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The Favor 12
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Warnings- mentions of a Dom/sub dynamic, anxiety mention, misogyny, we hate Danny club tee shirts being passed around, tooth rotting fluff, mentions of relationship trauma
Danny hadnât always been a bad boyfriend.Â
At first he had been kind and sweet. With him being a tad bit more outgoing than Y/N, he had brought her into his friend group and integrated her as one of them. He had brought her flowers for their 6 month anniversary, they went on dates on the weekends twice a month, and it was nice. Solid, steady.Â
Until he got a little too comfortable.Â
Y/N could see it now that she had removed her heart from the equation. Danny was lazy, and it had shown more and more as the year mark hit, and then two years, and she had to remind him of Valentineâs Day, make the birthday plans, schedule the dates, or go along with the plans heâd made with his friends. He would get her gifts on those occasions, yes, but the most stereotypical things. It had lacked thought. Flowers and chocolates on Valentineâs Day were nice! She didnât want to come across as ungrateful ever- but when heâd gotten her dark chocolate when he should have known she really disliked it, it made it a little less sweet- pun intended.Â
If someone were to ask Y/N why she stayed so long, she wouldnât have one singular answer. Comfort? Familiarity? Routine? Perhaps lack of self esteem? She wasnât sure. Being raised to think you had a specific way of doing things, of dating, engagement, then marriage, she hadnât really been given many other examples. Growing up, her parents had been high school sweethearts, as had both of their parents. There was no breaking up, it was a one and done type of deal.Â
She wasnât sure if that was set in stone, though. It was an unspoken rule, something left unsaid like a thinly veiled threat in the night air. They spoke of the great love story of finding your one and only and it made her feel like she had to stick to that too. Sheâd never asked her mother about it, because she never really entertained the idea of having any other partner.Â
It was easy with Danny in the way that she knew what to expect. She knew his habits, she knew his work, his schedule. She knew his friends, his plans for life, there were no surprises. Nothing that would jump back out and bite her, catch her off guard as he slowly leaned into being less attentive.&
Maybe thatâs why even when she started having doubts she had stuck them to the back of her mind.Â
There was no denying that Harry had been a very, very big part in all of it. The funny part of it was, she wasnât sure that the sex bit was what truly got her to reconsider even if it had started it all. As incredible, euphoric as she felt- it was the way she felt afterwards. Before, even. When they sat in his bed and he stroked her cheek, feeding her cubes of cantaloupe or strawberries sliced in half, or when heâd picked up a carton of her yogurt and granola after mentioning what she usually had for breakfast at home.Â
It was how gentle he handled her not only physically, but emotionally. He checked in, he cared, he asked her multiple times what she liked and what she didnât. If it was okay to touch her certain ways, if he could kiss her. Just little things that seemed so minuscule in size if you looked at it from the outside but felt so big to her that it tore at her heart.Â
Heâd gotten her that damn water bottle, heâd gotten used to washing her hair when they shared showered, he used that tender tone of voice that had her bones feeling flexible as she melded into him each and every time.Â
And another thing she had found to like about Harry, was the fact that he was just⊠dominant in most regards.
It wasnât overly so. He wasnât this complete alpha, macho man, fists banging on the chest sort of guy. He didnât walk into the room and demand to be the biggest and baddest in the room. It was understated, quiet. If you looked at him you could just⊠see. Feel it. You could see he held it together well, that he liked control in the way he kept things organized and held eye contact regardless of who it was. He very rarely shied away from a situation. In fact, Y/N felt very special for being one of the only people she had seen make him blush or get flustered.Â
It was second nature to him to just do. To pick up where she left off. So it did make her wonder what else she could do for him. How she could help him relieve stress. Yes, there was the sexual aspect that she was more than willing to hand over whenever he wanted (no exaggeration- any time, any place) but she wanted to be the person he allowed himself to loosen up with.Â
Sheâd seen glimpses. Silliness and joking, that sort of tenderness that he didnât seem to give to anyone else, but she wanted to make his life easier. Researching the dynamics between dominants and submissives, she had some questions- but the first thing she needed to do was cut off the dead weight- the only thing holding them back.Â
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Meeting at the park was a good idea. She could tell by his face that he had a clue what was going to happen and as much as she tried not to, she did feel a tiny sliver of guilt.Â
Y/N didnât necessarily cheat, no. Sheâd had full permission, ecstatic permission, actually. Heâd handed her over to Harry. Being realistic she knew he didnât realize it would be an option that he wouldnât get her back. Danny was headstrong in a way she found a lot of men were. He didnât consider the possibility that she actually did know what she wanted and once she had a taste, she would want that for herself all the time.
âYouâre leaving me for him.â
âNot necessarily.â She sighed, crossing her arms around her body. âIt isnât just about him. Itâs about the fact that we arenât compatible anymore, and we havenât been in a long time.â
Danny scoffed, tilting his head towards the sky. âSo, what? Iâm nice? I let you go and see and play around to explore that shit and now youâve gotten addicted to that sort of stuff? We can get you to therapy, because it isnât healthy. But obviously it was a mistake to hand you off to him-â
âYes. If you loved me, if you truly wanted me, Daniel- youâd never, ever want someone else to touch me.â She remembered how Harry had said he didnât want to share her. Look, sure. But never touch. âYou said the shit Iâm into is weird, you shame me, then pawn me off to your friend which⊠itâs dangerous. The both of us are lucky Harry is genuinely an amazing guy-â she shot him a look as he let out a noise but continued anyways. âHarry is amazing and kept me safe. He taught me the safe ways of doing things. And I liked it. Iâm not going to lie to you, I really liked all of it and I know you arenât into it.â For once, her face softened.
âAnd you donât have to be. I donât judge you for not wanting to do it. I never have. I was upset by your reactions and how you made me feel bad, but I would never ask you to do something you truly arenât comfortable with. But if this is something I want, something I find myself needing to be fulfilled, Iâm not going to try to change you or myself to try and salvage a relationship that was barely working anyways.â
âBarely working?â Danny looked genuinely confused. âThe fuck are you talking about.â Again, her anger bubbled under the surface, but the exhaustion of the whole thing kept her from exploding.Â
âDanny, you barely gave me attention. When you apologized the first time and we went out to the bar, you brushed me off the whole time. You treated me like an accessory. There was no passion to our relationship.â Y/N wasnât sure how he didnât see that. âWe had the same conversations every day, barely had any excitement. I donât think you loved me- I think I was convenient. And I donât hold that against you either, but I think I was convenient to you.â
âThatâs just how relationships are! They even out and get a little boring.â He defended, nostrils flaring as he was obviously offended with her observation. She had a feeling he would get that way. It was just another reason why they needed to end things.Â
âTo a degree. After years of marriage and things settle down, your partner is supposed to become your best friend. And we barely speak to each other if it isnât about plans, or something you want to. If I feel like talking about something I can physically see you tune me out. This was happening far before you even handed me off to Harry.â
âAnd heâs going to give you that?â He sneered, looking at her like she was some sort of idiot. It had been very clear since the beginning that Danny really did put people into boxes, and Harry was in the sexual deviant one. He had no ability to see the depth in people and that had always been something that bothered her about him, but seeing it now towards someone she was falling for made her angry.Â
âI donât know.â She snapped. âBut regardless if it is him or not, you need to stop that. You just⊠you learn something about someone and you completely disregard them as people. You knew he was into some different stuff and all of a sudden heâs a whore, some kind of sexual deviant that canât commit. Heâs had partners, long term. Heâs caring. Heâs kind. He listens to what I have to say. It isnât just sex every time I go over to his place, you understand that right?âÂ
He didnât, obviously, but the way his brows pulled together and he looked at her like he didnât know what she was talking about. âDid you expect him to string me up and hit me with a paddle a few times and me to run back to you?â She was positive that was the thought process as it was as soon as she saw the face he made. âWe bond. We make breakfast or go out for it, we watch shows, we take his dog on a walk- the dynamic of this whole thing goes far past just sex, Danny. Itâs trust. I know you did minimal research into what this actually is, but Iâm telling you that we werenât just going at it like bunnies. Iâm not hypnotized by his dick. Heâs so nice to me, and he listens, and heâŠ.â Y/N could feel herself getting emotional, so she had to reign it in. He didnât need this sort of response from her.Â
âListen. Iâm sorry. I know we had plans, but theyâre not for me anymore. I have no idea if Harry wants to actually date me or not. I have no clue where my life is going, but I just donât see us being together anymore.â
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It was a bit anticlimactic. Danny couldnât really argue with her, (even if he did try a few times). Not when it was so abundantly clear her mind was made up. It was over. Regardless of what he thought about Harry or her sexual preferences or anything she liked, it was her opinion that mattered. Sheâd been coasting for so long that she had forgotten how it felt to actually be behind the wheel. As terrifying as it was to navigate- it felt good.Â
âA mixed box, please.â Y/N politely asked the worker at the donut shop, knowing Harry was a bit of a fiend for a donut with his coffee. âAn extra chocolate though, if you donât mind.â
âOf course! Half or whole dozen?âÂ
âWhole, please.âÂ
She checked her phone to see a text waiting from him, her mood lightening immediately as her eyes traced over the screen.Â
H: You alright, sweetheart? Please text me when youâre on your way here x.Â
H: p.s. I miss you a little.Â
Her heart felt like it grew too big for her chest as she took a shaky inhale, thumbing over the keyboard to reply to the man. It had been ages since she had gotten giddy over a man texting her, Harry being the first one since sheâd left school honestly. It wasnât that she wanted to constantly compare her past relationship with him, but it was hard not to when everything felt so much better.
