#youve earned it

[vcollies]

sorry dont mind me im getting emotional about the relationship between michael bluth and george michael bluth

[matchbet-allofthetime]

He did so much... He made change of all kinds, but most of all, he made us smile.

A smile wasn't much, but it was honest work.

[fieldsandfurrets]

In need of help!!

I haven't really been active on tumblr (im really bad at even talking to my friends on discord enough to keep them updated on my life, so keeping an active tumblr account was never realistic) but im in a bad situation, and i need some help with it

I am trying to get my name legally changed, and my mom was completely supportive in this endeavor

she was the one paying for it as well, but i told her that i also wanted to change my last name, and she completely retracted her support, as well as her payment

i am now without the funds to get my name legally changed, so i resorted to this:

i know its a long shot, but i cannot do this without help, and i dont currently have a form of income (unemployed + in the process of getting long term disability payment + still living with parents = no money)

any help, be it any form of sharing, donation, or even just a kind word, would be very much appreciated, and help a ton thank you for reading have a lovely day!

[doodlebloo]

It's like. That "nuke explosion" ending was, like so many things on the server, driven almost exclusively by outside forces that had nothing to do with the plot of the story i.e the fact that at that time all CCs were expected to make their lore fit into a "season two" of the server.

The fact that only a few days after the finale Tubbo was live onstream admitting that he didn't even like the ending and would've given his character a softer epilogue, with similar sentiments from other streamers... Them finally being able to say, "That ending wasn't sincere and so it didn't matter, our characters DID finally get to rest" is so fucking healing and soothing to hear.

TommyInnit logged on and said Nuke explosion? Amnesia? Season two?? Bro you had a nightmare none of that was real. And for that I owe him my life

[astraskylark]

I saw a lot of people bring up that post about loving someone so much you resurrect them but then come back wrong but this is clearly not the case? Falin looks beautiful? She's so pretty and strong and has wings? How is any of this wrong my girl got an upgrade

[intotheelliwoods]

enjoy the water bottles 👍👍

Stay hydrated out there!

@tmntaucompetition

[astralscrivener]

keith and lance are so ride or die for each other it's not even funny

[pinkseas]

(bighugemassive isat spoilers vvv)

thinking about loop in the sif is out au has me experiencing a very special kind of agony

just. just. siffrin, alone!! looping completely alone, none of their party members, not a soul in all of dormont, no star under the favor tree. only them, for years-decades-thousands of loops, until they finally, finally give up. until they can't do it anymore. and then waking up. in a world where their entire party is stuck in that time loop EXCEPT for them.

having to watch themselves over, and over, and over again, messing up and being utterly useless and holding every single one of the others back. the only idiot who doesnt remember. loop, working with a party that is no longer theirs to save a version of themselves who has never known a day of real hardship or suffering. a stupid, aimless traveler trapping each and every one of them here, loop included, who doesnt even have the decency to know theyre doing it! funny how there are two of them, now, and yet BOTH of them have completely and utterly failed their entire party in such drastically unique and awful ways. forcing them to relive this for eternity.

at least none of loop's party remembered. at least loop was useful in that they could take away the other's pain, shoulder it all on their own. siffrin can't even do that. all they're doing is hurting everyone more. and they don't know.

they're the reason, they're the key, it's their fault everyone is suffering and they dont even know!!!! useless. worse than useless. if only one of these loops they would just stay dead. it'd be better for everyone, that way, for their party and loop and even themselves. loop knows how it feels. loop understands. yeah the others have each other and loop had no one but at least loop is capable of helping the others now!!! at least loop can remember!!! siffrin doesnt deserve this he doesnt deserve the love and care and affection (affection he doesnt even RECOGNIZE, doesnt appreciate or cherish, takes for granted over and over and over again) he doesnt deserve to wake every day in blissful ignorance of the way hes ruined everything and everyone around him!!!!!!

loop who knows it all and who gets to watch the entire party except for siffrin work together and support each other. gets to see just how much better off they are without sif in the way. loop isnt even siffrin, anymore. theyre Good now theyre Useful now they Understand now. siffrin doesnt and never will. watching the careful, quiet way siffrin falls further and further behind. another timeline and still completely alone. thats just what the universe wants from them, loop thinks. for every siffrin out there to suffer.

and ohhhh if/when they break the loops depending on how that goes... siffrin who did nothing to contribute who did nothing to deserve this who shouldnt even EXIST being handed victory and unconditional love on a silver fucking platter and loop who just has to watch............

