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[yyxy-seph]

Sephiroth getting a 'send nudes' text from his s/o?

Sephiroth getting a ‘send nudes’ text from s/o?

Thank you for requesting!! I hope you enjoy this :)

Warning: mature themes

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Sephiroth crossed his arms in bewilderment. Did he really just see that? Did you really just send that?

Apparently so.

He’d just finished his shower, his abdomen still enveloped in his bathing towel. While wringing his hair out, his phone lit up with your caller ID.

Unlike your usual flirty messages, this one read “Send Nudes”.

“What in the-“ he cut himself off. Seph was surprised by your straight-forward message...but a bit intrigued that you had the balls to do such a thing.

Of course it was a joke on your part though. You wanted to see how or if he’d respond. But...most definitely maybe you did want to see a little bit more of your boyfriend’s highly adored and coveted body.

He sent back an “Are you serious?”

Sephiroth normally doesn’t engage in such risky activities. He is aware of his status and he strives to maintain it....cleanly.

But being too serious all the time does get quite tiring. And he believes he should let loose and have his cake as well.

You sent back “Dead Serious”. With a heart, keeping it cute.

After his mind roamed with no’s and maybe’s, he came to the conclusion of ‘why not?’

I mean, he was already naked.

Throwing away his tense mood, he slid to the camera button, cautiously.

He sent you two pictures.

The first one with him in his towel, the fabric barely hanging around his waist. The left-over drips of water on his abs accentuated the steamy feel of the picture as a whole. It was too much to bare in one shot.

In the second one, he dropped the towel. His thick member was exposed, stealing the spotlight. He’s literally perfect, head to toe.

To tease you, he also sent “Oops”.

YOU. WERE. SHOCKED. You didn’t actually think he’d send it. You clutched your phone to your heart and screamed hysterically.

Mumbling quick prayers, you were overjoyed he was yours. You got yourself a good one.

Your phone vibrated against you, and with no hesitation, you snatched it. But you were least expecting the message.

“Your turn, beloved.”

Dammit. You didn’t think the tables would turn like this.

Nonetheless, it was only fair; so you stripped, hoping for the best.

In preparation for the perfect shot, you fixed your hair a bit and put on a little lip gloss.

Then alluringly put on the dirtiest look you could and touched yourself a bit.

After taking it a few times, you sent the photo. Though you were still a little unsure of yourself.

But, damn did it drive Sephiroth wild. His eyes dilated naturally. He couldn’t stop staring since he absolutely loved what he saw. Now he was the one feeling lucky.

He called you this time rather than texting.

And he began, “You have work tonight?”

“Nope.”

“I’m coming over there now. And I want you to keep touching yourself like that while I’m on the way too.”

The strict, sensual and low tone of his voice would make anyone loose their mind.

Feeling proud of yourself, you said “okayyy”.

Well, I think we know how this one ended, right?

[gguksgalaxy]

Hello! You will get over your sickness asap! You’re in my prayers and I may not know you personally but I feel that you are very strong! Shine on 👑 Sending you lots of love (along with this pic from JK’s livestream last night!)

How dare you send me a picture of Jungkook where his collarbones are so exposed :( I'm weak pls spare me. But he did look pretty today didn't he! Also thanks for keeping me in your prayers, that's really thoughtful of you!! I feel a bit better already. Some love in return!! <3

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[yyxy-seph]

Sephiroth getting drunk with his s/o?

Sephiroth getting drunk with S/O?

TW: Drinking

- Seph isn’t really the club type.

- He much prefers chilling with you at his house rather than being in a crowded, loud space.

- Even so, he didn’t fight it those couple of times Zack and Angeal dragged him and Genesis to the club.

- Therefore, If you were to invite him to one, I don’t think he’d decline. He’d just roll with it.

- So this could go two ways:

At the club:

- He orders the both of your drinks while you settle down at the bar.

- You both talk about your day and jobs with the occasional flirting back and forth.

- It isn’t long before you both start downing shots, the sweet, hard liquor intoxicating your bodies.

- You grab his smooth hand, leading him to the dance floor.

- The slow, sensual music begins to play.

- He clutches your waist, enclosing the space behind you.

- You two dance pleasantly and promiscuously to the sweet sounds.

- Then, The One-Winged Angel plants heated kisses upon your neck, now holding your thighs.

- It’s all too much! The feel of his sweet lips, his protective grip, and his soft hair brushing against your skin.

- It’s up to you what happens after that! :)

At his house:

- Sephiroth likes to set the mood with candles, music, candy, and different wines to pick from.

- He is a really romantic guy.

- You two are giggling and feeding each other chocolates; just enjoying yourselves.

- He asks: “Which wine is your favorite?”

- You take your pick, impressing him with your choice.

- Between the plentiful amount of drinks you both absentmindedly poured into your glasses, and the ongoing staring between your eyes,

- You had enough.

- You went in for a kiss while caressing his silver hair.

- He was surprised but he obviously liked it.

- In response, he pulled you into his lap and held you tight, deepening the kiss.

- The rest is up to you! :)

But as far as the way Sephiroth acts when drunk

- He’s doesn’t drink too much but will get moderately tipsy to drunk.

- In this state, he gets touchy-feely (we know he’s touch starved.)

- Each day of work as a SOLDIER is pretty hard and he’s quite assiduous about it.

- But he needs his precious down-time and preferably at home with you.

- You discover this lascivious nature about him that you didn’t know he had in him,, though he is a man with desires.

- I can also see him taking himself a little less seriously when drunk. He lets out a chuckle or two and makes amusing comments.

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I hope you enjoyed! Thank you so much for requesting.

[yyxy-seph]

I wanna try to make a writing request, of you say no tho I totally respect it m8.

But what if... Sephiroth has a timid gf who's literally attached to her old (and very raggy) baby blanket? (Despite being a grown woman) and like... she likes to cuddle it when upset? Like that thing is her most treasured earthly possession?

How would he react to finding out something that odd?

...again it's fine if you don't want to take the rq but uh, I uh... could relate to a prompt like this lol.

If u do decide to do it, sfw plz and maybe some fluff?

God bless and have a lovely day!

Hello! Thank you so much for requesting. I hope you’re also having a blessed day. Sorry for taking a bit on this but here it is.

- I don’t think he’d judge you for this at all.

- He might not be used to it at first but just give him a little time.

