#youd think that. if it was ok to get their hair dyed and get tattoos that.
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K and Evan, based on this post
@ralofofriverwoods @say-hi-intrepid-heroes thought y’all’d be interested i dunno
(Hoping that the image quality doesn’t get butchered by tumblr)
#i tried my best to make the ballet uniform as kelmp-y as possible#thankfully i saw an image of some guy doing ballet in a baggy tank top#i imagine that evan had at one point cut off the sleeves of a really old hoodie because he didnt want to sacrifice any of his other shirts#and like Jammer found it and got him a significantly cooler one#so now evan wears it with great pride#if i ever take the time to render this i want to give both of them so many little trinkets#like friendship bracelets and handmade chimeron swag#anyway#acton speaks#art tag#dimension 20#d20#d20 fanart#d20 mismag#misfits and magic#misfits & magic#k tanaka#evan kelmp#i already made an entire other post about it but like. it’s genuinely shocking to me that K doesn’t have any piercings in the illustrations#youd think that. if it was ok to get their hair dyed and get tattoos that.#that even a single piercing would be fine#but the omission of that is so funny to me#also their third outfit is very funky to draw#like i think those are ruffles? but where are they connected to on the top?#i would assume that the black top is on under the mesh so. what is happening#and the hair bow I couldn’t wrap my head around it.#i think im gonna figure out like. post canon designs for the whole gang. they all deserve it#also rip to that right arm. i tried to do draw a nice pose (mentally referencing That Pose that Grant O’Brian does sometimes)#(you know the one if you ever watch dirty laundry)#and the arm looks great on its own (trust me) but the rest of the pose doesn’t exactly do it justice
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Do the followers know I'm a metal head? Do they know that I want to be covered in tattoos with an alternative look who listens to obscure metal bands and stuff? Or do I still come off as like, the nerd in the basement lmao
#i feel like such a nerd on tumblr tbh#if im being honest none of my social medias show me anything i care about anymore#i hate to say it but tiktok is the only thing ive been able to trick the algorithm into showing me things i actually want to see#youd think tumblr would be the place because i can just follow people but like#theres not a metal scene or a tattoo scene or anything i really want to see anymore#i rarely see art i actually enjoy its just text posts and memes and its just...... boring#i joke that im falling back into my emo self from highschool but literally i feel so comfortable in the alt scene#like some people are absolute assholes and thats just par for the course in a scene like that#but like literally went to my first metal festival and was like ok i finally feel like myself#idk i always wanted to be alternative and i denied myself really going over and into it and like#even just little things like getting my first tattoo wearing edgy earrings dying my hair again#shaving my head to the scalp for some reason????#i paint my nails black i wear rings and bracelets and necklaces i started getting more shirts from hot topic lol#i was never allowed to buy shirts from hot topic!!!!!!#but now im like oh shit i can do these things!!!! and its making it easier to look in the mirror!!!!!!!!#im finding music im falling in love with that i feel in my chest!!! i want to learn how to design tattoos!!!!!#im loving myself its great#if i didn't work with kids not gonna lie id even try to get my hands on some matte acrylic stilleto nails#not super long ones but thats like my one feminine thing ive admitted to myself that i love having my nails painted and i want to try nails#just nothing crazy#anyway#my wardrobe isnt really caught up to my style but i also need to replace like all of my wardrobe nothing fits anymore#one day i want to be a scruffy tatted alt guy idk what i will be doing in life at that point#I don't know if i will be in the same career field so i will have to adjust my looks around it or if i will be somewhere else#i spent a long time especially as a transmasc person trying to fit like what i thought being transmasc looked like i guess?#and i didn't care about my appearance at all i just wore plain t shirts hoodies and sometimes a flannel#not that i don't still love these things but im going back towards graphic ts and trying to be stylish with my flannels#i try not to wear hoodies too often and actually wear my jackets tho i dont have a reason to often lmao#and tiktok has opened me up to sooooo many new metal bands god its been so refreshing#anyways i hit the tag limit sorry for going off lol om just weird and happy to be embracing who i want to be
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Dear 16/17 Year old Jamie
22.12.19
I didn’t even remember i wrote those lists. And yet, how fitting when playing albums that meant the world to me at that age, doing tarot cards something that meant the world to me did i find the list of dream roles and bucket list.
I write this as a 24 year old, drinking a hot (at this point it is probably just warm) toddy of french earl grey and gin cause thats now a thing i want to experiment with. I will tell you, that you do achieve quite a couple of the things on this list. I am touched to read back on your optimism. For a life that you so desperately needed to create for yourself to escape the trauma and the unbearableness of life at this point in your life. It’s cliched but it does get better for you.
Number 44. Live to see gay marriage legalised in Australia. What a beautiful little yearning you had, to live in an equal society. It is a bit scary in the world at the moment, but number 44 has happened, and you have seen your friends feel the weight and release of the legalisation of gay marriage. There is still a long way to go, just because it is legalised does not mean that your friends do not face homophobia or some strained mental health by having their rights discussed and nit picked by cis, straight, men who have no business making such rules.
I laugh as i read some of these, because i know some of them are not in your heart of hearts. They were cool things that cool people did on tumblr, and you thought hey maybe ill try them and see if they fit. Maybe they will still happen for us, but it’s sweet and i applaud you for always trying and searching for ways to keep expanding as a person. That hasn’t changed.
You have gone to harry potter world twice, maybe even a third time in the future. You have kissed in the rain (it was ok, although a bit of a sloppy kiss). You no longer want to die your hair Ariana Grande’s hair colour from when she was on nickleodeon, because now your hair is short, and you feel cute and suave and you’re glad that you dont have to pay for and upkeep dyed hair.
You do finally get your nose pierced. You barely notice its in. You won’t be able to ever go to the life cafe because it no longer exists. There is still time to learn how to ride a bike. You know many people now with a british accent.
You do collect records. Not sure you still want to go on the amazing race with Hannah K, i’m sure at the time that felt like a sure thing. I don’t remember having a want or interest in yoga/pilates at this age, other than yoga but you do end up learning it. And you consider, in depth, how to make this a career for yourself which you will do in the new year.
You do have a kiss on NYE (again, sloppy.) with a random American guy on a cruise who turns out to be quite a dick and not particularly kind. He calls you a bitch. Maybe you were being one, who cares?!
I am particularly amazed by some of these. and how they still do manifest themselves, or that in a crazy, witchy way you’ve been manifesting them since you were 16/17. Learn to sew/knit, ride a bike - those are still things to do. BUt mostly, number 37. Log a book diary for a year. Maybe you havent quite logged date start and end and title, but you do log every theatrical experience and every book you’ve read which you’ve been doing for a while. It all started when you saw your grandpas log of all the movies and books he read in a year. This will continue. It’s fun to see how your world view and activities keep expanding.
Maybe you don’t want a pet turtle. But you will still have a pet at some point on this list. A boy daschund with black hair that you will call Freddie. You didn’t at this point think youd have a tattoo, youre going to get more im sure in time.
I often want to hug you. I want you to know it does indeed get better. again cliched, but it does. You have been manifesting your reality for years, you made it happen. It exceeds the expectations you had at 16/17. You learn more about yourself than you ever anticipated. You’re on a different path than you anticipated and that’s cool too.
Many of those things on the list of things that make you happy still do (maybe not Jersey Shore as much, or rent) but you do still love chocolate, coffee, queen, your friends and putting on make up. And obviously list making in any capacity. I love you young jamie. i love your optimism and your dreams for the future. I hope they continue to come true and who knows maybe ill write a list at 25 and look back on it in another 10 years.
love
24 year old me x
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