#yes this is inspired by a carly rae jepsen song

[rainbowsuitcase]

Namjoon X Yoongi - Roadtrip

When Namjoon's long term boyfriend breaks up with him, he says, “I don’t know who I am with you anymore.”

Namjoon reacts by yelling, “Go find yourself or whatever then!” He’s devastated - he thought this relationship was his forever, he was picking out a ring for god’s sake! Not knowing what to do with himself now, he decides to take his own advice and goes on a road trip.

He goes alone because all his friends are also his ex's friends and he doesn’t need that right now. But apparently the universe does not want him to be alone, because just outside the city, he picks up a hitchhiker.

Yoongi is freshly disowned by his parents for "making life choices they don’t agree with" and he, just like Namjoon, has close to no idea what to do next. So when Namjoon asks, "Where to?" Yoongi grins and asks back,

"Where are you going?" 

Namjoon shrugs. "Wherever this road leads." 

Yoongi laughs. "sounds like a plan!"

The plan is that Yoongi will stay in the next town they find, but they get to talking on the way, find out each others' reasons for being here and that they have a very similar taste in music and so when they do find a town, Yoongi just... doesn’t leave.

They walk around together and Namjoon doesn’t know if they’re thinking the same things and he knows it’s a bad idea but yoongi is interesting and having some company would actually be nice, so in the evening, after dinner, when they’re standing by the car and yoongi is shuffling his feet, knowing he should leave but not wanting to, that’s when Namjoon asks.

"Come with me," he says, "if- if you want to."

Yoongi looks up at him and smiles. "I'd be happy to."

This is them checking into a hotel - Yoongi suggests they pretend to be on their honeymoon to get discounts and advantages and they laugh their asses off about it while falling in love.

Ko-fi

[violetsandfluff]

Welcome to the Concept Café!

If you’re a writer or reader looking for inspiration, look no further.

Rules: Order a fic from the writer who reblogged this. Include who you want the fic to be written about and any of the following elements.

Dishes ~ Style

🥣 Bowl • Fluff

🍽️ Plate • Angst

🥡 Takeout • Smut (I’m not writing smut anymore but other writers might!)

Meals ~ Relationship Status

🥗 Salad • Married

🥪 Sandwich • Engaged

🌭 Hotdog • Dating

🍕Pizza • Just friends

🫕 Soup • Strangers

Drinks ~ Settings & Scenarios

🫙 Water • Boring afternoons together

🥛 Milk • Meeting their parents

☕️ Coffee • Morning kisses

🍵 Tea • Sick day

🧋Boba tea • Concert/music festival

🧃 Juice box • Coming out

🥤 Pop • Long-distance

🍸 Martini • Road trip/vacation

🥂 Champagne • Date night/anniversary

Snacks ~ Song Lyric Prompts

🍓 Strawberries • “Look at the stars // look how they shine for you // and everything you do” (Yellow, Coldplay)

🍌 Banana • “And I know that we can be so amazing // And baby your love is gonna change me // And now I can se every possibility” (Just Haven’t Met You Yet, Michael Buble)

🍇 Grapes • (All I got is one shot, one try // one go around in this beautiful life��) (Keep Me In The Moment, Jeremy Camp)

🍅 Tomatoes • “Cuz if I want you, and I want you, babe // Ain’t going backwards, won’t ask for space…” (Close, Nick Jonas)

🍊 Orange • “In the dark we’re barely holding on // then you rest your head upon my chest // and you feel like there ain’t nothing left…” (Flicker, Niall Horan)

🥕 Carrots • “If we ever broke up I’d call your dad // tell him all the shittiest of things you said…” (If We Ever Broke Up, Mae Stephens)

🫐 Blueberries • “Can I have your daughter for the rest of my life // say yes, say yes…” (Rude, Magic!)

🍉 Watermelon • “You don’t have to say you love me // you don’t have to say nothing…” (Adore You, Harry Styles)

🍐 Pear • “That seatbelt’s on your chest, hearing your heart, holding you down…” (Coffee, Tori Kelly)

🫑 Bell pepper • “

🫛 Pea pods • “Is it too late now to tell you that everything means nothing if I can’t have you…” (If I Can’t Have You, Shawn Mendes)

🫘 Beans • “If this is what it's like falling in love // then I don't ever wanna grow up…” (Kid in Love, Shawn Mendes)

🥜 Peanuts • “I’ll buy you anything // I’ll buy you any ring…” (Baby, Justin Bieber)

🍚 Rice • “But I knew you // trying to change the ending…” (Cardigan,Taylor Swift)

🧀 Cheese • “Here’s my number // so call me maybe…” (Call Me Maybe, Carly Rae Jepsen)

🍟 Fries • “Stop the clocks, it’s amazing // you should see the way the light dances off your head…” (Afterglow, Ed Sheeran)

🍳 Egg • “I know times are getting hard // but just believe me, girl // someday I’ll pay the bills with this guitar // we’ll have it good…” (Hey There Delilah // The Plain White T’s)

🥓 Bacon • Oh, I could have that voice playing on repeat for a week // and in this packed out room swear she was singing to me…” (Galway Girl, Ed Sheeran)

🍤 Shrimp • “There’s things I wanna say to you // but I’ll just let you live…” (Cinnamon Girl, Lana Del Rey)

🍣 Sushi • “I don’t want you to get lost // I don’t want you to go broke…” (Music For A Sushi Restaurant, Harry Styles)

🍥 Narutomaki • “Take me into your loving arms // kiss me under the light of a thousand stars…” (Thinking Out Loud, Ed Sheeran)

🥐 Croissant • “Touch my neck and I’ll touch yours // You in those little high-waisted shorts…” (Sweater Weather, The Neighborhood)

🥨 Pretzel • “When I first saw you from across the room // I could tell that you were curious…” (Perfect, One Direction)

🥯 Bagel • “Call me, baby, if you need a friend // I just wanna give you love…” (One Call Away, Charlie Puth)

🍬 Candy • “And when you smile // the whole world stops and stares for a while…” (Just The Way You Are, Bruno Mars)

🍭 Lollipop • “I met you in the dark // you lit me up…” (Say You Won’t Let Go, James Arthur)

🍫 Chocolate • “Strawberry ice cream // one spoon for two…” (Deja Vu, Olivia Rodrigo)

Sweets ~ Extra elements

🍰 Cake • Playful flirting

🍩 Donut • Kissing envelopes/love letters

🥧 Pie • Baking together

🍮 Custard • Sharing clothes

🥠 Fortune cookie • Sharing earbuds

🍪 Cookie • Sharing the last cookie

🥮 Mooncake • Holding hands in public

🍡Thing • Playing with each other’s hair

🍦Ice cream cone • Singing to lover

🍨 Ice cream dish • Feeling clingy

[barbieb0y]

summer love, wild and free.

day 2 of scrunkly week baby !!! still kinda late but im trying my best.

for day 2, the theme is summer! gotta love summer. i went with both the prompts sandy shores and crashing waves + road trip of our lives!! the two go so well together, i cant help it

still my self-insert oc, paper cut x joe reverse 1999 ... it's romantic this time bc i am cringe but i am free. also yes this is longer. not sorry

also title inspired by this crj song! a lot of her fluffier songs remind me of my this selfship tbh ... listen to it while reading for a better experience? maybe? anyway

An arm raises to shield the sun. No matter how strong the individual, the sun will always prove to be quite the formidable foe. And for Paper Cut, the blistering heat is more than enough reason to stay indoors.

“Joe, I love you, but asking me to go out in this weather is no different to asking me to willingly jump into a volcano.”

He complains, yet his feet find their way outdoors, towards their agreed meeting spot. He says hi to any familiar faces on the street - either they were his patients or are Joe’s friends (or both even). Paper Cut has lamented the fact that his networking skills could use some work and he wishes he hadn’t; because it was sort of the reason why he’s stuck in this predicament.

Joe proposed to him that the summer is a perfect time to make new friends and that he’ll make some arrangements to help his lover out. Paper Cut, ever the people-pleaser that he was, couldn’t say no to him or his wide smile at the time. Pretty privilege is a curse, he realized.

All that thinking makes the trip to their meeting spot feel short at least.

“Babe! So. Guess what?”

Joe exclaims the moment Paper Cut enters the scene, which is Joe leaning on the hood of some car. Paper Cut squints. If he has to be honest, he is not in the mood for guessing games. But he’ll spare some of his annoyance to answer a simple question… with another question, since Joe definitely couldn’t hide that car in any way.

“Whose car did you steal?”

Joe is quick to defend himself, most likely a habit sprung from his gangster living. Paper Cut doesn’t actually mind his lifestyle (he finds it quite attractive at times even) but it doesn’t prevent Joe from wanting to prove himself a good guy any less. 

He jokes but the heat gets to him so he sounds somewhat stoic. In that moment, he wishes the sun could just melt him down into a puddle of guilt.

“Hey hey hey, I rented it, alright? And for the whole weekend too.”

But more importantly.

“T-The whole weekend?”

He isn’t super shocked that Joe can afford it - he has his sources of income - but rather, the fact that this arrangement of his is gonna span the whole weekend. He’s already preparing to say goodbye to his free time.

As much as he enjoys spending time with Joe, Paper Cut is an introvert first and foremost. Time to himself is as precious, if not more, than gold. But Joe… oh God, he loves him too much to say no to this.

