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i'm very used to posting & sharing my textile work and feeling confident and secure in it but i get so nervous at the thought of sharing my drawing and painting work bc it's not nearly as technically skilled and professional looking but i need to beat the gremlin in my head telling me i can't share something i've done unless it meets that standard with a spiked bat
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#forever puppy <3#lee know#kim seungmin#stray kids#skz#skz gifs#bystay#skzedit#gagwanzsource#fr though everyones insistence he like wouldnt deal with a dog or whatever had me rolling my eyes#how many times do i have to say that cat guy can love a dog too!! raise a dog!! lee know said he wants to raise a dog in the future#the insistence youre a cat person or a dog person must end. its like being bisexual when people tell you to choose like Naw i dont think so#it was like comments on the kitten interview bein like Wow 🥺 chan was nice to the cats even tho he has a dog 🥺#of course he was you clown. hes even nice to bugs. whatre you thinking#everyone reading these tags pls note: its 2am and i have strong feelings about animals or idk- stop pigeonholing lee know#only pigeon him when he has pigeon hair etc etc.#bye#im not actually angry i just love tangenting on gifsets bc i love to do it
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Seriously tho, using “this isn’t realistic” as an excuse to hate on a non-mammal OC having boobs or a dragon having four legs and wings instead of being a wyvern or a taur or a taur dragon robot having six limbs and wings and boobs or whatever is the most small brained shit
“this isn’t realistic”- motherfucker, nothing in art is real! It’s all made up for the sake of creation! For joy! For the Vibes, be they gender or otherwise! Fuck off with trying to restrain imagination!
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protective big sister vee freaking out on hunter because she saw his own bloodstains in the castle dungeons & thinks he lied to her about the isles being safer now. and him truly honest to god at first having NO idea what she's talking about. she accuses him of lying about the dungeons being empty ("i didn't??") and accuses him of more unethical torture experimentation ("i DIDN'T") and then finally she's like don't treat me like i'm STUPID. it was MY CELL. i know what my own blood looks like and it's not that!!
and hunter stares at her for a moment and then just.
starts laughing.
vee just about kills him.
she's like this is Not funny. you are Not cute. & he's like no, no, sorry, just-
and pushes up his sleeves to show her the new ropy scars wrapping around his arms, like. i didn't want to trouble luz when she can't remember me. but sure. i should've clarified.
no one's been in the dungeons since i left them.
#toh#princess luz au#princess luz au amnesia timeline#torture#etc#vee noceda#hunter toh#cue hunter also being like you went BACK to the isles for her???#okay i immediately trust you implicitly actually. you can do whatever you want to me forever. we're allies
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i feel like there’s this stereotype in gender studies that only women can be interested in them or only women can want to talk about female historical figures and like . i’m not a woman just because i decided to take a gender studies approach to my essay 😭
#i went to listen to an author at a round-table yesterday and she talked about how silly she finds the idea that if you are a certain Type of#someone (belonging to a certain race gender age religion etc) you can’t write about certain topics . she brought it up in relation to how#she being mixed-race should not just be confined to telling stories about mixed-race people . thats shes more than just the category society#has decided she is . and she had a lovely quote that’ll stick with me ‘understanding someone is not linked to assigned identity but to#empathy’ and thats the thing really . when you tell a man he can’t be interested in gender studies because he’ll ‘never get it’ or whatever#you are cutting him off from his want to learn and empathise . why would you ever do that#the neat little boxes we’ve made up to organise our lives don’t actually exist guys . you can do whatever you want forever#i as a trans nb guy can focus on female figures and do my silly little gender studies and nothing has to explode#and im not ‘woman lite’ or ‘not actually trans’ for it good lord#jay rambles
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vsynth has long since been trending towards the uncanny valley of singing but i feel like its been especially pronounced the past few years now that a higher proportion of banks sound nigh indistinguishable from human people. you can only really tell if youre already deeply familiar with each bank's respective engine