Y/N: hiiii â€ïž Iâm good. I made a stop but as soon as Iâm done here Iâll be on my way. Maybe 20?Â
Y/N: p.s. I miss you a little bit tooÂ
Tucking her phone back in her pocket, she thanked the girl and checked out at the register, tapping her card before taking the box and walking back out to her car.Â
She was a single woman, now. Sort of? That was sort of a mystery. She was Harryâs. The fact was clear both in her heart and the bruises sucked over the swell of her breast, also coincidentally over her heart. The question laid in his hands, if they were an actual item or not. Heâd proclaimed she was his what seemed to be a million times but how far did that go?Â
It wasnât like she was dumb- she knew there were feelings in both ends. Men didnât act like that unless they were actually wanting you. She knew she wasnât completely naive for feeling somewhat confident that Harry would want her, but it was the question of in what way. As a submissive? As a girlfriend? That question would be asked tonight, but right now she really just needed a hug.Â
There was no need to knock anymore as she scales the porch steps and approached the door, instead punching in the code to his security system and pushing the door open. The clicking of nails alerted her to Buttons before she even saw the pup, eagerly running towards her with a happy yip.Â
âHello, my darling.â She cooed, hanging her purse up on the hook and toed her shoes off. âThese are not for you, Mâsorry. We can get you a treat though. Whereâs daddy, hm?âÂ
âKitchen!â He called through the house, making her smile widen. She could smell coffee, the dark roast permeating the air as she padded towards the room. It was one of the best times of day to be in the room, sunlight pouring through the wide windows. Even better to frame him as he leaned against the island, waiting for the coffee to finish brewing.Â
He was always beautiful, but seeing him in this light- literally and metaphorically- had her tummy swirling. His hair fluffy from the shower this morning and pushed off his head, the facial hair he had let grow because she said she liked it, the tee shirt tucked into linen pants, all of it was enticing. It felt more intense now that there was no real barrier holding her back from allowing her to think those sorts of things about him.Â
âExcuse me, miss? Whatâs in that box?â His voice tilted as his smile grew, looking at the familiar pink box.Â
âYou know whatâs in the box.â She hummed, placing it down next to him. âItâs where I stopped. Iâm sorry to say I broke into them and ate a chocolate one on the drive here, but thereâs 11 others in there for you to choose from.âÂ
âHow will I ever forgive you.â His eyes rolled as he uncrossed his arms and pulled her into them, seeming to know what she needed before she could even utter a word about it. He knew what she went to do and while it was exciting, he knew she had been slightly anxious about the reaction. âYou alright, darling? Seriously?âÂ
Y/N wasnât sure if it was being in the safety of his arms and realizing that he was the only one she felt this safe with, if it was the slight exhaustion from not being able to sleep well, or the emotion of letting go of something that had once felt like her life, but she felt the wall hit her. Nodding into his chest, she stayed buried there as the tears bubbled over her lashline.Â
âOh, Angel. Mâsorry. Thatâs a dumb question.ââhe sighed, curling his hand around the back of her head and gently running his fingers through her hair. âI know. Sâbeen a lot, the last few weeks. But youâre safe here, yeah? We donât have to talk about it, or we can. Itâs up to you.â
She knew he did want to. He wouldnât press her because he was a good man and he was considerate of her feelings, but he wanted to know what happened and considering the entirety of this, she wanted to. It just⊠needed to be in a minute. Arms wrapped around his form as she took in unsteady breaths, trying to calm herself down. It was easier said than done when he felt like the lifeline now, but she didnât want to cry over it.Â
âWe can.â She gave a watery laugh as she turned her cheek to rest on him, letting herself breathe properly instead of keeping herself shoved against his body. âIâm not upset because we broke up. I-I donât really care about that, actually. Iâm glad. He didnât take it well but he also didnât throw a tantrum. It just upset me because I was seeing him for one of the first times as who he was instead of m-making excuses and I felt a little dumb for staying for so long.â It was embarrassing.
Harry knew she wasnât done so he didnât interrupt, continuing the soothing strokes as she stayed leaning against him. âHe puts people in boxes. Like he⊠he thought you were one dimensional and so was I. Thought that I didnât actually know what I w-wanted, and that we were just fucking this whole time. Couldnât believe that we were actually bonding and that you could possibly like me, or vice versa, outside a bedroom.â Her scoff made him chuckle just a bit, leaning his head down to kiss the top of hers, inhaling the scent of her shampoo.Â
âAnd it really hit me how he couldnât fathom that you have feelings that go past sexual deviancy or that I actually know what I want and I wasnât just addicted to sex or something. Did you know he used to get me chocolates for Valentineâs Day but heâd get dark, and I hate dark chocolate.â She sniffled. âOr heâd make me plan stuff because I was âbetterâ at it. I just felt in charge of everything except plans with his friends, unless it had to do with getting a gift for a wedding or baby shower or birthday. Then I could handle it because⊠I donât know. I was leading the whole thing and I wasnât getting anything in return and Iâm just now realizing how shitty I felt the whole time. I think I just coasted the whole time b-because my family did the whole high school or college sweetheart things and I felt like I needed to, too.â
It made a lot of sense to him, now, why she felt she needed this. The dynamic. Naturally submissive, he knew, but being forced to take the role that she didnât want for the sake of a relationship she was trying to keep afloat merely because she felt a responsibility? His poor fucking girl.Â
âIâm sorry.â He whispered. âI know it isnât exactly the sort of thing you want to hear and it wonât make it better, but Iâm sorry. It hurt you, it made you feel under appreciated and taken for granted. You didnât deserve any of that.âÂ
It wouldnât make a difference now but he wished he had met her first. Met her before Danny had gotten to her and been able to snatch her up, give her the sort of attention she properly needed, take care of her the way she had always been craving. For someone who didnât naturally have that sort of instinct he had to imagine it was exhausting. Harry took pride in being the planner, the provider. He liked being in charge and knowing what was happening, making things easy and smooth. But for Y/N who already didnât want to be doing it, he knew it had to have felt like she was trapped.Â
âMânever going to make you do those things.â He murmured. âNot if you donât want to. I donât⊠it isnât something that Iâd ever want you to do if you didnât want to. There is no right or wrong way to have a relationship, but the burden shouldnât fall on only one person if they donât want it to.â He smeared his lips in a ring of kisses around her hairline. âI know you donât need me tâtell you that how you were treated wasnât right, but I hope you know that you can tell me if you ever feel that way. If you⊠if you donât want to do something, you donât have to.â There was a pause. âWhen weâre not playing.âÂ
âI was gonna hold you to that.â She laughed against him, pulling her head back to look at him. âSo, um.. I didnât want to assume anything, but Iâm gonna now and think that you want to.. that you like me enough to keep me around?â
Harry looked at her for a few moments before shutting his eyes, dropping his head to rest on hers. âIf I hadnât made it clear before, I think Mâgonna make it even clearer now.âÂ
Y/N didnât have a chance to breathe before he scooped her up to sit her in the counter, their lips fused together in a kiss she hadnât fully felt before. Something he had held back, it lingered under it all as she easily melted into him. It felt different, like a barrier had fallen off with the way he handled her. It was still delicate, still tender, but there was no hint of hesitancy in the way he led the kisses, smoothing his thumbs over her cheeks as he cupped her face in those massive hands she loved so much. Unhurried, unrestrained but no sense of urgency.Â
Like he knew now he didnât have to rush, that he had more time to prove to her that he meant every unspoken word he poured into this.Â
The slight salt of her tears reminded him to pull back, to pace himself. Oddly enough, he had no urge to have sex right now. Everything was soft. Silky. Lovelaced and sweet, hinted with the motivation to give her the relationship that she deserved. It meant heâd have to ask her what she would want, but right now he just wanted to bask in the feeling of her in his palms and the warm sun and sugary donuts in the box and the strong coffee finishing its brew across the kitchen.Â
âHi.â He smiled lightly as he pulled back, eyes hooded as he watched hers peel open to meet his own. Her lips were bare of anything but chapstick he had faint taste of- strawberry, he was positive of it- and slightly puffy from the kiss that had gone on for a bit longer than they should have been able to breathe.Â
âHi.â Her voice was a peep as the shyness took over her face, but Harry didnât let her move from it. As much as she wanted to burrow back into his chest, he kept her chin up. The energy was palpable, giddiness rocking his belly as he tugged her lip from her teeth. No biting of lips near him, not right now. Even if it was cute.Â
There was a lot to speak about in regards to them as a pairing, but he wanted to soak in this warmth for a bit before getting down to the gritty bit of it. The girl had brought him his favorite sweets, and he wanted to enjoy them with her.
