#zy summary

[zylian]

4am Ls Zam stream is crazy (zy summary) ((spoilers))

So as a Ro apologist…um…

…It’s not Ro’s fault he made a detailed plan that involved him trying to use (banned) totems to steal a dragon egg on two hearts, than proceed to fail cause he took fall damage from stepping off the goddamn wool before even starting his plan causing everything to blow up and the dragon egg which evaporated out of existence AND than proceed to show up naked on one heart to the big egg build where the pirates are who are mourning cause they couldn’t do the parkour in time to stop him and as a result Ro got banned by Pangi

I-

Also he said he has no one to unban him since he technically has no one on his side plus Mapicc only took his hearts just cause so there’s no incentive-

My guy is silly as heck and is staying banned holyyyyy

It’s such a Ro thing to do omfggg couldn’t have picked anyone better to have that happen to

(it’s a 40 min stream btw)

[pjsk-story-summaries]

woagh…. 500 of you… that’s crazy…

[acapelladitty]

hello hello ditty, I have a lil prompt with ZY!Riddler (And A transmasc reader :3) Him using his partner in a Free Use context while they are playing a video game or just doing something. He just comes, fucks, and go as his partner stays (Mostly) unbothered by it :3

ZY Riddler/Reader - Free Use

Summary: Tied to a bed, you find your role in Edward's life very clear as he considers you a free use distraction.

The first time Edward paid you a visit was more of a test of your resolve than anything else.

You only realised his presence when the squeaking springs at the other end of the bed announced his weight and your mind quickly went into overdrive as you wondered exactly what he had in store for you. Hands bound to your ankles as your neck remained collared to the bedframe, the positioning left all of your holes free for his use and the anticipation of which he would choose made your engorged clit throb.

A gasp escaped you as his heavy hand had landed on your inner thigh, teasing the skin there with obvious consideration before his fingers settled on ghosting gently along your slit. Cool digits on heated skin, his touch had been electric and uou moaned into the sheets as you moved against him without thought.

Arousal pooled for only a moment before the fingers pulled away and were replaced with a harsh slap - the sharp sting making you yank against the collar as you gave a low yelp.

Another two slaps are quick to follow the first and the hot discomfort only serves to make your cunt wetter as you writhe against the sheets. But, nothing else was to come, and you again felt the springs release their tension as Edward stood and left the room wordlessly.

The second time was different.

One hand holding one of his many small, off-the-grid cellphones, his other hand was determined in its positioning as it wrapped around your head and pulled your attention away from the vague nap which you were attempting to pass time with.

He didn't hesitate in slipping his cock between your lips and his assured voice as he berated whatever fool had irritated him over the phone, didn't break once - not even when you swallowed the tip of his cock down your throat. Your practised tongue massaged his length, movement limited by the collar and his eyes never once dropped to offer you anything above a mild inhale as you worked his cock over the way he liked.

He came quickly this time, a muffled grunt announcing his orgasm a split second before your mouth flooded with his release, every drop greedily licked free of his cock as you cleaned him diligently.

The third visit was more of a preparation.

Your legs trembled as he spread your ass and pressed the blunted end of a thick chrome plug to the rim of your asshole. A thick coat of some lubricant felt cold against your skin and it helped to ease the passage of the plug as it slowly stretched out your pliant ass - Edward's fingers holding the plug at its widest point to maximise the discomfort before allowing it to be swallowed by your clenching hole.

Fuller than ever, you could feel that this plug was one of the largest you'd taken yet and only the collar which held your neck strict to the lower beframe prevented you from looking around to see if there were any attachment hanging proudly from your ass. Neglected, your cunt felt swollen and desperate - dripping arousal to the sheets as your fingers clawed at your ankles.

He finally fucked you on the fourth appearance.

Borderline asleep, you were startled to alertness by the sudden pull of the chrome plug from your ass, the stretch at the widest point drawing another low groan from you as you stuttered out the discomfort in a sleepy haze, but it popped free with a obscene noise and was quickly dropped to the sheets.

The blunt head of Edward's cock replaced it in an instant as his lube-soaked cock thrust itself into your loosened ass without too much struggle. On his end at least, on your end it felt like being fucked by a fire hydrant as his thick cock stretched the rim of your hole until it burned. Whimpering in pleasurable discomfort, you spread your knees as far as possible and tilted your cheek against the sheets, accepting everything he had to offer as you had agreed.

He had been utterly silent towards you so far, his only noises coming from a soft exhale as he first thrust himself into your ass so it catches you off-guard when he suddenly speaks in a roughened tone.

"Enjoying your role as little more than a warm hole for me to enjoy, handsome? A depository for me to breed as I see fit?"

"Yes, sir." You reply with a grunt as his balls slap heavily against your cunt, your nipples aching for a little stimulation as they remain neglected. "Only yours."

It's an answer that pleases him and you can tell from the way that his hips rut against your ass, burying his cock as deeply as possible as he rumbles out his approval.

"Excellent, pet. One more hour and I'll let you free to use the bathroom. So try not to make a mess before then."

[sparrowrye]

Announcements 📣

So there it is my little devils. 76 chapters and 7 months later, we have finished!

I have some unique shoutouts but stick around because there’s more info at the bottom!

@feral-fox-crypt / @wendigonamecaller - for being my first author friend! I know I’m not active on the discord but I’m still glad we made it together!

@jgabriel1920 - for your amazing villain OCs. Blackwater was by far my favorite villain I’ve ever written and creating lore for Judah/John was fun! Thanks for our plot development chats too :)

@soggyfern - for kickstarting the creative juices and brainstorming my next story with me!

@liz776 and @flamingoblubber - for your constant reblogs of my work. You’ve helped spread the word about my story!

@martinys-world, @papas-ghoulette, and @vvollerie - for your wonderful, steadfast comments!

@mcntsee @blubugg13 @serenity-songbird @az--zy @direbatattack and among the others who've already been @'d in this post - for your OCs who helped flesh out the story. I enjoyed the challenge of writing a character I didn't come up with!

Of course, can’t forget my anonymous 🥩 who was there to submit in depth thoughts about my work early on, giving me the courage and inspiration to keep going. Hope you enjoyed your meal :P

And most importantly, to the ~65 individuals who liked each of my posts. And especially to the ~16 who watched and waited for the climax parts to come out in real time. Without your likes, I would feel alone. Thank you for the support!

****and if I missed you, please message me! But I'm pretty sure I got everyone

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Now, sappy stuff aside.

I’m not done writing delicious Alastor works, BUT I do plan on making them significantly shorter than Demi Demon. I love novels but man, that was tough. I’m trying to focus more on longer chapters in fewer amounts. I’ve got work, my masters, friends, a side project, and my own WIP I’m trying to finish too!

At some point this week, you will get another announcement revealing the title, vibe, and summary of my next story. It’s currently being hammered and plotted so I’m going to wait to finalize everything before I let you know. My only hint: take a look at the results of all my polls

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Lastly, I’m going to put this in a different post so people can always access it:

I. Want. Your. Opinion.

Specifically on Demi Demon.

I want to become a published author and I believe fanfiction is a way to play around and develop experience/skill for writing and storytelling. So I’m asking all of you to return the favor and submit an anonymous form where you’ll tell me your thoughts (good and bad) on Demi Demon.

When the post is up you can access it HERE

Also, keep checking my pinned post. I make small little changes every now and then :P

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Again, I’m so SO grateful for all of you. Your support, no matter how big or small, has truly helped me finish this novel. I was going through a lot these past months and your support helped me through some dark times. So thank you!!

Enjoy the peace as we transition stories because I’ll be back to make you love and cry all over again!

~ Sparrow

[hungnitan]

VBS "Burn my Soul" Event Summary

Character : All VBS members + Virtual Singer + their usual NPC

Summary (Twitter) :

Summary (Mine) : This story happens after VBS members lose their singing competition to Taiga, their losses spread all over Vivid street to the point everyone can't believe they will surpass Rad Weekend. So Ken help them build their confidence again and become their manager-like (lol), make them join a high end sing competitions then spread VBS recognition all over Vivid street again.

Stories ended with Akito solo at Vivid street while announce that VBS will surpass Rad Weekend at their next event COL and Mida comeback to team after witness Akito growth

I suggest to read this translated event story here, I guess that can summaries the story overall

Card Time and Place :

This card happened after Ken made them join many singing competitions to the point it exhausted them (Kohane An already sleeping outside the picture lol)

PS : on my shoujo side, I kinda lament Akito isn't looking at Touya face with affection (lol)

This card happened after Akito lose a singing duel to Ken, he go to Sekai searching the reasons he lose. To answer that, Luka asked Akito for another duel competitions

This scene happened when Akito duel rematch with Ken, he convince himself to surpass Ken and Rad Weekend

Rarity : Then again VBS centric event onward will focus on those four fairly as long it's not about Radder or Aoyagi families plus in this event Luka share some important scene so I agree with it. But since Touya still not getting 4* I guess he will play an important parts in mixed event later.

