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kairenn-n · 2 years ago

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you know I didn't want to have to haunt you

but what a ghostly scene

my tears ricochet, taylor swift. (x)

#merlin #merlin web weave #merthur #im back on my bullshit #hehe #bbc merlin #arthur pendragon #bbc arthur pendragon #merlin edit #okay but hear me outttt #i didnt have it in myself to go with grace / and so the battleships will sink beneath the waves #you had to kill me but it killed you just the same #(<- destiny)#you turned into your worst fears #(<- whattt !!!!!!!!!!)#and you're tossing out blame drunk on this pain / crossing out the good years #(gnfngnfngnf)#having thoughts and emotions about post camlann merlin. can u tell

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garvalhaminho · 1 month ago

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"my tears ricochet" but it's luke castellan and he's both people in the song

#and i can go anywhere i want. anywhere i want just not home.#you turned into your worst fears #in different contexts ofc #luke castellan #pjo #percy jackson and the olympians #the last olympian #pjo hoo toa #taylor swift

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annesurelyblythe · 8 months ago

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I’m sure it’s been said before, but my tears ricochet is so Annabeth & Luke coded…

#percy jackon and the olympians #annabeth chase #luke castellan #just listening to it right now #you had to kill me but it killed you just the same #cursing my name #wishing I’d stay #you turned into your worst fears #and you’re tossing out blame #drunk on this pain #crossing out the good years

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knifearo · 1 year ago

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being aromantic is like. hey btw you're going to live a life that is the culmination of most of society's worst nightmares. sorry lol ✌️ but then you turn around and take a really good hard look at it and it turns out that living in that nightmare is fucking awesome and you get to wake up every day and take that fear that other people have and laugh and hold it close until it's a great joy for you instead. and being happy is a radical act that you define instead of someone else. and you're sexy as fuck that's just a fact of life i don't make the rules on that one

#aromantic people are just sexy i'm not making the decisions here it's just facts #course ur hot as fuck. it came free with the aromanticism #being sexy is just default settings for aromantic people 👍#hope this all helps. anyway i'm on my 'i hope i die alone <3 i can't wait to die alone <3' kick rn #i think the existential fear that people have of Not Partnering specifically is so. well.#obviously that shit is strong and it is SO awesome to be free of it.#realizing you're aro and you don't Want a partner can be such a hit to the solar plexus #cause society says that's the only thing that'll make you happy. so either you go without that thing or you force yourself #into doing something you don't want which would make you unhappy anyway.#so you think it's a lose lose situation and you have to come to terms with what amatonormativity presents as the worst possible situation #but then! whoa! turns out personhood is inherently valuable in and of itself and romantic partnering is just a construct!#and that nightmare is now your life to do with as you please... define as you will... structure as you want...#best case scenario. is what i'm saying.#every day i wake up ready to spit all that amatonormative rhetoric back in life's teeth by being alone and being happy #and it's so fucking satisfying. every day.#fucking JUBILANT being by myself. and i love being a living breathing 'fuck you' to the romantic system #you need a partner to be happy? oh that's sooo fucking crazy guess i'll go be miserable then. in my perfect fucking dream life lmao #yeah obviously it's the worst possible outcome on earth to die without a partner. so terrible. can't wait for it :)#aromantic #aromanticism #aro positivity #aroace #arospec #sorry to bitches who are sad about not having a partner. i could not give a fuck though get better soon #you couldn't EVER pay me enough to go back to a mindset in which my inherent value wasn't enough by myself.#FUCK that shit. absolutely miserable and a bad life outlook in general. like genuinely do the work w/ amatonormativity and get better #life is something that can be so fulfilling whether someone wants to kiss you or whatever or not #i'm on antidepressants and i have people i care deeply about. what the fuck would i need a partner for lmao

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lover-by-taylor-swift · 2 years ago

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characters/ships that remind me of certain taylor songs:

my tears ricochet - james + peter (james potter + peter pettigrew, marauders)

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weregonnabecoolbeans · 8 months ago

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My tears ricochet - taylor swift

songs that make you think of Anakin and Ahsoka lemme know!

