#yes their “ship name” would be vest

[fishiteeth]

Made myself some physical keepsakes in the form of bookmarks this weekend while camping

[dapper-suitor]

After reading Peter and Wendy by J.M. Barrie I have come up with my own Captain Hook design....

Here's all my citations for why he looks the way he does!

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★ Described as having a swarthy skin tone, which means an olive or tanned complexion; "Hook nodded. He stood for a long time lost in thought, and at last a curdling smile lit up his swarthy face. Smee had been waiting for it. 'Unrip your plan, captain,' he cried eagerly," (Barrie 90).

★ Outfit modeled after King Charles the Second of England; "In dress he somewhat aped the attire associated with the name of Charles II., having heard it said in some earlier period of his career that he bore a strange resemblance to the ill-fated Stuarts;" (Barrie 81).

★ Loves flowers (Yes, actually.), hence the floral patterns on his vest and jacket; "Thus defenceless Hook found him. He stood silent at the foot of the tree looking across the chamber at his enemy. Did no feeling of compassion disturb his sombre breast? The man was not wholly evil; he loved flowers (I have been told) and sweet music (he was himself no mean performer on the harpsichord)..." (Barrie 191).

★ His hair is distinctly dark and curled; "As dogs this terrible man treated and addressed them, and as dogs they obeyed him. In person he was cadaverous and blackavized, and his hair was dressed in long curls, which at a little distance looked like black candles, and gave a singularly threatening expression to his handsome countenance." (Barrie 80).

★ Eyes of periwinkle blue, forget-me-nots; "Dark as were his thoughts his blue eyes were as soft as the periwinkle.." (Barrie 189). and, "His eyes were of the blue of the forget-me-not..." (Barrie 80).

★ Specifically the little thumbnail of him with red pupils represents a later trait we see in the novel, in which when he angers his eyes become red, "His eyes were of the blue of the forget-me-not, and of a profound melancholy, save when he was plunging his hook into you, at which time two red spots appeared in them and lit them up horribly." (Barrie 80).

★ Hook has a sort of sophisticated air to him because it is heavily implied in the story that he came from a high-class college in England before Neverland, "To reveal who he really was would even at this date set the country in a blaze; but as those who read between the lines must already have guessed, he had been at a famous public school; and its traditions still clung to him like garments, with which indeed they are largely concerned. Thus it was offensive to him even now to board a ship in the same dress in which he grappled her; and he still adhered in his walk to the school's distinguished slouch. But above all he retained the passion for good form." (Barrie 203).

Note: The grey hair streaks isn't really mentioned in the novel, but I thought it would be a cool (obvious) contrast between Hook and Pan.

[waiting-for-motivation]

bittersweet

summary: After being separated for a very long time, two lovers reunite under challenging circumstances on Teth.

pairing: Commander Wolffe x Reader

warnings: !SPOILERS!, fluff, angst, no happy ending

words: 1075

a/n: the return of the king (and my writing :)

!!!SPOILERS EPISODE 6 AND 7!!!

MASTERLIST REQUEST RULES

One second the laughter of Echo and Gregor fills the ship, then there is a desperate call for help coming through the comm. It‘s Rex, surrounded by imperial forces. He is with clone force 99 as well as other surviving clones. Right away, Echo turns the ship around and heads back to Teth as quickly as possible. Neither Gregor nor (Y/n) need a direct order to reach for their weapons and prepare for a risky exfiltration.

For a few seconds, (Y/n)s fingers linger on her vibro knife with a significant wolf engraved into it‘s hilt. Her heart burns at bittersweet memories of a certain Commander. Closing her eyes, she can still see him smiling after he gave her the knife. Other people, maybe even some of his brothers, considered him strict and bitter, but (Y/N) could always look behind his cold behaviour. But now, he is out of her reach, and she can‘t admire the glint in his eyes anymore.

“Are you alright?“, Gregor places a hand on (Y/n)s shoulder, tearing her out of her daydreams. There is a single tear running over her cheek and she quickly wipes it away, but the clone saw it. He tries to smile at her reassuringly. The smile on her lips doesn‘t reach her eyes, though.

“Yeah, thanks, Gregor“, (Y/n) tells him with a shaky voice and turns back towards her numerous weapons. The knife slides into the holster on her thigh, and it feels heavier than ever.

As she places her rifle over her shoulder, Echo announces that they are almost at the extraction point. Gregor and (Y/n) walk towards the ramp and get into position. Standing behind Gregor, (Y/n) aims her rifle towards the opening ramp. At first, she can‘t see much because Echo is still landing the ship, but then she catches a glimpse of Rex and other clones surrounded by imperial forces.

Her crosshair moves from the regular troops to a commando and finally to the Commander of this squad. The grey paint on his armor seems familiar and takes away (Y/n)s breath. It looks too familiar, she must be hallucinating. It can‘t be him. But the moment the Commander takes off his helmet, (Y/n) recognises him. It‘s Wolffe.

The rifle falls to the ground with a loud thump, attracting everyone’s attention. (Y/n) has to take a few steps forward to stand next to Gregor and be in view to everyone. To her in this very moment only one person matters. It‘s like everyone else disappears and leaves her reunited with her lost lover.

Wolffe is as baffled as never before. His cybernetic eye must be malfunctioning because how could his cyar‘ika be right here on Teth? She might look a bit different, but so does he. War changes people. In the past year, whenever her imagined her in his mind, he would always remember her carefree in the summer sun of Coruscant. Now she is wearing a heavy protective vest and many weapons, looking almost drained. But it‘s (Y/n), for sure.