Song : their newest title "Cr詠zy" feels pretty abstract to my ears so I can't put my mind on it (lol)

another VBS non limited event card which once again I really like so I already pull for 3x3000 (lol), in the end I get Akito so it's happy ending

[ficbrish]

ME4: Aftermath Reading Guide

--Mass Effect Trilogy spoilers--

Summary: The adventure continues. What happens in the new world? Time to rest? No! Time to rebuild and reshape the galaxy!

Hell had come to take them all home. Then— A pulse of red energy swallowed the world, and the monsters went away. The Reapers were all gone. Just like that, while the ruins of the Citadel still fell in brilliant streaks across the red-blue sky.

[AO3 Link]

Rating: Explicit, 18+ only

If you are not an adult, do not interact!

Tags: Post-Reaper War, Destroy Ending (Mass Effect), Shepard Survives (Mass Effect), Biotic Shepard (Mass Effect), Colonist (Mass Effect), War Hero (Mass Effect), Sentinel (Mass Effect), Paragade (Mass Effect), Novel, Slow To Update, POV Alternating, Plot, Established Relationship, Queerplatonic Relationships, Eventual Relationships, Adventure & Romance, Fluff and Humor, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Grief/Mourning, Found Family, Rebuilding, Reunions, Canon-Typical Violence, Dorks in Love, I Will Go Down With This Ship

[[TW/CW: Alcohol/drugs; Graphic violence; Mentions of substance abuse, trauma, death, injury, grief]]

Chapters will also be individually tagged for warnings. The epilogue has its own separate warnings, so please pay attention to those if/when you get there.

Explicit language is used, as well as terms some may find upsetting like st*p*d , id*ot, cr*zy, etc. (as self-referential hyperboles)—There are NO racial/gender/identity-based slurs.

Chapter 1: Rubble

Summary: The search for Shepard begins. The Normandy pulls itself together.

Chapter 2: Awakening

Summary: The galaxy is still a mess, and Shepard is still lost. Something shady is discovered. They have a funeral for a fish.

Chapter 3: The World Ended but I'm Looking Right at You

Summary: It's a Shenko reuinon! 🎉 Miranda and Jack go on an adventure.

Chapter 4: To be posted

[igazikutya]

Grand Traxelektor 2022 – „Mind”

Prológ: Az évek végén érkezik el a szelektor jutalomjátéka, a Grande Summary ideje. Ilyenkor a Zene a nappaliból 3 halmazos apollóni térbe transzformálódik át, egymás mellé kerülnek a hasonlók, s szétválasztódnak az össze nem illők. Az egyik szobában (Mind) középtempós underground elektronika szól, lehet rájuk táncolni, de nem muszáj, simán működnek hallgatós üzemmódban is. Nem kávéházi háttérzene – vagy ez egy ilyen kávéház - de nem is tolakszik, hogy uralja a közös teret. A kettesben buli van, tánczenék, magasabb bpm-ek illetve masszívabb darabok, Move! A harmadik a közkeletű chill-out színhelyek megfelelője: ambient és ambközeli, kortárs és experiment, downtemp elektronika. Ez a klasszikus zenehallgatás helyszíne, ezért ide kerülnek a látens gyöngyszemei ami hiedelmemnek, hogy a mindenkori elektronikus zene, túl a zeitgeist-jain, létrehoz „komolyzenei szintű” műveket, örök darabokat, mély értelmezéssel bíró alkotásokat. Sense. 85 óra 46 percnyi anyag gyűlt össze 2022-ben, ezt válogattam szét, jelentősen megrostálva az állományt.  Gyakran ér az teljesen jogos kritika, hogy a havi Traxelektorok túl széles horizontot fognak át, és randomba-krosszfédbe módban olyan művek kerülnek egymás mögé, amik kvázi ütik egymást. Ilyenkor év végén ez az ellentmondás feloldódik ebben a hármas szintézisben.

Az utazás az első szobával indul, ami tulajdonképpen maga a nappali. „Mind”. Középtempós elektronikus zenék adják a magját, műfajilag nagy szórásban, közel az idm/leftfield zeneiséghez. A halmaz ennél lényegesebben tágabb, ethnotól az ipariig minden szembejöhet, nagyon színes/szagos, mégis működnek együtt. 129 felvételt válogattam össze és 12 órán is túl nyúlik a playlist teljes hossza. Jó szórakozást!

Grande Traxelektor 2022 - “Mind“ - Spotify playlist link

(110 /129, : 10:02/12:05, 85%)

Korábbi évek Grand Traxelektor Main/Mind Playlistjei: Grand Traxelektor 2019 - “Main” - link Grand Traxelektor 2020 - “Mind” - link Grande Traxelektor 2021 - “Mind” - link