Calm down, Paper Cut. It’s just a weekend out. It’s harmless. On the contrary, more sunlight is good for your health! You’re a “doctor”, you have to set a good example for your patients.

“Fuck yeah! Just the two of us, on a road trip of our lives…”

Did he say just the two of us?

Paper Cut finally perks up for the first time that day. Maybe there is hope for this socially awkward little doctor.

“Well, at first I did want to set us up with some friends of mine from Sunset District but then I thought… we haven’t really gone anywhere far, just the two of us yet.”

Paper Cut can tell Joe is trying his best to not point out that the former thinks that the lesser the company, the better… but he appreciates his effort. Even if Joe is basically enabling his boyfriend to stay in his comfort zone.

Well, this whole trip is supposed to be a comforting thing, right? Paper Cut tries to justify the situation to himself.

“I like how you had to add ‘far’ in your little excuse.”

Paper Cut can’t help but tease his adorable boyfriend. Especially since he often reacts as he does at the moment: small smile and the corner of his eyes crinkled, with a touch of deep brown on his cheeks. He scratches the back of his head bashfully.

“Okay, yeah, we go on bike dates around here all the time but this! Is a whole-ass car!”

He proudly slaps the hood of the car but not without stealing a quick glance at it, in case he accidentally damages it somehow (he did not, thankfully). Paper Cut chuckles when he can’t find it in him to argue with the proclamation. It is, indeed, a whole-ass car. It’s more convenient for a road trip to wherever the hell Joe is planning on taking him.

Seriously, how can he say no to this?

“I just have one question.”

“I’m not worried about that. I’m existing without an ID so I have no place to judge you for that.”

If there’s anything Paper Cut loves more than Joe, it’s questions. The latter has always loved his curious nature but this time around, he comes prepared.

“Yes, I know how to drive, no, I don’t have a license.”

Or so Joe thought.

“Fair point.”

Joe pouts to himself. Paper Cut has his unpredictable moments it seems.

Paper Cut adjusts his glasses.

“Why didn’t you just buy a car? Don’t you have the money for it?”

A look of clarity crosses Joe’s features. There’s a reason why Paper Cut is the brains of this two-man operation called a romantic relationship.

“...I didn’t think of that.”

Paper Cut can’t help but reach up to kiss his idiot boyfriend.

“Ocean Beach is such a stupid name for a beach. Like yeah, duh, I sure hope it does.”

For an introvert, Paper Cut quite easily starts the 10th conversation in the last two hours alone. The heat is still getting to him and he can’t bring himself to willingly fall asleep. Not to mention that he can’t stop singing along to the songs on the radio anyway.

“Couldn’t they have named it something pretty like, oh I don’t know, Sunset Beach? Sunset District is right there.”

Paper Cut leans back in his seat and sighs dramatically, cursing the fates that gave naming authority to people as creative as a food stain. Joe only offers a small laugh at this reaction.

“Of course you’d complain about beach names, Mr. Writer.”

He simply says, eyes laser-focused on the road to Paper Cut’s relief. The latter blabbers on, appointing himself as the main contributor of entertainment, radio be damned.

“But you agree, right?”

Asking Joe questions which answers he doesn’t even care for proves time and time again to be an effective way of providing such entertainment.

“Yeah. They should’ve named it after me. Joe Beach.”

Paper Cut pretends to gag.

“Full offense but that’s worse.”

The car is filled with boisterous laughter once more that day and the couple have a feeling that it would be far from the last time it would ensue again.

“Okay, I’ll take back half of what I said. This place is beautiful.”

Water laps at Paper Cut’s ankles. It calms his earlier nerves, from the rush to check in to the hotel Joe somehow booked in advance (Joe’s attempts at romance are one thing that Paper Cuts are not too curious about; he’d rather wallow in their mysterious nature). The view subdues his disappointment of not being able to catch the sunset. The stars carry a mystical aura of their own. Paper Cut knew this in theory, as he is a writer, but the real deal will always be indescribable, nor can it be replicated by visual artists.

“Only half?”

Joe bursts Paper Cut’s bubble of thought but he does not take offense. Paper Cut scoffs as his lover finally stands beside him.

“The place is pretty but that doesn’t make the name itself pretty too.”

Joe lets loose a laugh that’s free of any worries. A truly unbridled expression of joy, and Paper Cut finds himself completely enamored. A fond gaze turns towards Joe. Paper Cut feels his heart fill up with so much love. He feels as if he could burst, not unlike the stars above when they eventually transform into supernovas.

“You’re prettier.”

Paper Cut has to admit, he has no urge to roll his eyes at such a corny line. He doesn’t fight the blood rushing to his cheeks either.

“Shut it, will you?”

Paper Cut’s argument grows weak with the loving look that Joe gives him. No amused giggles, no profound sarcasm, only affection. In a way, Paper Cut’s wish is granted. All is silent and still, save for the tiny waves caressing their feet.

Even as they walk back to their car for the weekend, they say nothing. There simply is nothing to be said. When you’re under a blanket of stars, they do the talking for you. But gifts? Gifts are self-made efforts still.

And Joe knows what kind of gift to end the Saturday night with.

[freetowns0unds]

Freetown, Sierra Leone is the sound of people speaking Krio on the streetside, the sound of “Aw di bodi,” “Tel God tenki,” and “Ameen,” flowing into the hot, humid air. Freetown is the sound of kids running around in their uniforms, or the ones selling the fresh fruits on the top of their heads. The sound of mothers rocking their babies, wrapped in cloth across their breasts, to sleep. The sound of cars honking because there is only one stoplight in the entire city. The sound of the large pot outside boiling Aunty’s okra soup. Freetown is also the sound of my grandma telling me “Osh ya,” when I fell off my bike outside our townhouse in Southern California at the age of six. The sound of Arabic as my parents do Isha'a prayer in the other room. It’s also the sound of my dad playing “Desolation Road” by Bob Dylan on his laptop for me to hear. The sound of my mother on the phone with her sister as the Real Housewives of Atlanta plays on our living room TV. For my parents, Freetown is the sound of love and loss, memories and war, family and freedom.

In Devonte Hynes’s, more frequently known as Blood Orange, album Freetown Sound (2016), critics attempted to figure out what made his album encapsulate the sound of a city on the Atlantic coast of West Africa. For it’s not just any city. My dad used to tell me stories when I was younger about the significance of Freetown. It’s the capital of Sierra Leone, yes, but it is also a major port city that played a crucial role during the transatlantic slave trade. He would recount that the “free” represented the formally enslaved and liberated Black people who settled there during the 18th century. When Blood Orange’s album dropped, Western music publications did not care for the sounds of the city as they were drawn more to the idea of West African grooves. Publications, like Pitchfork, focused on his incorporation of Sierra Leonean Krio (Pitchfork only refers to it as “a particular African dialect”), gravitated to the moments of funk, and were troubled by the ones that lacked drums and bass.

I was personally troubled by how Pitchfork refers to his album as a “deconstruction” of West African style. Specifically, it was said by interviewer Marcus J. Moore who is, without doubt, cultivated and acclaimed in his work on Black contemporary music in the US. Still, I wasn’t quite sure what Moore meant until he asked immediately after why Blood Orange chose to deconstruct the alleged West African element, wondering if the removal of drums and bass was deliberate. According to Mark Abel’s  Groove: An Aesthetic of Measured Time, it is a common argument that “‘groove,’ has its origins in West African music, in particular, in the drumming which is a central element of the music of that part of the world” (Abel 61). The assumption that “groove” is a defining element of West African sound is one that music critic and academic Marcus J. Moore carries, but one that Mark Abel rejects in his chapter “Is Groove African?”. 

We must ask ourselves if Blood Orange’s lack of groove is a deconstruction of West African sound, a displacement from the Freetown sound, or rather, pointing us to another way of understanding West African musical elements. With 80s-inspired pop-synth songs such as “Better Than Me” featuring Carly Rae Jepsen (you know, the Canadian pop star who sang “Call Me Maybe”) and “Best to You” featuring Empress Of, we get a feminine layered voice that underlines ballads of jealousy and heartbreak. Where can we locate the “Africaness” to the album from pop songs like these without identifying groove? 

To answer those questions, let’s turn to the music video for “Better Than Me.” It was hard for me to grasp (truthfully, it’s still hard for me to point or lock down) the tempo and rhythm of the song. Listening to the song from a traditional, Western understanding of time, the timing feels off–clapping your hands or moving your head in a consistent, equal repeating manner proves impossible. The melody and rhythm flees, but then pause and come back to us. The music video visualizes the unevenness of the song through choreography and motion. Mark Abel writes “Temporal regularity can be explained by the needs of the dancers or by the evenness of physical activities such as walking” (88). Abel further explains how African music exists outside a Western time measurement system, and we can see this arise in Blood Orange’s song as well as the album as a whole.

Blood Orange and the ensemble dancers perform a modern dance routine as the song “Better Than Me” plays through the music video. Modern dance is characterized as a style of dance that rebels against formality, engages with improvisational techniques, and disconnects movement from time to free up space and possibility (Cunningham). There are even points in the video where the natural movements of the dancers slowed down through editing, negotiating a different temporal relation to the music. 

The song is an example of how Blood Orange is not necessarily deconstructing West African elements through a play with time and space or a lack of percussion in favor of pop synths. Rather, he places his music outside of Western standards and measures of music. For critics, it is a deconstruction because the album embodies a dismissal of structure. The sounds of Freetown, the sounds of West Africa, lie in the album's ability to reimagine a new kind of temporality. Freetown Sound is a rupture and collage. Freetown is the sound of breaking and imagining. Freetown is the sound of a hazy dream you can’t quite recall or see. The sound of hope buried within the darkness.

