#you know �� i tell myself i just dont have a favorite music genre anymore
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astarionancuntnin · 6 months ago
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✨Writing Interview Tag Game✨
Thank you for the tag @nyx-knox!! <33
When did you start writing?
Like wayyyyyyyyy back, I technically wrote my first story when i was 11. I didn't write again until i was 15 (original pieces + fanfics), then i stopped and Im back at it again at 26 ayoooo
Are there different themes or genres you enjoy reading than what you write?
if i really need to search further into my favorite books, i would definitely say psychological horror and dramas
Is there a writer you want to emulate or get compared to often?
I don't know writers enough to really get an idea of how to compare myself to any of them, but I do know that i tend to emulate what i'm exposed to, so if I read an entire series from an author, and they used a certain syntax, i'll tend to also do it by force of habit. (i also consider it a flaw cause i see it as hindering my writing creativity ;-;)
Can you tell me a bit about your writing space?
its my personal pc that doubles as my work space, so its a bit all over the place ngl haha, theres a lot of astarion stickers and posters, all the furniture (keyboard, mouse, desk, etc) is pastel purple (my favorite colour), i have three screens (mostly for work but its also useful in day to day life) and my three wallpapers are astarion, of course. sometimes when i feel a writers block, i found out that writing on my laptop does unblock me! in that case, youll find me typing away on my couch in my living room uwu
What's your most effective way to muster up a muse?
MUSIC. What I write will be highly dependent on what I listen at the moment, like I was really into boywithuke when i wrote my angsty fics, and then i moved to a dark romance playlist and that got me going for die for you but then i was unable to continue my other fic cause i wasnt in an angsty mood anymore ._. (i swear i didnt abandon it, it just isnt the playlists turn to play on repeat) and rn im a lot into sleep token and ari abdul
Are there any recurring themes in your writing? Do they surprise you?
So. Much. Smut. And angst. not surprising! my writing will also often depict my current state of mind. dw im in therapy, im working on it
What is your reason for writing?
It's my favorite creative output/the one im most experienced in! i wanna start drawing but i never find the time to really get into it and also terrified of failure which brings me to my second reason, its all i think i can do and i get dopanine reading nice comments teehee
Is there any specific comment or type of comment you find particularly motivating?
when people tell me about a favourite part, when they liked the tension i managed to create, how i convey some characters, and most of all when i get told they loved a character i created!! this is so encouraging and pushes me to continue <3
How do you want to be thought about by your readers?
i dont know how to answer to that .-. uh, i guess i want to be liked? seen as a good writer if anything? idk man ;-;
What do you feel is your greatest strength as a writer?
Definitely descriptions, and creating a build up in a scene. I feel like it comes naturally to me and people have often told me that they are never lost when reading my scenes which reassures me so much LMAO I feel validated I also think I make really fun dialogue, especially banter with my ocs/tavs
How do you feel about your own writing?
i often self criticise my own work a lot, and i get that imposter syndrome where ill reread my work before posting and go "what the hell" in those moments, im grateful im not writing on paper cause that sheet would find its way to the trash real quick ^^ ' im sincerely truly blessed that my partner offers himself to read my pieces and beta read them, and tell me his honest opinion (there are things i wrote i wish i could forget and yall better be thankful he was there to stop me from posting first versions)
When you write, are you influenced by what others might enjoy reading, or do you write purely for yourself, or a mix of both?
mix of both definitely. initially i wrote my own ideas and if people do end up liking them hell yeah!!! glad im able to find people that vibe the same way i do! then again, when i write for people, even if most of it comes from my silly little imagination, it was initially influenced by the request itself and is going to guide the writing specific to this piece, which honestly makes sense imo
Tagging 🏷️: @marlowethebard @roguishcat @anacdoce @charmandabear @marimosalad
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someguyiguess · 1 year ago
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who is the first artist you remember loving?
who is the artist you put on to make you smile?
which song always puts a smile on your face?
what was the first concert you went to?
do you prefer cds, streaming or vinyl?
which artist have you seen live that didn’t live up to the hype?
which artist has been the most life changing for you?
you have to get a lyric tattoo — which lyric is it?
do you prefer loud booming speakers or quiet in headphones?
do you have a favorite genre or dabble in it all?
who is the most overrated artist in your opinion?
who is the most underrated artist in your opinion?
tell us the name of a song that most people probably don’t know but you absolutely adore
describe your favorite song without telling me the title
how important is music to you on a scale of 0-100 ?
do you have music playing right now? if so, what?
which artist do you hope never stops making music?
how did you discover your favorite artist?
which song do you want played at your funeral?
do you and anyone you know have “a song”?
okay well here are the majority of questions for you to answer. i like music idk if you can tell
first artist I remember loving is ludovico einaudi, he does classical type stuff
if I wanna smile it depends on how I wanna smile, but the beatles rarely fail me
one song that always makes me smile is man I feel like a woman by shania twain
I believe the first concert I went to was probably something by the detroit symphony orchestra when I was real young, but the first one I remember was chicago and earth wind and fire when I was less young
I like the conveinience of digital music but theres something great about having physical copies, I'd say vinyl
I dont go to a lot of concerts, and I wouldnt say any of them didnt live up to it
most life changing is a hard one, I would say either the eagles or gordon lightfoot
I've given this thought in the past, had settled on one, then that one stopped being relevant. maybe something from disarm by the smashing pumpkins?
depends on the atmosphere, mostly I prefer headphones unless I'm in the car (although I try to limit myself in populated areas)
I'd say my favorite genre is classic rock but I dabble in a bit of just about everything
oh theres plenty of artists I think are overrated, that list typically includes much of the top 40.
oh I dont know if I can think of any artists that are particularly underrated, although I would encourage people to check out The HU
I'd recommend Группа крови (gruppa krovi) by Кино (Kino)
music is probably a 99/100 importance to me
I currently have the boys of summer by don henley playing
I dont care what happens at my funeral, just dont make me seem better than I was, and please dont make it boring
I dont have "a song" with anyone anymore
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starvy · 6 months ago
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for music ask: 3, 4, 5, 9, 10, 11, 12, 20, 22, 28, 29 <3
3. if you were to get lyrics tattooed on you, which would they be?
hm. i dont really like tattoos with like words or lyrics and i dont see myself getting one like that ... but if i had to gun to my head choose something. either the cure or sad lovers&giants probably but cant really think what song and lyric exactly
4. if you were to get a non-lyric music tattoo, what would it be? (or tell abt one u already have)
i have a cover of acid bath by alien sex fiend tattooed on my leg. my beautiful son
5. is there a song that always makes u cry, no matter what? what is it?
9. who are your top 3 all time favorite bands or artists?
alien sex fiend for sure. but other 2 are real hard to choose .. the cure and anthrax ?? depeche mode maybe ..
10. what band were you obsessed with as a child? do you still like them?
i really liked nightwish and within temptation in elementary school. havent listened to any of them since then lol. i just feel a little nostalgic thinking abt them but i wouldnt say i still like them.
11. what is the best live music show you've ever been to?
the soft moon in 2019 or xeno&oaklander this year.
12. who is a band or an artist that you've never seen that you're dying to see?
alien sex fiend
20. do you have any band t-shirts or other clothing items and what are they?
its mostly what i wear so theres a few of them .. i also have lots of ones from middle school that i dont wear anymore i just didnt get to selling them yet. if i was like a video game character that had like one set default outfit, mine would be alien sex fiend crop top, comfort shirt for me. i love to crop and cut the sleeves of my shirts !!!
22. what band do you think has the best or the most interesting story?
im gonna be honest i've thought abt this question and my brain didnt come up with anything. i just dont know sorry
28. most underrated band or artist?
neurotic doll
29. most overrated band or artist?
lebanon hanover (thought abt this one for a bit longer also, i can think of many bands that i feel are overrated but a lot of them seem that way bc i dont really like the genre or something .. or theyre like wildly popular bands and theres just a lot of people speaking highly of them so they seem overrated just from the amount of people hyping them and i didnt wanna choose based on that i think? kinda went overthinking mode on this one)
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bbhyeoliskooks · 4 years ago
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hellooo !! can i request a reaction for txt when they see that an idol from a different boy band has a crush on their idol!s/o bc they think that idol!reader is single,,
❝𝐖𝐚𝐢𝐭, 𝐃𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐓𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐞 𝐘𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐉𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬!❞
TXT’s reaction to seeing an idol from another boy band have a crush on idol!you and obviously getting jealous.
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Genre: Few cups of fluff ~!
Warnings: Maybe suggestive from jjuniebug... or so...
(so sorry this took so long my gosh 😭😭 also i liVE FOR THIS??? HONESTLY??? LIKE LITERALLY I WOULD LOVE TO SEE THIS AND BE THAT PERSON SKLFDJ catch txt getting a bit jelly over hereee 😏😏 n e way, yea hope you like it lots and that it makes up for the time being losttt 🧍 btw... i’m so sorry if i get one of the members from another group’s personality wrong :(( just know i can always edit it since i don’t want to make any of you mad~~)
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최 연준:
° 𐐪𐑂 YALL DONT GET ME STARTED ON HIM I CAN ALREADY IMAGINE THIS VIVIDLY IN MY HEAD KSJFDS
° 𐐪𐑂 Anyway... the two of you would be backstage, chatting it up a storm and congratulating each other of how great your guy’s performance was for a VERY long time- enough for it to be suspicious
° 𐐪𐑂 No one could really suspect a thing tho... like... the two of you were being very cautious just in case about that, however it was a bit too crystal clear to see that there was some attraction between the two of you 😏
° 𐐪𐑂 And you know how as I said, quiet?
° 𐐪𐑂 Well,,, haha,,, I guess I forgot to mention one thing
° 𐐪𐑂 It’s-- as obvious to the staff... idols... people who walked there that you absolutely were in la vie en rose with each other~~
° 𐐪𐑂 Because up close, any sane person would definitely see there was something going on between you and Yeonjun with the soft yet playful flirting in both of your eyes
° 𐐪𐑂 Are we that shocked??? you’re dating in secret so obviouslyyy 🥺🥺
° 𐐪𐑂 how scandalous~~ hehe~~ (i’m kidding, it’s really not scandalous at all???)
° 𐐪𐑂 ++ Sometimes Yeonjun would get bold and make physical contact with you so... I mean he knew no one was going to spread rumors to snakes like Dispatch and... why not when he could show everyone he loved you the most?
° 𐐪𐑂 Before talking and catching up about some random stuff, you ask him if you can go to the bathroom first and ofc he says yes bc he’s best boy !
° 𐐪𐑂 ... cue the 5 minutes later...
° 𐐪𐑂 so after you’re done doing your business and all... you come face to face with??? GUESS WHO???!! TAEHYUNG FROM BTS???!!!
° 𐐪𐑂 **insert gasp**
° 𐐪𐑂 You pretty much did after you accidentally bumped into him
° 𐐪𐑂 but it was all good actually ! you were just dying inside since you just embarrassed yourself in front of the one of the greatest people in the whole entire world
° 𐐪𐑂 Taehyun was really sweet about it tho and he only smiled at you, making you grin back at him easily since the atmosphere wasn’t as awkward anymore
° 𐐪𐑂 “Ah, you’re Y/N from (), right? I love how you performed today! I’ve been listening to your songs for a while but I have to say that I adore your voice much more,” he complimented with a smug wink
° 𐐪𐑂 You just gaped at him, feeling your ears burn up immediately
° 𐐪𐑂 “M-my voice?! Taehyung, that’s so sweet of you to say! Thank you so much!”
° 𐐪𐑂 From then on, the two of you decided to talk more about yourselves and got to learn more
° 𐐪𐑂 All that time and you didn’t realize you could enjoy talking with someone so much and how you weren’t nervous in front of him at all???
° 𐐪𐑂 Bc by now, you would be a stammering mess before him because he really was one of the coolest guys on earth
° 𐐪𐑂 And yea that’s Taehyung for you 🥺 he’s such a sweet boy like mom i love him
° 𐐪𐑂 It had just reached almost 10 minutes of both of you talking, and it was time for the boy to go on stage and perform
° 𐐪𐑂 You were a bit sad since you probably couldn’t get to know him more as a good friend considering both of your schedules...
° 𐐪𐑂 but luckily ! Taehyung was enjoying this too and he pulled out his phone, ready to ask you something he’d been meaning to for a while
° 𐐪𐑂 “Do you think I could treat you sometime? Actually, I’d love to get to know you if you’d like and it’s okay for you to say no,” now the boy in front of you went from confident to shy in a second, his hand flying to the back of his neck to nervously scratch it
° 𐐪𐑂 Eyes widening with excitement, you were going to jump at the opportunity to say yes until-
° 𐐪𐑂 Pulling you close and wrapping his arms around your waist from behind emerged Yeonjun with a not so hidden sour expression as he held you tenderly in his embrace, not daring to ever let you go
° 𐐪𐑂 “Taehyung Sunbaenim! The staff told me to come get you for your performance! You better hurry up and go there, so you won’t be late.”
° 𐐪𐑂 Well... at least Yeonjun’s tone was polite but both you and Taehyung could obviously tell it meant something else- more like back off, which you weren’t surprised
° 𐐪𐑂 Getting the hint Taehyung took a few steps back, giggling at the evident passive aggressiveness from the boy
° 𐐪𐑂 “Thanks, Yeonjun! And I’ll be sure to be there, thanks so much for the heads up.”
° 𐐪𐑂 You couldn’t help but groan quietly at the tense atmosphere now and how the boys waved goodbyes at each other- although you were sure your boyfriend was more than happy enough that the “predator” went off by himself
° 𐐪𐑂 Once Taehyung was gone, you were surprised to hear how silent Yeonjun was behind you, biting his lips so as to not mess up and say anything disrespectful
° 𐐪𐑂 Nonetheless, you had to say that you were worried about the sudden change in his demeanor
° 𐐪𐑂 “Jjunie, is there anything wrong?”
° 𐐪𐑂 “I’m so sorry,” he muttered, burying his head into your neck, “I shouldn’t have acted like that... I know Taehyung Sunbaenim didn’t mean any harm or you either... I promise I won’t do it next time.”
° 𐐪𐑂 Knowing he truly felt sorry, you just turned around to look at him more clearly, lifting up his chin so that he’d cheer up even from the tiniest bit of affection
° 𐐪𐑂 And. Oh. My. Gosh. His. Adorable. Puppy. Eyes. That. Shine. So. Brightly. You. Fall. In. Love. Every. Time.
° 𐐪𐑂 “It’s okay Jjun,” you cooed, cupping his cheeks, “But don’t be so jealous next time, you know that you’re the only one I see.”
° 𐐪𐑂 True to your words Yeonjun seemed to cheer up at this and smiled brightly, the one that always made your heart melt whenever you see his face flowing with ardent joy
° 𐐪𐑂 But yea, remember how we all know he has such a shocking duality?
° 𐐪𐑂 ... we were absolutely not ready for Yeonjun to quickly slam his hand against the white boundaries of the room, almost pinning you to the wall if you could call it that, and whispering in your ear so teasingly it made you crazy:
° 𐐪𐑂 “Now, how about you make it up to me for leaving me back there for 10 minutes? I think you deserve a good punishment from me, baby.”
° 𐐪𐑂 gosh.... i just... okay moving on with the holy water???
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최 수빈:
° 𐐪𐑂 Fridays where you had to MC was certainly the best because you got to spend it with a very special someone~
° 𐐪𐑂 A very special someone who would do their very best to make you laugh and succeed at it every time he forgot to say his line
° 𐐪𐑂 A very special someone who encouraged you to be confident even in front of your favorite idols whom you were dying to talk to
° 𐐪𐑂 A very special someone who comforted you when you thought you weren’t good enough in front of the TV screen... and someone who cheered you up by giving helpful advice with soft kisses on the nose as well~
° 𐐪𐑂 Oh wait, who was that very special someone?? You guessed it! Only the sweetest boy ever, Soobinnie from TXT !
° 𐐪𐑂 You couldn’t be more than happy to say yes to interviewing idols with him even if the questions were already scripted with a small piece of paper
° 𐐪𐑂 Every moment with him in front of the cameras was heaven to you, to hear his perfect voice echo inside the walls in the room
° 𐐪𐑂  Perhaps the idols behind you could tell you were whipped for each other at this point... you honestly wouldn’t be surprised but you didn’t want to release the fact that you were dating since it wouldn’t do good for both of your images
° 𐐪𐑂 This time, the idols behind you were the one and only Stray Kids !
° 𐐪𐑂 An excellent group with excellent music~ (maybe I should stan, hehe)
° 𐐪𐑂 The questions only took a few minutes since they were just talking about their song, but you had to say you enjoyed every single second of it
° 𐐪𐑂 And with the bunny grin on Soobin’s face, it looked like he was pleasant himself too
° 𐐪𐑂 Although, every good thing has to come to an end~!
° 𐐪𐑂 The cameras just turned off after getting the perfect cut and you were waving off to a few of the members when one of them came up to you with a huge smile on his face
° 𐐪𐑂 You noticed he had a lot of freckles on his face which definitely made him even more prettier, and you welcomed him with the same expression back
° 𐐪𐑂 “Hi, Y/N! I hope I’m not bothering you, but I just wanted to say that I absolutely love your songs. Oh sorry, I didn’t introduce myself. I’m Felix, if you didn’t know,” he looked off to the side shyly but didn’t expect to see you kindly answer him back
° 𐐪𐑂 Honestly, he looked really sweet ! But you were wondering why he made some time to talk to you all of a sudden before catching up with the rest of his members on a time crunch
° 𐐪𐑂 “No, it’s okay! Actually, I’m happy you came up to talk a little since I wanted to say that I love your songs as well. Um, did you need me for anything?”