“Wolffe“, she whispers his name before approaching him with fleet steps. Running past Rex, who understands the situation unlike the clones around him, (Y/n) reaches Wolffe quickly. Without a second thought, she wraps her arms around his neck and crashes against him, making him stumble a few steps backwards. His helmet falls to the ground, and he engulfs her in a tight hug.

There are smiles and tears as they part a few inches to take a better look at each other. (Y/n) places her hands just under Wolffes scrubby jaw, caressing his cheeks with her thumbs. “You‘re home“, she whispers and leans forward to connect their foreheads in a sweet keldabe kiss without helmets.

“Yes, I‘m home, cyar‘ika“, Wolffe returns and closes his eyes for some time. Then he remembers the situation they are in as his second in command shifts. Softly, he moves (Y/n) to his side but never actually parts from him. He still has to follow orders, right? But with his beloved girl and multiple of his brothers right here, he gets some doubts.

Most of the clones are already inside of the ship, only Rex and Gregor are still outside, waiting for (Y/n). The soldiers under Wolffe’s command are getting unsettled, not knowing what to do and what their orders are.

“Let them go“, their Commander orders and the troopers lower their blasters. A nod from Wolffe tells them to return to their ship. Turning his attention back on (Y/n), Wolffe can feel his heart ache. He pulls her into a tight hug once again, feeling one of her hands buried in his hair. Only when they part does (Y/n) realise this was a way of saying goodbye.

“No, I only just got you back, you can‘t leave me again. Please“, she whines and starts crying at the realisation. Wolffe takes her face in his rough hands and stops her from hiding her face in her own.

“Shh, don‘t cry. This is not a goodbye, we will see each other again. I promise. But I have to take care of a few things before we can see each other again. I have to take care of my squad. I‘m so sorry, cyar‘ika“, Wolffe tries to reassure his girl. He leans his forehead against hers, not caring what the remaining clones around them think. “We found each other once, we can do that a second time, I‘m sure of that.“

The moment Wolffe tries to take a step backwards and part from (Y/n), she presses herself as close to him as possible. Their lips meet in a teary and passionate kiss, showing their raw emotions. “I love you so much, please come back to me“, (Y/n) breathes against her lover’s lips and finally parts from him. He places one last kiss between her brows, strokes a hair strand behind her ear and whispers a declaration of love in Mando���a : Ni kar‘tayli gar darasuum.

Wiping away the tears from her face, (Y/n) approaches Rex and Gregor who look as downcast as her. They enter the ship after her, but only (Y/n) takes a look back and watches Wolffe enter the imperial ship. They get separated by the closing ramp.

But just like Wolffe said: They found each other once, they can do that a second time.

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[fanfic-obsessed]

Actual Traitors?

Here’s a new what-if for you, be warned for I have no idea where this might take us. Also, as ever, I’ve barely met canon. So please forgive any contradictions to the actual canon. 

It starts with a question: What if Palpatine’s Grand Plan had been ever so slightly different?

Palpatine wanted more than the utter destruction of the Jedi, he wanted more than for Jedi to be forgotten or made myth. He wanted their name to become poison for a thousand years. And yes declaring the Jedi traitors and Order 66 almost gets you there, but there were too many that remembered the Jedi fondly, or at least specific Jedi fondly, for it to have long term lasting power. Plus, with the Jedi dead ‘Forgotten’ happens way easier than ‘betrayer’. 

So Palpatine changes the plan slightly. The clone wars still happen as before. Dooku still  leads the separatist (though he manages to hide his identity as a Sith) and the Jedi and clones are still sent to fight and die by beings who by and large have no vested interest in lessening the loss of life. There is still no coherent, consistent idea of what winning would look like. All to Palpatine’s design. 

But it is not meant to end in Order 66 this time, no the plan is a little different. The war had two main purposes. The first to entrench Palpatine’s power deep enough that, when the time is right, he can take full control. The second was to make the Jedi love the clones, to make them protective, to make them mourn each clone life lost.  To that end Palpatine, to the extent he is able, ensures that the natborn officers stationed with the Jedi are odious and look down on the Clones as less than sentient.  The missions may be framed differently but Palpatine’s goal is to tie the clones and the Jedi together and begin to become insular. 

Three years in, Dooku surrenders and the war is won.  An armistice is signed and just, just as the combined Jedi/Clone forces begin to relax, begin to believe that that the Clones could be folded into the Order and they could move toward the future, Chancellor Palpatine knocks over the last domino. 

One of his lackeys, carefully not connected to him, brings up a motion. It is timed down to the exact moment for maxim effect. This lackey motions in the rotunda that, now that there is no war, there is no need for a standing army. But…the answer is not to give the clones sentience, it is to decommission all of them on the basis that the droid factories had been shut down. The speech was crafted to be as belittling to the clone sentience as possible, each word worse than the one before. There were also other lackeys strategically positioned through the rotunda to make it seem like the motion had much more support than it actually did (Really any support is too much, but it did not have near enough to pass). 

Palpatine felt the spark of fear shoot through the Coruscant Guard and the horror through the Jedi in the room. A heated debate sparks as the clones and the Jedi slip from the room. That the debate ended with the motion being shouted down doesn’t matter. That it was even entertained enough to be debated did the damage that Palpatine wanted.  Damage he furthered by passing on ‘rumors’ he had heard to Anakin Skywalker. Rumors that made it seem as though there were secret deals going on and the next time the motion was brought up it would pass and the clones would be killed. 

