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the time v legend wars that happen every so often are always so funny to me because i am equally obsessed with both. they’re both my favorite little stress toys. i’m like a double agent with no agenda other than to just straight up fuck around
#‘but time’s a dilf’ but legend’s a mermaid#‘but legend’s a mermaid’ but time’s a dilf#you see why i can’t choose?#also. both of them probabky have some gender nonsense goin on#the fact that in kokiric gender norms link could be seen as either. and also whatever the fuck legend’s got going on.#also i project onto them an equal amount#i could actually write a literal essay about how time and legend are incredibly similar and what key traits make them seem so different#it’s actually a theme i’m using very heavily in my own linkverse au fun fact#anyhow enough rambles in the tags. the war is funny. and also isn’t thsi like the third one—
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Crazy wild shit man
#how are we straight up accepting the emmrich romance lich choice for how it’s written#does anyone feel me#hello???#no one else can see the inherent tragedy in this?#maybe I’m too mort ass pilled but um. trading away your life to escape death is no life at all#and why can’t rook be like. you killed yourself and took yourself away from me and now you have no skin for me to caress and no warmth for#me to share and though it’s still your consciousness you’ve a) gained a perspective I can never ever share and b) you have accepted#outliving me so thoroughly that I will be just a drop in the bucket of your life even if I get another good 50 years out of life.#why can’t I ask him is all this worth it without your heart????!??#why can’t I break it off?!!!???#why do I HAVE to celebrate this choice#emmrich volkarin#dav spoilers#and that’s not even getting into the philosophical questions surrounding fear and what it means to live like.#emmrich… has ocd. and I have no doubt that those fears are truly debilitating (despite this almost never coming up in the narrative)#and essentially this choice is one about how to deal with it. acceptance vs avoidance. and we see no consequences for either!!!#if he chooses to accept this fear as a part of him and work through it WE SHOULD SEE THAT WORK#he should struggle!! and that struggle should lead him towards making peace with that fear#AND!!#if he chooses to escape from that fear— to actively avoid ever resolving it— we should see him struggle with that too!!!!#molding your entire existence around this fear to the point you embody it… where are the emotional consequences for that!?#WHY DO I— AS SOMEONE WHO SUPPOSEDLY LOVES HIM— NOT GET ANY OPPORTUNITY TO PUSH BACK OR ASK SOME TOUGH QUESTIONS?!?#in a game about the tyranny of immortality… we can send our beloved to kill his mortal self to come back as an immortal husk.#and we’re not even allowed to be sad abt it the very next scene is some goofy cartoon shit at the lighthouse where every single person just#immediately accepts this reality and has no issues. not even taash 😭
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on reflection the fact that we didn’t see laena claim vhagar, and now didn’t see the moment addam got on seasmoke either? kinda annoying me
#hotd spoilers#i mean at least we got to SEE addam and seasmoke meet#like since the timeline started we’ve had three perhaps four dragon claiming and not cradle eggs - laena and vhagar; aemond and vhagar;#helaena and dreamfyre; addam and seasmoke; potentially aegon and sunfyre since it’s kinda fuzzy on exactly how that one worked#(i imagine similar to however laenor & seasmoke worked tho? that one is similarly vague)#(oh fuck and daeron and tessarion are in the same boat right? very young rider very young dragon but we’re not told whether this is a cradle#egg or whether this child just felt a pull to a young dragon or whether they were specifically allowed to choose that dragon)#anyways i think it’s really annoying we’ve only see that one (1) claiming esp when you look at the riders of the other ones lol.#also vhagar gets a LOT of action helaena and dreamfyre don’t get anything and they cut the one thing they did do.#laena is vastly underused altho i will give them that they at least on screen establish that bond which is more than u can say for dreamfyre#the seasmoke thing is also like. if you were Just gonna kill him offscreen so addam could ride him. what’s the point.#literally could have just had daemon kill him atp & just have him lie to rhaenyra or whatever.#i’ve really liked the dragon scenes we’ve gotten but frequently it’s like. u called the show house of the dragon.#surely you thought about how you were going to cheaply do the dragons or budget them in. why don’t we get more dragons.#‘well they’re expensive-‘ get an animatronic head to interact w like jurassic park. some of these characters rode their dragons every day!#okY i’m done bitching i can’t believe after i spent all of got going ‘fuck these dragons where are the wolves’ now i’m like#WJERE ARE THE FUCKING DRAGONS CONDAL
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(A Mort the Mortician fan edit)
“With no one to love you, you’re goin’ nowhere”
Tragedy - The Bee Gee’s
#I’ve been super into The Bee Gees lately so idk have this ig?#I’ve just been giggling for the past two hours while I threw this together#purely self indulgent my dear fellows#bob’s burgers#mort the mortician#tedmort#it’s not really tedmort but there’s def tedmort elements#what can I say? these fuckers are ALWAYS together#you know how often you see Mort without Teddy? not frequently enough#(shush I know we see Teddy without Mort all the time but lemme have this)#caboose edits#watched this like twenty times already in its finished form and I can’t stop laughing at the song choice#why did I choose this song omfg
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another random writing event
So I am currently in avoidance mode with my wips and i do t wanna look at them, so i decided to have another random writing event. Below I have a list of 40 random words. If you're interested, please feel free to send in a word and a character and I'll do my best to write a short fic centered around it! If there are any words that are not on the list, feel free to send in one of your own! I may not get to everyone's but I will do as many as I can.