° 𐐪𐑂 The boy just shook his head, moving closer to you so you could at least hear him better,
° 𐐪𐑂 “Well, I sort of do... if it’s not too much to ask, do you think I could maybe take you out some time? And it’s fine if you say no! But I’d really like to get to know you.”
° 𐐪𐑂 The heat of your ears was a bit too much now, and you could feel yourself becoming a wee bit too warm in your outfit
° 𐐪𐑂 ...you couldn’t lie to him, he seemed like a nice boy and all that you’d definitely love to have as a friend but how were you going to tell him you were already taken if both your boyfriend and you agreed to keep the relationship a secret in the first place?
° 𐐪𐑂 From beside you, you could hear Soobin sigh longingly, waiting for you to come talk to him after a while of not seeing you
° 𐐪𐑂 He was a few feet away from you, staring down at the situation as if that was going to do any better and scare the other boy away
° 𐐪𐑂 What do you expect??? The bby boy misses you sm :((
° 𐐪𐑂 And he gets very polite so he won’t be able to do anything until it gets too far for him 😭😭
° 𐐪𐑂 Seems like the type to accidentally get the wrong order thanks to the mcdonalds staff but accepts it anyway bc he’s too scared nice to say anything (just like me for example)
° 𐐪𐑂 As I was saying, the two of you just glanced over at Soobin who had a somewhat grumpy look on his face, leaning on his hand while sitting down
° 𐐪𐑂 The sight was definitely something to see... it only peeked obvious jealousy but it looks like the dude from Stray Kidz wasn’t able to see it just yet 😭
° 𐐪𐑂 But to you, who absolutely knew Soobin inside and out not mentioning the fact you dated him, could tell that boy was CLEARLY in envious pain watching this
° 𐐪𐑂 “Yeah, of course! I think we’ll be really great friends too! Maybe once our schedules are free, then we can meet up somewhere.”
° 𐐪𐑂  Subtly nodding your head to where the jealous bby was sitting, you hoped it would be enough for him to figure out in the meantime
° 𐐪𐑂 Felix, seeming to understand what was happening between the two of you, just chuckled handing you the tiny paper of his number in hands
° 𐐪𐑂 “Okay then! I hope we can be good friends in the near future. Just let me know whenever you want to hang out, and we’re good to go!”
° 𐐪𐑂 And with that, the other boy left, scrambling to catch up to his group which was already far away
° 𐐪𐑂 It was silent for a few minutes until Soobin heaved out another sigh, but it was instead one of relief once he saw that every staff and performer was out of the room for a little while
° 𐐪𐑂 “He obviously likes you,” he muttered, sticking out his bottom lip to create the most precious pout you had ever seen, “it’s not fair at all... why does everyone have to like my significant other?”
° 𐐪𐑂 You just smiled knowingly at his tone and pulled him up from the floor-- did he always feel like this whenever someone asked you for your number?
° 𐐪𐑂 Taking his fluffy cheeks in your hands, your thumb rubbed against his cheekbone before booping his nose with a teasing touch
° 𐐪𐑂 “Soobin, I love you, silly. There’s no one who can ever compare to you, okay? It’s alright to get jealous sometimes, but
° 𐐪𐑂 He puffed out an amused chuckle through his nose, satisfied at the answer you gave him, smirking that omg smirk that really had your heart beating too swiftly like the first time you met him
° 𐐪𐑂 “I’m really lucky to have you... I swear every single person on this Earth is in love with you? But now that you’re encouraging me like this, I feel just fine. But... just in case, could you promise to stay by my side forever, please?”
° 𐐪𐑂 He held out his pinky finger, gazing at you expectantly as if to wait for your answer, but wasn’t it evident enough?
° 𐐪𐑂 It really was impossible to say no to those puppy dog eyes 😌
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최 범규:
° 𐐪𐑂 It wasn’t hard to miss that Jongho from Ateez liked you more than everyone else usually did
° 𐐪𐑂 Beomgyu could certainly tell
° 𐐪𐑂 Yes he was staring at the other boy’s reaction for some time (although it was mostly you) while your group was performing and he could see that same boy squirming with excitement whenever it was your turn to lead the stage
° 𐐪𐑂 Yes he was deathstaring him down when they shook hands, but at least he was polite enough to smile back when all the cameras were flashing in their faces
° 𐐪𐑂 And man... did he hate it as much as he tried not to show that jealousy itself
° 𐐪𐑂 Of course he thought nothing wrong of Jongho !
° 𐐪𐑂 Truth be told, he actually wanted to become friends with them since he found them to be such a talented and strong person who could easily break apples with just a flick of his wrist
° 𐐪𐑂 it intimidated him sure sskdsd like what if he was the apple in jongho’s hands instead...
° 𐐪𐑂 OKAY IM GETTING OFF TOPIC IT MUST BE BC ITS LITERALLY 2AM ON A MONDAY NIGHT
° 𐐪𐑂 But when it came to you.... Beomgyu really had no chill in wanting needing to protect you always like omg pls 😭😭
° 𐐪𐑂 The glares he sent poor Jongho who didn’t know the two of you were in a relationship was laughable man
° 𐐪𐑂 Maybe it was bc of his hairstyle he didn’t know 🧍 but he would for sure figure that out soon enough when he was brave enough to finally come talk to you after your performance~
° 𐐪𐑂 This choreo was exhausting but you were starting to get the use of it after tons of practice and performing !
° 𐐪𐑂 You were happy tonight with how it came out, so you were going to ask for your breathtaking boyfie how it looked in order to appease that weird craving for his opinion
° 𐐪𐑂 When you came to the backstage where everyone was congratulating you, you weren’t the very least bit surprised to see Beomgyu waiting for you
° 𐐪𐑂 but instead of the usual cheerful mood-boosting smile he had on his face, was the sour frown that had you thinking curiously in your head what the matter was
° 𐐪𐑂 Before you could even ask him what was wrong, someone cut in and you weren’t able to ask him just yet
° 𐐪𐑂 “Wait, Y/N, before you go! Can I just say that you did really well on the dance tonight? I mean you always do, don’t get me wrong, but I think you did extra amazing for this one.”
° 𐐪𐑂 Excitedly you smiled, whooshing behind you to see that it was one of your favorite idols from one of the greatest bands in the universe
° 𐐪𐑂 “Oh gosh, really? Thank you so much! I wasn’t planning on
° 𐐪𐑂 Under his breath Beomgyu muttered to himself as he was watching this, “oh look, here comes the boy trying to steal my bby..”
° 𐐪𐑂 gosh why is that hot to me i need some help-
° 𐐪𐑂 “Yeah, of course it was! I don’t know about you but you have to know that I practice that dance if I were you since I love it so much!”
° 𐐪𐑂 what.
° 𐐪𐑂 You were so taken aback that you just chuckled nervously before chatting a bit more
° 𐐪𐑂 A few more minutes passed by, and Beomgyu couldn’t stand seeing you laugh at all of Jongho’s terrible jokes
° 𐐪𐑂 To him it was as if you were forcing yourself to laugh at all his jokes, but that really wasn’t the case ksfjsk Jongho was just a funny dude
° 𐐪𐑂 But all that time you were worrying about your boyfie and why he was so sad :(((
° 𐐪𐑂 You hated seeing him in the corner by himself, looking at most likely nothing on his phone and you wanted to talk to him since there could be something wrong
° 𐐪𐑂 It seemed as if the clock saved you bc wow !! Thank gosh the time for Ateez to perform since you needed to help gyugyubear at onceee
° 𐐪𐑂 “Maybe we could switch numbers? Would it be okay with you?” He shyly suggested, something much more different compared to the confident aura he had earlier
° 𐐪𐑂 you would’ve loved to take time for that but noooo :(( beomgyu was getting his stuff and leaving??? IN FRONT OF YOU???
° 𐐪𐑂 “Umm, yeah!” You swiftly agreed, glancing back at Beomgyu who was about to leave from your sight, “but I have to go! I’m so sorry, maybe next time?”
° 𐐪𐑂 poor dude was feeling very confused when you ran away just like that??? but he got over it by shrugging and going onstage since he had better things to worry about skdfjs
° 𐐪𐑂 Hurriedly you went off to Beomgyu, tugging onto his arm so that he’d pay attention to you
° 𐐪𐑂 It took a few tries thanks to the pettiness he was trying to pass off, but eventually you did it... somehow
° 𐐪𐑂 “Is there anything wrong?”
° 𐐪𐑂 “No. There’s nothing.”
° 𐐪𐑂 “Nothing? Are you sure?”
° 𐐪𐑂 “Positive.”
° 𐐪𐑂 “Beomgyu, just tell me what’s wrong, dude 🧍.”
° 𐐪𐑂 “That’s it, you’re calling me dude and I don’t like it all 🥺.”
° 𐐪𐑂 Wait, was that just it 😭😭?? You wanted to die right then and there after worrying so much for nothing and being so tense during your conversation with Jongho
° 𐐪𐑂 “Wait, Gyu, are you being serious? So nothing was the matter?”
° 𐐪𐑂 Well now he couldn’t lie to you :(( at first he was going to act like he was fine but with the way you were looking at him :(( he simply couldn’t !!
° 𐐪𐑂 “Fineee. I’m jealous, and I don’t like it because he’s so close to you. I can’t help it sometimes since I tend to overthink too much but I know you love me since we’re together but I just-”
° 𐐪𐑂 CHUUU !! CHUU !!
° 𐐪𐑂 Seeing him panic and ramble on and on, you cupped his cheeks and pressed your lips against his so he wouldn’t have to be that anxious anymore
° 𐐪𐑂 As much as you loved hearing his voice, you didn’t like it when he got sad about your relationship... so hopefully a little kiss would do the trick?
° 𐐪𐑂 AND YESSS IT WORKED YOU GOT THE BOY EVEN MORE WHIPPED FOR YOU PLSSS 😭😭
° 𐐪𐑂 After a few seconds you pulled away, much to his disappointment but he was more than happy enough you did that thooo 😏😏
° 𐐪𐑂 “Ahh my bby!! I don’t love him!! I love you!! And so much at that!! I’m glad you trust me with your feelings and told me this, but you always have to remember that my heart belongs to you, okay? It’ll always be and I know you know that too,” you sighed while kissing him yet another time
° 𐐪𐑂 It was such a sweet moment but... how were you getting through this without him teasing you until now??? well surprise, surpriseeee
° 𐐪𐑂 “If this is how you’re going to act every time I get jealous, then I better become jealous even more at this point~~”
° 𐐪𐑂 “Oh be quiet, Gyu, now the mood is ruined 🗿🗿.”
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강 태형:
° 𐐪𐑂 “Wait, Y/N... is that you?”
° 𐐪𐑂 From all of the clamorous chaos in the room, you were stunned to hear the familiar but relatively a much deeper voice compared to before in the same place as you
° 𐐪𐑂 It had been a while hearing it and you were tearing up just knowing who it was
° 𐐪𐑂 It couldn’t possibly be him... could it? A few years had passed since the last time you saw him so hearing him in the same workplace as you- well technically the - was almost too hard to believe
° 𐐪𐑂 But no, he was right in front of you, smiling like an angel as always- that same smile that was so contagious it made everyone else in the room light up
° 𐐪𐑂 “Jisung (from NCT)? You’re kidding me right now... But it’s been so long since I’ve seen you! Don’t tell me that I completely am missing the fact that you’re actually here? In this moment? Right now?”
° 𐐪𐑂 He only laughed at you, inching so much closer each second that you felt as if you were witnessing a delusion or something of the sort
° 𐐪𐑂 “No, it’s really me, Y/N! I’ve missed you... do you think we could catch up for a while? Just for a few minutes if that’s okay with you,” he offered, reaching his hand out to you
° 𐐪𐑂 You could only say yes after glancing up to see Taehyun’s reaction, but he just smiled- clearly encouraging you to go so that you could meet up with an old friend during your break time
° 𐐪𐑂 You hastily said goodbye, pondering if Taehyun was really going to be fine with it since you thought boyfriends would become suspicious of what other boys’ intentions were
° 𐐪𐑂 But thankfully, Taehyun being the best understanding boyfriend he was, plainly stated that it was more than great for you to go since you could talk to someone you trust
° 𐐪𐑂 but ahhh you weren’t sure- perhaps you really liked it whenever someone showed their love through jealousy (ofc not too over the top since that’s just toxic), and he didn’t seem to have any interest in becoming sad at all
° 𐐪𐑂 ++ Like you’ve noted before, he wasn’t one to get jealous since he trusts you very much ofc 🧍 but maybe.. just maybe...
° 𐐪𐑂 Your sliver of getting some attention and feeling love was shut down when Jisung brought you along to where he wanted to talk to you alone
° 𐐪𐑂 It was the clean white hallways where really nobody was ! The only people there were the two of you so you easily understood why he chose such a random spot like this
° 𐐪𐑂 And yea.. that’s where all of the getting to know what happened after training started and the two of you, curious to hear a few juicy details about whatever, were completely entranced in alllll of the stories you each had to tell
° 𐐪𐑂 MAYBE FOR LIKE 25 MINUTES OR SO????
° 𐐪𐑂 Taehyun sat in the other room scrolling through his phone mindlessly, but all the meanwhile wondering when you were going to come back
° 𐐪𐑂 He knew it was going to take longer than what he was at the very least patient for, but this long???
° 𐐪𐑂 The poor bby just moped around as he looked through moas’ comments, too bothered about you to answer any of them with a happy feeling
° 𐐪𐑂 And with you? You barely noticed the time, and so did Jisung as well
° 𐐪𐑂 You were both talking about random topics as well so when the line below appeared out of nowhere, there was no lie saying you were paralyzed with shock
° 𐐪𐑂 “You know back then... I’ve always wanted something more, but since we became idols it never happened. These days have always been work, work, and more work but I think that if we make it work, then we’ll be able to love each other well! And you do have the same feelings for me too, right? You told me just before I became a trainee so I never really got time to tell you that I felt the same way.”
° 𐐪𐑂 Oh, the way your jaw dropped when listening to him was just... something that should be hung in a museum
° 𐐪𐑂 W-was that a confession or....? 🧍
° 𐐪𐑂 “Y/N? Is everything okay? You seem to be... spacing out there.”
° 𐐪𐑂 But you weren’t 😭 You were dying inside thinking of how sudden it was and what you should say back???
° 𐐪𐑂 bc you already have a bf and he’d give the whole entire world just to make you happy 🗿🗿
° 𐐪𐑂 The familiar clacks of someone made you jolt, and from that scent you absolutely knew who it was right then and there
° 𐐪𐑂 “Taehyun, what are you doing here?” You whispered, getting up too quickly that could’ve showed how thankful you were for him to come and save you at the last second
° 𐐪𐑂 “Okay, I’m sorry! I didn’t mean to eavesdrop on your conversation! But I had to come get you or else your one hour break would run out and the staff would get mad at you for not coming earlier.”
° 𐐪𐑂 Jisung shot a confused glance at you when your boyfriend kept whispering in your ear, so you just held up a hand to let him know
° 𐐪𐑂 “Ah, sorry, but I think I have to go now! But thanks for the contact, we’ll need to exchange phone numbers next time because I really enjoyed talking to you! You’re such an amazing friend; I’m sure that we’ll become even closer in the end.”
° 𐐪𐑂 If that wasn’t enough of a friendzoning response, then idk what is 😔
° 𐐪𐑂 Jisung shot you a soft smile, albeit you could see a bit of sadness in it... you felt bad but you didn’t have the heart to lead him on like that
° 𐐪𐑂 “It’s okay! Go ahead, it’s more than fine with me. And yeah, I guess we’ll talk more next time!”
° 𐐪𐑂 Without any word, you solemnly waved a goodbye before wondering if Taehyun’s words about the one hour break was really true when not that much time passed anyway
° 𐐪𐑂 “Is it already time for me to prepare? Thanks for letting me know, otherwise I would’ve been dead meat by now!”
° 𐐪𐑂 He didn’t respond, and you raised an eyebrow at his reaction after giggling yourself at your stupid joke
° 𐐪𐑂 “Love? Are you okay? What’s wrong?”
° 𐐪𐑂 It was certainly awkward right now, and you hated it more than anything but you couldn’t place your finger on what made him to act like this
° 𐐪𐑂 “Taehyun?” You tried yet again, running faster to catch up on his too quick pace that only dripped of hurriedness
° 𐐪𐑂 And just like that the boy stopped after you called him for the third time, ceasing you in your tracks just to look back at you with a grimace on his lips
° 𐐪𐑂 “You’ve gotten me all twisted, love, that it’s quite pathetic. And yes, I am totally jealous even though I know I shouldn’t be.”
° 𐐪𐑂 Oh... so that’s what it was 😏😏
° 𐐪𐑂 He never admitted he was jealous those other times either so this was just-- wowww 😭😭
° 𐐪𐑂 “My love, it’s you that I’m with,” you huffed, getting close enough to intertwine his fingers with yours, “and it’s you that I’m going to be with forever, whether you like it or not. You have no reason to be jealous since I completely adore you! I want to be with you, can’t you already see how much I’m whipped for you?”
° 𐐪𐑂 He didn’t answer for a few seconds like you expected, so you pretended to be sad and turn away
° 𐐪𐑂 But when you did, he immediately grabbed your arm-- something you weren’t surprised of since he was the softest boy at heart and couldn’t be too mad at you for too long
° 𐐪𐑂 “Love, don’t go! I’m fine, I already know that and I love you too... it’s just that-”
° 𐐪𐑂 “So you were jealous...”
° 𐐪𐑂 “N-no, I wasn’t jealous- you heard nothing!”
° 𐐪𐑂 You caught him off guard by kissing him on the cheek and booping him on the nose until you could see the softness of his cheeks turn crimson red
° 𐐪𐑂 “Awwe, you cutie. Now let me make it up to you by giving you my utmost attention until break is over!”