It had the effect that Palpatine wanted. The Jedi, fearing for the lives of the clones, drove themselves from the Republic (taking the clones and the ships with them, of course. Also the temple, which is space worthy), even taking Dooku with them (It should be noted that Anakin, well Anakin did abduct his senator wife and her retinue, and he is not letting them leave or contact the senate-Anakin is wanted for questioning by Coruscant's police force). 

Palpatine was able to spin their leaving as gathering their army and leaving, pointing out that this army was ordered FOR the Jedi.  It is not hard to arrange some incidents that make it appear to the Jedi that the Senate/Republic is hunting them and the clones, backing them into a corner where they have to fight back, while making it look like the Jedi and their army are taking the place of the Separatists. Dooku is with the Jedi, and is rapidly able to worm his way into several council member’s good graces, particularly as it seems like he was right all along about the republic. This throws the Republic back into a conflict, where Palpatine can continue to build his empire.

Here’s the part where Palpatine’s plan falls apart. The Jedi taking the place of the Separatist- lashing out because they are not being allowed to leave and being propagandized as the aggressor- only works as long as the Jedi act like the Separatists and keep acting as the aggressor. Except the Jedi do not react like they were supposed- which was to get so fed up that they decide they must strike first, for safety- instead they continue to retreat. Further and further from the core, and then into Wild Space at the edge of the known galaxy.  

To be clear the Jedi did not intend to leave the galaxy to its own mess, but from their perception they needed to protect the clones and they did honestly think they were escaping just ahead of a purge of the clones. Even Jedi like Pong Krell, because Palpatine’s plan required the Jedi to be exposed to the sentience of the clones as often as possible, so the missions tended to emphasize that.   

Here are some notes from the universe:

There are not actually many habitable planets in Wild Space, but the Agricorps was able to get some Hydroponics bays working on some of the ships, also some of the non habitable planets, and also the temple. So there is no worry about food. Also they figure out how to turn the waste into fuel for the ships. So the Jedi and clones are self-sustaining.

Some Jedi are still called to find Force Sensitives in the Galaxy, though the birthrate of Force Sensitives does drop sharply, outside of the procreation of various Jedi and clones (Please note that genetics has little to do with Force sensitivity). 

Obi Wan Kenobi is not the only Jedi to end up with a haram (or as part Cody’s Haram, no one is truly sure who the rotating group of Jedi, clones, and assorted others actually belong to, but everyone seems happy) but they did take the most scientific and enthusiastic view of experimenting with the Force in sexual situations. There are currently a dozen papers written and waiting to be reviewed, and replicated.  There is a lot of partner sharing. It is, however, not the Kenobi/Cody Polycule that needs to explain to the medics how they found out that Fox is somehow allergic to some highly salacious Force abilities (Quinlan Vos and Ventress were both involved. Fox is on record as saying it was worth the hives and the three day med bay stay, but it was not worth the video of him rambling while high that resulted). 

The Combined Jedi/Clones do end up abducting other sentients from formerly Republic Space. Or at least that is what the Empire Propaganda would tell you. It was less an abduction and more asking. Anakin did end up abducting Padme, her 13 body doubles, and 6 other bodyguards during the mad dash to exit the republic (somewhat forcibly). Over the course of 5 years the Jedi quietly collect the family of those 19, and others. 

Palpatine’s Empire lasted a total of three years before he was overthrown and killed. An Empire existed for another 10 years, with a variety of Emperors (none of which lasted even as long as Palpatine). Then the centralized government collapsed into system governments. It would take another 50 years for a Republic to begin to form again, still sans Jedi.

[chapaaus217]

Tokito with the Chase and Vase

Episode 4: part three

Meanwhile..

Muichiro awoke, his head spinning…

Muichiro:… where.. am I…?

His vision cleared to see Sol sitting at the edge of the bed. Sol quickly turned his head once he felt Muichiro move.

Sol: oh thank goodness you’re conscious.

He turned his body to face Muichiro, who scooted back in fear.. curling in ball to sheild him..

Sol: Hey- hey.. it’s okay.. I just need to check your head..

Muichiro:…

He backed up even further against the head of the bed.. using the thin sheet blankets to cover himself up from the icy air in the cell.

Sol:.. I get it..

His gaze fell to the ground.

Sol: you’ve had a hard first night here..

He took a small warm cloth and pressed it against Muichiro’s forehead.. Muichiro reluctantly but slowly reached up to hold the cloth.. Sol let go, dragging his long chestnut colored hair off his shoulders to dangle at his back.

Sol: You don’t have to say anything.. But the least you can do is listen right now.

Muichiro’s eyes narrowed.. a heavy sense of distrust towards Sol.. but at the same time.. he felt a slight sliver of certainty for him..

Sol: Look I’m sorry kid.. it always hurts when I have to work with taking Kids… from their families from the life they had before…

Muichiro:…

He turned his head away..

Muichiro:Then… why’d you do it…?

Muichiro's voice was small and hoarse, a hint of vulnerability creeping into his tone. He looked up at Sol with a mixture of sadness and anger, his eyes searching for answers. He wanted to know why someone like Sol would willingly kidnap children and disrupt their lives. It didn't make sense to him.

Sol: It’s not like I have a choice. The rest want whatever makes money. And unfortunately, youthful slaves make much profit. I have to do this if it means I get a roof over my head…

Muichiro's expression softened slightly as he listened to Sol's explanation. He could see the desperation in the thug's eyes, and the sadness in his voice. He knew that sometimes people had no other choice but to do things they didn't want to, if it meant survival.

He remained silent for a moment, processing Sol's words. He still didn't fully trust the thug, but he could empathize with his situation to some extent.

Sol: I know you may never like my presence. And I know you will never fully trust me.. But..