Begrudging
Untruths
Opposites
Trembling
Expectations
Testing
Hypothesis
Indulgence
Recoil
Repose
Brazen
Consequence
Facade
Fragment
Echo
Contradiction
Skeptic
Enthralled
Ambivalence
Dissonance
Subterfuge
Glimmer
Obscured
Nostalgia
Fleeting
Desolate
Revelation
Intrigue
Zenith
Perplexity
Fathom
Resilience
Turbulence
Labored
Solace
Transitory
Temperament
Sway
Frivolity
Nonsense
#my writing#paimonial-rage#writing event#also if it isn’t obvious this is for reader-insert fics lol#for genshin characters#purposefully not tagging this so only my followers see#i will say this tho i am planning on ignoring 9/10 alhaitham prompts bc i am fed up with him#fed up with him and his fans#also i will not be doing every request i get (although i’ll try)#if i get too much of a specific prompt i’ll stop accepting those requests#but i’ll let you guys know if that happens so you can choose another one#don’t be scared of sending in an original prompt too#all i ask is that it’s a one word prompt… or a group of one word prompts#however i do ask that you show a bit of…. creativity#if you send in things like ‘rivals’ ‘soulmates’ ‘enemies’ i will full on ignore them#please don’t send me tropes#i just find them boring#but literally feel free to send in for any character#i don’t discriminate#update: i can’t believe i’m already banning a prompt you guys do know that this prompt was on my last writing event#nobody chose it back then so why is everyone choosing it now? orz
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love is found in all the ways grogu’s ear flops and folds and presses up against din’s arm or shoulder or chest or any space they bend into to accommodate each other actually
#revisiting eps and#anytime i see that ear fold against his dad. i’m gone#evokes the tenderness of a child with their head pressed up against their parent’s heartbeat….that’s what it does to me#it’s. the texture. it’s fucking rubber or smth but when the light catches through his ears in some shots they’re like fucking petals and#pressed flowers pressed petals pressed ears THEY’RE ALL SO SOFT. THE TEXTURE IS SO SOFT#it’s the duality. of din. and how he is always in a state of readied ferocity when we see him but with grogu he is. always always#OR TRIES TO ALWAYS ALWAYS BE#always soft and malleable in the way beskar physically can’t be and this is smth he consciously chooses and i.#i’m exhausted from today but also#yeah i’m so normal about these two why do you ask-#clan of two#the mandalorian#ray is so normal about this clan of two
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….sometimes, it’s about logging off and talking to people and not about pointing fingers and claiming moral superiority over fiction.
I wish people understood that you can just choose to block and not engage. You can read a thing, like it or dislike it, and then choose to back out at any time. And that can all happen privately, without blasting thoughts into the void.
