#you will be blocked on sight

[bootyshaker9000and1]

Introduction

Okay- Let's go!

Hi! I'm Donatello- Or Donnie-

I'm what's called an introject from Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles or rottmnt for short

I still have to get used to saying that haha

I'm a part of a DID system that calls itself Pandemonium

My body is 21 but I don't relate to an age personally. I go by he/him currently because that's what I'm use to but I'm thinking of experimenting with they/them!

I'm new around here and I don't know what I'm doing tbh but I'm here and I'm probably queer idk lmao

I think I do identify with the label aroace but I haven't really thought about it tbh

Our collective stance on the whole pro endo/anti endo bs is anti. I'm also anti but I don't care enough to talk about it and I'm avoiding syscourse like my life depends on it. Don't bring that here! Yall scare me more than shipart of my dad and Draxum-

Anyway, yeah so- thanks for checkin out my blog! Hope to see ya!

Oh! Before you go! I just want to say that I'd feel more comfortable if you had your age somewhere on your page before following me! It's not a requirement as I can't control what you put on your account. It'd just make me feel more comfortable. Also uh I do prefer adults to follow me since I'm bodily an adult myself but again I can't control you so uh yeah heh-

DNI

Endos/pro endos/all non CDD

Radqueer/transid/whatever other names yall call yourselves

Syscourse in general (I don't care if you engage in it in general just like- don't talk about it here)

Those who condone cringe media for fakeclaiming systems (ie. r/systemscringe, r/fakedisordercringe, etc)

Anti therians/furry/kin

Typical dni (racist, transphobic, homophobic, ableist, etc) obvi

Anti MOGAI/LIOM/xenogender/neopronouns/good faith labels

Religious blogs (I don't care if you're religious I just don't want to know or see it heh- we've all got a lot of trauma surrounding that)

Side note: I'll probably edit and update this every once in a while so keep an eye out for that I guess!

Donnie over and out!

[33rorr]

THIS IS NOT A SAFE SPACE FOR YOU!

If you aren't these disgusting people or just people who hate others for existing, You're safe here.

(Also notice something different with Pink?/spoiler?)

[emotional-moss]

transness is to terfdom what diogenes is to plato

[ladyfarona]

Actually tumblr, please show me Temu ads again I'm so sick of Top Girl

[booksinmythorax]

I'm already seeing advice from people in the US to purchase queer books and other banned or "controversial" books on paper as a way to combat the wave of government censorship that is coming. While this is a good idea (it is! absolutely!), it's not accessible to everyone, and truly, we're not going to be able to consumerism our way out of this one.

If you can buy the books, do. Whether you can buy the books or not, borrow them from your library.

Borrow the paper versions. Borrow the ebook or audiobook versions. Request the titles you want that your library doesn't have. The more a title circulates or is requested, the better librarians are going to be able to defend keeping it if and when it's ever challenged.

Use libraries like @queerliblib too. The more members they have, the better they'll be able to fundraise.

Your community resources depend on you using them. Borrow the books before they go away.

InB4: Piracy is not the solution here. We're trying to keep community resources available, not make sure individual people can read individual books. Different problems.

The books are still available. Borrowing them from your library and returning them on time and in good condition will help keep them that way.

[natekashiri-exe]

I just updated our intro post (pinned on this blog), can y'all go like and reblog it? ;-;

But if you're gonna clown or just be a cunt, you WILL be blocked on sight with zero hesitation. We actually deleted our original intro post bc there were a lot of hateful and just pathetic comments.

If y'all *do* want to comment on it, I'll be watching closely, so just be nice, aight?

Edit: Alternatively, liking and reblogging this post can also serve as you seeing the new intro

[emily-e-draws]

treating every korok I find extra gently to make up for all the war crimes 💔

[meat-fr]

"they're not graceful", "they're not elegant", "They're not angelic"

-and i took that personally (as a challenge!)

[lavender-eyed-lies]

Fun fact: If you tell people to kill themselves when they disagree with you I don't want you on my blog! 😃

[dandelioncasey]

So this little rant/vent/whatever was inspired by a great post by @scientia-rex which I will link below

It gave me a lot of thoughts but due to the topic I didn't feel right putting them in the comments or tags, so they're going here under the cut

TW FOR EATING DISORDER, EATING DISORDER RECOVERY, FATPHOBIA, MEDICAL BULLSHIT, AND ANYTHING ELSE YOU CAN THINK OF THAT GOES ALONG WITH THAT

Between the summer of 2021 and the spring of 2022 I dropped from 23st to just above 17st. For those who don't feel up to converting numbers right now, that's a loss of around 38 kilos.

