/Fred

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I feel like I’m drowning in labels

Like it’s all fake and just a mask I’ve carefully curated over years

I know that’s bullshit but sometimes when the system is quiet I can’t help but sink further

And sometimes it feels like I’m not doing enough despite having straight A’s and excelling in my sports and instrument

I may sound ungrateful but I literally don’t give a fuck

Heh bye guys, love ya stay safe

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Some old man just left an ask in my box that was not exactly appropriate to ask a minor…

I blocked/reported him and I suggest you do the same

[his url is: kentwilsonforloyalbabies]

I have it on all of our intro posts that we are a minor and he ignored it, be cautious and stay safe out there

[I didn’t put the @ sign because even tho he’s blocked on all accounts I didn’t want it to somehow alert him]

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not us forming a new head mate from ONE animation we saw on YouTube like 5 months ago

yea his name is citrus b o y [I have no excuse for this]

[- Tree]

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Maybe you don't remember your trauma, Maybe you're endogenic. You're still a system. You ARE evidence that you exist. The system community is your community.

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Hey yall

Soooo Charlie is “technically a persecutor” but doesn’t want to be referred to as such

Idk why I wanted to share this just thought it would be important to remind yall that if your alter doesn’t want to be called something DONT call them that :]

[— s a d Farmer]

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Fuckkkkk

I really hope we didn’t just mess up a relationship

[long ass story coming up]

Soooo tree was fronting and Charlie was in what we call the “forefront” [its like so if you think about the video game system analogy Charlie was guiding our hands instead of just talking to us or taking the controller]

Charlie gets mad easily and Tree holds grudges and can be very bitter about it

So when our partner was like not really acknowledging what we were saying and just being kind of dismissive [it felt like xe didn’t want us to talk] so then Charlie was like

“Xe hates you and doesn’t want you to talk anymore”

And similar stuff until tree just decided to be an ass and not acknowledge what xe was saying, just looking down and fidgeting with our bag.

Bee was getting a bit frustrated with Tree so she said,

“Xe’s gonna ask if your ok and your not gonna have a good answer, ALSO stop being rude it’s probably one of xer ruder alters who doesn’t like you as much and that’s ok, xe can’t control that”

Or smth along those lines right

So then ofc xe did ask us if we were ok and ofc we didn’t have an answer

Tree didn’t even try to hide the lie or make a convincing lie or literally anything that would’ve helped the situation

So then rightfully so I [Bee] was really mad at them [Tree and Charlie] cuz like the fuck were they doing???

Anyway bye yall

[— Bee]

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Me slowly blocking anti endos because I hate syscourse and it makes me so upset

And I don’t want to say anything I’ll regret

Because I’m like mature and shit

— Charlie

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ok so yk how I came out to my therapist as a system?

this is how we started this conversation:

"Soooo we're a system yk we got like multiple guys up there and uh stuff"

[girl what??? why would you say it like that /hj /silly]

- Bee

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Ahhhhhhh

We got to talk to our therapist

And it was awesome

Their new space is really great [kinda triggered JX /pos]

We told them we were a system and they were like really nice about it [as always] and talked to us about it and ahhhhhhh

I’m so glad we told them!!

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YES YES YES

My mom FINALLY scheduled my next therapy appointment [I can only have them once a month]

And like I’m gonna tell them I’m system

Cuz why the fuck not

And I want to tell someone else

[-🕷️ and -🍭]

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Guys this is actually not ok [im being very dramatic because I can —Bee]

APPARENTLY during uno at the sleepover I went to last weekend I said ‘Fred’ as I placed a yellow uno card and the some other really out of pocket [savage] things

ALSO before I started acting all funky shit I took OFF my glasses and like ruffled my hair

This had to be Fred [I mean who else] but like I remember NONE of this [my friend who knows I’m a system told me today]

Like what 😭😭

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not me discovering 3 new alters in the span of a week 😃

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New alter:

Jude [temporary name that they came with]

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Fronted for the first time in like a year I think [I remember them fronting before I knew I was a system]

They were very curious [potential bill cipher shift tho], super excited to be controlling a body again

They had a lot of fun and we got to talk to them :]

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Yall please send me asks or message me

Here are some ideas:

- ask about my day

- ask about my interests

- ask about my system stuff [beliefs, alters, etc.], I love talking about us

- ask about my life

Anything, just go for it!

If it makes me uncomfortable I’ll tell you, no hard feelings :]