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sracha · 1 year ago

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lol

#rosebird #strqrock au #if you squint .#hello everyone. saw jesus today. enjoy the silly sappy rosebird!!#running out of captions thog don’t care. woman are my favorite guy ❤️😎#fighting a very perilous battle with backgrounds rn if I die I dieeee #oh my god i forgot. okay brown eyes summer in this. finally some colored contacts....THEY ARE PRETTYYYY OKAYYYY #‼️‼️‼️💣🔨#the babygirlyest raven ive ever drawn i fear...(worst thing ive ever said)#they just had the most embarassing phone call so bad that raven turned the weather channel all the way up so no one can hear her scream #“’YOU WANNA WHAATTT‼️“’ like yeah bro go crawl up to her window for a kissy rn… or I will >:|#or get your spine rearranged idk mannnn GET OVER THERRREEE!!!

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kiyomitakada · 21 days ago

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My best laid plan Your sleight of hand My barren land I am ash from your fire Stood on the cliffside Screaming "Give me a reason" Your faithless love's the only hoax I believe in

We gather here, we line up, weepin' in a sunlit room And if I'm on fire, you'll be made of ashes too Even on my worst day, did I deserve, babe All the hell you gave me? 'Cause I loved you, I swear I loved you 'Til my dying day

:)

#light- and L-narrated songs respectively btw #YOU HAD TO KILL ME BUT IT KILLED YOU JUST THE SAME CURSING MY NAME WISHING I STAYED YOU TURNED INTO YOUR WORST FEARS #AND YOURE TOSSING OUT BLAME DRUNK ON THIS PAIN CROSSING OUT THE GOOD YEARS #AND YOURE CURSING MY NAME WISHING I STAYED LOOK AT HOW MY TEARS RICOCHET

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dreamspring · 2 months ago

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can’t believe she literally wrote this abt merlin & morgana’s divorce arc

#i can anywhere i want just not home btw.#and you had to kill me but it killed you just the same #and i didn’t have it in myself to go with grace..#you turned into your worst fears tossing out blame.#or whatever #call me cringe i don’t care im right… just trust me….#merlin #morgana #mossy posts #music

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martyrbat · 2 years ago

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Bodies in Motion and at Rest – Thomas Lynch

[TEXT ID: It hurts so bad to think I cannot save him, protect him, keep him out of harm's way, shield him from pain. What good are fathers if not for these things? Why can't he be a boy again, safe from these perils and disasters? Lately I'm always on the brink of breaking.]

#SOB....#when i read this at first i actually had to go stand outside for a moment and take a breath because oough....#bruce & jason #cryptcites #how can he be expected to save a city and other men's sons when he couldn't even save his own?#but he has to try. he will always try. in jasons honour. in his memory.#thinking of that moment just after. no one to turn to to mourn with and grieve. the own guilt and your worst fear happening. your son dying #the what if's and million scenarios you imagine. what if you never adopted him? what if he never became robin? what if you told him you #loved him more? what if you didnt have that conversation with alfred that led to him running away? what if you tracked him down faster?#what if? how you could save him a million times but itll never be reality. then bruce carrying the photo of him to literally give #him a reason to keep going and a reminder of why he still has to save the others. just :(((#THAT ONE LEGENDS OF THE DARK KNIGHT PANEL #WHERE HE'S CRADLING JASONS CORPSE AND REMEMBERING HOW HAPPY HE WAS TO GET THE COSTUME #AND TELLING HIMSELF HE CANT ERASE THAT MEMORY HE CAN'T ERASE JASON'S LIFE AND HAPPINESS AND REPLACE IT WITH THE IMAGE OF HIM DEAD #I THINK IT WAS ISSUE 100? SECOND STORY. VERY :(((

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shaykai · 1 year ago

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Gonna slap the people who named bugs

#found a bug in my room- thought it was a sandbaby- turns out I don’t remember what a sandbaby looks like #so I do a bit of research and the first thing that I see that looks right is wind scorpion #now I need everyone here to understand that I love bugs deeply they are neat they are cool they are friends #but I have a deep fear of scorpions #zbznnsnsbsns they are extremely cool just not when they’re by me #so my first thought is shit I have to abandon my room and everything in it now it all belongs to the scorpion #but it’s late and I’m already in bed and I’m doing more research cause d u h #and turns out it’s not really a scorpion at all???? I mean like. same family tree #but it’s not your traditional scorpion- it doesn’t have a stinger and it’s non venomous #worst thing about it is it’s a little speedy a bit aggressive and can/will bite #but the REAL worst thing is it likes to cozy up in blankets and clothes #and it’s in my bedroom where I so happen to keep my blankets and clothes dhdhdhhdjdd #anywho I’ll try to catch it and put it outside tomorrow after work if I can find it again #whole point of this is for just a second I was like oh fuck a scorpion and was not okay about that djdjdjdjd #tw bugs #it’s also called a sun spider #cause why have one name when you can have two???#dhdhdjjsjsjs anyways uh everything is fine and I’m going to bed #I will see to cleaning my room and maybe capturing our little friend tomorrow

