#yes this is a vent

[darkxwolf17-silly]

“Why can’t i just let myself ask for help. Why can’t I. i’m so fucking stupid. It’s all my fault. I’m so dumb. Maybe I deserve it. I deserve to be outcasted. Idiot. Idiot. Stupid fucking idiot. I’m sorry.”

[oogaboogaspookyman]

What if i posted my nsfw here?

...

Nah i still got a semblance of lucidity and control to not do that, also the self imposed promise to just. Not post it, keep it to myself

[kylievershion]

(MAJOR TW)

...finding out that you were groomed online at 13 isn't fun.

[our-blood-is-our-ink]

Shockingly The Companions Quartet is significantly cheaper than The Unicron Chronicles, which is SIGNIFICANTLY cheaper than Avalon: Web of Magic.

I got all four CQ books for $13. The cheapest for all four books of UC is roughly $40 it looks like (and that's with me not being picky about them all being soft or hard back.) AWoM? Fucking $300 on Amazon for all 12 books. If I were to buy them all second hand independently (because apparently no one has a full set they're selling) it'll still roughly be $60. And there's no guarantee the books will be in any sort of decent condition either.

[thesfromhms]

Why is it raining? I did everything I was supposed to.

[importantcherryblossommentality]

me when I'm trying to have a normal conversation with another human being and I suddenly turn into mafuyu asahina from project sekai colorful stage featuring Hatsune miku

[nolongerphantom]

Tomorrow's announcement day.

[resident-danmei-enthusiast]

I’m the kind of person who gets treated like a fucking toddler who is just learning how to do everything

I have a few friends who don’t do that but

[expressionless-fr]

me when ppl can draw pretty art and have the motivation to draw and can draw pretty art and can draw themseves w their favs or just draw their favorite things

i don't have enough patience.

[misterdoctorbitchcraft]

who suffered more: Jesus Christ (died on the cross) or me (I just want a lil kiss)

[xceruleanrosesx]

There have been very few times in Laurent's life where he actually cried. But that feeling of loneliness creeping at the edge of his mind had been incredibly violent this evening, causing the Spy to break down in the comfort of his own personal bathroom, on the shower floor, arms wrapped around his knees.

[surrender-every-dream]

i don't get people.

like - the way I feel about [name] hasn't changed. i still care about them very deeply, i still want to be around them, i still like them and enjoy their company. i still want to be there for them and support them in whatever way i can. them moving away or one slightly awkward weekend doesn't change that.

and i thought they felt the same way about me.

this feels like a pattern - that i don't realise something has changed, but for the other person, it has. they get more distant and i get confused - i thought you liked me? have i done something? - and i try to fix the problem. they pull away further, and i keep trying to fix it, try making myself smaller and my needs smaller and not asking for as much.

i just want someone to understand.

and i thought they did, that's the worst part. both of us talked very early on about being upfront and open with each other and i did my best to be supportive when they felt like shit about [life event].

i'm so sick of trying so hard and getting hurt for people who don't care about me the way i care about them.

[sjonni33]

hurt (click for better quality)

ko-fi☕️ shop🎣 redbubble🪲

[temeyes]

brotherly embrace

[rottmnt-residuum]

Part 16 of Arc II (Part 42)

are you ready to meet ocs? no? too bad lol

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[chapispng]

imagine mikey as a uni art student and this will make sense (part 1)