#its stunning the amount of progress vsynth tech has made within the past few years#and its been really interesting too seeing like adachi rei rise in popularity almost as a counter to ai vsynth#its admittedly kind of saddening that the industry preference overwhelmingly pushes realistic vocals over mechanical robot vocals#and i mean i know they do come equipped with parameters you can edit to make them sound robotic again but its genuinely not the same#when you have the concatenation ai built into the software and the phoneme transitions are automatically smoothed over#this isnt to say that ai vsynth has like completely overtaken or threatening the Future of Vocalsynth though#there is a significant portion of people who largely prefer the clunky/mechanical/robotic sound of early vocalsynth#which is why i think rei has gotten as popular as she has#and the cryptonloids in particular are forever stuck in the piapro ether so the most we'll ever see of a miku ai#is just ppl messing with the rvc ai voice cloner LOL#i think if ai truly was causing Creative Bankruptcy or whatever then utau would not remain as wildly popular as it is#and part of the reason why utau still remains so popular is because [teto image] FREE SOFT its free!! anyone can use it & develop their own#vb on it too. so like yes you have the matter of industry pushing out these hyperrealistic voicebanks at an overwhelming pace#but individual fans will remain using/developing their own voicebanks (aggressively points to adachi rei again) so long as public interest#stays. hence why i dont think ''big ai'' in vocalsynth is a real threat or anything#referring to them as ai banks in the first place anyway is such a misnomer bc its not the same as generative ai#i do think that the relative simplicity at which realistic vocals are synthesized now does somewhat obscure the monumental amount of skill#it takes to tune older voicebank because that shit is HARD!!!!!!!!!#like with how synthv works it obscures the technical tuning feats of older engines and how massively massively massively impressive it is#to get anything to sound good let alone Realistic on smth like vocaloid2#synthv got popular because its ui made tuning a genuinely intuitive process rather than something that makes you want to throw#bricks at your head so its easy to forget tuning (albeit Still hard) was Much much harder#but at the same time.... ai doesnt automatically make tuning better either#actual plain vanilla ai voicebanks often sound very flat and lifeless if no actual tuning is applied i.e. vibrato pitch change tension etc#its such a beautiful complicated lovely artform#anyways my original thoughts. you unfortunately cant get that mechanical/clunky/robotic sound with. any commercial voice synth#released within the past 3 years#i hope more overtly artificial in nature banks along the same genre as rei catch on in popularity
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Hornets neat time then i shut off my phone and nap
Really dont love how people in the fandom are infantilizing pomni more since ep 3. She. Explicitly stated in ep 2 she doesnt like that!!! I cant be the only one who thinks its.... Weird to do that. To a full grown woman who's depressed discomfort about being treated like a kid
Like it obviously doesn't actually matter, its fiction but..... it's making me raise my brow
#tadc#do whatever you want forever etc#but uhghhghh im a bit tired of the rveryone needs to take care of pomni especially kinger who is her dad now#bit#like . she can certainly see him as a father figure/mentor whatever without the .#👍#tadc spoilers
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thinking of my blorbos but not in a "i love you you love me all is well" way but a "i love you hope you kill me" way lol
#cylas vents#negativity#negative#death wish#lmao#bitches be like '[potentially concerning thing]' and then add 'lol' as if it's funny or a joke lmao#like i mean technically it's not but then again it is bc it's me. like yeah don't worry don't take this seriously don't mind me ok#it doesn't really matter anyway kk. or maybe it's more like I'm the joke.#like idk the thought that like most of my f/os would probably kill me on sight should be less comforting than it is i guess#imagine casually making posts like this and still being like 'ok but maybe im not actually mentally ill maybe im faking maybe im lying to#myself maybe im making excuses maybe im imagining things maybe im just lazy' etc etc#none of the antidepressants since fluoxetine decided it's over have done shit and even my psychiatrist now is always like 'hm. so do you#want to keep trying other things' and like yeah what else can i do? therapy didnt do anything for this specific issue and the tagesklinik#lady didnt really seem to get my issue (well her suggestions for like therapy groups or whatever were more about socialising or whatever#like ??? girl that's really not the main problem here lmao but she also did have a point about how i would have to actually go there every#day etc but like#what else am i supposed to do#hi i am always tired and sometimes struggle to even get out of bed and thats why i worry about getting a job or something bc it could become#too much or whatever but like unfortunately thats kind of a requirement for everything lmao#when psychiatrist asks what i want/expect or whatever i am internally like 'a magic pill that just fixes everything and makes me a normal#functional human being' but like that's just not A Thing (tm)#so. like. what else am i supposed to do.#i don't want to be like this forever#idk how to tag lmai#using stuff like#tw suicidality#tw suicidal#tw suicidal ideation#just feels so over the top and like i dont have the right to use them lol
