#yes this is about that guy again
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It’s so disturbing how unsure of myself I am whenever I have to make a difficult decision that prioritizes my own wellbeing and values. I continue to break my own heart by wondering if I made the wrong choice even though I didn’t.
#yes this is about that guy again#I had finally mostly gotten over it and then he decided to call#he was being so flirty and telling me he still loved me#so I was like yeah right lol. not trying to get my hopes up for that nonsense.#so after chatting for a while I asked him if he’s slept with anyone#he got extremely defensive and kinda mad that I asked.#he basically said that I ruined the whole conversation we just had by asking him that.#🙄 eyeroll#so I told him straight up that he’s a fuckboy. he had plenty of chance to be with me. I asked him to be my boyfriend months ago and HE said#that we need to get to know each other more.#okay…. so I waited months and months of us just talking and falling in love and I thought it would happen eventually#but it never did. so I walked away. and instead of him manning up and doing something about it#he goes and fucks other women? and then tries to come back and be romantic with me?#I told him that’s absolutely NOT happening. I can never be with you romantically ever again.#part of me wonders if that was too harsh of a decision and maybe I shouldnt have said it because I still love him 😞#but the majority of me knows it was the right thing to do.#while I was over here absolutely heartbroken and distraut over him unable to even think about being with another person in the same context#he was out there fucking other women and saying god knows what type of romantic shit to them#I could puke
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END OF CHAPTER ONE
FORGETTABLE-AU (Page 65-72)
* Time to put this puzzle together.
[BEGINNING] [PREVIOUS] [CONTINUE]
#long post#SO SORRY FOR THE POST BEING SO LONG BUT I NEEDED THE DRAMA AND YOU GUYS BEING LIKE#“why is it still going.....”#hehe#JOKES ON YOU! I LIED! THESE ARE 8 PAGES NOT 6!!!#yippiee#YOU GOT EVEN MORE#OKAY NOW#To address everything!!!#“time travel? Really?”#YES REALLY#HAVE YOU ALL SEEN WHAT SANS SAYS IN HIS BATTLE#“our reports” “timelines jumping left and right” “an anomaly in the time-space continuum” HE KNOWS ABOUT THAT STUFF#HE RESEARCHED THAT STUFF#HE HAS A SECRET CODEWORD READY IN CASE HE FINDS A TIME TRAVELER WHY WOULD HE HAVE THAT???#Alphys has researched alternate universes too(which are usually related to alternate timelines)#okay enough of me rambling#I told u guys I made a mess to make the undertale timeline make sense lol#ANYWAYYSS#SIGH finally done with chapter one#IT WAS 52 PAGES LONG!!!!#So many things happened here#PAPYRUS AND FLOWEY ARE BACK!!!!#see you all again soon with chapter TWO#forgettable-au#forgettable-au-comic#papyrus#papyrus is gaster#undertale#gaster
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second batch of yttd doodle requesties
#kostik draws#in very variable styles!#joe tazuna#jou tazuna#rio ranger#keiji shinogi#fanart#yttd#your turn to die#kimi ga shine#mr policeman yttd#i guess#colouring these were all nightmares in different ways but i think i learned a lot#thank you for requesting!!#can you tell this is the first time ive drawn keiji or joe. yes? aw man#not the first ranger at least. hes been a fave since 2020. i have a cosplay of him i made myself :3#but yaa. silly guys#cant think too hard about ranger or i start going crazy#joe is also so. hrgh. what were you hiding#i loooove his blank face#i didnt depict it but you know the sprite i mean#starts pacing#anyway i should go get groceries#this is the last of them for the moment but i might open requests again in future. stay tuned
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a cannibal, slaver ghoul know as King Dipshit, he was my lone wanderer evil companion (x)
#fallout#fallout 3#ghoul oc#ghouls#fallout ghoul#art#oc#oc art#king dipshit#i thought about this guy again . and . he needs spoons on his head yes that's happening#he got his head blew off by my LW yes... that happened as far as I'm concerned 👉👈
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BAD SANSUARY // [14] tears for owl-bones's event !