I did this after endless comments from my doctor and my mother and people around me that my weight was unhealthy and that I needed to be skinnier. Essentially, all I heard from everyone was that Fat Is Bad and it was a Problem. I internalised a lot of those messages and I was determined to 'fix' it.

I was also determined to 'not be like those other people' who develop unhealthy habits...yeah, that didn't happen. I won't go into incredible detail, but I was working out for an hour or two of intense calorie burning exercise every single day, and I was tracking every single thing I ate on a spreadsheet which measured the fat, the sugar, the salt, anything you can find on a nutrition label.

I don't remember much of how it started but I believe the thought process was that I couldn't under or overeat if I was tracking what I ate and planned it all out. I even told my doctor I was exercising more and planning my meals in advance (although not quite the extent to which I was doing it) and he was thrilled, because my weight was, and to some extent still is, the first and only thing medical professionals see about me.

In case it isn't clear, I was never diagnosed with anorexia or bulimia or BED, but I very much still had an eating disorder. If my doctor had asked more questions, if my mother hadn't pushed me so hard, maybe things would be different...but that's not what happened.

By the early spring of 2022 I had already lost five stone...I had also lost most of my enjoyment in food, quite a lot of my motivation, and any desire to carry on. I was exhausted and dizzy all of the time. I couldn't concentrate, I was sick all the time... essentially, I had most of the symptoms of malnutrition.

Every time my family would get a 'treat day', for my birthday, for Christmas, whatever the occasion was, I planned into my spreadsheet how many meals I would need to skip to make up for the unexpected calories I was taking in, and the breaks from my workout that I was taking as it got more and more difficult to carry on.

Just because I was writing it all down doesn't mean that I was being healthy, and just because my doctor approved (from what he knew of it) doesn't mean I should have carried on. I looked at the numbers on the scale and I was proud of myself, but my body was eating itself alive because at the worst of it I was consuming not even 1/5 of what I was burning in a day.

By the end of spring last year, my sister sat me down for a reality check. She'd been away for a while and she'd come home to find me sitting on the kitchen floor crying, because my mother had bought herself a cake for her birthday and the smell of it was making me ill.

I won't elaborate on what we discussed, but the upshot ofnthe whole thing is I stopped (or at least tried to stop) being so restrictive of everything - I let myself have days off and tried to not feel guilty, I ate when I was hungry and not when the alarm went off to tell me to defrost and reheat my turkey wholewheat pasta with no sauce or cheese. And I absolutely hated myself for it.

Don't get me wrong, looking back I can see that that was a very dangerous way to try and lose weight, but I had internalised the words of the people around me so much that I hated every single part of my body, every movement, every shift or wobble or jiggle that I saw in the mirror - because Fat Is Bad.

I haven't weighed myself since last summer, when I looked at the scales and burst into tears because the number had gone back up. My doctors have to record my weight because of the medication I take but I refuse to look because I don't want to know anymore.

Despite my best efforts, sometimes I still compulsively check the nutrition of the foods I buy, even down to a jar of curry sauce or a premixed salad. I have to get other people to order for me when we get treat days, because I can't eat if I look at the calorie information on the menus. And I still feel compelled to 'make up' for workouts that I skip by doing double the next day.

I don't really know what the point of this was, I just needed to get it out I guess, because that post brought up a LOT of feelings that I needed to let out. If you're still reading, thank you I guess?? But please don't take anything in this post as being advice - I cannot stress enough that I could have died if my sister didn't give me that reality check and I will be dealing with this for probably years if not the rest of my life.

[queen-paladin]

I love you "boring" female characters. I love you ingenues. I love you female characters who aren't "modern" enough. I love you female characters who aren't "badass" enough. iI love you female characters who aren't "empowering" enough. I love you quiet female characters. I love you unappreciated female characters. I love you polite female characters. I love you female characters who "can't appeal to modern audiences." I love you frightened female characters. I love you female characters labeled as not complex just for being nice. I love you female characters who get criticism just for not being their tomboy or femme fatale counterpart. I love you silk hiding steel trope.

[ghostslimu]

you will never be a bad person for not reblogging a post on tumblr, please remember that

[mikadll]

he got his hair and makeup done and though you may not notice it he does feel gorgeous. he just has resting bitch face

[godbirdart]

i've been so used to the online space where if you like a series or fictional character that someone else hates they will openly berate you and cut you out of their life and tell you to Go Die so when i got into a thing that a friend really didn't like and their only reaction was "i do not like it" and left it at that with no over the top reaction or lecture on Why The Thing They Don't Like Is Bad, honestly i felt like i met god

[ataraxixx]

I need to go on a dig w her fr

[darkshrimpemotions]

Paul Simms, epic troll, months ago: I mean...that's his boss.

Every season 6 promo and interview: So Guillermo has a new job and Nandor is no longer his boss...