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Sometimes... there are things you don't even realize are issues or sources of conflict. Trans people stop having complicated feelings and posting about them online I guess.

"Are we supposed to care??" Idk!!! Maybe!!! Maybe I just want to feel ok about my decisions after hearing so many people push for bottom surgery when not everybody wants it...

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was the bodyshaming supposed to get people who agree with the post to block you?

what was the point of talking about how bottom surgery is "poor" and "fake" and how you wont depict it

are we supposed to care?

is a post-mastectomy chest a "fake flat chest"?

so many questions

I... no. It's just a personal choice I've made about my life. I didn't intend to body shame anyone, there are just potential complications I don't want to deal with (that were also confirmed to be incredibly painful and dangerous if left untreated). All I meant was those specific complications look like a pain in the ass to me. I don't want them. I probably shouldn't have said anything, god knows saying anything negative/having complicated feelings about bottom surgery is unforgivable. Oh well. Too late now. Block me if you want I guess lmao

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Sorry! Got a bit too honest with my feelings on that one. Seriously though, I know myself and I know the more I try to be cis, the more I am reminded I am trans. Sorry for calling it a fake cock- should've made it more obvious that I meant more it would feel fake to me from my perspective as something on my body, and that it would feel "fake" in the sense that it would feel like I'm trying way too hard to make my body into something it can never be. If that makes sense. I know it's something deeply personal for every trans guy, and the fact that I view it this way could still be seen as offensive or transphobic, but I want to make it clear I'm talking about myself and no one else. I'm not going to go to a trans guy who's had bottom surgery and insist it's not real. Still, sorry for any offense I caused.

The "poor results" is just in reference to what I've seen on the ftm bottom surgery subreddit, in which I've seen cases where guys literally had leaky dicks full of holes in spots where the surgeon messed up. Just made me think "yikes!" and essentially turned me away from phallo forever. And I know it's purely subjective to view phallo scars this way, but I'm never going to want an enormous scar on my forearm or thigh or wherever the skin gets pulled from. Honestly it's all personal fears and issues and icks and I could've made that more clear, so sorry about that.

if you hate nonop trans people celebrating themselves so much go find some truscum to hang out with. nonop trans people who've been viciously harassed, misgendered and excluded by other trans people for decades don't owe you shit. create your own content or die mad about it

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Wait what about taxact?? If you use taxact (like the free basic version) you can just do your taxes, at least I can as a single independent. Idk if that's what this post is talking about but just so people know there is a free tax filing system out there

Source

We deserve to live in a society where companies like Intuit cease to exist

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if you hate nonop trans people celebrating themselves so much go find some truscum to hang out with. nonop trans people who've been viciously harassed, misgendered and excluded by other trans people for decades don't owe you shit. create your own content or die mad about it

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first 5 faceless emojis are how your summers gonna go

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filipino here and i once came across a tiktok abt an american comforting others abt the prospect of having lice. which is MIND BOGGLING to me since filipinos literally pick lice out in the open during recess or even on the sidewalk. even hair stylists dgaf if u have lice

so anyway answer my poll

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generate a random wikipedia article

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creature....

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Tangentially related- does anyone know if minoxidil can be used to regrow frontal hair loss and not just hair loss at the back? I recently started t again and I know I'm going to lose all my hair eventually but I'd like to slow it down, at least.

Periodic reminder to trans people who use minoxidil/rogaine on their face:

Make sure to wash your hands afterward, especially if you have cats. Also, please keep it off your lips. You don't want to ingest it (it also tastes like hell, take it from me). If you're prone to dry skin, invest in a good moisturizer, something that agrees with your skin and will keep it feeling nice.

Carry on. I wish you all the best of luck in whatever you do to promote hair growth 💛

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“i like this villain!”

oh no, you don’t! you haven’t filled out the appropriate forms! you need better credentials. first fill out the following*:

do you admit–publicly, loudly, and continually–that you do not: 

✔ condone  ✔  accept   ✔  understand

any of the villain’s immoral behavior, and that you do not:

✔  enjoy  ✔  tolerate  ✔  see any value whatsoever in 

reading about actions that deviate from Current Puritan Norms, regardless of their merits as devices of narrative tension, character believability, and explorations of morality and empathy in a literary work?

X __________________

*you may waive signing this form if you can answer yes to the following question:

do you like the villain because you’re coping with a traumatic experience? if so, please describe your experience in as much detail as possible and publish the form for public viewing.

now you can say you like a villain on your blog! 

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If you had to pick, what’s the ONE trait in a fictional character that makes you immediately go “oh this one’s mine”

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drew the kitty of the internet, maia arson crimew!!!! drew this and literally forgot to post it lmao.

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the stand behind the slaughter

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sorry for the delay in responding to your message. I was walking around the house with unclear intentions

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Putting popipo and luvoratory into a 2 song playlist I can put on repeat, honestly 100000 iq play tbh