#zy live thoughts

[zylian]

"thats actually insane, thats actually an insane book"

no cause if everyone wasn't being sarcastically joyous at zaun to derap at that moment, i wonder what tone mapic would have really had when he said that after seeing zams overly sweet message to derap

the word insane being used and it was not in a "thats cool" type of way...

[zylian]

zam standing up for himself and not answering the pushy question/choices being thrown at him has made me stop hating

yay !

[zylian]

if mawn thinks subz is apart of zaun than reds plan will cause problems regardless

they can be blamed sure but they have so many optionsssss

they could drag zaun with them or even create more tension between zaun and mawn or drag anti coalition to back them

so many options and its so fun seeing now mapics gonna interrogate people!! maybe even another zam talk! reds elaborate planning will drag so many into this!!!

could even bring devotions together so yay subz and red causing problems!!!!

yippee possible assassins mystery arc & devotion detective arc

!!!!!

[zylian]

the server shoving subz in-between zam and mapics feuds to know everything even though he's actively trying to run away from it 😭😭

[zylian]

sorry zams little outburst towards 4C after the disc and 4C immediately bracing for it knowing he was pissed/hurt was SO satisfying

like such a cool scene of zams intense emotions and 4C knowing zam shouldn’t have heard that disc oooooo

and than the sword enchant comment and you could just tell zam was holding back so much watching 4Cs shock ((the knowing everything comment))

than later zam saying he’s not gonna stop mapic anymore yknow cause of his decisions

yayyyy the little wins are so fun!!!!

[zylian]

subz left a sign saying "you thought you could hide count your days" in front of zaun omfg this is gonna stir so much thank you itz subz

[zylian]

after what I just learned from TL I’m hoping zam stands his ground and runs cause wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf

zam pls don’t be a test subject for the new gens inability to be independent and obsession with fixing people omg it makes bfb actions seem sane-

like why does everyone want to control him and disrespect his feelings?!??!?!?? my guy any og Lser would think they are insane dude dont entertain this 😭😭😭

[zylian]

omg omg omg subz is jabbing at s4 refrences and making him understand omg

[zylian]

the way woogie asked whos in zaun and mapic answered is so-

he was like "its derap" like UGH its obvious and than said "..and zam" very quickly after which mumbled under when flame was talking

idk the bias in it is so funny to me

[zylian]

im sorry?

did i just hear subz went through this hell to grind out ominous bottles to get two stacks of egaps- while minute gave 11 hearts away for 1 stack of egaps-

i-

wtf

[zylian]

gonna throw UPPPP

im not witnessing zam go through hell and beyond again cause someone is trying to "protect" him from a greater evil so he's being kept in the dark

gawd someone drag mapic into this cause his opinion is always valid and refreshing pls and thx

[zylian]

subz unknowingly doing gods work for the devotion community and kick starting zams paranoia is so real of him

thank you purple dude for being lost and randomly flying around just cause and not being scared of annoying chatters

yay ! so much potential damage ! !

[zylian]

the timing of him sitting at vi's base saying "I don't know what to do" and than subz logs on and you hear him gasp and audibly laugh

unironically pulled him out of dooming as he went quiet cause he got reminded of the looming issue of him wanting to talk to subz about s4 and vi

shifted his outlook in a second and he flew back to his flower field to actually think about wtf happened with ls!kab instead (lmao)

whys it always subz and mapic logging in that startles him so much

insane

[zylian]

“So….you thought it was casual *giggles* he thought it was more serious”

oh bacon waffles never change

thank gawd he understands tho

[zylian]

It’s actually so insane that Zam is in this spot

He’s been through so many team dynamics that he knows a team wouldn’t actually help

No matter how hard he tries to be in the circle of non powerful players, he won’t ever be treated like one of them since he can hold his own in all aspects but that’s also so bitter cause zam went through it to become like this

From every team since s2 leaving a mark on him, his experience with & against powerful players has given him so much knowledge

He’s also so blinded by his own resolve on others he doesn’t see the insensitive remarks he’s making unknowingly, especially the point of him being able to escape

There’s so much hypocrisy in some ideas it’s crazy to hear, there are so many options that exist yet the ones he’s leaning to seem to not end well at all

It feels like there is so much more happening and zam being given little leads which essentially drag him into stuff is odd for sure

IMO more og ls needs to log on to balance it out and it would fix zam lmao

Ok but despite zam being at rock bottom it’s still such a good set up if he doesn’t give away anymore hearts

[zylian]

subz being forced to have the knowledge of devotion drama with such silly music playing and insane disdain for it is killing me fr

his luck is so-

s4 haunting everyone is so fkn reallll