[weather-mood]

Just talk to me about is this too much talk to me directors cut about whatever you choose. Talk to me. TALK TO ME BRIIIII.

Let me talk about 'Too Much' by one of the queens of pop Carly Rae Jepsen!!!! Because the ITTM fic was initially inspired by two things! This text post about 'what if Louis had said no' and the song 'Too Much'.

'Is this too much?' Obvious lyric for obvious reasons:

Everything in the church being too overwhelming, being too much to say yes at the moment but not being too much for Louis to completely walk away. 

Lestat worrying that he’s too monstrous, that he’s too much for someone to love him and stay with him. 

Louis’s concerns about wanting too much, wanting and desiring in ways and intensities that he’s worried will hurt the people around him or damn him in some way.

But other! important! lyrics!

'Am I bad for you?' (Louis worrying about maintaining a relationship with Grace)

'Cause I live for the fire, and the rain, and the drama too, boy' (Lestat)

'And it feels like you never say what you want' (BIG 'Ask Me (Again)' chapter inspo)'

'When I feel it, then I feel it too much' (everybody! everyone has a lot of feelings)

'When I'm thinking, then I'm thinking too much' (Louis, baby)

'I'll do anything to get to the rush' (Chapter 9 title)

'And did you know that I'm wild for your skin' (... chapter 9)

'Cause if I love you, then I love you too much' (Loustat vibes tbh)

[indulgentia]

So I had nothing to do in my cage I stumbled upon a Ruth Paul’s Drag//Race Simulator and I couldn’t resist to make my muses go through it. Yes, they all would DEFINITELY compete, I don’t make the rules. Brace yourselves because it’s quite a RIDE.

𝟏𝐒𝐓  𝐄𝐏𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐃𝐄：LIP-SYNC SMACKDOWN! The queens will lip-sync in duos and split according to who wins and who loses! The losers will be fake eliminated and placed in the Porkchop Lounge. The highlights were:

Xue Yang and Moran will lipsync… The lip-sync song is… I Don't Care by Icona Pop! Moran, shantay you stay! Xue Yang, you're getting the porkchop…

Kanda Yu and Kuai Liang will lipsync. The lip-sync song is... Vroom Vroom by Charlie XCX! Kuai Liang, shantay you stay! Kanda Yu, you're getting the porkchop...

Wyrm, Runyu and Gwi will lipsync...The lip-sync song is... Triste com T by Pabllo Vittar! Wyrm, shantay you stay! Runyu and Gwi, you're getting the porkchop...

𝟐𝐃𝐍  𝐄𝐏𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐃𝐄：RUMIX! Make a verse and a coreography for one of RuPaul's singles!!

Kuai Liang, Nyx, condragulations, you're the Top 2 of the week! 

Nobody is going home tonight! The Top 2 will now lip-sync... for the win! The lip-sync song is... Burning Up by Madonna! 

Nyx, you're a winner baby!

𝟑𝐑𝐃  𝐄𝐏𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐃𝐄：RUMIX! Make a verse and a coreography for one of RuPaul's singles!!

Zack, Moran, condragulations, you're the Top 2 of the week! 

Nobody is going home tonight! The Top 2 will now lip-sync… for the win! The lip-sync song is… Till the World Ends by Britney Spears! 

Zack, you're a winner baby!

𝟒𝐓𝐇  𝐄𝐏𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐃𝐄：DESIGN! The queens will do outfits with trash.

Wyrm, condragulations, you're the winner of today's challenge! 

Kanda Yu, Giyu, I'm sorry my dears but you are up for elimination. The lip-sync song is... Valerie by Amy Winehouse!  

Condragulations, shantay you both stay!!

𝟓𝐓𝐇  𝐄𝐏𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐃𝐄：DESIGN! The queens will do outfits with items inspired by past Drag Race contestants.

Kuai Liang, condragulations, you're the winner of today's challenge! 

Zack, Kanda Yu, I'm sorry my dears but you are up for elimination. The lip-sync song is... Now That I Found You by Carly Rae Jepsen!

Zack, shantay you stay! Kanda Yu, sashay away...

𝟔𝐓𝐇  𝐄𝐏𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐃𝐄：ACTING! The queens will act in a 60's inspired film about phone apps.

Shen, condragulations, you're the winner of today's challenge! 

Giyu, Runyu, I'm sorry my dears but you are up for elimination. The lip-sync song is... Burning Up by Madonna! 

Giyu, shantay you stay! Runyu, sashay away...

𝟕𝐓𝐇  𝐄𝐏𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐃𝐄：DANCE GROUP! The queens will participate in a dance number about Ruth Paul's biography.

Gwi, condragulations, you're the winner of today's challenge! 

Zack, Wyrm I'm sorry my dears but you are up for elimination. The lip-sync song is... Friday by Rebecca Black! I've made my decision. 

Zack, shantay you stay! Wyrm, sashay away...

𝟖𝐓𝐇  𝐄𝐏𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐃𝐄：ROAST! The queens will participate in a roast about comedy.

Junior, condragulations, you're the winner of today's challenge! 

Nyx, Gwi I'm sorry my dears but you are up for elimination. The lip-sync song is... Causing A Commotion by Madonna!

Nyx, shantay you stay! Gwi, sashay away...

𝟗𝐓𝐇  𝐄𝐏𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐃𝐄：RUSICAL! The queens will do a musical about cancel culture.

The queens will bring it to the runway! The theme is: butch. Kuai Liang, Moran, slayed the runway! 

Kuai Liang, condragulations, you're the winner of today's challenge! 

Nyx, Shen, I'm sorry my dears but you are up for elimination. The lip-sync song is... Mesmerized by Faith Evans! 

Nyx, shantay you stay! Shen, sashay away...

𝟏𝟎𝐓𝐇  𝐄𝐏𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐃𝐄：DANCE! The queens will participate in a dance number about Drag Race.

Xue Yang, condragulations, you're the winner of today's challenge!

Moran, Allen I'm sorry my dears but you are up for elimination. The lip-sync song is... No More Drama by Mary J. Blige! 

Moran, shantay you stay! Allen, sashay away...

𝟏𝟏𝐓𝐇  𝐄𝐏𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐃𝐄：SNATCH GAME! The queens will do funny celebrity impersonations!

Junior, condragulations, you're the winner of today's challenge! 

Razputin, Jin Ling I'm sorry my dears but you are up for elimination. The lip-sync song is... Buttons by The Pussycat Dolls!

Razputin, shantay you stay. Jin Ling, sashay away...

𝟏𝟐𝐓𝐇  𝐄𝐏𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐃𝐄：ACTING! The queens will act in a 80's inspired film about cancel culture.

Junior, condragulations, you're the winner of today's challenge!

Nyx, Zach,   I'm sorry my dears but you are up for elimination. The lip-sync song is... New Attitude by Patti LaBelle!

Nyx, shantay you stay! Zack, sashay away...

𝟏𝟑𝐓𝐇  𝐄𝐏𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐃𝐄：COMEDY! The queens will participate in a comedy routine about a popular TV series.

Razputin, condragulations, you're the winner of today's challenge!

Xue Yang, Nyx, I'm sorry my dears but you are up for elimination. The lip-sync song is... Knock On Wood by Amii Stewart! 

Xue Yang, shantay you stay! Nyx, sashay away...

𝟏𝟒𝐓𝐇  𝐄𝐏𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐃𝐄：MAKEOVER! The queens will make everyday people their drag sisters!

Xue Yang, condragulations, you're the winner of today's challenge! 

Razputin, Moran, I'm sorry my dears but you are up for elimination. The lip-sync song is... Oh No! by MARINA! 

Razputin, shantay you stay! Moran, sashay away...

𝟏𝟓𝐓𝐇  𝐄𝐏𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐃𝐄：COMEDY! The queens will participate in a comedy routine about crime.

Xue Yang, condragulations, you're the winner of today's challenge!

Junior, Giyu, I'm sorry my dears but you are up for elimination. The lip-sync song is... Say My Name by Tove Styrke!

Junior, shantay you stay! Giyu, sashay away...

𝟏𝟔𝐓𝐇  𝐄𝐏𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐃𝐄：THE BALL! The queens will bring three looks to the runway! The themes are: Executive realness, Rainbown, ICE QUEEN

Kuai Liang, slayed the runway (obviously)! 

Kuai Liang, condragulations, you're the winner of today's challenge!

Xue Yang, Razputin, I'm sorry my dears but you are up for elimination. The lip-sync song is... Kill The Lights by Alex Newell! 

Xue Yang, shantay you stay! Razputin, sashay away...

𝟏𝟕𝐓𝐇  𝐄𝐏𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐃𝐄：LIP-SYNC SMACKDOWN for returning queen! The highlights were:

Zack and Moran will lip-sync The lip-sync song is… Barbie Girl by Aqua! Moran, condragulations, you'll proceed to the next stage! 

Moran, condragulations, you can return to the competition!

𝟏𝟖𝐓𝐇  𝐄𝐏𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐃𝐄：MONOLOGUE! The queens will make a one woman show for a live audience! 

Moran, condragulations, you're the winner of today's challenge! 