He took off his sleeveless vest, draping it over Muichiro and the thin sheets.

Sol: That doesn’t mean I Can’t give you reasons to start..

Muichiro nodded slightly, his body instinctively curling into the warmth of the vest. He had to admit, it did feel better than the thin sheets he had been using as a blanket.

He looked around the cell, taking in the harsh environment around him. It was true that the conditions here were terrible, with constant temperature changes and no proper bedding.

He looked back at Sol, still feeling confused and suspicious of the thug's intentions.

Sol: I promise you kid… I’ll get you sold to someone great. And kind. And very loving.. any less and I keep you around until the best there is can care for you..

Muichiro felt a pang of gratitude in his chest at Sol's words. The promise of being sold to someone kind and loving was more than he could have hoped for in this situation. He looked up at Sol with his blue eyes..

Muichiro:…

He knew that he had no control over his fate, but knowing that there was someone looking out for him, even in this horrible situation, gave him a small glimmer of hope.

He nodded slightly, silently accepting Sol's promise.

Sol: Well at least someone on this ship hears me out…

He raised his hand over Muichiro’s head.. Muichiro scrunched down a little before being met with a gentle head pat..

Muichiro: Thank you… Um… Sol.. is it..?

Sol chuckled softly, his hand still resting on Muichiro's head.

Sol: Yes.. that's my name. I’m glad someone remembers it..

He looked outside to see the sun now fully over the horizon.

Sol: Well, sleep well. I’ll be back tomorrow. Keep safe until then.

Muichiro nodded again, feeling a sense of comfort and security wash over him. He didn't know what the future held, but for now, he felt a little less alone. He watched as Sol turned to leave, his heart feeling a little lighter than it had before. As the door closed behind Sol, Muichiro snuggled further into the warmth of the vest, letting out a sigh of exhaustion.

Sol walked out to the hallway, unaware of the figure hidden in the shadows. The figure watched him go..

Noris.. the expressionless second brother emerged..

Noris: hm.. it’s always the kids…

He muttered bored..

[oceans-on-mars]

Below you can find my attempt at a fanfic - a Lieutenant Lopez character study / analysis.

Please note:

English is not my native language.

I am not much of a writer.

The fic is pretty dark towards the end.

Rating: Mature

Actually, I would have preferred someone who IS much of a writer to write something like that, but no luck. So, here we are.

Sixty Minutes to Eternity

Lieutenant Lopez of the MCRN was considered to be extremely selfless – even for Martian standards. And that was saying something. Which also had the side effect that he had little interest in material possessions. Greed – that "more, more, more“ attitude of most Earthers (and unfortunately a considerable amount of Martians as well) and their shallow strive for material gain was absolutely foreign to him.

There was one item, though, that meant so much to him that he brought it on every assignment. So of course he had it in his quarters on the Donnager.

An item that most Earthers would have regarded as not much more than trash.

A simple glass bottle with water from the Pacific Ocean. His great uncle gave it to him on his 12th birthday.

Not too many people had seen the bottle, mostly just the people who would address him by his first name. Most of them were amused when they were told the backstory (usually several times - if they wanted or not). Well, the harsh interrogator DOES have a different side. Who would have thought? While all Martians were united in the dream of a terraformed Mars, Lopez certainly took it a step further.

---

He attached the last piece of armor plate to his combat suit and put the data stick Captain Yao had given him in the designated slot of his chest armor.

While doing so he had to wonder once again why the Martian Light Armor featured TWO slots to store data sticks while there was no way to attach at least ONE grenade or extra magazine. In basic training he was shown footage of 21st Century ground combat – the soldiers in these videos had a ton of extra ammo, gear and whatnot strapped to their tactical vests and belts. All that extra weight of course slowing them down considerably. We have come a long way from that, he thought, that's for sure - but looking down at himself he couldn't help but wonder if a dozen or so extra magazines (each of them basically acting like another small armor plate) strapped to your chest and abdomen are such a bad idea after all. Sure, the Martian Light Armor offered several tactical advantages and was all in all absolutely superior to the combat suits of the old days, but sacrificing a lot of protection along the way.

Yes, he had a tendency to overthink everything. Contrary to Captain Yao he had realized much earlier that the enemy is not to be underestimated (couldn't tell her that of course, not in front of the others… chain of command and all that…), but still he did not expect too much resistance on way to the Tachi. The Donnager was a huge ship after all and the boarding had only started minutes ago. So, if nothing unforseeable happened, he should be fine. Hopefully. Lopez was not afraid, but he sensed that something was off. Something he couldn't put his finger on.

It had been quite some time since his last actual combat mission and since his promotion to interrogation officer he had only received the absolute minimum of combat training. Even considering this, for Captain Yao it was no question of who to send on the vital mission of getting James Holden to MCRN Command. There was no one on the Donnager she trusted more.

Thinking of combat – when Captain Yao had remarked that she was sure that not all of the Belter pirates they had fought and killed for years were bad people he remembered that his expectations regarding these people were not exactly the most positive either, to put it mildly. But when interrogating those who were captured he realized that much to his surprise most of them weren't evil incarnate. It was more like an unfortunate combination of greed, (they were pirates, after all) political fanaticism and the absolute unwillingness so see ANY fault for their unfortunate situation with themselves. For most of them the world was pretty clear cut - we good, Inners bad. Case closed. But Lopez could see after having interrogated several of them that it was far more than that. So, now that the Captain had mentioned it, the memory of being part in killing them in countless numbers came back and left an uneasy feeling.

