#your English is excellent btw no worries there :)

[deluxewhump]

okay probably a dumb question but I love the thought of long term whump, what would happen if Erik never got caught/never did anything to get caught and Carlo stayed with him till he (Erik) passed away or moved? (wherever he did in the journals) also, what would happen if Erik did pass away with Carlo still in his care?

(english also isn't my first language, please forgive me 😅)

Not a dumb question. I’ve never received a dumb question! :)

It’s definitely long term!

Carlo wonders if Erik would have ever let him out of his pethood. (Now, at 24 or so and having had a good taste of another life, he understands why this is important, even if it would have made him feel unwanted initially) The initial sale to Max happens when Carlo is only 18, so it never had really come up yet as he was still a minor, or had only just turned 18. Erik *says* he would have probably given him his citizenship anyway, he just hadn’t gotten around to it yet. But this is coming from Erik, years later, and he’s often trying to downplay everything and keep Carlo coming back to him. (I swear I wrote this into some dialogue but I can’t find it)

Even if he did that, I doubt Carlo would have wanted to be far away from him at all. It would have been more of a gesture of goodwill from Erik than anything.

If Erik never freed Carlo, he would’ve still definitely gotten a longer leash in his 20s. He was already allowed to go out in certain cities on his own all day when they traveled, so that leniency would’ve gotten stronger when he was older. It’s not like he had any desire to leave, or get away from Erik. As Carlo says, he was very loyal.

I think Carlo was very close to going with Erik overseas, even after everything. If Max wasn’t Max, and he and Carlo weren’t so close, he might’ve done it. I think the biggest thing that stopped Carlo was thinking how much he’d miss Max and how disappointed in him Max would be.

So anyway, if Erik had never sold Carlo, he’d definitely take him anywhere he moved to. He wouldn’t even have asked, it would’ve been an assumed thing.

He did have a will, the entire time, and in it Carlo is taken care of. if Erik died he would’ve been given money (the same money Erik gifts him at the end of Erik’s Journals) and a specific lawyer would’ve taken Carlo under his wing and made sure he was set up for citizenship and given the money and some of Erik’s own resources (mostly people he could reach out to for things). Carlo doesn’t know this. Erik never tells anyone this either, only the lawyer and possibly his sister. He didn’t even tell Martin Olsen, who he trusts as his business partner but not when it comes to anything to do with Carlo.

But if he’d died, naturally or otherwise, it would’ve freed Carlo as a result. Whether Carlo would have been mentally prepared for that or not is another thing entirely.

[justsomerandomfanfic]

Hi! I saw your matchup requests were open so I'd like to request a romantic male matchup for Supernatural, Marvel, and DC? (if you aren't doing them feel free to ignore this! And if I requested too many fandoms, do whichever you'd like, I don't want to overload you!!)

My name is Bianca, she/her pronouns, and I'm 18. I am 5’9”, have brown wavy hair (wolfcut?), tan skin, and hazel eyes. I have an athletic sort of hourglass build? My hobbies include reading (classic literature, horror, dystopian novels), writing, painting, and running; a LOT. I absolutely love running and flex my leg muscles ironically every chance I get, which annoys everyone lol. I'm pretty active, and do boxing some archery, and XC/track. I'm always cooking or baking something, my fridge always has some type of dessert. My knowledge in random things/facts is very vast, I have too many interests and retain so much information, and I have an excellent memory. I am a big cat person and love mine to death, she is my child. I am Romanian and English is my second language, but I live in the US (that being said, I'm sorry for any mistakes I can't spell to save my life).

My style/aesthetic really varies but it's mostly like a 90s type of look, a bit dark and grungy. But in the summer, I've been told I dress like a hippy lol. Flared/baggy pants, small shirts and crop tops, leather jackets and big sweaters; otherwise I dress like Adam Sandler. I wear so much jewelry, specifically necklaces and bracelets, and am usually in some type of platform or tall shoes. I may be slightly addicted to music. I love rock/metal and rap, and occasionally some art pop. My favorite bands/artists are Guns N' Roses, Megadeth, Metallica, Future, Metro Boomin, and secretly Doja Cat and Lady Gaga.

As for my personality, that's difficult to explain. I'm an ENTP and ambivert, and am very energetic (and oftentimes dramatic) I'm short tempered (lowkey have anger issues), sarcastic, and a little mean without meaning to be. It takes a while for me to get comfortable with people, and don't really like physical touch unless I'm really close with them. However, I am very loyal to those I love, whether it be romantic or platonic, and care deeply for them. I'm both a logical and creative thinker, and put on this tough and confident persona but I can be really sensitive at times. I'm pretty funny (at least I hope so) and make remarks solely to amuse myself and sometimes others around me. Also, I have ADHD. I find it funny to confuse people and it's hilarious when they get weirded out. I'm also super talkative (which you may have realized by this essay, so sorry for rambling) but also a good listener and am always willing to listen and give advice. Overall, I'm not a very good person but I have some good qualities.

Thank you for taking the time to read this <3

(sorry if it doesn't make sense I skimmed it to proofread😭)

Hey! I'm sorry this got out and posted so late! (Btw, your request makes sense, don't worry :))!

I hope you enjoy your matchups!

(Funnily enough, I was watching Adam Sandler (Happy Gilmore) as I was making this)

Romantic Matchups; Supernatural, Marvel, and DC

~~~

Romantic;

~~~

Supernatural;

Dean Winchester -

You met Dean Winchester when you were both kids, attending the same school during a very rare two years when he and the other Winchester's weren't moving around as much.

If that makes sense..?

Work with me here.

It started when Dean saw you getting teased by some slightly older kid for being "too weird" and for spouting random fun facts. Dean, ever the protective type, jumped in to stop them.

This was during middle school, by the way, kids are cruel.

As an eleven-year-old or something, Dean was kind of impressed by your encyclopedic knowledge of almost everything.

But, when he found out that you knew a lot about rock bands, that won him over instantly.

You two became fast friends, spending recess sharing snacks and swapping stories - Dean always loved your dramatic retellings of random history facts.

Dean was beginning to wish he could stay at the school, no moving, just stay in the same state, the same city, so he could continue being your friend.

He dreaded when he'd have to move again.

Surprisingly, he got to stay longer than he thought he would; to high school, he went with you.

Dean introduced you to other classical rock music, insisting Led Zeppelin IV would change your life.

In turn, you showed him your favorite Guns N' Roses tape, which he eventually admitted wasn’t half bad.

Eventually, he told you about when he and his dad did. Even though it was kind of frowned upon to let regular people know about what they were up to, he told you.

He trusted you, loved you, and knew you would blad or anything.

Just don't tell his dad he told you.

You had countless late-night talks, lying on the hood of the Impala under the stars. Dean would open up in ways he never did with anyone else, and you’d always listen, offering a quiet strength he didn’t know he needed.

And then...

When you turned 18 and got accepted into your dream college, Dean was thrilled for you - but the goodbye was bittersweet.

He didn’t say it, but it felt like he was losing a piece of himself when you left.

He had your number... But he never got the courage to call you... And then he got too busy... With hunts, you know?

And you were off doing your own thing...

Dean kind of came to the realization that you were probably doing better off without him.

You didn't need him anymore.

Years later - decades even - after you had graduated from your dream college, and found yourself working in a different city, Dean found you again while working on a case.

“I’ll be damned,” He muttered with a grin, leaning against the Impala as you stared in disbelief. “Still spouting random facts, or do I finally get some peace and quiet?”

Who knew you were going to walk out of the same grocery store that he was getting ready to walk right into?

The reunion was slightly awkward...

But you and Dean quickly slipped back into old habits effortlessly.

By this time, there was something new brewing, something deeper.

There's something there that wasn't there before... ;)

Before you knew it, you were inseparable again.

Dean’s feelings started to grow the more he spent with you.

And you found yourself drawn to Dean, in the way he protected people he cared about still, like you and Sammy, even at great personal cost.

His loyalty was something you deeply admired.

The romantic tension built slowly, with stolen glances, lingering touches, and Dean cracking jokes to hide how much he wanted to kiss you.

The first kiss happened after a particularly rough hunt. Dean came back to the motel bruised and exhausted, and you scolded him for being reckless.

"You're cute when you're mad," He then said, making you look up at him.

You held his stare, your anger wavering the longer you did as a shiver ran down your spine at the intensity.

He kissed you, slightly impulsive, but perfect.

Dating Dean means lots of road trips in the Impala, with him blasting classic rock and you sneaking in some Megadeth when he’s not looking.

You love to cook not only for yourself but Sam and Dean too; Dean loves whenever you cook or bake - will ask for pie all the time, be warned.

Dean would surprise you with little gifts after a particularly long hunt; bracelets or necklaces that match your style; either grunge or boho.

Arm wrestling matches where Dean pretends to let you win, only to be genuinely surprised by your strength.

Teaching Dean random boxing moves, even though he’s already skilled just so you can "critique his form."

Dean would make sure you are okay during intense or stressful situations; making sure you are not too overwhelmed.

If you are, he'd get you out of the situation, obviously.