- When he is used to it, he’ll think that you’re super precious for it and hopes that he gives you the same feeling of comfort and protection.

- He’ll even grab it for you along with some snacks when you’re having a rough day.

- We all know that Seph is a sensitive guy so I think he’ll certainly understand and encourage you to do what feels best for you.

- and here’s an imagine I also made for you!

My Muse

Pre-Nibelheim! Sephiroth & Female! Reader

Description: An imagine in which Sephiroth is in a bad mood and he counteractively takes it out on you. You proceed to your prized possession trying to brush it off until he comes to you, feeling bad and you two have a sweet breakthrough.

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It was one of those days.

Sephiroth was on edge, with his phone to his ear, and his boots making the floor creak as he paced around.

The mixed sounds and aura of his anxiety were also putting you on edge. He was on the phone with Lazard, rejecting a mission request for whatever reason. He didn’t really like to keep you in the loop of his SOLDIER duties as he said he never wanted you to worry about his job. Although that’s just him reassuring you that he’ll be fine, You somehow still find it...disappointing. Truthfully, you have a right to know since you two are together.

If his life is put in jeopardy, so could yours be put in harms way. But then again, He’s Sephiroth. Maybe you shouldn’t worry. But he makes it so hard with the constant movement, twitching eyebrows, and-

“I’m not going on the mission. And that’s final!” He finally hung up the phone, having decided the conclusion.

He placed his phone on the table; heaving a sigh so hard, his back fell forcefully, revealing his stress and concern for the situation.

“Sephi, are you okay?” You asked in a warm tone.

He turned around swiftly. “What does my face say, Y/N? The only people I care for are turning their backs and dropping like flies before me. And how do you think that makes me feel?”

“I-I...”

“It’s as if people don’t even take the grain of salt I try to extend with my whole...heart-“

He cut himself off, suddenly gazing my way.

I looked him in his eyes in return.

“Will you leave too?”

“I never said that.” I spoke up.

“What do I look like? Huh, Y/N? Do I look heartless? If so, Is that why people assume I care less about the people I surround myself with? The fame doesn’t concern me, my power doesn’t control me. And why do I still get the short end of the stick?

“Seph, I-“

“You know what? Save it. I don’t even wanna talk to you right now.”

What even just happened? You tried to speak but he cut you off twice. This is his defense mechanism. He tries to shut people out when upset.

While even in the heat of the moment, he instantly regretted talking to you like that. Indeed, he does have a heart. Otherwise, you two wouldn’t be together. His heart is the reason you are together in the first place. You can empathize with his misunderstood and heavy heart. You want to figure him out and give him the love he deserves.

In silent retaliation, you stormed upstairs to your room to tend to your low spirits.

A few moments later, his heart began to ache while his face held a bit of sorrow. He felt so bad for lashing out at you. He sighed to himself once more.

“I have to do better. I love her too much to be acting like this.” His feet lead him upstairs to you, face down in your pillow with your precious blanket in your arms. That blanket was your most prized keepsake. The warmth in each fold seemed to shield you like no one else. It comforted you with Its scented memories and lighthearted aura.

No one seemed to understand your attachment and you don’t really care to explain it. What matters the most is that you know its significance and it’s your comfort.

There were a few occasions like this where after an argument or a hard day of work, you’d come right home to your possession. Sephiroth never really noticed this until the third time he’d caught you with it. And this time would count as the fifth.

He treaded lightly once more in your room, trying to get a feel of your mood.

“Y/N...” He started, “I’m- I’m so sorry. I don’t-“

“I thought you didn’t want to speak to me.” Your muffled voice sounded through the cloth.

“And I understand if you don’t want me to speak to you as well... I’ll give you your space. I’m sorry, my love.” His silver locks surpassed his face, nearly sinking to the floor as his head dropped.

Before he could leave, even with your timid heart, you spoke your mind.

“Why do you always do this, Seph? You cut me off and shut me down when I try to help you. And it never fails...” You say, clutching the blanket a bit tighter.

You continue on, “And you wonder why people think you’re heartless. It’s because when they extend their heart to you, you put it aside and make your SOLDIER duties your main focus. I try my hardest to get your attention and affection because I love you. And I know you love me too because I see it; but what will it take for you to settle down and just make time for those you love?”

Those words made a bigger impact than you initially thought. You said all the right things to get through to him and this day forward he really would take your love-driven advice.

Your relationship is not toxic at all. You both are just trying to understand each other as a new couple. Arguments can be healthy. Without them, there’s no breakthrough. And this was definitely what you two needed.

He lifted the covers up on your bed and got in next to you. You turned around to face him.

Your glistening cheeks appeared, showing that you had been crying. He grazed his thumb over your cheeks, wiping them dry.

“You’re so right. And I’m dead wrong. I want to be better for you, Y/N. I love you so much.”

“I love you too. Please try and communicate with me more. Don’t shut me out.” You added.

“I promise, dear.” He replied with a kiss on your forehead.

Right then, His green, cat-like eyes were staring deeply into yours. You blushed naturally, knowing you could never resist those gems.

He chuckled, already figuring you out. Until,

“Oh.. I keep meaning to ask. What’s with the blanket? I’m seeing a pattern here. I’m just curious.”

You swallowed, preparing to be judged. “I-it’s my source of comfort. I’ve had it since I was a child and... I’ve never seemed to detach myself from it.” You explained shyly.

His eyes trailed down to the intricate details on the cotton piece.

Not knowing what was going through his mind you said, “Sorry, I know it’s weird. Just forget I said anyth-“

“No! No. I understand. It’s your muse. I sort of have something similar.”

Your eyes lit up. “Really? What’s that?!”

He glanced to the side, moving his hair from over his chest and around his shoulder.

“You’ll laugh at me.”

This was honestly the most vulnerable you think you’ve ever saw him. And you liked that he was able reveal this quality of himself to you.

“Now, why would you think that? Just tell me, love.”

“My.....masamune.”

“I knew it!”

He smirked.

“Yeah, I can’t really explain it either but It’s my relief as well. I get this stream of confidence and comfort when holding it. Maybe it’s because I’ve been with it since my childhood as well.”

“We relate quite a bit, don’t we?”

“We do.” He agreed, pulling you closer to his body under the covers.

You two kissed, completely enamoring each other in warmth and love.

“Oh, Sephiroth.” You say.