He had no rational explanation for why exactly he felt like that. But he could see and imagine the world from the enemies' point of view, he could see the world in shades of gray rather than the black and white - us versus them - thinking of most people. For a soldier this definitely can get in the way of handling things and dealing with situations the "supposed" way. The irony of course being that EXACTLY this trait would make him an almost flawless interrogator.

Anyway, no time now to dwell on all that – he would have the rest of his life to deal with the emotional aftermath of all things past. But he couldn't drown out the thought in the back of his mind that his empathy would one of these days be his downfall.

---

He took a final glance at the bottle.

Got to hurry now – go to the armory, then pick up Holden.

Lopez had waited years to tell an Earther his exact feelings regarding their selfishness and overall (self-)destructive behavior, James Holden was a very welcome (and unexpected) outlet for doing exactly that. Now, in hindsight he had second thoughts about it, though. When the Marine fell to the ground and dropped his gun in the CIC Holden leapt from his seat – but not to get the gun as he had expected in the split second afterwards. No, to check on the injured Marine. There is no way Holden could have shot his way out (he wouldn't have come very far), but he could have caused quite some chaos until eventually stopped. So, Holden's reaction was absolutely unexpected – especially after being chewed out just minutes before for his alleged selfishness. To be fair, Holden was the first Earther he had met outside of an interrogation scenario and he absolutely did not live up to the expectations Lopez had developed due to his upbringing and the general Martian hostility towards Earthers – which in most cases WAS absolutely warranted. Most Earthers wouldn't bat an eye while genociding every single Martian out of existence. But Lopez was certain he would think about what happened in the CIC for years to come. It was one of those incidents that can shatter your whole worldview, even if it lasted only seconds.

---

Now aboard the Tachi, strapped in his chair his mind was racing. They say that in the moments before certain death time dilates to a point that minutes can feel like hours or even more – Lopez now understood what they meant by that.

If he had just followed his orders – get Holden to MCRN Command – and not give in to him to rescue his friends as well there would have been a high chance he and his group of Marines would have made it to the Tachi in time before being attacked by the boarding enemies. But his decision to take the detour killed all of his Marines and nearly himself. He couldn't have helped it, though. When Holden mentioned that he wouldn't leave anyone of his own behind - he couldn't deny him his request. In doing so he would have gone against his highest principles and thus ultimately against himself. At the moment it just FELT like the right thing to do, the only thing to do. The incident in the CIC a while ago – when Holden could have easily shot him with the gun the falling Marine dropped, but didn't, also playing a huge part in his decision.

On the other hand, though, putting his own life on the line is one thing, but that of his Marines as well? He sighed heavily and could feel that his upper left side was crushed. The adrenaline from the fight was slowly wearing off.

Would he do it again? Exchange the lives of his Marines for a group of absolute strangers? For people that somewhat earlier would (probably) have loved nothing more than to rip his face clean off…? Contemplating this would have been heavy enough in a normal situation but right now, in heavy pain from life threatening injuries it was next to impossible. It wouldn't matter anymore anyway – what's done is done. He could only hope that Holden would make it out alive to tell everyone that Mars did not blow up the Canterbury and avert an all out war between Earth and Mars. A war that very likely would reduce Martian civilization to a pile of rubble. Not wanting to take any chances he ordered Alex Kamal to go for max G burn to escape any remaining enemy ships and with that signing his death sentence. His injuries, under normal circumstances, would have been survivable if taken to the Tachi's Med Lab within the next minutes, but the high G forces would cause his broken ribs to shred his lungs, and he would suffocate on his own blood.

Live and die for Mars.

As it was supposed to be…?

His only comfort was that he would not have to live with survivor's guilt which would emotionally crush him rather sooner than later, no doubt about that. Most of his friends were on the Donnager and there was absolutely nothing he could do for them. In a few moments they would be pulverized into oblivion. The pain of this realization was actually far worse than the physical pain from his injuries.

---

He remembered talking to Bobbie Draper about the idea of an Ocean on Mars; he thought about the bottle his great uncle gave him. He remembered many things he had done, many things he had planned to do. If only he had visited Earth to see an actual Ocean. Not having done that was his only real regret.

His vision was going dark.

With his last breath Lopez realized that no one knows about the data stick with the crucial data he was carrying in his armor. He hoped that someone would find it before his body would (probably) be thrown out of the Tachi's airlock.

A03 link:

https://archiveofourown.org/works/64560451

[charlottesbookclub]

Norrington headcannons please! 🧸🍼

send me a headcanon request 🥰

hello anon! thank you so much for these and I apologize for letting this languish in my inbox for so long!! ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

as I mentioned in my earlier norrington headcanon post, I think he was the first person I read fanfic for, so it's lovely to be doing some headcanons for him now! ☺️ thank you so much again for the request, and I hope you enjoy! 🥰

these got quite long, and I also do want to note here that I mention difficult pregnancy and the death of child in my responses, so please take care while reading!

below the cut, you'll find:

🧸 – what's a comfort item of theirs?