Will meet your cat, though Dean doesn't know how to interact with your cat. And your cat is kind of 'meh' about him.

They warm up to each other eventually.

Dean likes to pretend he doesn't notice that you have stolen some of his clothes. He loves it when you wear his clothes, by the way.

~~~

Marvel;

Peter Parker - (Honestly, it could be any Peter, but I thought Tom's Peter worked best) -

As Tony Stark's daughter - yes, lucky you! - you've been in Peter's orbit long before he officially met you.

Yony often mentioned you casually, since you were his very smart, talented daughter after all.

He described you as “a little too much like me - God help the world.”

(By the way, your dad loves spoiling you because you are so cool, you don't act spoiled at all.)

You officially met Peter at the Avengers Compound when Tony introduced you during one of the days you hung out with Bruce Banner.

You came to the compound every Sunday to learn more from Banner and have him help you with your homework if you needed help at all.

You noticed Peter’s awkwardness immediately, making you think about how you were probably acting awkward as well.

Awkward.

You didn't know how you got there, but you ended up accidentally rambling about some random historical fact to him.

Peter was immediately smitten but tried to play it cool, which was hard when you were both witty, smart, and gorgeous.

Peter quickly became your favorite person to banter with, as he could keep up with your fast-paced humor.

Yeah, Peter thought you were pretty funny.

And you even laughed at his jokes too!

You bonded over a shared love of learning and your habit of talking too much about random topics.

Peter loves to text you often with pictures to check in with you when he's on a mission or when you aren't together for some reason.

You’d bake cookies together in the Stark kitchen, with Peter marveling at your skills while simultaneously breaking every egg wrong.

Somehow everything is covered in flour or with eggshells everywhere and in everything.

Peter started to realize that he was falling for you when he found you rushing up to him at the Tower. There was a bright smile on your face and a book in your hands as you ran up to him, telling him all about the new book that you had just finished and needed to tell him all about.

You fell for Peter when you saw how kind he was. He was always putting others before himself, even at his own expense.

The romantic tension built up when you were both staying up late on a school night working on a shared project together.

But, you only had your first kiss when Peter saved you from a dangerous situation.

Peter was rambling, freaking out, and checking you for any injuries when you just pulled him close and kissed him, shutting him up.

Dating Peter involves lots of movie nights where he insists on marathoning old sci-fi movies you secretly enjoy too.

He’d love how you sneak little treats into his backpack when he’s not looking, and you’d adore how he always checks in to make sure you’re safe. Even though he knows that you can take care of yourself.

Peter would always bring you coffee during late-night study sessions, even if it meant webbing across the city at 3 a.m.

He doesn't mind.

He'll do anything for you.

Helping him fix his Spidey suit, adding tiny upgrades just to mess with him. "What about a hidden button that can dispense cookies?"

Dancing together in the lab to Metro Boomin'.

Secretly listening to Lady Gaga together.

Loves gifting your new clothing, especially sweaters.

~~~

DC;

Wally West -

You met Wally West during your first week working with the Justice League.

As a new hero with impressive powers, you caught Wally’s attention immediately.

And as a self-proclaimed "Lady's Man", he approached you with his trademark charm, wanting to break the ice.

You impressed him when you beat him during a sparring lesson, showing off your boxing skills, and leaving him speechless on the mat.

Wally loved how energetic and witty you were, making it easy to strike up a quick friendship.

You bonded over your shared love of fitness, often going on runs together and trying to outpace each other.

He slows down for you so you can actually have fun together.

You like to prank each other sometimes. Nothing too bad, but fun and silly.

He likes to hide your jewelry or platform shoes from you, and you like to swap his snacks out with broccoli and put saran wrap on the doorway.

Wally fell for you one eventful night of fighting Lex Luthor.

Afterward, he watched as you made sure he was alright, making sure he wasn't badly injured.

He loved how deeply you cared for people, especially when you cared for him.

You realized you had feelings for Wally when he stayed up all night with you after a tough mission, he wanted to make sure you were okay.

The tension grew as Wally became more protective of you during missions, always cracking jokes to mask his worry.

Do friends go to the fair together?

I would guess so.

Totally normal thing.

Totally normal for Wally to win that plushie you saw hanging from a game booth.

Totally normal for you both to share elephant ears, beats having to buy two.

Totally normal for you both to go on the Ferris wheel together.

And totally normal for you two to kiss-

Wait.

It happened on the Ferris wheel. You were sitting side by side, watching the twinkling lights of the fair, you clutched the plush to your chest... And then, you both went to say something at the same time.

Awkward but cute.

Your heart was racing.

His was always racing, but it was racing more than usual :)

Your eyes met, and then...

Dating Wally means constant adventures, from impromptu road trips to late-night runs through the city.

Yeah, he still slows down for you.

Wally adores how much you challenge him and how much you make him laugh.

Will obviously go to you when he needs advice.

He totally would propose to you with a Dollar Store Ring Pop. Strawberry flavored.

Loves your cat, will bring treats and toys for your kitty. They are best friends.

Bro, you got ADHD, Wally's got ADHD, he understands and totally gets all the struggles.

If you need time alone for any reason, will make sure you have everything you need - and if you don't, he will run and get you what you need - and then he'd run off and do something while he waits for you.

Kind of clingy, but will understand if you need physical space from him.

He will steal your clothes. He likes wearing your sweaters, jackets, and even your jewelry.

[stnaf-vn]

You don't need to answer, just wanted to tell you that you're making an excellent job, i'm in love with Friend and i'm really excited to play the upcoming demo! but please, remember to take breaks, you're a human after all and we understand that you have a life, so take it easy, alright? we can wait, don't worry <3 (sorry for the bad english btw!)

AAAAAHHHHHHHH--- this was so nice thank you for thinking of me (T u T) I've been trying to take more breaks and give my eyeballs some rest. Hnnfddhdhg I appreciate you all caring about me. (And no need to apologize, your English is really good!! ^^)

[goodqueenaly]

Hi! Just found your blog and so far i loved pretty much all of your analysis', they're just so complex and deep in the characters feelings and motivations.

May i ask, do you think that there was ever a real chance that Robb might have survived and triumphed in the end, or his journey was just doomed from the moment that he was crowned King? I think that most people give way too much credit to Robb's marriage with Jeyne as the beginning of his downfall, but i believe that the Freys would've end up betraying him wheter he married one of them or not. What do you think that were his fatal flaws? There was something that he could've done that would actually give him a real chance of winning? What about Catelyn, could she have done anything to prevent her son's tragic fate?

(Sorry for any misspellings btw, English is not my first language)

No worries! I'm a monoglot, so anyone who speaks more than one language is already doing better than I am.

First, I want to direct you to @turtle-paced's excellent post here, discussing the author's thumb on the scale to bring down Robb Stark. I don't want to simply repeat all the points of that post, but to summarize in my own words, while Robb as a character definitely made mistakes, the author set up a considerable number of dominoes to be knocked over toward the downfall of Robb and the Stark cause during the War of the Five Kings.

Anyway, I do want to point out (since that post does not discuss it) what you bring up regarding Robb's marriage. Thankfully, GRRM has already spoken to this point:

We know that Roose Bolton had already taken Walda Frey to wife before Robb married Jeyne Westerling. Does this then mean that Walder Frey had already planned to ally himself with Bolton to murder Robb before Robb’s marriage betrayal, or was his anger towards Robb and his reasoning towards his own family as to why Robb had to be killed more than just a pretext, and the genuine reason for the Red Wedding?

“What if” questions are impossible to answer with any certainty … [sic] knowing old Lord Walder’s character, it is likely he would have searched for some way to disentangle himself from a losing cause sooner or later, but his desertion would likely have taken a less savage form. The Red Wedding was motivated by his desire to wash out the dishonor that was done him ... [sic]

That "losing cause" is accurately outlined in "Arya X" ACOK:

Ser Harys Haigh, who was a Frey on his mother’s side, nodded vigorously. “If Lord Tywin could defeat a seasoned man like Stannis Baratheon, what chance will our boy king have against him?” He looked round to his brothers and cousins for support, and several of them muttered agreement.

“Someone must have the courage to say it,” Ser Hosteen said. “The war is lost. King Robb must be made to see that.”

Roose Bolton studied him with pale eyes. “His Grace has defeated the Lannisters every time he has faced them in battle.”

“He has lost the north,” insisted Hosteen Frey. “He has lost Winterfell! His brothers are dead …”

And then -

“Had Stannis won, all might have been different,” Ronel Rivers said wistfully. He was one of Lord Walder’s bastards.

“Stannis lost,” Ser Hosteen said bluntly. “Wishing it were otherwise will not make it so. King Robb must make his peace with the Lannisters. He must put off his crown and bend the knee, little as he may like it.”

Late- and post-ACOK Robb was a doomed Robb, no question about it, and this was primarily due to the fall of Winterfell and the defeat of Stannis at the Blackwater (though the critical military undermining of Robb at Duskendale was yet to happen, of course). It's not that marriage to Jeyne was a political boon, or even a political nonevent, for him - it provided the Freys a credible excuse to withdrawing support, and unknowingly gave Robb a mother-in-law actively working to ensure he could not father a child who could be used as a rallying point for Stark resistance in the future - but this was a cause Walder Frey was already trying to remove himself from before any new of the "dishonor" to the Twins reached Harrenhal, a cause that to Walder Frey and others looked lost.

