#yes there will be more parts I am OBSESSED
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// ⋆ currently, i’m trapped in some sort of beautiful nightmare where every time i take a lap through the revolving door of my mind i’m smacked in the face with my alucard obsession. (even tho i should be finishing part three of my itachi arranged marriage mini series)
// ⋆ so here i am. this is my first time writing for him so bear with me while i figure out how to characterize his personality, and enjoy this random ass fluffy thing.
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Alucard, often, will be found curled up with you. He adores stretching out between your legs like a fat, happy cat in bed. Nuzzling his face into your belly with a soft sigh, hugging you tight. Alucard melts into a puddle when your fingers card through his hair, nails scratching lightly at the base of his skull.
Your back’s supported by some pillows, a book in one hand, and the edge of said book rests on Alucard wherever you can reach. It’s easy to lose track of time and reality within the coziness of the moment.
Every time you release Alucard’s soft curls to turn a page he squirms. Then he lets out a sound that could very well be classified as a purr when your hand returns.
Eventually, it’s easier to give up reading altogether. It’s clear he’s not planning on moving anytime soon. You set the book to the side and run both hands through his hair. He shivers.
“Adrian,” you murmur, moving your grip to his shoulders and squeezing.
He lifts his head and props himself up on his elbows, lids halfway shut when you lock eyes. “Yes, my love?”
You’ll never get over the rich, smooth tone of his voice. It’s like whiskey, burning low in your belly. “Are you falling asleep?” You tease, brushing the hair from his face, tucking it behind his ear.
“Mm, perhaps.” Alucard inches upwards until his face hovers above yours and braces his hands on the mattress. “It is truly unfair how soft and warm your body is. Can you fault me for falling under the spell of it?”
A soft laugh is your response. “I suppose I can’t. Tell me, would you like to sleep or should we watch something?” Your hands run up his biceps, over his shoulders, and frame the sides of his neck. Movies are still a strange concept to Alucard, but he finds he quite enjoys them.
“As long as I’m able to hold you close, the choice does not matter to me. If you are not tired, put a movie on, love.”
You tug at Alucard’s neck until he gets the hint to lean down. His lips meet yours with a soft, tender pressure, pulling apart and reconnecting a few times. The tip of a fang slides across your bottom lip before you break apart.
You place a chaste kiss to the corner of his mouth. “I’ll put something on for now.”
Alucard clings to you like a koala once you settle under the covers. He takes the chance and assumes the position of big spoon. Alucard shoves his thigh between yours, an arm circled around your waist, and his hand slips under your shirt, fingers spread across your belly.
He buries his face into the back of your neck and falls asleep not even halfway through the movie.
// ⋆ should i write more alucard??? please help
#alucard#alucard x reader#alucard fluff#castlevania#adrian tepes#adrian tepes x reader#alucard x you#castlevania x reader#castlevania x you
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Hello! I hope youre well! How would the jofoes react to the realisation of being in love? Also if its not too much could you add PB Dios reaction as well? He's my favorite!
Yes totally! I love PB Dio too, part 1 is iconic. thank you for requesting and here are the headcannons!
Jojo villains realizing they're in love HCs
Dio Brando PB
Initial Reaction: Dio is utterly taken aback. For someone who’s always been in control of his emotions, the concept of love feels like a disruption- an unexpected, inconvenient distraction.
Thoughts: Love? A weakness? Or something that can be used to my advantage?
His ego tells him that he doesn’t need anyone, but there's a tug in his chest when he’s around you. He begins to notice how your presence makes him feel some type of way he’s never experienced before.
Evolution: Dio becomes possessive, more than a little obsessive. He’ll convince himself that he owns you, but his feelings are real. If he sees you with someone else, the irritation he feels is nothing short of explosive.
Action: While he’ll never openly admit it, his need for you will grow both emotionally and physically. He’ll start manipulating situations to keep you close, often in subtle ways, ensuring you see him as the one who can provide everything you need.