🍼 – do they want kids? why or why not?

for James Norrington! 💙

James Norrington

🧸 – what's a comfort item of theirs?

this was a tricky one, because I think of him as a very practical person who doesn't keep a lot of unnecessary things, especially things that may not have a super functional purpose. but I've been doing some thinking on this, I've actually got two headcanons, one for before he has a romantic partner, and one for if he does have a partner!

the first is some kind of navigational instrument (like a small compass) given to him by his mother for a graduation or some other event. I often think of his mother as a fairly delicate person who was ill a lot while he was a child, and so James doesn't have a ton of memories with her since he wasn't allowed to spend much time with her when she was sick. however, he treasures the memories of her that he does have, and one of those is her giving him a gift (maybe when he officially joined the navy?). I like the idea that it was clearly her (rather than his father) who had picked it out, because maybe it wasn't actually very practical for use at sea, but it was her best attempt at giving him useful, even though she herself had no seafaring experience. he was so genuinely moved by the gift, since it was so clearly her way of trying to take a sincere interest in his life even though her illness had often prevented her from taking an active role in raising him. so he keeps it and takes it with him everywhere. he justifies this to himself by saying that it's technically a practical object, even if he doesn't actually use it for its intended function

the second would be something given to him by his partner that he wears on a small chain around his neck. because of his fairly mobile life (moving between ship and shore relatively frequently), it's not practical for him to have a lot of objects to take with him (even though I actually do think he is quite a sentimental person who might want to fill his cabin with things that remind him of his partner, but he's too practical to actually do that). so instead he sticks to something small that he can carry on his person at all times. it might be a promise ring from before they were married (if marriage is a thing that happens for them) or a shell or a pearl that has some meaning between the two of them, or even a charm or a small locket. regardless of the object itself, James never takes it off, and it always lives tucked away under his uniform. at night when he's at sea, he'll hold it in his hand and trace the shape of it with his fingers, thinking of his beloved 💕

🍼 – do they want kids? why or why not?

this is a very complex question for James. simply from the time period in which he lives and the culture in which he was raised, the answer is yes. he'd be expected to continue the bloodline and carry on the family name. culturally, he has been socialized to want children, since someone from his background and status is expected to be invested in the continuation of the family lineage

but personally? that's where it gets complicated. I think it's fairly well established in fanon (idk if there's actually a canon source for this??) that James did not have the best relationship with his father. I see the elder Norrington as cold, strict, demanding, and commandeering. he took a vested interest in his son's life mostly so that he could mold him into the perfect naval officer who would bring pride to the family name. I personally headcanon that his father suffered some kind of injury while serving in the navy that took him out of service earlier than he had wanted, so he definitely uses his son as a way to live out his own fantasies of naval glory. and James is terrified of becoming his father. but he doesn't have any other great role models, since all the other naval officers he knows who have children seem fairly disinterested in them and spend most of their time at sea anyway. i think that's fundamentally not the kind of person or father James wants to be, but he just has no other examples, and as a result he's terrified that he'll end up the exact same way

this is complicated even further by his mother as well. if we're going into this with the assumption that James is in a relationship with someone who is physically able to become pregnant, then James has a whole host of other issues to deal with. as I mentioned above, I usually envision his mother as rather a frail person who was often ill. I haven't worked out the full causation on this yet, but I headcanon that she became pregnant again when James was young, and she had a difficult pregnancy that resulted in an unhealthy child who died not long after it was born. mentally and physically, I think his mother struggled to recover from that, and so did James. he wasn't aware of everything, but he knew enough to know that his mother was suffering, and that he had a sibling who suddenly wasn't there anymore. because of this, I think he is absolutely fucking terrified of doing that to someone he loves. this especially is something that it would be hard for him to get past, because he has almost no control over what might happen if his partner were to become pregnant, and I think he would struggle to live with himself if he watched them suffer for something that he would perceive to be his fault

in reality, I actually think he would be a really good father, even if he would be super hesitant at first. but he has a lot of baggage around the subject that he would need to work through first before he got to the point of deciding that he wanted children

[hugmekenobi]

The Long Haul

A Bad Batch Series interlude oneshot 

Gif by @ivonhart​

Hunter x femaleJedi!reader

Summary: The work from Cid doesn’t stop despite past events but this one sees you needing a little bit more help.

Warnings: Mentioned canon-typical violence, no y/n, swearing, a mention of a past spicy moment (not described at all but putting it here anyway), mentions of death, mild hurt/comfort, descriptions of illness and vomiting, mentions of pregnancy/pregnancy scare, pet name (sweetheart), awkwardness, the Force and Force communication works how I say it works, Star Wars flowers do what I need them to and Star Wars first aid being what I need it to be, overall fluff and feelings

Masterlist for S1 Chapters

Word Count: 2.4K

Rating: 18+

Author’s notes: It’s the first oneshot with these two actually together! Hope you enjoy! Can’t wait to share the other ones and S2 with you all! To those I’ve tagged, let me know if you don’t want tagged in these oneshots and I’ll keep it to the series and if there’s anyone else who wants tagged, just let me know :)

“You alright?” Hunter called down as he peered over the edge of the small ledge. You had been tackled by the man they had been tracking and had tumbled over the side. Thankfully it wasn’t a huge drop, and the lush grass and dense bunch of flowers would have lessened the impact but he checked nevertheless.

As you felt the dead weight on top of you, you couldn’t help but think that the last time someone had been this close to you had been a long six weeks ago. Cid had been keeping you guys pretty busy, and you knew the only reason you had that time with him in the first place was because the squad had politely, but awkwardly, given you the Marauder for a few hours.

You ignored the pain in your spine and heaved a sigh as you pushed the dead body off you. You took your vibroblade out his chest and wiped it on his top before you brushed off some of pollen that had gotten onto your hands from the pile of flowers you had landed in.

You walked over to where your blaster had landed and picked it up before you glanced up to where Hunter and Echo were. “Have I ever mentioned how much I can’t stand using this thing?” You waved your blaster for emphasis.

Hunter smiled under his helmet. You were fine. “You may have said something once or twice.”

“Well, it’s a pain in my ass. It’s jammed at some point on every mission since I got it! Gotta say the Jedi knew what they were talking about with this one.”