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휴닝가이:
° 𐐪𐑂 Ahh my bby Hyuka, i’m just so in love with him pls 🥺
° 𐐪𐑂 Well... speaking of which, who wouldn’t be in love with a sweet boy like him???
° 𐐪𐑂 Obviously not you, that’s for sureee 😭😭
° 𐐪𐑂 N E WAY--
° 𐐪𐑂 You just came back from performing one of your most popular songs and the adrenaline rushing through your body was enough to happily keep you on your toes as you
° 𐐪𐑂 You were really happy tonight and you were hoping to share that same joyfulness with the best boyfie ever, Hyuka who supported you in whatever you chose to do !
° 𐐪𐑂 Why though?
° 𐐪𐑂 Because this just had to be one of your best performances yet !!
° 𐐪𐑂 Like the way how you looked gorg on stage with your charismatic presence 🥺??? You knew it yourself that you looked amazing dancing and singing along with everybody... and the fact that they were fully enjoying it too was the true icing on the cake
° 𐐪𐑂 Kai must’ve seen it, huh? You were itching to see his proud smile and reaction of you since it would definitely make the passionate swelling in your chest boost 100%~~
° 𐐪𐑂 But right now, he wasn’t anywhere to be found :((
° 𐐪𐑂 Usually he’d be waiting at your dressing room whenever the two of you went to award shows together
° 𐐪𐑂 Or he could be at his dressing room and you asked the txt boys but... nooo he wasn’t there eitherrr 😭😭
° 𐐪𐑂 So... you decided to look for him ! He could’ve gotten lost, who knows ++ there could be some good food somewhere...
° 𐐪𐑂 Searching for Kai, surprise caught your features when someone with a very familiar face passed by
° 𐐪𐑂 Unfortunately it wasn’t your boyfriend whom you were looking for :((( but it was Jay from Enhypen and he seemed like a cool dude !
° 𐐪𐑂 I mean... you needed some idol friends anyway so why not talk to him ?
° 𐐪𐑂 Well, it all started with a polite hi and hello from senior to junior...
° 𐐪𐑂 The two of you ended up talking a little while that you ended up forgetting that your original task was to find Kai and ask him his opinion about your performance
° 𐐪𐑂 Somehow Jay made the conversation flow really easily and the two of you wouldn’t be able to stop talking to each other about literally everything
° 𐐪𐑂 It was like he was an old friend of yours and you were finally catching up... he was just that great of a dude yuh
° 𐐪𐑂 Maybe 5 minutes passed by...
° 𐐪𐑂 or 30, who knows...
° 𐐪𐑂 While Jay was talking, you glanced at the clock on the wall before him and almost gasped from how distracted you were
° 𐐪𐑂 LIKE HOW DID 30 MINUTES PASS BY THAT QUICKLY????
° 𐐪𐑂 and you promised you would get ready by then but now you spent all of your time talking to Jay when you could’ve been catching up with Kai 😭😭
° 𐐪𐑂 Although that itself wasn’t a bad thing at all, actually ~~
° 𐐪𐑂 You were more than happy to make a new friend in Jay ! And maybe the two of you could at this point be very good ones if you talked a lot in the future
° 𐐪𐑂 ++ You were happy talking to him, so if he was okay with it, then you definitely were !
° 𐐪𐑂 True to your words, you ended up talking to him a little bit more until he told you he needed some time to prepare for his stage
° 𐐪𐑂 A few goodbyes here and there passed between the two of you and he handed you his number to talk whenever you were bored to which you easily agreed
° 𐐪𐑂 And as promised, he was about to go as his shoes made some clickity-clacks against the spotless floor until-
° 𐐪𐑂 “Wait, do you hear that?”
° 𐐪𐑂 You just looked at him and knitted your eyebrows, confused as to what he was saying, “hear what?”
° 𐐪𐑂 and then BOOM! You could definitely hear it now???
° 𐐪𐑂 IT WAS KAI RUNNING OVER TO YOU, PANTING DRAMATICALLY AS HE SNEAKILY PLACED HIS HANDS ON YOUR SHOULDERS 😭😭
° 𐐪𐑂 You jumped at his touch a little, shocked to see him so suddenly when he was gone for at least 35 minutes
° 𐐪𐑂 “What is it, Kai? Is there something wrong?
° 𐐪𐑂 “No, NO! Nothing is wrong- I just need you to come look at this real quick!”
° 𐐪𐑂 Hurriedly Kai tugged you on the hand and you laughed loudly, following his lead to take you somewhere
° 𐐪𐑂 Jay laughed as well, waving towards your direction as the other boy dragged you along to another place
° 𐐪𐑂 “Alright, bye then, Jay! I’ll text you!”
° 𐐪𐑂 With the grin he was giving back, you were sure he would respond too
° 𐐪𐑂 However, that wasn’t really an aversion to what was going on rn 😭
° 𐐪𐑂 As soon as you were out of sight from everyone, Kai seemed to be a quiet mess, staring down at you like you were doing something weird
° 𐐪𐑂 The two of you were all alone now, but it was close enough to the staff’s room where they did your makeup
° 𐐪𐑂 Although it was pretty weird he was acting this way, considering he was a chatterbox whenever the two of you were together no matter what
° 𐐪𐑂 “What is it, Hyuka? What did you need to show me?”
° 𐐪𐑂 Because of the silence, you couldn’t help but wonder ! What he was thinking in that head of his- you couldn’t possibly be sure at all with the quietness all around you
° 𐐪𐑂 “I didn’t have to show you anything,” he finally responded with a blank expression, “I just had to get you away from a love rival who was obviously fighting for your love.”
° 𐐪𐑂 Well wow that was some bluntness-
° 𐐪𐑂 But a love rival??? You could completely understand why he was acting like this now- and it was all because he was jealous 🗿
° 𐐪𐑂 “Kaiiii,” you whined, pursing your lips tight together and bringing his hands into yours, “I’ve missed you too and I know we haven’t been talking much thanks to schedules but you have to know that I love you the most out of everyone here!”
° 𐐪𐑂 ._. <-- aka the same face he had while listening to you, so you went on
° 𐐪𐑂 You truly found this situation to be entertaining but you weren’t going to say it out loud ! Hopefully he would really see that you were being sincere though because you really did love him the most in the world :(((
° 𐐪𐑂 “Jay may be a great person and all, but you know that it’ll always be you that I choose. And why is that? It’s because you’re the one who stole my heart, not him, you fool.”
° 𐐪𐑂 Now the smile on his face was enough to convince him you were happy enough with the truth you gave
° 𐐪𐑂 Him believing you was one of the best feelings you’ve ever had and you were going to ask if he wanted some ice cream but he beat you to it, taking you by the hand and keeping you close by his side,
° 𐐪𐑂 “I absolutely do have the best bf/gf in the world... I just have to treat them with some ice cream after jumping into some weird conclusions! Also, what’s Jay’s phone number? I might talk to him instead 😏.”
° 𐐪𐑂 ...what were you expecting...
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Posted: 4/26/21- 3:00am
(it’s literally monday today and i have school 😭 i didn’t expect to stay up this late but oh well iggg 🗿🗿)
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1-800-amortentia · 4 years ago
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love letters (fred weasley x fem!reader)
summary: fred writes y/n a letter. 
genre: fluff? sad? 
request?: yes/no (yall can request something if u want i dont bite. anyways)
word count: 1.1k
based off back to december the song but with a twist. 
masterlist!
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fred set the needle onto the vinyl, turning the turntable on as the music slowly began to pour out of the speakers. it was thursday, cloudy, and not a very good day overall. 
fred sat on his bed, an ink pen and piece of paper and a book to write on sat on his lap. he sighed, thinking for a moment before starting to write 
dear y/n
was that too cliche? oh my god fred you can’t just write to this poor girl without saying hi. you’re gonna scare her. fred closed his eyes. “stop that fred.” he mumbled to himself. okay let’s start. 
dear y/n, how are you? 
“oh my god fred you seriously just wrote that? how is she? you broke her heart, obviously shes not fucking good. wait what if shes really good and has a boyfriend. okay stop.” fred thought to himself. george might have to proof read this. he stood up, pacing the perimeter of hid bed. he grabbed your sweater, smelling it. it smelled like your perfume and your favorite cherry candies fred felt himself start to cry. how could he be so so stupid. he sank to his knees, craddling the sweater. ‘stop fred’ he thought to himself. he slowly stood up, wiping his eyes. he set the sweater aside, tearing a new piece and beginning to restart. 
“alright fred, you can do this.” fred whispered. he cleared his throat before returning to his paper. 
dear y/n, 
i’m so glad i got to see you today. even if you were just walking by while your friends talked, and you listened. how is life? is your family okay? i miss them. i haven’t seen them awhile. the last time i saw you still burns a whole in the back of my mind every time it replays in my head. i sent you roses, i walked past your house and saw them sitting in the window. i’m happy you got them. i’ve been thinking about you a lot. you wont answer my texts or calls which i understand, so i’m writing you a letter. this is me swallowing my pride, telling you i’m sorry for everything. if i could i would go back to december and make everything okay again. as it turns out, being broken up and being “free” is actually me just missing you, and me realizing how much you really did for me and how i took it all for granted. in my dreams, it is december 21st i’m holding you, and instead of breaking your heart, i say nothing. i say nothing and we are happy, you are happy. like you should be, lately i haven’t been sleeping. there so many pieces of you left in my room i cant. your sweater is still here. so is your perfume. and your hair tie. every time i close my eyes i see your tear stained face begging me to stay. i’m so sorry for leaving. so so stupid. i cant stop thinking about summer. you staying at my house, hanging out with my siblings. i loved seeing you so close with them. i also miss driving around with you listening to old songs with you, looking over and seeing you laughing while your hairs blows into your face, making you laugh even harder. i ruined everything and i’m sorry. once school started, i realized i loved you. i loved seeing your fall sweaters and crunching leaves together. once winter came, god i don’t know i freaked out. you gave me all your love and all i gave you was a goodbye and stupid flowers. i never realized how awful a life without you is. i wish i could go back to december and convince myself i was just scared of loving you. but, i’m not scared anymore, y/n. i want you, all of you, all the time, for the rest of my life. i understand if you hate me. i miss your smile, your kind side, how you held me, how you felt so embarrassed the first time i saw you cry. but i thought you looked like an angle. who knows, you probably are. this is probably just wishful thinking, but i would love to be able to be with you again, or even see you again. i swear if you give me the chance, i’ll love you with all of my being. if i could replace every good thing that i own for a time machine, the first thing i’d do is go back to you, and make everything alright again. i love you, y/n. more than anything. i was so so stupid. i understand if you don’t respond or you just never look in my direction again. but i did want you to know i am sorry. 
sincerely, fred. 
fred wiped his face, grabbing his coat. he walked slowly, through the snow and towards your house. passing cafe’s. ‘that’s y/n’s favorite restraunt.’ he thought to himself. ‘and her favorite building because of the way it lights up at night.’ he smiled at his thoughts. children held hand with thier parents, or couples holding hands with thier signifigant others. he loved living in the city. so did you. the lights at night, the food, the people, everything. as he started getting towards your house, he looked at your window. the roses still sitting in the window. he also saw you, faintily, facing the other direction, brushing your hair. he smiled, feeling his heart begin to flutter again. he slipped the letter into the mailbox, before beginning his adventure back home. 
fred sat on his couch, it had been 3 days since he delivered the letter. honestly, he gave up. he constantly checked his mailbox to see if you’d reply. he flipped through the channels before finding the 50′s movies channel. your favorite. he wrapped himself in his blanket, a mug in his other hand. the snow started melting. it was january 28th. school had started last week, and he wanted it to be over. suddenly, there was a knock on his front door. he slowly turned down the t.v, and stood up. his feet padded against the cold hard wood of his apartment. he unlocked the heavy door, slowly opening it. he looked down to see y/n, holding the letter in her hands.her cheeks were pink and her eyelashes were wet, he could tell she had been crying. fred smiled, she smiled back. 
“hi” 
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jaminjims · 5 years ago
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found family {imagine}
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@catsandstrawberries​ requests: Hi I have a request. Can you do an ot7 x youngest female 8th member reader maybe late teens (like 17 18ish) maybe fathers day is coming up and reader never had a good relationship with her father or any male in her life (abuse, abondment, trauma, etc) and maybe just a bunch of fluffy and angsty scenarios of her relationship with the boys when they become more like older brothers/father figures to her. Maybe one where she choreographs a dance and shows Hobi and he openly stares how proud Cont. 🐣
He is of her and maybe it just really touches her. Or maybe one where she falls asleep on the couch and one of the boys brings her to her room. And maybe a final angsty one where she tells them how much she loves them and how hard it is to know her own family didnt care about her but the b o us are like, you're wrong, your family does care about you, were your family. Something like that. I really love your writing and hopefully you can write this, if not dont worry, much love! 🐣
a/n: ahh this was the fic i wrote 4.3k words for but then decided i didn’t like it so i started over lmao. i don’t really know why this fic was kinda difficult for me to write but it was still something i enjoyed writing a lot and i’m proud of myself for finishing it! and this is probably one of my favorites that i’ve written if i’m being completely honest. the found family troupe is what i LIVE for and this one literally melts my heart. and of course thank you so so much to the lovely catsandstrawberries for the request! i really enjoyed writing it so i hope you enjoy reading it! 
pairing: platonic ot7 x f!reader (reader will refer to the older members as hyung though!)
genre: angsty in the beginning but it turns really fluffy so just hang in there! 
warnings: brief mention of child abandonment, child neglect, bad father daughter relationship, loneliness, insomnia, forgetting to eat 
words: 6k
[disclaimer: when writing idol aus, i will only be focusing on the struggles of the reader, not of the idols themselves because i don’t personally know what struggles they go through and how they handle them.] 
{song(s) i recommend while reading: someone’s someone - monsta x}
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here’s the thing about family: it’s sometimes fickle and sometimes strong
you came from a prestigious family of bankers, except you wouldn’t really call it a family 
it was more like relatives tolerating each other more than anything 
your mom had left when you were young so you only had faint silhouettes and hollow laughter to remember her by. but that just left the two of you 
you and your father 
instead the memories you grew up with were of a dad who was cold and controlling and never really around long enough for you to truly feel like he loved you 
it was always “y/n you have to look good for the family” “y/n you have to do this for the families reputation” “y/n you have to smile for the media so they think we are a happy family” 
the word family was thrown around so much you didn’t think you really knew what it meant anymore
because it was always “y/n you need to do better” “y/n why are you so flawed?” y/n you’re more of a disappointment that a daughter”
never “y/n, i’m proud of you” 
it was always what he wanted and never had he asked what you wanted
he never once helped you with your homework, never once had a family meal together
never once said he loved you 
you had to instead learn to cook yourself, learn to swim, learn to ride your bike, all by yourself 
all things a father should have done, he never did 
instead it was all fake laughter and smiles in front of the media and cold stares and loneliness behind closed doors 
you used to cry yourself to sleep because of how lonely and lost you felt but now you just opted to barely sleeping at all 
and you often forgot to eat because it would just remind you what you could’ve had but didn’t 
you also tended to be alone at school because everyone knew of you but no one really knew you 
the only thing that really saved you was dancing
it was the only way you could really express yourself without needing words and you found that comforting 
it was intimate and deep and it was your raw soul being transmitted through movements 
and it was your only reprieve from the fake media, the fake smiles, the fake laughter 
and the fake family 
so most of your days were spent in a dance studio, choreographing your own pieces and dancing your heart out and it was really the only way you knew how to express yourself
it was when you were fifteen when you had discovered that music companies were hosting auditions and you wanted more than anything to be up on a stage and preform
you had never longed for something more than you did now
but you knew your father would never allow it and maybe that was the thought that pushed you to make the decision of joining
because you knew if you continued to live the way you did now, you would never be enough for him and you were sad and lonely and just tired of faking everything
so if you were always going to be a failure to him then at least you could have fun along the way, right?
so you auditioned to every single company you could and in the end it was only one who had accepted you and for the first time you were really happy
so, so happy that you danced all the way home and cried and for once didn’t pay mind to the eyes looking in
your dad was of course furious when he found out and it hurt that he was so against your dream 
but the elation you felt at finally doing something for yourself, with no other reason but because you wanted too, it was something thrilling and if you had known that freedom would feel like this then you would’ve done it a long time ago 
but it still stung when he cut you out of his life completely, like you weren’t even there in the first place. like you never existed
cut off all means of financial support. insurance, healthcare, even schooling
all because you didn’t want to be what he wanted you to be
and you cried for the first few nights because this was your conformation. conformation that he really didn’t love you and only saw you as a means to continue his legacy 
but you continued on. confidently packing your bags and leaving that place that was never really a home to you 
and when you moved into the dorms bighit had for trainee’s, you felt like this, this was your chance. and if you failed, then you would go crawling back to your father and beg for forgiveness like you knew he wanted 
you only had one opportunity, and you used it for everything it was worth 
you had gotten a part time job, something you wanted to experience because for every other kid it was normal. got to stay out late and dance and sing and just experience things that you had never gotten to do in the confines of your old home 
in the confines of your father
and even if you didn’t get to continue your education (which you were greatly distressed about) you were happy because you were doing stuff you wanted 
it was when you were eighteen, when you spent two years as a trainee before you got the news that...
you made it 
you had made it! you were going to be put in a group! and even if they had already long ago debuted, you were going to show them that you were worth it 
you were worth more than what you father had said about you, than what he had planned for you 
but with that elation came hesitance
because you were joining a group that was composed of all males, seven of them, and you didn’t have a good experience with any males (well, male) in your life and you would be lying if you said you weren’t even a little bit scared
because you were never good enough for your father, what made them any different? what if you weren’t ever going to be good enough for anyone?
