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there are valid reasons to have an antagonistic relationship to academic scholarship, but those reasons are overwhelmingly not raised in graduate classrooms, where students instead bitch about theory in general, jargon in general, making them sound ultimately like conservatives, who view any attempt to systematically account for social phenomena as a form of useless intellectual degeneracy
#you’re in a PhD program and you’re bitching about reading theory? Aren’t you just a little bit embarrassed?#this is a vague about my graduate cohort lol don’t mind me#I have increasingly little patience for grad students who refuse to engage with anything even slightly abstract or dense#you are literally in a social science graduate program. That is like one of the primary tasks you need to do in grad school#If you want to engage with it for the purposes of critique that is completely acceptable#but seeing a word you don’t know and immediately quitting and dismissing it as useless nonsense is not going to get you very far#we have to read Capital for our comps lol. what are you gonna do then
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I remember vividly more than one of you radfems on here yapping about how you were going to stick to your morals and not vote for a Kamala. You are no ally to women. You are no feminist. And I wish you a very shitty 4 years with the president you helped elect because you wanted to fuck around and find out.
Idk how some of you can call yourselves radfems and play with all our rights like that for your own ego
#y’all are literally useless#didn’t even try to protect other women just volunteered all our reproductive rights cause you wanted to feel morally superior#y’all aren’t getting any kumbaya shit from me this time babes
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my reaction to ppl hating on some human designs for the main 3 bc they aren’t conventionally attractive 🖕🖕
#I SEE A BUNCH OF HATE ON SOME PLATFORMS (reddit mostly)IF RED IS PLUS SIZE. LIKE BRO HE HAS A DAD BOD OK ????????#don’t even get me started on people’s reactions to most newer duck designs. i love the senile old man look so much and it’s so fitting#i love you gray hairs i love you chubbiness i love you facial hair i love you wrinkles love the fact that they aren’t all 20#and honestly. if you don’t see them that way that is totally ok cuzit’s your thing. just don’t go around telling people theirs aren’t good.#everyone has their own interpretation of them because that’s the whole point of dhmis#while the ones i described are my favorite i still like the others. i love people’s visions and creativity even if i don’t agree.#i love when people see yellow guy as an old guy too but absolutely no hate on people who see him as a child you guys are cool too okay??#i hate the the whole “STOP IT HES 38!!” and “NO HES 9!!” fight. it’s so dumb. it is supposed. to. be. interpreted HOW U WANT IT DONT MATTER#it’s useless to fight about just be respectful u guys#i love you all ok?#stay awesome.#dhmis#don’t hug me i’m scared#yellow guy#duck dhmis#duck guy#duck#red guy#fav#puppetry#dont hug me im scared#dhmis humanized#dhmis human
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Recommend us some good jjk things u already read 🎀
say please 😐
unfortunately, i don’t read jjk fics… like, at all. i have two main reasons why:
i write them, sure, but i have this intense fear of reading jjk/reader fics (hypocritical, i know, but idc 🌝) simply ‘cause of the fact that i have these characters a certain way in my mind: VERY CANONICALLY-CENTRED.
when reading, i’d enjoy that with only a TOUCH of fanon, seeing as it’s usually romantic, reader-insert, love interest fics, and we’ve only ever actually seen two couples in jjk, and not even in depth — miwa and mechamaru + toji and mamaguro — therefore we can’t exactly say for certain what other characters would be like in a relationship and stuff: what we picture and write here is fanon.
but i did try a couple times. it just wasn’t for me, ig.
secondly, literally every gojo/reader story ever (i say gojo specifically cuz i’m only interested in reading about him and no one else 😭) has smut in it.
unpopular take, but i dislike smut. very much.
so essentially, i’m useless in this department.