[rosachaotic]

Remember when i said Talbott and Cereza werent over? Yeah.

I promised yall i would write a continuation of this. For those dont remember that happend, here

Anyways enjoy the fanfic!

Warning: none?? Its more just angst then fluff.(but sorry for my bad english and wording im not very good at writing and I wrote this on mobile)

It's been two months and few days since the big argument Talbott and Cereza had on the hospital wings.

This all happened because Cereza tried to do all the investigation and take down R by herself, but of course that plan failed and it backfired on her very badly. She fought the wizard in white and almost died because of it, losing her consciousness after he ran away, fortunately she was found by Moody who was searching for her after her twin brother said she went missing and was taken to the hospital wings.

She was scolded for it of course, and after that her friends went to visit her. All of her friends were worried for her, especially her twin brother Michael who jumped into her hugging her tight, crying, not realizing her whole body was in pain before he quickly let her go.

After a long chat with her friends and twin brother Talbott got in but he didn't look happy, he asked for everyone to leave him and Cereza alone because he wanted to talk to her, everyone left confused to what was going on.

Outside people could hear both Talbott and Cereza arguing with each other, Talbott was disappointed that Cereza lied to everyone including him about not having any information that could be useful for Circle ot Khanna and that she did is by herself he thought she was dead she could have died because of her reckless decision, Cereza tried to explain herself by saying she thought what she was doing was the right because she wanted to protect everyone which didn't make Talbott feel any less worse but the opposite. Both kept arguing with each other until Talbott storms out of hospital wings not looking at his friend's faces who were waiting outside, Penny tried to stop him but he just ignored her and walked away, once everyone back inside to the hospital they saw Cereza holding back her tears but she did a very job at it once everyone was inside and started crying.

----

Cereza rarely saw Talbott after what happened, she only saw him on the classes they shared but even then he didn't even talk to her, she decided to let it be not wanting to bother Talbott and she thought that this was the end of their relationship. This broke her alot, the happy girl that was always smiling and giggling all the time wasn't there anymore, not only she felt bad for what she did but she thought she lost one of the people she loved the most.

That was until Cereza got a letter in the morning, Andre gave it to her and said "It's from Talbott." She quickly opened the letter and read the paper that said:

"We need to talk. Meet me after dinner in the courtyard."

-Talbott

She thanked Andre for the letter who nodded and said "I hope everything works out for you guys." And left, Cereza also hoped that things would work out but she couldn't help but feel anxious about it. What did he want to talk about after dinner? Why did it have to wait?

"Does he want to end our relationship once and for all?" Cereza thought all day, Cereza knew how to be patient but this waiting was killing her.

During dinner she barely ate anything, Rowen(M!Rowan) was trying to make her eat something but she couldn't.

"You have to eat something, you can't sleep with an empty stomach." Said Rowen, worried for his best friend trying to make her eat. He knew about the letter, Cereza told him about it and he knew how nervous and anxious she was because of it.

"I can't, this wait is killing me.'' Cereza said anxiously.

She then looked around, noticing that Talbott wasn't at the ravenclaw table or at any table of the other houses.

"Did you see Talbott walk in?" Asked Cereza, still looking around, Rowen shook his head.

"No, I didn't, I don't think he is coming for dinner today." Rowen took a bite of his food as he said that.

"Why? Do you know about something??"

"No, no, but...Penny said she didn't see all day, he didn't go to any of his classes." Cereza felt her heart drop, this wasn't like him, he would NEVER miss any class, if there was something Talbott was proud of himself is that he was an excellent student.

"This isn't like him…" Whispered Cereza."I cant, i have to go."

"Wha- B-But dinner time isn't over yet!"

"I'm sorry Rowen, but I have to go."

"...Okay, good luck Cere!"

Cereza nodded and left the great hall running, she opened the big door to the corridor and rushed past the students to the courtyard.

As she got outside she looked around.

There he was, sitting on the tree trunk looking at the stars just like he would when he waited for her for their dates.. Cereza sighed with relief knowing that Talbott was okay...or was he?

She took a deep breath and walked toward him, stopping right before him.

"Hey…" Talbott jumped at hearing Cereza's voice, he was probably so lost in his thoughts that he didn't hear her walk in.

"Oh, Sorry I didn't hear you coming in…" Said Talbott awkwardly.

"Its okay…"

"..."

"Penny said she didn't see you all day, you also didn't come for dinner as well."

"I felt sick all day and I wasn't hungry."

"Oh...I'm sorry, I hope you're better now."

Silence took over, the only sound they heard was the cold night wind, making things kinda awkward. Until Talbott coughed and said

"Sit here with me." He tapped right next to him, Cereza then climbed the tree trunk and sat right next to him.

Again, the awkward silence.

Cereza then looked at the sky, it was a pretty starry night, she could see some shooting stars.

" The night is beautiful tonight isn't it?" Asked Talbott, breaking the silence.

"Yeah. It is beautiful."

"It reminds me of when we used to have our dates here, you would make wishes for the shooting stars."

"Stupid wishes, I know." Cereza giggled at her own stupid self.

"I never thought they were stupid." Said Talbott.

"Even the one where I wished for a giant puffskein?"

Cereza shook her head smiling a little bit and she also noticed Talbott was smiling a little as well, she missed seeing him smile, but they weren't there to watch the stars.

"Hey, if that's your wish, who am i to judge?

"Talbott-"

"Yeah?"

"Listen, I-I know you said you wanted to talk to me in your letter, but I want to say something first." Said Cereza nervously, while staring at the floor.

"...Go ahead."

She took a deep breath and then looked at his warm striking hazel, who met her golden eyes. Then she finally said:

"...I'm sorry."

"...Wha-"

"I'm sorry for what I did, Talbott. It was very dumb of me try to all of that on my own and it was and it was insensitive and bad of me not to tell you guys the information I had about R."

"Cereza-"

"I should have trusted you all to defend yourselves without my help, I shouldn't have lied to you guys about not finding anything."

"Cereza listen-"

"I shouldn't have done that, I could have died and i didn't thought about how you, my family and the rest of our friends would feel about it if I died, you were right when you said things wouldn't get any better if I-"

"CEREZA!"

Cereza jumped at Talbott who raised his voice at her, he gripped her shoulders and made her look at him, his eyes staring at her but he didn't look angry he looked sad.

"Just...listen to me please."

Cereza nodded and whispered "sorry" and let him talk.

"Look...after what happened, i couldn't stop thinking about that night on hospital wings. That night kept playing in my head over and over every time I went to bed...I felt awful"

"Huh-"

"I felt awful, Cereza. After I calmed down I realized what I just did and how I shouldn't have talked to you that way, but it was too late, I was already at my dorm and I couldn't bring myself to come back."

"..."

"I was ashamed."

"Is that the reason why you were avoiding me?"

Talbott nodded, he took a deep breath as if was holding himself to not cry.

"I thought you hated me."

"..."

"So I avoided you and everyone else as well, it was painful."

"Tal I-"

"I should have thought of your feelings, how were you feeling that made you do all of that yourself."

"...You had all the rights to react the way you did, it was a stupid and dangerous decision that I made."

"But I still shouldn't have said those things to you."

"..."

"I let my emotions take over me, my heart dropped when I saw Moody carrying you to the hospital wings....blood all over you and you unconscious and i thought i lost you..."

"..."

"When i heard you were alive, I was so happy and relieved...but when i heard about why you did that when I heard Michael talking to Moody I...I dont know what came over me, i was angry and disappointed"

"...I know-"

"Not only on you, but mostly on myself"

"..W-why? Why were you angry at yourself??"

"Because I thought I failed you, I couldn't protect you, I couldn't be there for you."

"But it wasn't your fault-"

"Let me finish..."

"..."

"But that doesn't excuse what I did, i didnt think about what you were feeling, how you were feeling. Your feelings that made you do this and your feelings after it...I called you selfish but I was even more selfish…"

"Tal…"

Cereza's hand went to Talbott's cheek, who jumped at her touch but then rested his face on her hand holding her hand even more close to his face. He closed his eyes while he felt her warmth on his skin again after so long.

"I'm sorry Cereza, I'm sorry for what I did. I'm sorry for everything."

"I forgive you."

Talbott's eyes quickly opened as he looked at her, he was surprised but it also looked like a heavy weight was lifted off his shoulders. She continued:

"But...do you forgive me as well?"

"Of course I do."

Cereza also felt as if a heavy weight was lifted off her shoulders as well, she smiled as she felt tears run down her face and she had to take off her glasses to clean it.

"I-I thought...I thought you called me to end everything between us." Said Cereza as she cried while she tried to clean her tears off her face. She was shaking a little and her breath was also shaky.

"I would never do that." He whispered. "If anything, I was more afraid of you wanting to break up with me."