Xue Yang, Kuai Liang, I'm sorry my dears but you are up for elimination. The lip-sync song is... Turn The Beat Around by Vicky Sue Robinson! I've made my decision. 

Xue Yang, shantay you stay. Kuai Liang, sashay away...

𝟏𝟗𝐓𝐇  𝐄𝐏𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐃𝐄：THE FINALE! Our Top 3 will participate in a music video for Ruth Paul's newest single!

Moran, I'm sorry my dear but it's not your time. I must ask you to sashay away… 

Junior and Xue Yang, this is your last chance to prove yourself. It's time for you to lipsync.. for the CROWN!! The lip-sync song is… Dancing Queen by ABBA!

Ladies, I've made my decision. 

The Next Drag Superstar is... 𝐉𝐔𝐍𝐈𝐎𝐑 !!                                     Now prance, my queen!

[qnewsau]

Queer pop fans reveal their top 10 songs of 2024 so far

New Post has been published on https://qnews.com.au/queer-pop-fans-reveal-their-top-10-songs-of-2024-so-far/

Queer pop fans reveal their top 10 songs of 2024 so far

The team at Popchops has revealed which songs queer listeners are loving at the halfway point of 2024. 

For the more fiscally minded, the start of July will mean sorting out their tax returns. 

However, for the more poptastic among us, it’s time to get very different paperwork in order: our favourite tracks of the year so far. 

Music lovers in the LGBTQIA+ community need more than one end-of-year Spotify Wrapped, they need pop queens ranked, and they need it now. 

Lucky for us, the team at Popchops has been able to collate the most listened to songs from queer pop lovers so far. 

Popchops is a DJ team that puts on parties across Australia with a very lively online community of almost 2,000 members. 

This group is predominantly queer and each month Popchops’ own Brad Elias put together a monthly chart of their most loved tracks.

He explains that he started to chart to better represent what the community was listening to. 

“I feel like the ARIA charts don’t accurately reflect the engaged pop music community who often do appreciate our Australian artists or the celebrated artists of pop music like Charli XCX, Kylie and Carly Rae Jepsen who no longer feel the same amount of love with the rise of Spotify,” he said. 

The Top 10

To mark the halfway point of 2024, Brad collated the list of the top 10 most loved tracks by members of Popchops exclusively for QNews. 

10. Taylor Swift ft Post Malone – Fortnight

Despite dominating the world with her Eras tour and the charts with her new album, Taylor didn’t quite have the same impact with Popchops listeners.

The song did go no.1 in Australia and the inclusion of Post Malone ensures there’s a token male artist in the list. 

9. Charli XCX – 360

It’s quite telling that a song that only reached no.66 on the ARIA charts is so high among listeners of Popchops.

Quite clearly, her queer fans will support her as much as she supports them. 

8. Beyonce – Texas Hold ‘Em

If you’ve opened Instagram at any point in 2024 you no doubt heard this song. Beyonce went country with this lead single and reached no.2 in Australia.

7. Dua Lipa – Illusion

Although it still charted well at no.21 in Australia, this is more notable for the music video.

Filmed at a famous Barcelona pool, it was the same location as Kylie’s clip for Slow and certainly took some inspiration from our pop princess. 

6. Charli XCX – Von Dutch

There are a few things certain in life: death, taxes, and “the gays” loving Charli XCX.The longtime ally has always acknowledged this love, famously saying “Generally, the queer community just has, like, better taste.”

The song reached no.15 on the Australian Dance Chart.

5. Sabrina Carpenter – Espresso

One of the biggest songs of the year was always going to appear on this list.

The track has been a global hit and reached no.1 in many countries including Australia. 

4. Ariana Grande – we can’t be friends (wait for your love)

The second single from her album Eternal Sunshine was another commercial success.

Reaching no.2 in Australia, the song will remind many of Robyn’s Call Your Girlfriend and Dancing on My Own. 

3. Dua Lipa – Houdini

Despite being released at the end of 2023, Popchops listeners are still listening to this in droves more than six months later.

It was a worldwide hit and reached no.7 on the ARIA charts. 

2. Dua Lipa – Training Season

The British singer’s second single from her album Radical Optimism is a move away from her previous disco sound.

With ABBA influences, it reached no.12 on the Aussie charts.

1. Ariana Grande – yes, and?

The lead single from Ariana’s seventh album is the most popular song of the year so far with Popchops listeners.

The Max Martin-produced track has been likened to Madonna’s groundbreaking track Vogue. It reached no.2 on Australia’s ARIA charts. 

Who just missed out?

The highest Australian on the list was Delta Goodrem who just missed the cut in 11th place. with Hearts on the Run. 

Queer artist and rising star Chappell Roan finished 13th with Good Luck, Babe! 

While our very own artists Sia and Kylie Minogue came in at no.18 with their single Dance Alone. 

You can join in the fun and help influence their charts by joining the Popchops Facebook group.

Read next:

Kylie Minogue planning ‘full-on dance album’ and world tour

‘The gays will lose it’: Charli XCX teases WorldPride opener

Chappell Roan honours Divine at Pride Festival

Kylie Minogue and Orville Peck drop a new duet at Pride

Ariana Grande burst into tears after getting cast in Wicked

For the latest LGBTIQA+ Sister Girl and Brother Boy news, entertainment, community stories in Australia, visit qnews.com.au. Check out our latest magazines or find us on Facebook, Twitter, Instagram and YouTube.

[applejuiz]

Hello! Hold me like water hold me like a knife is definitely on my mind 24/7 rent free, so I have the need to tell you that Never Love an Anchor by The Crane Wives reminds me sooo much of your keyleth

Just listened to that song for the first time and Wow!! I’ll be honest I got a little teary-eyed listening, there’s something so rich about the singer’s tone. There was one part where it was like you could hear her voice breaking and man that really got me, very gutting and beautiful.

And yes, deeply self-loathing is where my reading of Keyleth lives. (Please excuse me as I once again go on a much too long deep dive into my many Keyleth feelings, this just inspired me so much.) For me, I do see her as holding back from love for many reasons and that fear of being too much is definitely up there. Honestly I was reminded a lot listening to this song of Too Much by Carly Rae Jepsen, which may be my favorite song and is definitely a song I tend to project onto characters a lot. There’s something so compelling and relatable about that (false) belief that you have to create distance because the power of your emotion is too much, you have to protect yourself and the people you love from the enormity of it.

Keyleth especially is so big. She’s so powerful and so important and so much and on the one hand she’s not allowed to dedicate all that she is to one person because of her responsibility to the world, and on the other I do think she’s scared to because of what it might mean if she loses it. I think an easy misreading, and something I’m not so fond of in tlovm, is that there’s some element of will-they won’t-they or an issue of timing before they actually start their relationship. I think in the campaign that they are ‘together’ in a weird undefined way from that first kiss (they certainly act like it), but that she can’t bring herself to define it or to look at it directly because of how big it really is to her. (And Vax’s patience with her while she works through that just kills me every time.)

I also especially love that bridge where it goes from being all these big heavy things to all these small tasks that the singer never did for the other person. It’s so true that when you think too much conceptually, you lose out on the true beauty of what things are. And I think Keyleth, especially at the beginning of things with Vax, doesn’t know how to perform the act of love on a granular scale and lets that scare her off. I think it’s so important that she learns to stop being amorphously afraid of her claws and realize that she can actually tie someone shoes and that’s enough. And when I write her I really love getting her there.

So thank you for sharing this great rec! I’m trying to expand my music taste always and this song was so good. And thank you for indulging my brief spiral.

[anniesfarce]

@literary-lesbian thank you for tagging me in that ten songs you've been listening to lately thing! here are my ten, at least according to my spotify "on repeat" playlist ha ha :)

go find yourself or whatever - carly rae jepsen

corner of the sky - pippin

cringe - matt maeson

cough it out - the front bottoms

two beers in - free throw

circus - fox szn (yes this is the danny gonzalez song it just gets stuck in my head idk)

remember everything - five finger death punch

california king bed - rihanna

sibella - gentleman's guide to love and murder

ides of march - silverstein

not sure who to tag but if you see this and feel inspired feel free to say i tagged you :)

[weaversweek]

#Uncool500 - the big list (part 1)

Remember the #Uncool50 music biography I did in October and November? A lot of other people did it as well, and contest sponsor @nonoxcol@twitter.com has compiled a full #Uncool500 from our nominations.

Each nomination was worth 10 points, but we could each nominate four singles for 11 points, and one song for 12 points. ("Since yesterday" was my 12-pointer, the 11s went to "Constant craving", "You oughta know", "The middle", "Bulletproof".)

Ties are broken in a lot of ways. It's all inspired by "This is Uncool", a handbook of great singles from the last quarter of the 20th century. Anything in that book gravitated to the top of the tie; anything from this century followed, and songs from the 20th century and not in the book came further down.

@nonoxcol decided to use the "split vote quotient", acts that had a lot of songs nominated once or twice went ahead of acts with just the one big hit. Where a player had nominated the same act three or more times, the singles they'd nominated got relegated to the bottom of the tie - this happened to Duran Duran a lot.

Finally, @nonoxcol used editorial discretion to freshen up the 20 points section - 55 of about 350 singles were selected to represent decades other than the 1980s, and genres other than indie-rock. As I feared in my index post provocation, the largest minority on Music Twitter tends to be male, pale, and - if not stale - then certainly stuffy.

This post covers positions 500 to 227, songs qualifying on no more than three nominations. Positions 226 to 109 and 108 to 1 are in other posts.