Kars
Initial Reaction: Kars is initially confused. He’s never cared for emotional attachments beyond the other pillar men, believing that love is a primitive feeling that doesn’t align with his perfect vision of himself and the world.
Thoughts: I never needed love... I don’t need anyone. But why does my mind keep returning to this…human?
He’ll resist the feelings at first, viewing them as an imperfection and a flaw. But with time, he finds himself drawn to you, fascinated by your existence.
Evolution: Kars doesn’t fully understand love, but he’ll never admit it. Instead, he views you as a necessary partner in his grand plan, yet it doesn’t change the fact that his feelings for you are genuine. He might not say it, but his actions, the way he’ll protect you, pamper you, and make sure no harm comes your way, will show that he cares more deeply than he’s willing to admit.
Action: His love manifests in a cold, pragmatic way. he doesn’t need your affection, but he’ll demand your loyalty. Kars will keep you close, not because he’s insecure, but because you’ve become a part of his vision, a necessary part of his empire.
Wamuu
Initial Reaction: Wamuu, being of a more honorable and warrior like mindset, finds love to be an obligation, a responsibility that some hold in their hearts but not him, at least until now. When he realizes he’s fallen for you, he is overwhelmed by the feeling of protecting and cherishing you.
Thoughts: This... this is different. I have never felt this urge to protect anyone with my entire being aside from my masters.
He’s a bit confused at first, unsure how to navigate the feeling of wanting someone’s safety as much as his own.
Evolution: He grows to accept it- a deep, loyal love that isn’t possessive, but moreso built on a foundation of respect and strength. His love for you is a quiet, enduring force.
Action: Wamuu will express his love through actions rather than words, always striving to protect and fight by your side. His loyalty to you would be unshakable- if you’re in danger, so is he.
Esidisi
Initial Reaction: Esidisi is initially frustrated by the realization. He’s all about passion and power, but the feeling of love feels softer than his usual feelings, and he’s not sure what to make of it.
Thoughts: I... am in love with this human. How is this possible?
He’ll see love more like an overwhelming, all consuming force, one he can’t fight against. He wants to possess you, but in a way that is deeply rooted in a need to keep you safe and close.
Evolution: Esidisi grows to revel in the feeling. Love becomes an addiction for him, a source of power and strength. He becomes more obsessed, willing to do anything to maintain your affection and devotion.
Action: His love would be intense and slightly overbearing, but never cruel. He’ll spoil you with everything he can offer, while simultaneously warning others that you’re his. Anyone who threatens you will suffer his wrath.
Kira
Initial Reaction: Kira doesn’t know how to handle this. He’s a perfectionist, and love feels messy, untidy. He doesn’t want to lose control, and love seems to demand it.
Thoughts: Why does this person make me feel this way? I don’t need this...
The realization comes slowly, creeping up on him when he notices how his thoughts always return to you. He might try to deny it at first.
Evolution: As much as he tries to control it, Kira becomes obsessed. His love is possessive and suffocating, hidden under the guise of politeness. He doesn’t know how to express it. His love for you will be something more dangerous than anyone realizes.
Action: Kira would try to keep you close, doing small things for you, like buying you gifts and making sure you're always safe, all while making sure not to get too close. His love is twisted, with an underlying need to make you feel like you belong to him. For your sake, he tries to keep his other violent urges at bay.
Diavolo
Initial Reaction: Diavolo would never admit to being in love. He’s obsessed with control and the concept of fate, and love doesn’t fit into his perfect, planned world.
Thoughts: Ridiculous. I am the ruler of this world, and yet... why are my thoughts plagued by this person?
He struggles to accept this weakness, dismissing it at first. But over time, it eats away at him.
Evolution: Diavolo would try to suppress it, but his need for you would grow, and his obsession would turn darker and more desperate.