p.s. that’s not to say that you yourself can’t read other fics and enjoy them the way they are. that’s great for you, and lovely for the author, but my personal opinion is that i just can’t, and that’s alr. i’ll silently move on and write my own :)
#half turned into a rant but oh well 😋#if you asked me for actual book recs and not fanfiction#ooh the stuff i’d give to youuuu#but with fanfics — yeah i’m useless#someone’s probably gonna see this and throw a fit#‘you’re a hypocrite cuz you write jjk stories and-’#i don’t EXPECT anyone to read them#i write cuz it’s fun#it’s a hobby#i also just like writing FOR you guys#it’s not like i’m giving shit to anyone for what they choose to write#i’m a firm believer of minding my own business 😋#and i really did underestimate how much i dislike smut here#like i genuinely hate it#idm if it’s implied that characters sleep tgth#imo i think it’s fine#i prefer that actually#but when it’s just smut and smut and smut and smut#no plot#😀#yeah anyway#apologies i can’t be of any help 😭#but maybe anyone else who sees this can drop some recs for lovely missunrise in the comments?#genuinely apologising for being useless in this department 😔#(even if i wasn’t#if you aren’t a gojo-centric person#i probably wouldn’t have any other recs EXCEPT for gojo/reader ones LMAOOO)#love that man sm
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Once again, we have more proof that the Revolutionary Army is in fact doing something and not just sitting around on an island. Even when food IS delivered to the Red Line it can’t make it up to Marijoa because of the RA.
#if you can’t tell i really don’t like when people say the RA aren’t doing anything but sitting on an island when the island they’re on is#their central command!!!! ofc a lot of the heads are going to be there to coordinate the people in the field!!!!!#and also mobilizing takes TIME for an army the size of the RA#its not something that can just HAPPEN#anyways. i’m sure the haters will still say that the RA is useless but i can sleep easy knowing that canon is proving them wrong#one piece#one piece spoilers#op spoilers
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𝙵𝚞𝚌𝚔 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 / 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 / 𝚒𝚝 / 𝚒𝚝 𝚊𝚕𝚕
𝗪𝗘𝗜𝗥𝗗 𝗜𝗦 𝝠 𝗖𝝝𝗠𝗣𝗟𝗜𝗠𝗘𝗡𝗧 /𝗠𝝝𝝝𝗗 𝗕𝝝𝝠𝗥𝗗 𝗦𝗘𝗫𝗗𝗥𝗨𝗚𝗦𝝠𝗡𝗗𝗦𝝝𝗖𝗞𝗦𝗪𝗜𝗧𝗛𝗛𝝝𝗟𝗘𝗦 / 𝗙𝗟𝗨𝗙𝗙 𝗬𝝝𝗨, 𝗬𝝝𝗨 𝗙𝗟𝗨𝗙𝗙𝗜𝗡 𝗙𝗟𝗨𝗙𝗙 / 𝗣𝗨𝗡𝗞𝗦𝝠𝗥𝗘𝗡𝗧𝗗𝗘𝝠𝗗 / 𝗡𝝝 𝗚𝝝𝗗𝗦 𝗡𝝝 𝗠𝝠𝗦𝗧𝗘𝗥𝗦 / 𝗜 𝗗𝝝𝗡’𝗧 𝗚𝗜𝗩𝗘 𝝠 𝗣𝗛𝗨𝗖𝗞 / 𝗘𝗡𝗘𝗥𝗚𝗬𝗦𝗨𝗖𝗞𝗘𝗥𝗭 𝗡𝝝𝗧 𝗪𝗘𝗟(𝗟) 𝗖𝗨𝗠 / 𝗙𝝝𝝝𝗟𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝝠𝗥𝝝𝗨𝗡𝗗 / 𝗘𝗘𝗞 𝗣𝗘𝝝𝗣𝗟𝗘 / 𝗚𝗟𝗜𝗧𝗖𝗛 𝝝𝗥 𝗗𝗜𝗘 / 𝗚𝗟𝗜𝗧𝗖𝗛 & 𝗖𝗥𝗬 / 𝗚𝗟𝗜𝗧𝗖𝗛 𝗠𝗬 𝗟𝗜𝗙𝗘 / 𝗛𝗨𝗥𝗥𝝠𝗬 𝗜𝗧’𝗦 𝗙𝗥𝗜𝗗𝝠𝗬
@len0r Ne̵̯̞̎̈́̀͑̂̓̽̕͝w̵̡̦̲͓͉̟̼͍̑̉̀̓ Go̵̳̞̖̖̩̻̩̎̍̓́d̶̖̠̖̳̏̇̏̆͆̂̾̚ o̵̳̞̖̖̩̻̩̎̍̓́f̵̢̘̦̺̼͈́̒̈́̊͝ Fư̵̛̞̙̩͔̭̠̅̈́̊͆͝c̶̡̙̙̞̊̅̋́̒̔̈̑̑ķ̴̢̨̻̲͖͋͌̏͛̕ b̵̧̙̮̰̜̳̟͈̞̓̀͋̅̓̔ͅy̵̧̛̝͙̪̘͑͋͌͂̓͌̉ͅ Do̵̳̞̖̖̩̻̩̎̍̓́ṋ̷͆̽̍͊ Ye̵̯̞̎̈́̀͑̂̓̽̕͝l̵̡̬̹̙͕͍͙̜̂͌̾l̵̡̬̹̙͕͍͙̜̂͌̾o̵̳̞̖̖̩̻̩̎̍̓́w̵̡̦̲͓͉̟̼͍̑̉̀̓ @bigbonzo
#useless_treasurs#useless treasurs#x-heesy#my art#my gifs#artists on tumblr#4/2024#gif#glitch#glitches#fuckit#iphone art#pop art#neo pop art#punx#Punks aren’t dead#doomsday#Party#balloons#trash me if you can#weirdcore#fucking favorite#now playing#music and art#contemporaryart#choose wisely#idgaf#veto
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once my mom was like “i see busses with just one or two people on them and i wonder, are they even doing anything?” yes they are you literally just said you saw people on them
#like of course busses aren’t going to be as crowded on a weekday as they are at 7pm on a friday#but you can’t JUST run them at 7pm on a friday. the people on the bus at 10am on a wednesday need the bus the same amount as the people#who are on the bus when it’s crowded#you wouldn’t say the post office is useless because you only got one letter today would you#ryddles