âDo you want some coffee?âÂ
âTea, please.âÂ
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Harry hadnât been positive Y/N would go through with it.Â
That wasnât a fault or doubt of her person, not at all. But he knew that she really didnât like hurting people. That much had been something heâd learned very early on in knowing her. She had been mindful of Dannyâs feelings the whole time, trying not to flaunt any of it in his face and not giving details unless he asked- which he hardly did.Â
Theyâd not really gotten any sort of response about what theyâd done in front of him but Harry knew he wasnât going to say anything about it because he would be too ashamed to admit it. He wasnât shocked, though, when he got text messages during the day while Y/N slept soundly on his lap while watching a movie as Harry worked on his phone. She never could stay awake when the movie turned on and he played with her hair. One hand had been gently massaging her scalp while the other typed on his screen when the message popped up on his screen.Â
D: I donât know what the fuck you did to her but I hope youâre happy. I trusted you with her, man. And you fucking stole her. She was mine. That shit youâre into is disgusting and youâve brainwashed her or something, itâs fucked up.Â
Harry almost laughed at the message until he remembered what Y/N had been so upset about. The fact she hadnât been seen as a person with her own emotions and feelings during the duration of the relationship had hit her. It may have started out good but it ended badly when she realized that he didnât think she could choose what she liked. This was a prime example of it.Â
HS: I get being upset, but I didnât steal her. She isnât property. Sheâs capable of making her own decisions and you texting me something like that proves you donât trust her judgment yet again. Iâll do my best to make her happy, I care about her more than you can fathom.Â
HS: I wonât be by any group gatherings, so donât worry about that. Bye.Â
Harry muted the conversation.Â
It really wasnât something he needed to talk to about with him anymore. He wasnât sorry, he didnât regret anything, he didnât think what they did was fucked up. He could go back and forth about how Danny had been the one to hand over his girlfriend and push her right into Harryâs arms but at what cost? Why would he bother?Â
She was curled in his lap, head on his thighs with soft breaths puffing against his shirt. Buttons laid at his dog bed near the fireplace and he felt that happiness bubble up in his stomach again. This was what he wanted.Â
The dominant and submissive dynamic was something he loved and he enjoyed, absolutely. But the base level of his desires was wanting a real relationship with this before all the rest of it fell into place. Happiness at the most base level, trust, peace. Finding the delicate balance.Â
His eyes traced over her features as his mind wandered a bit. Was a full dynamic what she wanted? Was she looking for commitment right off the bat? Or did she need a little breathing room?Â
That didnât seem as likely considering how sheâd come right back home to him.Â
The knowledge that she didnât have anything holding her back was something that pleased him endlessly. He didnât have to worry about stepping on toes. While they hadnât expressed out loud that they wanted to be in a full and committed relationship, he knew she wouldnât be here if she didnât want to be.Â
If he was honest with himself, he knew that an emotional affair had played a part in it. The both of them had been feeling things for each other for a bit, at least for him it had been a while. Y/N had poured her trust into him and he had taken that very seriously. Heâd done his best to keep himself in check but now he really didnât have to.Â
It was astounding how fast emotions could form, how feelings could grow from a seedling planted in the pit of his belly to a full bloom that burst through his chest. Sheâd made a garden inside of him and he wanted her to see just how beautiful it could be, if she gave him the chance. A real one.Â
Harry the dominant was one part of him but it wasnât the whole part. He was a fully fleshed out human with faults. He was picky about keeping his house clean, he could be a bit pushy sometimes, he tended to isolate when he was upset about something. There was hints of insecurity and possessiveness in his personality, jealousy. God, he was a pathetically jealous person even if he tried to keep it under wraps. These were things she hadnât exactly gotten to see, even if there were glimpses here and there. The underlying anxiety was there and prevalent that maybe sheâd see those parts and not like him as much.Â
The reminder that Y/N wasnât that cruel circled back around and called him some, smiling as he felt her stir and scoot closer to him. Her nose nuzzled into his stomach, slow breathing evening out as she got comfortable again pressed up against him. The reminder that she also had faults that he hadnât exactly seen yet was a comfort. He doubted that anything would truly scare him away, though. The obsession was already in place.Â
âMâgonna do my best.â He whispered quietly, letting the back of his hand brush her warm cheek as she snoozed, unaware of his tender words under his breath. Unaware that it felt like he was holding the world in the palm of his hand now, and it was slightly terrifying as he tried to ensure he wouldnât break it. âGonna take care of you, sweet girl. Promise.âÂ
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Their dinner was quiet. Harry had put on jazz music that was understated beneath their talking, the food was good, but there was no denying that they both knew a conversation laid ahead that would be a defining factor.Â
As much as Harry tried to be calm about it, he was slightly nervous. Y/N looked slightly anxious and he tried to keep his shoulders relaxed but it was hard to when he was unsure what part she was anxious about. Thankfully, he didnât have to wait long.Â
âIâm over Danny.â She blurted out. The dam had splintered and she felt like she couldnât keep it back anymore. âI think I was over him for a long time. if he was in love with me, he would have never sent me to fuck around with someone else. If I was truly in love with him, I wouldnât have agreed. I wouldnât have been so eager to come and see you. It has been bothering me for a bit thinking maybe I was a bad person for wanting to move on so quickly but I think I had accepted subconsciously that it had been over for so long that it made it easier for me to feel almost single when I was around you.â Taking a gulp of air, she continued. To his credit Harry didnât interrupt, merely folded his hands on the table and looked intently at her.Â
âThe last thing I want you to consider yourself is a rebound, though. Iâve been torn because⊠while I know I like you a lot, and I do- I really do like you,â she paused to give him a nervous smile. âI wanted to make sure that you understand that I never saw you as someone to move on with when I wasnât distracted by him in the first place. Every single time we were together I forgot about him. As cruel as it sounds⊠maybe the first time I had thought about how much better it was and how this was what I was missing, that I knew heâd never be capable of the things I wanted- but being with you was never about him for me.â
Y/N knew she was a flawed individual and it wasnât a secret. It wasnât morally right to most people and she understood that. But this had felt like a natural turn of events for her.