“Hmm?”

“Call Lazard back. You’re doing that mission. You have to face your one-winged angels.”

He grinned once more at your clever words.

“Yes, Ma’am.”

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[yyxy-seph]

WHAT TYPE OF STUDENTS WOULD THE FFVII CHARACTERS BE IN SCHOOL??

TW: Cursing

I don’t own any of the following photos.

Part 1: Shinra Gang/The Turks

Part 2: Avalanche

Part 3: SOLDIER first-class

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Tifa

- Quite Talkative

- Keeps up with all assignments and is very organized

- Slight Bookworm

- You’ll most likely see her clinging to Cloud

- You need Tifa? Find Cloud.

- Communications major and Hospitality minor.

- Best Subject: Gym and World Literature.

- A honor roll

- Also Gymnastics or any other social club.

- Fashion Sense:

- Chance of Graduating: 89%

- Mishaps/Trouble: detention for kicking someone in their chest for saying a pervy comment.

Barret

- Talks quite a bit.

- Has glasses!

- Quite mellow and a smooth talker.

- Very smart and talented.

- Many girls like him and he’s very popular.

- Midgar football team??

- Engineering major and Education minor.

- Best Subject: Computer science and mathematics.

- A and B honor roll

- No real interest in clubs but joined the drama club for his record.

- Joined a biker club outside of school.

- Always dressed nicely.

- Fashion Sense:

- Chance of Graduating: 90%

- Mishaps/Trouble: Maybe a quick write-up for cursing out a disrespectful student.

Cloud

- Silent and Irritable.

- Don’t mess with him.

- He just wants to go home.

- He hates school.

- Why does it even exist?

- Regardless of how he feels he has no choice but to go.

- Won’t skip class because a microscopic part of him cares. Just a tiny bit.

- But will make various and weird excuses like “I missed the bus so I had to ride a Chocobo on the way here....or something”.

- Racket sports major (most likely tennis or badminton)

- Best Subject: Practical math and contemporary literature.

- B honor roll

- Debate club.

- Fashion Sense:

- Chance of Graduation: 70%

- Mishaps/Trouble: detention with a perky Jessie for getting flip with a teacher and Jessie defending him but also getting handed a delicious detention.

Jessie

- CHATTERBOX!

- I get big smartypants energy from young, high school Jess.

- But she’s also boy crazy.

- Talks to Tifa like, “There’s this new boy in my French class....”

- Mostly has her eye on Cloud though.

- Oh yeah, and she wears round shaped glasses.

- Also apart of the clumsy crew.

- A daydreamer but she still maintains good grades somehow.

- Genuinely enjoys school.

- Culinary arts major and gymnastics minor.

- Best Subject: Creative writing and Electronics.

- A and sometimes B honor roll

- Poetry and Physics club.

- Fashion Sense:

- Chance of Graduating: 95%

- Mishaps/Trouble: the most trouble she gets in is just getting tapped on the shoulder multiple times by the teacher for daydreaming.

Biggs

- Barely talks.

- He skips school a lot

- But when he does go, he’s umm...listening? I think.

- He always asking for supplies.

- “Do you have a pencil?”

- “Can I use your eraser?”

- Some teachers can’t stand him, some love him.

- Swim major? I just kinda feel like he’s a swimmer haha

- Best subject: Biology and Human Geography (when he actually attends lol)

- Never makes honor roll because grades are inconsistent.

- Book club but signed up just to look good??

- Fashion Sense:

- Chance of Graduation: Oof 60% (pls forgive me Biggs’ stans)

- Mishaps/Trouble: Multiple detentions and write-ups for being late and skipping.

Wedge

- Talks a lot.

- Struggles a bit with certain topics like math, history, and science. (And who can blame him? School is hard :( )

- He may feel a little down for a few minutes but his overachiever grit and spirit will keep him going!

- Does extra credit assignments, studies frequently, and even stays for after school remediation.

- A very hard worker.

- Meal breaks are greatly appreciated, thanks.

- Was a zoology major but changed to ceramics.

- An artist!

- Best Subject: Geography.

- B honor roll and sometimes A :)

- Art club!

- Fashion Sense:

- Chance of Graduating: 85%

- Mishaps/Trouble: Never gets in trouble; a pure sweetheart.

Aerith

- Yes, she talks. And doesn’t back down ofc.

- CHAOTIC.

- Debates with the teacher and their lesson.

- Always raising hand and asking questions.

- Always follows her heart and says what she believes in, even if that means pissing off the teacher with her viewpoints hehe.

- Gets asked out to EVERY school dance.

- Makes Cloud flustered with her comments every now and then.

- Gets pretty lonely sometimes so Cloud and Tifa always make sure to check up on her.

- Painting & Photography major.

- Best Subject: Global Studies and Art History.

- B honor roll

- In Yoga club to kill time and deal with past trauma :(

- Fashion Sense:

- Chance of Graduating: 70%

- Mishaps/Trouble: Detention for hitting a hoe with her staff because they held her waist without permission.

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I hope you guys enjoyed this post! And please feel free to tell me your thoughts and request more scenarios and imagines!

[yyxy-seph]

𝙎𝙝𝙤𝙬𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙁𝙁𝙑𝙄𝙄 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙨 𝙆-𝙥𝙤𝙥

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Reno:

- He’d be interested that you’re so interested in something. But he definitely wouldn’t want you to put it over him. Bc he’s selfish like that.

- Though, he still would want to see whats got you all hyped.

- You play one video. ‘BLACK HEART’ by UNB. HE’S IN LOVE!

- One day, you hear him singing to himself, “La dda dda dda La La La” as he’s twirling his tasing rod in the house.

- “Stop playing with that in the house! But I hear you, Reno~”.

- You guys start karaoke-ing around the house, switching each line between each other, singing in the gibberish Korean that intl. K-pop fans sing lol.

- It won’t be too long till he’s recommended a new song from Youtube. Then you hear....

- ‘“Listen to this 승전가!!” He’s vibing to ‘Victory Song’ by Stray Kids.

- He loves loves loves Stray Kids. His bias is Minho and his bias wrecker, Jisung.

- He also loves Got7, Day6, and KARD.

- His favorite girl group? ITZY and RED VELVET!

- He often makes references to Red Velvet songs.

- You guys gather around with a blanket to watch funny k-pop videos and new releases.