Talbott got closer to her and hugged tight on to his body, catching her by surprise.

Cereza returned the tight hug, smiling while tears rolled down her face, Talbott also had tears rolling down his face who tried to hide by hiding his face on her shoulder but his shaky breath and the way he sniffed quietly gave it away he was crying. Cereza's hand went to Talbott's hair and was caressing his hair.

"I thought I was going to lose you." Whispered Talbott, not wanting to let her go.

"I thought the same thing…" Cereza whispered back, kissing his head.

Both of them stopped hugging each other as they cleaned their faces but still kept close, Talbott's hand travelled to Cereza's face and caressed her cheek, his hand was cold as always but Cereza never cared about that, she liked his touch.

They both stared at each other, they both knew it was awkward the way they stared at each other but they did not care, their gazes were filled with intense love.

Talbott kept his hand on Cereza's cheek and kissed her other cheek gently but his face didn't move away, in fact he kept face very close to hers moving only a little to her lips, their noses were touching each other and they could feel their heavy breaths, Cereza closed her eyes as she felt her heartbeat go very fast and her face was red, Talbott heart also felt like it was going to jump from his mouth and even his ears were dark red. He brushed his nose on to hers but then kissed her nose, he caressed her cheek once more smiling, Cereza then opened her eyes and saw his smile and smiled back at him. Both of them giving loving smiles at each other.

"I love you." Said Talbott.

Cereza's hand went to Talbott's face and to his cheek as well, as she sighed and smiled again.

"I love you too, meu amor.'

Talbott's smile grew as he heard again the loving way Cereza called him using her first language, while they didn't have their first kiss yet what matters is that they were both together again.

"Just promise to me that you will be more careful." Said Talbott.

Cereza nodded.

"I will...but, do you promise to never leave my side?" Asked Cereza, Talbott chuckled and said:

"I promise, my sunshine."

[piglia-mosche]

You inspire me! As a budding artist who is a 100% self taught, I was wondering if I could ask if you went to art school. And if you did, what did you major in to do what you do now?

Sometimes I feel like there's so many fields in art that it's confusing at times..

Thank you!! Yes I went to art school after the high school, but it was more of a comic school (not fine arts or stuff like that) and yes, it taught me important things but the key is to always surround yourself with people who share this passion with you and to work with them, share critiques and tips, since most of the work you do as an artistis is from personal research and practice. As for the fields I totally understand your point! I was always told I couldn't make comics AND illustrations And concepts and that I had to choose but guess what? Big lie >:D of course you must start with art basics and work with an objective in mind, but that doesn't mean you'll have to stuck with it for the rest of your career! Besides, you'll see that you have a field of which you shine the most and that you enjoy, so maybe you could start from that and then explore new things~ most of the studious /editors looks for something very specific so while is fundamental to have knowledge in different fields, don't worry about being excellent in all of them. At the end of the day, all kinds of art are linked to each other, they communicate and a thing that helped me a lot was to follow you tubers from different artistic fields (animation, concept, environment, illustrators etc) and hearing what they had to say really cleared my mind up!

Hope I answered to your question, btw English isn't my first language so forgive me for any mistakes 👀

Wish you all the best!! 💚💚💚

[galadhremmin]

Hello! I have a question, if you don't mind:) Your pinned post (lovely lovely art btw!) says that you run a Walk to Mordor server. I'm not really sure what that means or how that works. Is the challenge to take as many walks as it would take to travel to Mordor? I'm sorry if this is a bother and totally get if you don't feel like answering! Have a nice week in any case!:) (and sorry if my English isn't that good)

hello! Of course I don't mind, that's why I put it in the pinned post. :) Also thank you! ♥ Don't worry about your English, it's not my native language either, and yours is completely fine as far as I can tell.

I created a Discord server a few months ago when I found out that there used to be this community (years ago) of people who did a walking challenge where they mapped their distances to Frodo and Sam's route. Prior to the whole pandemic thing I was in dancing classes twice a week and ran every other day, but like a lot of people my motivation sort of... tanked.

I figured I could harness my interest in Tolkien for motivation to go outside and start a community to walk the challenge with. That's why I made a Discord server. We were initially using an app someone made years ago, but he put some banner ads in it and that unfortunately spelled its demise. Copyright claim. :(

However, we've been at it for a while, recording distances in channels in the server + recording reaching the checking points (made separate channels to celebrate reaching those). Members made excel sheets to track where they were at so we could just continue without the app. We're still going strong! I want to write a new, 100% ad free app myself, but I need some more free time for that. I don't really have experience with that kind of coding, though I'm getting there. :)

We share distances, pictures from walks, sometimes people write drabbles, and generally it's been quite encouraging. I find I am more motivated to walk/run longer distances every day if there is some sort of goal and community, even if that goal is imaginary and the community virtual.

Anyone can join, and invite their friends to join. Just send me or anyone else participating a message! The one thing I haven't done is openly share an invite link, and that's not to keep it exclusive at all but simply because that tends to attract trolls etc. Everyone has been really sweet and considerate so far and I want people to feel safe, so that's why it's invite only.

[fairy-writes]

hi! i was wondering if i can still request a matchup ?? if it’s closed or my english is too bad then please ignore this <3

fandom: i wanted to request Tokyo revengers and jujutsu kaisen, but if only one then tokyorev :D

f or r: romantic matchup please! (i’m 19 btw don’t worry lol)

female or male: doesn’t matter but maybe a boy would be better

myself: my pronouns are she/her and i’m bi! my height is …5’3? (i only know my height in cm which is 162 cm) :D. i don’t want to say i’m shy, just really quiet. my anger issues are also kinda bad but i won’t snap at anyone. ignoring that, i’m a calm person as others say. i heard many times that i bring people comfort without even doing anything,, i don’t really understand them but it makes me happy. I love taking care of others/ helping them. especially when they’re sick, but they don’t let me take care of them that much. i need to make sure everyone’s not cold or just feeling bad,,, i might be annoying but i can’t help myself. I’m also very clingy! but i understand if it makes someone uncomfortable, i won’t do anything of course. but,, cuddles <3333. i absolutely hate sports. they’re terrible!! D: ahh and bugs, they absolutely terrify me, i see an ugly bug and then i feel like there’s milion of them on my body,,, do i cry because of it….maybe ! <3 even though i said i’m quiet, i prefer louder people/ people who talk a lot. since talking with other quiet people can be kinda awkward,,

i think i said too much ? i’m sorry about that, again if my english is bad then please ignore this.

Hello lovely! You did great! I hope you like your matchups! Your English is excellent! This is also just a reminder that if this is a romantic matchup, it’s in the current Tokyo Revengers timeline!

Tokyo Revengers Matchup: I pair you with… Sano Manjiro!

Mikey is exactly your height at 162 centimeters! He’s definitely the louder one of you two, but that means you balance him out nicely! He’s calm in a crisis, so that also helps with your temper. He offers to teach you how to fight so you can have an outlet for your anger by sparring with him!

You really help Mikey with taking care of him since he barely takes care of himself. This helps take a load off of Draken’s shoulders so he can actually focus on himself for once, lol. Mikey doesn’t mind your clinginess. It makes him feel important, so he actually loves it!

Jujutsu Kaisen Matchup: I pair you with… Zen’in Maki!

Maki is 170 centimeters tall! (which for my American folks, that’s approximately 5’7”) She teaches you different ways to fight with cursed tools so you can have a healthy outlet for your anger issues. After all, she is the best cursed tool user, so she’d be the perfect teacher!

She usually gets bumps and bruises after sparring with Panda or Yuta if he’s in the country, so you have plenty of time to help take care of her. Maki doesn’t mind your clinginess either! She’s been ostracized from her family, so she could use the clinginess, TBH.

You may not like exercise/sports very much, but Maki makes learning cursed tools really fun and engaging! So much so that it doesn’t feel like sports at all!

[makeste]

not (really) BnHA related but do you have personal tips/advice to get better at writing in English? every time I read something you write (be it meta or reactions or other things) I'm flabbergasted with the way your writing seems to flow so easily while staying extremely fun and concise, and your vocabulary which is sooo impressing!

first of all, thank you so much! I wish I had better advice on hand to offer, but all I can think of is basic stuff lol. but it’s what works for me, so here goes.

1.) use a thesaurus. I’m going to be completely honest here lol, my vocabulary is not really that great. or I guess to be more accurate, it’s not that I don’t know the words, it’s that I often have trouble thinking of the exact word I want to use off the top of my head. but I usually do know the right word when I hear it! so I use thesauruses a lot, especially when I feel like the word choice is important for the sake of clarity. my favorite one is powerthesaurus.org; I basically have this open in a tab on my browser at all times ready to go if needed. what I like about this one is that people can rate the suggestions they like best and also add new ones, which in my experience means you’re much more likely to find the word you were looking for close to the top of the list. I use it so much I even donated to them lol.