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Time for more eternal gales isat au, this time featuring Sier as Isabeau, creating a sprite I can never use next to Aris’ because despite my best efforts it would make them look tall
#keese draws#eternal gales#oc#oc art#isat#in stars and time#this one didn’t take nearly as long as the aris one but I think I suffered for it more from the clothes alone#siffrin made me forget I suck at drawing clothes rip#this was also harder because of how much trickier it was to try and adapt siers design to feel fitting enough for my standards#they have a very stylized design compared to most of the others#I kind of took the lazy route out by keeping most of their original shapes in tact but it’s fine#sier in this au would serve the needed role of emotionally intelligent bestie who is also too scared to cross boundaries to do much#but despite this I do think they’d actually get the suspicion quest in this au#mostly because mase is a furry artist not a nerd and sier would be more likely to look at aris and go bro. are you in a fucking timeloop.#it also differs in that aris doesn’t yell at sier abt it instead looping before they can finish because she can’t handle hearing them be#right on the money about this thing that she thought she was handling perfectly#she doesn’t want to fail them she doesn’t want them to realize she’s failed them she doesn’t want to be a burden she doesn’t want them to#‘realize’ they’re better off without her#aris is Incredibly resistant to accepting help on most serious issues because shes convinced that it’s her responsibility to deal with it#by herself and that if she can’t then she’s a failure and worse than useless#I mean in canon eternal gales she literally loses her eye and arm because of that#in this au she just lost them how sif lost his eye but she still has. complexes abt all that.#but yeah sier also differs wildly from isa in many Many other ways as does the rest of the cast from their assigned characters#for sier they rly aren’t the jock of the group at all instead being more of the guy who keeps the mood lighthearted at all times lest they#die of stress because the others haven’t said anything in a whole 30 seconds#aka they’re the self assigned peacekeeper who doesn’t actually need to constantly keep the peace because no one’s fighting but they still#feel like they need to so they dance and dance and dance for their friends until they collapse from exhaustion#metaphorically ofc#this is why they’re both terrified to confront aris when she starts acting a bit fucked up but also why they still do sometimes anyways#they talk abt this a lil bit in their friend quest as they talk abt how they want to change but are scared to
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babbling about potential fragaria memories worldbuilding (of course, it is made up <3)
Essentially, the concept of a “castle” is a kingdom’s lifeblood and creates the entire kingdom in the first place. It originates from the “Lord” who creates the castle and shares both a physical and mental connection to the Lord.
(The castle creates the castle itself and is a literal and symbolic heart of the kingdom) (Potentially creates the walls that protect/surround the kingdom, and might have the power to erect entire buildings) (Technically, a castle can expand its borders but expending too much power might strain the lord who creates the castle(?)) (Can only create buildings within the boundary of the walls)
(I like the idea that SEEDs are naturally attracted to castles because of the high density of magic surrounding these areas(?)) But also because the existence of a lord is essential to the kingdoms since they’re highly exalted and revered, taking them down would mean taking down the whole kingdom.