but they were different. they showed you that not every male was going to be like your father, that you were enough and more 
when you had first met them, you were a timid little thing because you had previously been sheltered and didn’t really have any friends 
you didn’t really know how to open up to anyone because no one ever cared to really try to connect 
they were all smiles and politeness and you blushed under their attention because no one really showed an interest in learning about you, not like they had
but you didn’t tell them everything. actually, you didn’t really tell them anything because you were scared that if the found out the truth, they would think you were useless just like your father
so you told them your name, age (which they were surprised about because you were young compared to them), and half truths 
about how you were not really close with your family, about how you weren’t really close with any friends 
and you expected them to look down on you for your answers but instead they welcomed you with open arms and treated you like they would treat anyone else 
and you loved it. loved that they saw you for you instead of just a rich mans daughter 
so slowly, you started opening up to them
they treated you like a normal person (a thing which you craved because it was something you never experienced) and they never only pointed out the things you were doing wrong, like your father had 
instead they pointed out your flaws and also pointed out what you had excelled at
“y/n, you should turn your body and bend a bit more for that move, but your energy was really good!” “maybe reach a little bit higher for that note? it went a little flat for a second, but your part in the bridge was perfect.” 
and it was those comments that you held close and cherished because they pushed you to do better but it was different than than the way your father pushed you
because you refined the things that you could actually fix instead of just thinking everything about yourself was horrible 
and maybe it was weird, but you really started to look up to them and that only caused you to work harder so that you would make them proud
but it wasn’t until a late night in the dance studio with jimin that really shifted your relationship with all of them
you couldn’t sleep again (like most nights) and you were dancing to a song that you had choreographed yourself 
you slightly overstepped and pushed your body forward by accident and had ended up twisting your ankle 
you almost started crying because what if the boys thought you were going to be a hindrance? what if they thought you were a failure for holding them back? 
but then the the dance studio door opened and in came walking jimin and you felt yourself shrink in, trying to make your body as small as possible because you were so scared 
and it was weird because you never felt this scared when you thought your dad would look down on you and you had only been in the group for two months and you shouldn’t be feeling this attached
and everything was overwhelming and jimin gasped when he spotted you on the floor crying with a bruised ankle 
his heart hurt to see you this upset so he quickly walked over and tried to get you to slow your breathing and when his calm and soothing voice reached your ears, you couldn’t help but relax slightly because he didn’t seem to be angry, only worried 
and then what he said next had you crying for a whole different reason
“is it ok with you if i look at your ankle?” 
he had asked. he had asked if it was something you wanted and that surprisingly meant more to you then it probably should 
and once again they proved that they were different than your father because your dad would just do, without any concern to what it might do to you. but they thought about you, about your well being 
you found yourself nodding and once he saw you were crying still he creased his eyebrows with worry, “does it hurt that bad?” 
you shook your head again and managed to get out, “you aren't mad at me?” 
and the world seemed to stop for a second and you held your breathe as you waited for his answer, and when he opened his mouth you got scared that he was actually angry
“you thought i would be mad? of course i’m not, it wasn’t your fault. it’s ok, you’re ok.” and even with your hurt ankle you leaned forward and hugged him because you were so relieved that he didn’t think you were a failure, glad that he still thought you were worth it
and even though he was confused at your reaction, he hugged you back anyway because he wanted to be there for you in any way he could
and your adoration for them only increase since then. you were really starting to feel closer to them and really starting to rely on them 
the week your ankle was healing, they made sure to check in every hour to see if everything was ok and it was a little overwhelming at times because you had never been this looked after before and it was new to you
and at least one of them would arrive home from practice early and give you everything you needed 
one time when yoongi came back early, he had come into your room and asked if you needed anything and you said no because you didn’t wanna hinder him but then your stomach growled in betrayal and you blushed 
he frowned and sat beside you on you’re bed, rubbing the back of his neck, “now, i know that i don’t look like the comforting type, but i’ll still help if you ask.” 
and your eyes widened and you shook your head, shooting up in bed because it really wasn’t that you thought he was bad at comforting but it was because you really just forgot to eat again
and that’s what you told him and he frowned for a different reason, “you forget to eat?” and then you would look down in shame because you thought he was disappointed in you 
he looked at your lowered head and sighed, lightly bumping shoulders with you, “hey, it’s ok. i’m not mad or anything. just worried.” 
and you tentatively looked up at him, hiding behind your hair, “i... just don’t eat that much. reminds me of the things i can’t have.” and then you looked back down
and yoongi thought that his heart broke a little bit because you sounded so small and sad and he was confused as to why but what he did know is that it hurt him to hear and see you like that 
he then bumped his shoulder with yours again so you would look up and then he flicked your forehead when you did 
and you looked at him with a slightly offended expression while bringing your hand up to touch the spot he flicked and once he saw the look on your face, he smirked a little, “what are you thinking about now?” and you would get this confused look on your face, because why was he asking? “why you flicked me.” 
and then he would smile triumphantly, “then it worked.” 
and it wouldn’t be till later that you realized that he had gotten you too think about something else so you wouldn’t dwell on the bad memories you had, and you smiled brightly trying to fall asleep that night
but you noticed that they all would start to bring more snacks in their bags whenever they went anywhere and offer them to you and it was hard to say no because you were kinda hungry when you thought about it 
and food started to taste a little better when you were around them 
and as time passed, they only surprised you more and more with their personalities and you started to really like just being around them, you felt like a better person 
and over time you had all grown closer too, up to the point where you would get into petty fights like real siblings (at least you liked to think of it that way, you never had any siblings)
for example, one time you were sitting on the couch scrolling through a phone the company recently got you and here comes jungkook running down the hallway 
he then jumps and lands right on top of your sitting figure on the couch and you yell because it scared you and why was he sweaty? 
“yah! get off me!” you then would push him on the face but it would get you nowhere because he was quite literally almost twice your size 
“no, i don’t wanna.” then he would shrug and pull out his phone while he was crushing you with his body weight and then you would scream out “hyung!” in hopes anyone would hear you and all of them would come running into the room because you never yelled and they thought it was an emergency 
but then it would sink in that, that was the first time you had called them hyung and they would get these goofy smiles on their faces (even jungkook, from where he was sitting on top of you) and you would look at them and then realize what you did 
you gasped and started apologizing because what if they didn’t want you to call them that? (obliviously not getting the message that they did from their faces alone)
but they would just shoot down your apologies because they would be happy that you finally felt close and comfortable enough to call them that 
and jin would walk up and ruffle your hair - well as best he could while jungkook was still sitting on you - and “come help your hyung in the kitchen.” and your smile would be worth more than anything to them and you would push jungkook off of you easily this time while yelling yes 
you then stuck your tongue out at him and he made a funny face back that had you giggling 
but something was always weighing on your mind, and it was the lack of your education. since your father had cut you off, you had no means on furthering your learning and it was something that really upset you because who couldn’t even complete highschool education? and you were afraid that the other members would be disappointed in you 
so you asked manager sejin (which he had grown pretty fond of you over the months) for a computer because you wanted to complete your education online if anything and he was completely behind the idea and backed you up 100 percent 
so you started your online learning but you had to admit, it was hard when you didn’t have a teacher to consult things with 
and you would get so frustrated because why couldn’t you just get this right? it was simple math! and you were disappointed in yourself because this was a big blow to your ego 
you were afraid that the others would would laugh at you but then you thought about how they proved time and time again that they were different than your father and so with that thought in mind you summoned your courage and went to knock on namjoon’s door
he was surprised to see you but smiled anyway and you sat down on his bed with your hair covering your face because you were still embarrassed and they didn’t know that you hadn’t finished highschool 
and he saw that you were struggling with what to say so he waited patiently because the last thing he wanted to do was scare you off
and you were grateful for that, so after a few minutes you gathered your thoughts and decided to just plunge right into the conversation, “hyung,” and they still smiled when you called them that, “i’m doing online school and um, was wondering if you could help me? i mean you don’t have to or anything but i just-” and he put a hand over your head to stop your rambling and smiled that dimple smile of his, “of course i’ll help. what do you need me for?” 
and he would be lying if he said he wasn’t a little surprised because it was highschool sophomore math because he thought that you had already graduated highschool but he still was glad to help you anyway 
and you could tell he wanted to ask but was hesitant, so you made it easier for him, “i wasn’t able to finish highschool.” and he looked perplexed for a moment but when he took in your sad expression he didn’t say anything more so you quietly added on “i don’t have a relationship with my father so..” and you trailed off and he sighed silently because it was hard for him to wrap his head around why someone would make you so sad, especially if that someone was your father so instead he opted to take your mind off the issue 
so he spoke up, “yah, the pythagorean theorem isn’t gonna learn itself.” and so the two of your stayed up and you understood the subject more when he explained it than in any real class you ever had 
so, these teaching sessions are almost a daily routine and sometimes it would be the others helping and it became something that you really enjoyed
because no one was ever willing to help you like this 
after months of living and knowing them, it was finally the crunch time to get ready for your first comeback with them and you were so nervous 
you would stay up later than usual to practice and they would be lying if they said they weren’t a little worried about your lack of sleep but they used to do the same thing before comebacks so they let it slide somewhat
but what they didn’t know was that you were also going to be doing a solo dance performance and you were so scared that no one would like it so you finally crumbled and asked for hobi because you wanted his opinion on your routine 
but his reaction to your dance sequence was one you didn’t expect 
as you flipped and glided through your choreo, hoseok stared wide eyed at you in wonder because he knew you were an amazing dancer but when it was just you and him in the dance studio, the emotion that you portrayed... it was just an astounding site to see
and when you finished you saw his expression and blushed, hiding your face in your hair because no one had looked at you like that before
“what? was it bad?” and it was a couple more moments before hoseok really gathered his thoughts to put them into words and he just walked over to you and put his hands on your shoulders so you would look at him
“y/n-ah, that was amazing. just everything about it... aish you have me speechless.” and he gave you that hobi heart smile and you couldn’t keep your eyes from tearing up but what he said next really got the waterworks going
“i am so, so proud of you, y/n” 
and you openly cried and hearing that sentence from someone you really looked up to was something you never knew you needed and you hugged him so tight and said ‘thank you’ over and over again because you really were 
you were so, so thankful 
and he carded his hands through your hair because namjoon had told him about you not having a good relationship with your dad and knew this was probably something that meant a lot to you. but he really was so, so proud of you because you had grown so much since being that little timid girl he had met months ago 
so you went home and played videogames with everyone and just had a good time so you wouldn’t get to stressed and later when you had finally managed to fall asleep, hobi would gush about your dance to the other members (without knowing you were going to be preforming it soon) and everyone was excited and wanted to see it too
but with hobi’s encouragement came more determination for you to work harder because you were going to amaze everyone if you had anything to say about it 
so you started to stay out late to the point where you would come back to the house when everyone else was sleeping and just be so tired that you would fall asleep on the couch, not even making it back to your room
and they would wake up and see you and look at you so fondly because they could see that you were working so hard and could see how badly you wanted everyone to succeed
and it would usually be jungkook who would pick you up and bring you back to your room so you could sleep just a little bit longer
they really were so proud of you 
and then it came to your comeback date and you were still so nervous but they’re presences made it better 
it was taehyung who came up to you then right before they were supposed to go onto the comeback stage and what he said would always stick with you, “no matter what happens out there, i, we, will always be there for you, no matter what. we will always be proud of you.” and you would tear up and the makeup unnie’s would get angry and push you back down in the makeup chair but they would have this gooey smile on their faces anyway
and your performance went perfectly 
it seemed like the audience was just as memorized as hoseok had been when you preformed your solo and army, thrown off by your presence, still accepted you because they could see the bond you had with the boys and how pure it was
and even though some didn’t agree, it was ok because seven other people where proud of you and that’s all you really needed
and then because of the amazing performance the eight of you go out to eat and you all joke and laugh and the food tastes amazing
and you think, this is what a family dinner must feel like 
and you almost cry again because this is all you really ever wanted, to be accepted, to be seen for your achievements instead of your flaws 
and you've only spent five months together but in those five months, you had grown so close to these people that showed you that you were more than what your father had told you, that you were amazing and perfect in your own way and they would never look down on you for your flaws
you could definitely get used to this 
so the next day taehyung took you out on a shopping spree because he wanted to spend time with you and you both basically wrecked havoc in a gucci store trying on everything you could 
and he wold tease you when you came out of the dressing room with a size that was way to big for you and you would taunt him back and bicker back and forth 
then you both went to the store and got ice cream for everyone and you all set up a fort in the living room and it was easily one of the best days of your life 
and after that the eight of you experienced things and created memories together and they showed you what real friends were, what real companionship and love felt like
and before you knew it, fathers day was in two days and you didn’t know what you were going to do, but you still felt like you should do something because father’s day is a day to celebrate the important males in your life
you had never felt like doing something like this when you lived with your actual father, and that spoke volumes to how close you had come to these boys
so on the saturday before the actual day, you tried to wake up as early as you could and get all the ingredients you needed
when you saw that you were missing eggs for the cake that you wanted to make for them, you tried to be as quick as possible so your hyungs wouldn’t be wondering where you went if they woke up 
it was the probably the fastest trip you had ever taken but it was all for naught when you walked back through the door 
you almost dropped your newly bought eggs when you heard a scream come from the living room and suddenly there were arms wrapping around you in a tight hug
“j-jimin?” was all you could squeak out before a barrage of voices tumbled over each other in efforts to scold you for leaving and not telling at least one of them, if not all of them 
“what were you thinking!? you scared me! you scared us!” jin said in your direction, where jimin was still wrapped around you 
“yah! we thought you left! or-or got kidnapped!” hoseok’s raised voice was one you decide you didn’t like 
once jimin let go, yoongi was quick to envelope you in a hug, “aish. i never wanna wake up to that kind of scare ever again.” 
once he pulled away you spotted taehyung and jungkook pouting with their arms crossed sitting on the couch, namjoon fixing you with a serious stare. “promise me you won’t do that again.” 
“promise us!” taehyung quickly added in and all you could do was nod because your head was still trying to process what just happened over the span of the last ten seconds
it wasn’t until your pinky was wrapped around jungkook’s in a pinky promise that the situation really set into your head and you lowered your head in shame and embarrassment, “i’m sorry.” 
jin sighed and ruffled his hair, “we were just worried. sorry for yelling y/n-ah,” and it warmed you with how protective they were over you and you looked up at him teasingly, “sorry eomma” and jin frowned while you and the maknae line snickered
it was when you got up to finally put the eggs away that jimin pulled you back down to sit beside him, hugging you again, “we worry about you because you’re our yodongseng, y/n-ah” and it was that one sentence that had you all smiley and giggly because that was the first time any of them had called you that, the first time anyone called you that and you were so happy 
because they saw you as their little sister and a bond like that was something you hadn’t felt before, and one you would never want to break
“thank you” you whispered as you got up and went to put the eggs away, the boys following after you 
“so why did you go to the store?” taehyung said as he looked at all the ingredients littered around the kitchen counters 
you gasped and remembered what you were doing and quickly turned around, “all of you, out! go away!” you yelled while physically pushing hoseok and yoongi out the kitchen door 
“wha- why?” namjoon got out before almost being pushed over and into a table by jungkook 
“surprise!” was all you yelled as you got all of them out of the kitchen but seokjin waited by the door. “hyung, what are you doing?” hoseok questioned. “just wait for it.” was all he said as he started counting down from five. and as he was just about to say one, you popped your head back through the door and shyly asked, “hey jin-hyung, can you help me with something?” and then he looked toward the others and smirked at their bewildered expressions. “i told you. she always asks for me when she needs help in the kitchen, and she always needs help.” you then hit him on the arm, “yah. i’m not that bad.”
then the both of you would enter the kitchen and you would try to explain that you needed to make a cake without really telling him you needed to bake one and it just led to a lot of confusion 
in the end you gave up and told him you needed to make one but you didn’t tell him what for, still trying to preserve a least a little bit of surprise
the both of you joked and laughed about useless things while mixing the eggs and milk and flour, making a cake from scratch and the others listened to your banter and smiled among themselves 
when the both of you settled down and put the cake in the oven, seokjin called your name, “y/n-ah,” and as soon as you turned around a wad of flour hit you in the face and jin’s windshield wiper laugh echoed out
but that was only the begging 
“this is war!” and then all of them came running into the kitchen and the flour that was supposed to hit jin, hit yoongi instead and you could’ve sworn you heard namjoon face plant at one point and then fifteen minutes later everyone was covered in flower and the kitchen was a mess
and you all found yourself sitting on the floor, waiting for when you had to take out the cake. and just being surrounded by all their presences, suddenly got you emotional 
“thank you” you said again, for the umpteenth time since you’ve known them. you took a deep breath, “i never got along with my father and-,” you sniffed and they waited for you to finish, jungkook nudging you with his shoulder and taehyung gently holding your hand, “and, all of this, the comfort and compassion you’ve shown me,” tears started to fall from your eyes and hoseok who was sitting across from you leaned over and wiped them off your face, “and i’m really grateful.” 
but before they could say anything to that, the oven went off and you took another deep breath and gathered your emotions, once again pushing them out of the kitchen so you could decorate the cake you would show them tomorrow
and while they were sitting in the living room together, waiting for you to finish, they all looked at each other and they could easily say that they would do anything for you because you really were their little sister and they cared about you so much
and while you decorated your cake for them, you thought that a giving them their surprise a day early couldn’t hurt (and you knew one of the maknae line would definitely come and sneak a bite of the treat in the middle of the night) 
so you walked out, flour caking your hair and clothes, holding the vanilla frosted cake that said ‘happy father’s day ‘ in purple, messy icing 
and oh my god they were so touched they could have cried (and some of them did)
and you stood in front of them, gathering your thoughts and as soon as you saw that jimin was about to say something, you started talking. “so, uh, originally i was going to give you all this tomorrow but i figured that it wouldn’t hurt to give it today. and father’s day is not only to celebrate fathers but to celebrate the important males in your life.” and there you go tearing up again, “and when i was younger, my mom left before i could really remember her, and my dad, he-” tears fell and you wiped them, “aish, i’m crying.” then you giggled and their hearts were simultaneously breaking and filling up at the same time. “he was never a father to me, so i never knew what it felt like to have one, to have a family. and it hurt everyday to think that no one in my family wanted me.” god you were a wreck and your words were coming out blurred now. “but then i came here-”
and before you could get out anymore there were seven pairs of arms wrapping themselves around you and your burrowed your head into the chest of nearest person (which happened to be yoongi) 
“that’s not true y/n” namjoon murmured and for a second you were confused because why would he say that about your situation? but then he continued, “we will always, always, want you in our lives. we are your family. and always will be.” and you were full on sobbing and so were they
and all you could get out was a sloppy, sobbed filled: “i love you” but they understood perfectly
“we love you too, y/n” and that was the single best moment in your life.
and then perhaps the next day you did anything they asked of you which led to the younger ones being scolded about how you weren’t their maid but then you would get up and get what they asked for anyway because this was their day
and the bickering, the love, and even the fights you would have sometimes, it would all be worth it in the end if it led you back to them 
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end note: oh. my. god. i’m not crying, you are. the ending? when i was writing the flour scene? PLEASE I WAS SOBBING. this is one of the fics that i am most proud of and i really didn’t mean to make it this long, but here i am. i hope everyone has an amazing father’s day, and you get to celebrate it the way you want to! everyone reading this (and those who aren’t) deserve happiness, no matter who you are. and you are more then what people say about you. i love you guys to the moon and back, make sure you stay safe! (and as always, sorry for any spelling errors!)
