confusedwetcat

[confusedwetcat]

day 3

i remember things from yesterday but it’s hazy

working with a very mean lady that i really don’t like, she was being so rude and ended up saying transphobic shit

gonna do something about it lol

[confusedwetcat]

day 2

working, legs hurting so much, im so overwhelmed, too many people and numbers and getting scolded for dumb things

then youre mad at roxi for whatever happened and hes not even here to deal with it its just me and i dontknow anything

so embarrassed that i dont know who my lover is, theyre waiting for a response but i dont know what to say

i dont remember them what do i say

[confusedwetcat]

day 2

really confused

[confusedwetcat]

day 2

woke up not remembering anything from yesterday

I feel more detached from my body than ever

I cant focus on anything and its just hard to feel much when i dont know anything

i found out about our job and went through the phone and found the work schedule, today from 2:30 to 10 (dayforce app (blue with a d))

found our uniform this morning, it has a happy face on the back

if i go on the transit app it says work and shows me which bus i need to use and where to find the bus stop and where to get off (53)

going through discord helps too

evone told me im theirs even if i cant remember them,

happy for that at least

i hope they wake up soon i want to talk to someone right now and not be alone

[confusedwetcat]

day 1 still

i slightly remember you

you were the nice lady but you dont seem to be happy with us so im assuming i forgot something important

i want to talk to you because no one else is right now but i dont want to upset you when youre clearly trying to not care for us

i feel very alone right now

i dont know where i am and no one else is in the front room with me

i dont know what to do

i may go through the phone to find something

[confusedwetcat]

day 1 ig?

im using this blog to journal (?) things

i forgot my lovers again and they seem to be tired of it so i tried talking about it

they broke up with me so idk

i wish i was sad about it

they clearly cared so much and yet i cant feel anything

maybe a bit of sadness, pity perhaps

they clearly cared but are sick of this

im sorry