Tseng:

- The Turk tucks his hair behind his ear, trying to listen the best he can to what you’re listening to.

- Opens your door to find you having a dance party.

- You pause like a deer in headlights.

- “What’s this?”

- “K-pop”. You reply simply. Slightly embarrassed.

- “K-pop?”

- “Yeah. Korean pop music.”

- He races to your phone, eager to listen.

- He nods his head more and more. He’s entranced. He’s smiling.

- He was listening to ‘Black Swan’ by BTS.

- Big ARMY. Loves the Bangtan Boys!

- Does some digging of his own and listens to songs like ‘Rain’, ‘Autumn Leaves’, ‘Pied Piper’, so on. He especially likes the slower songs opposed to the upbeat ones. But an absolute exception is “Fire.”

- Buys you and him BTS tickets.

- He’s mostly too busy from work to explore other groups but there is one solo artist he really loves— Jay Park!

- You hear him singing “ALL I WANNA DOOO~”

Zack:

- Zack loves you! And he’s absolutely open to do anything with you. Yes, that means even watching your k-pop boys with you.

- But don’t you worry. Seeing as Zack is the lively and bubbly type, he’ll love it just as much as you. Maybe even a bit more!

- “OOH! Did you see that flip he did??” As you guys are watching dance practices.

- “Just you wait. I’m gonna break out into this dance in the training room”.

- Would possibly dye his hair like his bias.

- His ult groups are EXO, NCT 127, and ATEEZ.

- Absolutely loves Mark Lee & Choi San.

- He’s mostly a boy group stan but he thinks Moonbyul is super pretty.

Cloud:

- Not really his thing.

- He’s stated before that he doesn’t like dancing.

- And it isn’t his style of music. But—

- He’ll always prefer it over ‘One-Winged Angel’ hehe

- One day, He spots you all by yourself, scrolling on twitter.

- He sits next to you while you giggle to yourself.

- “Whatcha’ looking at?” He asks.

- “Just some videos.”

- He glances over your shoulder. “K-pop?”. You nod.

- But he doesn’t leave. He actually finds the tweets quite amusing.

- He begins laughing along with you at the BlackPink & SEVENTEEN memes.

- He may not be crazy about it, but it’s ok because he just loves the simple bonding you guys have over it.

- He may mention it here and there like, “What’s that group? .....The one you really like? I kinda thought their moves were cool.” Or “I saw them on TV this morning...they did good.”

- He even asks Tifa. “Hey...Tifa, You know BlackPink?”

Sephiroth:

- Oh, Sephiroth...

- As a psycho, who wants to destroy and conquer the planet....yeah no. He gives no fucks about it.

- But,,,as sane Seph, he loves a good bop or two.

- You show him a song, very excited for his reaction. And unexpectedly, he delivers.

- “Wonderful.” A small smile showing.

- He asks to listen to another song by this group. He rarely has a chance to loosen up and enjoy himself due to all the strenuous training he undergoes.

- But another reason he’s enjoying this is because it makes him feel human. The feeling, the emotion he feels when listening gives him a rush that he won’t admit.

- “Who is this, Y/N?”

- “Day6”. You say.

- Once he heard that, he made sure that in his free time he’d add some of their songs to his playlist.

- He loves ‘Sweet Chaos’, ‘I Wait’, ‘How Can I Say’, ‘Shoot Me’, etc.

- You’ll hear him humming these songs to himself as he’s making his morning coffee or putting on his uniform. And you love it.

- He also decided to never tell you this but Youtube recommended him “God’s Menu” by Stray Kids and he stays vibing to it.

[yyxy-seph]

Post Insane! Sephiroth X Black girl! Reader

𝒪𝓃𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓃𝑔, 𝓈𝒾𝓁𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝒸𝓀𝓈 pt.3

Part 2

Part 1

Warning: SUPER fucking cheesy! And I’m a relatively new FFVII fan so some of my wordings might be kind of weird. But if you want more content like this from me, just hit the heart!

Also, I’ve changed some of the events in the storyline. Avalanche hasn’t attacked Shinra just yet! But Sephiroth has already had his insane streak.

Context: Zack & Cloud set Y/N up on a blind date w/ Seph! Here, we will discover an interesting history between Seph and the reader as well as witness their adorable date!

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We continued on, running like kids to the closest battle destination. We chuckled while running, letting the wind breeze through our hair. And must I say, he is so gorgeous when the wind blows pushes his hair from his face.

We finally reached a point in the woods near a camping site. For a minute, I caught my breath while he just stood there, unbuttoning his shirt.

“Are..you not tired?”

“Not at all. My vitality is no joke.” By the end of his sentence, he was shirtless.

My eyes couldn’t believe what I was seeing. Is this a fucking ten pack?? He was unbelievably ripped.

“You’re not about to go all sexy beast on me, are you?”

He frowned. “No, no, no. Hey I’m a modest man. I would never do this on the first date to a beautiful, deserving woman like you.”

He lifted his suspenders over his shoulders and pulled over his coat with their astonishing, silver pauldrons.

I smirked. “In that case..”

I unbuttoned my dress, teasing him. The man who is always comfortable with a straight, unchanged face began blushing, nervously.

Next, I started sliding it down my slim and fit figure.

He turned around immediately, being respectful.

“No need, honey.”

He turned around again slowly.

Under the black & silver dress were my fighting clothes. My leather shorts were exposed while I slid on my black gloves.

The transformation made him speechless.

“I-I... ah”

“Sephiroth??”

“Your outfit is different from the last time we spoke.”

“Yeah, a girls gotta grow up right?”

“But, an outfit this sexy?”

“And just as affective!”

“Marry me now.”

“Now, hold your Chocobos, Simperoth! Like you said to me that night, “If we were to have a relationship, I need to have a good fighter and a good kisser. If you fail at one thing, you must perfect the other. Otherwise, we never know what could be.”

He made a determined smile with challenged eyes.

“You better prove yourself, right here, right now.”

He got into position, and so did I. The time was now for him to really earn my heart.

He ran swiftly toward me, clashing his sword against mine. I blocked it instantly and ducked, as I saw his next swing coming right before me. I kicked him off his feet and got right back up and over him, aiming my masamune over his face.

I retrieved it back to my shoulder and helped him get up.

“Hmm, I see you’ve gotten much better.” He said.

“Yup. Round two?”