"...Killer, it just looks like I have running mascara."
"it's such a look though."
messy kisses and post-nuzzles
#badsansuary#killer!sans#self insert#mblue art#m rambles#yes he is rubbing his tears on my face#he is a menace but he is also my skrunkly my little meow meow so i still love him#i was also attacked (/lh) with goofy dorky romantic guy SOFT killer and#and with lots of giggling and playful rumble tumbling#and smooching him up until he's melted on the floor and cartoon hearts float out of him#i also think about very similar thoughts w lust my bbg beloved but this post is about killer LOL<3#bc showering this dork w smoochies n genuine love n interest and seeing his reactions to all that is very cute methinks#adding to this bc again i was given thoughts#(girls) boys night w lust and killer but we're actually messing around with makeup and thats how i get the real running mascara look#and other whatever experimental creative makeup looks theyre gonna try on me because apparently im their canvas for the night#woohoo? yippee.
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Pupy...
#krypto#this post exists SOLELY because I think more people should see him. idc if you've seen him before look at him again#hey guys what's the tagging etiquette for krypto#its fineeeee i'll figure it out#superboy#am I enjoying this run ? no.#am I pushing through it because I am obsessed with the way krypto is drawn? absolutely#I do not like geoff johns' version of kon but at least I have krypto#also: is my first actual post about dc/Kon just krypto pictures? yes.#enjoy#krypto the superdog#kon el
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"I'm sorry."
It's the first thing Steve says after everything.
After getting Vecna Cursed. After nearly dying. After a hallucination of Eddie saved him. After running through a looped forest. After finding sanctuary in Steve's memory of that Starcourt bathroom. After Eddie reveals himself as Eddie.
It's the only thing he can think of. It's not big enough to fit everything, but it's the only thing that fits in his mouth.
"Don't be."
Maybe that's the only thing Eddie can think of too. The only thing Eddie can bear to say.
Because don't be can't stop Steve's eyes from watering when he sees the vest in his closet. Don't be can't stop Steve's feet from dragging him to the cemetery every evening to clean Eddie's graffiti-covered tombstone. Don't be can't stop Steve from sitting beside Wayne and listening to him talk about the Eddie he remembers. Don't be can't stop Eddie's body from showing up in Steve's dreams, nor Eddie's corpse from his nightmares. Don't be couldn't keep the pain away enough, didn't stop Vecna from latching onto it while Steve was walking alone in the woods.
Don't be isn't enough for what Steve wants to hear. But even stuck here waiting, hoping, for someone to get Steve out, there just isn't enough time.
"I miss you."
"...Why?"
Eddie says it back so quickly, so quietly, like it's just unfathomable to him. Maybe it is, considering their last memories. But their eyes meet and he looks just as sad, just as longing, as Steve.
"You were my friend."
Steve can't help but say it like that. Like they were friends for years instead of days. Like Eddie was that important to him in their final moments. Like his heart really aches for Eddie every second of the apocalypse.
Can't help but say it like he means it.
"I wish we could've had more time..."
Steve's voice cracks a little there as he turns away, hiding. It's all he wants. It's all Vecna used to entice him with. It's all that's keeping him going, to finally fulfill the last request Eddie made. It's all he has left to feel close to Eddie.
The Eddie that's sitting right next to him, silent, his sight weighing on Steve's skin. Conscious and aware and the real Eddie. Trapped in Vecna's head as a backup power source, yet who still risked everything to come save Steve. Who Steve will never see again because killing Vecna means killing Eddie for good, and his heart doesn't want it, is begging for another solution...
But for once, his broken head overpowers his shattered heart.
"Maybe we did."
Eddie takes Steve's hand. Meets Steve's surprised look with his own small smile of hope. They're both suddenly tearing up, eyes glistening with life in this gray stall.
"Maybe in another world, we got a second first chance. A first second chance. Maybe even a third, or fourth. Maybe in a different life, we had everything we wanted. Because you, Steve Harrington, are too good for me to be doomed to meet just once."