20 points 500 CREAM - Wu-Tang Clan 499 Chewing gum - Annie 498 Chaise longue - Wet Leg 497 Chandelier - Sia 496 It was a good day - Ice Cube 495 Don't falter - Mint Royale ft Lauren Laverne 494 Bloodbuzz Ohio - The National 493 Texas sun - Khruangbin & Leon Bridges 492 Call me maybe - Carly Rae Jepsen 491 Thank u, next - Ariana Grande 490 Danny nedelko - Idles 489 Cranes in the sky - Solange 488 Point and kill - Little Simz ft Obongjayar 487 Serpents - Sharon van Etten 486 Once twice melody - Beach House 485 The look - Metronomy 484 Pure shores - All Saints 483 You want it darker - Leonard Cohen 482 Green light - Lorde 481 Kool thing - Sonic Youth 480 Professional widow - Tori Amos 479 Get lucky - Daft Punk 478 Love on a farmboy's wages - XTC 477 Long hot summer - Style Council 476 All apologies - Nirvana 475 Call the shots - Girls Aloud 474 Toxic - Britney Spears 473 The words that maketh murder - PJ Harvey 472 Family affair - Mary J Blige 471 Try again - Aaliyah 470 Picture this - Blondie 469 Girls and boys - Blur 468 Under me sleng teng - Wayne Smith 467 Planet rock - Afrika Bambaataa & the Soul Sonic Force 466 Celebrity skin - Hole 465 Doo wop (that thing) - Lauryn Hill 464 California love - 2Pac 463 No diggity - Blackstreet 462 Umbrella - Rihanna 461 Everything flows - Teenage Fanclub 460 Setting sun - Chemical Brothers 459 Lie dream of a casino soul - The Fall 458 Felicity - Orange Juice 457 Venus as a boy - Björk 456 Fastlove - George Michael

21 points 455 Fanfare - Eric Matthews 454 Holland, 1945 - Neutral Milk Hotel 453 Bring the noise - Anthrax & Public Enemy 452 America's boy - Broadcast 451 Closest thing to heaven - The Kane Gang 450 Alex Chilton - The Replacements 449 Hilly fields - Nick Nicely 448 Rock me Amadeus - Falco 447 Mary's prayer - Danny Wilson 446 What a fool believes - Doobie Brothers 445 Yes, sir, I can boogie - Baccara 444 I know a place - Muna 443 You oughta know - Alanis Morissette 442 Happy hour - Housemartins 441 Dog days are over - Florence + the Machine 440 Blues for Ceausescu - Fatima Mansions 439 Modern love - David Bowie 438 Absolute beginners - David Bowie 437 Talk about the passion - REM 436 Nightswimming - REM 435 Sledgehammer - Peter Gabriel 434 Glittering prize - Simple Minds 433 Too much too young - The Specials 432 Constant craving - k d lang 431 Creep - Radiohead 430 Christine - House of Love 429 Money's too tight (to mention) - Valentine Brothers 428 You got the love - The Source ft Candi Staton 427 Jesus built my hotrod - Ministry 426 Mr blue sky - Electric Light Orchestra 425 Sunshine on Leith - Proclaimers 424 Blindfold ep (Ten little girls) - Curve 423 A lady of a certain age - The Divine Comedy 422 Luka - Suzanne Vega 421 Back in black - AC/DC 420 Every little thing she does is magic - The Police 419 Crucify - Tori Amos 418 Word up - Cameo 417 Nag nag nag - Cabaret Voltaire 416 Watching the detectives - Elvis Costello

22 points 415 Holidays in the sun - Sex Pistols 414 Psychonaut - Fields of the Nephalim 413 It's a hit - Rilo Kiley 412 Wolf like me - TV on the Radio 411 Trouble - Sub Focus & Rudimental 410 Love song - The Damned 409 I wanna be adored - The Stone Roses 408 Another nail in my heart - Squeeze 407 A new England - Kirsty MacColl 406 Bachelorette - Björk 405 Only you - Yazoo 404 Stayin' alive - The Bee Gees

23 points 403 The final countdown - Europe 402 Rebel without a pause - Public Enemy

30 points 401 Ordinary world - Duran Duran 400 Gorecki - Lamb 399 I can't wait - Nu Shooz 398 Poison - Bell Biv Devoe 397 Dignity - Deacon Blue 396 Cruel to be kind - Nick Lowe 395 The way it is - Bruce Hornsby and the Range 394 No more tears (enough is enough) - Donna Summer & Barbra Streisand 393 The number one song in heaven - Sparks 392 Something good - Utah Saints 391 Touch me I'm sick - Mudhoney 390 Headhunter - Front 242 389 Food for thought - UB40 388 Give me the night - George Benson 387 Papua New Guinea - Future Sound of London 386 Self control - Laura Branigan 385 Supernature - Cerrone 384 Lovely day - Bill Withers 383 9 to 5 - Dolly Parton 382 Tightrope - Janelle Monae 381 Evil - Interpol 380 The rat - Walkmen 379 Seasons (waiting on you) - Future Islands 378 My girls - Animal Collective 377 We live here - Bob Vylan 376 Groovejet (if this ain't love) Spiller ft Sophie Ellis Bextor 375 Up with people - Lambchop 374 Mad world - Tears For Fears 373 La tristesse durera (scream to a sigh) - Manic Street Preachers 372 Heaven knows I'm miserable now - The Smiths 371 Borderline - Madonna 370 This is the day - The The 369 Push the button - Sugababes 368 The girl and the robot - Royksopp ft Robin 367 Sunrise / The trees - Pulp 366 The drowners - Suede 365 So. central rain (I'm sorry) - REM 364 Man on the moon - REM 363 It's different for girls - Joe Jackson 362 Lose yourself - Eminem 361 Zerox - Adam and the Ants 360 Made of stone - The Stone Roses 359 She bangs the drums - The Stone Roses 358 The cutter - Echo and the Bunnymen 357 Souvenir - Orchestral Manoeuvres in the Dark 356 Just like honey - The Jesus & Mary Chain 355 Never let me down again - Depeche Mode 354 Street spirit (fade out) - Radiohead 353 The first big weekend - Arab Strap 352 Cattle and cane - The Go-Betweens 351 Under the Milky Way - The Church 350 Not too soon - Throwing Muses 349 Basket case - Green Day 348 One chord wonders - The Adverts 347 Close (to the edit) - The Art of Noise 346 Archie, marry me - Alvvays 345 99 Luftballon / 99 red balloons - Nena 344 Crazy - Gnarls Barkley 343 French navy - Camera Obscura 342 Christine / Tilted - Christine & the Queens 341 No-one knows - Queens of the Stone Age 340 Kung Kunta - Kendrick Lemar 339 Damn, dis-moi / Girlfriend - Christine & the Queens 338 Pink Frost - The Chills 337 Bonzo goes to Bitburg - The Ramones 336 Do ya wanna funk - Patrick Cowley ft Sylvester 335 Our lips are sealed - The Go-Gos 334 Because the night - Patti Smith Group 333 Missing (Todd Terry remix) - Everything But the Girl 332 Ghosts - Japan 331 Can't stand me now - The Libertines 330 Roscoe - Midlake 329 Oblivion - Grimes 328 Time to pretend - MGMT 327 There goes the fear - The Doves 326 Blinding lights - The Weeknd 325 Rattlesnakes - Lloyd Cole and the Commotions 324 Planet of sound - The Pixies 323 Don't talk to me about love - Altered Images 322 Race for the prize - Flaming Lips 321 Ice hockey hair - Super Furry Animals 320 Somebody told me - The Killers 319 Hazy shade of winter - The Bangles 318 Solsbury Hill - Peter Gabriel 317 Maps - Yeah Yeah Yeahs 316 Games without frontiers - Peter Gabriel 315 All I want is you - U2 314 Upside down - Diana Ross 313 New year's day - U2 312 Destroy the heart - House of Love 311 Music sounds better with you - Stardust 310 Praise you - Fatboy Slim 309 One - U2 308 Can I kick it? - A Tribe Called Quest 307 Return of the mack - Mark Morrison 306 Being boring - Pet Shop Boys 305 The adventures of Grandmaster Flash on the wheels of steel - Grandmaster Flash 304 There there my dear - Dexy's Midnight Runners 303 Take a chance on me - ABBA 302 Treason (it's just a story) - The Teardrop Explodes 301 What do I get? - Buzzcocks 300 Pretty vacant - Sex Pistols 299 Only love can break your heart - Saint Etienne 298 (I don't want to go to) Chelsea - Elvis Costello & the Attractions 297 The model - Kraftwerk 296 Upside down - The Jesus and Mary Chain 295 Beetlebum - Blur 294 Back to life - Soul II Soul ft Caron Wheeler 293 Uptown top ranking - Althea & Donna 292 Outdoor miner - Wire 291 Genius of love - Tom Tom Club 290 The sun rising - The Beloved 289 Sweet dreams (are made of this) - Eurythmics 288 No scrubs - TLC 287 Perfect skin - Lloyd Cole and the Commotions 286 Sexy boy - Air 285 Mirror in the bathroom - The Beat 284 Walk this way - Run-DMC & Aerosmith 283 Fairy tale of New York - The Pogues ft Kirsty MacColl 282 At home he's a tourist - Gang of Four 281 Oh bondage up yours - X-Ray Spex 280 Back on the chain gang - The Pretenders 279 Ray of light - Madonna 278 Fake plastic trees - Radiohead 277 Our house - Madness 276 Totally wired - The Fall