Grand Traxelektor 2022 – „Mind” Playlist

A Psychic Yes - Sugar Today Tomorrow [EP4, Nummer Music] Acronym - Millennial Lowlife [Millennial Lowlife, Benthic] Acronym - Vertical Garden [Millennial Lowlife, Benthic] Al Wootton - Callers Spring [Callers Spring, Trule] Al Wootton - Palants Grove [Wyre, TRULE] Al Wootton - Wyre [Wyre, TRULE] Anatolian Weapons - A Strange Light From The East (Krokakai Mix) [May That War Be Cursed - Vol. 1, Lurid Music] Anatolian Weapons - Black Sea (Sepehr Remix) [May That War Be Cursed - Vol. 1, Lurid Music] Anatolian Weapons - Jungle Track (Vidock Remix) [May That War Be Cursed - Vol. 1, Lurid Music] Anatolian Weapons - Vortex (Mr. TC Remix) [May That War Be Cursed - Vol. 2, Lurid Music] Answer Code Request - Resonate [Shattering, Delsin] Ant Orange - Cracker (Tolouse Low Trax Bo Bo Zy Remix)[You're Super In Diagonal Remixed, Karaoke Kalk] Architectural - Blue Garden [Equal Deep, Self-Released] Arp - New Pleasures [New Pleasures, Mexican Summer] Arp - Traitor (Dub) [New Pleasures, Mexican Summer] ASC - Inverse Ratio (Remix) [Return of the Emissary Remixes, Auxiliary] ASC - Oceans [A Storm In Space, Auxiliary] ASC - Stargate [Confluence Of Light, Spatial] Ateq & Orion - Crown [Cyclorama, Pale Product] Axel Boman - Les Lèvres Rouges [LUZ / Quest For Life, Studio Barnhus] Azu Tiwaline & Al Wootton - Blue Dub [Blue Dub, Livity Sound] Benedikt Frey - Phrack [1987, R.I.O.] Biosphere - Tanß [Shortwave Memories, Biophon] Birds ov Paradise - Ale [Memorial, Hypnus] Brainwaltzera - Consent [Itsame, Film] Brendon Moeller - Refridgeration [Highly Concentrated, Delsin] Carl Finlow - Wavefront [Desequence, 20/20 Vision] Caterina Barbieri - Terminal Clock [Spirit Exit, light-years] Composite Profuse - Rusty Wreck [Zero Flight One, Diffuse Reality] Cosmo Vitelli - Patient Zero [Medhead, I’m a Cliche] Dame Area - Dis-umani [VA - Elsewhere XX, Kalahari Oyster Cult] Daniel Avery & HAAi - Wall Of Sleep [Ultra Truth, Phantasy Sound] Dean O'Brien Resorts - A Tribute to the Beautiful Pool That You Weren't Invited To [VA - Vapordub - An Introduction to Contemporary Psychedelic Music, Vol. 1, Bamboo Shows] Decha - Chebechu (Nicola Cruz Remix)[VA - Sheva, Malka Tuti] Desert Sound Colony - Fresh One (Sid Angel Remix)[Fresh One, Holding Hands] DgoHn - Daisy Takes Two (Meat Beat Manifesto Dub Selection)[Undesignated Remixes, Love Love] downstairs J - Symbiosis [Too, SUZI] Edward Ka-Spel & Motion Kapture - The Devil's Night [Anagramma, Rustblade] Electronic Body Girl - Walk Away [VA - Elsewhere XX, Kalahari Oyster Cult] Emeka Ogboh - No Counterfeit [6°30′33.372″N 3°22′0.66″E, Danfotronics] Eric Copeland - Restart The Body [Spiral Stairs, les albums claus] Eric Copeland - Spiral Stairs [Spiral Stairs, les albums claus] Etch - Gaia's Mainframe [Sloppy Rhythm Trax, Hypercolour] Exhausted Modern - Medium = Message [Notions of Causality, Brokntoys] Exhausted Modern - Reframe Reform [Deform / Reform, Marguerite] FaltyDL - One Hitter [A Nurse To My Patience, Blueberry] Franck Vigroux - Station to Station [Magnetoscope, Raster] Fred Quest - Only on the Condition That You Call Me Esteban [Who Would You Have Been, Holding Hands] Gazelle Twin - Hole In My Heart [The Wastelands, Anti-Ghost Moon Ray] Guava feat. Alex Blake - In Cloud [Guitarist, Tread] Guava feat. Leo Abrahams - Equinox Meaning [Guitarist, Tread] Henry Greenleaf - Headache District [Kirkstone, Redstone Press] Henry Greenleaf - Put By [Kirkstone, Redstone Press] Hodge & Simo Cell - Ah Bon [Drums From the West, Livity Sound] Hortobágyi László - Kumarharva [Transociety Relics, áMARXE] Humanoid - sT8818r (Yage Remix)[sT8818r Humanoid - Extend, De:tuned] HVAD - अनलॉक / Bathhouse [Yug, ULLLU] Indian Wells - Habitat [No One Really Listens to Oscillators, Mesh] Interstellar Funk - The Helium Queen [Into The Echo, Dekmantel] JCow - Rave Patrol (Acid Fiend Mix)[WAR1204, Warning] Jodey Kendrick - Totternhoe Castle Red Kites View [Village Of The Damn Fine, Djak-Up-Bitch (DUB] Katatonic Silentio - Le Réveil Du Combattant [Les Chemins De L'inconnu, Ilian Tape] Khidja - Back To Vid (Azu Tiwaline Remix)[Something in the Water, Hivern Discs] Khidja - The Exchange [Something in the Water, Hivern Discs] Kreidler - Revery [Spells and Daubs, Bureau B] Krokakai - Demise From Salvation [Ukraine Fundraiser Unreleased Traxx, Self-Released] Le Chocolat Noir - Organism of Loathe [VA - Modernation Vol. 4, Italo Moderni] Lisene - Moral Panic [VA - Warp Drive, Planet Euphorique] Lucrecia Dalt - Atemporal [¡Ay!, Rvng Intl.] Lucy - Wanton Witch 4 -5  (Lament Ceremony - Looping Projection of You) [Lucy Plays Wanton Witch, Stroboscopic Artefacts] Luke Vibert - Disco Derriere [GRIT., Hypercolour] Mike Nylons - Fuckit [Eneme III., Exile] Miss Kittin & The Hacker - Ostbahnhof (Extended Version)[Ostbahnhof, Nobody's Bizzness] Mogambo - Piya (पिया) [Urvi (उर्वी), Siamese Twins] Morcheeba & Orbital - Namaste (Orbital Remix)[Namaste (Orbital Remix), Fly Agaric] Mytron & A von F - Confiture [VA - Elsewhere XX, Kalahari Oyster Cult] Nicola Cruz - Surface Tension [Self Oscillation, Rhythm Section International] Nuklear Prophet - Solar Winds [Prophecies 11:21, U-Trax] NZE NZE - A Kele Nkoo Oking [Adzi Akal, Teenage Menopause] Orphx & Kareem - Future Present [As Your Skies Are Fading Away, Zhark] Oscean - Spacion [Ideoma, Tresor] Otik - Crystal Clear [Crystal Clear/Rainbow Rhythm, !K7] Panoram - Seabrain [Acrobatic Thoughts, Running Back] Pariah - One On One [Caterpillar, Voam] Phase Fatale - The Drowned World [Burning the Rural District, Hospital] Piezo - LSD Superhero [LSD Superhero, Wisdom Teeth] Plazmot & Xen - Sakana (Khidja's Dub Remix)[VA - Sheva, Malka Tuti] Ploy - Unit 18 [Unit 18, Deaf Test] PRAAH - André [VA - Elsewhere VXIII, Rocket] Pugilist - Static [Static, Banoffee Pies] Rapha - V More Karabli [VA - Modernation Vol. 4, Italo Moderni] Recondite - Resilient [Taum, Plangent] Red Axes - Oh My Arp [Rhythm Passage, Phantasy Sound] Red Axes - Take it Away [VA - Sheva, Malka Tuti] Rhyw - Anasa [The Devil's In The Dlzlzlz, Fever AM] Ricardo Villalobos - Zeda Funk [VA - On In Out, Advanced Public Listening] Rip Swirl - Love Song [Blurry, Public Possession] Romain FX - Guanmu Cong [VA - Elsewhere XX, Kalahari Oyster Cult] Rosa Anschütz - Polished [Goldener Strom, BPitch Control] Rosa Anschütz - Their Blood [Goldener Strom, BPitch Control] Sciama - Forced Inward [Myriad, Auxiliary] Sciama - The Lost Pleiad [Myriad, Auxiliary] Silent Servant feat. Stephen Mallinder - Cyber Luminescence [Optimistic Decay, L.I.E.S.] Silicon Scally - Altered Domain [Field Lines, Central Processing Unit] Soundwalk Collective with Patti Smith - Song of the Highest Tower (Atom™ Remix) [The Perfect Vision Reworkings, Bella Union] Sven Väth - What I Used To Play [Catharsis, Cocoon] Synapscape - Wastelands [The Stable Mind, Ant-Zen] Tanya Tagaq - Colonizer [Tongues, Six Shooter] Tapan - Rain Dance [Novi Svet, Offen Music] Tapan feat. Decha - Twenty (Original Mix) [Twenty, Malka Tuti] Terrain - Choices [Mantis 08, Delsin] Terrain - Mode [Mantis 08, Delsin] The Black Dog - CNIII [Dubs Volume 4 - Suburbia, Dust Science] The Future Sound Of London - Far Seeker [Rituals e7.001, fsoldigital.com] The Irresistible Force - MULTIBALL [VA - On In Out, Advanced Public Listening] Tifra - International Waters (Roza Terenzi Remix) [Plastic Replicant EP, Duality Trax] Tornado Wallace - Dream Corner [Dream Corner, Basic Spirit] Tornado Wallace - Sea Translation [Dream Corner, Basic Spirit] Umberto Vitiello - Peul (Donato Dozzy Remix) [VA ‎- Multi Culti Equinox I, Multi Culti] Vril & Rødhåd - Astrolabium [Out of Place Artefacts II , WSNWG] Vril & Rødhåd - Nibiru [Out of Place Artefacts II , WSNWG] Vril & Rødhåd - Nimbus MM.flac [Out of Place Artefacts II , WSNWG] Yabboq Penuel - La Recontre [VA - Palace Of Memory Where Nostalgia Is Fear, Public System] Yann Tiersen - Ker al Loch (Terence Fixmer Remix)[Kerber Remixes, Mute] Youth & Gaudi - Toll Bridge Dub [Stratosphere, LSD - Liquid Sound Design] Zaliva-D - Dao Yao Zui [孽​儿​谣 Misbegotten Ballads, SVBKVLT] Zaliva-D - Hun Shou Qiang Qiang [孽​儿​谣 Misbegotten Ballads, SVBKVLT] δρ - Fifty Fifty (Anatolian Weapons Rework)[VA - Elsewhere XX, Kalahari Oyster Cult]

[feverishfatale]

The Antioxidant Issue (Iz/zy)

Summary: Iz/zy is even more fiesty when he is ill ... yet somehow he manages to have both captains of The Revenge fussing over him.

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"Izzy, mate, you can't keep on like this." 

"Fuck off, Edward." 

The rasp of Izzy's voice was nearly nonexistent, the usual hoarse note sounding more like a blade dragged over a particularly dull whetstone. The words that weren't entirely drowned in congestion, at least. 

"Iz, man, c'mon. This isn't even dignified at this point." 

"I don't recall asking your opinion on my fuckin' manners." 

"Because I'm not!" 

Edward let out a heavy sigh as Izzy only sniffled again. 

His first mate looked … rough. Even disregarding the awful tone that his swollen, clearly sore throat had gifted him with, Izzy was deathly pale. The rings under his lower lashes almost looked like bruises with the wan tone to his sun beaten skin and the chapped tip of his nose nearly glowed under the cabin's soft lighting. He looked like misery incarnate. Like a man with a wretched cold that could have very well been the flu if Izzy would admit to the full extent of his symptoms rather than hiding like a sickly lone wolf. 

One who was failing to sniffle back the mess that the outburst had caused to drip from his nostrils and into the folds of his cravat.

"At least wipe your nose, Iz."

"I'm fuckin' fine." 

"You're dripping, mate." 

"Too messy for you? Too grotesque for your little fuckin' fantasy life?" 

"Izzy." 

"What, Edward?" Izzy snarled. "Is this shit too fuckin' real for you? Dripping all over your goddamn fancy fabric." 