2.) get your ideas out first, then go back and edit. idk if this is a common thing or not, but for me a lot of times my thoughts are all jumbled around when I first try to write them down. and often I find that if I spend too much time trying to make them sound coherent, I’ll lose the flow of ideas and the post will sort of fizzle out. what works better for me is trying not to worry about that so much when I’m initially writing everything down, and focusing on just getting all of my thoughts out there in text form first. afterwards I can go back and edit and organize them and reword the parts that need rewording.

3.) don’t stress so much about the finer details of your writing. this is a big one for me lol. so for example, for me personally, I struggle a lot with writing transitions. a lot of times when I’m writing meta, I try to organize it point by point (btw it’s helpful to outline these when you’re starting out, if you’re not doing that already). but even when I’m trying to be as concise as possible, these points usually end up being waaaay longer than intended because I have a tendency to go off on tangents about random things (basically, something will pop into my head and I’ll write it down, and my brain will go “oh and ALSO, speaking of this thing...” and then I’ll write several more sentences or even paragraphs about said topic). and then when I’ve finally reached the end of one section and am ready to move onto the next, I often find that it’s hard to make that transition feel natural. there have been times when I’ve fussed about this way too much, because I wanted the wording to feel right, and that really dragged out the whole process.

but what’s helped a lot with this is being willing sometimes to just say “fuck it” and not worrying about it at all and just adding in something like “but enough about that, on to my next point,” or, “anyways I went off on a tangent there but let’s try to get back on track.” basically I just loosened up about it, and I think that’s helped, or at the very least it’s made the writing easier for me. so yeah, I think my general advice here is that if there’s a particular aspect of your writing that you’re struggling with, try to embrace the fact that it’s not going to be perfect, and try to roll with that. and a lot of times it turns out not to be nearly so big of a deal for the people reading it as it was for you writing it lol.

4.) the simpler the better. this isn’t a hard and fast rule by any means, but for me personally, my ADHD brain gets exhausted pretty quickly when I’m reading stuff that uses a more academic tone. even if I can understand it, my brain sort of rebels at the idea of reading it and I really have to focus hard to make it through. so I try to make my own posts as readable as possible. I don’t necessarily try to dumb them down or anything, but I do sort of subscribe to the “explain like I’m 5″ mentality where you’re trying to explain your ideas as simply as you can without actually sacrificing precision or accuracy. I think one of the more effective ways to do this is to try and adopt a less formal tone. a lot of times that one single change will make the thing easier to read, even if you’re discussing something really wild like theoretical physics or whatnot. for me at least, something about a writer being more casual makes it easier to follow what they’re saying without my mind wandering off.

and last but not least, 5.) practice. this is by far the most important thing. people improve their skills with time and repetition. I don’t know if my writing has improved much since I started blogging regularly, but I do know that it’s gotten a whole lot easier. words flow a lot more smoothly for me now than they used to, and I don’t have to stop and think about what I’m trying to say nearly as much. so that’s my biggest piece of advice. write meta, write stories, write whatever you like (but don’t force yourself to do it, though. try to find something that’s easy and fun for you to write about), but just do it as often as you can, and you are guaranteed to improve at it. a lot of people also say to read as much as you can, which is absolutely true as well, but really if writing is your goal than writing is what you have to practice. and it doesn’t have to be anything fancy or formal or otherwise Impressive, either; even just debating with someone on a forum or sharing theories with a group on Discord helps too. literally whatever you feel like doing. try not to focus on how good it is, and just have fun doing it. I know it’s the oldest advice in the book lol, but well, it is for a reason.

so there you go! not sure if any of that helps (especially since I unfortunately can’t offer any advice from a multilingual perspective, since English is my first language and really the only one I’m even a quarter fluent in), but it’s my best effort lol. and the thesaurus really is excellent though so I do recommend checking that out at least. thank you for the ask!

[juan-nonetheway]

(Tag your friend(s) or tumblr mutual(s), who you think excelling in everything but they always helps you in any way they could and never laugh or mocked you or turned you down without any reasons. Send a lot of love and gratitude to them and say thank you to let them know you're so happy to have them around. And not because you want to take advantage of them but you're just simply happy because you know/meet them.)

I got this few days ago and think of you so...

(i want to write this in korean but i saw you use english most of the time so i'll use it as well. Sorry if my english isn't good)

Thanks for being a friendly genius and helped me with my study hyun. Kaist can be so hard to keep up with since our classmates are quite ambitious, so smart and some are so confident. Sometimes i'm thinking about giving up but i'm always reminding myself that i'm glad i have you there with me. Thank you so much ❤️ i hope you're always taking care of yourself wherever you are. I don't know what else to say bevause words aren't enough to express how happy i am. Have a great day 🖐️😊

#S

I guess i know who this is :). But, i don't know if you're running around tumblr, too. And hey, it's good to see you here!. It means we can tag each other out outside our usual platform, right?.

Btw, no problem!. I don't mind helping you at all :). I mean, i'm also kinda struggled there, with the major i'm in and the work i have to do at once in the same day, everyday. But, hey, the rewards in the end and the satisfication after all of that are so worth it for me :).

And, it's okay if you're not good at english, because i'm not that good, too 😂. You can speak in your native language here, don't worry. Besides, we can correct each other out if we spelled some words wrong. We can learn together that way :).

Anyway, thank you for sending me this, S!. I'm not sure i deserve to be tagged with this, but, thank you. I hope you're not giving yourself too little credit!.

Have a great day to you, too, pal :).

[zot3-flopped]

I didn't see the fhc banning any topics, but I quickly skimmed the mind-numbing asks, wonder if they removed a post. New mod makes a lot of grammar mistakes, btw. My question is, why are they worried about Harry getting praised for bare minimum, getting attention, or having a successful business venture with Co-Op Live or Pleasing, or Olivia wearing his merch, or Deuxmoi talking about him, or him wearing/ not wearing a mask if they keep saying "social media is a false reality". If it's false why y'all worried? Go grab your book, run a bath and eat some peaches, Susan, "we'll be alright".

Excellent point! The mod's written English has always been shaky - comma splices galore and a limited, repetitive vocabulary.

[serendipitybutterfly]

Honestly if bts win a Grammy for butter or ptd I will throw my hands in the air 😂. It would just show that the grammys gave the award to just shut people up 😂 because let's be real, even tho they have alot of issues they still give awards with for songs that are good (even tho I'm still very upset about the weeknd not being even nomined while bts got nominated for fu*king dynamite 😭) . Also it might encourage the guys to make that type of music 😭 😬 which that would be 😶. I definitely thing that the guys only care about the numbers and the coin right now. They have alot of talent yet I don't think that they would deserve even the nomination yet alone a win with these recent songs.

Anyway I hope you had a good Halloween 🎃🎃🎃😘😘😘

I think we all, including them, need to stop worrying so much about the Grammys... Those awards are not given out based on artistic excellence or even popularity... You've got to playing ball with the right people. Many amazing artists have been constantly snubbed by the Grammys while objectively worse songs have been awarded... It means nothing.

That said, if they won or even got nominated for something like PTD a part of me would almost be offended on their behalf knowing how many amazing songs they've personally played big roles in creating, along with their team... But who knows how they themselves would feel...

Right now, it seems pretty obvious to me that a new album / comeback is imminent so I'm just looking forward to that.... To songs that are actually written and produced by my favourite artists, that tell their own stories and reflect their actual artistic sensibilities and talents.

I do have faith in their taste and skills. I just hope that in the future they will play a greater role in any English language releases (or at least the big hit producers will) as well and make sure the music and lyrics feel more authentically them... It's possible. Even if you run your Korean lyrics through a translation app and then get a professional English speaking song writer to tidy them up and make them sound good... You know, like Tae seems to have done for Sweet Night, which no one could deny is definitely a 'Tae song', despite being in English.

Unlike PTD (or Dynamite... I haven't forgotten how much I dislike you either) defenders constantly claimed, for people who didn't like the song, the language was really not the problem... At least not directly. The problem was that, if you like BTS's music, PTD seemed like a complete departure from what makes them them... In pretty much every way... Sonically, lyrically... Even the choreography was cutesy and twee and I'm sorry but these grown men looked rather ridiculous doing it... To the point that I literally still can't watch a performance of it without getting second hand embarrassment... A young rookie girl group with a peppy, cute, innocent image would have been better suited to the concept perhaps and would have made it seem believable and genuine (if you can imagine a rookie version of s*nsd or t*wice totally selling a song then you know it's NOT a BTS song... This is not intended as a diss at all to those groups BTW. I'm actually a fan of those groups (T*wice's first English single is vastly superior to Dynamite imo, come at me!) because they knew / know their brand and sell it well and actually, I think, in some ways really epitomise what made Kpop so unique when I first got into it... but they had a very different style and essence which suited them but does not seem genuine when coming from BTS who are very different kinds of artists. Which makes total sense as they made completely different music...) ...

But hey, thank goodness, that era is over and we seem to headed towards a new album which, as ITS revealed, the members are definitely involved in... And that always bodes well! Let's focus on positive things! 💜

[justsomerandomfanfic]

hi! i saw you did mashups on your blog and i was wondering if i could get one for x-men/lord of the rings?

im 20yrs old, my names phoenix, im 5'0 and have smaller green eyes and bright ginger hair, and i love few things in this world as much as toast and david bowie.