âYouâve been at the forefront of my mind since we first met up at the coffee shop. I always thought you were slightly intimidating and very handsome, very kind- but once I had the go ahead to think of you as more, it never stopped. It only grew.â Her eyes dropped to her mostly finished plate as she took a deeper breath. It felt like an avalanche of words were trying to come out, all the things she had held back coming out now that she felt safe enough to.Â
âI thought at first it really was a favor to him, that you were doing this because you were a good friend. But I⊠Iâd like to think I have good enough senses to know that you enjoyed it too. You paid me more attention than anyone else ever has. From the texting to check in and remembering things I said off hand, to getting me things that are so unique to me and our conversations⊠it blew me away.â Her fingers fiddled with the napkin before she braved his eyes again.Â
âI just wanted to tell you that I⊠I really would like to try. With you. The um, the dominant stuff too, but⊠more? If that's something youâd want.âÂ
âIt is.â There was no hesitation in his answer, knowing she was losing steam in her rant. âItâs what Iâve wanted for a while. I tried very hard to be respectful at first, you knowâŠâ he swallowed, trying to find the words. âI wanted to be respectful because of you. I didnât want to get out of turn. And then⊠I started to care less about it when I saw how little he cared about your relationship himself. I didnât take the favor on directly because he asked me.â This was a revelation, just a bit. âI took it on because I knew you, I knew the⊠I know how it is wanting to try something and feeling like youâve got no options. I also know how dangerous it could be with the wrong hands on you. And I cared for you, back then more so as a friend but I cared and didnât want you to have a bad experience. I wanted it to be safe and pleasure filled and selfishly, I was attracted to you as it was.âÂ
He may have fooled himself into thinking it was for Danny but he knew deep down why he had done it.Â
âI think that you took me by surprise. How well we worked together from day one. It felt like⊠you were made for me. Yâknow?â
âYeah.â She peeped. âI felt the same.â
The small smile on his lips was a reward for her, the table being a good divider for now. If it wasnât there he knew he would be distracted by wanting to touch her. âGood. I was taken back by it and I wanted more nâmore, I got selfish and greedy for a bit. I broke a little, having you in the cafe bathroom. Doinâ that, it was selfish for me. For us. There wasnât anything pre planned and I knew by how you reacted I wasnât exactly alone in the want to do more but I didnât want to make you feel guilty, so I kept it back for a bit.â
It had been so difficult not to beg for me. Ask her to come over during the week when he felt especially lonely. Even just to have her sit in his bed and leave her scent all over the sheets or hear her padding around while he worked. That was the domesticity that he wanted. âItâs been more than sex for me for a while. I know the dynamic is more than that too, but I found myself wanting you around more. Wanting to do more things with you than what we were supposed to do. When we went out the first time together, had me all sort of nervous in the good way and I realized I was getting myself into something that could be really good, or really bad.â His heart had been on the line the whole time.Â
âListen.â Leaning forward, he clasped his hands together again as he had her eyes. âI want tâbe with you too. I want more. I want⊠the fun side where we play and go to the club, all of that. But I want more, too. The dinners and having you in my bed, without fucking. The softer things. I know that in the past you mentioned you had to control everything in your last relationship and I wanted to warn you that mânot like that- I like control in all areas of my life. Itâs one of those things Iâve tried to work on a bit. Not necessarily of you in the traditional sense but⊠I like tâplan the dates. I like to feel needed, donât mind beinâ the one to take care of you as long as you save that softness for me. Jusâ like you loving on me and being that sweet girl that youâve shown me so far, and itâll make me happy.â His hands itched to grab her. âDoes that sound like something you can deal with.â
âIt sounds like itâs perfect.â A shaky laugh left her as she felt slightly like she was dreaming. âI want to know more about how I can give back to you if youâre doing all the controlling but I⊠I really like that idea. I donât mind you being the one to do all those things.â His version was exactly what she wanted.Â
âGood.â The sigh of relief was enough to relax his shoulders. âNow câmon over here. Youâve been far away from me for far too long.â
Y/N scrambled up and rounded the table, a shy smile lighting up her face as she sat in his lap and giggled in surprise as his mouth met hers, eager and languid as his large hand held her hip. She felt safe. Giddy. Warm. She could get used to this.Â
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Heyyy!! I love your work <3 Can you write a 'Mark is the type of boyfriend to...' and/or something about: idol!mark and reader as a regular person (full time job+college student) maybe with a little bit o angst since they are so different from each other etc?
ăăăămark ⥠is the type of boyfriend to ... âș
mark soft hours & headcanons. all are fictional.
pairing: mark lee x fem!reader
genre: romance, fluff
requested by anon !
author's notes: i did NOT expect all of you guys to like the jeno headcanons so much to the point that an anon requested a mark ver which convinced me enough to make another one for the week đ y'all do indeed enjoy the headcanon series. anyway, to the anon who is reading this, i have to be honest with you but i genuinely enjoyed writing this and i hope you enjoyed reading this as much as i enjoyed writing this. PLEASE. this took me hours to write and i don't expect JUST the anon to like this but all of you too! i can't even say "i hope you enjoy" in the author's notes now that i'm expecting a thousand notifications on my activity tab in this platform.... đ€
p.s. let us all thank mark lee for making the most boyfriend material instagram that could ever exist.... without r_e__m___ this headcanon wouldn't be BORN!
reminding all of u guys that my ask inbox is open so don't hesitate to drop a request or an ask !!!
mark is the type of boyfriend to write you poems whenever feels like it, or whenever it's a special occasion that's all about you. whether it be your birthday or your anniversary together, mark tries his absolute best to find all the words and combine it to make a poem that will surely make you happy. he wants to make you feel loved and safe with him, especially since he's your boyfriend.
"hey, beautiful, i left something on your desk," mark walks to you in the living room, sitting beside you while you work a deadline. you turn to him and chuckled, looking at your room which had a yellow folded note. you knew immediately that mark wrote a poem, and you can't wait to read it. you stand up to get the note on your desk, unfolding it to see an entire script of a poem which was all about how sweet your personality is. you walk back to mark, reading it while he lies his head on your shoulder to read a bit of what he wrote. "'you're so sweet that i can't stop coming back to you as if you're like candy, i take it, i'm the luckiest man in the world because of you, my fancy.'" you read the 3rd line in the 4th stanza, giving mark a little peck after you read it.
mark is the type of boyfriend to definitely rehearse being a husband to you. even though you two may not be ready yet or you can't bring yourselves to commit, he loves to do things a loyal husband would do. would you complain? no, because you loved it when mark would act that way. it's quite silly of him to do that, but trust me, you will need it when the both of you are married.
"good evening, future wifey," mark leans on your doorway while you're putting accessories to your outfit, looking at him once you heard his voice. tonight, mark is taking you out on a date, as part of his "husband rehearsals". he notices you're wearing the yves saint laurent dress mark gave you on your first anniversary, which made him smile and giggle. "looks like you're wearing your favorite dress on our date today, hm?" you nodded, giggling softly. "you truly love rehearsing your husband duties, it's silly." you say, walking to him as you put on your fur coat and kissed him on the lips. "it's not silly when you're gonna need more of me acting like this when we get married."
mark is the type of person who tends to stay with you almost every hour of the day. even when you don't need him, he's gonna be beside you until sunset, he can work with you, or he can cuddle, or he can comfort you while you work. (that's for later) he wants to keep you close to him no matter what, so that he could take care or help you whenever something happens. it's his obligation, and he's happy to take it.
"what... are you doing?" you look up at mark who's massaging your legs, confused and a little startled at the sensations he's giving you. he's right in front of you, trying his best to probably keep you soothed and comfortable while he has nothing to do for the day. you couldn't even make him leave because, you can admit, you loved this. "i know how tired you are after the gala you had with your friends, and i'm trying to soothe you so that you won't feel any more pain walking later. i know you love it, baby." he continues massaging you while you're working, making you giggle as you stared at him. "well, matter of fact... your massages are doing great work."
Â©ïž 200markies / jyanihaes, 2024
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I have a request, maybe you can make it a short series đ I also had to ask chat gpt to organize it cause I canât write for shit.
This is what I wrote on my notes app, but Iâm going to put the organized version chat gpt gave me as well in another ask.
Anyway, pazzi!