If the lord is damaged in any way, the castle itself will be vulnerable to attacks depending on the severity.
Relying on the idea that magic doesn’t come naturally to faeries (or whatever the people in fragaria are), I describe it as more “communal” if that makes sense? Castles provide unlimited magic to all citizens for public and daily use. Everyone has access to magic but is limited if too many are using magic at the same time. Communal magic can only be used within the bounds of the kingdom.
Using communal magic in an attempt to harm the castle is possible, but barely damages the castle. I imagine foreign magic or attacks by SEEDs are the only ways of directly harming the castle without attacking the Lord themselves(?)
Maybe the idea of “communal magic” can only be used through special wands(?)
If a castle undergoes damage, it can heal but requires the concentration of the lord to perform the healing.
Alternatively, everyone can use magic but has a limited use of it per month. The wand thing still applies. (Perhaps you can buy extra chargers for magic, but maybe it is a bit costly(?)) (Technically you can probably hoard magic, but maybe a heavy tax is placed to prevent people from hoarding magic(?)) (<- I kinda forgot, but I remember the initial idea was that hoarding magic is bad since it is considered a precious source and it would be preferred if it can be used for more important and practical matters rather than being stored and saved up(?))
Technically “communal magic” comes from the lord but are still vulnerable to others using their power against them(?)
(i like the idea of castles being a physical and mental representation of the lord)
(something similar to brainless witch but less depressing) (…or would it be just as depressing?)
(creating a castle doesn’t require a constant maintenance of power, but for things like “communal magic,” it does)
(i like to think of castles as an extension of the lords)
Knights of Fragaria require a lot of power to form contracts and may deplete the kingdom’s defenses. They’re considered great assets for their loyalty and ability to act around as they please. Unlike normal faeries, they’ve been granted the ability to use magic as they please and more capable than the average faerie. It can be risky to have two knights of fragaria since it may endanger the defenses of the kingdom.
(Maybe Knights of Fragaria have an intrinsic connection to their lords and the castle themselves(?))
(I find it more instinctive rather than all-knowing(?))
A SEED that takes over a castle will absorb immense magic power for their own and may become unstoppable. Their abilities are heighten but are bound within the castle until it stops possession for whatever reason. A SEED possessing a castle may also strengthen SEEDs within the vicinity and birth new SEEDs. (Maybe they drain the castle themselves until it disappears for good(?))
“Purification” is the magical defeat against a SEED.
“Banishment” is the physical defeat against a SEED.
Music is something culturally significant in the world of Fragaria, especially during the SEEDs crisis. I might not explain this idea well, but imagine playing songs and trying to soothe a loved one while trying to remove the SEED from them? Even melancholic music being used to attract SEEDs.
Imagine singing being an important song to a loved one, hoping they turn back to normal? or maybe this is just me trying to make the fragaria memories music videos have lore significance aha
Maybe I haven’t seen a lot of others write about lore, but have you ever thought about the implications of forgetting someone because of a SEED?
Imagine looking at old photos, but suddenly recognizing someone you once knew as a stranger? Imagine having decorated rooms meant for someone, but not remembering who these rooms are for? Imagine finding old letters and notes you’ve lovingly written to others or have been written to, but not knowing the context or the people behind these letters.
Imagine someone sacrificing themselves under the brave act of protecting people from SEEDs but only to be forgotten.
What is the pain of wanting to desperately remember someone? Do you even want to remember anyway? Should we forget the people we can’t even remember? Maybe there are memorials or murals that honor these people, how would kingdoms honor those who are forgotten?
Maybe they don’t in the first place? Who knows?
But I’m more curious about the nature of SEEDs themselves? Are they a species that is controlled or are they animalistic and feed off a person’s negative energy for survival?
Do SEEDs have some level of intelligence? If they do, I imagine it isn’t too comparable to a human’s. I feel like it’s similar to the demons in Frieren in the Funeral(?)
In my opinion, I think SEEDs can discern if emotions are “negative” but are unable to truly understand the essence of negative emotions. They see it as a source of food. I mentioned melancholic music as bait for SEEDs, but I wonder about the idea of "manufactured negativity," if that makes sense? Imagine the sounds of crying children being used to attract SEEDs themselves. Imagine trying to purposefully invoke the saddest moments in life just to see if you can use that negative energy to attract a SEED?