31 points 275 The reflex - Duran Duran 274 Bette Davis eyes - Kim Carnes 273 Surrender - Cheap Trick 272 The logical song - Supertramp 271 The middle - Jimmy Eat World 270 You are the generation that bought more shoes and you get what you deserve - Johnny Boy 269 The drugs don't work - The Verve 268 The modern age ep - The Strokes 267 Heartland - The The 266 Wood beez (pray like Aretha Franklin) - Scritti Politti 265 Higher than the sun - Primal Scream 264 Someone somewhere (in summertime) - Simple Minds 263 Fall on me - REM 262 Overload - Sugababes 261 My favourite dress - The Wedding Present 260 Overkill - Men At Work 259 The story of the blues - Wah! 258 Fade into you - Mazzy Star 257 Zombie - The Cranberries 256 Black steel - Tricky 255 In the air tonight - Phil Collins 254 Shallow - Lady Gaga & Bradley Cooper 253 Our lips are sealed - Fun Boy Three 252 Bad romance - Lady Gaga 251 Steppin' out - Joe Jackson 250 Blank space - Taylor Swift 249 Dress - P J Harvey 248 Sour times - Portishead 247 We found love - Rihanna ft Calvin Harris 246 50 ft queenie - P J Harvey 245 Paranoid android - Radiohead 244 Rent - Pet Shop Boys 243 Straight to hell / Should I stay or should I go - The Clash 242 Monkey gone to heaven - The Pixies 241 The winner takes it all - ABBA 240 Hit me with your rhythm stick - Ian Drury and the Blockheads

32 points 239 Weekender - Flowered Up 238 House of jealous lovers - The Rapture 237 Everything is embarrassing - Sky Ferreira 236 Last train to trancentral - The KLF 235 I want your love - Chic 234 Rain - The Cult 233 Vogue - Madonna 232 When love breaks down - Prefab Sprout 231 That's the joint - Funky 4+1 230 The 'sweetest girl' - Scritti Politti 229 Complete control - The Clash 228 (White man in) Hammersmith Palais - The Clash

33 points 227 Temptation - New Order

A few footnotes:

347 - It wasn’t clear whether nominators were for one side or the other. 345, 342, 339 - Different language versions of the same song have been combined 297 - Separated from “Computer love”, which may chart separately 243 - All nominations for “Straight to hell”, originally the AA-side.

[ao3feed-zukka]

you kissed me like a sunrise

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/EyK4G1i

by nobamakii

“Kiss me,” says Sokka.

(reasons to not kiss sokka, and reasons to kiss sokka, in zuko’s eyes.)

Words: 2291, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Avatar: The Last Airbender

Rating: General Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M

Characters: Sokka (Avatar), Zuko (Avatar)

Relationships: Sokka/Zuko (Avatar)

Additional Tags: Inspired by Yes & No by Natalie Wee, Post-Canon, Title from a Carly Rae Jepsen Song, First Kiss, love !!!! the love was there guys, maybe a, Character Study

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/EyK4G1i

[kniesyswrld]

Hormones• m. marner

(You are pregnant with Auston’s baby, but decided that you didn’t want to be his girlfriend anymore. Mitch comes over and you two sleep together cause you’re hornier than ever)

Warning(s): Smut and Fowl Language

Fun fact: I got this idea from F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Song Inspired By: This Kiss by Carly Rae Jepsen

I’m currently 4 months pregnant with Auston Matthew’s child, but we decided to break up and be parents on our own, but he still pays child support.

Mitch Marner is our best friend but he has a crush on me, he has ever since Auston introduced me to him but it isn’t awkward that I’m having his friends baby.

“Hey Mitch, come in.” I said opening the door wider for him, he walks in and I shut it behind him. “Hey hun, how’s the baby?” Mitch asks giving me a hug.

I shrug, “She’s fine, but I’ve been having a small problem.” I said to him, “What is it?” He asked me with a warm smile, “I feel like you’re gonna feel weird.” I said to him.

“No I won’t.” He says and I sighed before sitting straight up, “It’s just pregnancy hormones are making me kind of...horny.” I say to him and his face goes pale, well paler.

He plays with his finger nails, “Oh.” He says and put his hands in his lap. “Yeah.” I awkwardly chuckle. The silence in the room was unbearable, so I cleared my throat.

“Well, let’s move on from that.” I said, laughing a bit, he shrugs. “It wasn’t weird. I mean, you can’t control how you feel.” He says and I smiled.

He scoots closer, “I could help your..problem.” He said and I look in his eyes. “Mitch, what about Auston?” I asked him. “You guys are done right? And this would be a one time thing, no one would find out.” Mitch explains.

“Um okay. Do you want to have sex?” I asked him, he removes his hands from his lap and I saw his dick was super hard.

I grab him through his pants and he moans, “Sorry was that too much?” I asked taking my hands off, he grabs my hand and put it back on his crotch. “It was perfect.” He says.

“Okay.” I smiled, I caress him in my hands and his eyes close in pleasure. “What got you hard, daddy?” I asked him, biting my lip, “You did.” He grins and I grab his face.

I kissed him and it felt different. It was so good. “Fuck.” I moaned against his lips, he pushed me back on the couch and grinds against me.

“Shit.” I moan again, “Will sex hurt the baby?” Mitch asked me. “Nope.” I say with a smile, he looks down at me and nods, smiling too.

He kissed my neck and I lift my arms up, so he takes my shirt off of me. “Your titties are so fucking big.” He says licking his lips then unclasps my bra.

“Holy shit, how big are your tits?!” He asked and I chuckled at his cuteness, “Well normally I’m a 34DD, but since my milk is coming in I’m a 34G.” I said to him, he nods and bit his lip.

He kissed the spot above my tit, “Auston was a lucky man.” He says to me. “Well not to make you turned off, but I was the lucky one. He was fucking packing 9in and super girthy.” I said to him.

“I’m 11in.” Mitch says and I look him up and down. He smirks, “Really?” I asked him. “Yes, it may not look like it because I’m skinny, but I am that long but I’m not that girthy.” He says.

I smiled at him, I grab the back of his head and made him kiss me. “Shit.” He moans, feeling my breasts up against him. I look up at him, “I want you to fuck me.” I said to him.

“Okay, babygirl.” He says and kisses my tit. “Can I suck your titties?” He asked me. “You might get some milk in your mouth, baby.” I said and he shrugs.

I wrap my arms around his neck and put his face in my chest, he sucked my nipple and I felt some milk come out my tit.

“Mmm, mommy.” He joked and I laugh, he stops sucking my boobs and kissed me. “I love kissing you.” He says and I admire him, he’s actually super cute, “I love kissing you too.” I smiled.

He kisses my forehead before pulling my sweatpants and panties down, “Sorry they aren’t sexy panties.” I said to him. “What are you saying? Ice cream panties are sexy.” He teased.

“Stop. They were on sale and in my size.” I say and he chuckled, “I think I like you.” I whispered to him, “I know I like you.” He says and I smiled.

He kisses my neck and looks at my pussy, “You are dripping, baby.” He says and I gave him a shy smile. “Sorry there are so many razor bumps.” I said and he shrugs, “I’m not worried.” He says.

“You are a REAL man.” I said and he smirks, “This is unrelated to sex, but I think your tattoo on your arm is so sexy.” I say to him, “You like guys with tattoos, eh?” He asks and I nod.

He looks at me, “Why are you so paranoid? I’ll always think you’re gorgeous, even if you had a full bush.” He says and I shrug, “I feel like men judge.” I say, “Some do, but I don’t.” He says.

“You’re so cute.” I said and he kisses me, “I guess I should get naked.” He says and I nod. He takes his shirt off and I run my fingers over his abs, “Damn, Mitch.” I said to him.

He grins and pulls his sweatpants and boxers down off himself, “You actually are 11 inches!” I gasped and he nods.

“So, you don’t have any STDs, right?” I ask him, he shakes his head. “This is kind of embarrassing, but I only ever had sex with one person back in college.” He says to me.

I smiled, “I’m not judging. Auston was my first.” I said to Mitch. “Yeah, he said.” Mitch tells me and I gasp. “Only you right?” I asked him, “And Freddie, J.T, Willie, and Kappy.” Mitch says and I groan.

“That’s embarrassing.” I say and he shook his head, he grabs my hand. “It’s not.” He says and I smiled. I lean up and kiss him, “You’re so sweet. Remind me to thank your parents.” I said to him.

He chuckled, “Yeah.” He says and then pushed my legs slightly open. “Are you sure this is okay for the baby?” He asked me, “I’m positive.” I said to him and he nods.

“Okay.” He just said, his tip touched my vagina lip and I let out a wince. “I’m sorry.” He says and I sighed. “I forgot that I’m more sensitive now that I’m pregnant.” I say to him.

He nods, “Hey you tell me when I can slip it in.” He says and I nod. We sit there for about 5 minutes, he just rubs my folds with his tip, “Okay, Mitch.” I said and he looks at me.

“You’re ready?” He asked me, “Yes.” I say with a grin which makes him smile. He slips into me fully and I let out a very loud moan, “Oh god, I haven’t had cock in a while.” I say.

He smiled down at me, “Your pussy is so tight.” Mitch grunts. He goes slow and it starts getting painful, “Please go harder.” I said to him, “You sure?” He asked and I nod.