“That wasn’t even a round.”

“Technically, it was.”

We went at it again. I ran his way while he came toward me. I hit his sword in and undercut motion, making him have more force on top. Trying to get from under his grip, I leaned to the right.

His blade almost caught my feet but I jumped up in time, and slid mine under his chin.

“You’re good. Very, very good.” He informed. His eyes had narrowed, indicating a bit of arousal.

“Are you... turned on?” I asked, giggly.

“Quite likely.”

We continued once more. He extended his blade to the ground to catch me off guard. Instead, I ran on his thin blade and jumped over his head, landing perfectly to aim at his back.

With quick movements, he turned around and pressed his masamune over mine again. The pressure was quite strong as his was longer than mine.

I fell to my knees with a little pout of failure.

He extended his hand in front of me. I grabbed his and he kissed mine.

“Round 3?”

“Yeah, yeah.” I rolled my eyes.

It started with me lunging at him. He blocked it by pushing me away with his blade. I ran back and clashed my sword with his at different angles. This went on for a while until I jumped high, hitting his blade with an over head attack.

He hit mine back at a lower angle, pushing my blade up too high for me to reach. It eventually slipped out of my hands and fell tip forward into the soft grass and dirt. Panicking, I ran to retrieve it while he ran after me.

I wanted him to win but I also wanted to prove myself.

I gripped the sword quickly and securely with Sephiroth not too far behind. Our swords clashed some more. The battle was getting more intense. Suddenly, he lifted his foot and did a roundhouse kick. I ducked, eyeing his every move. While getting back up, I met his shiny masamune in my face while my purple one also clashed with his perfectly.

It was one of those moments where both of our forces were strong so our swords stayed in place as we held cocky, love driven stares.

In no time, I was unexpectedly being lifted off the ground and up in the air. He was flying with his wing, tightly holding my waist.

“S-seph, you’re cheating.”

He just ignored me, while still flying until he reached a spot in the clouds that he felt was perfect.

“It’s not cheating if I already have your heart.”

“That’s-“

I got cut off by the feeling of his tender lips, melting into mine and fitting perfectly. He tightened both arms around my waist, making sure I wasn’t scared and ensuring comfort.

He tucked my hair behind my ear and bit my lip, asking for tongue access. I agreed and we were making out just like that night seven years ago. Except this time, there is more passion and desire. More hunger to be together. I felt the connection.

Our lips parted at once. We were still in the sunset with clouds surrounding.

We stared in each other’s eyes, lost in our minds. Until I finally spoke.

“Wow...”

He instantly laid his head on my shoulder, hugging me tighter. I could feel all his pain from the past few years up to this moment.

He lifted his head up and then started kissing my neck. Then that led to sucking and biting. I couldn’t keep my mouth shut from his actions. It all felt too good. I was moaning like crazy.

He finally ceased.

And I was honestly amazed at his work.

“You really are the full package.” I stroked his ego.

He chuckled and smirked. “For the record, back then, you were a really good kisser. I just had to get my kissing together.”

I blushed at his words. “Well, you certainly did. I wanted more.”

“I heard. Can’t wait to hear how you sound when you’re under me-“

“Seph!” I giggled shyly as he flew us back down.

“But that’s for another day. I just wanna take my time with you and treat you right.”

“I love you.” I said right out.

“I love you more. Gaia, you don’t know hold long I’ve been wanting to say that!” He stressed.

He took me on home, as this was the final destination wrapping up our date.

“I had a lot of fun with you, tonight. I’m glad we did this.” I told him.

He nodded. “Me too. What should our next date be?”

We strolled through the small crowd of people in the SOLDIER dorm territory.

I could hear in the background that some people were freaking out and gossiping because it was Sephiroth. But I guess they figured not to interrupt since he was being normal and minding his business.

Until one guy interrupted...

“Hey! Sephiroth! You’re not supposed to be out here if you’re not a SOLDIER! Why don’t you just leave and go be an evil bastard somewhere else!”

I stood there, waiting for something to pop off immediately afterward. Thus, Seph just stood there, brushing it off. His only reply was, “You see me minding my business, so mind your damn own.”

The man was taken aback. With one more threatening glare from him, the man ran off.

“I suppose you keep training. Your combat is shit from what I remember!” He yelled jokingly.

We laughed up until we reached my dorm with Zack. Cloud hung out here sometimes even though he’s an ex- SOLDIER.

With three knocks from me, blond, spiky streaks of hair fell above me.

“Hey, Cloud!”

“Hey, how was your date?” He questioned, glaring at Sephiroth a bit.

“It was divine! I loved every second.” I explained while Seph tightened his grip around my waist.

“And you?” Cloud asked again, hinting a Sephiroth’s quietness.

“I loved it just as much, if not more. She has charms and a personality that I can’t resist.”

I turned around hugging him fully before going inside. He said goodnight to us all after small-talk with Cloud.

The night ended quite pleasantly. I didn’t expect this but I’m so not mad at it. I can’t wait to be enveloped in his warmth as each day goes by.

Once I settled in, Zack couldn’t stop asking questions. He wanted to know everything we did and said. Cloud wanted to know as well even though he pretended he didn’t care.

After all of that, we watched movies and headed for Midgar in the morning. The next day, I’d be an ex-SOLDIER and Sephiroth’s woman.

“Umm...Y/N??”

“What?”

“Is that a hickey???”

“Maybe???” I smirked.

Oops.

[yyxy-seph]

Post Insane! Sephiroth X Black girl! Reader

𝒪𝓃𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓃𝑔, 𝓈𝒾𝓁𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝒸𝓀𝓈 pt.1

Part 2

Part 3

Warning: SUPER fucking cheesy! And I’m a relatively new FFVII fan so some of my wordings might be kind of weird. But if you want more content like this from me, just hit the heart!

Also, I’ve changed some of the events in the storyline. Avalanche hasn’t attacked Shinra just yet! But Sephiroth has already had his insane streak.

Context: Zack & Cloud set Y/N up on a blind date w/ Seph! Here, we will discover an interesting history between Seph and the reader as well as witness their adorable date!

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“Y/N, come here.” Zack ordered once more. I let out another sigh of frustration at how he had set me up on a blind date with no warning.

He said that he was tired of watching me worry over the thought of not being able to find a fine man, get married, and have kids as a SOLDIER.