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okay fghsgdj yes you can say girl ! my pronouns are she/her :) okay but fr pause, i read this like 3 minutes after you posted it (or at least my notif said 3mins lmao) bUT IM IN BED AND I USUALLY HAVE MY COMPUTER OPEN WITH YOUR RESPONSE SO I MAKE SURE I ADDRESS EVERYTHING AND THEN SEND IN THE ASK ON MY PHONE HDGSJSH anyway, time to get my ass up 😔 but wait i find you so funny like honestly, reading that cracked me all the way up. and i feel the “lol” thing so hard!!!! idk why i do it all the time (i’m tryna stop) but i’ll say something with lol at the beginning and lol at the end... it might be a defense mechanism at this point lol (😔) AND (i need to stop with the uppercase too it’s not funny anymore) I DONT KNOW WHY I LAUGHED SO HARD JDHSK WHEN YOU SAID ALSO AGAIN HAHAHAH LIKE UR HAHHAH also my sleep schedule is not pretty either lmao but i’m homeschooled so i never have to get up for anything? hhdhsis idk but i’m glad you slept!! you need sleep!!
also (pls no i cannot) why did i not know what ykwim meant until i reread this?? like it makes so much sense- anyway! i think it’s so cool that you’re excited for university! idk why but i do lol like you’re getting ready for the future (masters degree and all that) & you’re (maybe) going to england anyway so that’s cool haha (hopefully when you go you can see your relatives 🤞🏾)
the fact that you get happy seeing my asks i- 💓💓
you make me wanna go to London & England so bad urghhhh like i’ve only been out of the country once (to Canada for a family reunion) but it sounds so prettyyyyy & i’m so sorry that cov*d is messing everything up and i hope you can see your relatives soon :(
now to address the whole english speaking/writing: I FIND THAT SO WEIRD DUHSKSJ i don’t know how an english speaking person could say that if you don’t write it 100% grammatically correct.... that it’s wrong? when literally, over here at least, WE’RE SO GRAMMATICALLY INCORRECT HAHHAAH in both the way we talk and write!! and lol you’re welcome,, AND THE PARAGRAPH DID MAKE SENSE HDHSJSH & your rant is fine because... that is actually a bit ??? bc no one writes with 100% grammar lol
OH MY GOSH (see this uppercase thing is addictive) YOU STUDIED LATIN FOR 6 YEARS??? that’s really cool 🥺 the way that you know/speak 3+ languages i- NOT EVEN 3+ LIKE 6+ (german, english, latin, french, serbian, italian, and everything that comes with latin lmao) even if it’s just a tiny bit like wowee. it is really fascinating!!! i had the opportunity to take latin and i... didnt. i took art instead BUT ONLY CUZ MY FRIENDS WERE IN THAT CLASS AND ART LOOKED FUN IM SORRY
PLEASE WHY DO YOU KNOW EVERYONE?? that sounds so fricking cool tell your mom (mum or mama it’s really fine lol) that she sounds awesome. i think Jamaica would be fun either way!! i mean it looks pretty from pictures? i was a baby so i honestly have no recollection hahaha
LMAOO NOT U SAYING THIS IS LONGER THAN SOME OF MY FICS- PLEASE GIRL IM TELLING YOU I VERBALLY LAUGHED HAHAHAHAHAH but yea you really don’t need to apologize i like reading everything you say 🥺 HDKSHS AND UR FINE WE WERE JUST TALKING ABOUT ME BEFORE uhhh hmm uhh lemme think i, well, i saw chaos walking yesterday (big tom holland fan over here) and it was alright.. my mom acted a fool at all the jump scares LMAO but it was funny... since i’m talking about movies (this is hella random i know) but i like shark movies HDKJSSJ my favorite is the meg (it’s so good ohmigosh) and the 47 meters down movies aren’t bad either... i have two younger brothers... iiiii AM IN LOVE WITH MUSIC PHEW anddd i’m homeschooled (i think i mentioned that lol) i think that’s a good amount ahahaha AND IM HUNGRY RN JDHSJ
now. please. let me address the edit. i just want you to know that.. when i talk about your fics and i finish them and everything i’m not looking for more? like obviously if you’re writing i’m gonna read it but you don’t need to feel pressured or anything (idk if you do) to put more fics out lol like they’re great and i’m just sending the praise bc i love the ones that are there :’) but i’m so happy you’re working through your writers block!!! yay so so happy for you!!! and PUHLEASE anything you write is fantastic, i feel the exact same way when i write but girl. you’re fine. it’s gonna be great. (idk if this made any sense but... okay)
(and my cousin calls her mom mama so it’s really okay hahah i even call my mom mama sometimes) (and where you got the number “16 sentences” beats me but i still cracked up) (is this me pretending i had tags? maybe) HAHAHAHA OK BYE ❤️❤️ why did this take me so long to send i have no clue, AND WHY AM I OVERTHINKING EVERYTHING I SAID SHAJSHSJ ANYWAY BYE btw i love us too... like iconic // lovely anon 💓
me reading this:
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also the dedication you put into sending me stuff— like with the laptop and phone and ahsksk 🥺🥺🥺
i’ll update you when i’ve started uni btw, i’m getting more and more excited every single day haha but i still have 3 weeks until it starts and even then I’ll obviously have to get used to it and everything, but you’re making me even more excited about it sksjshsg
yeah i wanna go to england too dkshsh let’s be sad together over the fact the we can’t travel eksjsh😔😭 but hopefully the wait will make it even better in the end <33 also i talk to loads of relatives over the phone at least once a week so it’s not too bad for me! but i miss their house 😭lmao
and i knowww snshsh so many native english speakers just make so many mistakes— and obviously i get that some things are slang but some things are simply wrong ajsh, the thing is no one has ever told me that my english is bad (i know it’s not bad anyway, but i’m still insecure) or no one has ever pointed out any mistakes, but yeah it’s mostly just insecurity dkshsg but yes thanks for saying what you said (previously as well as in this ask)😌🥰
Okay now for latin— girlll i don’t blame u for choosing art over latin esp. when all of your friends are doing art as well!! I’d choose art over latin as well lol skshsg but in year 6 we had to choose between latin and french, and at the time i didn’t like french? which was dumb of me and now i wanna learn french ekdhs but i don’t regret choosing latin at all bc if i properly learn french one day then i’ll already know understand loads of stuff (or at least some stuff lol) just thanks to latin 😌😌 but still, art>>>latin skskshshgs
I wanna watch chaos walking too!!! But i don’t get when/where/how it’s out lmao, cinemas are still closed here so i’ll either have to wait or find it somewhere online... il*egally 🥰 i don’t have high expectations at all btw but i like daisy and tom and the dog🥺 so i think i’ll enjoy it
GIRL SHARK FILMS SHARK FOLMS SKSJSHSHS okay so there are a few classics i haven’t watched yet, and also a few new ones that i haven’t seen yet BUT I LOVE SHARK FILMS SO MUCH SKSHSGSGSKK the first like proper shark film i ever watched was the shallows (which i like but my brain is still too small to comprehend what happened at the end (i mean i get it but i just can’t imagine it— idek if you’ve seen the film but skshhs)) and after watching it three times it does get a bit boring (but now whenever i see pictures or videos of big waves i’m just waiting for a shark to show up like come ON SKSJSG
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^^^that pic/scene really traumatised me sksjsh but i still like the film
I only watched jaws like a few months ago, and i get that it’s a classic and also that it’s old and they just didn’t have the best.. equipment or special effects or whatever but i mean... look at meg and then look at jaws.... no disrespect to jaws at ALL but the meg is so much cooler. (That one scene on the boat where the shark just JUMPS OUT OF THE WATER AND SKSJSHHSUSJHA i get such a shock every time it’s so good (and the dog aww aksjshssli 🥺🥺🥰 and the boy with the ice cream lmao he’s iconic)
47 metres down, wow, i liked that film too. (i’ve only watched the original/first one i think) i mean that is such a fucking nightmare scenario like ALSJDHSNEMSKDJSHSJSKWBALSODUEWBSLDKHDJSNSKSKSHSGEBWKAISGSHEKEKSKLDJDJDHDHSHAGGA (that’s the best way i can express my feelings about that scenario lmao)
oh and i’ve recently been watching more horror films but i don’t know if they’re for me... I like the thrill and whatever but i just end up being scared for my life when i have to go to the bathroom at night or when i’m trying to sleep bc suddenly my mind is flooded with all the scary shit from the films 💀💀💀
and music i mean... you know those people who just don’t listen to music? WHAT IS WRONG WITH THEM???? i honestly like all genres especially in the last year, i am IN LOVE with Nicki Minaj + Megan andddd Stormzy and i like Harry Styles but i prefer his first solo album (and obviously one direction has bangers i have a throwback 1D session at least once a month), I also love MGK especially his new stuff and otherwise i mostly listen to german artists lmao. So who do you like?💖 (WHY DO I FEEL LIKE YOURE GONNA SAY SOMETHING COMPLETELY DIFFERENT SKAHAGUS IF YOU LISTEN TO COMPLETELY DIFFERENT MUSIC DONT JUDGE ME AJSHDJS) (i know you’re not gonna judge me but)
++ @ the thing you said about writing, don’t worry, i don’t feel pressured at all!!! (not by you and not by anybody else.. except myself sometimes lol) and i’m just very happy that you liked my fics 🥰🥰🥰 and if i start telling people that i’m writing a fic then sometimes it puts a bit of (healthy) pressure on me. like yes sometimes it really is writer’s block, but sometimes i really am just lazy ddkshhd so now that i’ve told you i’m writing a fic i might get my ass up quicker than i would if i hadn’t told anyone 😌😌😌
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weirdlizard26 · 5 years ago
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all 100 questions but ONLY if you want to or have the time to do it :3
hello tumblr dot com 
i skipped the ones i didnt want to or didnt know how to answer also im gkdfngkdf sorry i dont think this is very amusing to read and gosh i hope the readmore works 
1. What is you middle name?
dont have one ✌️
2. How old are you?
19
3. When is your birthday?
uhhhhhhhh april 19th but dont tell anyone
4. What is your zodiac sign?
aries 
5. What is your favorite color?
GREEN
6. What’s your lucky number?
i dont think i have one? 25 is pretty cool tho
7. Do you have any pets?
not currently :(
8. Where are you from?
ukraine ✌️
9. How tall are you?
5’4 i think?? idk we use meters here
10. What shoe size are you?
i have no idea
11. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
more than 7 idk the exact number akjfnkdgndkf
12. What was your last dream about?
i was lost in a video game maize and it was green thats all i remember
13. What talents do you have?
singing i guess?? 
14. Are you psychic in any way?
if “sending the exact same message as my partner at the exact same time” counts then yeah i guess
15. Favorite song?
phoenix by burnout syndromes is GOOD 
16. Favorite movie?
mamma mia here we go again (2018)
17. Who would be your ideal partner?
my partner is my ideal partner uwu
19. Do you want a church wedding?
nooooo
20. Are you religious?
not really? i think god might exist but i dont vibe with any religion i know of
21. Have you ever been to the hospital?
haha yeah twice
22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law?
not yet
23. Have you ever met any celebrities?
nah
24. Baths or showers?
showerrrrrrrrrr
25. What color socks are you wearing?
baby blue with blue snowflakes hehe
26. Have you ever been famous?
do i look like
27. Would you like to be a big celebrity?
i would like my music to be known but being a celebrity myself sounds exhausting
28. What type of music do you like?
ah yes my two favorite genres, haikyuu ost and lemon demon
but in general my music taste is a bit of everything i think. i dont vibe with everything but i do vibe with a lot
29. Have you ever been skinny dipping?
i have no idea what this means and im too scared to google
30. How many pillows do you sleep with?
a single pillow
31. What position do you usually sleep in?
no idea
32. How big is your house?
its just an apartment and theres like. two rooms, kitchen, and a bathroom. so. not that big i guess but not the smallest either kgjdfnkgd
33. What do you typically have for breakfast?
sandwichesssssss
34. Have you ever fired a gun?
nah
35. Have you ever tried archery?
when i was in middle school my friend and i would pick up sticks and make bows out of them and use other sticks as arrows and it was really cool
36. Favorite clean word?
love
37. Favorite swear word?
shit
38. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep?
about 48 hours
39. Do you have any scars?
if you count 1 or 2 scars from chickenpox then i guess
40. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
gdnkfgdfgdf i guess you could say that
41. Are you a good liar?
apparently no kgjdfkjgndfkg
42. Are you a good judge of character?
nope!
43. Can you do any other accents other than your own?
i can do a ukrainian accent i guess and also say some words with a british accent but thats it i think
44. Do you have a strong accent?
i dont think so
45. What is your favorite accent?
i love languages ok every accent is so fascinating to study 
46. What is your personality type?
infp-t i think
47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing?
i dont think i have any expensive clothes, theyre mostly second hand kgjdnfkgd
48. Can you curl your tongue?
i guess??
50. Left or right handed?
rightie
51. Are you scared of spiders?
i like observing them from a safe distance but i dont particularly enjoy being close to them
52. Favorite food?
fried chicken,,
53. Favorite foreign food?
i like ramen but im not sure if the one i tried was a real one or not
54. Are you a clean or messy person?
it depends! 
55. Most used phrases?
quotes from songs
56. Most used word?
love
57. How long does it take for you to get ready?
QUITE A WHILE KDNDKDBDN
59. Do you suck or bite lollipops?
i dont eat lollipops gkjdfngkjdf
60. Do you talk to yourself?
yeah a lot
61. Do you sing to yourself?
yeah a lot kjdkdndks
62. Are you a good singer?
people say that yes
63. Biggest Fear?
losing my friends 
64. Are you a gossip?
nah
66. Do you like long or short hair?
cutting my hair real short,,,,, my biggest most unattainable dream 😔😔😔
67. Can you name all 50 states of America?
i am. not american ksnkdnddk
68. Favorite school subject?
math 
69. Extrovert or Introvert?
introvert 
70. Have you ever been scuba diving?
never
71. What makes you nervous?
everything 
72. Are you scared of the dark?
yeah
73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes?
i used to but not anymore
74. Are you ticklish?
y yeah why are you asking 
75. Have you ever started a rumor?
nah
76. Have you ever been in a position of authority?
i was my class representative in middle school but nobody ever listened to what i say and i didn't really say anything and i was only doing it because nobody else wanted to and our teacher thought im very responsible so this probably doesn't count
77. Have you ever drank underage?
yeah but only with my family and ive never gotten drunk
78. Have you ever done drugs?
no
79. Who was your first real crush?
haha let's just say they didn't like me back
80. How many piercings do you have?
just my ears and i regret it
81. Can you roll your Rs?
yeah man im slavic kdndkdn
82. How fast can you type?
real fast
83. How fast can you run?
not real fast 😔
84. What color is your hair?
dark brown
85. What color are your eyes?
dark green
86. What are you allergic to?
idk i used to have some allergies i don't have anymore and i know im still allergic to something but idk what it is
87. Do you keep a journal?
i used to! but it got too exhausting and time consuming 
89. Do you like your age?
not really 
90. What makes you angry?
injustice 
91. Do you like your own name?
yeah willy is a good name :)
94. What are you strengths?
i think im a good listener 
95. What are your weaknesses?
do you want in alphabetical order or
96. How did you get your name?
from jay :)) (thank u Jay) 
97. Were your ancestors royalty?
i doubt it
100. Color of your room?
white kdbdkdb
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fussysim · 6 years ago
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simself tag
i was tagged by @petitesimss & @peakanss 🍒
i tag @peachy-flesh, @toxicen, @pixeltownies, @penelope-and-wonders, @vvladislaus but if anyone wants to do this go ahead!!! 
traits: goofball, lazy, hot-headed
aspiration: bestselling author (hiiiiiii)
1. What is your full name? antonina joanna 
2.What is your nickname? tosia
3. Birthday? april 7
4. What is your favorite book series? harry potter ofccccc
5. Do you believe in Aliens or Ghosts? YES STRONGLY
6. Who is your favorite author? jakub żulczyk (a great polish author!!)
7. What is your favorite radio station? none
8. What is your favorite flavor of anything? i always go for cherry but lime is great too
9. What word would you use to describe something great or wonderful? zajebiste!!
10. What is your current favorite song? mac miller - whats the use? orrr a$ap rocky - sundress
11. What is your favorite word? biiitch
12. What is the last song you listened to? the internet - stay the night
13. What TV show would you recommend for everyone to watch? rupaul’s drag race always!!!!! and maybe the haunting of hill house
14. What is your favorite movie to watch when you’re feeling down? shrek, mean girls and any marvel movie 
15. Do you play video games?  well...............not really tbh
16. What is your biggest fear? my parents finding out about me dropping out of school
17. What is your best quality in  your opinion? i’m a good listener (at least that’s what i’ve heard)
18. What is your worst quality in your opinion? my appearance lol and laziness
19. Do you like cats or dogs better? i have three cats and one dog so:))
20. What is your favorite season? spring
21. Are you in a relationship? yes!!!!!
22. What is something you miss from your childhood? living with my parents duhhhh and being carefree
23. Who is your best friend? my bf or my mom lol
24. What is your eye color? green
25. What is your hair color? blonde
26. Who is someone you love? my mom dad bf and dog
27. Who is someone you trust? NO ONE
28. Who is someone you think about Often? my dog fiona
29. Are you currently excited about/for something? rpdr all stars 4 
30. What is your biggest obsession? drag queens. and my dog fiona
31. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW AS A CHILD? well my fav was the cramp twins and of course hannah montana??