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i feel weird even claiming my family used to be considered "rich" bc a lot of yall immediately jump to having summer homes, 20 yachts, and enough money to save a country
#not gonna act like we weren't well off... ofc we were but like.... we werent on THAT level nearly at all#more of a country club... goes on a lot of vacations.... has a decently sized house with a pool... kinda rich#which is still rich dont get me wrong but i promise i wasnt living like fucking. kim kardashian or whatever ok#we didnt have a fuckin walk-in-fridge or 20 unused empty rooms#i say this bc ppl end up surprised when i tell them im not anymore like 'how' well its a lot of things like the housing market crash#my parents getting a divorce my dad being the one with the job that my moms dad gave to him that was making him all the money#and my grandpa passed not long after i was born so when they split up we were just going off of whatever he left really for a while#had to move etc etc.... now im low income and rely on food stamps and ssi ✌️ but thats mostly bc im disabled so#kinda necessarily low income bc the govt only wants to pay the very bare minimum that they can.#its also- not my money! i dont get to decide what happens to it and i dont get to decide i get nice things or whatever. that all hinges#on if my mom or gma wants to.#so technically even if you wanted to consider them rich still- its not part of me atp bc its not even my money and im an adult#whos not legally dependent on them anymore. i think it only counts if its *your* actual money or if your parent is okay with dishing#out like a 1000 dollars a month like its nothing. completely unfazed by giving it to you.#its not rich if its conditional ok like... children of rich parents arent rich and i will die on this hill. why do you think so many of the#end up fucked up? not only is it bc they've had ppl basically doing everything for them their whole life so they dont know how to take#care of themselves they're also entirely dependent on the parent for money. when you feel controlled like that- even if your parent isnt#necessarily abusive about it- just the fact everything you do hinges on the approval of your parent- kinda fucks you up and makes#you feel like you're stuck being a forever child. not great for people who probably want to go out in the world and date to feel#like you cant escape being dependent on your parents
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so often i'll get that sudden and wonderful urge to make comics and stories of my OCs that I can actually show people but then just as quickly that urge is dashed by various foolish reasons, and one of the most foolish of those reasons is i get. scared. about committing to stylistic choices in a webcomic or illustration
WHICH is foolish BECAUSE
you can just. change them
really gotta stop thinking about branding and shit. some people are good with that but it always just paralyzes me LOL especially because when i think about all the comics and fiction and all that i like you can see signs of stylistic choices and characterizations shifting from the original vision at the start to how it ended up because things EVOLVE that is a Normal Aspect of storytelling IT TRULY is a foolish thing to get scared by orz
#like i get so worked up about like. what if the beginning isnt as polished as the end WHICH doesnt matter#i love so many decade old webcomics that started as pencil on paper and shifted into whatever formats and styles etc#you can do anything you want forever. you dont have to decide on the perfect style right away#you can just make whatever and its probably fine LOL#i like to write stories with my ocs but they are. written by very dysgraphic hand so theyre not readable#but someday.... someday i will work up the nerve....maybe clean up and post some....maybe draw some out as shitty comics...i can do anythin
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I 🩷 FIGURING THINGS OUT
#YAY#finished the chapter AND kind of realised how the rest of the fic will play out as well lessfuckinGO#<- guy who is surely going to have some sort of epic self-doubt episode within the next 48 hrs#was kind of overthinking it (who is surprised..) like oh but more stuff should probably happen first it probably needs bigger build up etc#but then its like. as always. i can do whatever i want forever actually! yay<3#and most of its pretty much written already too god i love you val-from-may you did all the heavy lifting jfdvnc
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The more I see people trying to argue that the Zonai are actually the original founders of Hyrule, the more I wish TOTK never existed. Or the "oh the other games (especially OOT) are just false retellings of the "original history" which was Zonai." I genuinely can't imagine being so damn invested in the underdeveloped goat people you would rather retroactively turn your other game experiences into lies.