So he set me up on a blind date with a tiny bit of input from Cloud. I know right? As if he really cares about stuff like this. But Cloud has been acting really strange about it and it kinda upsets me how they’re making plans without my input.

Before I left the SOLDIER territory, Cloud showed up just to tease me. On my way out he said “He’ll never be just a memory to you, you love him too much.”

What does that even mean? He also said that this guy I’d be meeting is a pretty, popular ex- SOLDIER.

Zack told me not to lift one finger in preparation for the date since he was planning it all. He even picked my outfit.

A little black dress with a turtleneck, low slit in the front, and cinched waist. It also had silver buttons and bows along the back. The heels were probably the most interesting part though.

They were gladiator-style, thigh-high sandals with a chunky heel. But, they weren’t just ordinary heels. They had a shuriken intruding in the back that could also be used during battle. How stylish!

I gotta give it to Zack. He could be a part-time stylist. He even called the shoes “cute and dangerous”.

He entered my view with his regular gleam in his eyes.

“I think you’ll really like this guy. He’s just your type-badass, first-class...well, former SOLDIER, long hair, certainly committed, and kinda fucking crazy-“

“I’m not sure if that description helped much for my worries.” I cut him off.

He laughed nervously but continued, reassuring me it’d be ok.

“But no really, you’re just his type too! Pretty, curvy, great fighter, determined. He really likes bad girls, and to me, you’re pretty damn bad on the field. You can fight your ass off! Proves why you’re first-class!”

A smile spread across my face.

“That’s very sweet of you, Zack. That’s why you’re my best friend!”

He beamed in return. “No problem. But one more thing before you go in.” He said more seriously.

“Okay...”

“If he goes bat-shit crazy again and tries to hurt you, yell for me as loud as you can. Promise me.”

“Again?? And I can handle myself, Zack.”

“I know you can! Just promise me.” He said, holding my hands and tightening his grip.

“Fine. I promise.”

“Now go blow his mind with those mako-infused eyes!”

I chuckled at his words and went into the room, one step at a time in my heels.

It was a restaurant. The walls were painted the vermillion shade of red. Black stripes were also painted in certain spots, accentuating a romantic vibe.

“Where is he, where is he?” I asked myself with each step. I was starting to get nervous. All those years of fighting off countless enemies and this is what has me the most anxious and uncomfortable.

Just then, I spotted a man sitting by himself as if he was waiting on someone to join. He had silver locks from what I could see but his head was turned to the kitchen of the restaurant so his face remained mysterious.

I sat down on the empty seat in front of him, curious to meet this man.

He turned his head swiftly, to the sound of me placing my hands on the glass table.

“Hey- SEPHIROTH??”

His cutely shaped lips rose in attraction.

“Hello, princess.” He responded.

I was completely and utterly shocked. Sephiroth, the best warrior in Shinra. The guy who lost his mind and caused the Nibelheim incident. The guy who is somehow still good looking to me even after all the fucked up shit he did. The silver haired man of my dreams who broke my heart when I was younger.

Even though we’ve had little to do with each other in the past, he still meant a lot to me until he faded from my mind. That is, after he went insane.

He liked me, I liked him. It was evident. We were young and in the SOLDIER program. He took up my mental space rather than training. I liked him that much. But he was more focused on his training and never considered dating. He just thought I was a pretty face and that we’d be nothing more.

He worked his way up to first class through his amazing fighting ability while I stayed behind due to my lack of interest. Fighting was just a thing to do. It was never too important to me.

The night before the Nibelheim incident, we shared a kiss. He snuck to my dorm out of curiosity (and desperation due to his previous conversation with Genesis), it seemed. He said, “ if we were to have a relationship, I need to have a good fighter and a good kisser. If you fail at one thing, you must perfect the other. Otherwise, we never know what could be.”

I sat up on my bed and pressed my lips against his. He leaned in more, deepening it. Soon, we were making out. Until, we weren’t.

He just left after that. No words were spoken. He just slid on his coat and left.

The next night, he’d lost his mind. And once the word had spread that this happened, my heart was instantly broken.

I thought things like, ‘Why would he do such a thing?’, ‘He didn’t love me.’, ‘I would’ve been there for him through all this chaos’, ‘He just played with my emotions and used me’, ‘He didn’t like the kiss’, and so on.

With my new wound, I decided to nurture it by taking my frustrations out during training. I trained as hard as I could, making my way up to first class. Everyone was shocked, especially Cloud. He thought he’d never see the day that I took training seriously.

But here I am. And now I’m in front of my past love, Sephiroth, who never seemed to care about me and... now does? Why did Zack set me up like this?

“I-I can’t believe I’m on this date with you right now.” I admitted with crossed arms and growing hatred.

His green cat-like eyes sparkled under the florescent lights. “Sure, you can’t. But you are. And there’s no turning back now.”

“Oh, yes there is.” I shot back while getting up.

He leaned forward over the table and laid his hand on top of mine, grasping it in his clutch. “I left you...and I’m sorry for that, but I’m not letting you leave.”

He flashed another attractive glare while more of his long hair fell over his shoulder, revealing once more that it was him.

Uh, I hate myself for still thinking he’s handsome.

“Why should I stay?” I asked, half-way giving in already.

“Because I won’t hurt you like I did before.”

I sighed, still being disappointed.

“Tuh, it’s only a matter of time before you’re blowing my head off or impaling me with your masamune.”

“Baby, I would never, never you.” He stated with promising eyes.

The nickname caught me off guard, making me fall a bit more for him.

“Just sit down and I’ll tell you everything. I swear. The truth and nothing but.”

I gazed down at his hand, still caressing mine, and back up at his green eyes.

I can’t believe I’m giving into this.

“Start talking.”

He began while I sat back down.

“I never meant to hurt you, really. I just didn’t intend to be in a relationship at that time or do the things I did the next night.”

“Why did you get my hopes up that night then?” I questioned, still being defensive.

“I-I just c-couldn’t control myself. I didn’t know how I felt about you. But now I do.”

“And now I’m supposed to sit here and take you back just like that? What about how I feel?” I replied and continued.

“Will you be able to control yourself if I piss you off one day, or is that the old Seph?” How do I know you’re telling me the truth and not just using me again?”

“Y/N, I don’t expect you to believe me or take me back but just hear me out.”

“I’m waiting...”