#please go touch grass and read older books#I don’t think I’ll ever try writing outside of my niche now more than ever#like when did all of that happen and why are we again having debates about dc?#explore for yourself and make decisions for yourself instead of putting your questions out there for the world to see#you all have autonomy you are choosing to instead police others from armchairs and claim to be better#guess what I like my fiction dark and exploratory and to go places you can’t in reality
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i am just going to say that since the start of the fandom implosion i have gone back and forth on how active in 911 fandom i want to be. i love them and the show means a lot to me and i don’t quite want to just walk away — even if my hopes for eventual storylines are in bad faith. i also have found myself getting overwhelmed with it all even on my own dash more often, from all sides and really am continuing to figure out what my relationship with the show looks like at this point. when i changed my url back recently it was similar, it had gotten to be too much going on that I didn’t want to handle. so yeah. all this to say is no im not planning on stopping 911 posting but im also figuring out how to have a better dynamic with it I guess. it has felt at certain times like a show I Couldn’t walk away from. and that isnt what i want to feel and now I feel less like I can’t and more like maybe i dont want to. Or maybe i do! I at least want the option of it. I’m rambling now but yeah. I think my point is I’m going to work on leaning further into my multifandom, where I feel like that’s gotten lost in favor of 911 a lot of this year, BUT I also want to continue caring about my gay firefighter family (just in a healthier way). So if that makes anyone want to unfollow or filter or soft block or anything. I just wanted to share where I’m at <3 xo
#also fwiw I have my particular moments of feeling like the show didn’t care from the last episode#no I’m not a super big fan of the engagement as canon but sure. fine. I can see the appeal#and yes I can choose to see it as red string#i didn’t even know people were upset Buck didn’t fight back. I think that’s a whole thing to him. I want him to fight! this relationship is#different we were shown that multiple times. At some point I think Buck should say actually. no. I’m raging against this. but part of that#is because of his growth - that’s not something he’d Normally do#blah blah this is a rambling post but my whole main thing is how carelessly it seems they tossed out the relationship. it’s a mix of the#scene and the interviews. I was fine with it (sad but fine) before the interviews. and also part of me is like. well what do you even say#they Broke Up. you can’t be like ‘haha who knows maybe one day wink wink nudge nudge’ esp the way this show is written quickly#am I going to post this? idek. I’m just talking out loud now#MY POINT. my point is.#my relationship to the show looks a bit different. and that truly is a good thing#at least to an extent#like why did I get anxious that I might have Thursday night plans and couldn’t watch live. it’s ok girl. it’s ok#stuff like that. so more multifandom. also 911 likely not going away. yeah. k#txt#v talks
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hihihi, i'm running in a poll called @the-faggot-brackets and i'd really appreciate your vote! thank you for your time, no pressure <3
…Who are you? How did you find me? And why should I vote for you, mortal?
#marius.txt#asks#ask the mechs#gayoticbeing#{were you just going through the asks tag or something?? I can’t see any reason you would know me#or why you would choose an immortal space pirate rp blog to advertise???}
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trying to formulate my opinions on The Spot by holding my sister as a captive audience while i loudly rant around her apartment
#it is a cold fucking day in hell when i let a middleaged white man take credit for a black teenager’s accomplishments and choices.#i don’t care if he’s fictional#i can’t believe some of you are eating what he’s saying. if we’re rejecting miguel o’haras idea of destiny then why are we accepting#this monologue from a dumbass who can’t accept that he’s the way that he is because of his own fucking choices#you CHOSE to work for those labs YOU CHOSE not to evacuate sooner#he couldn’t have predicted what happened next. but don’t pretend you didn’t choose this#anyone can be spiderman but miles had to CHOOSE this#your fake ass had nothing to do with his leap of faith in the first movie…#miles is made of everyone he has ever loved and respected#fuck this destiny nonsense. the spot sees Miles spark and CHOOSES to mold himself into its shadow in a desperate bid#to feel like his miserable life has any meaning#he’s a threat he’s a narrative foil he’s got the insane visuals to mirror miles. but he is NOT destiny incarnate.#the next movie is going to be about Miles rejecting The Spot as much as he rejects O’haras rules#he said it himself he’s sick of other people telling him what his story’s supposed to be about#damn what is it about writing in the tags that makes things more cohesive.#across the spiderverse spoilers#atsv spoilers#spiderverse spoilers#pizzazz meta#edit: for the record i think The Spot is a great villain and i do appreciate what he does for the narrative#but i dont believe him like i believe in miles
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what if i brought cori’s mom to tural 🥺
#i just think if you send your child into the world thinking you’ll never see them again#and then you hear of their deeds and think i can’t stay in this forest anymore so you go to the front to help#in the battle to free your homeland and you find your child there after like 5 years#and then immediately after that they essentially choose to sacrifice themself to save the star but live#you should get to take a vacation#alao she can hang out with uvlo and shunye#and talk about mining#this is how i got here btw i was thinking about writing a fic where cori’s mom gives her a quartz to protect her#and then i was like where did she get it? her mom. where is her mom? the skatay range#if she’s in the skatay range why didn’t annika take cori there. actually why did annika stay in golmore with cori at all#why didn’t she take them there or leave for eorzea or doma#and that was too much for me to think about this morning#i need a text post tag#endwalker spoilers
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Feel free to reblog for larger sample size, because this can only get exponentially funnier the more results it gets while simultaneously utterly straining my bromance of many years.