Au pazzi fic where paige and azzi meet bc az family moves to MN and azzi is transferred to Hopkins HS, she meets paige there on the team but she has a gf on the cheerleading team.
They donât get along at first bc azzi meets a guy her first day there whoâs been trying to get with her, azzi likes him back, but what she doesnât know is that this guy used to make derogatory remarks about paige (homophobia maybe or something else idk) and so paige thinks azzi knew that and still went out of her way to date him, now she thinks sheâs straight and homophobic.
Azzi does think sheâs straight, and really likes this guy sheâs met but as time passes she gets uncomfortable with some things he says or his friends say. She thinks itâs because she knows thereâs a lot of queer people in the wbb community, but deep down she worries it might be something else. She lets this comments slide or even laughs (anxiously) along with everyone else to feel ânormalâ but it feels wrong.
Paige overhears some of this things and it only makes her more mad at azzi, sheâs found out they work incredibly well together on the court, insane chemistry, and thinks she can maybe get to know her, but after that sheâs just upset about it, about her, sheâs heard it before, from other people, from this group, but doesnât know why sheâs letting it hit her so hard when azzi does it.
Some people throw a house party and everyoneâs going, the athletes, cheerleaders, azziâs bf group, etc. Everyoneâs drinking, paige is with her gf and some girls on the team and azziâs with her bf and his friends playing beer pong. Paige and her gf have an argument over paige not stepping up to azzi but paige defends herself saying she canât let outside conflicts affect the team and their game. Truth is theyâve been having relationship issues since before azzi moved to MN, but Paigeâs gf always seemed to be back, this time, paige knew she was probably right, but she didnât care, she was tired. They break up.
Azzi heard a bit of their argument before they went outside (she didnât hear when they were talking about her). She felt a little bad, even though she didnât have a good relationship with paige, nevertheless it was none of her business, until a friend of her bf saw paige come in alone and a little frustrated and said âooh the dykes broke up againâ and azziâs bf and other friends laughed, this time, azzi wasnât about to let it slide, maybe it was the liquor courage but she threw her cup of vodka at the guy who made the comment and then looked at her boyfriend and said âcontrol your fucking dogâ âif I hear any other bs about anyone on my team, weâre doneâ.
She then leaves not caring the guy who she got her drink spilled on was calling her a bitch between other insults. She goes to one of the rooms upstairs and lays down on the bed, pondering. Paige, after seeing that scene, goes looking for azzi, not even knowing why, it was none of her business, maybe it was the alcohol in her system. She finds the room azzi is in but not knowing what she was there do in the first place, tries to start an argument with her, azzi defends herself saying she just stood up for her, paige says that she didnât before and that she was full of shit. Theyâre both heated and drunk, azziâs out of words, she knows paige has a right to be angry and she doesnât know what comes over her, but she starts crying. Paige feels bad and goes over to her, azzi apologizes, and they stay quiet while paige holds azzi for a minute. Paige doesnât know what comes over her now, but she asks azzi to break up with her boyfriend.
Azzi is taken aback by the request, she knows itâs probably for the best but she doesnât know why paige sounds like itâs more for her than it is for the sake of the team, etc. Still, azzi locks eyes with paige and tells her she will, if that is he isnât with some other girl already, they laugh, then they stare at each other quietly. Azzi starts getting nervous and she says they should head back down, but paige grabs her hand and gives her a kiss on her cheek, azzi stares shocked, but itâs only right to do the same, right? She tries to kiss her cheek back but paige moves and they share a kiss on the lips. Azzi is embarrassed and immediately apologizes, but paige grabs her and they start making out, azzi pulls away after a while and says âIâm not gay, just drunkâ.
Paige is shocked even though she should have expected this but says âofc you are, way to ruin the momentâ. They donât know if itâs because theyâre drunk but neither of them can get away, like theyâre frozen, so they go at it again, until thereâs a knock on the door, someone trying to go in but thank god itâs locked. They pretend azzi was throwing up in the bathroom inside the bedroom, and then go back to the party without saying another word to each other. Azzi finds her boyfriend cuddled up with another girl, they exchange words and break up, then she turns around to leave, until she sees paige go past by her and punches azziâs now ex boyfriend. Sheâs pulled back by azzi and some other people around them.
Azzi drags Paige outside and argue a little about how azzi had it handled and didnât need to be saved, paige says it was for herself and all the times he had something to say about her before, but being honest they both didnât believe that. Paige gets frustrated and says the real reason azziâs so bothered by this is because of what happened upstairs, they argue some more and then part ways, theyâre back to square one.
Idk where to go from there, just very angsty, good ending though pls lol đ
oh my god i love you!!! i WILL be writing this whenever i can trust me it will be a multi part series of you wanna dm me PLEASE i'll give you credit and like i literally love you đ€©
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Okay itâs been a few days , hereâs my Sonic 3 thoughts below ( spoilers definitely)
Iâve been so excited for this movie all year, Iâve been emotionally and mentally prepping myself for how epic it would be, and even then, I was still loosing my mind in the theater, itâs so much better than I ever thought it could be. So much I love about it . Hereâs some things that knocked my socks off so hard they passed shadow on his way to the moon.
. The whole opening scene was amazing, seeing shadow immediately, seeing him frozen , but actively thinking , and remembering Maria , then he wakes up , and immediately I could tell this was gonna be amazing and hard to stomach like a brick
. Shadow waking up and immediately mewtwoing the FUCK outta the gun officers on prison Island, bro gave everyone there a refund on their life, I was sitting there like , yeah fuck the POlicE
.the brotherly bond in this film is really great, right off the bat you can tell theyâre all such a close family, the race was so sibling coded , they were so cute
. When sonic and Tom find Sonicâs old cave, and they talk in front of Sonicâs painting of long claw , talking about missing her, and not changing who he is, uGH Itâs the good shit, it made my heart swollen đ„ș
. I also love Tom and Maddie in this movie, theyâre such awesome kick ass parents, theyâre trusting their kids to make right choices, celebrating the day Sonic changed their lives, and the whole time theyâre on screen with their kids you can tell they are such a power family.
. Shadow crashing out in Tokyo
. Shadow throwing cars around like humans are target practice
. Team Sonic meeting shadow , and after they get beat up, Sonic ping after shadow and the whole motorcycle chase scene was like having speed injected into my veins it had me FOAMING
. Rockwell is just kinda there, being a bitch
. PIKA PIKA :3
. REVENGE GUAC đ„
. EVERYTIME shadow was thinking of Maria and remembering her I barley breathed, all of it was so well done, I could feel my chest hurting
. SHE DREW A FACE ON HIM OVER THE FUCKING GLASS
. THEY WERE SIBLINGS
. THEY WERE LITTLE ADORABLE SHITS
. he opened up to her, him being scared of being a monster, him not knowing what he would do without her, and then he was FORCED TO KNOW BECAUSE HE LOST HER
. Everytime we see him talk about her, remember her, canât even be in his old home without hurting so deeply itâs suffocating , it was all so well done it punched me in the face
. I can honestly say this is my favorite shadow and Maria story, yeah them cutting out her sickness was weird, but honestly these two versions of them are my favorite. Them alone, sky rocketed the movies amazing quality
. Gerald and robotnik were funny , that dance scene was fucking wild ( it shouldâve been stone and robotnik ):0)
. When robotnik literally just dedicates his finally live stream to stone, and he says he was the only one who cared about him, and called him his friend THEN SACRAFICES HIMSELF THAT WAS A DIVORCE I DID NOT NEED
. Gerald getting swatted out like a fly was fitting
. SONIC CRASHING OUT AFTER SHADOW HURT TOM
. Knuckles being the bigger brother and standing down from Sonic almost fighting him over the master emerald was genuinely great, good on my little red man. I love him
. not shadow seeing something gold fly towards them then getting FUCKING LAUNCHED THROUGH THE SHIP LIKE BRO
. Sonic completely crashing out on shadow THANK GOD
. NOT SONIC LITTERALY DECKING SHADOW INTO SPACE AFTER SHADOW TALKED SHIT LIKE GET HUMBLED SIR
. Sonic manhandled him by the fur tit
. THE TALK ON THE MOON GUYS đ
. Litteraly it was so beautiful, shadow looking up at the stars remembering Mariaâs words ugh
. Sonic telling shadow about his lost loved one, how he knows how shadow feels. And you just hear them both sound so alone and tired
. Shadow asking Sonic if the pain ever goes away, Sonic saying no, MAN THAT OUCH
. HE STARED AT SHADOW FOR LIKE A MINUTE AMD WATCHED THE SUNRISE TOGETHER PLEASE THEY SHOULDVE KISSED ON DAT FUCKIN MOON
. NOT THEM HOLDING HANDS AND GOING SUPER LIKE FUCKING GODS
. LIVE AND LEARN MOTHERFUCKERS
. THE WHOLE BATTLE SCENE WITH THEM FIGHTING ROBOTS , SHADOW FLIRTING , SONIC ALSO BEING A FLIRTY BITCH, THEM WORKING SO GOOD OFF EACHOTHER, THEY KICKED SO MUCH ASS GUYS
. My jaw actually started to hurt it was dropped for five minutes straight
. Shadow sacrificing himself like a star going super nova
. Sonic and shadow BETTER know theyâre alive in the next movie they should have a better relationship now
. The ending was pretty nice, the family hug, OZZIE being precious, the ending was really sweet
. And of course the post credit scenes
. I canât tell you how loud me and my theater screamed when we saw metal sonic, he looks amazing, he looks so cool I was HYPED ( he was top three of my guesses for post credit reveal)
And AMY MY BEAUTIFUL BEANIE GIRL SHES HERE SHES COMING TO FLUFFER PUPPER LAND YESSSSS
- HER DESIGN ALREADY LOOKS BEAUTIFUL, HER HAMMER FUCKING SICK
. All in all, it was beyond worth the wait, this movie genuinely feels like a amazing love letter to Sonic fans, this franchise feels like that, this one easily best of the franchise, possibly one of the best Sonic medias ever, it sets up the excitement for future projects really well, itâs beautiful, emotional, heartwarming, breathtaking and thrilling, and almost everything about it was so well done it could not be done better than this. I recommend it to anyone who has a love for Sonic , sega, video games, or beautiful scenes and a really awesome experience.