I find it more meaningful that SEEDs have always existed as a consequence of the world. In Twisted Wonderland, using magic produces a pollution known as blot. But if Fragaria Memories was once a world that relied on magic but never thought of the consequences of producing its own blot?
So basically: "SEEDs are the consequence of using magic."
what if SEEDs is like the original sin if you get me...?
What was the world like before the arrival of the Strawberry King? Before the idea of lords and their kingdoms existed?
#fragaria memories#you don’t have to read the tags this is just me rambling to myself as i compare fragaria memories to other media…#in a good way i have a lot of things to love about fragaria memories especially tuxam#i love brainless witch the protagonist literally removes her brain in order to not feel sad anymore#but she also has to eat her brain i think but it regenerates(?)#these aren’t really big spoilers but i recommend reading it if you’re ready to read a depressing story#i think the fun thing about writing is trying to relate it to other stories and making up your own ideas#like a lot of this reminds me of blot in twisted wonderland or the rukh in magi the labyrinth of magic#i think its more fun to think how such ideas can be twisted and used#imagination is a purely beautiful thing isn’t it? i get to think about the useless and the useful#what a blast… i get to daydream in a lonely world and isn’t this fun?#but like how come no one has thought about kingdom hearts heartless/shadow parallels with SEEDs its right there#maybe someone has but im relying on what i see on social media like tumblr or twitter#imagine SEEDs swarming around a dead body like maggots to a corpse#ill see myself out
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Had another wild dream
There was a festival, the biggest one of the year. Where everyone comes together to celebrate. Everyone in this world has a hidden ability, like a talent but a bit more magical. This celebration shows off the most magical of them all, like the one who can take reindeer by just touching them, or the dude who can play any instrument without ever seeing said instrument before, etc etc. some are simple powers like reading fast, or able to draw anything, or even just a very good worker, but apparently I don’t have an ability and am seen as worthless. Anyway, There are many people who are invited to this festival, but in this world there are monsters, who trap and kill people in many different ways. This is important for later. Each person invited to the festival, if they are related to one of the performers, must help out in some way shape or form. Last year I tried and failed to help, by being the end flag for the army race, where the soldiers who are invited, race to see who is the fastest. I was told to hold the flag and change it when 10, 20, 30, minutes have passed, while also stopping the clock when the winner passes me. However they never told me that last part and I got in trouble. So this year they want me to just hold a plate of mashed potatoes and hand it out.
So while we are waiting for things to start we need to find our seats. Me and my siblings are sat somewhere up higher, however there are only three seats. So I’m told to just “sit near them” on the ground, but don’t literally sit on the ground cause it’ll make the place look bad. After I join the walk with my mashed potatoes, about half way through I’m out and tell the Sargent and he says “we’ll go get more from up front” which btw this walk is like walking around a mega church building. So yeah, I get pissed and walk back with everyone looking at me. I get back and decide fuck it I’m going to just sit and not do anything. So I climb in the seats where my siblings are, get yelled at by a dude who I have to pass by when getting to these seats cause “you should know better than to walk on my seat” bro it’s literally the only way to the other seats, if you know another path please show me. He just grumbles and says that I should know of another path. I ignore him and get to the seats and stand nearby cause my sibs are sitting there. The show starts then and that’s my siblings cue to leave their seats so they can be carried away to perform. So I’m left in the middle of the path that also acts as the stage and I just quickly get over to the side cause wtf else do I do. Only to get reprimanded by my aunt and mother that “I should be in my seat and not basically on the stage” I just glare at them and say “well maybe somebody should make sure there are ENOUGH seats for us then” only for them to say that there were and that I’m being unhelpful and just want to complain. I finally snap and just walk along the path/stage, backwards. I’m heading to my car and just running away cause I can’t deal with these shits.
Anyway, Remember the monsters? Once outside I see a few roaming around, they are different sizes and different creatures. I don’t care and just keep walking. Apparently last year I ran into one, it grabbed me and I thought that was it, but it just rubbed my head and cooed before putting me down, chasing another person, and then eating them. So I didn’t care cause I felt pretty safe around them, which is saying something when the step on a car and it explodes.