{some} of my favorite things are;

the color blue, stars/moons,classic lit, tea, spiderman anddd 90s movies<3

{some} things i hate aree; a court of thorns and roses, ppl who mock taylor swift andd bigots [i dont hate most things lol]

im pretty shy but when i get talking i dont shut up and can get bored quite easliy, i could talk for hours about starwars and i have a super protective baby sister who i love to pieces<3

hope this isnt to much idk how these things work- have a perfectly lovley day!

Heyy!! Thank you so much for requesting a matchup! The info you have presented to me is excellent, don't worry! (Love your name btw) I hope you enjoy the matchup!! Thanks again! <333

X-Men;

Hank McCoy:

💙 You met Hank when you became the new music teacher at Professor X's mansion for Gifted Youngsters, (your 'superpowers' as you call them, are amazing, you can mentally manipulate the energy generated by stars as well as their electromagnetic, gravitational, radiation and cosmic energies)

💙 Hank, being the science professor, you had passed each other in the halls many times when you went to a from classes; you, as a music professor, and sometimes English substitute, help kids with music theory and how to read notes, and some days you show the kids' different music genres and just jam out all together

💙 You and Hank began to talk more and more, being co-workers and all, it was a bit awkward and slow in the beginning on both of your parts, Hank was almost as shy as you when it came to you first talking, but she got used to you and vise versa, and both of you became quick friends

💙 When he didn't have classes to teach, Hank would visit you during classes, watching you with the kids and sometimes joining in and nervously trying to play the violin; after a couple of weeks though, Hank asked if you wanted to join him for tea

💙 You both made tea in the kitchen, laughing and making jokes as you both then left and walked around the gardens of the mansion outside; Hank loved how much you cared about your favorite topics and interests, like David Bowie, Spiderman, and 90's movies

💙 Hank was a bit worried originally when he began talking to you, that you'd be afraid of him after he fully turned into the Beast, so he tried his best to avoid you, but you found him and Hank was scared, he really liked you; you reassured him that you'd like him no matter what, (along with telling him that your favorite color was blue)

💙 You began dating not long after, and you two would spend a lot of time together when you both weren't working or fighting baddies, watching the stars on a balcony in the mansion, reading together in the library by the fire, or just cuddling while music softly played in the background; it was nice, dream-like, perfect

💙 Hank finds you captivating, from your green eyes to your bright ginger hair, and he was fascinated by your love of Star Wars, admiring you as you ranted on and on about your favorite plots and characters, you were so amazing

💙 You found yourself falling more and more in love with Hank, finding him extremely sweet, caring, funny... You were so impressed by his intelligence, and how his brain worked, often times you'd just watch him in the lab, just watching the gears in his head turn

💙 You two were inseparable, two peas in a pod, you two understood each other so perfectly; you never thought you'd find someone like Hank, and you were so happy that you did

--

Lord Of The Rings;

Legolas Greenleaf:

🏹 You were part of the Fellowship, having an incredible talent for reading maps and following stars, you met Legolas the very same day the Fellowship banded together

🏹 You found him attractive, tall, and pretty funny with his slightly snarky comments, but it took you a while until you finally spoke to him

🏹 When you did speak to each other, you brought up that you both used a bow and arrow to fight orcs and whatnot, Legolas actually gave you a few tips and even taught you how to shoot two arrows at once

🏹 Legolas found you strikingly beautiful when he first laid his eyes on you, your bright hair immediately caught his blue eyes and he loved how much you loved the stars and moon, along with music in general; he'd find you humming sometimes when you and the rest of the Fellowship were walking

🏹 When the two of you grew closer as friends, you and Legolas would watch the stars and stargaze when you were both on night watch, talking about the stars and their constellations, along with some stories from your lives

🏹 After walking for a good hour, you found yourself getting terribly bored, wanting to stimulate your brain in some way, you began to collect flowers while walking, humming as you began to intertwine the stems together; making a flower crown out of wildflowers

🏹 After making the first flower crown, you made another, placing the first on your head before rushing up to toss the second flower crown on Legolas's head; Legolas loved the crown, his cheeks red as you admired how the bright yellow and blue flowers brought you his hair and eyes

🏹 As the feelings for each other began to grow, you and Legolas both confessed to each other once you both found yourselves in Lothlórien

🏹 Legolas became pretty protective of you, reminding you of your younger sister, making sure that you were alright after every orc attack, which you found adorable and sweet

🏹 You and Legolas were the perfect match, bringing out the best in each other as well as loving every single moment you both spent with one another; life was idyllic and wonderful, and you couldn't wait for the future

[katsuflossy]

Soulful

Pairing: Todoroki Shoto x black! reader

Warning: Swearing

Synopsis: Shoto comes back to a deserted Alliance. Ready to go to his room, he gets the most angelic soulful performance: (Y/n) singing RnB.

Song: At your best (You are Love) by Aaliyah

A/N: This was supposed for Juneteenth but this is the Juneteenth weekend so 🤷🏽‍♀️. I was just listening to the song and everything came to me lol. So please enjoy! Btw it may be rough, I haven’t edited it. 

Taglist: @sunset-novice-writer​, @goatsenpaiultimate​ (wanna be in my taglist? Just message me!💖)

Peace and quiet, this combo hardly appeared together in the Alliance building. Even in the dead of night, occasional snores, riff raffs sneaking around to get a midnight snack, and rush awakening from nightmares were the nightly language on the building. But when this opportunity arose, you couldn’t allow it to escape you like the rise of a super moon for witches to charge their crystals and water. Izuku was the last to greet you off, highly concerned about your health, and the idea of leaving alone in the big building by yourself. You fanned him further to the door, telling him not to worry about your health. Yes, you fell from 200m off of a building but you caught yourself...this time. Recovery girl only said to rest completely for three days and this was your final day before rushing back into the hero scene of UA. With a final push, you ushered him completely out of the building, reassuring him that there was no need to baby you. He finally smiled with reassurance, the soft sunset glare rested on his skin, making highlight every freckle on his glowing skin. Dark green tresses absorbed and reflected the light like a green forest. He finally turned around and ran off but not without a wave and a “Be safe!”, before joining with the rest on their trip to a minigolf center too far from the school. With a sigh, your shoulders dropped, listening into the vacuum-like dormitory, nothing but silence. At that moment you knew what you wanted to do.

It was a party, but only with one person. You ran to the kitchen, music blasting loud and proud of ravishing the cupboards of secret snacks you snuck in since your last trip to the city. It was a typical “white girl finally at home alone scenario” with the overtly loud music but in explicit rap version, breaking out in dance but instead, it’s full-on twerking and sharp bouncing. But finally, the high energy moving died down. From your room, the view of the sunset was ever magnificent once you finally let the sunlight radiate into your room. A sense of nostalgia recreated the room, transforming the scenery to an apartment’s step. The block was bumping with your older cousin’s car 90s rap and RnB while your ears pick up on the argument on if B.I.G or Tupac was better. The cool sensation of the cherry slushie in your hand felt almost too real and your heart turned from the scene. That same sensation brought you back to the present, the snowball turning into a regular bottle of cold water.

It’s okay to admit it, you are a little homesick. So what do you do? Put on some 90s music.

It’s been a while since you’ve listened to 90s RnB. The work never stops and hardly anyone here knew the songs, except for Denki of course but it was all the mainstream ones. So the solution? A 90s RnB marathon. There, the mood was set. Songs of Lauryn Hill, Jodeci, and even Sade broke you into a bunch of musical numbers as you clean your room. Just in time for Shoto to walk into the building

Everyone decided to go minigolf to celebrate the end of exams. Both Shoto and Kastuki, however, were called in by the number one hero for work-study then he left early due to Endeavor getting called in for a “top secret” meeting that would last all day. Not that Shoto wanted to be there in the first place but it was a waste of time to go into the cursed agency and not do anything productive. The Atomic Blonde fumed beside him.  

“Why the fuck we arrived only to get shoved back out of the building. You knew he would’ve done this didn’t you?” Shoto could almost see him foaming at the mouth like a rabid dog, ready to pounce on anyone in a 5ft range. 

“If I knew wouldn’t you think I would be in that meeting currently? Or I wouldn’t have come in the first place? Your lack of common sense is showing.” Bakugo teeth bared harder and his hair comically shot up higher like an intimidated cat. “Fucking IcyHot! Shut your mouth before I blast you all the way to hell!” A few grumblings carried on until they reached the Height Alliance building. Shoto knew that this evening the dorms would be empty, he was invited to play minigolf after all however Endeavor called them in and wasted his time with his friends and (Y/n).

Yes, (Y/n). Shoto has been confused about his mind constantly separate you from the rest of his friend since you entered the school. He’d stared at you for eons until nudged by Izuku slightly teasing him or Iida reprimanding him about the importance of paying attention in class. But by Gods, you’re just a sight to look at and Shoto is a perceptive tourist. That skin has an ethereal glow to it when kissed by the sun. The way your eyelashes just flutter when you blink it seems like wispy threads of the flowiest dress blowing in the wind. All the images of your face and body slide through his mind like a gallery until Katsuki broke through his trance.