I give it a 9.5/10 đ
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Buck owes Karen and Hen a fruit basket or something. No. A fancy dinner reservation or a spa day. Hell a spa weekend. Anyway the point is they saved his ass in a major way. Heâs been looking *everywhere* with Liam trying to find a few things to make Liamâs âroomâ (if you can call a cleared out space in Buckâs living room a bedroom⊠whatever, heâs working on it ok?) somewhat homey.
Pottery Barn Kids, Target, department stores. Everywhere theyâve been has been one disappointment after another. Liam hates all of it. Forest friends? Too babyish. Trucks? Not even an interested glance. Race cars? Liam buried his face in his blanket he refuses to let go of and made the most pitiful sound Buck thinks heâs ever heard.
He snaps a pic and sends it to the 118 group chat.
Guys what am I gonna do?
While Everyone tells him not to panic and that Liam needs more time, itâs Karenâs response that gets his attention.
She sends an address for a kids furniture store on the outskirts of town. I recognize that blanket. Denny had one just like it forever ago.
Buck carefully gathers and bundles his sad little ward into the jeep. And they drive. He prays to anyone whoâs listening before they step in the shop. Liamâs eyes light up as he takes off towards a display of stuffies. Buck chases after him and sees what they are up close.
âThe Wild Things,â he murmurs.
He shoots off another text. This time with a covert photo of Liam staring reverently.
Thank me later. Go be with your boy đ
Hippo, how dare you use Liam's love of Where the Wild Things Are against me đ I am a little puddle of soft and gooey.
Liam picks out a stuffy of his most favourite Wild Thing and turns to Buck with shining eyes, and asks so so quietly "can I have him, please?"
Buck ruffles Liam's hair, saying "of course you can, kid," before plucking another one out and handing him to Liam. "But I think he needs a friend. This one is my favourite."
Liam just stands there, a stuffy under each arm, a look of awe on his face, before asking Buck, "I can have two?" So quietly that Buck can hardly hear him. And Buck's heart just melts, because that's when he realises that Christ, he'd move heaven and earth to make this kid - his son - happy.
They pick out a few more things for Liam's room - a lampshade and a duvet/comforter set - and ask Liam happily walks to the till, his eyes shining with delight and a renewed spring in his step, Buck takes a photo and sends it off to Eddie with the caption "it's official, I have the cutest kid ever."
He receives a photo while they're driving home, of Chris and Eddie both pouting hard at the camera, with a text following announcing that they're going to come over and help Liam set up his new space. And maybe play video games, if Buck will be a "super cool and nice dad that loves his son and lets him do fun things" (according to Chris). Liam keeps his favourite Wild Thing tucked under his arm at all times, but Buck notices that he's more relaxed now, and seems more excited to make his space his own.
And if Buck goes and has a little cry in his bathroom after Liam wraps his arms around his leg and whispers "Thank you, Buck," then that's between him and his bathroom mirror.
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Hi bb!!! I've officially finished my exams and I have a holiday break so I'm feeling happy!!! I saw another anonie sending asks so now I have to up my game đ(jk)
I had some questionssss
-Has hima ever been an mc on mubank before? and if so who was her partner/s
-I was rewatching teez's performance on MMA and I was wondering if the fans cheered really loudly when mingri's part came
-How do the stylist like to dress hima up? Taking in consideration that she's the only female idol in KQ plus in ateez they probably doll her up
-idk if this is weird but I feel like mingi and hima probably don't give a f anymore about their closeness after becoming publin and I'm talking about shamless glances and smirks
-would hima rather know what the future's holding for her or go back in time and change something in her past
-can I request so soft mingri moments I'm in my feels because of the weatherđ„čđ„č
Ily so much bb, take care and eat well mwahh!! đđ
Hi sweet!! Congratulations, now you can finally get some more than deserved rest!! đ I actually still have one ask to answer from that anon but i got writer's block for it đ(ANON IF YOU'RE SEEING THIS I'M WORKING ON IT DON'T WORRY!!)
âą Our little social butterfly was an easy choice for Music Bank and they paired her with Sunwoo from THE BOYZ since both have a similar outgoing personality (it was also after Kingdom : Legendary War so it seemed like a natural pairing)
âą Oh definitely! So many Atiny have been talking about wanting to see that part live so they were screaming their lungs out. Since it's a big award show they didn't kiss but Mingi took her chin in his hands and turned her face back to him, making her lose the stage demon facade for a second because she was so flustered
âą Hima has had several stylists since debut - the first stylist respected the maknae's wishes and dressed her the exact same as the members (she left after becoming pregnant). The second would put more feminine spins on the outfits but they were still a lot more masculine than other girl groups (she was fired following Kingdom as she forced the maknae to show her scars). The current stylist is fully leaning into her charm, at times making her look more tomboy-ish but still keeping her delicate image, other times making the outfits are fully feminine. As Hima got older she's also begun to dress her in more chic clothing, enhancing her maturity without making her seem too old
Her favorite events to dress Hima for are award shows or concert encores because she can put her in dresses, cute shirts, legwarmers, put cute accessories in her hair, etc., (she loves dressing her up like a cute little doll). She gets kind of sad during Versace events because it's often the house's stylists or Donatella herself that dress her so she can't be the one to put her in all those intricate corsets or silky dresses :(
âą They really can't find it in themselves to care anymore, there are so may clips from lives where she's sitting on his lap while wearing one of his boxers, she even brushed a hand across his "belt" (guys I swear it was the belt, guys....) during one of their concerts and stuck her tongue out at him while he was left blushing like an idiot. When there's some kind of innuendo these two are the first to look at each other (well actually sometimes it's Wooyoung and Hima and they can't help but to laugh their asses off)
âą Hima isn't worried about the future, so she would rather turn back time; she would change the way her younger self viewed the accident. Of course everything was caused by grief, by her young mind being unable to understand everything going on around her, but one day she got angry at Hanzo after he had finally come out of his room to make her food as an apology. Hima had been dealing with so much at the time - solitude, Yoongi's mental health, the hardships of accepting new parents, her hearing disability that made every day more complicated, etc., - so everything blew up on him. The poor girl wasn't angry, she was in distress, she broke down crying and said things like "why did you abandon me ?" "you promised you would always be there when I needed you". If she could go back in time she'd make herself realize that Hanzo was suffering just as much as she was
âą Of course you can! After Mingi sent the Fromm messages in which he expressed his intention to marry his girlfriend, she called him down onto the floor and began painting slivers of smoke along his bare arm - unfortunately he let his impulsive thought get the better of him and he smeared paint across her cheeks, which resulted in the two of them play fighting while trying to get as much paint on the other as possible
After Himari sent the Fromm messages revealing she was now studying Brain and Cognitive Science at KU, Mingi was having trouble taking a much needed nap so he pulled her in between his legs (on a bean bag) and she finished her study session tucked against his chest while his head rested on top of her own, sound asleep
At home she often forgets to put her hearing aid back in after a shower so when Mingi approaches her or is in the room, he moves with heavier steps so she can feel the vibrations or sends a series of one letter messages so that her smartwatch will vibrate several times (she learned to take that as a sign), so that she doesn't get startled because she didn't hear him
I always look forward to your asks!! ILYSM too Mina!! Make sure to rest plenty and have lots of fun now that the hardest part of the term is over! MWAHHH take good care of yourself đ„°đ©·
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Now that 2024 is coming to a close:
1) Of everything you've made this year, which ones are you the most proud of?