"Iz, man. If I have to ask again, then you aren't gonna like the consequences." 

Izzy only stiffened in place, even as droplets of mess streaked down his beard and into the black fabric around his throat. 

Edward leveled a hard glare at him. 

Only for Izzy to squint back, eyes watery and cheekbones puffy. 

"Are we gonna do this the hard way or the easy way, huh?" 

The thinly veiled threat was greeted with stony silence. 

Edward let out another sigh and stomped a boot forward on the cushy carpet– 

"Ah, Edward, I have been looking all over for you!" Stede chirped, the door swinging open to the bright light on deck. "You're quite the– Oh, Izzy. I wasn't expecting you to be here as well. 

"Fuckin' bugger it all." Izzy growled. 

He started toward the newly opened door with another snarl. 

"Iz, hey, man. We aren't–" 

"Ah, well, hello there, Mr. Hands." Stede stuttered, still frozen in the doorway and blocking Izzy's rampage entirely. "Are you feeling alright? You're looking rather sickly this afternoon." 

Izzy let out a wordless growl. 

Edward glanced between them. An idea slowly formed. 

"Afternoon, Stede!" 

"Oh, hello, Ed." 

"What is it that you need me for, mate? Since you went through all the trouble trackin' me down?" 

Izzy let out another raspy howl. 

Stede spared him an awkward glance, yet still didn't move. 

"Right, yes! I've been told we have a rather dire issue! We are out of blueberries." 

"That's your emergency?" Izzy snapped. "A few fuckin' berries." 

"You simply would not understand." 

"You're goddamn right. I don't." 

"We're outta berries?" Edward cut in. 

"Not all berries. Only blue berries." 

"But aren't half the lot of 'em some shade of blue?" 

"Well, I suppose there are many that fall into the violet color spectrum, yes. But blueberries are their own separate varieties." 

"Fascinating. And we gotta have them?" 

"Why, yes!" Stede burst out, his broad shoulders squaring in the doorway and his lips pursing. "They are a favorite of the crew. Morale simply will not be the same without them." 

Izzy let out a screech that could rival any siren, forcibly attempting to shove Stede out of his path all while muttering about the communal insanity aboard The Revenge. 

Stede simply watched him with distaste. Even as he still stood his ground in an odd battle of wills. 

"Hm, suppose we'll have to dock and find 'em then." Edward mused. "Can't be too hard to find, can they?" 

"Not at all, they are very readily available in cooler climates like this." 

Edward nodded languidly, letting the backdrop of Izzy's swearing linger in the air for a long moment until Stede looked about fit to burst with the continued shoving and cursing. 

"Speaking of cold, mate." He finally said casually. "Iz has got a bit of one." 

"No, I fuckin' don't." 

"Ah, yes, that would explain a few things." Stede nodded in a way that still somehow conveyed distaste. "He seems rather out of sorts." 

"I am–" 

"Think it could be even worse than a cold if the bugger would sit down and let me check his temperature." Edward interrupted, eyeing the mess that was still clinging to Izzy's facial hair. "Maybe even the flu." 

Stede glanced down for a moment, concern mixed with distaste flashing across his face. 

"He does look ghastly." He agreed. 

Edward nodded again. 

"M getting awfully concerned." 

"For good reason … I suppose." 

Izzy's head whipped from side to side like he couldn't figure out who to train his glare on. 

"Poor man has been all sniffles and he's lookin' a bit dizzy." 

"Is he feverish?" 

"Not sure, mate. I tried to feel for one, but he won't let me near enough." 

"I am standing right fuckin' here!" Izzy bellowed, letting out a rough string of coughs in the wake of it. "I can hear you fuckers!" 

Edward chuckled. 

Stede peered down at their first mate. 

"Are you sure you feel alright to be up and about, Izzy?" He asked. "You look terribly flushed." 

"It's … it's rage! Because of you two buggers!" 

"Looks more like a fever flush from over here, mate." Edward added. "Bad one, too." 

Stede hummed a bit and nodded. 

Then, his hand shot out to land on Izzy's forehead. 

"Oh, yes, you are quite warm." 

"You're going to fuckin' die for this!" 

"You feel so bad you could die, Iz?" Edward took a step towards his fuming first mate and his increasingly concerned co-captain. "Maybe you ought to have a bit of a lie-down after all." 

"That is not–" 

"At least 'til you don't look like a tomato with a sunburn." 

"You really shouldn't be up in this state, Izzy." Stede glanced back before nodding resolutely. "It would be much more ideal if you were to rest for a bit." 

Edward couldn't stop the grin from overtaking his face. 

Even as Izzy turned an odd, sickly scarlet that looked about fifty percent illness and fifty percent pure rage. 

He twisted to shove at Stede again in the doorway. Only to be grabbed by the blond and steered towards the couch with a firm, uncompromising touch. 

"You just sit down, mate!" Edward called to Izzy as he was forcibly manhandled onto the sofa. "Take a load off." 

Stede finally managed to wrestle Izzy onto the cushions with a devious grin. 

"There we are!" He announced. "Nice and snug."

"I fuckin' swear, Bonnet …" 

Edward didn't even have to hear the rest of the threat to know that it was a promise of bodily harm and a protest that Izzy would have never been overtaken had he been healthy. 

"Yes, yes, we all know. You're very tough." Stede placated. "All bravado and such."

He nearly smothered Izzy with a knitted throw blanket as he tucked it in a tad too aggressively. 

Edward watched gleefully as Stede took his– albeit oddly fluffy– revenge. 

"Great job, mate. You really got him all swaddled in there." 

"He needs to be warm to recover properly." Stede nodded, a glint in his eyes as he surveyed his work. 

For his part, Izzy only glowered back. His eyelids hung heavily over his bloodshot eyes and he had to sniffle near constantly in order to remain a scrap of dignity. Not that he was doing more than grasping at straws. 

Edward nodded again. 

"Lookin' warm, Iz." 

"Fuck you, Edward." 

Edward let himself chuckle at the sudden lack of rancor in his first mate's voice. 

He turned to Stede who was still hovering in a way that was somehow vaguely malicious over the edge of the sofa. 

"How about we let Iz rest and go find us some berries?" 

"Sounds delightful." Stede grinned brightly. "But first!" 

He removed the handkerchief with a flourish from his pocket, swiping it under Izzy's chapped nostrils and then dropping the damp cloth into his lap in one smooth motion. 

"There! That has been bugging me since I stumbled across your little gathering here."

Edward watched in awe as Stede flounced off with an even wider grin. 

As Stede disappeared through the still open door, he turned to where Izzy was flushed to the tips of his ears and sputtering out a blue streak. 

"Fuckin' fucker. Absolute wanking bugger." 

"Don't be a poor sport, Iz." 

"But he–" 

"Helped you out, mate." Edward cut off the hoarse tirade. "Did what needed to be done, really." 

Izzy only let out a ragged cough. 

Slowly, Edward leaned in to adjust the blanket to a less choking position and smoothed back a strand of hair that had fallen out of its slicked back style. 

"Get some rest, Izzy. Feel better and all that." 

As his first mate's eyes finally closed, Stede popped back around the doorway with a tan jacket slung over his shoulders and the same shovel he had used to dig for buried treasure.

"Come on, now, Ed! These berries won't pick themselves!" 

"Coming, mate!" 

Edward gently smoothed back Izzy's hair one last time and slowly rose to his feet. 

Maybe Iz would enjoy some blueberries to help fight off the illness. Antioxidants and all that. 

[smellingofpoetry]

Follow the butterflies

Characters: Reader, Dean Winchester

Pairing: Dean Winchester x Reader

Summary: "Dean Winchester was butterflies."

Warnings: Fluff

Words count: 165

A/N: Hi there! I hope you guys are doing well. I wrote this little thing after watching New Amsterdam, a show that I particularly like. At the end of the episode, this quote came out and I couldn't help myself to think about Dean, so here we are. I hope you guys will like it. Let me know what you think. Also, There are a lot of things I’m working on, so stay tuned and let me know if you want to be added to the tag list. Enjoy!

Dean Winchester Masterlist - Masterlist

She was just a kid when her mom told her to always follow the butterflies.

At first, she didn’t get it, but she liked the idea of it. Chasing butterflies sounded fun.

Her mom never stopped to remember her that. It was when she was a bit older that she started to question the meaning behind it.

“You’ll understand one day.”

That was what all she said to her, so she kept living her life with that sentence safely tucked away.

Ten years later she understood.

It downed on her one autumn day. She was sitting in the back of the Impala, the light breeze caressing her hair. A smile graced her lips when her eyes caught Dean’s green one in the rearview mirror. Just one of his looks were enough to make her feel things she never thought she would ever feel. And in that moment, she knew that she would have follow him to the end of the earth.