And for a moment, Steve sees it. Feels it. Versions of them connected through the universe.
Little kids playing in the lake. One with bruised skin and shaved hair, loud but unfathomably lonely. One with a bruised heart and soft eyes, timid but stubbornly hopeful.
A rockstar with glittering chains, center stage in the spotlight. A set of eyes in the crowd or behind the curtain, watching only him.
A werewolf and a vampire, two cryptids of horror, meeting in the dead of a full moon night to feel safe with the only other one who understands.
A future where they won, where the only death was the one that mattered. A process of healing and learning, coming home to a family every single day.
A world without pain, without their hell, where two high schoolers found freedom from their shackles and company in each other. Hiding away together in the dark corners of the town.
Steve even sees other versions of them. Versions that he knows were originally never supposed to meet, yet forces so much greater than them pulled them together.
A metalhead drug dealer, constantly getting into trouble with one nail-bat-weilding cop.
A criminal's fugitive nature leading him to a rugged trailer park, and the dangerous owner within one such home.
An eccentric king in an old coliseum, always choosing one particular warrior as his champion.
A young programmer being pulled away from his work by sobs above his apartment, running upstairs to check on the law student that recently moved in.
Two actors, finding an easy friendship in the months of filming one season of a show that would change their lives.
In that moment, Steve's overwhelmed by the closeness he suddenly feels with the soul beside him. Falling into tears, he pulls Eddie into a tight hug, holding him so so close to convey everything he can't say. Feeling Eddie hold him back, hearing everything Eddie can't say in return.
Familiar music comes on outside the stall. Robin's voice calls out to him, telling him to come home.
And when he does leave, Steve hopes that someone out there will understand that he never can. Because here in Eddie's arms is the only place that will ever truly feel like home.
"Thank you... for everything, Eddie."
Thank you, Steve. For everything and more..."
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- List of AUs, in order, after, "Versions of them connected through the universe": Childhood Friends / Rockstar!Eddie / Werewolf!Steve & Vampire!Eddie / Eddie Survives / No Upside Down & High School
- List of Multiverse Steddie AUs, in order, after, "...yet forces so much greater than them pulled them together": Eddie x Gator / Baron x Michael / Geta x Sean / Keys x Eric / Quinn and Keery
#dude i dunno what possessed me#i was thinking about multiverse steddie again and came up with that “maybe in another world” paragraph#then suddenly Empty Bed by Cavetown was playing on loop and this was in front of me#so have fun with this weird mesh of steddie angst#could be platonic or romantic but either way it's requited and doomed#also shoutout the lovely 2jihiir0 here on tumblr for introducing me to the steddie multiverse i thank you immensely my friend#also also yes im still working on writing veronica harrington i promise i just keep hitting roadblocks and getting distracted i'll get ther#stranger things#eddie munson#steve harrington#stranger things au#steddie#steve x eddie#gonna try and get all the other characters and their place of origin bear with me here#fargo#gator tillman#marmalade#baron marmalade#hoard movie#michael hoard#gladiator 2#emporer geta#finalmente l'alba#sean lockwood#free guy#keys mckey#a quiet place day one#eric a quiet place day one
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Now make them smooch 🔫
(Yes I mean hiijack)
(please)
Thank you for giving me an excuse I was missing them 🥺
#hijack#hiccup#jack frost#frostcup#asks#anon#guess who's done with her year long comic and is now free and has a bunch more time to draw these guys again!!#(and also nearly had a meltdown because her pc wasnt turning on and she thought she might have lost a finished illustration :-))#my art#alsooo are we soft launching a new fic idea?? ye#so there you go new fic tag#out of sight#yes i will be unable to stop yapping about it if you ask#what can i say the thoughts are rambling
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*clawing my way out of a deep dank pit or something* erm hai guys..College gays1!! 💗
ive been playing a little early strangetown and starting thinking up college hcs for these gyals theyre still kids in my game.. whatever. im the planner
★ rambling below ★