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elysianymph · 1 year ago

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"scary? my god you're divine" but it's sirius talking to remus and remus talking to sirius

#they both think they're monsters and that the other is perfect #teenage love with rose colored glasses yknow #and then war happens and it all falls apart #the reflection in the mirror is starting to warp into the monster the night turns you into and the monster you've been molsed to be #but the comforting hand on your shoulder is gone #and the person it belongs to is starting to look like your worst fear: betrayal #wolfstar #i go like 3 weeks without thinking about them at all and then it hits me #A N G S T #sirius black #remus lupin

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vile-wizard · 3 months ago

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I need to clean my room now. It is dire.

#im so embarrassed it looks like shit over here #i cleaned the kitchen bc my ex was picking up stuff but i KNOW she saw my room #what a fucking shitshow #that box of her things is gone now all ive got left is a handful of rose petals and a second hand coffee maker #and a flannel #all that for a quick 2 monthish relationship #i deeply regret rushing into things but I have poor judgement so.#heres to ruining everything good thats ever happened to me via my own choices 🍻 free will baby #I'm so mad right now even though i shouldn't be #the text thing really got to me idk if things can be ok #like yeah turns out when you hear all your fears verbalized insultingly by another person instead of just in your brain it hits harder??#Just felt like a line was being crossed #anyway #when you spill your guts to another person i guess you gotta expect to have shit flung back at you in the worst possible moment #I suck at keeping my mouth shut that's what happens when you stop journaling #you want to actually confide in others #And don't think I don't know that thats what im doing now #online!!#im unbelievably tired of it all #i wasn't built for this kind of life #ive got no friends. my job doesn’t pay me enough to live. ive got no will to feed myself. etc etc etc #worst of all i have to live with myself #because God knows i can't do anything about it #vile-wizard.txt

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early-october-skies · 7 months ago

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Me when we don't speak anymore by bears in trees

#lizzierants #had a sudden unplanned job interview today. i wanted to cry the whole time but managed to keep it together and now the anxiety has suddenly #caught up to me and it feels BAD the sudden thought of that what if my friends just dont actually like me and they like me purely because #theyre worried for what would become of me if they stopped being friends with me when purely of course id be fine eventually but i worry #that cause im on antidepressants people just think im automatically suicidal when something bad goes wrong which is not the case im doing #good i dont want to die but what if all my friends hate me what if this whole time i have loved them so so much and they just tolerate me #someday my friends will die and i had that i hate that someday we wont be friends even if its decades in the future i love all of them with #my heart that sometimes i feel it is overfilling i love them i love them and what am i without them i am everything i have ever loved i am #overthinking however i cannot stop this what if my own best friend is avoiding me? why am i thinking this? what evidence do i have to back #this up? nothing only for the fact my own brain feels as though i love people too much and they are uncomfortable with it i feel awful wtf #i have learned to keep my emotions from people because i dont want them to worry. i dont want people to do something or not do something bec #ause they think it will upset me i want people do do as they please i want to be open for my friends to share their issues i want to help #and im sitting here wirrying if they hate me so i turn here to shout in the void because the only person i know irl who follows me on here #most likely doesnt read these tags and if you are please ingore this i misjudged your terrible attention span also i love you very much #anyway a few weeks ago i realised my worst fear is no longer death. but the death of my friendship with my beloved friend. and thats fucking #terrifying prospect however if they were to be like yo i dont like you anymore id respect that decision and id be okay because their happine #is the most important thing to me and thats okay but i couldnt bare with the fact that they feel like they had to be ffiends with me because #they have to. i hate the prospect of them feeling trapped in a friendship theh dont want to be in. all the while i feel i cannot communicate #this to anyone because how would i go about it im very anxious i am shaking i am having a bad time very bad time actually im going to start #crying but its okay <3 crying is good for stress and health and its been a while since ive cried so maybe this will help me feel better <3 #i will heal and ill be okay <3

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s0fter-sin · 10 months ago

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i had an eye test done a few days ago and one of the tests gave me mad vertigo, it only lasted a few minutes but i still have a major headache and nausea and it flares up when i’m scrolling. obviously the answer is to get off my phone but it’s making me think of the march that shall not be named when i couldn’t look at fucking anything and ya girl is getting nervous

