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They always hate their biggest fans until it's too late...
#shes never grateful for me gosh#this is why I harass her in the first place#fawn please unblock me on twt i'm sorry for saying hi by dropping your full address from another another alt :((#my grammar is horrendous but that's fine cause I'm a fast typer and my keys lowkey don't work#🦋journal
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.(personal)
#signing off for some time#i have some things to sort through 🫡#please expect something relating to au yvverse on valentines day! (i will be back by then)#a non-snz journal entry before i leave (not expecting anyone to read this):#i think writing humor is an interesting challenge#i remember reading a book in uni where i thought the narration was very interesting and pleasing and sharp#but then reading the reviews for it half a year later and seeing people say 'i couldn't stop laughing when i was reading this' / 'people#on the train were giving me weird looks because i was laughing so hard / this is the funniest book i've read all year' etc. and i remember#feeling distinctly confused... i had not registered that the irony and the sharp commentary were supposed to be funny; they were simply#texturally interesting to me 😭 i also remember submitting a short story draft and having a professor say in workshop 'your writing is very#funny. it reminds me of [movie he liked] which i also found to be very funny'#and i was like 😃❓ (i had also not intended for the story to be funny. but i thought it was a compliment that he read it that way)#humor is so inexplicable to me#i'm working on a series which i actively want to be funny and every time i write out a joke i'm like... fretting a little internally#like do i even know what humor is 😭😭 it's like this relay race exercise where (1) i hand off a scene and (2) the audience interprets it as#playfulness... neither of us is allowed to drop the baton in order for this to work 🏃♀️ it's a little scary??!! it feels so vulnerable#i think it's an interesting problem... trying to find all of these little pockets where i can modulate the tone towards playfulness#alsooooo unrelated... these days i find myself feeling the instinctive need to apologize to everyone 😭 i thought i would be fine#but now looking at myself i'm like... girl something is broken here 😭‼️ i tried rephrasing this in like 10 different ways and#nothing seemed right. anyways for good measure: i am sorry#truthfully i still feel like just half a person sometimes#perhaps i shall reemerge from this break metamorphosed into someone more tolerable 🐛 -> 🦋
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daily entry: 24th of October, 2024
she yaps! no surprise there ౨ৎ
the actual day of today was so much better than the morning oh my gosh today was good. like really good. but it was one of those days that you don't realise how good it was until it's been and gone. but a few of my friends were running a stall at school today to raise money for the worlds greatest shave, and it went really well. maths made sense today, which is always such a win like i just really love when things make sense. and i know i've said it countless times but the weather is warm again and it just makes my heart happy.
daily highlights ౨ৎ
had the most DELICIOUS protein pancakes ever for breakfast
my team won our game in PE today!
the teachers and year 12s all dressed up as their five year old selves which was really sweet
patch saw a sunflower and said it reminded her of me <3
i had a pretty long conversation with one of my guy friends which was really nice
i've started writing my resumé
a butterfly landed on my nose and i felt like it was a good sign
he is. so pretty.
my life sounds like ⋆🎧✮
let her dance - the bobby fuller four
lilac wine - nina simone
mr blue sky - electric light orchestra
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i love refusing dessert food / bad snack foods. i feel superior, better, inspired. there’re no cons.
#i of course have a small treat every now and then to prevent myself from binging#i love having a healthy balance of treats#sk1nn1#34t1ng d1s0rd3r#th!n$p0#e 🌧#🌧.txt#just pro for myself#ed not sheeren#4n4#pr0 for myself#pr04ana#4n4r3x1a#restrictive ed#@n0r3x1a#@n@#🦋tw#🦋goals#🦋spo#🕯️as a 🪶#💡as a 🪶#th!n$piration#edblrr#ed journal#only pr0 for myself#pr0anna
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This huge wing was left on my kitchen floor. It's certainly from an insect, but it's so beautiful and reminds me of a fairy wing 🧚🏼♀️I took pictures In size comparison with my hand and my foot just to show. After, I stuck it in my notebook as treasure and memory 🦋🦋♥️
What a beautiful gift!!! Thank you so much!!! ❤️
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I WANNA POST BC BUT IM TOO AFRAID MY FRIENDS GONNA RECOGNIZE ME CUZ OF ALL MY TATTOOS
#tw ana shit#tw ed diet#ana meal#tw edd#3d f4st#ana rant#ana trigger#tw ana fast#ed bllog#ed vent#ed food journal#tw restrictive ed#body ch3ck#b0dy check#b0dy chex#b0dych3x#b0dii chexx#b0dy ch3ck#🦋log#⭐️ve#🦋rant#🦋diet#🦋#🦋tw
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Some low calorie meals I have made semi recently that I posted on my twt account! :3
#thighspo#ed br#i just want to be thin#tw thinspi#anorekxia#an0rec1a#anasp0#⭐️ve#anoressica#anor3c1a#ed food journal#calorias#ed moots#i wanna be pretty#thigh gab#ana buddie#anarecja#c 🦋 food#🦋food#🦋diet#🦋ana#anoressic#anore×14#model thin#th!n$p0#not pr0 just for myself#@tw edd
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1/28/2024
food log
~breakfast~
gatorade, 8 oz (60)
medium banana (105)
breakfast milk tea (52)
tea biscuit (57) =274
~lunch~
beef burger, 4 oz (240)
hamburger bun (170)
mustard, 1 tsp (3)
mayonnaise, 1 tsp (31) = 459
~dinner~
grilled chicken breast 6 oz (384)
cucumber, 1 cup (18)
bean thread noodles, 1 cup (140)
homemade Thai peanut vinaigrette, 3 tbsp (38)
=544
~snacks~
breakfast milk tea (52)
tea biscuit (57)
cream soda zero (0) = 109
~total~ 1386
#ed behaviour tw#tw ed#ed food log#ana food diary#tw 🦋#🦋food#🦋log#🦋diet#ed food diary#ed food journal
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Woke up at like 3 am this morning. I couldn't sleep at all, but today is going gggggreat (frosted flakes tiger reference) so far! <3 plan to post like a bunch more today (if I can)
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I need to turn Jasper into a bottom bitch... I'll pay extra to see his ass get fucked by two other guys because they found out why he was there in the first place, I need him to feel the same way Tiny did but worse.