Echo let out a short laugh. “You ever consider that you might be the problem?”

You took your mask down and scowled up at him. “No.” You opened the man’s vest and took out the necklace and you recognised the diamond that was hanging from it as the one Cid had shown you before sending you on this mission. “This is it, right?”

Hunter nodded down at you before he spoke into his comm. “Tech, Wrecker, Omega, we got the necklace. Meet back at the ship. You coming up?” He asked you.

“Sir, yes sir.” With that, you took a few steps back before you called on the Force to assist your jump back up to where Echo and Hunter were.

Hunter wrapped his arm around your waist and the three of you began the walk back to the Marauder.

--

As the ship left the Glee Anselm, your eyes suddenly began to feel very heavy, and your limbs were screaming for rest. You put it down to the fact that you had been searching for that guy on that planet for the past two days with very little rest. Every time Hunter had got a read on him, the circumstances seemed to change and put those environmental factors combined with avoiding the Imperial presence, well, it had made for a stressful mission. I’m going to lie down for a little bit, you told Hunter.

Hunter regarded you curiously. He hadn’t seen any physical injuries after your fall today, but you hadn’t slept very much on this mission, so he just nodded before he turned his attention back to Tech as he gave the estimated arrival time.

You walked back to your bunk and unholstered your weapons and laid down and sleep came a lot faster that you had expected.

 --

“Sweetheart.” Hunter shook your shoulder for the fifth time since the ship had landed, adding a little bit more vigour to it but still you made no move to wake.

“She’s still not awake?” Omega asked as she came to stand next to him.

“No...” Hunter said distantly. He couldn’t figure out what was wrong, you never slept like this.

“I can get her up.” Wrecker said happily as he picked up an abandoned weapons crate.

“Wrecker, I’m not sure she would respond very well to that.” Tech advised.

“It’ll get her up, won’t it? Hunter?”

Hunter kept his eyes on you but nodded his permission.

Wrecker lifted the crate high above his head before he brought it to the ground with a loud crash.

You jolted awake. “Jeez! I’m up, calm down…” You trailed off from any further comment as you felt a strong wave of nausea rise through you.

Hunter laid a hand on your knee. “Well, we tried do to it quieter but you-” He didn’t get to finish since you had quickly stood up and pushed past him, hand over your mouth as you ran to the refresher.

You just made it before you rather undignifiedly and violently vomited. Hunter’s hand holding your hair whilst the other one rubbed gentle circles on your back only provided you some comfort.

After you finished what felt like spewing your guts out, you wiped your mouth and sheepishly turned to face the concerned faces that were all staring at you since you realised you forgot to shut the door. “So sorry, that was disgusting.”

“I’ll be right back.” Hunter said before he set off towards the middle of the ship.

You held your tired body against the doorframe and focused on ignoring your unsettled stomach, a task that was easier said than done. You gratefully took your flask of water from Omega who looked at you anxiously as she stepped away.

Echo and Wrecker looked on worriedly.

Tech brought his datapad out. “What have you eaten in the past 2-3 days? Did you drink anything strange on Glee Anslem?”

“I’ve not eaten or drank anything strange, Tech. I’d know if I had.” You squeezed your eyes shut as you felt the nausea return.

“Okay, let’s go further back. What about injuries? Did anyone we came across manage to cut you with anything? It could be a wound that’s infected.”

You shook your head, “Same missions as you guys, you’d know.” You said through clenched teeth as you struggled to push the nausea away.

“What about-”

You held up a finger to stop him from continuing before you swiftly turned away, shut the door, and threw up yet again.

After you sorted yourself out, you opened the door again. “Well? Anything?”

Tech awkwardly shifted his goggles and looked up from his datapad. “I, uh, can think of one explanation.”

“Great, what is it and what’s the cure?” You asked tiredly.

“Um, well, first of all, is there a possibility that you’re uh, could you maybe be pregnant?” He stammered out uneasily.

Before your brain could catch up to what he just asked, you were distracted by a loud clatter.

All heads turned to face Hunter who had dropped the medkit.

Hunter quickly threw the items back in, ignoring Tech’s slightly irritated look. He straightened up. “Omega, wait outside the ship.”

“But what does that-” She started to argue.

“Now!” Hunter said firmly.

She let out an aggravated sigh but complied.

Hunter waited until she was out before he spoke again. “No, Tech, she’s not… are you?” He asked as he made his way back towards you.

You only shook your head and leaned your head on his shoulder.

“I only asked because you two are in a relationship and, I um, assume there is a physical aspect to it. Not that I’m thinking about that, I only meant that that- what I mean is that there is a statistical likelihood-” Tech stuttered.

“Hey, Tech.” You interrupted.

“Yes?”

“Shut up.”

“Gladly.” Tech replied, letting out a relieved sigh.

“Thank you.” Echo and Wrecker muttered.

“Bottom line is, I’m not pregnant so there’s gotta be another explanation.” You continued before you felt your knees grow weak.

Hunter could feel your body grow heavier as you leaned against him. “Come on, let’s get you back to the bunk.” He put his arm around your shoulder and supported you as he led you towards it. As he helped you lie down and he saw the weariness written across your face and the gaunt look of your skin, he hoped that they’d figure out what was wrong with you and figure it out soon.

--

Tech rubbed his forehead and began to fiddle with his datapad again. He couldn’t understand what was wrong you and they weren’t getting any closer to figuring it out and it was driving him crazy. “Okay, one more time.”

Hunter had removed his armour for you, and you were in the space between his legs with your back pressed against his chest.

