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accidently instilled a god complex into someone
woopsies
my therapy is failing
#this is a joke#i told them that other people are intimidated the way mortals are intimidated to angels as a hyperbole#they knew it was a hyperbole but it did make for some funny jokes#they also said that its weird that a student is doing a theraphy thing#that usually when its a theraphy they get into this own world of theirs and the therapist feels like this sub human person#you pour your heart into#but not really a friend#or even a person#they used the world subhuman and above society type of people and i feel thats interesting#and i know that thats a feeling a lot of my other friends have to their therapist#that half the job is trying to get them to listen to you like youre a person#and theyre more of an obstacle they try and over come for support rather then a person they feel comforted and secure with#and i do acknowledge that good therapist probably treat their clients like people and not traumatized characters#but i can see how after like 4 people in a row you start seeing them as just sadness oozing blobs you need to help somehow#its an interesting thing about theraphy that i didnt think about till now tho so im glad they pointed out how this was weird for them#because i was weirded out when my teacher came to me and ripped out my worries and it was funny to me because he was right#and now i kinda see why#because a therapist isnt a person to the clients either sometimes#they help you with your problems that you sometimes forget theyre human and have issues too#interesting interesting#will keep this in mind when i get into my profession#definitely will avoid therapist
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I am begging people to be normal about completed fics, and in particular one shots.
I am begging people to stop demanding more from authors, and insisting that one shots need to be longer or have sequels.
I don't think yall understand how many fanfic authors are one more "where's the rest of it?" comment away from throwing out any plans they might have had to continue an idea.
Unless an author like specifically says they might write more for an idea, just-- assume something marked as completed is complete, and respect it as it stands, please.
#dog barks#not dp#fanfic#few things are more frustrating than pouring your heart into something only to essentially be told it's not enough#consider writing your own fic inspired by a one shot if you really vibe with it!!#I know a lot of fic authors would love to be asked if someone could write a fic inspired by their work#We're all here to share creative works that we make for fun#and I'm just continually frustrated when people wind up treating fic writing like it's youtube content#I know it's not intentional but please think about how you interact with artists and how demanding more more more content is soul sucking
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councilor 3D model
i learnt 3d modelling from the ground up to bring him to life. he's yours now. do whatever you want with him
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please credit me if you make something using the model (or even ping/link me to it, i would love to see what you made!)
currently available as a .blend, .fbx and an SFM port.
#hello councilnation i'm finally releasing him to the wild#have fun playing toys with him#ultrakill#councilor#councilor ultrakill#3d stuff#obviously with the councilor having just 1 full body image of him means that some stuff i had to improvise on#so you get to enjoy my headcanons on how he looks#(like obviously the wings & halo)#(but also the chestplate design)#but did you know that the councilor's canon design has subtle engravings on his forearm armor pieces?#i only barely noticed them when painting textures and i was floored#i had to add them#to the sfm anon and whoever else wants to use this for sfm stuff-#i did my best with a port for sfm and i'm quite proud of the result#but please be aware i have never used it before so if you find that something doesn't work as it should please please let me know!!#gonna pour my heart out in tags as always so close your eyes if you don't wanna see me being sentimental but#i'm not kidding when i say i learnt 3d modelling from the ground up for this#i have meddled with blender before but never actually came close to finishing a project#and i don't know how i did it and how i kept going#(i do know) (it was my friend encouraging me every time i showed him progress)#this was like 1 entire month in the making#but i'm so fucking proud of this and how it turned out and people's tags in my act 2 render genuinely were such a huge confidence boost#so thank you guys for liking it <3#i'm still very much thinking of doing a version with just his bloodied head#but it might take a while because i want a break and i want to play warframe
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there’s a river in egypt that barry allen swims laps around
[Blackest Night #4, Green Lantern 2011 #38]
#what’s his fucking problem#barry allen#hal jordan#halbarry#the flash#green lantern#dc#panels#alt text#described#i doubt the GL writer thought abt how a speedster’s metabolism works w alcohol#but just imagine pretending to be tipsy so you can pour your heart out to your best friend w plausible deniability#fake drunk confession…
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I love you, it's ruining my life.
#Later at night I pretended to hate you#Said I hate you i hate you so many times until I didn't know when hate sounded much like love#Then I realised it is not possible#Loving you is like beating of my heart#I will die before I can stop#I wouldn't stop#You hurt me and I bask in how brilliantly you make the cracks#I dreamily stare as you pour your love and murmur sweet words#You ruin me over and over and I wait for the next time#You are treacherous my darling#You are the devil and i find myself sinning#I hate you so much my flower#I hate you so much#I love you#And it happens all the time
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call me crazy... but i think hockey belongs in the desert idk
#just like. absolutely gutted that some little kid lost their favorite hockey team today#coolest jerseys in the league... AURA that's just absolutely unmatched on all regards. gone like that#the genuine lack of empathy i've encountered reading comments and what not. these people are actual sickos.... do they even SEE IT?#and ownership ONLY TOLD THE PLAYERS/STAFF BECAUSE THE RELOCATION NEWS GOT LEAKED!!!!!!!!! waht the hell#staff/communities/families/writers/players etc etc are all losing something... like garyb can always Get Bent but these are real ppl!#pouring your heart out into a team for so many years; none of which have been easy just to get this in return#fucking utah.... to play in an arena that is literally not even built for hockey........ like we've lost the plot so incredibly bad esp whe#the top goal scorer in the league is literally from arizona LOL#say all you want abt yotes failing but they knew friendship... they knew love... they knew how to see the world in a grain of sand...#i'm not even a diehard yotes fan but this just blows and az deserves better than this
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after their loss in battle city, two former champions take a moment to confide in each other.
