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Holding On To You // Twenty One Pilots (x , x)

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I finally got a chance at something I never would've thought I could ever have. I just really really hope it doesn't get ripped away from me like everything else

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I don't know if it's just me, my anxiety or my weird need to know things to help better soften the blow. But I have an overwhelming need to know if we last. It doesn't need last forever forever but our own special kind of forever I guess. I don't want to end blindsided one day. Completely heartbroken and destroyed. Because meeting you wasn't apart of the plan. The plan was to disappear for good by a certain time but I meet you. The plan is always there in the back of my mind. But you and a few special others make just want to throw the whole plan away.

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One more week and I keep getting mixed feelings about it

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I've always been late with stuff in life. A total late bloomer. But now I have a few things in life that I never thought possible for me, I don't know what to do. So many new things happened for me last year that I always thought was impossible for me. But this was supposed to be last year. The year I decided to go. The year that I needed to go but I don't know if I should stay. Am I even allowed to do that?

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I have begun to experience things in life that I never thought possible for me if I didn't stay like I did.

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Why do I feel like I want this more than you do

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“I have learned that I have such a big need for closure. I need communication or otherwise my brain will go over all the possibilities over and over again”

- 3am overthinker

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by: @desnos

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