ok first, ages since theyre all fucked up in game: Instead of the twins being older than all of glarn's kids, they're only a year older than lazlo which Yeah would mean glarn got mpregnant and disappeared from the house for some months to hide it (idiot), dropped the twins at his lovelorn ex-wife's house, and returned home to his "normal" kids. They'd otherwise be in their mid-late 40s living with these recently graduated young women and like for what 😭 As of 2004 they are 26, erin is 24, and kristen is 23. she skipped a grade so she was a college freshman at the same time as eri ^_^
but anyway this drawing is set in 1998 HERE ARE THEIR MAJORS: Lola in poli-sci, Chloe in philosophy (she never fucking chose), Erin in psychology, and Kristen in public health but in-game it would be biology stop i wanted them all to begin with P beacuse. silly. kristen's mom, being an older and more traditional parent, wanted her to pursue a career in medicine but after her death kristen got the courage to choose the major she wanted, which was <whatever major gives you a boost in athletic LOL i havent checked>
gah i didn't mention but college is where the 4 of them met :3 I'm thinking of placing them in this university because i want it to be pretty far from strangetown hence the Actual Grass, plus kristen isnt actually from there so mission u may be closer to her hometown? maybe? Post-graduation they all get a house together because of their money situation even though chloe is a bitch to kris and erin 😭 (kris doesnt mind though eheh... my idea is that her and chloe had a fling in college but while chloe is a romance sim and does not gaf, kristen is still a bit hung on her) (i dont necessarily ship them tho im a diehard misten/lost waters/whateverthefuck fan OK. kris is a simp for pretty femmes & i cant exactly blame her...)
I LOVE HER!!! toothy ass grin god that face is just meant to be butch i can fix you kristen loste my beloved
#ts2#sims 2#shart#erin beaker#chloe curious#kristen loste#lola curious#strangetown#yes you can colorpick the lesbian flag from this drawing 😇#ngl i have anxiety about sharing my thoughts cuz i think im an idiot and have the worst ideas IN THE WORLD. ... but its ok ill be ok 🦴☠️☠️#i didnt mention kristerin because i think they have potential for an amazing best friend dynamic#two airheads dealing with their alien roommates together 🩷#theyve definitely had gay moments together in the past but are secure in their friendship 🩷#god what if they were actually lovers to friends.... im sortaa obsessed with the formerly-dating trope#especially when theyre constantly annoyed with one another but are close regardless.#the last part doesnt exactly fit my idea of kristerin but IM SHARING IT REGARDLESS#never let this guy yap again#lore dump
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#its dadow hour again#and yes I'm implying ian jr is immortal#also sage if you're reading this this is the meme you predicted I was making#shadow the hedgehog#silver the hedgehog#dadow#sonic 06#sth#sonic#my art <3#also you guys should read this onion article. its hilarious there were a lot more and they slowly got crazier and crazier lmao#when you voluntarily decide to raise your childhood friend because you care about him but you're not even his favorite
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Dp x Dc prompt #6
Verda the blob ghost was just casually floating around, enjoying exploring the different cities.
While they’re quite old in ghost terms, Verda has never really gone to the human world before.
So, they got curious and one thing led to another and now they’re here. Floating around from place to place, exploring.
Everything here is so different here from the ghost zone and—
Oh!
Verda stopped dead in their tracks when they feel a call for help coming form another core.
And not just any other ghost core. No, it’s a baby core calling for help!
Well of course Verda has to go check it out and help the poor distressed thing.
And if they end up becoming the new ghostly parent to a recently formed baby ghost?
Well, Verda believes that they’ll be perfectly fine taking care of their new child.
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Jason doesn’t know what the hell is going on.
All he knows is that he got in a though spot in a fight without back-up and then a glowing green floating blob thing showed up that has refused to leave since.
It somehow got him out of the fight safely and now it keeps following him around. No matter what he tries, he can’t get rid of it.
He even tried shooting it, only for it to happily eat the bullets!