i've always wondered how a relationship between these two would pan out behind the scenes... would they already consider themselves "friends" once battle city rolls around, or still just fellow duelists? either way, weevil doesn't seem to care much for personal space.
bonus close-up and sketch under the cut:
(the emote i drew beside them really speaks for itself)
#yugioh duel monsters#shrimpshipping#weevil underwood#rex raptor#insector haga#dinosaur ryuzaki#yugioh#ygo#digital art#fanart#you ever start sketching an interesting pose and end up pouring your entire heart (20+ hours) into the final product. yeahhh#and uh you could consider this a palette cleanser for the shrimp angst im posting tomorrow. but you didnt hear that from me.#alt text
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what if i put my life in your hands? what if i took your life in mine?
#okay look there's a reason i've been obsessed with this scene for 21 slutty slutty years#imagine for a second you're yue#your master—whom you loved more than your own existence—decided his work was finished and didn't need you anymore#and he pushed you into the dark where you slept for centuries until a little girl woke you up by sheer dumb luck#you now are trapped in this horrible new era where everything is too loud and too fast and too bright#you're also trapped in a body that isn't yours jockeying for room with a completely separate soul that you don't know or particularly like#and you're draining your meager stores of magic to the dregs in order to keep the two of you alive#under the surface of tsukishiro yukito you're drowning—and the both of you are fading away entirely#and then this boy#pulls you to the surface of yourself#and says with his whole heart 'i won't let you disappear'#he smiles at you and teases you and then pours his not inconsiderable power into you#and you take and you take and you take and he never says stop#he never says only a little but no more#he holds you close and lets you sup on the very marrow of his magic until there's nothing left and he's simply an ordinary human#and for the first time in centuries—perhaps ever—you feel full#when you finally step away and ease his unconscious body onto the bed as gently as you can manage#you murmur that you ought to thank him#but it's such an inadequate way to convey your gratitude#how do you give thanks for what you've made him lose?#you put your life in his hands and he cradled it as if it were precious... and then he gave you his own in return#in the world before this one you would have been as good as wed#you thumb the swell of his cheek and allow yourself one last look at your would-be husband#and then turn around to face the threat behind the door#as it creaks open to reveal a little body wracked with sobs you think you would face anything that would dare come for him or his sister#not because it is your duty as the guardian of the cards#but because you love them#touya/yue#ccs#yue
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yeah you say “cringe is dead” but do you still apologize about reblogging stuff related to your “cringy” interests? kill the mindset that you are somehow not included in that statement or we’re never actually going to change anything
#i have never been in a fandom that apologizes for liking the source media as much as the homestuck fandom does#like jesus christ STOP it’s not cute actually#we’re on tumblr. we’re literally on tumblr and you still feel the need to be like ‘omg so so sorry for reblogging this hs post teehee’#if people unfollow you for it who cares. who. cares.#also not only is it 1) perpetuating a toxic culture of shame and 2) annoying#it’s highly disrespectful to the creator of the media#someone poured their heart and soul into the anime or book or album that you’re so ashamed of liking#by APOLOGIZING for liking something just because other people like to mock it you’re agreeing that this thing that you supposedly love#is defective. less than. worthy of mockery#i mean not only is that spineless as hell it’s like. imagine being a creator and knowing that not even your fans respect your work#so yeah. stop apologizing for liking the things you like. either express that affinity freely or shut the fuck up entirely#hm. im madder about this than i thought i was. lol.#op
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i do have words and a story to tell,
it's just really fucking hard sometimes when
these are all pieces of me i feel like i should keep to myself.
#today it's mourning all the wips that will never make it out there bc insecure writer hours never ended#but in all honesty#to the too scared to share my works with the world writers#to the this much isnt good enough writers#to the will i ever improve and will it ever become something i can be proud of writers#the only doing this for the validation and the i want someone to love this as much as i do writers#to the ones too scared of pouring out their hearts only to be met with no response#and the ones who envy how easy it seems for others#the ones who wake up at 2 am with a thought and write until the break of dawn#the ones who dream more than do#and the ones that do more than dream#to not being able to look back bc you feel like you have nothing to be proud of#or getting bored of your own stuff and thinking who would ever read this#to every writer really#you're all doing so well#and you got this#be patient w yourselves#you're allowed to put things to rest#you're allowed to start a new project#you're allowed to do whatever you want to if it makes you happier#everything is within your hands
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this is me btw
#not a single thought behind these eyes but full of love#the words are not wording today but i'm looking through my screenshots of sweet tags & comments people left on my writing#and especially with soft launch bc this is like a big chunck of my heart i'm pouring in there#idk just feeling very spoiled and grateful for anyone who did so in the past bc i don't take it for granted#i also have a slight fever so there's also that lmao#if you're reading this i assume you like my ramblings so hello hi let me kiss you on the head <33#tell me about your day if you want to#lale.txt
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Please tell me there are more Terry fics coming soon!