2) What are a few of your favorite things (art, comics, fics, etc) that someone else has made this past year?
Ooo fun ask!
1 - So in general I'm just really happy with how the entire Separated AU developed throughout the year! I created it almost exactly a year ago now (the anniversary is on the december 26th btw, might have something planned for that). And I've mentioned it before but I really wasn't planning on developing into a proper story originally, I thought of the basic concept one day and thought it was neat so I just wanted to put it out there. So I made a SINGULAR post and that was all I initially planned to do, but then I came up with more and more ideas and before I knew it the AU got fucking SECOND PLACE IN THE TMNT AU COMPETETION!? HELLO?? Yeah turns out people like my silly little AU, to this day I'm constantly blown away with all the positivity I recieve from this fandom and it means the world to me ueueueu đđ
I've made quite a few TSAU comics over the year, but the first TSAU comic I made that was longer than just a page or so was the Cell Talk comic and it still holds a special place in my heart for that reason. (Also it's where the whole bit about TSAU!Leo being a huge Shadow fanboy originated from so that's awesome)
There's also a certain project I've participated in and made art for that I'm really excited to show you guys, but I'm not really supposed to talk about that yet so uhhhhhh đ€« you guys are just gonna have to wait for that one lol. Either way, I'm proud of myself for being being part of that :D
2 - OKAY ENOUGH ABOUT ME, time to give some other people the spotlight!!
First of all, special shout out to anyone who has made fanart of my AU, I love love LOVE you so much!!! đ
The art that the other participants of the tmnt fashion competition made was also absolutely amazing, that event was so fun!! Kat especially, she totally deserved that win her art was so good!
I've been a fan of the Empyrean Weeping AU by cupcakeslushie for a while now, but it's just been getting better and better, the recent comics for the AU have really been absolutely fantastic, I adore the art and story!!
I've been absolutely obsessed with The Canary Continuity fic series by qolden recently it's driving me insane. Donnie is one of my favorite characters ever which means that of course like any normal person I love seeing him suffer! :D I was actually a bit worried that the story was gonna be a bit too angsty for me when I read the tags, but turns out it was just the right amount angst for me, and also it's gonna get a happy ending which is great, so yeah I'm having an absolute blast reading it!
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I love you too Fox!!
@itsmiguel2099 thank you so much for everything, Lupin. Youâre amazing and you always make my day <33
@queermentaldisaster we didnât roleplay much BUTTT youâre great ily and cjsbdkejkz
@jade-lopez-maximoff HII! HIIII!! Again we didnât roleplay much but AAWKDHKS ily bestie
Guys there is too many people
@ the entire barnes family you guys are the best people everâthank you SO MUCH.
@goat-bones YOU ROLEPLAY SO WELL I DONâT GET IT AAJDSJSN always made my day <33
Again there is so many people đ Ugh I love all of you
I really need to start rping again djsbdjdh
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thank you everyone who booped me today I love you and wish you a great dayđđđ
if you saw @hpeaverrr boop you today that was me btw!!!!
#and a round of applause for my most persistent boopers#you made my day guysđđđđđđ#boop boop boop#each and every one of you#thank you @redcurrantorchard#thank you @mister-astringent#thank you @datdangernoodle#thank you @magpie-countess#thank you @vole-mon-amour#thank you @iswateredibletho#kuroshitsuji#black butler#my art#sketch#sebastian michaelis
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inspired by recent events from my sisterâs actual real life
#i feel crazy you guys. i feel crazy about it.#stabby#(<- her requested tag)#i listened to a playlist this boy made her today andđđđđguys romance is alive and real. for my sister#anyway#ml#my art#miraculous#miraculous ladybug#adrinette#adrienette#adrien agreste#marinette dupain cheng#alya cesaire#nino lahiffe#he booked flights to come and visit herâŠthe day after meeting her..#they hadnât even talked yet he didnât even know if she liked himâŠand he was booking flights on the off chance that she might want to see him#again#sorry but adrien agreste behaviorđđđđ
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the two smartest people in the show get together, you cant not expect them to uncover every single secret
This is for @halfahelix!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!đâš (I was your anarchist gang gift exchange gifter !!) It was really fun trying to figure out how to squeeze sentitwins, feligami, and ladrien into one comic together lmao I KIND OF DID IT, I THINK? enjoy :3
#this is also a big thank you for inviting me to the group in the first place đ#itâs been such a lovely experience and ive made so many new friends its CRAZY#i love you guys!!!!!#my art#miraculous ladybug#sentitwins#senticousins#feligami#ladrien#adrienette#ml s5 spoilers#ml finale spoilers#ml recreation#recreation spoilers#ml the final day#felix fathom#kagami tsuguri#miraculous comic#đŠ#my ml comics
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bsd rewatch w my friend means obligatory art of my fav found family ever
#WAAAAAAAAAUUUUGHHHHHHHH I MISS THEM SO FUCKING MUCH YOU GUYS GENUINELY DON'T UNDERSTAND..............................................#LIKE. NOT A DAY GOES BY WHERE I DONT THINK ABT THEM UEUUEUEUEUEUEUUEUEUEUEUEUEUEUUEUEUEUEUEUEUEUEUEUUEUEUEUEUEUEđđđđđđđđđđđđđđ#bro i didn't mean to make atsushi that short LMFAO it's ok tho bc he's their little boy. their son#literally was in the trenches drawing kunikida bc i've been drawing twinks for so long i forgot how to draw actual MENđđ#when will my family return from the war.....................................................................#rewatching bsd made me realize its just a rly shitty slice of life romcom featuring ml dazai and his tired work partner/husband#and the story of how they got their first kid. sopping wet pathetic kitten of a boy they picked up off the riverbank#anyway theyre all so dear to me you don't understandddddd i love these dumbass partners and their little tiger boy :((((((((((((((#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd#atsushi nakajima#nakajima atsushi#doppo kunikida#kunikida doppo#osamu dazai#dazai osamu#kunikidazai#knkdz#lotus draws
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I havent finished anything in a bit so please enjoy my favorite Grima doodles lmao đđ„°
#grima wormtongue#grima#lotr#lord of the rings#csp#pixel art#doodle#my art#.... posting this again bc its not showing up in the tags.. 2nd time this has happened to me and both are for grima posts..#đ€đ tumblr whats your beef?? why do you hate him?? hes just a silly guy!!#works out ig? bc i forgot to do alt text on the first go but like annoying. im going to have to check everytime now ig ugh :T#i have painstakingly rewritten my og tags bc itll bother me otherwise lmao rip ->#I missed playing w shapes lmao its fun!!#hes a wiggly man#also long pointy nose is my favorite shape actually. such a fun silhouette#the mcdonalds order is my fav one btw i live for that kind of anachronism lmao đ€Ł#also i think grima was always whispering weird stuff to theoden since almost no one was actually suspicious of him doing it lol#<- i have a whole drawing planned for that thought! Youll see it. One day >_<â#also technically from movie refs his cloak is one big piece w slits for the arms but i like the shape of separating it better!!#weâre in my mixed bag of canon and personal thoughts now lmao XD#<- i was a brighter happier man 2 hours ago lol#sorry if anyone sees these repost attempts and is annoyed 07 im just a bit confused why it keeps happening ToT#edit: its still not showing up? literally wtf tumblr pls.. my silly drawings... have mercy đ„ș đ đ#Edit again: WOAH IT MADE IT??? WERE IN THE TAGS NOW BABYYY SORRY FOR BADMOUTHING YOU TUMBLR SUPPORT IG??#in that case sorry for the double post lmao đ
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kelin may i hear more about rockstar touya \(â
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I was planning to post other headcanons before going for these, BUT Iâve got some for Rockstar!Touya that are pestering my mind these days and your asks come in the right moment, so bear with me please đ€§
àŁȘđ€âŠ ROCKSTAR!TOUYA
The first time Touya knew that he wanted to become a rockstar was in middle school, right at the age of thirteen, his influent CEO of a father was trying to mold him into a carbon copy of himself to rival Yagi Toshinoriâs Enterprise. While taking a break from studies, he saw his sister watch on TV a rock concert of âLoudnessâ and to say Akira Takasaki is his role model is the least. Thatâs a true legend to him.