He glances at the blob.
Well… the little guy does look quite cute…
It seems to notice he’s looking and, while it’s hard to read its body language or facial expression, he gets a distinct feeling of happiness-calm-reassuring from it that leaves him slightly rattled.
#dp x dc#dc x dp#dpxdc#dcxdp#dp x dc crossover#dp x dc prompt#i grabbed the jason is a baby ghost and older ghosts can adopt baby ghosts aus and mashed them together#usually i see something about danny ghost adopting jason as ghost parent#or jason normally adopting a de-aged danny#but i thought nah jason gets a little blob ghost as his new parent#congrats jason! youre adopted! again!#and yes i was very uncreative with the blobs name#I couldn’t think of anything so i went with green in Esperanto#so the blobs name can be changed to anything#just didnt wanna leave them nameless in the prompt :p#the blob ghost is very protective of their new child#and also very proud of them#cheering for jason at the sidelines of every fight#in the first meeting the blob saved jason by just- eating the guys he was fighting with#what happened to them??? dont worry about that jason#worry abt your new ghostly parent
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fave scene u boarded this season?
Okay, MAJOR SPOILERS for Jurassic World Chaos Theory Season 2 incoming haha. It's hard to pick just one, so here's a bunch:
Favorite scenes that made it to screen:
The sucho vs. hippo fight (Though sadly I didn't request this one for my demo real because most of the boards are not very pretty/had to be cleaned up by someone else due to time. These panels below are some of the few that look nice enough to show LOL. Originally in the script, there were TWO hippos we called Orson and Welles, but it was just too much going on in that little set, so the whole thing had to be reworked from scratch halfway through the boarding period. My director Mike Mullen and our revisionist Emma Gilles contributed a LOT to this sequence and made my hastily redone roughs actually legible for everyone, and added/refined more after I had to move on in the schedule)
Ben freaking out while everyone piles more and more problems on Yaz
Kenji fixing his dislocated arm while Darius gagged
Santos sending Red to kill Captain Lang (I have permission to share this one in full, but I need to format it because it's in pdf form).
Favorite scenes that were cut or significantly trimmed down:
Extended scene of Brooklynn feeding Gordon that introduced more of an idea of her having lingering PTSD around dinosaurs, while also highlighting more of the connection between her and Gordon sharing a limb difference. It was a more contemplative scene, but the episode hit 30 or 35 minutes in the initial cut and it could only be 22, so a LOT was cut in the Brooklynn episode (I also have permission to share all of this one, but again need to format it first)
Extended Kenji/Brooklynn break up scene- The first half is still there, which leads into what Rianna originally boarded in 104. A stupid detail I'm proud of- when Kenji leads Brooklynn up the mountain by hand, it's the last time anyone ever holds that hand (in that way). HOWEVER- there was originally a bit more past what Rianna did in 104 that showed how their dynamic/what they both wanted out of their relationship wasn't really in sync. Brooklynn tries to defend her actions to Kenji, but Kenji feels that her work has grown important to her than he is, and Brooklynn actually winds up being the person to say 'Fine, then let's break up!' Which I doubt she mentioned to Darius haha. Anyway, this was again cut because the episode was too dang long.