#ILU stahp. this is fake discourse at it’s finest I’ve just never used polls for evil and choose today to begin#I can’t wait to see the tags considering salt and pepper at a table at all is very…certain culture centered#can’t reply what I have because it might bias the curiosity poll and scare my bro back to mastodon (or worse. Twitter.)#but this poll exists because you can understand the implications and that there are sides to this#I’m fully expecting Stahp vindication and honestly that is why this poll exists.#unless the dune kids find it. and then god help us all#/ONE FEAR#/ONE LITANY AGAINST FEAR
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i think i should let Even get possessed by that dalek in resolution actually
#not instead of ryan’s dad btw that can stay that should just Also change a bit idk. not important right now#instead of the scientist lady.#who is who the doctor is sure it’s attached itself to. meanwhile it is In even it has control of them.#and what it makes them say is. no. you’re right doctor. this isn’t working. i thought it could but i can’t live like this. i can’t live with#you. it’s time for you to let me go.#and the doctor. does. says goodbye. says it like it won’t hurt because she doesn’t want even to hesitate.#meanwhile they are screaming don’t let me leave. she lets them leave. and that dalek scout. well. it wants a better body but with even it#has a weapon.#very different vibe of when the doctor finally realizes she’s been chasing the wrong lead and who the dalek scout is on.#she let them go…….. SHE LET THEM GO…………..#(even voice) doctor have you mourned me already? doctor are you done? imherelookatmestopgrievingdontletmego-#what im saying is that this culminates in an argument on the tardis afterwards. and by argument i mean even is crying and thirteen is sharp#because being any other way will hurt more. so she’s sharp and she’s curt and she says ‘if you didn’t have a weapon-’ when even says ‘if#you didn’t let me leave!!! I DON’T WANT TO LEAVE!!!!’ the doctor who told graham she won’t let him stay on the tardis if he chooses to kill#someone and even who Has. even who is too old and too young and who doesn’t remember what they looked like when they first met her.#even who has the wrong eyes for their face and the doctor didn’t notice. for decades didn’t notice while looking right at them. not until#she was new and she could see that even was Wrong.#the doctor says again ‘if you didn’t have a weapon. it couldn’t be used against anyone. it wouldn’t hurt anyone.’#and even says ‘i don’t have anywhere else to go. why would let me leave. i don’t have anywhere else.’#and somewhere very far away. gallifrey is burning. it is new years again.#dw oc
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And I’m standing ten toes down behind Eloise
#Ppl calling her feminism white feminism#like yeah for todays standards sure whatever#my feelings on Eloise are complicated but a lot of y’all’s feminism is whether u think Barbie was good and that’s how ur measuring Eloise#like this little girls girl shit is right next to thinking Barbie is a masterpiece is right next to saying here’s my 20 step skincare#routing but it’s for yourself not for men but also here’s how to walk and make eye contact to manipulate a man ;3#like It’s so funny how everyone was mad Eloise didn’t put action to the thoughts#which season 2 was all about btw like I feel like ppl also misunderstand the point of her character and what’s happening internally but diff#and now theyre saying she’s an asshole for shifting topics of convo within her group of peers#when that’s proof that she cannot assimilate the way y’all say she does?#like yuckk#Idk I feel like the visceral reaction to Eloise just feels like ‘if feminist why care about ur dad 🤨’#i was gonna say y’all want Eloise to cut off all ties with her family and start connecting to those of lower classes#but when she did anything CLOSE to that y’all STILL called her an asshole#also you know what you’re walking into when you’re watching bridgerton it was way too early to keep her there you KNOW that#but also also Penelope has been trying to find her niche and balance her family’s reputation with her ideals the entire time#and it does come off as hypocritical and self centered at times just as every single character on this show has!