“Oi! Half and Half bastard! Stop dreaming about (Y/n) and come train with me! All the shitheads left so I can finally train without distraction.” The blonde stomped off towards the training area, not waiting on Shoto’s reply. The dual-colored hair boy just sighed and entered the building knowing that he too would like to train rather than wasting time.

Now if a building was empty, would there not be any music playing? That was the thought that had crossed Shoto’s mind as he entered the dorms to put down his suitcase. It was unusual, all of 1A left the building, therefore, no music should be playing. But the melody caught the dual-haired boy off guard, trying to figure out who would leave their music on. Kaminari or Mina could be one of the suspects, maybe they’ve left their Bluetooth on connected to their portable speakers and left them? Shouto hardly knew of that type of technology, regardless, he found himself walking towards the source. His auditory senses were pleasantly confused. The reason being the music was foreign, not similar to the regular beats and melodies of the songs he hears Mina and the girls play or the “Megan” that Kaminari would put on sporadically in the main room. But it was soothing as if touching his heart, addressing his whole being. Thankfully the grand English classes his home-school teachers and the school conducted allowed him to recognize the words of the song. It was addressing him, or maybe someone named “You”. Either way, he carried on to the second floor where a familiar hallway greeted him.

With his excellent detective skills (just simply walking), he found that neither of his suspects where correct; it was actually you. For his current present, he could’ve never been so grateful to be graced by the view in front of him now. Your door was almost completely open but not completely blocking the scene in front of him.

Your entire being encompassed by the fiery sunset, setting tones to your figure, and already radiant skin. It was like watching the clouds part and enters the first celestial spirit commanding herself from the rays of the sun. And he was a repentant worshipper. Your eyelashes batted at the stuffed bear on your made bed, singing to him in the what Shouto deems angelic whispers. Your voice was soft and melismatic as you sang the chorus again.

But at your best, you are love You're a positive motivating Force within my life Should you ever feel The need to wonder why Let me know, let me know Let me know

You carried on singing, swishing your hips as you carried on cleaning your room meanwhile Shout watched from the hallway, wishing he could switch places with the now taunting bear in your dorm room. Little his knowledge, you were dedicating the song to him, the bear a symbolism of him. Your thoughts actually manifesting your crush however not in the way you had hoped. The idea of Shoto smiling as you performed your admiration and love for him was actually occurring without your awareness.

Shoto could feel his heart pumping at a higher capacity and the butterflies in his stomach fluttering in swiveling motions as you stood in the middle of the room, the amber glow cast on every inch of your dorm and on your own figure, finishing the final note with a nostalgic look towards the skies. The sunset casting the lashes on your cheekbone. His eyes widening, making sure to take in all the details of this scene, the mental photograph forever etch into his mind for the upcoming and frequent daydreaming.

As soon he made an inch to escape without being caught, the universe made other plans. His suitcase clattered against the wall he was just leaning on to watch you. Your figure jumped and ran to peer through the door, meeting a heterochromatic gaze. You paled.

“Oh my God, Shoto! I-I didn’t know you were here!” Your face heated up, his own beet red from getting caught stalking you.

“N-no.” He cleared his throat from the shock, “I’m sorry I couldn’t help to watch and listen to you sing. You have a very beautiful voice.” A small smile cast on his lips as he stared straight into your eyes. His words traveled straight to your heart.

‘Lord, if I died right now, I would die mad happy.’ Your thoughts screamed as you replied.

“T-thank you, Todoroki. I didn’t know you could’ve heard me, I thought the song was loud enough.” You peered off to the bottom of your door frame, unable to take the staring any longer.

‘Be still, my beating heart.’ Todoroki carried on with his compliment.

“I’ve never heard of this artist but your voice really sounds angelic with the song.”Your thoughts stopped in shock.

“Shoto, you’re telling me that you don’t know Aaliyah! As in ‘Try Again’ Aaliyah.” He shook his head in confusion.

“What about TLC?” Head shake.

“Mariah Carey?” Head shake.

“Destiny’s Child?!” That was his last strike before you pulled him by the wrist, your intent being to drag in in your room.

“That’s it, we are going to get you musically educated right now.” You declared as his being passed through the door frame, grateful that he gets to spend time with you alone.

You were grateful that he didn’t stalk you a few minutes before “You are Loved” came on. It would’ve been more embarrassing seeing you perform “Anxious” by Ginuwine to the stuffed bear.

[dreamyaqua]

hi, it's me again (sorry for my mistakes, english is not my first language) huh, i just noticed that chan also has placements similar to mine, like having sun/moon/mercury in the same sign. I started to think about it because it is a conjunction between three strong planets, right? I don't know if this is relevant in any way and I wanted your opinion on it. I see that the conjunction of sun and mercury or moon or three different signs on these planets is more common, and, anyway ;;;

hi hi, I'm here again to answer your second ask!🥰 English isn't my first language either, so don't worry about it~ Plus, your English is great!!🥺⭐

And now, you actually noticed a very interesting thing here and you're also very right, these conjunctions are between strong planets which make these aspects/connections quite significant. All three planets are personal planets, with the sun and moon being 2/3 of your "big three" (the rising/ascendant being the third part here). The sun is your identity and ego, the moon your emotions and subconscious, and mercury your mind, thoughts, and the way you speak/communicate.

Having a conjunction between your sun and mercury is the most common as mercury never travels far from the sun and can only ever be in the same sign as your sun or in the preceding or following sign of the sign your sun is in. I have my sun in conjunction with my mercury as well, btw.^-^

The moon changes its sign every 2.5 days but there's also quite a few people who have it in the same sign/conjunct their sun (Changbin being another one here that this applies to). Fun fact: your sun and moon forming a conjunction means that you were born on/around a new moon!🥰

The conjunction itself is a hard aspect, so unlike a trine or a sextile which create harmonious energies between the planets involved, a hard aspect is more intensely felt. In the form of a square or an opposition, it is mainly a challenging aspect, however, the conjunction can be both good and bad depending on the planets and signs involved.

With your sun and mercury in conjunction, you're a very intelligent person and possess much communication ability. You're likely to have strong opinions and are an expressive and animated speaker. There's also likely to be a lot of pride that's invested in intellectual capacities. When it comes to studying, people like us with this sun/mercury conjunction are better off reading the material than listening to a teacher. That is due to our strong need to take an active role in communication and it can actually be quite hard to absorb information by listening alone.

I personally relate to these so much. I've always expressed how I can't listen to teachers well, and how my mind just shuts off as soon as a lecture/lesson begins. That's why I've enrolled in an online university, so I study mainly by myself, reading through materials and that's amazing. I've also recently noticed that I gesture a lot when I talk; last week I met up with a new friend for the first time and she hardly moved at all while speaking and it was such a stark contrast to the way I was speaking that, for the first time, it became very obvious to me what an expressive speaker I am. I also take a lot of pride in my intelligence and getting called "dumb" or someone undermining my mental capabilities would offend me greatly, much more than other insults would affect me and I generally have this (low-key) "desire" to prove my intelligence to others. Is that something you can relate to as well?

Now, enough of my rambling. We still have moon/mercury and sun/moon to go over.

In terms of your sun being in conjunction with your moon, it definitely emphasizes the traits of this sign - here, Capricorn - a lot. It can actually be quite a nice conjunction as your wants and needs are generally aligned which means that you shouldn't be faced with a huge struggle of what you want in life. This conjunction is also beneficial when it comes to making decisions, as that shouldn't be as big of a deal for you, either. You're likely to be decisive, subjective, and focused. Another benefit of this conjunction would be how intuitive it makes you; you're likely to be able to read other people and situations quite easily.

And now your moon being in conjunction with your mercury. This aspect gives you an excellent memory and you're likely to be a very funny and talkative person that loves to exchange ideas. You're very sympathetic and receptive, you're genuinely curious about other people and really want to hear what they have to say - this would make you a good listener as well. You're also likely to be an eloquent speaker who is tactful and polite in their speech.

A difficulty here could be dealing with your emotions. Since we have the moon in this aspect, emotions come naturally to you and would like to be expressed, however, with mercury who's a very rational planet, you might tend to rationalise and want to understand and make sense of your own emotions.

However, in general, you're combining your identity with your mind and your emotions and I believe this would help you be more in tune with both your emotional and intellectual nature - they're all in the same sign and wired the same way and therefore don't stand in each other's way.

This got extremely long omg,,, but I hope you liked it and thank you so much for enjoying my little blog!! It really means a lot to me.🥺👉🏻👈🏻💞

[nymphigeon]

Mellifluous

(adj.) A sound pleasingly smooth and musical to hear.

- Pairing; Jungkook x Reader

- Genre; Angst, fluff if you squint

- Warnings; swearing, mentions of suicide, main character death, reader hates almost everything and everyone

- Rating: PG-13

- Words; 2048

- Summary; You'll always be by his side, until he doesn't need you anymore.

- A/N; Once again I'm sorry T_T Btw, this contains a quote I saw on buzzfeed because why not*.