Dean Winchester was butterflies.

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popular-ish | 07 (m)

pairing; popular!jk x normie!reader summary; you are way out of jungkook’s league. Or is it the other way around? genre/warnings; self-deprecating language, your typical college!au, jungkook is a piner, shy!oc, oc just wants some damn pizza, maaa yyybeeee eventual fwb 2 lovers au, oc is also a little cold-cutie but who can blame them, dang how did this get so angsty? in this chapter—smut, dirty talk, cumplay, creampie (wrap the pickle b4 u tickle) kook is rough on oc but who really has the power? w.c; 579 a/n; lucky number 7 ;) [masterlist]

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“I, oh—fuck,” you breathe into his shoulder, hot breath fanning his neck, “please, more.” 

How did this happen? 

He really wants to do this right. He wants to prove to you that he’s more than just a pretty face and an All-Star. Everything started off perfectly: he had a steaming hot pizza pie in one hand, books in the other, and he even showed up fifteen minutes early.

So why an hour later are you writhing under him, begging for him to have his cock pounding you into the mattress? 

You’re a gorgeous sight, really. Silky hair fans out in a disarray, a halo consisting of your beautiful hair texture and sweat beading across your baby hairs. Your hands are holding his broad shoulders like leverage, and it forces him to look right at you as he’s pistoning his cock as deep as you desire. He loves the way your breasts bounce and jiggle with each thrust, following his actions accordingly and just like that he’s mesmerized by how stunning you look writhing underneath him.

Missionary always seemed like a boring position, but today that’s changed. 

“Fuck—you like this, huh?” you’re so deliciously tight, hugging his walls and swallowing him whole over and over. He can’t get enough, “look down, baby. Is this want you wanted? You wanted my fat cock in your pretty little pussy? Pounding into you so hard that you won’t be able to walk in the morning?” 

He watches as your eyes thicken, and he preens at how easy it is for you to obey. He steals a look as well, loving the way you’re connected. Your hole is so sweet and wet, so creamy as it devours his length. 

“Puh-please,” you warble, pouting at him with baited eyes, “I—yes, I need—” 

“Use your words, baby,” he breathes into you, leaning forward to kiss away your pout. You taste good, his saliva mixing with yours in a way that makes him giddy. “Tell me what you need and I’ll give it to you.” 

“Cum, please cum inside me?” you pose it as a question, tilting your head to see the expression on his face. 

His eyes darken, drinking you in like the finest wine. “Anything, fuck! You’re so amazing,” it spurs him on further, loving how your moans feed into him as he thrusts harder, “can’t wait to see your pussy full of our cum, spilling out of you and begging to be fucked, huh? Do you have any idea how hard it is to resist you, looking so damn cute all fucked out?” 

“Y-yes Jeon—” 

“Not that,” he corrects, almost begging as he presses his forehead to yours, “call me anything but that, baby.” 

“I—oh Kook,” you press breathless kisses into his jawline, and he preens at the affection, “you’re so good, fuck! Mm, Kook, I’m gonna, gon’—” 

“Fuck, go ahead baby. Let go, cream on my cock. Wanna feel you,” he slips his fingers between your sweet bud, loving how your sensitive pearl is slick with essence as you clench down on his cock, giving him the go to cum. Thick, hot spurts fill you up even further, stuffing you to the brim. 

When he pulls out, he’s surprised when you immediately dip your hand between your folds, bringing a pearly glob to your lips and sucking the digit clean. 

“Shit, you’re so hot.” This must be a 1080p wet dream, it must be.  

“Kook,” you warble, thighs still vibrating, “put it back inside?”

He’s putty on the bed, even moreso that you’re calling him Kook. 

You don’t even have to ask. Taking his softening cock between his hands, he scoops up the shiny essence, loving the way it swirls around your swollen folds. Wincing at the sensitivity, he pushes it back into your pussy, feeding it with a mixture of your juices over and over until the both of you are satisfied. 

Everything happened so fast. Through his bleary eyes he catches glimpses of himself, memories of fucks just as hard and dirty as this. He likes it this way though, it’s better when your glassy eyes beg for more. He likes the wavy lines between your powerplay, how he’s rough yet you’re the one commanding for more.

“Fuck,” he collapses on top of you, and you giggle into his ear to move over. He’s sweaty and he doesn’t care, continues grappling for you. He places his head comfortably between your breasts, a pillow he wishes he could rest on forever. “Ah, so soft,” he jokes lightly, nuzzling into the cotton skin. 

“Got a thing for boobs, huh?” you tease lightly, hands going to play at the slightly damp strands of his mussed up hair. 

“Got a thing for you,” he mumbles tiredly, and he doesn’t notice the way your hand freezes against his locks. 

[yoongsgguktae]

paddle with me 02 | jjk [teaser]

summary; jeongguk needs time to navigate his feelings. he’s strongly attracted to you—that he knows—but the torment you’ve put him through for years is hard to get over. pairing; jeongguk x reader genre; campcounselor!au | e2l | rivals | smut rating; M(18+)

a/n; currently drafting part two of paddle with me. if you haven't read the first part, i recommend you do so (only if you want to of course). part two is expected in early 2021. with it being a ways away, i thought it'd be best to have another tag list. add your name to the document below so you can be tagged in a few months. here’s a (very small) preview, i’ve only just started outlining/writing. please refrain from asking me when it’s expected to come out. writing is a hobby and i have a hectic and busy life outside this blog.

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preview; Your grip struggles to keep you steady as your nails scrape against the window sill, leaving marks along the old and weathered wood of the rarely used tool shed. The wall against your back is hard and uncomfortable as you slide down the rough surface, no longer able to hold up your own weight due to the overwhelming pleasure Jeongguk’s mouth is giving you.

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UPDATE APRIL 2021

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[zylian]

Zy summary of that scramble on bacons stream

Leo got slain by Mapicc

Leo blew up on his own

Minute dies to Bacon

Parrot, Mapicc and Leo blow up but Bacon got Parrots heart

Bacon died falling

Minute blows up by Zam

Heart gain/loss:

Leo lost 3

Minute lost 2

Mapicc neutral (gained 1/ lost 1)

Parrot lost 1

Zam gained 1

Bacon gained 1 (gained 2/ lost 1)

[pjsk-story-summaries]

BURN MY SOUL Event Story Summary

TL;DR: Following the fallout of the battle with Taiga, Vivid Street has lost it's fire. In order to relight it, Ken has decided to take Vivid BAD SQUAD to high-level events outside of the town to build skill while assigning each member and individual task. Akito's was to "relight the fire of the town" with his determination and singing.

Ken begins individual singing training with Akito. He believes the thing holding Akito back is the lack of heart he's putting into his voice. However, Akito can't figure out what that ultimately means, never mind putting it into music. They continue to practice, with little progress.

Ken decides to take Akito out on a drive to relax. They reminisce on their first meeting and how far Akito's come since then. He's met so many people since then, too. Ken asks Akito to never forget "that feeling" when he smiles over the memory.

The next day, Akito decides to ask the Virtual Singers what he meant. Luka challenges him to a battle with the ultimate goal of drawing out his feelings. MEIKO realizes Akito's greatest strength is also his greatest flaw. In order to keep moving forward, his determination has led him to bottle up his emotion. All Akito needs to do is let it out. Akito realizes the same soon after, but before he can sing again, Luka stops him. She wants him to show Ken, not her.

Akito manages to properly sing from his heart during his next session. He takes all the emotions from his hero's song, the pain and love, and proves the fire Ken had lit in him will burn strong enough to surpass him.

Some time later, Akito performs solo on Vivid Street. He declares that Vivid BAD SQUAD's next event will be the one to surpass RAD WEEKEND. The intense improvement in his voice ultimately rekindles the fire of Vivid Street and motivates Mita to re-join the team.

Fan translation (lozy bug) / Song (CR詠ZY) 2DMV

Chapter 1: Mita walks the alleys of Vivid street in a depressive funk. He, nor any of the other former allies of Vivid BAD SQUAD, have performed since that fight with Taiga. WEEKEND GARAGE has been mysteriously closed, too. Rumor has it that Vivid BAD SQUAD has disbanded; however, neither Mita nor the Crawl Green owner believe that can be true. The owner does suspect, though, that they've given up on RAD WEEKEND. Without their fire, Vivid Street as a whole has been emptier. Mita doesn't think he has any right to try and re-light it.

Akito sets up a mic down the street.

Chapter 2: The events immediately following On Your Feet are shown. Ken asks what an event that surpasses RAD WEEKEND needs. Now knowing the true feelings behind the event, they've realized it's more than sheer strength. In order to reawaken the passion of the town, Ken decides to take Vivid BAD SQUAD to high-level events outside Vivid Street for practice on top of giving them individual assignments.