I’m making my way to my car when I hear that apparently my family is looking for me already. I’m like “shit” so start running across the town/city to get to my car. But once again the town is being swarmed by monsters. I get to an area where this grass tentacle monster thing is sitting, and there’s a group of others trying to figure out how to pass it with getting caught. I tell them just don’t get hit by the end of the grass thorn tentacle thing, cause that’s what’ll grab you, as I start causally climbing over the already grown tentacles. A few tentacles have fallen apart and I grab a few and say “check this out” before chucking them into a body of water. The tentacle then grow and form another monster, the exact same kind of monster that we just passed. I rub it’s little head and say it’s a good boy and needs to stay there until it’s big enough to leave the pond. The group is horrified that I just made more monsters and most run away from me in fear.
The more brave parts of the group quickly joins me and hopes I can get them to safety and I mention that the house next to the library has a spell on it that repels all monsters, and that I’ll be walking in that direction anyway so they can join me. Anyway we continue walking through the snow and crowds of people who are scurrying off to do whatever when another monster appears. This one is a classic giant who is seen chasing someone, he sees me and for a brief second considers going for me before returning to his original target. I don’t get to see if he successfully catches them or not.
Eventually we get to the house and I drop them off before going to the library cause it’s a bit closer to my destination. I get yoinked in by someone who is panicking cause there’s a monster running the library. I look over and it’s this little sand vampire lady monster. I recognize her cause a few years back she successfully trapped me in her sandpit. She started sucking out my youth before stopping and realizing that I wasn’t getting older, but she was still getting younger. She is confused and asks what’s going on and I just shrug and say that I have no idea but if she want she can keep trying until she feels she is at the youthful age she wants. She does and I still don’t age, I then tell her if she acts human and doesn’t attack anyone else, that I’ll help her maintain her youth…at least until I die. She agrees and starts to work in the library. She looks human but if you look closely you see her skin is actually sand. Anyway the person is freaking out and I just say hi to the librarian and ask how it’s going. She said fine and that she needs a little pick me up, so I allow her. Much to the horror of the other person.
We chat for a bit before another smaller monster runs in and grabs me and the shocked person shouting that another giant monster needs a sacrifice. He is this fur covered monster with horns and he rushes out, despite the librarian’s shouts. Then we see the a new monster, this giant tall skinny monster, their skin swirling with different darker colors (like dark blue, deep violet, black, and a hint of dark green too)
That’s when the monster carrying us puts us down and is about to shout at this bigger monster that he brought a sacrifice but freezes for two reasons, 1: monsters are not against attacking smaller monsters and mr fluff here was hoping to get on this big dudes good side but just witnessed the big guy rip another monster apart, and 2: he looks at me and says that I shouldn’t be there and that he messed up by bringing me. I’m still confused before it clicks in my brain. I’m not useless, I do have an ability and a very rare one at that. I have a monster ability, it’s why I don’t get attacked, it’s why I can walk by them, it’s why they hesitate and change their mind, it’s why their attacks don’t affect me and why I know so much about them despite not seeing some of these monsters. I stare at the monster who was holding me cause we both realized what I am, just then the giant dark creature is looking at us with bright violet eyes. I’m not scared and walk forward placing my hand in the middle of his face… I then wake up.
#dream I had#one time i dreamt#dreams#wild dream#I mean i felt so useless at the beginning and everyone told me so#but the second the monsters got involved it was like I was important#they respected me and didn’t treat me as nothing despite the fact that they literally did that to everyone else#and that everyone else did that to me#at first I thought that because everyone saw me as useless or not worthy that the monsters thought the same thing#but then I thought that maybe they were seen as terrible and when they see me they see a kinship of some kind#but then I realized it was just my ability to be able to hang out with monsters without them killing me#which is very nice#also most of the monsters were huge monsters and it was kinda awesome to see#there were a few I forgot to mention in the post#like the more fleshy monster that picked the lock with its gross hands when we got to another building#or the giant version of the furry monster who looked through the open door at us when I entered the library#overall pretty cool dream that I thought would be just a depressing dream where I’m ridiculed but my dream said SIKE you important#weird lesson in there: you aren’t useless even if everyone says you are cause they don’t know what you’re capable of
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A tip for time travels as doritos and sour patch kids would not kill a medieval peasant. Visit your local Charles E. Cheese, touching your face as much as possible. Once adequately ill, sneeze into the chip/candy bag before handing it to the commoner. Obviously not infornt of em, unless you want as many teeth as them.