The school bell rings just as I finish my lunch. It's too early, I don't want to go back yet. It's inevitable. As an honours student I have to make it to my classes on time. I can't risk ruining everything I built up for myself. It's high up here, the air feels clearer. The smell of sweaty students and disappointment isn't as strong on the roof.

It's high, I should be scared, but I'm not. Maybe it's the trill of almost falling just to never wake up. Discarding all my previous problems to start a new life, if there even is one. I hope there isn't, I don't want to have to deal with the same shit all over again.

I sway my legs a few more times. I'll come back later. Sighing, I climb off the railing to plant my feet back on the saddening floor of the roof. I don't like the feeling of solid ground under my feet, I'd rather fly. Fly somewhere nobody knows me, where the deadly pressure on my soul won't exist any longer.

With light steps I make my way to the classroom I'm supposed to be in. Big smiles and loud voices greet me, trying to profit of the reputation I created with my own hands. It's disgusting, I despise them.

Still, I will greet them with the same fake enthusiasm they're gifting me. I will dangle success right in front of their face, just out of reach. And when they finally caught up to it, it'll vanish into thin air. I'll rip it away from the grabby hands that don't know anything but greed. I'll show everyone exactly how it feels to be taken from, just for them to never look back at you again.

The teacher doesn't deserve her title. She isn't teaching me anything that's truly worth my time. If I ever rule the world I'll make it a sin. The sin of teaching the innocent they'll be worth nothing unless they're useful to society. Unless they contribute to the imaginary race of wealth nobody wants to lose.

I don't like humans. They stink of lies and manipulation. They'll do anything to get what they desire, even if it means they'll have to climb the lifeless bodies of those that failed.

I hate humans, but he isn't human. At least not in my eyes. He's too ethereal to be labelled with such an unpleasant name. He deserves everything, yet everything doesn't deserve him.

I want to be good to him. I want to look good for him. I'm working my ass of for his recognition, but he doesn't need it. He'll praise me for just living. Doing my best to survive.

"I failed English again.." He takes a chair from another desk and places it next to mine to sit down on. "You know I don't mind tutoring you." He's cute, sulking like this. Although I'd rather see him be happy, of course. "Please, I'm not going to pass otherwise." He shows me the test paper marked with big red numbers. Mine, on the other side, a perfect score, as always.

"I'm jealous," He's starts whining after glancing at my test paper. "You're too smart.." He always says this. I wish he'd stop, he's so much smarter than me. "There are other things you excel at, things I can't do. For example, sports!" I don't like sport that much either. It just amplifies the smell of the others. If it's just with him though, I don't mind. His face falls. Those who can't do math don't have a future.

"Let's meet up after school, I don't have practice so we can hang out." He changes the subject. Because he has been busy we haven't been able to hang out for a while. I'm always available. I don't do any activities outside of school and studying doesn't take up time. I don't need to open my textbook to learn.

When I nod he smiles brightly. It warms my heart, he isn't upset anymore. Miss teacher calls for everyone to return to their rightful place. "Then, I'll see you in a few hours." He stands up and puts his stolen chair back at the desk it belongs to, before sitting down at his own desk. I wish he sat closer to me. His presence leaving means all I can focus on is the suffocating aura of the others around me. I hate them.

"Do you like stars?" Jungkook looks at the sky through my window. I follow his example. There are no clouds cluttering the view tonight. "Hmm, they're pretty." Stars are only pretty because they're far away. Had they been close we wouldn't even be able to look at them. Too bright for our eyes to handle. Too much of anything just has a bad effect over time.

Everyone always look perfect from far away. When you get closer the flaws become totally obvious.* I don't tell him that though.

"I want to quit." Jungkook's words shock me. I know what he means, but I won't believe it yet. I hope I'm wrong. "Quit what?" I pretend to be clueless. Maybe then he'll change his mind.

"Being a trainee." He didn't change his mind. He stops looking as the sky and instead opts for the floor we're seated on. I don't like his answer. "Why?" It was making him happy, now it's the cause of his anxiety.

"I'm scared. I'm scared that no one will listen. What if nobody likes us? What if we never get any fans?" What if he's not good enough? It's what he wants to say, but doesn't speak. It breaks my heart.

"I don't want to disappoint everyone who has been supporting me." He pulls up his knees and buries his head in them, wrapping his arms around his lower legs for stability. I push myself of the ground opposite of him to crawl to the spot next to him. I raise one of my hands, but hesitate. I'm not used to comforting people.

My hand floats in mid-air for a while, before landing on the mop of hair next to me. I carefully scratch the top of his head. In silence, I wait for any sign of him wanting me to stop. It doesn't come. Instead, he slightly lifts his head to rest on my shoulder.

It surprises me, the movement of my hand stills. He nudges his head against my shoulder, a sign for me to continue. We sit like that for a while. I break the silence first.

"Don't quit." Jungkook opens his eyes which had apparently closed. I have his attention. "I love your voice. Sometimes I wonder if you're not secretly a siren. It's so alluring." I giggle lightly when I look down to see him smile. Having been friends since we were kids, I've had a lot opportunities to hear him sing. Eventually I started to ask him to sing for me on my own. I fell in love with the sound he managed to produce so effortlessly.

"It's like your voice was handmade by god himself." I continue. I bring the hand that isn't occupied over to his, squeezing it with little pressure. "No matter what happens, I'll never stop listening to your voice. I'll always be here to listen to you." I feel him intertwining our fingers. I let him, I'm fine with it if he is.

"So even if nobody supports you anymore, even if you feel like you don’t have any fans.." I trail off, trying to think of how to convey my thoughts into words. "Please don't give up. You'll always have at least one fan. I'll always be your fan."

I don't like people. I don't like the way they selfishly try to get to the top of the mountain, not caring what that does for others. But Jungkook, I don't hate Jungkook. I love how he smells of dedication and comfort. I love the way he cares for others even though they hurt him.

If it's for Jungkook, I'll deal with all the downs of life. I'll do my best to work my way up without drowning anyone, just so I can take him with me. As long as it's for him, I’ll be fine.

"Okay, I won’t."

"Hey Kook! Are you coming with us?" Seokjin screams from the living room, too lazy to go search for the youngest. It must have worked, Jungkook shows his head from around the corner of the hallway that leads to his room.

"Where are you going?" He questions them. The members didn't mention anything about leaving before. "Going out for pizza." The leader replies. Jungkook steps out from around the corner and leans against the wall. He pretends to think, but he already knows the answer.

"I think I'll skip today." He says apologetically. Seokjin looks surprised, and rightfully so. Jungkook not going out for pizza? His face must have shown his confusion as Jungkook elaborates on his own.

"I want to visit her today, since it's her anniversary." He does his best to smile, but it doesn't come out that well. The members seem to understand. "Let her know we're thinking of her too." Jimin pats Jungkook's shoulder.

Jungkook nods and sees his band mates off, after which he heads out of the house himself. He'll pass by the florist first, before heading to his destination.

It's been 7 years since they debuted. Every day he is still thankful for the fact that he didn't give up. It's been amazing so far. Of course there are less fun times too, but Jungkook wouldn't trade what he has now for anything. Well, maybe just for one thing.

"Good evening." He smiles as he hands off the flowers. "How are you today?" He takes out the blanket he brought with him to sit on the ground.

"Yesterday, Tae accidentally flooded one of our bathrooms. It was such a mess, my god." Jungkook chuckles at the memory. "You would've scolded the life out of him if you had been there. Don't worry, Jin already did your part too."

Jungkook sits in silence for a while, eating the sandwiches he brought with him. You would've probably scolded him for eating bread for dinner as well. He wishes you'd scold him for it.

"It's been two years huh..." A pretty bird lands close to Jungkook, their eyes on the bread Jungkook is holding. He tears a piece of and tosses it to the bird. "That one's from Y/N."

Jungkook looks back at the fancy stone in front of him. "It's a pretty bird right?" It's not as pretty as you. You're beautiful. He doesn't need to say it, he's sure you know what he's thinking.

"I hope you're happy, up there soaring away in the sky. You always loved being higher up, somewhere with less people." Yet you'd always take him with you. Why not this time?

"I miss you." He's been trying so hard. Trying so hard to not show how much he's still hurting. His eyes had run dry after crying his heart out for days when you passed 2 years ago.

"You said you'd always listen right? Are you still listening right now? Are you still my fan after all this time?" The newly formed tears run down Jungkook's cheeks.

"I know you hated it here, I tried so hard to make it enjoyable for you." He lets out thoughts he has been holding for a long time. "Why did you leave without telling me anything?" He has to remind himself it's not your fault. You were always there for him to lean on to. Did you think that when he mad it big he wouldn’t need you anymore?

"You can't just confess to me and then disappear." At least he got to say it back. At least you know. "I'm sorry.." Maybe that's why you told him. So you could leave with no regrets.

"I love you." He takes out a few tissues to wipe at away the tears. "Wait for me." He still wanted to hold you, he still wanted to confide in you. He still wants you to listen. But you were gone, and you'd never return.