There are absolutely more coming but I can't promise it'll be soon. Idk if you're new to my blog, but my muse wants what it wants 💀 I write for multiple ppl and I have multiple series floating around 💀 I really have to get back onto those. 💀
In the meantime, I hope you're searching out other amazing, talented, chefs kiss writers on here who are also writing for him 😮💨😮💨
I also hope you're leaving comments and reblogs. I'm as shy as they come, but this site will DIE and these amazing BLACK writers will leave because no one leaves comments or reblogs like they should.
You don't have to do anything you're uncomfortable with, but the best way to encourage writers and encourage more fics, is to share that you loved it. Writers spend hours to days to weeks crafting these pieces that you consume in 10-20 mins depending, the very least you can do is tell them that you liked it!
Thats it, that's all we really want. Writers got praise kinks. Pump those babies up and gush about their FREE work on here.
#megaminds asks#aaron pierre#you think im done with this man?#baby#prepare to be sicka me#but alsoooo#show some love to these other amazing writers#theres so many on here#so many amazing Black writers lists on here#comment and reblog to save lives#no literally#it saves lives#theres no reason you cant leave an emoji#gif or reaction meme#the possibilities are endless#please please#support your fave writer with some reactions to the story they poured their heart into#every story has a piece of their heart whether its smut or fluff
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Hello! I’m the anon who posted a little while ago to ao3shenanigans about receiving hurtful concrit on a fic. I just noticed your reblog there, and wanted to say thanks for the solidarity. Because I’m a chronic people-pleaser I actually thanked the commenter for making an attempt to help me (kinda wish I hadn’t), but if/when this happens again I will remember your advice about boundaries. Take care!
Oh, I'm so glad you reached out!! I wasn't sure if I was overstepping 😅 But omg I understand the people pleasing thing—I thanked my hurtful commenter, too!!! At least once, I replied something like "thanks for sticking with the fic despite disliking xyz" 🤦🏻 Definitely wish I'd just set the boundary from the start.
Hope you're doing well and writing what and how you want 💛
#thank you for feeding the ask box#ao3 comments#fandom etiquette#god and that comment followed a mega chapter that i'd poured my soul into#just stab me in the heart why don't you#please commenters just focus on the positive!!#writers are already grappling with insecurities and doubts#no need to pile on more#and writers please set boundaries with readers when necessary#for your sake and everyone else's#nip that behavior in the bud
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Soul: [out cold on the ground]
Heart: Oh my god, do you think he's okay?
Mind: Only one way to find out.
Mind: [dumps a bucket of ice water onto Soul’s face]
#this is why you get a normal sleep schedule#otherwise you passout on the floor & your friends/selves pour cold water on you#chonny jash#cj heart#cj mind#cj soul#chonnys charming chaos compendium
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"Togethers and Tomorrows"
A quiet scene from chapter 35 of And the Reason Comes, by @whatacartouchebag as a wee birthday present for a precious friend. I have been wanting to draw this since the chapter was posted, just thought you should know ♡
#fair game#qrow branwen#clover ebi#rwby#rwby fair game#qrow x clover#Reason#renabe#plant is so so sleeby#and bird can only sigh softly at him for waiting up#and carry him to bed ♡#i went to reread the scene to refresh my memory on how the wee plant was being carried#and damn near got distracted a handful of times#wanting to read the whole chapter but knowing i'd be a sobbing mess if i did#since you're so good at that with your words :')#laksdhf okay outta the tags with me#but wehhhh love you friend#and love this beautiful fic you've poured your heart into ♡#thank you always for sharing it
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I just love going on pinterest and randomly stumbling over OC posts from fandoms im browsing in. I love love love love love our universal wish of being in the story and influencing it meaningfully. I can't believe this absolutely loveletter to the story you want to participate in is seen as cringe.
So shoutout to everyone with OC's in any fandom ever. Keep going! Make the parents that are missing in the story or the children you'd like to see, give that character(s) kisses because you think they deserve them, smack that bad guy in the face. Make them overpowered and change the trajectory of canon or make them small and barely interact with the main story.
Just go off, I love every effort and everything you do, and you, for doing it.
#nisi rambles#idk it gives me so much feeling#that people pour their heart out to be in the story they love#and how that is somehow regarded as bad online#idk but im confident in thinking that original authors would be stoked to find out you took the world#and made your own character in it#like you are playing dnd#cant prove that of course but at least i would be#anyway
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