Action: He’d want to keep you close, ensuring no one else can have you. His love is possessive and manipulative, he’d control everything, from your actions to the people around you, all to maintain his hold on you.
Doppio
Initial Reaction: Doppio is different from Diavolo in many ways. He’s more open to emotions but still caught off guard.
Thoughts: I love this person… Oh, no. What do I do now?
Doppio’s reaction is more pure, filled with excitement and confusion. He wants to express his feelings, but he’s unsure how to proceed without screwing things up. Especially considering not only his job and lifestyle, but his other half.
Evolution: He grows to enjoy this newfound love, feeling elated but still unsure. He’s not as manipulative as Diavolo, but his desire to have you sometimes gets the better of him and he may be a little.
Action: Doppio would be all about taking care of you, always trying to please you and make you feel special. His love is earnest, though he might not always know how to keep it from being too overbearing.
Enrico Pucci
Initial Reaction: Pucci, being a deeply religious man, feels conflicted at first. Love is supposed to be pure, but this feeling is all consuming, and he’s unsure how to reconcile it with his sense of fate.
Thoughts: This... is destiny? The Lord’s will? Or is it a weakness?
His sense of devotion to you intensifies, but it’s tangled with his mission- he might see this love as a stepping stone for his mission.
Evolution: Pucci slowly accepts that love is part of his purpose. He believes it’s all connected to his larger goal, and with that acceptance, his feelings for you grow.
Action: He would express his love through actions more than words, ensuring you’re always safe and cared for. At the same time, his focus on the divine means that your love, in his mind, must be fated: a powerful, unshakable force.
Funny Valentine
Initial Reaction: Funny Valentine views personal attachments as secondary to his greater goal of protecting and elevating his beloved America. When he begins to realize he's in love, his first instinct is to deny it, love is a distraction that could cloud his judgment. His duty must come first.
Thoughts: My… interest in this person…purely cursory…yes, that’s all.
However, Valentine is an intelligent man, and the more time he spends around you, the harder it becomes to ignore the warmth in his chest and the protective instinct rising within him.
Evolution: Valentine has a deeply traditional view of love and courtship. He believes in honor, respect, and chivalry, but these values are always tempered by his pragmatic nature. If he accepts that he's in love, he approaches it in a dignified manner, polite gestures, formal declarations, and acts of service.
Action: He would not allow his love to interfere with his goals but would integrate you into his life as someone to protect and cherish. He's not particularly demonstrative in public, but in private moments, he's affectionate. He enjoys quiet, meaningful moments, like holding your hand while discussing literature or politics.
Diego Brando
Initial Reaction: Diego initially reacts with frustration, seeing love as a weakness and a hindrance to his goals.
Thoughts: What is this? I need to focus on winning. Why does my heart palpitate when they’re around?
He tries to dismiss it, but his obsession with you grows. His ego makes him reluctant to admit it, but he can’t escape the pull you have on him.
Evolution: Diego’s feelings for you become a blend of love and obsession. He’s not afraid to show his desire and possessiveness, though he still tries to maintain control.
Action: He will push you to his side, always ensuring you are his, even if it means manipulating situations to keep you close. His love is passionate but driven by a need for you to belong to him.