“Okay, tell me if it’s too much.” He says and I nod, he bucks his hips faster and it was so much pleasure. “Daddy!” I moan loudly, his teeth grit as he goes harder.

He lets out a grunt and leans down kissing my lips, I moan against his soft lips and he smiles into the kiss. “Mitch!” I moan loudly.

“Yes daddy, fuck my pregnant pussy just like that.” I praise and he smirks at me, “Your a dirty talker?” He asked, “Hell yes.” I said and he shook his head with a smile.

He snaps his hips harder and harder, “It feels so good. Don’t stop.” I moan softly, “I’m not planning on it. Oh fuck, I plan on fucking this pussy all day.” He says to me.

“Shit, I love you.” I said with my toes curling and face curling up in pleasure. “I love you too, sweetheart.” He grunts and goes harder.

I wrap my legs around his waist and help him fuck me harder, if possible, “Yes, Mitch. Give it to me.” I moaned aggressively in his ear. “Fuck, babe.” He grunts and I grab his face.

“Kiss me, baby.” He says and I pull him into a rough kiss which is all tongue. “Fuck, baby. You’re gonna make me cum so fucking hard.” I say to him and he lifts my ass up a little.

He slaps my ass and I moaned, “You’re gonna make me bust so hard.” He says in my ear. “I love you, Mitch. Fuck!” I screamed in pleasure as I get closer to cumming.

“Cum, baby, cum.” He says and that’s all it took for me to cum all over his cock, I moaned and when my vision came back I helped his climax by massaging his balls.

He came deeply inside me and fell beside me. “I’m so in love with you, Y/n.” He says to me, I kiss his lips and smiled. “I love you too, Mitch. It’s always been you.” I say.

“What about Auston?” He asked me, “He’ll understand.” I said to Mitch, “True.” He says and I smiled, leaning up and kissing him.

He grabs my thigh, “Baby, do you think you can carry me to my room?” I asked Mitch. “Yes I can.” He smiled and picks me up then carries me to the bedroom.

[trans4rctic]

late nights ; bts

a/n: this was inspired by the beautiful who people who make "falling in love with [insert idol here]" and other such playlists that gave me the courage to do this. these are all songs from my playlist (yes really, issa mess) and i hope you like the combos i formed. i'll probably add more songs as time goes on but for now these are the choseon ones.

these are all in spotify so if you want me to make a youtube music version, i'll be glad to <3

enjoy ¡!

seokjin ♡

how to get physical ; magdalena bay

angel ; onlyoneof

lost in translation ; the neighbourhood

n°1 loves you ; phangs

gold rush ; taylor swift

can i call you tonight? ; dayglow

love my way ; the psychadelic furs

a certain romance ; arctic monkeys

aka... what a life! ; noel gallagher's high flying birds

thoughts from your car ; nodisco

nobody gets me (like you) ; wallows

into my arms ; coin

suburban wonderland ; between friends

don't panic ; coldplay

undisclosed desires ; muse

sunflower vol. 6 ; harry styles

helium ; glass animals

505 ; arctic monkeys

jungle ; cix

when it breaks ; inhaler

dionne ; the japanese house

goodnight n go ; ariana grande

if you want to ; beabadoobee

i think there's something you should know ; the 1975

butterflies ; fiji blue

playlist available here

yoongi ♡

mr disco ; new order

4ever ; clairo

love talk ; jus2

myth ; beach house

let there be love ; oasis

is it real? ; strange talk

comeback ; carly rae jepsen

eternal summer ; the strokes

evermore ; taylor swift

4u ; blackbear

daydreams ; easy llife

talk ; coldplay

like a friend ; pulp

robbers ; the 1975

first love / late spring ; mitski

golden skans ; klaxons

rome ; phoenix

sit next to me ; foster the people

greek tragedy ; the wombats

7 ; catfish and the bottlemen

single ; the neighbourhood

black celebration ; depeche mode

scar tissue ; red hot chili peppers

tranz ; gorillaz

bleach ; brockhampton

playlist available here

hoseok ♡

the rhythm of night ; vinyl theatre

stranger things ; kygo

good grief ; bastille

in dreams ; empress of

iloveyou ; between friends

summer love ; trevor something

dancing with our hands tied ; taylor swift

bite ; troye sivan

kiss me, kill me ; la bouquet

pools ; glass animals

avalanche ; walk the moon

alive ; xylo

must be a dream ; tempesst

landslide ; fleetwood mac

starry night ; mamamoo

surrender ; walk the moon

yea, babe, no way ; lany

without you ; oh wonder

i only wanna talk to you ; the maine

new romantics ; taylor swift

heart out ; the 1975

treat me like a lover ; will joseph cook

let's get lost ; carly rae jepsen

static space lover ; foster the people

youuu ; coin

playlist available here

namjoon ♡

if you're too shy let me know ; the 1975

cornerstore ; arctic monkeys

bloom later ; jesse

alone with you ; kito

the greatest ; lana del rey

believe me natalie ; the killers

false god ; taylor swift

life is simple in the moonlight ; the strokes

kyoto ; phoebe bridgers

east of eden ; zella day

clocks ; coldplay

imagination ; foster the people

lovers rock ; tv girl

ava adore ; smashing pumpkins

after midnight ; wayv

lovesong ; the cure

scary love ; the neighbourhood

cherry ; lana del rey

bbblue ; olivver the kid

III ; foster the people

meet me in the hallway ; harry styles

i love you so ; the walters

fourth of july ; sufjan stevens

one more love song ; mac demarco

mirrorball ; taylor swift

playlist available here

jimin ♡

this must be my dream ; the 1975

human ; the killers

midnight ; fickle friends

a little longer ; lauren presley

light ; ateez

be the one ; dua lipa

flowers ; the neighbourhood

what you wanted ; onerepublic

coachella ; lovelytheband

superstar ; said the sky

i think i'm in love? ; phangs

baby came home 2 / valentines ; the neighbourhood

long story short ; taylor swift

let me love you like a woman ; lana del rey

number 1 ; loona

love like you care ; perlo

10k summer nights ; eighty ninety

little league ; conan gray

moonlight in my bedrom ; nodisco

montage ; bares

love again ; gregory dillon

gamebody ; hbd

daphne blue (acoustic) ; the band camino

stayway ; muna

me & you together song ; the 1975

playlist available here

taehyung ♡

alone with you ; gregory dillon

love maze ; bts

honey + tea ; mozi

medicine ; the 1975

territory ; waterparks

love lockdown ; glass animals

ribs ; lorde

softly ; clairo

lights up ; harry styles

treat her better ; mac demarco

asleep ; the smiths

i would do anything for you ; foster the people

love is a laserquest ; arctic monkeys

august ; taylor swift

4 am ; olivver the kid

when the party's over ; billie eilish

skylines ; glades

poet ; bastille

fuck it i love you ; lana del rey

strawberries & cigarrettes ; troye sivan

butterfly ; bts

talk to me ; cavetown

daylight ; taylor swift

truce ; twenty one pilots

slow dancing in the dark ; joji

playlist available here

jungkook ♡

i wanna be yours ; arctic monkeys

matter ; shallows

sad people dancing ; la bouquet

venice ; magdalena bay

hide & seek ; loona

rainy days in la ; adam&steve

ink ; coldplay

perfect ; public

drive all night ; joan

the birthday party ; the 1975

remember when ; wallows

peach pit ; peach pit

a kiss ; the driver era

stargazing ; the neighbourhood

the truth untold ; bts

2 hold u ; clairo

happiness ; rex orange county

feb 14 ; cavetown

glass in the park ; alex turner

stay ; post malone

lover of mine ; 5 seconds of summer

smithereens ; twenty one pilots

exist for love ; aurora

you are in love ; taylor swift

old eden ; honeywater

playlist available here

[music-catalogue]

Modern Disco Vibes Mixtape

I recently did a post of my favourite Disco-era songs and I thought about how many disco-inspired bangers had been released in recent years with the 80s pop music renaissance, so I compiled a short list of some of my favourite modern funky disco tunes! Enjoy.

Modern Disco Vibes Mixtape

Don't Start Now - Dua Lipa

Keep Moving - Jungle

Spotlight - Jessie Ware

Julien - Carly Rae Jepsen

Future Lovers - Madonna

Juice - Lizzo

A Second To Midnight - Kylie Minogue, Years & Years

God Control - Madonna

Late Night Feelings - Mark Ronson, Lykke Li

Disco Yes - Tom Misch, Poppy Ajudah

Kiss Of Life - Kylie Minogue, Jessie Ware

Lose Yourself To Dance - Daft Punk, Pharrell Williams

I Feel Love - Sam Smith

Kill The Lights (Audien Remix) - Alex Newell, Jess Glynne, DJ Cassidy, Nile Rodgers, Audien

I Want Your Love - Nile Rodgers, CHIC, Lady Gaga

Cream On Chrome - Ratatat

[perhapsthanatos]

05:23 am with kun ♡

nct's kun x gn!reader (i got inspired when researching about hades & persephone’s myth/story for a project as well as watching an unhealthy amount of apartment tour videos on youtube while feeling incredibly lonely + the songs listed below)

alternate title: the devil i know well

genre: a tiny bit of angst. mainly fluff. non idol au. demon boyfriend!au.

word count: 800~

playlist: door by caroline polachek, nightime by oklou & backseat by charli xcx ft. carly rae jepsen.

warnings: none. lower case intended.

a/n: hello again yes im back & way sooner than i thought :)) tysm for giving love to odd counterpoises, in all honesty i didnt expect ppl to like it nor did i expect that much attention given to it it bc tbh it was kinda rushed, but bc of that i immediately got motivated to do this fic & better this time i promise ♡ this fic was actually supposed to be a winwin fic but after seeing kick back & getting aggressively biased wrecked i just had to give it to kun & plus i felt it fit better :(( hope u enjoy!!! oh & i almost forgot to mention but did yall see that one vid w kun w red hair omg pls

your eyes struggle to stay open and focused on the television in front of you. it plays some sort of dramatic film that you haven’t been paying attention to. but it’s not like you remember any of the other plots of the previous films from awhile ago anyway. you were simply trying to stay awake, waiting for your boyfriend to come home. but with the given hour, you easily start to doze off, your body disregarding the cup of coffee you took 2 hours ago.