[lovesickeros]

lord its so dark in here the sahara desert of tsaritsa content you are like a shining oasis. your characterisation of her compels me & mihoyo would be hard pressed to top it imo.!! caaaaan i humbly request yr thoughts on her first meeting w a reader of any kind, or maybe even multiple kinds (sagau, sagau god au, isekai, etc) if you so desire...

it really is like a desert here. being the fan of a character we aren't getting until the last damn nation is driving me up a wall but i will persevere bc if nothing else i support morally bankrupt women in media. we r in a severe drought over here but i do my best. unfortunately nothing i say is ever coherent so pull out your translation notes its abt 2 be messy

also this got out of hand but thats bc first meetings w the tsaritsa are tricky to write + a LOT of her characterization lies in deeper exploration then just surface level yknow...NOT A DIG AT YOU this is just my excuse for rambling. gently pats the tsaritsa she can hold so much complexity i do not have the word count to delve into it completely :]

gonna talk cult au for a bit here though because that's 99% of my content. and honestly? she thrives in sub au's of the cult au like villain au + imposter au. it's basically made for her. i mean, early days, the imposter au had been going around for a little while but one of the first few ideas was the Fatui taking reader in so like. it kinda technically actually was. pretty sure cult au Tsaritsa popped up because of the imposter au. a lot of it's writers kinda left though which. man am i getting old or.

anyway.

there isn't much of a chance her first impression is all that positive. at best it's usually neutral, imo, but rarely if ever positive. specifically because i view the Tsaritsa as someone who isn't as fanatical as most of the acolytes typically are towards the creator. she's not exactly going to worship the ground you walk on unlike a certain geo lizard. which is partially why i think she thrives in the sub au's i mentioned.

imposter au, for example. she meets you at your lowest. there's no gaudy extravagance or pampering from the acolytes waiting for you because your own acolytes have turned on you. for all intents and purposes you aren't a "god" at all. which is why i don't think she meshes well with normal cult au reader. the Fatui are made up of outcasts, basically, and imposter au slots right in just perfectly. you're weak, at your lowest, when you meet the Fatui in the imposter au. and the Fatui can help you, too.

a mutual exchange, really. the Tsaritsa sees a tool she can use to one up the rest of the nations and especially Archons, and she has no qualms about you using her and the Fatui in turn. you both want something out of it, after all. whether you just want to be safe from the rest of the acolytes, or you want revenge, or whatever else..she'll give you the power to fulfill it, and she gains the strongest piece on the chessboard when all is said and done.

the best way i can describe the first meeting is "practical", i suppose. she sees an opportunity in you. the ultimate gamble. because if she "saves" you, and you dont trust anyone else because they tried to kill you, well..she holds all the cards, doesn't she?

but the Tsaritsa, imo, is just as capable of being just as fanatical towards you as anyone else. she just won't worship you as the creator. but as yourself? clawing your way back to your divine power and taking back what belongs to you? the Tsaritsa is, to me, a character who's character flourishes in long-term fics more because she changes a LOT between "just met reader" and after having been with reader for some time. she's practically apathetic at the beginning but a lot of her character, in my characterization, shines through LONG after the first meeting.

[kaal-naagin]

Smart person. Smart person. (I just asked because I'm from that field of study)

You can call me Ani . What should I call you?

Hi.

I saw your ask on a Mutual's page and couldn't help but pop in.

Are you a student of microbiology?

Hiya!

No way 😂

I have a masters in chemistry and i am currently pursuing another one in enviornmental science 😊

I have a subject named Epidermology and Ecotoxicology tho

[lazycranberrydoodles]

mxtxtober day 2: rain

@vampirefaun’s fic Thousand Gold Come-And-Go Stew is the canonical Hua Cheng memory loss extra to me so go read it if you haven’t already! I’ve wanted to make fanart of it for a while, and even did a sketch in August (below the cut) but finally got around to it because of today’s prompt :)

the sketch i made in august ↓. the colors on this were already pretty harmonized so i colormapped them a little bit more to use as a palette for my final drawing.

[beansinjeans]

tlc

[uhuraborealis]

was talking about expressions and turns of phrase that we use and undertsand what they mean even if we dont know their origin [think 'bite the bullet'/'kick the bucket'/'the whole 9 yards']

and i think money expressions are like that for younger federation folks in trek,

like some kid on tng enterprise is like "i don't get paid enough for this!" when theyre exasperated and deanna trys so hard not to lose it

[oscconfessions]

She battle on my island till I dream

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[habitual-truant]

i watch 1 (ONE) play through of endoparasitic 2 and suddenly its all i can think abt

[mihotose]