#i said Penelope I meant Eloise it still applies but whatever#anyways#yeah season 2 she came to the conclusion y’all did#that she wasn’t really about it and she should stick to high society#‘she was such an asshole this season’ bc she in fact does believe what she preaches and found ignoring it to be difficult#like y’all are just saying she’s a bad person no she was uncomfortable and response was to be snappy like hello#like this dramatic shift in her character is bc of the trouble she caused her family by trying to stand on business#like when it comes to interpersonal relationships Eloise suffers from the fact that not everyone comes to the same conclusions she does#like she told Benedict she can’t understand how nobody sees what she sees#but that’s not true a lot of people see what she sees#Cressida saw what she sees! what Eloise DOESNT understand is that other ppl come to diff conclusions with the same knowledge!#other ppl see the same thing and choose to flourish within the system no questions! bc they don’t have the privilege to do anything else!#THATS where she needs to grow! the obvious conclusion IS obvious but what to do after is mot the same or available to everyone!#but thats like. the most positive of my feelings towards her it is complicated I’m just being nice rn
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it can be really frustrating being a chronically ill person and living with an ableist non-chronically ill person when they have an injury or are sick because it’s hard to have sympathy and in turn compassion for them when they never seem to have the same for you
#is this word does this make sense#basically my mom’s leg has been bothering her this week and my dad has the flu or something idk#and it’s just like they see me and my sister as lazy because we are disabled but as soon as they have an issue we need to be there to help#them even though they don’t want to help us because if your in pain all the time shouldn’t you be used to it by now and you don’t#complain about it constantly so it can’t be that bad just deal with it#(even though i was taught early on to not voice my pain because it was annoying to my parents)#like for some reason they kinda still think it’s a choice but when they are ill it’s way worse because they didn’t choose this#idk it’s just FRUSTRATING#and my mom like doesn’t ask for help she just loudly complains and then is like why aren’t you helping me LIKE JUST ASK OMG#rey actually speaks
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dokja doing his best time and time again to help junghyeok with regressor depression…. I see the sauce being cooked here
#it’s gay sauce#for gay people.#going post#Orv#tbh dokja I think you should just tell junghyeok everything at this point. not for gay reasons but to make things easier#these two work rlly well together when junghyeok isn’t trying to kill dokja imagine how they’d be if they were fully on the same page too#every day there’s a new fuckin dokkaebi. where do they keep getting these guys#and why do they keep getting cuntier#A THANOS SNAP???#choosing between a thanos snap and killing the strongest incarnation. alright everyone time to speed up on the killing nirvana thing I gues#Junghyeok relying on the predictability of knowing everything…. You can take the man out of the timeloop but you can’t take the timeloop ou#of the man#(I know he’s not out of his regressions but sh)#‘I can’t think of a way to correct this’ junghyeok aren’t you supposed to be smart? Stop being stupid#dokja gets me. that’s why he’s also a reader#Ohhh okay we’re having a Big Talk now. good job dokja#‘But the real problem is when you’ve finally managed to save the world’ THATS WHAT IM SAYING!!!!! DOKJA GETS ME#YOU CAN TAKE THE MAN OUT OF THE TIMELOOP BUT YOU CANT TAKE THE TIMELOOP OUT OF THE MAN!#unless junghyeok kicks his regressor’s depression in the ass and learns not to rely on knowing future scenarios so much.#and they’re on a rooftop…. The symsbsnolismm….#Oh wait dokja’s making a different point#ah. ptsd.#well that’s part of my argument I guess#Ohhhhh I love dokja getting to be a prophet rn. and junghyeok realizing he’s onto some shit#‘This world you’re about to abandon could be the only world where you can live to see it end as a human being’ OOOOF. OOF.#that’s heavy#Anyway time for comic relief. sorry Uriel but no gay sex yet#‘Who’s the strongest incarnation?’ Junghyeok: no doubt it’s me#……………………………….#DOKJA IS ALSO CONSIDERING HIMSELF THE STRONGEST?? GUYS
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