“funny, i knew that i’d find you here.”

your head snaps up and meets kun’s gaze. he’s at the door way removing his black blazer, hanging it on one of the hooks by the entrance. you look at him in awe as he unbuttons a few buttons of his white dress shirt. for a demon, he looks incredibly angelic, even in the dim lighting. his hair is red with messy waves, his glasses are resting on the tip of his nose and his yellow eyes seem more tired than usual. he removes his shoes and walks over to you, planting a kiss on your forehead.

“did you sleep alright today?” you stay silent for a bit, eliciting a laugh from him (which shows off a bit of his cute fangs) and continues before you can even object. “don’t you dare lie. it’s so easy to tell.”

“stop making fun of me,” you pout, crossing your arms and turning away. his heart wavers, you’re too adorable for him to handle.

“no, no. i just think that it’s cute that you stay up for me.” he smiles, turning to you again, tucking a stand of heir behind your ear lovingly. “as much as i should be scolding you… i can’t help but be flattered that you do this for me. i know its been kinda hard that we can’t see each other as much as we’d and it’s a bit annoying that hell is nocturnal but at least i have something to look forward to when my day ends.”

he runs his thumb over your burning cheek as you take your finger to push up the bridge of his glasses which were threatening to fall off. “anyway, dearest one, let’s get to bed. i’m not gonna let you fall asleep on the couch like last time,” he starts to lift you off bridal style. “will you come with, though?” you ask, resting your head in the crook of his neck, starting to doze off again. “duh. going to bed is a group activity, you dummy.” he snickers as you flick one of the small horns on his forehead in retaliation, too lazy to argue.

reaching the master’s room, he sets you gently on the bed, watching as you settle in the blankets. he moves to the other side, setting his glasses on the nightstand, then climbing in as well. “i’ll change later. i’ve waited the entire day for this.”

you lift up the other side of the blanket and welcome him in. on instinct the both of you easily attach to each other. your head nuzzled in his neck, and his cheek resting on you’re forehead. he sighs in content.

“oh, have i told you that i love you today?”

“you said it earlier, before you left.”

“well, i’m saying it again. i love you so, so, much and i want things to be like this forever.”

you pause for a moment, eyes now wide open. you look up at him. “you’re getting sappy so suddenly again, what’s wrong?“

“no, no, it’s fine. there’s just a lot on my mind, that’s all.” he sighs, the mood slowly shifting.

“you know you can tell me, right? you don’t have to, but it might make you feel better? promise.”

he looks at you and takes a deep breath, taking his hands and cupping your cheeks, making you look straight into his golden irises.

”like i said, i love you. i really do. but you’re a human and i’m a demon. other demons will try to have a go at you, angels will try to come ‘save you’ from me, and humans will see you as a victim.” he pauses for a bit before continuing. “but i don’t care about any of that. i love you, and that's all that matters. i will forever move heaven, hell and earth to keep us together.” he speaks softly and slowly, a tone that assures you completely despite the initial fear.

“but please,” he shushes you, placing your head back gently on his shoulder, beginning to stroke your hair. ”i don’t want any of us to worry about that. right now it’s time for bed, you haven’t slept at all and i’ve had a busy day.”

“mhm, alright. i love you lots, beb.” you place a sleepy kiss on his lips as he smiles into it.

“goodnight lovely, i love you too. so, so much,” he whispers as you both fall into a deep slumber.

© perhapsthanatos (efa)

[terrainofheartfelt]

SVDW - A Playlist

over the course of one train commute, I was hit with inspiration for a playlist for Best Girl, Serena. There's a lot of Kesha. It's mostly Kesha.

(it does get sad I'm very sorry)

playlist link

Track listings and color commentary under the cut.

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My Own Dance - Kesha "You're the party girl, you're the tragedy" / But the funny thing's I'm fucking everything

Boys - Lizzo the sex positive anthem our girl deserves!

From the playboys to the gay boys / Go and slay, boys, you my fave boys

Crazy Beautiful Life - Kesha With the parties, the disasters / With my friends, all pretty and plastered

Vegas - Sara Barellies the beginning of the restless anywhere-but-here-themed songs

It's always just around the corner or you're / On your way to somewhere / That is bigger or better / If you could only get there

the last great american dynasty - tswift ah yes, the classic Rhodes family folk ballad

She had a marvelous time ruining everything

Eden - Sara Bareilles It's the whole, the life that looks outwardly perfect is actually less than great. And Sara, of course, knows how to carry an extended metaphor: Eden, Eve, fallen woman, etc.

Let me paint a picture for you / Then I'll have to teach you to see it / Illustrate the remnants of the life / I used to live here in Eden

Thursday - Jess Glyne The beginning of the Serena Sads

I won't wear makeup on Thursday / I'm sick of covering up

Secret Life (feat. Lana del Rey) - Bleachers blairena. it's blairena.

You're always looking like a photograph just took / Acting high life, reading your old Russian books / Don't I know that you think I think I'm better than I am

Colors - Halsey this song is like: is she the subject? is she the narrator? I like that it's a little bit of both

Your little brother never tells you but he loves you so / You said your mother only smiled on her TV show

Wanderlust - Frank Turner is it a Liz Playlist without her shoving some Frank in there? in truth though, this also strikes me very much as a song for a girl who keeps getting pulled elsewhere. I didn't really think it at first, but now on repeated listens this has a Sad Blairena Vibe which I'm kinda into.

I didn't choose, no, I was chosen / By a life that must be lived in passing through

I Am Disappeared - Frank Turner these songs are getting sadder and sadder. my apologies

I sleep with my passport / One eye on the back door / So I can always run / I can get up, shower, and in half an hour I'll be gone

Go Where You Wanna Go - Echo in the Canyon

the first of several break up songs on this playlist. and it's a nod to the writers in Laurel Canyon, which I firmly believe Serena loves.

You don't understand / That a girl like me can love just one man

Someone New - Hozier Love with every stranger / The stranger the better

Beach House - Carly Rae Jepsen so many boys. much boys

I've been on this ride / This roller coaster's a carousel / And I'm getting nowhere

No More Virgos - CMAT enough boys!

My mental health is banking on my chastity / And you're bad for me, although / I only made that deal with myself / And you're treating me well

Don't Know Why - Norah Jones More wandering heart, wandering soul vibes

Something has to make you run / I don't know why I didn't come

Just Like a Woman - Bob Dylan It's her! or her, pov Daniel...

'Til she finally sees that she's like all the rest / With her fog, her amphetamine, and her pearls

California - Joni Mitchell Joni my beloved.

Oh, will you take me as I am / Strung out on another man / California, I'm coming home

Cowboy Blues - Kesha if I could gif I would have SO made an edit of these lyrics with Serena with Dan, Carter, and Nate. But alas, I cannot gif. You get this playlist instead &lt;3

Did I fuck my whole life up? / Did I miss my one true love?

My Brother - MisterWives this is just so s1 Eric & Serena

Our love will never face a drought

Kyoto - Phoebe Bridgers And now we have our "will van der woodsen is a piece of hot garbage" songs.

I don't forgive you / But please don't hold me to it

Father Daughter Dance - Kesha Oh, I wish my heart wasn't broken from the start / I never stood a fightin' chance

LA Devotee - Panic! at the Disco obligatory SVDW on the West Coast (along with the Joni)

The black magic of Mulholland Drive / Swimming pools under desert skies / Drinking white wine in the blushing light

Only Human - MisterWives I figured I needed to throw in another bop for the sake of appearances.

only human / As beautiful as the sea, glistening so dangerously

Fuck it I love you - Lana Del Rey Lana, like Kesha, also gives me a lot of Serena vibes, but I am admittedly less acquainted with her discography. This song, tho.

So I moved to California‚ but it's just a state of mind / It  turns out everywhere you go‚ you take yourself‚ that's not a lie

cowboy like me - tswift idk, this just screams Serena/Carter to me.

Perched in the dark / Telling all the rich folks anything they wanna hear / Like it could be love

Beautiful - Carole King I wasn't going to add any more and then I remembered this song! And it's just that like, classic Serena optimism of being hurt but continuing to have faith in people.

I have often asked myself the reason for the sadness / In a world where tears are just a lullaby / If there's any answer, maybe love can end the madness

Summer - Kesha after all this I have to end on a happy song right? whatever Serena ship you sail on, just picture them with this song.

When I'm with you, I feel like a teenager, we're dynamite / It's dangerous, but beautiful, ain't that the point of life?