#I can't be the only person who thinks this line of logic is stupid#1. Nintendo doesn't care that much. They told you where BOTW was on the timeline and it's just “the end.”#2. The new games are not for the old fans. There's references! But for the love of god#It's literally a whole new audience. BOTW brought in a whole new audience#You can do whatever you want forever etc etc.#But man the more I see people praise them the more I hate the Zonai.#Also I'd like to point out that if you really wanted to place them at the beginning of the timeline#Give me a goddamn workable explanation for why the Triforce is never mentioned. Cause that was a big thing in every game before BOTW.#loz#totk#oot
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keep thinking about writing a gomens fic in disco elysium style simply because it would be fun
#.txt#my brain keeps going nooo it would be cringe!!! as if that matters. you can do whatever you want forever etc#anyway. the agonies
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and whats with everything being about dogs now i like dogs and all but you guys know there are other animals you can compare yourself to right
#“transexual dog freak” what if you were like the mighty pheasant#idk dont take this seriously you can do whatever you want forever etc#miles says something
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#hmmm if i ever feel like full force swinging a bat at a hornests nest i'll make a post about how#about at least 80% of b*ldurs gate 3 discourse could be avoided if we all just recognized that its an rpg where the choices you make#actively shape and change the companion characters. like its an important mechanic#and also there is just so much writing and optional scenes that require different circumstances to even trigger in the first place#so everyones playthrough is different; no one in their average experience will have seen everything#meaning that everyones version of the characters is gonna be different#and while there definitely is a core personality and established backstory for the characters#arguing; discoursing and nitpicking about the small nuances and details in characterization is a largely fruitless and joyless endeavour#like whatever let ppl portray the characters based on their own experience with the game; we're all here to have fun so on and so on#like i love reading different peoples interpretations of the characters even if i disagree and think completely differently#i think its healthy to have a variety of takes and to then find and engage with the characterizations that you personally vibe with#(for the record: i dont mean like discussions abt wyll and how ppl in fndom treat poc and female characters; those are obviously important)#but yea i dont feel like arguing so tag rambling it is#this isnt about anything specific or prompted by anything or anyone btw#these are just my general thoughts based on more or less passively vibing in the fanbase#please dont come for me. you can do whatever you want forever etc etc peace and love
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does anyone know where/if i land on the whole “romance averse -> indifferent -> favorable” thing if i really enjoy fictional romance but any real person being involved, not just me, makes me feel uncomfortable. like is that a thing or is that just me being miserable
#like it’s the thing where.#like. i feel bad but one of my irl friends talks about her boyfriend a lot and every time im like oh my god can we PLEASEEE NOT#or like. what’s making me ask is realizing that it’s like#that exact feeling is what also makes me feel viscerally uncomfortable w x readers or self ship stuff#and i feel bad because obviously there’s nothing wrong with them you can do whatever you want forever etc#but it just. ughhhh makes me feel so weird#like it’s almost like a. ‘you guys actually want this? you wouldn’t feel trapped and miserable?’ feeling#but idk. i think because i don’t feel this way about romance as a concept just with irl stuff that it’s probably just. idk#me being miserable about other people being happy or some shit#txt
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