#jojo's bizarre adventure#diavolo#dio brando#dio#doppio#enrico pucci#funny valentine#kars#kira#kira yoshikage#diego brando#dio brando headcannons#dio x reader#diavolo headcannons#diavolo x reader#kars x reader#kars headcannons#yoshikage kira x reader#wamuu#wamuu x reader#esidisi#esidisi x reader#vinegar doppio x reader#funny valentine x reader#pucci x reader#pucci headcannons#jjba doppio#jjba headcanons#jjba x reader#diego brando x reader
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Taehyun for MAPS - Part I | Part II | Part III
#Taehyun#Kang Taehyun#Tomorrow x Together#TXT#txtedit#txtgif#sabedits#moacentral#moasource#*rattles the bars of my cage* look at him aaaaaaaaaaaa#yes there will be more parts I am OBSESSED#part 2 after I sleep I am so tired...#also who the fuck is that in gif 7 for like 3 brief seconds he does NOT look like himself it's crazy
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I should be asleep but instead I wish to yell at everyone about how utterly enamoured I am with the entire 100+ years pre-game Reithwin setup. Isobel "do you believe in love at first sight" Thorm and her whole princess in a tower vibe, while being, as she says, "an experienced cleric". Isobel's overbearing widower father, who disapproves of her relationship. Isobel's very literal knight in shining armour paramour, who also happens to be the divine emissary sent specifically to protect her family line, and who has very literal wings. Isobel's high tower room, which exits onto a balcony (do you see my vision?).
Now that's romance, babes!
#baldur's gate 3#dame aylin#isobel thorm#bg3#aylin x isobel#i am obsessed i need more#from before it all goes to hell so very spectacularly#and during the going to hell part#and tbh afterwards too i just want it all#i also want to know more about all the thorms#what is their deal#feed me#yes i was scribbling a fic at 3 in the morning what of it
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And it's my whole heart Weighed and measured inside
#cyno#genshin impact#haino#if you squint at the skeleton#okay so storytime#i was at trip in prague and saw many exhibitions and forgot how much fun the memento mori theme is#and mr della bella and his skellys? so fun#so skeleton was part of the cyno design in the initial pop in idea#because whats more fun that connecting cyno with his titles and also egyptian underworld#but since i am obsessed with haino lately and there's never enough skeletons#so idk this happened with the vibes#cyno the arbiter#gardens and dead alhaitham#m yes something like that#and florence and the machine with her beautiful song#which witch#ok im done#shuuenkaart#my art#yay
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Hey 🗑️🔥 gang (@katkastrofa @rokurookajima @shadelorde)…
Heard you guys like feral women 😏😏😏
#yes this is directly inspired by Syd and Nightmare’s recent animalistic Raava pieces#I’m sorry if you expected something related to the spirit kites but I’m obsessed with my OCs first and foremost#and Suiren is already very feral in most verses. the mermaid AU just adds a biological factor to it#but actually. fun fact. she doesn’t even look as feral as she would be were she a full mermaid#(yeah I’m spoiler alert that’s not really a spoiler given that I drew a lot for this AU last year and already gave it away. Ghazan’s human)#(meaning Suiren’s only half mermaid. I’ve never drawn her in this AU but I imagine Ming-Hua looking ever more monster like)#(bc I dislike when mermaids are just pretty girls with fish tails. give me FANGS and CLAWS and SCALES and GILLS and FINS)#(so yeah. Ming-Hua has a lot more scaled and also dorsal fins running higher up her back. and a more dexterous tail. I should draw her)#but I hope the vibe still comes across. with the blood and all 😁#was it a fish she ate or a too curious human? that’s for me to know and for you to find out#ANYWAY!! some new headcanons about my mermaids based on what you guys said about human Raava:#my mermaids don’t inherently know human language. their underwater communication sounds similar to whale singing#above water it’s more of a chirping noise? though more elongated and melodic than a dolphin’s. something between a trill and a whine#and most don’t have the capacity to speak human language. but sirens have unique vocal chords that allow the siren spell to work#it’s similar to a parrot’s. they’re very good at mimicry. it’s an evolutionary hunting tactic#but they also have more developed brains than a parrot’s therefore can not only mimic but consciously speak#though it takes time to master. like a foreign language#am I implying that when Mingzan met as kids they couldn’t understand each other and Ghazan taught her to speak human? yes. yes I am#because I’m a sucker for language barriers and think that scenario is adorable. fucking sue me.