“The night I found out the entirety of my origins, I just couldn’t deal. I’d been lied to my whole life so far and had a deep feel for anger and assassination. I hated Shinra, I hated everything. My mind had gone elsewhere and that wasn’t me. I’ve calmed down and found the real reason for my existence. And that’s being a great SOLDIER, saving the planet, being the fine man you wanted, and giving you the world.”

Not gonna lie, his words were really touching. I could see the sincerity in him. But I still wasn’t ready to give in just yet.

“It’s that easy?” I asked.

“It’s only that easy if you show me the way. I need you. I want you.”

More silence and confliction rolled through me as I started realizing he might be telling the truth.

[yyxy-seph]

Sephiroth: “W-what does your hoodie say?”

Me: One-Winged Wife!”

[yyxy-seph]

Writing Rules

I do take requests! Don’t be shy, request away~

My schedule is quite busy though. So please be patient with me :)

Fandoms I write about:

FFVII

Mostly the characters:

Sephiroth (as well as his remnants ig lol)

Cloud

Tifa

Barret

Aerith

Tseng

Zack

Genesis

Angeal

Vincent

Reno

Rude

(Probably the other Final Fantasy games too after I dig deeper into them)

Mostly any K-pop Group! I’m a multi-stan.

But these are my mains:

BTS

LOONA

MAMAMOO

ATEEZ

STRAY KIDS

RED VELVET

I’m also a HUGEEE K-rnb/Khh fan! I write for:

DPR

BIBI

DEAN

H1GHER MUSIC
AOMG

SAAY

MOON

CRUSH


HEIZE

LOCO

JISELLE

ETC. (The list literally goes on and on.)

Main Rules:

- I’m comfortable with writing sfw and nsfw content!

Please let me know whether you want a reaction or imagine—or both!

I won’t write anything I find uncomfortable.

For my Black and other POC, please don’t be scared to request a black s/o being included! I want us to be represented on this blog.

You can request a specific gender or ask me to keep it gender neutral. :)

You are allowed to share your thoughts and feelings on my work but please no hate!

And that’s basically it! Have fun requesting!

[yyxy-seph]

Hello! I’m very much alive! I just wanted to update you guys on what’s been going on in my life and why I haven’t been posting.

Basically, in the first semester of my junior year of high school, I was taking 9 classes! Yes, and they were beating MY ASS😭 2 of which were a Japanese class with three assignments due each week and a dual enrollment class w/ hella essays to type. And let’s not forget the fact that I was taking TWO english classes at the same time. Too many essays to write😔 But at least I passed both with an A.

So yeah, I was getting 4 hours of sleep on average every night. Hopefully the next semester will be better for me! Wish me luck. And hopefully I can write some more imagines and post more art here.

I WILL BE BACK THOUGH. And that’s a promise. I love this account and I’m gonna continue to use it. Plus I will add more fandoms on as well!

Thanks guys, love you :)

[yyxy-seph]

Reply: @little-leeu

little-leeu

Hi, I leave my writings open to interpretation when it comes to how a reader looks. ☺️ That way it includes everyone. I don't even mention their haircuts

Omg! Thank you so much for responding to my post. I didn’t think anyone would see this haha. I love your writing! and that is something that I noticed and definitely love about your writing. When I come up with something that I think is really good, I’ll be sure to send you a request! lol, I need more Sephiroth in my life. :)

Btw I did this reply post a longg time ago but I’m still new to tumblr so I kinda messed up haha. I hope you see this now. My mistake 😂

[yyxy-seph]

One Last Time—Like The First Time.

Sephiroth! X Black Girl! Reader

(Setting: Shinra Building) Warning: Nsfw content ahead.

@tithesandofferings ___________________________ “I....wanted to speak to you privately, Y/N.” Sephiroth began while pushing the door closed behind him. “Baby, what’s the matter?” You asked, eyeing his somber expression. Sephiroth sat on the desk and crossed his arms, one leg hanging off and the other planted on the ground. It wasn’t hard to tell; he was about to deliver bad news. “Seph?” “Come here.” He urged. “Seph….you’re scaring me.” He remained silent. He didn’t dare to speak until you were in the clutch of his hands because he really needed you to know that his intentions were utterly sincere. “I know I haven’t been the easiest boyfriend to deal with…but now I’m absolutely certain that I’ll just bring you more pain than happiness. And I believe the best option as of now would be for me to set you free…” “What? You’re breaking up with me?”

You couldn’t believe your ears, especially after all the things you’ve done for him: The support and love you gave him when he was at his lowest points, the breakthroughs you two have had in your relationship, and the most intimate of moments that’ll stay in your hearts and minds forever…..was that not enough?

He stared down at his feet, quite devastated at the situation.

“I’m afraid so, my darling. I’ve just received some news and it won’t allow us to continue this.”

“What news?!” You asked, eyes now watering.

Sephiroth avoided your eyes, not really wanting to share. He wanted to protect you from the truth because he loved you so much.

With no response given, you rolled your eyes.

“Forget it. It doesn’t even matter.” You muttered.

But he, still wanting to prove his sincerity, spoke more.

“Y/N, I love you dearly…..more than I love myself. You know that, right?” His voice became unsteady, revealing that he was in just as much pain as you were.

At once, you began sobbing hardly. The distress in your voice truly hurt his heart.

He pulled you in closer and hugged you, feeling terrible.

Without thinking, you wrapped your arms around his thin torso and glided your hands through his thick hair that spread out along the table.

Your emotions were all over the place. You were angry at him. You felt bad about yourself. But you also thought that maybe this was for the best.

Still, this all felt so sudden. And it also felt like he was choosing his job over you. Of course, his job matters but what did all these years with you mean to him?

You needed reassurance and closure; for him to prove his love to you.

“Am I really not that special to you—that you can toss me away because someone told you to?”

He pulled you from his embrace, looking hurt that you would even say such a thing.

“That’s not the case. You’re the very first woman I’ve given my heart to. And that will never change.”

“Yeah…but was that matter now, Seph? You’re breaking up with me.”

“It means that you do mean a lot to me!” He started raising his voice.

He was getting frustrated because you weren’t listening to him. He had made himself so vulnerable and yet you were looking past that because you needed validation.

“Look, If this is the end for us….please give me one last thing to hold onto….to savor.” You begged.

You needed him to show you, kiss you, pull your hair, anything…you were desperate.