Akito's role is to "light a fire in the audience". His determination to crawl up from the most hopeless of situations make him the perfect fit for this role. It has to be just Akito; they should save their group performance for the real thing.

Chapter 3: Some time passes forward. Vivid BAD SQUAD continues to compete in high-caliber events outside Vivid Street. Though they still have a long way to go, they manage to succeed still. After a particularly tough event, An and Kohane decide to take a nap while they wait for Ken and the car. Akito convinces Toya to rest, too.

Ken arrives soon after, so they chat. Ken believes Akito's current drive to get better and better is the thing holding him back most. He wants him to loosen up. Akito's not sure how, so Ken offers to do individual lessons with him. Akito accepts immediately.

Chapter 4: Everyone arrives back at WEEKEND GARAGE. Kohane, An, and Toya chat about their own struggles with their (currently unkown) assignments. An's not surprised about Akito and Ken's sessions- she's noticed her dad signing more recently.

Ken and Akito begin their first session. Akito and Ken will take turns singing at each other to learn. Akito does well, but still has too much tension. Ken's song is powerful yet calm, something Akito believes is evidence of countless years of practice. Akito tries again.

Ken cuts practice off when Akito starts struggling to breathe. Though he keeps trying, he still doesn't understand how to loosen up, nor the difference between what it means to sing with feelings versus from the heart.

Chapter 5: Ken ends another practice by asking Akito to go out on a drive with him. They stop in an alley for a drink. Akito wonders if he really can afford to relax like this with so much work to do.

Ken reminisces on their first meeting. He had found Akito trying not to cry on a street corner after a rough event. Akito has always been the type to keep climbing through the mud no matter what. Through that journey, he's meet Toya, the Vivids, Mita, Arata, EVER, and so many more. This makes Akito smile softly. Ken flicks Akito's head and tells him to never forget "that feeling": Akito's already found everything he needs; he just needs to realize it.

The next day, Akito heads over to SEKAI to talk. Luka asks about the live houses they've been going to. Akito decides to ask for advice over what Ken wants him to do. Luka has him sing. Though MEIKO and Len think he's gotten a lot better, Luka thinks there's feelings he's not putting into his songs. She decides to do a singing relay with him to show what she means.

Chapter 6: Luka ends up turning it into a battle with Len and MEIKO as judges. Luka goes first with the song she'd sang when they all went camping together. She went with the song Akito had sung when he went up against shepherd next. Luka challenges Akito to return with everything he's feeling now.

MEIKO realized her songs were chosen to loosen up his feelings. Though Akito's strength is his determination, it comes at the cost of bottling up everything else in the name of moving forwards. It likely hadn't worked with Ken because of how much Akito idolizes him.

Akito finally realizes what everyone's been trying to tell him. However, before he can let it out, Luka stops him. She wants Akito to go throw it all out to Ken.

Chapter 7: Akito and Ken start their next practice. Ken goes first this time. Akito takes in all the feelings from the song to light his own fire, the one initially lit by Ken. Then, Akito throws it all back in his own song. Ken follows with a song from RAD WEEKEND. Though it makes Akito tremble at first, Akito takes all the pain of loss and happiness of partnership and puts it into his own voice. He wants Ken to see the fire he'd lit burn bright enough to surpass him. Ken praises him.

A few weeks later, Vivid BAD SQUAD begins their comeback. They send out Akito for his solo performance.

Chapter 8: The story jumps back to the present day. Akito notices Mita in the crowd before addressing the rumors over Vivid BAD SQUAD's disappearance. He reaffirms their intention to surpass RAD WEEKEND and sings. Everyone is shocked to hear the intense change in Akito's voice.

Mita reflects on Akito. Back when he'd started, he was laughed off as nobody special. However, through all his hard work, everyone grew to appreciate his voice. Mita believes he doesn't have the guts to be like that. Still, listening to Akito's song, he doesn't want to give up just yet.

At the end of his performance, Akito declares Vivid BAD SQUAD's next event will be the one to surpass RAD WEEKEND. They will show this street a new legend. He asks Vivid Street to follow them there.

Though Mita wants to, he doesn't want to drag them down with his lack of resolve. The owner of Crawl Green asks if that's really what he wants to be. Mita decides to chase down Akito and beg to sing with them again. Akito asks if he has the guts to see this all the way though. Mita decides he'll never run away again. Akito smiles and accepts him back.

Back at WEEKEND GARAGE, the rest of Vivid BAD SQUAD formally accept Mita back to the team. Ken has them peek outside, where, after Akito's performance, people begin to genuinely believe they might be able to pull this event off. Now, the real battle begins.

[ladyloveandjustice]

Wonder Egg Priority: Post-Mortem Spoiler-riffic Thought Dump (Repost)

Since I accidentally deleted the old post, might as well!

Quickest Summary: After her friend commits suicide, Ai Ohto enters a world where she’s promised if she protects the souls of other teenage girl suicide victims from the monsters that embody the horrors that drove them to their deaths, her friend will come back to life. During her journey, she meets three other girls fighting to save their loved ones and begins to form a bond with them.

Yeah so. This show. Sure had potential. The subject matter was dense (self harm, suicide, abuse, marginalization, transphobia, corrective rape, sexual assault, mental illness are just the beginning of the list of issues depicted), the animation was beautiful, and I’m someone who truly loves stories where one wrestles with symbolic and fantastical representations of social and psychological issues,  who loves a magical twist on heavy struggles, it was catnip for me initially. The issue of suicide/depression/trauma/suicidal ideation and how it interacts with girlhood  and adolescence is something that really hits close to home for me. It was clear from the beginning the show had so much potential- the system run by these creepy robot guys exploiting girls trauma and convincing them if they racked up enough wins like a video game they can, y’know, undo suicide is a fascinatingly fraught and rich set up that could have the potential to say powerful thing about the social systems that entrap us, Utena-style. It was also clear that the show had potential to fall apart under too many ideas and horribly mishandle the heavy subject matter and end up being another story by that enforces harmful myths and stereotypes about girls. BOY HOWDY GUESS WHICH ONE IT CHOSE.

The show has some genuinely powerful moments in early episodes (I’d say episode 7 was is maybe where you’d want to stop if you wanted to watch the show and get some enjoyment out of it) and the girls it introduces were all immediately fascinating and had some fantastic moments and the potential to be such great characters- unfortunately, it squandered pretty much all of that by the end of the show, when it introduced a brand new antagonist and a whole host of sci-fi concepts at the last minute with no space or ability to actually explore any of it. (A ROBOT IS SUPPOSEDLY MAKING GIRLS COMMIT SUICIDE Y’ALL IM SERIOUS). The girls who’d made progress on their character arcs were all abruptly retraumatized in a way that felt cruel and didn’t serve the story because again, no time to explore it!

Importantly, one of the central driving mysteries of the show- why Ai’s friend committed suicide- had the most disgusting, insulting answer it was possible to have. I’m not going to bother to dance around it- we had a teacher who was framed extremely creepily the entire show. He crossed definite lines- he drew paintings of his female students and submitted them to art competitions and drew a picture of Ai, in particular, AS AN ADULT WOMAN (???), with the title ‘latent heat’ (which is as one reviewer put it is the absolute worst thing he could have called it my soul wants to leave my body), and told her she would be hot like her mom (who he was dating) when she grew up. Those aren’t even red flags okay, that’s like….like…Akio Ohtori’s red car has pulled up in the station (I’m just making Utena references to cope shhh).

Ai’s central conflict was she had a crush on Sawaki but also was suspicious he might be a creep who did something to her friend Koito to contribute to her suicide. The conclusion is, nope, Koito is actually KER-AY-ZY and was in love with Sawaki and when he rejected her she falsely accused him of raping her while threatening to jump to her death and but OOPS that silly girl slipped and died! Oh and she’d totally done this before, driving another man to suicide with a false accusation, because this show supposedly exploring the issues of teenage girls is officially pivoting to “yeah but what about the adult men they’re the REAL victims of those malevolent fifteen year olds” now.

Of course we get this all from Mr. Sawaki, Koito doesn’t get a voice or to tell her side of the story here, because who the fuck cares about that I guess! We just accept Sawaki’s word- Ai doesn’t question it, Koito doesn’t get to say anything because she got amnesia or whatever when she got bought back to life and Ai can’t talk to her and Ai also specifically says she was wrong for being suspicious of a teacher made of red flags. I cannot overemphasize how fucked it is that this show is essentially saying young girls who get bad vibes from adult men (or hey, adults in general but this show only cares about men!) shouldn’t like, listen to themselves and be cautious. What a truly dangerous message to send.