32. Who of the opposite gender can you tell anything to? my bf
33. Are you superstitious? 50/50
34. Do you have any unusual phobias? wet food in the sink 
35. Do you perfer to be in front of the camera or behind it? behind it for suuuureee
36. What is your favorite hobby? writing. i mean, i used to write a lot
37. What is the last book you read? first snow by jo nesbø
38. What is the last movie you watched? 14 cameras (boring, dumb and disgusting)
39. What musical Instruments do you play, if any? i tried playing guitar but i was lazy 
40. What is your favorite animal? my dog fiona!!!
41. What are your top 5 favorite tumblr blogs that you follow? i’m shy yall i can’t just expose myself like this
42. What superpower do you wish you had? i just wish i wasn’t this dumb lol
43. When and where do you feel most at piece? my hometown
44. What makes you smile? my boyfriend, my dad’s calls, my mom sending me pics of my dog, food, memes
45. What sports do you play, if any? none lol
46. What is your favorite drink? red fruits tea
47. When was the last time you wrote a hand-written letter or note to somebody? like a year ago?? for my boyfriend when i wasn’t in the mood for talking
48: Are you afraid of heights? well i’d like to say no but i’m a chicken 
49: What is your biggest pet peeve: biting nails lol i hate it, emma chamberlain’s videos (i don’t think she’s funny at all lol she’s just regular bitchy high schooler)
50. Have you ever been to a concert? yeah
51. Are you vagan/ vegetarian? NO but i’m gathering informations how and when to start
52. When you were little, what did you wanna be when you grew up? a  princess tbh but i wanted to be a vet too
53: What fictional world would you like to live in? greendale lol
54. What is something you worry about? that my parents will hate me lol
55. Are you scared of the dark? YEP i’m the meme where the person has to check if the chair is the demon
56. Do you like to sing? nah
57. Have you ever skipped school? i used to all the time 
58. What is your favorite place on the planet? my home!!!!!! with my pets, boyfriend and family
59. Where would you like to live? the netherlands for sure
60. Do you have any pets? 3 cats 1 dog 
61: Are you more of an early bird or a night owl? night owl for
62: Do you like sunrises or sunsets better? sunset
63. Do you know how to drive? yes but i dont have driving license:/
64. Do you prefer earbuds or headphones? earbuds
65. Have you ever had braces? no but i will soon
66: What is your favorite genre of music? i like 2000′s music lol, r&b, recent polish rap music and pop 
67: Who is your hero? my dad
68: Do you read comic books? if i had some i would
69: What makes you most angry? stupid people and me myself and i
70. Do you prefer reading a book on an electronic device or on a real book? real book my eyes can’t take electronic devices
71. What is your favorite subject in school? english, polish and histor
72. Do you have any siblings? yep i have older brother and sister
73. What was the last thing you bought? groceries 
74. How tall are you? 158cm
75. Can you cook? yeah the only thing i’m good at tbh
76. What are three things that you love? my boyfriend, my pets, my family
77. What are three things you hate? fortnite, expired lush products, my friend’s boyfriends
78. Do you have more male or female friends? equally
79. What is your sexual orientation? i’m in love with person not a gender
80. Where do you currently live? poland!=
81. Who was the last person you texted? my mom 
82. When was the last time you cried? 20 minutes ago BUT FROM LAUGHING OK
83. Who is your favorite youtuber? of course its shane dawson lol and elle mills and a few polish simmers
84. Do you like to take selfies? yes i am very insecure but also very vain 
85. What is your favorite app? stardew valley on mobile??
86. What is your relationship to your parent(s)? i used to hate them but now?? we’re best friends
87. What is your favorite foreign accent: i don’t have one:(
88. What is a place that you’ve never been to, but you want to visit? nyc
89. What is your favorite number? 7
90. Can you juggle? no
91. Are you religious? i don’t know anymore
92. Do you find outer space or the deep ocean to be more interesting? outer space, ocean scares tf out of me
93. Do you consider yourself to be a daredevil? no!!!!
94. Are you allergic to anything? grass??
95. Can you curl your tounge? yes
96. Can you wiggle your ears? no
97. How often do you admit that you were wrong about something? when i’m in trouble only
98. Do you perfer the forest or the beach? beach
99. What is your favorite piece of advice anyone has given you? you will always grow back which means that no matter what you can always bounce back 
100. Are you a good liar? yes, indeed
101. What is your Hogwarts house? HUFFLEPUFF!!
102. Do you talk to yourself? when i fck something up
103. Are you an introvert or an extrovert? introvert
104. Do you keep a journal/diary? yes but i don’t write in it anymore, i just keep things in it
105. Do you believe in second chances? yes i believe in 52543 chances bc i’m weak
106: If you found a wallet full of money, what would you do? uuhhhh idk
107. Do you believe that people are capable of change? yes but only with help
108. Are you ticklish? yes
109. Have you ever been on a plane? no:( i’m scared
110. Do you have any piercings? i used to have my nose pierced
111. What fictional character do you wish were real? 
112. Do you have any tattoos? i have lil tattoo on my middle finger i did myself like 5 years ago
113. What is the best decision you’ve made in your life? get a dog with my sister without my parents knowledge
114. Do you believe in karma? yes for sure
115. Do you waer glasses or contacts? glasses
116. Do you want children? uh tbh i’m jaded, i would rather adopt
117. Who is the smartest person you know? my dad
118. What is your most embarrassing memory? lying to my teacher and getting caught
119. Have you ever pulled an all nighter? yep i used to do this a lot but then i moved in with my boyfriend:(
120. What color are most of your clothes? black and pastel
121. Do you like adventure? YES
122. Have you ever been on TV? i don’t think so
123. How old are you? 20yo!!
124. What is your favorite quote? you will always grow back??
125. Do you prefer sweet or savory foods? savory (and spicy!!!!!!)
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maplestreetsims · 6 years ago
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get to know me tag!
so, i came to catfish you all with my updated simself, also i made her with alpha cc bc why not?
I saw @galaxsims did this and i thought it might be fun, so the point of this is to make a simself and answer some q’s so people get to know you better
I’m going to tag anyone who wants to do this, Just go crazy 
   - trash under cut -
1. What is your full name? Constanza
2. What is your nickname? most people call me coti, i had a few friends that called me constance tho
3. Birthday? July 1, 2000
4. What is your favorite book series? i dont read as much as i used to so i dont have one
5. Do you believe in aliens or ghosts? aliens yes, ghosts...maybe? just for the spookines of it all tbh
6. Who is your favorite author? i dont read dont come for me
7. What is your favorite radio station? i never listen to the radio, mostly spotify
8. What is your favorite flavor of anything? anything cheese flavored, or like pizza? idk im thinkin chips here
9. What word would you use often to describe something great or wonderful? amazing, cool!
10. What is your current favorite song? literally queens entire discography??? like i saw bohemian rhapsody last week, i liked queen before but now im like on hyperdrive or something
11. What is your favorite word?  chaos
12. What was the last song you listened to? Somebody to love, by (you guessed it) queen
13. What TV show would you recommend for everybody to watch? hmm... i dont know, skam, maybe freaks and geeks
14. What is your favorite movie to watch when you’re feeling down? pride (2014) always makes me feel happy when i watch it, i really like it
15. Do you play video games? yes
16. What is your biggest fear? Ending up alone, but not romantically, more of like no friends, or family
17. What is your best quality, in your opinion? i dont know... i just try to be a good person?? like i put myself in others peoples shoes and treat them how i would like to be treated i guess, bc i know how its like being treated like shit and i wouldnt want that for anyone lol
18. What is your worst quality, in your opinion? my socializing skills? or lack thereof 
19. Do you like cats or dogs better? i like them both the same
20. What is your favorite season? i dont like any season sjdjsdk
21. Are you in a relationship? nope
22. What is something you miss from your childhood? just.. happiness?? not only my own but like everyone in my family (yikes) also my innocence 
23. Who is your best friend? haha ha
24. What is your eye color? brown
25. What is your hair color? Dark brown 
26. Who is someone you love? no one honestly, maybe my pets?
27. Who is someone you trust? literally anyone who is nice to me, that’s bad
28. Who is someone you think about often? my friends, classmates
29. Are you currently excited about/for something? nothing currently
30. What is your biggest obsession? The sims, life is strange and detroit become human.....also queen?, weird combinations
31. What was your favorite TV show as a child? Art attack! also the cocodrile hunter??? that was my shit!!
32. Who of the opposite gender can you tell anything to, if anyone? I know i just said i trust everyone but like....i dont open up, like ever
33. Are you superstitious? No
34. Do you have any unusual phobias? Elevators?? and cars...are those phobias?
35. Do you prefer to be in front of the camera or behind it? Behind
36. What is your favorite hobby? Editing, playin sims... u know
37. What was the last book you read? I cant remember fghjkljhg probably something for school
38. What was the last movie you watched? Bohemian rhapsody rip
39. What musical instruments do you play, if any? i wish i could play any musical instrument, but i suck tbh
40. What is your favorite animal? cats and dogs™
41. What are your top 5 7 favorite Tumblr blogs that you follow?
@pollinationqueen​ @cosmic-espie​ @omiscanking @bloomlet @gunthermunch @cowberrys and @mellocakes ♥♥
42. What superpower do you wish you had? telekinesis??? um hell yeah why would anyone want anything else
43. When and where do you feel most at peace? this is weird but when im riding the bus home, listening to music
44. What makes you smile? my simblr, youtube videos...
45. What sports do you play, if any? i wish
46. What is your favorite drink? coca cola beech! 
47. When was the last time you wrote a hand-written letter or note to somebody? I dont even remember, but i had to write something like that around this year at least
48. Are you afraid of heights? yes
49. What is your biggest pet peeve? it used to be hearing people chew, but i think im over it
50. Have you ever been to a concert? no, never
51. Are you vegan/vegetarian? No
52. When you were little, what did you want to be when you grew up? a vet
53. What fictional world would you like to live in? idk sis
54. What is something you worry about? my future, and my life
55. Are you scared of the dark? sometimes
56. Do you like to sing? yes, only when im alone
57. Have you ever skipped school? yeah, but i tried not to, it felt like i was missing out and that kinda made me feel like shit??
58. What is your favorite place on the planet? i dont think i have one, but more like a bunch of them? and only at specific times if that make sense, like the outside of that theater at nightime when i went to see a play with my friends a while ago
59. Where would you like to live? mmm maybe the usa? or anywhere where i could get to speak english all the time
60. Do you have any pets? a cat and a dog, Mercury and Candy!
61. Are you more of an early bird or a night owl? Night owl, def
62. Do you like sunrises or sunsets better? Sunsets, im never up for sunrises anyways, unless i stayed up all night
63. Do you know how to drive? no but i hope that i do at some point, although im scared of cars
64. Do you prefer earbuds or headphones? headphones
65. Have you ever had braces? nope, my teeth are as straight as me
66. What is your favorite genre of music? rock, indie...maybe pop rock?
67. Who is your hero? i dont have one
68. Do you read comic books? not really
69. What makes you the most angry? myself sometimes
70. Do you prefer to read on an electronic device or with a real book? Real book all the way, when i do read that is
71. What was your favorite subject in school? cinematography class???? idk how it translates properly but that was my fave, although the teacher fucking ruined it for all of us tbh
72. Do you have any siblings? nope
73. What was the last thing you bought? a bus ticket
74. How tall are you? 4′9...yikes
75. Can you cook? not at all
76. What are three things that you love? this blog, my family and my pets
77. What are three things that you hate? hooo boy
78. Do you have more female friends or more male friends? i have 0 friends what does that mean? jk i actually would say its pretty equal 
79. What is your sexual orientation? yes
80. Where do you currently live? Uruguay, montevideo
81. Who was the last person you texted? my dad
82. When was the last time you cried? last week
83. Who is your favorite YouTuber? jenna and julien, and probably every sims youtuber(seriously)
84. Do you like to take selfies? not so much
85. What is your favorite app? tumblr, or youtube
86. What is your relationship with your parent(s) like? its alright
87. What is your favorite foreign accent? portugeese
88. What is a place that you’ve never been to, but you want to visit? mmm all of them
89. What is your favorite number? 7
90. Can you juggle? Nop
91. Are you religious? no
92. Do you find outer space or the deep ocean to be more interesting? The ocean
93. Do you consider yourself to be a daredevil? hahah no
94. Are you allergic to anything? i used to be allergic to a bunch of shit when i was a kid but im not allergic to it anymore?? like chocolate, oranges....cats, and dust
95. Can you curl your tongue? Yes
96. Can you wiggle your ears? Yes
97. How often do you admit that you were wrong about something? always hopefully
98. Do you prefer the forest or the beach? Forest
99. What is your favorite piece of advice that anyone has ever given you? i dont really ask for advice that often so...idk
100. Are you a good liar? No, but i try
101. What is your Hogwarts House? Hufflepuff
102. Do you talk to yourself? i used to talk to myself all the time, but now i barely do it, thats a good thing right?
103. Are you an introvert or an extrovert? Introvert
104. Do you keep a journal/diary? no, i used to when i was a kid but it was pure garbage
105. Do you believe in second chances? Depends
106. If you found a wallet full of money on the ground, what would you do? look for an id to see if i cant turn it in, if not....well
107. Do you believe that people are capable of change? Yes, but only in certain things
108. Are you ticklish? i dont even know, probably not
109. Have you ever been on a plane? no
110. Do you have any piercings? yeah, my ears
111. What fictional character do you wish was real? idk
112. Do you have any tattoos? No, but hopefully i will some day!
113. What is the best decision that you’ve made in your life so far? i dont know....
114. Do you believe in karma? yeah
115. Do you wear glasses or contacts? no
116. Do you want children? yeah why not
117. Who is the smartest person you know? honestly i don’t know
118. What is your most embarrassing memory? doing a cindirella theatre play for my school when i was 12, i was cindirella, i dont wanna talk about it njxkcfxf
119. Have you ever pulled an all-nighter? not that i remember, i always end up falling asleep, dosent matter if its like 10 minutes 
120. What color are most of you clothes? green.........i dont even like green
121. Do you like adventures? yeah maybe, depends on what it is
122. Have you ever been on TV? yeah i have actually lmao, it was on a kids tv show 
123. How old are you? 18
124. What is your favorite quote? “We don’t make mistakes, just happy little accidents” 
125. Do you prefer sweet or savory foods? savory!!
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petitesimss · 6 years ago
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Get to Know Me Tag
I was tagged by the beautiful @timouke to do this challenge so here we go I guess?!
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Rules: Post a pic of your simself with your traits and answer the questions! :)
My Traits: Clumsy, Goofball, and Genius 
(According to other people, I swear I didn't label myself as a genius! xD)
Really quick I would like to go ahead and tag of my FAV simblrs: @mmfinds @stardustsim @blushchat @brindletonsims @mochieo @awsimmer92 @fussysim @simplistic-sims4 @tainoodles and also anyone who wants to do it!