#and obliviously Suiren was taught both mermaid and human. but it was Midori who helped her keep up her knowledge#(look I don’t have that part plotted out yet but Something happens to their parents and they’re left on their own. as a parallel to SotRL)#(also btw Midori was born without a tail but still not quite human. she has scales and gills and ear fins and fangs and glowing eyes)#(and no one but Suiren and Haya know about all that. Haya makes her hide it and convinces her that she’s a half fish freak :/)#(at least.. until a certain Beifong with an interest in marine biology comes along…)#(yes Green Opal in this verse are the epitome of ‘there are many benefits to being a marine biologist’)#how did I end up talking about Midori. anyway. yes I made both Kuvira and Ghazan monsterfuckers. no I’m not ashamed#my art#artists on tumblr#Nia’s mermaid AU#sotrl suiren
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Coffee Prince is like such an easy go-to example as to why genderqueer AFAB x cis man relationships are in fact queer, like thats in their nature. The show is a queer show about queer romance, about sexuality and gender and the complex, complex ways these things interact with culture and intense feelings. The sworn brother oath is such a great way to exemplify how we use socially accepted concepts of intimacy between men to justify (both to others but mostly to ourselves) why the feelings we feel for that particular person are so intense. When Eun Chan cried "I am neither man or woman," that is a confession. The ''whether you're a man or an alien'' line I have more complicated feelings with.
(Context: I've grown up in the Middle East in a very conservative circle. I say this now because when I tell you I KNOW misogyny and homophobia, I mean I KNOW misogyny and homophobia, and have in my youth consumed a lot of East Asian media where I have definitely noticed a kind of trend in many different genres. Because of misogyny, there is for a lot of women with a kind of fantasy of being loved despite being female. The man-woman relationship is so loaded with so much angst and patriarchy that there is this kind of underlying feeling that you aren’t liked for you, that you are seen for your gender and what it’s supposed to look like, to the point where it’s hard to want to project yourself into a typical F x M dynamic, because you can really only associate it with the patriarchal ideal you so wish to avoid for yourself.)
But anyways, that line to me is also hinting to this: hey, this isn’t just my kind of strange and confused coming out because I feel strange and confused, but also you, Eun Chan, are something out of binary that my subconscious has kind of picked up on but that I right now don’t really have the words for or even awareness of. Eun Chan sometimes wants to be perceived as female—or rather, as a ''girl'' sparkle sparkle—but only when looking for or wanting male validation. (This might seem contradictory to the italicized section, but it actually isn’t. Wanting to escape the role of the female completely but still craving the attention you have been taught to chase actually go very much hand in hand with each other.) Eun Chan is always performing gender when they need to. When they don’t, it isn’t brought up. It isn’t given a name, it just is.
Yes, I know it’s an older drama from a conservative country, but that doesn’t mean none of this was intended. And despite intent, it doesn’t make it less valid.
The drama is thoughtful and is open to complexities, half-truths, and almosts. Cut to ANYTHING between Han Yoo-joo and Han-sung. When I say I want complex female characters, I’m talking about Han Yoo-joo—what a fucking scene-stealer. Anyways, I’m rewatching the drama since I first saw it at 15 because my life is in turmoil, and yeah, it still hits.
#coffee prince#Eun Chan#Han Gyul#also if im picking I sooooo want to date han yoo joo girl is sooo messy in the best way#looove her#second or like same place im picking han sung and yeah i know hes a misogynist#i have a lot of thoughts on this too#classic u love me for everything you hate me for type#classic im an artist but cant handle my artist gf#not to reduce han yoo joo to just the art gf shes sm more than that but another post maybe#and yeah#we can also have a discussion about idealized androgyny#another time maybe#but back to my point i want han sung baaaaad#his voice is so hot and his ways so weird#obsessed with the giant stone horses he keeps in his garden#lowkey would date just for the house#i have dreams that take place in that house completely separate from the drama#my one big big gripe with this show which i have to mention is the mess that is Min-yeop and Eun-sae#i simpley pretend not to see#and yes ultimetly i am giving my graces and more credit than is desreved#also no it being cheaply made is not a dig its part of the charm...