(Also, if Koito made such a fuss, why did Ai never hear about it when she got back to school? It should have been pretty obvious whether she fell vs jumped to onlookers if Sawaki could apparently tell, why did no one say that to Ai? And when he was dating her mom did Sawaki bother to mention “oh yeah your daughter’s best friend, who died, you know the reason she’s a traumatized shut in right now, well she accused me of rape and then that’s why she fell to her death but I promise i did not rape her  also she totally fell she didn’t jump :) I did hug her once which was definitely inappropriate considering what I apparently knew of her history but im a nice guy i swear :) anyway I’m so down to date you and be part of your family I’m sure it will help your daughter recover this a great idea”. Imagine a mother listening to that story and being like “yeah this is fine”.

In the Anifem podcast covering this trashfire, Cy Clewis, who taught in Japan, mentions how when she was teaching there, she heard of a teacher who was caught recording elementary school girls in the bathroom, and he didn’t even lose his teaching license, he just could no longer teach in that city. In a world where these kind things happen, where men still easily escape consequences, THIS is the story show told to tell, and I just want to emphasize how fucked that is.

So yeah, I could talk about other aspects of the show, (the way characters like Momoe and Kaoru in particular are handled is something I encourage you to seek out trans takes on, listening to the anifem podcast is a good start! But hey, at least this picture is super cute I’ll always like it:

LET YOUR FLAG FLY MY GUY)

But does it really matter. That one issue pretty much represents how hard the show fell apart and how utterly it fails in caring about its teen girl characters (plus two teen trans boys) and the reality of teen suicide, how utterly it falls apart in both emotional and narrative logic. I’m tired, so the only other thing I’ll say about I find interesting about this show is it COULD be a study in directors, writers and animators clashing. Nojima, the writer, went on record saying he truly DOES believe teen girls don’t commit suicide for the “logical’ reasons men do and are more impulsive (i know, i hope he steps on a lego, DON’T QUIT YOUR DAY JOB AND GO INTO PSYCHOLOGY), yet the director might not. The animators framing Sawaki as super creepy (Atelier emily goes into it very well) and including a lot of depth to a clumsy story may also be them either having different ideas or actively disagreeing with the writer’s vision.

And let’s not ignore how the show was a disaster for it’s poor animators and it’s possible staff may have even been hospitalized. I should mention this was a 13 episode anime with two recap episodes (one of them being 25 minutes of the 45 minute special that was released three months after episode 12).

Basically, the egg is on everyone’s face, and I feel so sorry for everyone involved (except Nojima because he’s pissed me off). I hope things get better for the anime industry and future ambitious projects like this value the health of the staff and stick their landing.

[evanescentdawn]

WOW this got much longer than expected, and basically a full-blown fic idea that I desperately want now

(might add more to this since it doesn’t hold all of my thoughts yet and I’m nowhere finished it)

the idea is: ritsu accidentally confesses to teru when he didn’t even want to confess. he doesn’t like teru at all. but of course, teru hears nothing of that. he completely misunderstands, and thinks that ritsu is in love with him.

things escalate.

they do end up falling in love, in the end, though. <3

ft. one-sided terumob and Other Ideas

this manhwa summary/plot hit me out of nowhere, like I just recalled and went, oh my god, this would be the perfect idea for riteru

imagining Ritsu that accidentally confesses to teru. it’s completely by accident, and because a series of events that too complicated to explain. the problem is that now teru is convinced that Ritsu likes him, and nothing that Ritsu says will see as anything but that

“oh, brother-kun. I never knew.” teru says, with a bright smile. “is that how you act with your crushes? where you just shy all the time.... I almost got the wrong time”

this is all going to fast for ritsu to swallow. too fast for to ritsu to deal with. he’s still stuck in the moment where his own mouth betrayed him. “no...” he manages to get out, but it’s all already to late.

every time that ritsu tries to object, teru is going to think that he’s been shy and embarassed which is horribly not true. he hates that teru thinks is, doesn’t want teru to ever think that. the idea of him in — in —

just thinking of it, repulses him.

he tries his everything to correct this misunderstanding. (he fails)

omg, I just remembered! I was thinking about my other wip, where teru does misunderstand about Ritsu asking him out on a date or smth and then, while I was thinking about I was like... what if it was a confession? and then I recalled that manhwa

anyways! oh my god this would definitely get to mob at one point. but first all, thinking about Teru’s thoughts regarding all of this

he’s like of course, little brother-kun likes me. I’m me. but unfortunately for him, teru is already in love with someone else. mob. well. I was thinking that teru doesn’t like ritsu back, but teru being in love with his mob instead also sounds fun

teru looking at him with a pitying look, teru agreeing to week-date and giving Ritsu some of his time to deal with all this. Ritsu being baffled at all. like who the hell...

and just dislikes teru more, because the ego and the audacity he has... just what. the fuck.

Ritsu has never said anything, teru is just running with this and Ritsu is aware of how he likes his brother, so he tries to use that to get out of this whole mess. “but what about—”

teru hasn’t realised that his love for mob was that obvious and goes, oh, and acts all more pitying towards ritsu and is like Ritsu is all heartbroken about his. and going this is all makes sense now. ritsu likes him, and that’s why he tried to intervene with his precious time with mob. it’s all very understandable now.

it’s not understandable.

ritsu does not like him

ritsu is not heartbroken

teru is missing all the points. he just hated teru presence there, and wanted to be the one to spend with his brother then. and he hated how disgustingly shameless teru was around shigeo.

but of course, ritsu doesn’t get time to explain. he doesn’t get time to do anything. he has to go home, wondering, how did fuck this happen, why teru. blames on the elder woman who was there and had to speak then, and interrupt him him at that time, and blames reigen because actually this was all his fault. he wouldn’t be there if it wasn’t for him. teru wouldn’t be there if it wasn’t for him. the elder woman wouldn’t be there if it wasn’t him. clearly, the fault of mis-timing and him tripping of his words all falls on reigen.

he goes home, dark-faced and clutching the handle of his school bag, with a more deep distaste of reigen

oblivious to all that was occurring, and because of his simple act of telling mob something, reigen feels a ice-cold shudder at the back of his neck.

(perhaps, he just got cursed)

ritsu goes home, exhausted by everything, and sees mob there. sitting and looking happy, and expectant when he sees mob.

after a moment, ritsu asks his usual question of, how did your day go?

mob excitedly tells him how he managed to do this thing in the body improvement club which would seem like a trival thing to any person. but ritsu knows about his brother and his struggles and how this is a improvement. also yeah, I did say that mob says it excitedly but felt like I need to express how it sounds monotone and like it’s anything but exciteding and you weren’t someone that knew him you wouldn’t see how obviously exciting he is

at least one of them had a good day. “that’s good. that’s an amazing achievement, brother.”

mob beams.

ritsu feels worse at the fact that he can’t put more enthusiasm at that and hates teru even more, and reigen, and this whole situation

he goes to sleep.

he has a undisturbed sleep to the degree that when he wakes the next time, he can ALMOST delude himself that nothing. absolutely nothing happened.

teru appearing that morning disturbs it. he had forgotten about teru uninvited morning drop-ins despite how he doesn’t live in the same school as them and his house isn’t close to them

(oh my god, this just reminded me of haru. and now I’m thinking about a mp100 khr au which AAAAA would be so good.)

teru is the same as every morning. he’s dressed and dazzling with his bright yellow aura, way to early in the morning, and up in shigeo’s presence as his brother tries to go about his morning routine of getting ready for school.

just got struck by the image of: mob, sleepy, and brushing his teeth in the bathroom while teru stands in there with him and talks about stuff and admires himself in the mirror. it would be so perfect

ritsu is annoyed by his whole existence. he busies himself with getting though, and spends him lowkey (highkey this is ritsu after all) in awful anticipation of whatever teru is going to say about the confession

no, no, no, Hold on wait. ritsu WOULDNT busing himself with getting ready. he would be doing anything but that. he wouldn’t be able to relax and get ready in the house, when teru is here and everything unknown. and especially when teru is here and he talks a lot.... and might say something to his brother...

yeah, no, ritsu is taking no chances. he’s up in teru’s presence and trying to take him from his brother, and just making sure that he doesn’t say something.