#jurassic world chaos theory spoilers#jwct spoilers#jurassic world chaos theory season 2#way more major spoilers lol#There's stuff that was cut out of even the scenes that made it to screen though honestly#storyboard artist#chaos crew#ask#anonymous#jurassic world#chaos theory#storyboards#anyway hope you guys enjoy some of these behind the scenes tidbits#I was planning to make posts about some of these later but this ask gave me a good jumping off point for a summary haha#and yes I will be posting the full sequences I was approved to share at some point... I just need to format them#so they can be easily viewed online#bear with me lol#I am employed again and also halloween is a very busy time of year for me so it might be a bit
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It's my right to tell myself I can do just a little animation just for fun just for really quick to do some action and then spend 3 days straight on it
#animation#we were legion#2d animation#sketch animation#sketch#zagan#I jut really like drawing action okay...#Time and time again is too nice of a comic ykwim its like all about grief and forgiveness and self love#so the whole point is that there's other ways and we will always try for something better#and we will grow together#BUT NOT THIS COMIC!!!<t#this comic is about a demon who is a complete asshole and resorts to violence over literally everything!#he like gets better#but there's still action the whole time...#cause its not about anything serious its about like hey maybe theres OTHER things you can do that are cool#and that violence immediately isn't the best way to go...#but like sometimes violence is allowed#and so even in the end once he's better as a person#there can still be fights#YAYYYYYY#I love action AHHAHAHAHA#its so much fun to draw#ughhh#such a fuckin wonderful way to explore my love of anatomy and dynamic poses#like YES yes yes yes yes yes yes#let me draw a guy at like 100 different angles and they all have to match up believably#PLEASE GOD ITS SOO GOOD I LOVE IT#also I keep watching the animation. I like how it came out a lot...#ok bye.
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new dream. (original)
#roronoa zoro#cat burglar nami#nico robin#nami#one piece#yes hang the twitch streamer podcast fan on the cross but i'm forever obsessed with the dynamic of#lived in west hollywood but straight guys will and hasan explaining gay culture to actual gay man austin#i was in zoro’s place when i heard trixie talk about drag queen show wrestle at a club. you know when your whole world opens and you’re#never the same again?
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OC lineup! All the characters that currently exist in this "story"
#oeyä ayskxawngtsyìp#some small details may be subject to change#others might also be added to the “story” later#for example a while ago I was thinking maybe Rolukx and Se'txelu also have a sister because why not#tentatively named her Mingal and she'd be a teenager in the default timeline#(for reference at that time Se'txelu and Neynari are in their early 20s and Rolukx in his late 20s)#but she doesn't have a particular design yet and I haven't decided on many details#me being me i will also prooooobably give Neynari and Se'txelu some kids of their own at some point but again so specific ideas just yet#maybe even give rolukx a love interest#for personal reasons i can't decide whether it would be more cathartic to give him one or to not give him one#idk we'll see#also btw since this is chibi style don't take it as a 100% accurate height comparison lol#fwiw on that front I think Seylana and Neynari are a bit shorter than average#Rolukx is slightly taller than average#and everyone else is pretty solidly Average™ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#also for those who didn't catch it in my previous post about these guys: Awlun is Lunaya's aunt (Awlun's brother is Lunaya's father)#hence the shared surname#also Seylana is not naturally blond; she started coloring her hair after Neynari was born to match her daughter#(there are canon Aranahe characters with hair like this such as Sa'nop and Nilngan)#(and yes I suspect it's artifical color because the tail tufts are still black. hence Seylana's tail tuft still being her natural color too#ANYWAYS#yeah#my art#neynari#se'txelu#rolukx#seylana#vontxu#awlun#lunaya
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"this isn't the proper meme format" yeah well i cant control them they're freaks sorry they defy the logic of the original meme okay
#twst#twisted wonderland#azul ashengrotto#jamil viper#jamiazu#azujami#azul x jamil#jamil x azul#ashenviper#jazul#heartscribbles#first time coloring a joke post we did it guys#do we prefer it yes or no#''the thought bubbles should be the other way around'' No. You Don't Get It#yeah it would be the other way around. IF THEY WERE NORMAL PEOPLE#azul heart eyes at the idea of jamil just being Fucking awful to him because he loves when jamil is nefarious and evil#jamils noting this one down as an intrusive thought hes not going to think about it too hard ever again#he's categorizing it with the Use His UM On Annoying People and Strangle Kalim thoughts (thoughts that he doesn't want to act on)#god my favorite trope to do with jamil in jamiazu is like.#when jamil feels like even the Slightest hint of romantic attraction or even just general fondness towards azul for just a moment#and then immediately afterwards hes like What the fuck that was weird SNAP OUT OF IT I HATE THIS GUY#so funny yall im crazy delusional about these two
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