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Finally saw Wicked today. I fear it is, in fact, actually all that and a bag of chips. Like it is genuinely that good
#ramblings of a lunatic#storywise i actually found that they were stretching act 1 a bit thin and it showed in the pacing#but in terms of execution of the musical numbers and aesthetic quality of the sets/costumes/etc???#ohhh bitch. I'm sorry im so fucking seduced by john chu's vision of oz#i am also on team 'this bitch should be more technicolour' but I'm also not a lighting/cinematography guy#like i like Pictures and Images but I'm shit at lighting + composing film shots so yknow. stones and glass houses and everything#anywayyy i love the wizard of oz im a little obsessed w the wziard of oz and all related properties maybe. maybe#god idk if I'd actually enjoy it but i would be really curious to read the book version of wicked. i know it's incredibly different#not just in terms of focus and content but also in terms of being very dense and reportedly a lot drier#but also i do want to see his vision very badly. like when he made oz a surveillance state?? that's smart! it's plainly in the og series!#it's just treated as normal there#but anyway yeah back to the musical i am NOT ashamed to admit i got full body chills during defying gravity#there were parts that were so. sincere and self serious and melodramatic that i couldn't help but love#like YES enough!! with the self referential ironic humour crammed into everything!!!#linger on a moment for far too long and make me sit uncomfortably in the saccharine melodrama!!! it's good for me!!!#the people want big budget fantasy musicals gang...they want razzle and dazzle and heartfelt song!!#and i agree with the ppl. i AM the ppl#wicked movie. good. i enjoy#might just be riding the high of watching it but like idc I'm allowed
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Also speaking of Jing Qi faking his death, it's just another way that Priest forces characters to either let go of their obsessions or have the objects of their obsessions be forcibly taken from them... Helian Yi could not have gone on to be a fully invested, decisive, and fair ruler if Jing Qi stayed behind with him. He clings to his obsession and is punished so severely for it (dies heartsick and lonely), but it's only because he is forced to keep his distance, that he is isolated in power and lonely at the top, that the empire thrives
#he has it bad. too bad but no amount of love between them would have fixed this#or perhaps good thing... [looks at helian pei and jing qi's mother]#i personally choose to ignore it but fdjr#i am willfully ignorant of it. i shan't speak anything more of it than i have to#qi ye#danny💫#also i do think wuxi lets go of an obsession too! before anyone @s me about the obsession part#at first he is distressed about wanting jing qi to pay him back with his whole life. marriage companionship etc#but he eventually comes to terms that he will have to wait for jing qi. and he will wait patiently
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lol on the second episode so far and once again I firmly believe the atla fandom is full of shit. this is not bad at all. are there changes I would make? absolutely. am I worried about the pacing? yes definitely. but I'm very much loving this so far.