1. What is your full name? Megan :)
2. What is your nickname? Meg (Omg so basic)
3. When is your birthday? October 7th
4. Favorite book series? ‘ARRY POTTER!
5. Do you believe in aliens or ghosts? Uhm not aliens but I think some form of ghosts exist. Not necessarily the scary ones xD
6. Favorite author? John Green
7. Favorite Radio Station? I don’t listen to the radio oof
8. What is your favorite flavor of everything? Chocolate or Strawberry!! Mmmm
9. What word will you often use to describe something great or wonderful? Amazing or just a *gasp* noise
10. What is your current favorite song? Nancy Mulligan by Ed Sheeran
11. Favorite word? oof
12. What was the last song you listened to? Currently listening to Pentatonix’s cover of Hallelujah
13. What TV show do you recommend? I am currently obsessed with Vampire Diaries
14. Favorite movie to watch when you’re upset? Omg this is weird but those classic like 2005 Barbie movies always cheer me up
15. Do you play video games? Not really other than sims ofc :P
16. Biggest Fear? Dark Bathrooms (especially the mirrors, its a long story)
17. What is your best quality, in your opinion? My drive to work hard or maybe just my general compassion for everyone
18. What is your worst quality, in your opinion? LAZINESS
19. Cats or dogs? CATS I HAVE THREE
20. Favorite season? Fall because of sweaters and moderately cool weather
21. Are you in a relationship? Oui!
22. Something you miss from your childhood? Barbie Movies
23. Best friend? My boyfriend xD
24. Eye color? Chocolate brown
25. Hair color? Dark brown, black at the roots
26. Who is someone you love? My mother xD
27. Who is someone you trust? My mother
28. Who is someone you think about often? My boyfriend (These answers are so basic oof)
29. Are you currently excited about/for something? IM SEEING THE CRIMES OF GRINDLEWALD TOMORROW
30. Biggest obsession? Cats
31. Favorite TV show as a kid? Probably I-Carly or Hannah Montana
32. Who of the opposite gender can you tell anything to, if anyone? My boyfriend
33. Are you superstitious? Unintentionally yes
34. Any unusual phobias? Dark bathrooms xD
35. In front of the camera or behind it? Both
36. Favorite Hobby? Sims eek
37. Last book your read? Idk why but I stopped reading and so I have no idea
38. Last movie you watched? Not all of it but some of Pitch Perfect (I’ve already seen the whole thing don't worry)
39. Play an instrument? My voice and also a bit of the keyboard
40. Favorite Animal? Cat.
41. Top five tumblr blogs you follow? ALL OF THEM DANG IT
42. What superpower do you wish you had? Flight!
43. Where and when do you feel the most at peace? At home, sleeping in my bed
44. What makes you smile? Literally life
45. What sports do you play, if any? I’ve been in dance for 13 years
46. Favorite drink? Coca-Cola
47. Last time you wrote a handwritten note or letter to someone? This week actually!
48. Afraid of heights? DUH
49. Biggest pet peeve? SLOW WALKERS JUST WALK PLEASE
50. Ever been to a concert? Yep and I’ve been in several local ones
51. Vegan or Vegetarian? Heck no 
52. What did you want to be when you were little? A pop star xD
53. What fictional world would you like to live in? Just. Hogwarts. Always.
54. What is something you worry about? If I am actually liked by people
55. Scared of the dark? Only in bathrooms dude
56. Do you like to sing? YES (Soprano 1 - Mezzo)
57. Ever skipped school? Nope, I’m a good bean
58. Favorite place on the planet? Bed.
59. Where would you like to live? New York or Paris
60. Have any pets? 3 cats (Bella, Possum, and Ty) and also a fish whose name I don't remember
61. Early bird or Night owl? NIGHT OWL
62. Sunrises or Sunsets? I’m gonna go with sunsets
63. Do you know how to drive? I should but I don't xD
64. Earbuds or headphones? Earbuds but not the ones you get with an iPhone, those suck!
65. Ever had braces? Three years I think total, and I just had to get a 6 week retainer set to close a small gap that came back :(
66. Favorite genre of music? Pop I guess xD Or musical theater!
67. Who is your hero? My stepdad
68. Do you read comic books? No but my stepdad did xD
69. What makes you the most angry? When people make jokes about things like cancer or diabetes (THEY ARENT FUNNY)
70. Do you prefer to read on an electronic device or with a real book? Definitely a real book, My eyes don't hurt as much plus they smellll soooo goooodd
71. Favorite Subject? English or Science
72. Any siblings? So this is complicated but I have one half brother, a half-step brother, and a half-step sister
73. The last thing you bought? I bought a journal and some bath salts for my friend’s birthday
74. How tall are you? So I used to be 5′2 but every time I go to the doctor they measure me at like 5′1 and I am confusion
75. Can you cook? Yes but I prefer baking
76. Three things you love? My family, my friends, and food (Omg I typed foot at first EEK)
77. Three things you hate? I LITERALLY DONT HATE ANYTHING IM SORRY
78. Do you have more female friends or male friends? Female oof
79. Sexual orientation? Straight But why did you need to know??
80. Where do you currently live? Louisiana OOOF
81. Last person you texted? My boyfriend, specifically “hehehe yess”
82. Last time you cried? Watching “A Walk to Remember” a few weeks ago
83. Favorite youtuber? All of them, rip
84. Do you like to take selfies? Yes but only because I don't like the pictures other people take of me xD
85. Favorite app? BUZZFEED or maybe netflix
86. What is your relationship with your parent(s) like? I love my mom and we are close but me and my biological dad don't talk
87. Favorite foreign accent? FRENCH OR BRITISH
88. Place you’ve never been to but want to visit? Hawaii or Paris
89. Favorite number? 2 but also literally any even number
90. Can you juggle? Who on here can actually juggle cause I want to be your best friend please (so no)
91. Are you religious? I’m supposed to be catholic but I haven't been to church in a while
92. Is outer space or the deep ocean more interesting? The deep ocean because I want to be a mermaid
93. Do you consider yourself a daredevil? No I am the opposite oof
94. Are you allergic to anything? Cats and dogs, pollen, grass, apparently something in the meningitis vaccine (ITS A LONG STORY)
95. Can you curl your tongue? YOU BET I CAN
96. Can you wiggle your ears? No but I can shake my eyes
97. How often do you admit that you’re wrong about something? I am never wrong, ever.
98. The forest or the beach? The beach cause mermaids
99. What is your favorite piece of advice that anyone has ever given to you? Do what you love, don’t work for money.
100. Are you a good liar? I am a TERRIBLE liar
101. Hogwarts house? Gryffindor but my hybrid house is Gryffinpuff soooo...
102. Do you talk to yourself? I used to tbh but now I usually just sing to myself
103. Introvert of Extrovert? Extrovert but I love me time
104. Do you keep a journal/diary? No I just deal with my thoughts
105. Do you believe in second chances? Absolutely
106. If you found a wallet full of money on the ground, what would you do? Look for identification in it so I can return it to it’s owner
107. Do you believe that people are capable of change? Of course!
108 Are you ticklish? VERY
109. Have you ever been on a plane? Yes, I was on one last weekend
110. Any piercings? Only my basic ear piercings
111. What fictional character do you wish was real? Ronald Weasley
112. Any tattoos? No but I wanna get a few small ones later in life
113. Best decision you’ve made in your life so far? Care for others is far more rewarding than wallowing in sadness
114. Do you believe in karma? It depends, really
115. Do you wear glasses or contacts? I used to wear glasses but since one of my eyes is near sighted and the other is far sighted they balance each other out enough so that I don’t necessarily need them anymore
116. Do you want children? YES LIKE 3-5
117. Who is the smartest person you know? My stepdad
118. Most embarrassing moment? That time I asked my bestfriend at the time’s sister if I could wear a pad on a water slide (IT WAS MY FIRST PERIOD OKAY?)
119. Ever pulled an all-nighter? I’ve made it to 6 am xD
120. What color are most of your clothes? Yellow or pink :P
121. Do you like adventures? PLANNED adventures, yes
122. Ever been on tv? A few times
123. How old are you? 16
124. Favorite quote? But without the dark, we’d never see the stars
125. Sweet or savory foods? SWEEETTT
OML THIS TOOK FOREVER RIP
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youmeanlove · 6 years ago
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all of them for yusuke !!!!!!!!!
SCREAMS thank you SO much im bout to end this mans (my wish to keep answers short) whole career 
update: sorry this took so long i decided to become a novelistKJF LITERALLY its so long thank you soooo much for sending this ask i had a field day
fresh mown grass: what is your f/o’s favorite scent? does it remind them of anything specific?
paint is the obvious answer so ofc that but he rly likes the smell of a smoked out kitchen. probably because thats what happens every time he tries to experiment w food but it still makes him happy to hav fun with it
pastel sunrise: what was your f/o’s first impression of you? yours of them?
hehehe…he thought i dressed really weirdJFJF he was like one part intrigued one part ‘wtf ew’ but either way boy did he stare at me! for like, minutes straight because he has no self awareness. once we started talking he thought i was um..like, inspiring i guess. that sounds conceited but he just thought i was a cool ‘care-free’ model of life! i thought umm..he was very tall and kind of intimidating! i felt bad because the other students shunned him for being involved with his mentor nd thought he could do with like, literally any social interaction. i thought he was really kind, despite being very straightforward w everything! OH and i thought it was admirable how focused on his passions he was
blooming flowers: what is your f/o’s favorite part of nature? do they even have one?
the ocean!!!! we went to the beach once and he went ape over how the moon looked reflecting over the water
four leaf clover: does your f/o have any good luck charms or superstitions? do you? do the two of you share any?
yusukes really superstitious actually! unlucky words/numbers and stuff like that. one time he broke a comb on accident and threw it across the room lmao. we both go absolutely ham and wont sleep w/ our heads to the north bc we dont feel like dying young
ocean breeze: have you and your f/o ever traveled together? what is your dream vacation?
hoyah! we dont travel because we’re both poor ass art students but we do go to the park a lot! theres some really pretty ones near the schools so we’ll go stare at geese and flowers n stuff! we talk a lot about traveling to spain bc sexy
lemonade stand: what is your f/o’s favorite beverage? and yours?
yusuke my mans rly likes lemonade but like when its kinda bitter? he doesnt like really sweet foods but lemonade and tea are 👌👌. i really like cola uwu
fireflies: how do you light up your f/o’s life?
hehHEHE U///U show that boy how to have fun!! let himself go and chill out sometimes!! he’s always so hard on himself and i help him remember that he doesn’t need to be so focused and stressed all the time anymore!! lov that guy
music festival: what is your favorite type of music? your f/o’s? any overlap between your favorite genres?
yusuke likes chill out music like classical and stuff because hes a NERD and it helps him focus on work! i’m a speedcore rat. we both like swing music because we’re gay
pumpkin latte: what is your guilty pleasure as a couple? 
sometimes we drink juice out of the carton and put it back in the fridge because like who has time for cups..nasty nasty. also idk if this counts but we’ll take those stupid buzzfeed quizzes for like an hour and judge our results OH we stan ‘accidetally’ falling asleep in our day clothes bc we were too tired to change
costume shop: do you wear couples’ halloween costumes? what’s your favorite thing the two of you have ever gone as?
HELL YEAH WE DOOOOO yusuke was like dude remember that time i turned into a mouse can i dress up like a mouse and you dress up as a giant block of cheese and i was like (slaps the desk) absolutely babe
cozy sweater: how does your f/o make you feel secure and safe?
ahejegfahjkgehaheehaejh tall. hes vv straightforward to every1 so i know he’ll always have my back if someone does something to upset me! and he’s always like Bro You Are So Beautiful Dont Ever Say You Arent Bro I Love You Bro except he doesnt say bro ofc hes Fancy
bonfire: what’s one thing your f/o has done to warm your heart?
ONE TIM OH one time he told me that i was one of the few ppl that never rly seemed like i judged him for not being very good at social stuff and that it made him want to talk to even more ppl and like get his childhood back and im :”) also one time he let me hide a stray cat in his dormKJF
ski slope: do you and your f/o play any sports or do any athletic activities together?
lol no we both have an iron deficiency we dont do anything about. we do like to play hand clappy games a lot tho he can beat my ass in slide
snowball fight: how do you and your f/o playfully tease each other?
HONESTLYFKJF we dont tease each other that much bc like. yusuke literally doesnt understand teasing most of the time and i cant bring myself to risk hurting his feelings! i jokingly made fun of his emo bang once and he was like What Is My Hair Bad Should I Get It Cut Do You Not Like It and i was like OH NOOOO!! he doesnt rly know how to tease either but its okay we just compliment each other a lot! no room for teasing in this house
gift wrap: what’s the best present your f/o has ever given you? what’s their favorite present they’ve gotten from you?
OH MY GOSH eheh one time he gave me a winter coat and that sounds lame but it was the best thing to ever happen to me bc i had been talking for like 3 weeks abt how gosh darn cold it was and this poor fool bought me a whole coat!!! raaaaaa!! yusukes fave present i bought him would probably be okay this also sounds silly but a dvd player! he kept buying dvds that were interesting and then realizing that he couldnt watch them anywherejkhf
rosy cheeks: tell us about a time your f/o has made you blush!
hehHEHEEJH okay so at lunch we used to trade so that id give him like food and hed draw me something bc his foster dad be like (whips and dabs) financial abuse but anyway his sketches used to be like scenic stuff or still life or random stuff he happened to see outside while we ate but then one time he gave me a sketch of me!! and was like cause u looked rly nice today i had to draw it and BOYYY WHEN I SAY A BITCH WAS RED!!!!!!!
OKAYFKJF I WROTE WAY TOO MUCH THANK U SO MUCH LEGEND im in love with an anime boy
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hallucinosims · 6 years ago
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Hi here’s the get to know me tag let’s get to knowing
I was tagged in this by @gunthermunch
125 questions under the cut, if you do decide to read i suggest getting a snack first
I tag @emovatore @humanitys-shortest @liliithvatore if you haven’t done it yet
1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? Elio
2. WHAT IS YOUR NICKNAME? Lee and Leo are the go-tos in real life but I get called Hall on here and I think that’s a rad nickname too
3. BIRTHDAY? Feb 5th
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BOOK SERIES? I am a slut for the Percy Jackson series and Leo Valdez was one of the reasons why I started going by Leo more often then my full name
5. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ALIENS OR GHOSTS? Yes yes absolutely yes. One, earth really can’t be the only planet in a universe with infinite possibilities to have life on it, you know? And ghosts is more like a spirit thing.
6. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE AUTHOR? oooh fuck me up this is a hard one uhhhhhh Classic author probably Edgar Allen Poe but Contempoary I’d say Tony Kushner
7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE RADIO STATION? the Musical Theatre station
8. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FLAVOR OF ANYTHING? I don’t really like... food. I don’t enjoy it. But I guess I like savory over sweet
9. WHAT WORD WOULD YOU USE OFTEN TO DESCRIBE SOMETHING GREAT OR WONDERFUL? neat
10. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT FAVORITE SONG? Liar by Queen or Greek God by Conan Gray
11. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE WORD? I-Cunt-tic, pronounced like iconic but... you know
12. WHAT WAS THE LAST SONG YOU LISTENED TO? Please Never Fall in love again Ollie MN
13. WHAT TV SHOW WOULD YOU RECOMMEND FOR EVERYBODY TO WATCH? Kidding, that Jim Carrey tv show that premiered this year. Beautifully edited and told story
14. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE TO WATCH WHEN YOU’RE FEELING DOWN? I’ve seen Bohemian Rhapsody 6 times this month alone so probably that on wards
15. DO YOU PLAY VIDEO GAMES? yes
16. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? dying in the same place i was born
17. WHAT IS YOUR BEST QUALITY, IN YOUR OPINION? my empathy
18. WHAT IS YOUR WORST QUALITY, IN YOUR OPINION? the depression (tm) 
19. DO YOU LIKE CATS OR DOGS BETTER? idk, i’m not really an animal person
20. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON? fall
21. ARE YOU IN A RELATIONSHIP? nah
22. WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU MISS FROM YOUR CHILDHOOD? playing in the ika playscape
23. WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND? i have quite a few best friends but when im at school/work then my good friend Julio
24. WHAT IS YOUR EYE COLOR? a very doe eyed dark brown
25. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR? i re-dyed my hair black recently so let’s go with that
26. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU LOVE? my mom
27. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU TRUST? my dad
28. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN? myself
29. ARE YOU CURRENTLY EXCITED ABOUT/FOR SOMETHING? going to denmark to be a farm gay on my semester off
30. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST OBSESSION? currently Sims, Queen, and Falsettos (the musical)
31. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW AS A CHILD? i didn’t have cable but there is no way in hell i’m saying cyberchase so, Mia and Miguel
32. WHO OF THE OPPOSITE GENDER CAN YOU TELL ANYTHING TO, IF ANYONE? Julio
33. ARE YOU SUPERSTITIOUS? very
34. DO YOU HAVE ANY UNUSUAL PHOBIAS? none that i can think of
35. DO YOU PREFER TO BE IN FRONT OF THE CAMERA OR BEHIND IT?i actually really enjoy both
36. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE HOBBY? sims
37. WHAT WAS THE LAST BOOK YOU READ? True West, it’s a really good play
38. WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? ...Bohemian Rhapsody for the 6th time
39. WHAT MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS DO YOU PLAY, IF ANY? most stringed instruments i can figure out pretty quickly but i’m best at guitar and piano
40. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ANIMAL? humans
41. WHAT ARE YOUR TOP 5 FAVORITE TUMBLR BLOGS THAT YOU FOLLOW? i follow over 5k people i don’t even know who i follow
42. WHAT SUPERPOWER DO YOU WISH YOU HAD? basically Kirby. I want the power to take others powers
43. WHEN AND WHERE DO YOU FEEL MOST AT PEACE? in michigan on rainy afternoons in my bunk bed with my laptop on my lap. Or like, the floor of a bookstore
44. WHAT MAKES YOU SMILE? loaded question
45. WHAT SPORTS DO YOU PLAY, IF ANY? I used to do competitve dance, competitve cheer, biking, and volleyball
46. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DRINK? watah
47. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WROTE A HAND-WRITTEN LETTER OR NOTE TO SOMEBODY? like a week ago to my grandma, she likes getting post cards in the mail
48. ARE YOU AFRAID OF HEIGHTS? i used to be. not so much anymore
49. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST PET PEEVE? people who saunter. We got places to be fellas
50. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO A CONCERT? yup!