“Like what?”

“Touch me….Fuck me.”

If one thing is for sure, he always made you feel so good without a doubt. So, you’d make sure to savor this last time like it was the first.

He nodded.

“I’ll show you then. I’ll prove it to you.” He promised.

In one motion, he placed you on his lap and pressed his lips onto yours greedily.

This immediately got your adrenaline pumping.

Instantly gaining control, his fingers held your chin up while he kissed you so roughly and passionately.

His ungloved hands unbuttoned your dress and then he threw it onto the floor; all while still being attached to your brown, glossy lips.

“Don’t be selfish,” he said between kisses.

“You know I’d give you the world”

You could feel his agitation in the way he kissed you, almost like he was a starved man.

He was serious about you.

Soon, when you two finally pulled apart, he left you gasping for air. Honestly, Sephiroth enjoyed how hot and bothered he made you.

He thought about giving you a small break but he decided not to. He got up and pinned you on the desk then pulled your panties to the side.

Two fingers did the trick, rubbing across your heat. He also used his tongue while dipping his fingers deep into you. It didn’t take long for you to get wet. You could get off to just the sight of him.

You observed his precious, well-kept hair lying on the floor beneath you two. You reached for the long strands to hold onto as he did his dirty work.

He always loved how you loved his hair; the way you helped him take care of it and even massaged it whenever he was stressed about work.

He did things like that for you as well; He’d run his hands along your smooth, dark skin and give you massages when you needed them.

You guys were a really cute couple. A fact many couldn’t deny.

The both of your skin tones complimented each other so well and many people thought so whenever they saw you two hugged up.

This would be a hard adjustment for the both of you.

Anyway, his tongue felt so good against your folds and he could tell this by your unsteady breathing and loose moans.

“Mhmm..fuck, baby. That feels so good. Please..don’t stop.”

“I’m just getting started~” He spoke against your pussy.

Then he pulled his dripping fingers out and licked them clean.

He came back up, kissed your body for a while, and then whispered in your ear.

“I mean what I say. And nothing I say is in vain.”

You could feel his clothed hard-on against you as he still pinned you to the desk.

Naturally, you felt on it, craving it so much.

He groaned at your touch but told you “Not yet.”

Seph slid your panties off completely and began giving you the best head you’ve ever had.

“Ohhhh, my God.”

Pleasure roamed throughout your whole body.

This was definitely one of the perks of having a superhuman boyfriend. Well, Ex-boyfriend.

His silver hair remained in your hands for support.

You were dripping down there and he was licking up all of your juices.

“Fuck! Ah, I-I’m gonna cum!” You screamed.

“Then cum.”

And when you did, he cleaned you up and started unbuckling his pants.

He rose back to your level while still towering over you. He pulled his length out and pressed it against you, teasing you a bit.

“On top of the desk—right now.” He demanded.

You lifted yourself on top and he wasted no time inserting himself inside you. He eased his way in, trying not to hurt you with his size.

He played with your breasts while working his way in deeper.

It wasn’t long before he was thrusting into you and grunting sexily as he picked up more momentum.

The force of him pushing into you, drove you wild.

And he looked so good which only made this harder. You couldn’t believe your dream man would be out of your life after this.

The sight of his broad shoulders extracting, long eyelashes fluttering, and hair falling over his shoulder was so ethereal.

He was getting so lost in the feeling of you, that he must’ve forgotten he was at work (or maybe he just didn’t care).

He lifted up both of your legs and began pushing his cock even deeper inside you.

Getting lightheaded from all the pressure, you laid back on the table while he pleased you so well.

You moaned like a maniac and then oh-

He hit your sweet spot. Again, and again until you had your big orgasm.

You were more breathless this time. He enjoyed the sight of you struggling once more while he pulled out of you and came on your stomach.

However, he let you catch your breath.

You started thinking thoughts like “This marks the end” and “No more Seph and me”.

You stared up at the ceiling becoming sorrowful.

“Hey,” he began while putting his hair in a ponytail with the wristband he had. “Do you believe me now?”

You nodded vigorously in response.

“You know I’m not the best with my words.”

You sighed. “I know. I’m beyond satisfied now....but I’m just really gonna miss you....This’ll take a while for me to accept.”

He held your hands and squeezed them.

“Same.”

The room filled with silence (which was drastically different from how it was a few minutes ago).

But Sephiroth broke the silence and tried to lighten the mood by saying:

“Is this all the thanks I get?”

You chuckled, catching his drift.

“We’re not done just yet.”

He asked for permission to touch your hair and you nodded, answering ‘yes’.

He tucked your hair behind your ears, and glided his hands all through it while you got lost in his bright eyes.

And with you least expecting it, he pushed your head down to his cock so you could thank him the right way.

He thrusted in your mouth a little, making you choke. He knew you liked it rough.

You took him in your mouth as far as you could while also using your hand to add to the pleasure.

He stared down at you cockily and caressed your natural hair.

Sometimes you were self-conscious of your hair; a lot of girls in Midgar had flowing, “good hair” and so you would try and press your hair for “the look” but it would never last that long. Sephiroth never cared about those types of things. He made it clear that he loved you for you on multiple occasions.

Maybe you just looked past all those signs.

The more you thought about it...he absolutely did love you. He just had his quiet ways of showing it.

“Ah, just like that.”

He groaned, leaning his head back at the amazing pleasure you were giving him.

You finished it off with a handjob, in which he came quickly and finished in your mouth.

“Thank you, darling. It was really good.”

“I’m glad you liked it.” You said, slipping your clothes back on.

“It was just like the first time we did it. It gave me those same chills.” He admitted while zipping his pants back up again.

“I’m really glad.” You said again, finally dressed.

The sadness crept back into you.

It also crept back into him.

You headed toward to door.

He tried to find more words before you opened that door. He hated the fact that he was hurting you. But it really was for the best.

“....No hard feelings?”

“Never.” You reassured with a fake smile.

He flashed a sad smile back at you. “Love you.”

“Love you too.” You said and then closed the door with tears streaming down your face.

~The End~

[yyxy-seph]

I promise I haven’t been impaled by the masamune guys. School has just been CRAZY.

[yyxy-seph]

Tried a different art style today! We have Tsengru and a Seph!☺️

Should I try this art style more?! I think I like it but also I’m kinda self conscious.