#yeah#virus#bacteria#germs#doritos#why is Chunky cheeses so damn gross#chuck e cheese#like bro youre 8 you aren’t you covering your mouth#jamal i dont give a crap cover your mouth#useless thoughts#useless tips#what?#medeival#peasant#sour patch kids#candy#chips#chrips if youre british
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#I’m useless and awful#I don’t know why I can’t help or comfort people#And if I can’t do that then nobody will love me#I need to be useful! I need people to have a reason to keep me around!#And if they don’t have a reason#Then they’ll get rid of me.#I don’t want anyone to leave me-#I don’t want to get yelled at by my parents either#I can’t help it that I don’t know how to talk to people#Or comfort them#I just don’t know how to fix it#Im defective aren’t I?#I deserve to get left and yelled at.#Useless idiot.#You’re going to die alone#And you’ll end up just another grave#“Gone too soon”#Another youth who was their own downfall.#They’ll forget you#alive or dead.#It doesn’t matter.#You deserve this.
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crazy how fast grad school went from “i suck at my job but i’m ok at my classes” to “i’m ok at my job but i suck at my classes”
#fuck this shit i just wanna get back into research#and i mean im still sort of useless at teaching but like. in ways that aren’t my fault. not my fault the answer keys are so fuckin vague#at least vague answer keys mean i can give my students more points#which is a win for them bc higher grades and a win for me bc i do not get paid enough to spend time nitpicking#but like. i am lowkey failing my classes lmao#i just need a B or higher in one of them and to pass one more and if I have to I can still drop one#which i think i will probably do bc trying to find an advisor takes way too much time and they’re also wasting our time with the#stupid teaching class that would have been helpful as a second week of orientation but at this point is literally just taking our time and#energy away from. yknow. actually fucking teaching#anyway#i am going to send my goddamn emails this morning#it’s 5:30 if i don’t have all four of my emails sent by 7:30 you all have permission to publicly shame me on tumblr dot com#screams into the void#update: i sent my emails (all 5 of them) now its time to go back to hiding in bed
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when gerard way said “when i grow up i want to be nothing at all” i felt those words in my gdamn soul bro
#cried alone in my car parked in my driveway for like 17 minutes#i feel so hopeless and useless and stupid so so so stupid i’ll never be smart enough like the other nurses#i can’t fucking think im too slow i don’t know anything#it’s the emergency room and god for fucking bid i have an emergent patient i don’t know wtf to do ever#i don’t know how to initiate protocols or contact interdisciplinary or put in complex orders i don’t know anything i’m so useless#everyone thinks i’m stupid i’ve been on orientation for like 2 months know and i’m still the same useless stupid novice airhead new grad#i just get so frazzled i feel like everyone expects so much out of me and i have to be perfect to meet their standards#but im stupid im subpar im not good enough like them like#ever if they’ve been nurses for years and i’ve only been working as one for legit 2 months it’s just i still don’t know how to do anything#it’s like i can’t think i don’t do things how they want me to do them and then i look stupid im the attending doctor thinks i’m so dumb but#she wouldn’t even hear me out like i know you want both fluids running i know it’s important but he only has.1 IV and they aren’t compatible#we’re trying to start a second IV and he had difficult veins like why are you trying to tell me i’m stupid i know why you ordered it thatway#it’s like nobody gets my dumbass brain but that’s not their fault bc they can think clearly and convey their thoughts to people without#sounding like a fucking dumbass i have no critical thinking skills im just useless i hate this so much i don’t want to be here it sucks#i never wanted to be a nurse i never wanted to be anything i was 12 years old hoping i’d be dead by 18#and now i’m 23 and i’m still fucking here but it’s clear i shouldn’t be i don’t fit in im not fit for society#i should be euthanized like an unwanted dog that’s been at the shelter for too long that’s exactly what i am#20min later still crying can’t stop being a fucking crybaby pitypartying myself i’m the worst oh my god grow the fuck up already#why is everything so difficult for me why can’t i just fit in literally everyone knows i don’t belong#i’m the dumbest most useless new grad orientee and EVERYONE knows it even management it’s so embarrassing#i’m so embarrassed to be alive and take up space that could be filled by someone so much better smarter prepared someone meant to be there#i don’t want this i don’t want any of this i never wanted to grow up im just a kid in my head i’m so pathetic#i wish i was smart and good at something i wish people looked at me and thought o wow i respect her bc she’s also a good nurse#nobody likes me i’m such a burden to everyone the doctors my preceptors other nurses who deserve to be there#i’m leaking snot everywhere today wasn’t even that bad but i think it’s all just hitting me now how helpless i am#i’m so tired of myself and waking up and making a fool of myself every shift fucking stupid loser i hate myself i try so hard and it’s not#it’s not enough it’s never enough im not enough im an imposter i’ll never be as good as the other nurses even tho i’m really really trying#i seriously don’t want to do this anymore i don’t want to be here i can’t do it everyone knows i’m not cut out for this they all talk shit#ramblings
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High maintenance women. Alpha men. Girlweep rot coquette girls. Incel guys. Everyone is so trite and boring, it’s getting really hard to handle. Like you can’t be serious.