.........which of course oh my god horribly makes this misunderstanding even worse

(will teru even learn that it’s misunderstanding? is it more better for him to never know. so what if it was based on a lie? ritsu will fall for him anyways.)

before this, I was thinking that teru doesn’t say anything and ritsu is almost able to relax when he gets a call, and then, a date dropped on him. because of course, having the tense/anticipation built up while teru is the same as always and acting like he doesn’t know anything, until the moment that they are saying goodbye and mob is out of the frame —

doesn’t even GIVE time for ritsu to be aware of anything, or be prepared, when he turns to him after saying goodbye to mob, and with a smile, “

did I say a call before? well. not a call anymore. it’s said in person, with a wink, and a smile. “gonna collect you after school”

ritsu is left........ idk actually. how would he act after that?? how does ONE act after that??? after the

wait, oh my god. yes, teru would definitely also drop in the fact that ritsu focusing on him all that time, and how did he never knew.... telling ritsu how his actions helped to grow this misunderstandings

it would be PERFECT

jeez. this is getting really long and totally a full blown fic idea. do I stop here and do little time stamps? or do I continue.

im continuing.

ritsu wishing that teru doesn’t appear. ritsu technically having no school, shit I forgot. what club is in again? whatever that school thing is. yeah, that. having no meeting or anything to do there there, but ritsu trying to find something to do. only to delay the time.

but, undisturbed by ever, standing in all his dazzlingly glory, teru is waiting for him there while he’s in conversation with others

in contract, ritsu looks weary and time and wishing to be nowhere but here. and wishing that he didn’t take those extra duties, because it was tedious and trying and the fact that teru is here and is still waiting after that....

teru directs a bright smile to ritsu when he notices him, that ritsu has to slightly squint at,

oh my god. that just remembered me of that tumblr post that goes on about “zy was like the sun” descriptions and how they would be squinting or smth. and that’s definitely teru and Ritsu. oh my god, I need to write that scrne

anyways, back to the story. I don’t think that they would go on a date this time around. maybe, something had happen. I was thinking along the lines that teru wasn’t here because of ritsu, but because of mob and plans they had but that went to poof that morning because of reigen or smth. after all, ritsu is the one who likes teru and teru isnt.

actually. maybe that doesn’t happen this scene but I WOULD LOVE a moment where ritsu misunderstands and teru immediately corrects about that, like how he wasn’t here for him or that he wasn’t waiting for him or smth. and that his life/thoughts doesn’t resolve him (implying that Ritsu’s does resolve teru) and honestly, he should know, that this whole setup is because ritsu is the one with the feelings and teru is here and being a good person and indulging him out of pityness

ritsu seethes. none of that is right. and he hates teru’s condescending attitude. like the AUDACITY of this man. (he’s also very, very embarrassed about his mistake which I imagine would him make go the mile in never mistaking teru’s actions; which wouldn’t in favour for teru when he does fall for ritsu and his actions become more genuine in the nature that it’s for love but ritsu has that iron wall up)

so like, going back, where was I? yes, them walking home because there’s enough time for date. that works better for this situation. mmh, but I was thinking about whether teru would be waiting that long for him. or maybe, because he said so and so he did wait. or maybe, that teru has some other plan now and doesn’t have time for that date or smth

either way, ritsu is glad. ritsu is happy. ritsu is very relieved that

(oh no, another fic idea. from that meme(TM) where teru falls the downstairs, and reigen asks why ritsu is happy, because he never is in reigen’s presence and shou goes; teru fell the downstairs. and now I’m thinking about how the fuck did teru fall the downstairs. properly because of mob. definitely because of mob. and ritsu love for his brother and resolve that his brother is the best person grow because of this)

anyways back to what I was saying. ritsu is relived that he did that club activity thing.

what he isn’t happy about that teru is here, and still walking him home. doesn’t he have better stuff to...? and then, at time, teru asks him when he fell for him and

things click in place.

teru is here because he wants to get off more on the non-love that Ritsu has for love because he has that much of an ego

“I don’t.” ritsu says. which, of course, teru replies with amusement and saying that he doesn’t have to hide now. he knows. which makes ritsu go, urghhh in frustration and digust.

just looked at the time and I swear I started writing this somewhere in 9pm and now it’s 10pm. whoops.

anyways, teru asking ritsu questions about his love for him and ritsu saying, “no, I don’t love you” and

“no I don’t — what the hell? what [specific-thing-about-teru-that-teru-expects-ritsu-to-notice] no I haven’t. why would I??????”

and teru going, hmm, “guess your love isn’t that strong” and Ritsu bafflement,

and teru definitely asking him about what about he loves about him, and Ritsu going “nothing” and teru laughing, “you got humour” but ritsu is not joking

(now whether the teru knows ritsu actually doesn’t love him or he doesn’t is never addressed. I love it being ambiguous more)

they eventually reach ritsu’s home, and teru has a good satisfied ego-stroke from that conversation while ritsu just looks Tired

skipping over to fun date shenanigans! what types dates would they go on?

of course we gotta have cinema date!!! I have been thinking of ritsu having “likes human drama” in his character profile a lot and while I don’t remember what it said for teru, he does...like gossip right?? I’m actually unsure about that as we’ll BUT ANYWAYS teru loves to give his ideas on stuff

and anyways thinking about how ritsu expected to having the worst time, and it starts off as awful. like about how he doesn’t want to be here, and the movie that teru chooses doesn’t look good, and teru picked up the love seats for them

and anyways thinking about, how ritsu is not optimistic about anything and is not here to enjoy himself but as the movie starts....as the movie continues in.....

he gets INVOLVED. he finds that this is straight up his genre

and teru asking him how the movie was afterwards and talking about it, and immediately refuting whatever he says and offering an alternative that teru refutes and that one part in the convo where they

oh my god STRAWS. DRINKS STRAWS. Ritsu getting a specific drink that he likes and that teru side eying it, and going, huh, I haven’t that before, it good? and Ritsu nodding and teru just going for it and drinking it as well from the other side

...because it’s a couple drink or smth and Ritsu PAUSE

and teru acting like it’s totally a normal thing.

(oh my god, new idea: fake dating!!! them having to act like a couple to get into something because of something and getting all-couple things!!!!)

(this reminds me of my other fake dating idea that I want to write, which oh my god would fit with this one I just got)

(riteru fake dating is just So Good. So Perfect heart starry eyes)

gonna stop here, because stuff. so much ideas though!!! still buzzing!!! god, I love them so much and this is gonna be FANTASTIC

but ending off on, teru doing the arm around shoulder thing for ritsu like all the girls he had dated. oh my god, yes.

also...thinking about....mob and him learning through teru but ritsu doesn’t know yet and mob just Dropping on ritsu on time and Ritsu having a flashback through all the times that he had gotten back from date with teru and filling the blanks of

wait. would teru tell mob? would teru want mob to know this.

[ficbrish]

Weekend Reading Guide

Summary:  If Kaidan and Shepard got to meet up once before the suicide mission...

“You have to know, Shepard,” he said finally looking up, “It’s not because I can’t let go. It’s because I won’t.”

Any resistance she still had was gone, “I miss you so much.”

[AO3 Link]

Rating: Explicit, 18+ only

If you are not an adult, do not interact!

Tags: During Canon, Mass Effect 2, Post-Horizon (Mass Effect), Pre-Suicide Mission (Mass Effect), Biotic Shepard (Mass Effect), Colonist (Mass Effect), War Hero (Mass Effect), Sentinel (Mass Effect), Paragade (Mass Effect), POV Alternating, Porn With Plot, Porn with Feelings, Shameless Smut, Fluff and Smut, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Some Humor, Reunion Sex, Dom Kaidan Alenko, Light Dom/sub, Mutual Pining, Grief/Mourning, Misuse of Biotics, Rough Sex, Kissing, Multiple Orgasms, Oral Sex, Masturbation, Shower Sex, Choking, Dorks in Love, I Will Go Down With This Ship

[[TW/CW: Mentions of substance abuse, trauma, and fictional war crimes; Alcohol & drug use.]]

Chapters will also be individually tagged for warnings. The epilogue has its own separate warnings, so please pay attention to those if/when you get there.

Explicit language is used, as well as terms some may find upsetting like st*p*d , id*ot, cr*zy, etc. (as self-referential hyperboles)—There are NO racial/gender/identity-based slurs.

[Pre-Arrival, Pre-Reaper IFF through Suicide Mission; imagine everything else has been done--Arrival DLC occurs between chapters 7 & 8]

Chapter 1: Reunion

Summary: Liara presents Shepard with an offer she can't refuse. How would Kaidan react if Shepard just showed up?

Chapter 2: The Chapter with all the Oral

Summary: It's in the title. Don't hate me, it just happened this way.

Chapter 3: Wait! There’s no Smut in this one!

Summary: A little bit of chat, a whole lot of panic.

Chapter 4: Master(bation) & Cummander

Summary: Now they've had breakfast, what will they do with the rest of the day?

Chapter 5: Interlude

Summary: One day down, one more left. What happens in disembodied stillness? How do you get back?

Chapter 6: Hey! There's Two Porns in this One!

Summary: Shepard and Kaidan take a shower. Just some good, clean fun.

Chapter 7: Just Take Care

Summary: The smut is over, but the story is not.

Chapter 8: Epilogue

Summary: Something bad happened.