After âLoudnessâ and Akira Takasaki, he discovered âMetallicaâ and Kirk Hammett which made him go like âHOW??? HAVE??? I??? MISSED??? ALL??? THIS???â, scolding himself for taking so long to fall in love with the electric guitar and its sound. The next week heâs blasting full volume âThe Final Countdownâ by Europe inside the Todoroki Mansion like the good old stamp rock fanatic he is, getting himself scolded and grounded by Enji who is a fan of traditional Japanese music so yeahâŠ
At one of the Todoroki family gatherings during the weekend, he was scrolling down his phone looking first of all where to take guitar lessons and second for a guitar to buy, but he knew his father would never agree to get him one. Thatâs when his grandfather, peeking at his grandsonâs phone, butted in and asked Touya if heâs interested in music. He wasnât sure if it was a good thing to answer that question, since heâs the father of his father, but he did and hell has it been the best thing he did!
On his fourteenth birthday, Enjiâs father bought Touya his very first electric guitar, a good old Fender Stratocaster CUSTOM MADE for him. Itâs snow white like his hair and has a his name engraved on the bottom left side of the guitar, while on the other side there were engraved tigerâs fangs, all in turquoise⊠The color of his eyes. And this has been by far Touyaâs best birthday ever.
After finishing Middle School he choose to attend an Art School, taking the music classes as main classes of course; he may or not have done it to piss off and raise Enjiâs blood pressure from how mad he got for choosing something different from Finances and Management. Oh his father was livid and Touya was so proud of himself for that.
He has formed a rock band, of which heâs the guitarist and vocalist, with Tenko Shimura (Bassist&Vocalist) and Shuichi Iguchi (Drummer) called âThe Villainsâ⊠Are we even surprised about this name? Really? Because I am not. Tenko suggested, Iguchi supported strongly and Touya just went with it because complaining and thinking about another name was âToo much effortâ. He likes it a lot but will never admit it.
At the age of nineteen, Touya owns a Fender Stratocaster (Custom Made), an Elite Stratocaster, an ST-83-80 Japan (1983) black, Lone Star Strat, IC350 black, IC50 black, ICHI00 white, Gibson SG Standard mahogany and a Jackson Pro Series DK Modern HT6 MS. He also owns four acoustic guitars for songwriting, like a Martin GPC-X1E, Martin 000-28 Modern Deluxe, Taylor GS Mini-e Rosewood SN LTD and a Taylor AD22e. Did he pay all them with Enjiâs credit card? Hell yeah. Did he do it out of spite? Absolutely. Did he care about his fatherâs blood pressure rising even more? Not even remotely.
His favorite groups are Loudness, Metallica, Led Zeppelin, AC/DC, Europe, Scorpions, Slipknot, Three Days Grace, Green Day, Skillet, Linkin Park, The Rasmus, LâArc-En-Ciel, UVERworld, Nirvana, Guns Nâ Roses and Evanescence to list some, because there are many more he adores honestly. He isnât a picky ear as long as the song gives him chills and inspires him, being someone whoâs driven by emotions thatâs what makes him likes something he hears.
Atsuhiro is their homeroom teacher, at the Art University they attend, who introduces them to Giran, a friend of his, who has an agency for new talents and after they sent him six of their songs wants to launch their very first album by August to make them debut at the âRock In Japan Fes.â
Touya, being the emotional driven type of musician, is the one put to write the lyrics for the bandâs songs and most of the times are hits, especially because his and Tenkoâs voice brings to life the emotions of the lyrics in a way that it reaches the listeners right into the heart and soul.
You will never catch Touyaâs fingers empty, thereâs always rings decorating them and some rings are even custom made by his cousin Geten, who owns a Jewelry shop that he promotes a lot on his social media. One of his most precious rings is the one that he got made for him, with his birthstone carved in it, when he turned eighteen.
He has three earrings on his right ear: an helix, mid helix, conch and low helix. Four on his left one: two helix, a low helix and one on the lobe, plus three nostril piercings on the right side of his nose.
After âThe Villainsâ debuts and proving his father that he could succeed through music without his help nor his name, Touya owns now a black card that he lets Fuyumi and Shoto use to their heart content.
Last, but not least, be ready to be the muse of Touyaâs songs the instant he falls head over heels for you. The moment it happens everything, and I mean everything, to him becomes about you driving Tenko and Iguchi to pure exasperation.
#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#bnha#mha#dabi#touya todoroki#bnha headcanons#mha headcanons#dabi headcanons#touya todoroki headcanons#bnha x reader headcanons#mha x reader headcanons#dabi x reader headcanons#touya todoroki x reader headcanons#â â„ kelanswers;#rockstar!touya#answered#nohoneeeeeyy#BUT that post i reblogged from you and your ask just made me give in in a matter of SECONDS đ#i had these there ready in my notes because i was planning to post them after other headcanons i have ready#if you guys have any more questions about rockstar!touya just drop in what youâre curious about#the askbox is not open BUT these days iâm like rockstar!touya brainrot so yeahâŠ#also yeah⊠i made todoroki grandpa a good grandpa because someone who d words to save a kid to me canât be a bad personâŠ#sorry guys iâm very simple minded i guess đ„Č
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Dating me would just be like we either go out for ice cream or stay home and eat ice cream for every single date sorry
#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#sapphism#lesbian#ice cream dates/hangouts/meet ups >>>>#if youâre lactose intolerant weâll find good lactose free stuff together dw#đđ#ice cream is So good guys#im emotional about it#on a neapolitan kick lately and i NEED yall to go revisit it#it felt boring so i didnât eat it much as a kid but its SO fun now#and itâs so good#and you can MIX it and AHHHHH#what an invention#everyone should eat ice cream today it made my day like 9x better#again though lactose intolerant ppl i am BEGGING you to take care of yourselvesđđ#every lactose intolerant person i know eats more dairy than i do smh pls donât be like them#i believe in youđđ#im gay and i like sleeping
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Woahhh I did NOT expect my stupid little drawings to gain THAT much traction
Needless to say, I am extremely grateful for your support! And the tapes!
I promise I've got some shellyvision in the oven, it's just taking a bit of a while to bake..
For now though, have an assortment of some art I've made during my freetime as a thanks!
*explodes into confetti*
#THANK YOU GUYS SM ONCE AGAIN AUAGHAH!!!#Also I have so much beef with the twisted vee design#where's the wear and tear? THE BODY HORROR???#They just made her tall and called it a day đđđ#I'm not trying to say that there wasnât any effort put into it#but I feel like T!Vee has so much more potential design wise#idk man idk#twisted vee#dandy's world#vee dandys world#shelly dandys world#my art#dw shelly#dw vee#shellyvision#does it count even though it's a crappy sketch???#dandys world shelly#dandys world vee
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