#also fwiw my least favorite part of the og show is probably book 1 or the end of book 3 so#like idk man this isnt bad at all lol#the atla fandom has always been toxic and weirdly obsessed with these two white men bryke so im not surprised that ppl have been#shitting on the netflix show before it even came out#it remains to be seen i mean the show could shit the bed lol but so far im not mad#i would prefer more centering of katara though#anyway im only on ep 2 so#also yes i am aware of the issues surrounding sokka's actor... and if indigenous ppl are saying hes sus than hes sus#and if he really did lie to get this role... fuck that#thats a major issue and idk what the fuck netflix was doing not doing their due diligence but#atla live action
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I actually have a fic idea but lc is a show that's like. you will never ever have all the information and context until the end. and I am a writer who writes best and more confidently when I have all the info and context at my fingertips. so now I'm just like 🧍♂️
anyway. ramble in the tags
#mine musings#not tagging etc etc#it's an AU so it shouldn't even matter actually. but. whatever. i'll still try to write it. it'll take a while#it's more like character exploration anyway. a role reversal (my favorite kind of au)#i.e. what would the emma case look like if cxs is the one who keeps timelooping to save lg?#it's not a power swap or personality swap so i think it'll be an interesting exploration of the limits of their personalities#for example: in this au i think lg is still protective of cxs and acts as the guide. but he's closer to og!timeline lg#so i'm thinking that he's still very principled but perhaps less strict about doing small deviations from the timeline#cxs is still empathetic and reckless and i think that would actually get worse in a timelooping cxs#since he's the possessor he rationalizes to himself that he gets to shield lg from the messy parts of an operation#and how this self-matyrdom pulls at the fragile trust they have. because their partnership is never equal when someone is timelooping#i'm thinking in like the emma case this all comes to a head when emma gets the text from her parents#in S1 lg tells him “it's better not to look”#i think in this au. cxs would have already honed his acting skills and be like “lg. does she check the phone?”#and lg who is protective but a little naive and not as strict with rules is like#cxs looks so sad :( he's been missing his parents lately :( emma doesn't see the text until tomorrow but...#this probably won't change the timeline too much... right? i think cxs needs to feel loved right now :) “yes she checks her phone”#and cxs is like “... are you sure?”#lg: “yes i'm sure”#and then post-dive cxs finds out emma dies but he doesn't tell lg :) he just keeps it to himself :)#bc it's his job to handle all the messy parts :) like the emotions of their clients. their regrets and obsessions. their fates#in his mind. the more lg knows the more he tries to sacrifice himself to save cxs. so it's important that lg is kept in the dark#something something actor/scriptwriter metaphors idk still working on the idea#just. role reversal shiguang... cxs who keeps timelooping bc he has abandonment issues so he can't handle lg dying...#lg basically is like 9S from nier automata who always dooms himself by learning the truth#this could've been a read more instead of a tag essay i'm sorry. i keep forgetting that feature. i am a yapper in the tags#cxs after dragging lg out for dinner so he doesn't catch the news: “hey lg. we followed the script to a tee right?”#“i didn't forget any lines or anything?”#lg (confused) (lying): “yes. aside from getting the financial data part. we did everything right.”#cxs: “okay 😊 i trust you 😊 past or future let them be”
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Not to be a huge nerd, but the only thing I've been able to focus on since Saturday is the Arcane season 2 (part 1) drop 😭
#focus on? more like obsess over#i've rewatched season 1 in its entirety upwards of 10 times since it came out#and i've already watched season 2 part 1 three times since Saturday 😭#YES my ass is hyperfixated#special interest 🖤#i am banging my head against the wall waiting for part 2 this saturday!!!!!#for someone who knows next to NOTHING about league of legends#this show has me in a chokehold#it is everything to me 🖤#my post#softgothbabe#personal#(ish)#arcane league of legends#arcane
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for the ask game: LILAC CHARCOAL AND RASPBERRY
anon this is so sweet 😭