#i know its from the vertigo #i know #i just need to give it a few days and itll go away #but that march was literally the worst month of my life and i live in permanent fear of it #this is like 5% as bad as that so i know i need to just chill #but if it would just go away already thatd be very appreciated!!#side note guess who needs glasses ✌🏻#i have astigmatism which we been knew and my left eye is a bit weaker than my right which i also knew #but he didnt say anything about degeneration or anything even tho i emphasised that im always at home and always in the dark #so that was a little weight off my chest #but you know the big silver round thing they bring in front of your face that you rest your chin on #and they put the different lenses in and they ask one or two?#that spun me out something awful #i could only look through it for like a minute before i had to be like yo i cant do this #having my peripheral cut off just completely fucked me up #again it only lasted like five minutes #but still being nauseous and headachy is just making me nervous #i just need to remember it had an external cause and it will go away and theres nothing that suggests itll turn into another march #positive fucking attitude #coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt #spoonie #pots #postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome #chronic illness #dysautonomia

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organised-disaster · 4 months ago

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I just bought the whole pack for Outer Wilds because it was on sale and I'm already having so much FUN!!! I've experienced hilarious situations such as:

Anti-gravity cave! Yay! Down I go and off to the spot that requires repairs! Matching velocity and wait stop why is it moving away come back why am I spinning dear God no eeeesaaauuuuggggggGGGHHHH

Ew ew EW Dark Bramble Seed Ew Ew Ew oh no no mo MY SCOUT MY SCOUT THE ANGLERFOSH NONKNONKOOOOONOOO

To the geysers! And in I g- [blrbrlrbrlebrlblrlggh] oh yaya! A crystal like in the observatory! And it's got its own signal! Quantum displacement? What happens if i- [is subjected to the nightmare chorus] oh

And now we leave planet! Oh a roll function? What does that do? Let's find ou- [timeskip ten seconds, screaming as I spiral out of control into the gravitational pull of the sun]

Oho the universe locator!!! And there is Giant's Deep and the Sun and NOT the eye of the universe teehee and eugh [said with utter contempt] dark bramble

WHERE ARE YOU MYSTERY WHISTLE MAN. I WILL LOCATE YOU BY GETTING UP HIGH ENOUGH AND [exits Atterlock's orbit] oh no. guck. oh heaven help me. please no

I've accidentally locked onto the Interloper instead of Brittle Hollow, guess I'm heading there. [there] Wow this place is Barren™️. Guess I'll hop off now and - [narrowly avoids plummeting into Dark Bramble] WHAT THE HELL INTERLOPER. I THOUGHT WE WERE FRIENDS. WHY NOT DROP ME OFF SOMEWHERE AWESOME LIKE GIANT'S DEEP.

WJERE DID MY SJHIP GO [parked on the Ember Twin]

Distress beacon? What? Oh no, I need to find the source of it before - [the music]

[stares directly at a supernova while accelerating towards Timber Hearth with the intention of cooking a marshmallow and watching the solar system end from there]

Round two hjahaja! Destination one: Brittle Hollow! Now I just need to not plummet directly into the Black Hole That Sends You To The End Of The Known Universe©️ and I'll be good to start exploring! [ship smashes into the surface at 600km/h] nevertheless I am unharmed!

And now I will carefully descend so as not to fall into the Black Hole That Sends You To The End Of The Known Universe©️ and I can be on my merry [smashes into an overhang at Mach 2, corpse falls into the Black Hole That Sends You To The End Of The Known Universe©️]

#shitpost #outer wilds echoes of the eye #ill definitely be making a little comic about my misadventures as an astronaut #its gonna be great #“heya hatchling! you ready for your first launch?” me who has seen everything that ever could and ever will unfold: yeh :D #this game is fun #highly recommend #i hope posting this doesnt start recommending me outer wilds comtent because its not supposed to be spoiled so hahah we'll see #i didnt expect to be given a “hey you can turn down the Fear” notice when i booted up the game so im a little scared now actually #my vague memories of playing this when i was a lad have given me enough warning to know that the black hole is much scarier than just dying #i cried the first time i fell in actually. had to wait to die because i only had my suit not my ship #oh fun fact that supernova i mentioned i was far enough away to actually watch it engulf timber hearth before i was consumed #this game really captures that feeling of being isolated. in space #one of my worst fears is being stranded in not space but just a situation where im helpless wating for death and i know nobody can save me #so seeing the supernova eat timber hearth kinda. did something to me? idk. im afraid of losing people i love i guess.#i got attached to that one little kid who wanted to play hide and seek okay. i love him. hes my babiboi. idr his name but i love him

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