#I have this blog whos been in my recs for centuries and they reblogged a video of some highly filtered woman with a STRONG American accent#talking about high maintenance#and just. please. you’re older than 24 aren’t you TIRED of catering to useless internet labels?!
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I've got a random question!! how do you think our fave tako texts? perfect punctuation perfect grammar capitalizes every letter? yes or no to emojis? abbreviations? does he pick up on slang? does he text more casually with the tweels because they're close? I'm dying to know tbh!!
I feel like with the other Housewardens and students he’s stiffer, more polite, and grammatically and punctually correct. He has an image to uphold, after all, and naturally this extends to texting. He can’t look foolish through messages, so he’ll be sure his texts are thought out before he sends them. Plus, since he’s attending NRC on the surface he’s had to learn about how to text properly and not look silly while doing so just so no one will poke fun. Phones and other technologies can’t exist in the sea, so texting is a completely new world for him and the twins.
It’s a different story for Jade and Floyd. I like to think there are times when he uses perfect grammar and punctuation, usually when informing them of important matters (i.e. the lounge is understaffed and he needs them to pick up a shift or he sends a list of ingredients he needs them to procure for a new potion he’s brewing; sometimes these messages are terse because they’re demands, not suggestions). Azul and the twins probably have their own lingo for certain things so it won’t look suspicious if anyone stumbles across their messages. He won’t text Jade or Floyd to beat the life out of someone. He has class! He’ll tell them that they need to pay a dear friend a visit to collect some payment they owe. If he’s in a hurry, he’ll just order Floyd to have his fun squeezing their dear friend.
But I also think that when he’s particularly excited or panicked he’ll send multiple messages at once without much thought. He’s the type who adjusts to the other person’s texting style, so if he’s messaging Idia he might throw in some slang or abbreviations just to keep a common connection.
The trio definitely have a group chat and they share so much gossip amongst each other about the other students. It’s so fun. The twins also like to tease Azul plenty of times in the group chat by sending emoticons he might not immediately understand the meaning of (and images of human creations they think are interesting but would definitely make Azul cringe (i.e. all things octopus (plushies, erotic toys, decor, etc etc)). They like the ocean emoji set the most because they’re sea creatures. Floyd likes to send the most random emoji combinations (as well as the ones for sexual jokes like the eggplant).
They also have a group text with you and the twins make it their mission to clown on Azul whenever he’s (attempting to) flirt with you. :)
Floyd and Azul over text are like Soraru and Mafumafu on twt. Azul blocks his contact whenever he’s irritated or when Floyd’s being annoying, much like how Soraru would block Mafu whenever he tweeted goofy stuff at him. OTL you’d think Jade would play peacekeeper, but he loves to watch the both of them bicker because it’s just so entertaining.
#twisted chit chat#floyd: you aren’t acting very babygirl rn azul#azul: where in all of the coral sea did you learn that word??? who taught you that??? stop calling me that#also!!! the twins thirst over darling in the group text and azul has to suffer through every message#because he has class!!!! so he won’t give into useless thirsting!!! absolutely not!!#catch azul up late on a weekend giggling and twirling his hair when he writes about how his fingers brushed yours during work#the twins are both like: your life must be so cold because you’ve never felt the touch of another 😟#they bully him (affectionately) <3
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