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#anon i love this but i have a covenant with God so i can't kill Him with you#this reminds me of the time my brother lamented his atheism and my agnosticism on behalf of our religious mother. but i'm not agnostic.#so i clarified i believe in God and that's never changed. i just choose not to worship Him + I think there are multiple truths (incl. gods)#which is shorthand but I've never been able to explain it to others to their satisfaction and it isn't anyone else's business anyway#he thought that was MUCH worse and became so dramatic. he was genuinely so thrown. he fixated on the fact it's heresy.#which I didn't expect because like yes it's heresy but heresy is a doctrinal concept -- it doesn't have any intrinsic meaning.#and not to be dismissive but doctrine is fairly sequestered from God. It's functionally and historically a voidable social contract.#i was involved with the church/attended various bible retreats for several years before leaving. but I didn't leave over God lmao.#my institutional involvement was always contingent on its alignment with my own individual purpose/practice/rituals/bible study/covenant.#which church/community leadership knew and tried to triage in various ways but like. it's not hard to reject authority baselessly derived.#so my present relationship with God isn't any more heretical than it was when I practiced Christianity as a religion.#If anything I was maybe more heretical in funnier and more flagrant ways when I was practicing than I am now.#but anyway. my point is.#i wont help you kill god but I'm always here for heresy.#alternatively i also recommend either (1) listening to god is dead (meet the kids) by british india#which when engaged with meaningfully amounts to the same philosophical state of being as killing God#or (2) forming a reverse orphic mystery cult relationship with Him the way I did when from ages 10-14#in other words#we can either sacrifice God to the secular age like thomas jefferson and nietzsche#or we can obsessively study the bible @ the cost of enough sleep that we (in brief spurts) access the parts of us inclined towards prophecy#those are the only two approaches to god that I'm capable of partaking in with any sincerity or intellectual honesty#and I'm unfortunately very married to sincerity and intellectual honesty.#(i'm sorry for meeting your very nice compliments with a nonsequitur illustrating why i should live as a hermit in a remote woodland shack)#(but I suppose I'm not sorry enough to remove the nonsequitur from my response prior to publication. so. take from that what you will.)
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In my "Finding Cute, Funny & Weird Old Photos of Him" Era 😅🤷♀️🌟💯🔥💞
#Now I know what you're thinking: 'Shouldn't she have already been through this era by now?!'#Probably; yeah!!#But I dunno...I just never thought to look for strange/unusual/weird/odd/memeable photos of Tom!!!#And it's not like I didn't know that he's actually a big weirdo!! I knew all along because OF COURSE I DID; how could I not?!#A part of me not looking more into his old photos until now is because of my obsession with his love for Rob Gronkowski#So I was all caught up in finding all of those photos that I neglected to look up iconic weird photos of Tom just being Tom#Tom taking notice of my comment on his YouTube video made me think more about these photos which is why I'm here on this topic now#And yes!! I am still planning to share with all of you what I said in that comment!!!#It's gonna be bit of a long post though becuase you already know that I have some additional commentary to make about it!! <3#Anyway...!!#Tom Brady#TB12#babe#love
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i know you're a shart girlie (i am too) but the way you write minthara is so! casually dominant! it's so hot she's got me speaking tongues.
Thank you, anon! I'm glad you enjoy the way I write her 💜 She's got a very particular voice that is uniquely... not easy to write (I think there is always room to improve and enhance characterization after all) but it is comfortable for me to write. It's always a treat to indulge in it.
And of course:
Ilharessen zhaunil alurl ;)
#hey you can ask me things!#and yes I am obsessed with Shadowheart it is true it is part of me and I won't deny it#you'd think I'd write more Shadowheart/Minthara because of that but there's only 24 hours in the day... sadly...
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One of the funniest shit I've ever seen looking up The Banshees of Inisherin hashtag is that so many posts under that hashtag come from users who have profile pic/user name related to Succession. Like of course you are obsessed with the theme of perversion of love and seeking affection to the point of (self)distruction.
#yes shade but I am mainly shading me#because yes even if the profile pic and the user name aren't succession related I am insane made obsessed with the show#we're terribly obvious#but you know not in a bad way#I always hate when people use obvious as an insult#Obvious things aren't inherently bad most of the time they're just logical#Yes it tells a lot that a bunch of people who watch a tb show about family abuse and estranged relationship ->#-> in which love ends up being confused with violence WOULD love The Banshees of Inisherin#we're all craving a very specific brand of affection or better distortion of it#maybe because we've fascinated by it maybe because we've already experienced it anyway it scratches a very peculiar itch#I am actually happy if I find someone who loved The Banshees of Inisherin they could easily be Succession fan we'll have more to talk about#this shit is funny but also happily familiar#yeah this group of people I feel like there are part of us that belong together#it's nice. My people :D#succession#the banshees of inisherin
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