51. ARE YOU VEGAN/VEGETARIAN? i’m to anemic to be either 
52. WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE, WHAT DID YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GREW UP? a performer
53. WHAT FICTIONAL WORLD WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE IN? i’m actually not to into media that take place in other... wait i take it back i wanna live in Hobbiton
54. WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU WORRY ABOUT? breathing
55. ARE YOU SCARED OF THE DARK? ehh sometimes
56. DO YOU LIKE TO SING? It’s a part of my career so hopefully
57. HAVE YOU EVER SKIPPED SCHOOL? i’m skippin school rn
58. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PLACE ON THE PLANET? manhattan Lower East Side
59. WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE? Manhattan’s Lower East Side. I live in the Upper West Side right now and it’s aight but it’s not the LES
60. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS? nope
61. ARE YOU MORE OF AN EARLY BIRD OR A NIGHT OWL? i just dont sleep
62. DO YOU LIKE SUNRISES OR SUNSETS BETTER?sunrises
63. DO YOU KNOW HOW TO DRIVE? nah
64. DO YOU PREFER EARBUDS OR HEADPHONES? earbuds
65. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES? yee
66. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE GENRE OF MUSIC? anything
67. WHO IS YOUR HERO? Tony Kushner
68. DO YOU READ COMIC BOOKS? yee and before you ask my fave is Deadpool
69. WHAT MAKES YOU THE MOST ANGRY? when people be on some bullshit
70. DO YOU PREFER TO READ ON AN ELECTRONIC DEVICE OR WITH A REAL BOOK? real book
71. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL? IN High School I loved history
72. DO YOU HAVE ANY SIBLINGS? one sister who is ten years older than I am
73. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT? ... iced coffee despite it being 30 degrees out
74. HOW TALL ARE YOU? 5′3
75. CAN YOU COOK? I’d like to think so. Wish I had a oven tho
76. WHAT ARE THREE THINGS THAT YOU LOVE? music, my family (sometimes) I’m trying to love myself so let’s throow that one in there
77. WHAT ARE THREE THINGS THAT YOU HATE? people who stroll/saunter, when people are on their bullshit, dark chocolate
78. DO YOU HAVE MORE FEMALE FRIENDS OR MORE MALE FRIENDS? male “friends”. But, I know a lot more girls that I keep up with more often.
79. WHAT IS YOUR SEXUAL ORIENTATION? lesbian
80. WHERE DO YOU CURRENTLY LIVE? Manhattan, Upper West Side
81. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TEXTED? Me mam
82. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? Thursday in my Theatre class but we were all crying so i’ll let it slide
83. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE YOUTUBER? i don’t really watch anyone consistently
84. DO YOU LIKE TO TAKE SELFIES? i do
85. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE APP? tinder
86. WHAT IS YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR PARENT(S) LIKE? prety solid i love them both even if my mom hates my sexuality and threatened locking me at home when i came out to herelol
87. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FOREIGN ACCENT? italian
88. WHAT IS A PLACE THAT YOU’VE NEVER BEEN TO, BUT YOU WANT TO VISIT?Copenhagen! I’ve wanted to go to Denmark since I was ten
89. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER? 7
90. CAN YOU JUGGLE? Nah son
91. ARE YOU RELIGIOUS? defenitly a lot less than my story style insists lol. I do believe in God tho
92. DO YOU FIND OUTER SPACE OR THE DEEP OCEAN TO BE MORE INTERESTING? LOADED QUESTION BECAUSE I WANNA EXPLORE BOTH 
93. DO YOU CONSIDER YOURSELF TO BE A DAREDEVIL? ehhhhhhhh no
94. ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO ANYTHING? strawberries and some medicine that i can’t remember the name of
95. CAN YOU CURL YOUR TONGUE? yes i’m a lesbian it’s what we do
96. CAN YOU WIGGLE YOUR EARS? nah
97. HOW OFTEN DO YOU ADMIT THAT YOU WERE WRONG ABOUT SOMETHING? Literally anytime i’m wrong about soomething. I love being exposed, put in my place, roasted.
98. DO YOU PREFER THE FOREST OR THE BEACH? Forest so I can find my mans... my MOTH mans
99. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIECE OF ADVICE THAT ANYONE HAS EVER GIVEN YOU? you know what you want, don’t let your concerns get in the way of your ambitions
100. ARE YOU A GOOD LIAR? Yes
101. WHAT IS YOUR HOGWARTS HOUSE? Ravenclaw
102. DO YOU TALK TO YOURSELF? Deadass I talk to myself more often than otherpeople
103. ARE YOU AN INTROVERT OR AN EXTROVERT? introverted
104. DO YOU KEEP A JOURNAL/DIARY? yee
105. DO YOU BELIEVE IN SECOND CHANCES? I give everyone I can think of second chances because i’m a forgiving sone of a bitch and yet they continue TO BE ON SOME BULLSHIT
106. IF YOU FOUND A WALLET FULL OF MONEY ON THE GROUND, WHAT WOULD YOU DO? THat be mine i may be forgiving by moral compass be broke as hell and I haven’t eaten in like 3 days because i’m so broke
107. DO YOU BELIEVE THAT PEOPLE ARE CAPABLE OF CHANGE? When I’m answering this question for a job application i sure do
108. ARE YOU TICKLISH? tragicallu
109. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A PLANE? yes
110. DO YOU HAVE ANY PIERCINGS? i have 5 holes in my ears and a nostreil piercing
111. WHAT FICTIONAL CHARACTER DO YOU WISH WAS REAL? Mark Cohen or LEO VALDEZ
112. DO YOU HAVE ANY TATTOOS? yes 2, one chest, one forearm. But that’s only because I don’t have money i need more
113. WHAT IS THE BEST DECISION THAT YOU’VE MADE IN YOUR LIFE SO FAR? move to new york
114. DO YOU BELIEVE IN KARMA? yes and she’s a bitch
115. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES OR CONTACTS? both
116. DO YOU WANT CHILDREN? eventually I feel like I would make a pretty solid kid
117. WHO IS THE SMARTEST PERSON YOU KNOW? my dad
118. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING MEMORY? Being high for three days straight
119. HAVE YOU EVER PULLED AN ALL-NIGHTER? i just finished pulling one
120. WHAT COLOR ARE MOST OF YOU CLOTHES? black as you can see by my simself  i really do dress pretty much only in black because i aged poorly out of my goth phase
121. DO YOU LIKE ADVENTURES? yeeee
122. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON TV? Yep, Macy’s Thanksgiving Parade, Trade Show stuff, probably for school or local news a few times
123. HOW OLD ARE YOU? 18
124. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE QUOTE? Know in your soul like your blood knows the way from your heart to your brain, know that you’re whole. - HEdwig and the Angry Inch
125. DO YOU PREFER SWEET OR SAVORY FOODS? This is a really boring last question but savory but if you made it this far i’ll expose myself a little more. I’m black and Jewish, I go to a performing arts Conservatory, and this took me so long to answer because I hooked up with someone in Brooklyn last night and i had trouble getting back to my dorm.
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3s0t3ric · 2 years ago
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Beauty in Show Shoes
There aren’t too many places where people are united in love anymore. In the popularized book “Bowling Alone” from the early 2000’s author Robert Putnam introduces the idea of “third places” stressing that as a community, there is a special purpose these places outside of work and home serve in creating social circles and relaxation. 
Talking to friends, I have always been the, “oh she knows everyone” girl. An interesting comment to hear again and again, but interpreting the writing of Putnam has helped reword what I have always experienced. Needing that third place. In my own life, these third places look like churches, college clubs, and community service organizations, where I had met this "everyone" so to speak. I dont say this in an aim for accolades, I say this to highlight the importance of consistently being in a certain place (either physical or in cyber space). 
In the past year since COVID regulations have been lifted I have found myself wanting to make up for lost time. Concerts have rescheduled their dates, and I am somehow the friend that everyone calls when they’d like to see a show, but need a partner. 
Concerts are the only place where people are still united in love, love of that artist and that genre of music.
As the type of artists I listen to expands, I’ve noticed distinct differences in the type of people that are attracted to each show I attend. Some shows better than others at fostering a sense of community. (I'm looking at you rap concerts). Listening to the reactions to the artists conversation between each song gave context as to who was in the pit with you under those blinding lights. 
Some of the cooler crowds I have been in were the smaller venues, with the artists with a couple of bigger features and a dream.
The best crowd i've found are the alternative/ punk genre. People who were just kids at Warped Tour, now attending a show after their desk jobs. Crowd surfing, mosh pits and random conversations about the music that brought everyone together. 
At the last punk show I attended I noticed the lead singer was giving some pretty introspective background to the context of each song before he preformed them. It's like the music version of a metal plaque next to sculpture.  It’s an easy way to make everyone feel more connected and unify the people who support you most. 
I took a few notes on the words that stuck out to me during these speeches (yes I had my notes app open at a concert, sue me) 
 “Some people came into my dreams to tell me something I needed to know, until I realized that person was me”
: As somebody who has studied psychology, my thoughts dart to the works of Freud and dream analysis. His big picture was that your dreams are an avenue for your subconcious mind to communicate ideas/ stress/ solutions to your conscious mind. With this quote, I realized all of which are still of me. 
“The sound of realization is most conspicuous by its absence”
: This is just one of those quote where you have to read it over and over to fully break it down. This quote was used in the context of a song about somebody who had passed. You never truly know what you have until it’s gone, and to realize this, you need the absence of said thing. 
“Hold tight to what hurts”
: A close friend said it a little rougher around the edges, “embrace the suck”. Feelings are made to help you navigate. They are a tool. The artist described before this song that he had tried to put off the grieving of a friend lost to an overdose, because the pain was too much to bare. He later went on to explain that starting the grieving process and running from what he truly wanted did nothing but hurt him further. 
All of these insightful conversations in-between sounds I’ve heard driving home in my free time made me realize. 
Concerts are my favorite third place. 
People jumping with joy, dressing in their favorite clothing, with their favorite people, listening to their favorite music. With those one pair of shoes that has stuck through it all like a punk rock version of a baby blanket. THAT is my favorite. 
After the lights come back up and everyone floods to the entrances I am always amazed by the unity among strangers in just a few short hours. Everyone drenched the energy that was poured into the venue. How beautiful it is to experience a love like the unconditional love of everyone under one roof celebrating the thoughts of the same person. Together singing the songs of heartbreak, love, loss and joy as one. The people around you just get it. 
There is power in being understood in your third places.
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scottfromappdesign · 3 years ago
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#5
21 y/o - she/her
1. How often do you listen to music?
Every single day. It’s one of the only things that keeps me sane in my life.
2. Do you use any music streaming apps? 
I use Spotify and Apple Music. They both have different features and music that I like so it’s hard for me to use one over the other. 
3. Do you like to discover new music? (i.e. artists, playlists, genres) If so, what are your methods for finding new music?
I love discovering new music and I have a rather strange way of doing so.  When I am planning to seek out new music, I typically delete all of the music I have on my phone.  I then will go to the discover section of Apple Music or look through some general playlists on Spotify and listen to as much new music as I can find and download what I like on my phone.  I like to try different genres that I am not used to and I have found that this has expanded my taste in music a lot.  I sometimes go back and add some of the music I had on my phone previously, but I always make sure to delete everything before starting this discovery journey. 
4. Some people have friends that connect over a lot of different topics and some have friends that connect on very few topics. When it comes to music, do you find it easy or hard to connect with your friends over it, and why? 
I find it very easy to connect with friends over music.  When it comes to music, I keep a very open mind and would give just about anything a chance.  I love hearing about people's favorite songs and artists and I love learning why they enjoy them so much.  I feel like it gives me insight into who they are as a person and the things that they have dealt with in their life and I love that just simply sharing music taste can tell so much about a person.  Additionally, I truly enjoy sharing songs and artists with my friends for the same reason.  Sometimes I feel as though sharing this can make it easier to express things that aren't always easy to say out loud and it's why I love sharing and connecting with friends over music so much.
5. Have you ever or do you currently use social media to make new friends and talk about interests you have in common? 
Not really and I dont really plan on it. 
6. If you answered yes to the previous question, can you share one or more of your experiences? If you answered no to the previous question, can you please elaborate on why you don’t use social media to meet new people?
I don't use social media a lot to begin with, as I am usually very busy with school, and in my free time I don't always want to be scrolling on social media.  In addition to this, I typically like to meet people naturally.  I am a rather shy person so I never take it upon myself to reach out to someone I do not know online, and honestly I'm not even 100% sure where to begin if I were to want to do so.  I personally find it easier and less intimidating to meet people in person, even though I am rather shy.
7. Do you find that like counts/follower counts/leaderboards discourage you from using certain apps and/or making connections with people online or do you feel the opposite and why?
I used to think this way when I was younger, however as I mentioned in the previous question, I don't use social media a lot anymore.  A few years ago I had logged out of my Instagram and could not remember my password.  I made a new account out of frustration and didn't pay a lot of attention to it.  Before I made my new account, I had a little over 1,000 followers.  I didn't follow as many people on my new account as I used to and only followed those I wanted to share my new account with.  Now I do not have nearly as many followers and don't get nearly as many likes as I used to get, but I find myself to be happier with this now that I only really share with a select amount of people.  Ever since then I stopped caring about how many followers and likes I got and I find that I prefer it the way it is for me now.
8. On a scale of 1-10 how likely would you be to use an app that allows you that connects to your music streaming apps, shows you randomized playlists (based on your preferences) in order to discover new music, and connect with people who have similar music tastes?
10! If it has to do with music discovery, I’m on board.
9. With the app idea presented in the previous question, do you have any concerns about the app or features you would implemented in the app?
I think this is a really interesting app idea.  I like that this app has the intention of connecting people with others who have similar interests.  Even though I said before that I find meeting new people in person was easier and less intimidating, it was in part due to the fact that I find the idea of just direct messaging someone out of the blue without an actual cause to be kind of scary.  I don't find it weird, but I am personally afraid to do it myself.  This app would give people from all over the world the chance to connect with each other over their shared interest of music and it is a great way to learn about other music not only in different genres, but different cultures as well which is really intriguing.  I would implement a feature that lets you post reviews of songs, artists, genres, etc. so people can also read what others think about it when starting their own discovery journey.  In addition, on people's profiles it would be interesting to see what genres they are interested in at the moment and what genres they want to know more about so people can give recommendations based on that and share similar interests if they also like what the other person likes.  This would also be helpful when reading reviews to see how people who like the same music as yourself feel about different music.  Overall I think that this is a really cool app idea that I would definitely use myself.
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rainniedae-blog · 7 years ago
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11 Questions Tag
I got tagged by @jejublr one of my two (2) friends here on tumblr. I doubt anyone will even see this but imma do it anyway
1. What's your favourite weather like?
I don't have a super favourite weather. Every weather has its perks. But if i had to choose one, it would be an afternoon when its not steaming hot or freezing cold. Where it's just the right temperature, to leave your skin warm. Where everyone has gone to work or school, everything's quite safe for one or two cars that pass. Where you can just have your own space and relax without the hassels of having weather thats too hot or too cold. (this is tumblr, i can be fake deep)
2. How was your day?
My day today was TIRING. It was hot and my brother was annoying me. I cried. But everything went along fine once i got to the airport. Now im at home, using the internet.
3. What drama would you recommend to me?
Mmn, I dont usually watch drama cause i get bored of them pretty quickly. Even if i do, i never finish them. But one drama that i actually finished and like to this day is Age of Youth. It's fun to watch all the different personalities of the girls blend together under one house but their individual plots are also just as amazing. I havent watched the second season yet, but im planning to.
4. Do you like sweet things? (eg. cake, candy etc.) If so, what's your favourite?
I'm not that into sweets to be honest. I get icky (idk whats the actual word you use when you get sick of food) easily so i dont eat alot of them. The cream on cakes make me icky. But i have an exception for many things chocolate. Chocolate Pudding, Chocolate Cake, Brownies, Chocolate Ice-cream etc. I hate jam. Jam is disgusting.
5. What do you wanna be in the future?
Im not sure actually. Maybe a tech engineer, maybe a writer, maybe a psychologist. However, I'd most prefer a landlord. *wink wink* Cause im a lazy fuck who wants to do nothing but collect huge amounts of money for rent.
6. Do you play board games?
Not really. I used to like them but now i just dont see the appeal anymore. Cards Against Humanity is fun tho, when im in the mood.
7. Tell me a pick-up line that would successfully woe you.
Hmm, idk. I'm more into direct confrontation so something like: "I'm not going to force you to fall in love with me and you can take all the time you need. I'm understanding and easy to talk to. I'll buy you take-out as well."
8. If you can only wear one outfit for the rest of your life, what would it be?
A long sleeved shirt thats not too light or heavy in material. A hooded jacket. Some high-waisted jeans, preferably black. And comfortable sneakers that never wears out on its soles. (idk why but i imagined myself in a zombie apocalypse. i guess cus y'know i gotta choose the clothes that will serve me best for both comfort and flexibility.)
9. Scalding hot shower or a freezing cold one?
Hmm, I guess a freezing cold one? Cause i could recover from it faster. If the hot shower actually scalded my skin, that would hurt. If i had a freezing cold one, i could just warm myself up in blankets.
10. Do you play video games?
Nope. I like watching other people play tho. Its far more entertaining. But I'm actually pretty good at that driving game they have in the arcades. I dont know how any of the gears work. i don't know if choosing a different car makes a difference. But i get 1st place out of pure will power and ignorant strategy.
11. How do you get to and from work/school?
I used to walk or take the bus to school. I usually prefer walking to places, if the weather's not too inconvenient tho. I get to run my thoughts as I listen to music and walk a familiar path.
I’m gonna tag @honeywonu hopefully she hasn’t done this yet. I’m thankful that nat didn’t already tag her lol. 
My questions are:
1. What are you thankful for? And why?
2. Do you have any pets? If so, what are their names?
3. What is your favorite feeling?
4. How do you deal with anger?
5. What is your favorite fan-fiction genre?
6. What have you done that you regret?
7. What makes you happy?
8. Favorite hairstyle for yourself? Or maybe a style you would like to get cut?
9. A Disney character you personally identify with?
10. What’s your favorite smell?
11. Your favorite skincare product?
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