#yes this is a vent

[sugar-sharkie]

Perspective

Sometimes, when judging a ship- it can be helpful to put the relationship into the character’s perspectives. If they were really in a relationship, and were met with the hate you give to them, how would they react?

…If not well- maybe its not worth hating them to begin with…

[silent0utspace]

*Sips name brand soda as I watch online friends not support abusive relationships as I look over half of my OCs relationships.*

[darkxwolf17-silly]

“Why can’t i just let myself ask for help. Why can’t I. i’m so fucking stupid. It’s all my fault. I’m so dumb. Maybe I deserve it. I deserve to be outcasted. Idiot. Idiot. Stupid fucking idiot. I’m sorry.”

[oogaboogaspookyman]

What if i posted my nsfw here?

...

Nah i still got a semblance of lucidity and control to not do that, also the self imposed promise to just. Not post it, keep it to myself

[our-blood-is-our-ink]

Shockingly The Companions Quartet is significantly cheaper than The Unicron Chronicles, which is SIGNIFICANTLY cheaper than Avalon: Web of Magic.

I got all four CQ books for $13. The cheapest for all four books of UC is roughly $40 it looks like (and that's with me not being picky about them all being soft or hard back.) AWoM? Fucking $300 on Amazon for all 12 books. If I were to buy them all second hand independently (because apparently no one has a full set they're selling) it'll still roughly be $60. And there's no guarantee the books will be in any sort of decent condition either.

[outlandishly-explicit]

I think my heart may actually crumble out of existence if I’m not fortunate enough to experience the joy of walking through life with someone (or someones. We poly) romantically and being their priority.

[the-soul-detectives]

Why is it raining? I did everything I was supposed to.

[nolongerphantom]

Tomorrow's announcement day.

[misterdoctorbitchcraft]

who suffered more: Jesus Christ (died on the cross) or me (I just want a lil kiss)

[expressionless-fr]

me when ppl can draw pretty art and have the motivation to draw and can draw pretty art and can draw themseves w their favs or just draw their favorite things

i don't have enough patience.

[buggachat]

legitimate question ....... why do people like to tell me all the reasons they don't like miraculous ladybug? i know i complain about the fact a lot, and i find myself on the defensive a lot, and i keep telling myself i'll stop and let it go, but it really is hard when people are always coming onto my posts, in my replies, in my comments, on my art and my fics and my text posts and anything i make, and telling me blatantly all the ways that they don't like the thing that i so blatantly find enjoyment in. "the show is bad". okay? good for you? why are you on my post about it? why don't you make your own? why are you telling me, specifically, this, on the art/fic/analysis i made that i assume you found by searching through the tag?

it's kind of a behavior that i legitimately don't understand. I'm a human being and I hate a lot of things, too. there are things i've loved at first and been disappointed by and have strong opinions about. there are things i like to complain about. so i'll complain about them to my friends or my family or my cat. but i have never, once, not even for a single moment, thought, "oh let me go into the tags of this media, find a positive post about it written by someone who's having fun with it, and make it that random stranger's problem". never once.

i just don't get it. i really don't get it. i sometimes worry that i come across like i'm heavily critical of people who just personally don't like the show, when really i'm just trying to defend my interests to the droves of strangers who are always coming specifically to me to tell me all the ways they hate the thing that makes me happy.

just.......... why? where does the urge come from? what do you get out of this?

[xceruleanrosesx]

There have been very few times in Laurent's life where he actually cried. But that feeling of loneliness creeping at the edge of his mind had been incredibly violent this evening, causing the Spy to break down in the comfort of his own personal bathroom, on the shower floor, arms wrapped around his knees.

[venbetta]

Comforting words from Freddy

[surrender-every-dream]

i don't get people.

like - the way I feel about [name] hasn't changed. i still care about them very deeply, i still want to be around them, i still like them and enjoy their company. i still want to be there for them and support them in whatever way i can. them moving away or one slightly awkward weekend doesn't change that.

and i thought they felt the same way about me.

this feels like a pattern - that i don't realise something has changed, but for the other person, it has. they get more distant and i get confused - i thought you liked me? have i done something? - and i try to fix the problem. they pull away further, and i keep trying to fix it, try making myself smaller and my needs smaller and not asking for as much.

i just want someone to understand.

and i thought they did, that's the worst part. both of us talked very early on about being upfront and open with each other and i did my best to be supportive when they felt like shit about [life event].

i'm so sick of trying so hard and getting hurt for people who don't care about me the way i care about them.

[chipper-smol]

binary stars being dramatic as always

(happy isat anniversary \o/)

[shirecorn]

Avoidance Avoidance

IT HAS BEEN TOO LONG/I FORGET HOW/THEY WILL BE ANGRY/I CAUSED THIS MYSELF/IT'S GOING TO HURT/AND I WILL KNOW/IT IS MY OWN FAULT/IT'S GOING TO HURT/IT'S GOING TO HURT/IT'S GOING TO HURT

I CAN'T FACE IT