#nggghh#Jasper getting dicked down and I know it's possible because his ass is serving life and they're gonna find out what he did eventually#i wanna see blood stains on his sheets#sorry that was gross#tw rape#cw rape#cw noncon#🦋journal
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hello! i'm faux! i'm 25, they/she, nonbinary and bi
feel free to spam and i don't mind dms or asks! more info under the cut!
about me: -I love nature, flowers, deer, and magic! -i would explain my gender as elf, fairy, little fawn, and a tiny pink flower -true story: I have eaten many flowers -i 💙 my bf -i treat my plants as my pets
#pinned#synthe 🍄#mátyás 🦋#fauxcore 🌷#home 🏡#garden🪻#deer 🦌#forest 🌳#magic ✨#fashion 👒#journal 📒#food 🍪
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daily entry: 25th of October, 2024
she yaps! no surprise there ౨ৎ
oh. my. gosh. today was genuinely so much fun, it was a friday which means i have art and it's literally like my favourite lesson ever, my teacher is the nicest ever (you get a shoutout haz because you're the best and it's world teachers day!). ohhh and our school does teacher vs student things in the gym and so at break literally everyone went in there and they played music and played futsal which is basically indoor soccer and i got like way way way too into it with my friends and now my voice is gone which is funnn. a couple friends and i went into the city after school to buy our other friend presents for her party tomorrow, which is exciting. i dunno, it just feels like the group i have around me are good people, who genuinely enjoy my company. it's nice. today was a good day.
he is so pretty. he's in my art class and he concentrates so hard when he's drawing and he looks like a work of art. i want to paint him. if he was a song i'd never stop singing. he looks like he was made by michaelangelo and the sun.
daily highlights ౨ৎ
my art teacher liked my work
laughed a lot
my little sisters silkworms have started spinning and she's really excited
starting to look for jobs and write resumés
had the yummest metabolism tea this morning
maths was easy
i had like a loose braid today and my friends stuck flowers in it and i felt like rapunzel
gonna watch west side story tonight <3
my life sounds like ⋆🎧✮
no me queda más - selena
ivy - frank ocean
so american - olivia rodrigo
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day 2
working, legs hurting so much, im so overwhelmed, too many people and numbers and getting scolded for dumb things
then youre mad at roxi for whatever happened and hes not even here to deal with it its just me and i dontknow anything
so embarrassed that i dont know who my lover is, theyre waiting for a response but i dont know what to say
i dont remember them what do i say
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guess whos back 😎
i changed phones and im back at my old one so yeepyyyy
a little update;
lost 7 kg!!!!!!! turned 18!!!! got prettier and nicer :)))
lets start this account again :)
missed u <333
#tw ed diet#3d f4st#@na buddy#skinnni#tw ed vent#ed vent#ed but not sheeran#tw ed rant#tw ed not sheeran#ed food journal#ed bllog#tw edd#tw ana shit#tw ana related#tw ana relapse#tw ana fast#🦋.txt
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my favorite tumblr posts
Cultivating Your Signature It Girl Aesthetic | THE IT GIRL DIARIES
a talk on my favorite timeless beauty and fashion detailz
ultimate IT girl guide
how to live your life like the BRATZ ♡
self care tips 🫖
The IT Girl Wardrobe Essentials | IT GIRL DIARIES
beauty and brains⋆.ೃ࿔*:・🎀☕️
The Prissy Girl Look
pretty girl handbook⋆.ೃ࿔*:・🧁
cultivating a high maintenance lifestyle⋆.ೃ࿔*:・👛🐩
polished princess doll tips
getting it together⋆.ೃ࿔*:・🗒️
micro glow up part two⋆.ೃ࿔*:・🧁
Be high maintenance to be low maintenance: a checklist
take care of YOU first⋆.ೃ࿔*:・🍭
your guide to casual glam⋆.ೃ࿔*:・🍰
romanticizing ur night routine⋆.ೃ࿔*:・🧁🫧
back to school "be the it girl" guide
Doll Mindset!! How To Achieve It 🎀
how to be more feminine⋆.ೃ࿔*:・🩰
VISION BOARDS | THE IT GIRL DIARIES
Complete Guide : How to looksmax & drastically improve your appearance
VICTORIA SECRET ANGEL ULTIMATE GLOW UP🩰
Dream Girl Masterpost 🍰
Every it-girl needs:
my tips on becoming that christian girl 💒💗
How to be more confident ;)
The Ultimate It-Girl Guide to start every new year
Prissy Girl Essentials
GLOW UP GUIDE FOR 2025
how to stop being so obsessed with them.
Socialite In Training 🦋
RECLAIMING DISCIPLINE CAN LOOK LIKE:
fostering and living out confidence⋆.ೃ࿔*:・🧁🍬
things to put in ur fashion journal⋆.ೃ࿔*:・📔🎀
Journaling Ideas!!
— the 2025 princess guide:
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Ever since I started going on antidepressants about half a year ago I've gained a crazy amount of weight back. I used to have an undiagnosed ED and I've been feeling so shit about my body since it gained weight. Now I wanna get back to where I was, feel good in what I'm wearing, how I look again, I miss it.
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