You let out an exhausted sigh and angled your head towards Tech. You had quickly formed this routine where you would go throw up, come back to lie with Hunter, Echo and Wrecker would offer their sympathies, Omega- who was allowed back on the ship and after she realised no one was going to tell her what Tech had meant earlier and the closest she got was a ‘we’ll tell you when you’re older’- would give you more water, and after this, Tech would ask you to go over your routine from the past missions you’d gone on. “I don’t know what else there is to tell, Tech. I’ve eaten nothing but ration bars since we were sent on all these missions. I only drank water on Glee Anselm. No one has wounded me. I felt fine when we were looking for that guy, the only trouble we ran into was when my blaster jammed, and I fell into that bunch of flowers. After-”

“Flowers?” Tech’s head snapped up at this new information.

“What?” You asked.

“You hadn’t mentioned the flowers before. What did they look like?”

“Um.” You furrowed your brow as you tried to remember but, to your horror, nothing was coming to mind, you were too exhausted to even remember something as simple as that. You squeezed your eyes shut as you felt nauseous again.

“They were white with purple spots on them.” Echo answered for you.

Tech tapped his datapad. “Ah ha!” He said triumphantly.

“What is it, Tech?” Hunter asked urgently as he heard you let out a soft groan.

“Those flowers were likely Pixy Cloves. They have a defence mechanism that involves secreting spores into the bloodstream through the skin of whatever touches them. It can cause a serious infection in their host. There’s no cure, unfortunately, but it’s not fatal. Your body just needs to flush it out. You should feel better within the next 4-5 days.” Tech said brightly.

“I take it ‘flush it out’ means I’m going to be spending a lot of time in that refresher?” You asked glumly.

Hunter rubbed your arm soothingly.

“I can give you something to ease the nausea but that’s all I’m afraid.” Tech replied.

You huffed out a puff of air. “Well, no sense in you guys staying here.” You fished the necklace out of your pocket and handed it to Omega. “Better explain the situation to Cid and give this to her give so we get paid, and she stays ‘happy’ with us.”

“Are you sure you’ll be okay?” Omega asked as she took the necklace from you.

“Yeah, kid, don’t worry. Thanks for the help.”

“Hope you feel better soon!” Omega laid her hand on yours before she made her way to the exit.

“Yeah, feel better!” Wrecker said, patting your shoulder gently.

“Thanks, Wrecker.”

“I take it you’re staying?” Echo asked Hunter after he gave your hand a consoling squeeze.

“No.” You said.

“Yes.” Hunter corrected.

“Hunter, this is not going to be a pretty time. When I’m not sleeping, I’m going to be in that refresher violently vomiting.” You said, looking up at him.

“I could always use more sleep and I don’t mind that.”

“Hunter-”

“I’m in this for the long haul. A bit of throwing up isn’t going to scare me away from you.” Hunter kissed your forehead.

“It should. I’ll hardly be at my best.” You maintained with a grumbled sigh.

Hunter stroked your arm to reassure you. “I know we’re new at this but I’m pretty sure looking after each other is part of the description of what we are. Plus, we’ve kinda been doing that all along anyway. A new label doesn’t need to change that.”

You did have to admit that he had a point. You’d both seen each other in less than desirable states before your romantic relationship began. You figured you were just feeling more pressure now, but you could past it and you guessed this would be a good test. I mean if seeing me heaving into a toilet bowl doesn’t scare him away then what will? You thought to yourself before you gave him a small but grateful smile. “Okay, if you’re sure…”

“I’m sure.”

“I guess we’ll see you later then.” Echo said before he and Wrecker left the ship.

As he took the medicine out, Tech made a mental note to tidy the medkit up once you didn’t need it anymore. He walked over to you and gave you the injection. “This should help with the nausea. Hunter can give you more if you need them over the next few days.” He patted your knee. “I’ll check in later.” He stood up and made his way to the door.

“Thank you, Tech.” You said.

Tech smiled and nodded at you before he joined the others, and they all made their way to the parlour.

--

“Thanks for staying.” You said as Hunter came back from shutting the door.

“You’d do the same for me and I’ll take time alone with you any way I can.” Hunter said with a smile.

You managed to let out a quiet laugh before you moved so Hunter could slide in next to you. “Do you know what I’ve realised?” You mumbled as you closed your eyes snuggled closer to him.

“What’s that?” Hunter whispered as he gently pulled you against him.

“That this is all that damn blaster’s fault. If it hadn’t jammed, none of this would’ve happened.”

Hunter chuckled and planted another kiss to the top of your head. “I think you’re going to be just fine. Get some sleep.”

You weren’t sure how long would you sleep for before that next inevitable urge to vomit struck but if you had Hunter with you, you were sure you could get through this and anything else the galaxy would throw your way.

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Tagging: @noeasyisnoisy​, @tpwkcalli​, @fuckoffthanos​, @arctrooper69​, @graciexmarvel​, @flyingkangaroo​, @nightmonkeysstuff​, @a-streakofazure​, @ladytano420​, @dragonrider9905​, @keep-calm-and-drink-caf​, @yyourmotherr​, @xxeiraxx​

[lovemyromance]

So... do the antis know that Elriels aren't typically concerned with or have a big stake in the Mor & Emerie ship or Lucien & Vassa??

Like they're always trying to bring up "If you think Gwyn doesn't have enough development in the books to be with Azriel then how do you still ship Mor & Emerie?? HUH??"

Except the thing is ... I don't.

It's not necessarily the gotcha moment they think it is. I think THEY immediately shipped Emerie & Mor (I guess them being the only lesbians in ACOTAR made them suddenly soulmates now?) and expected everyone else to do the same.

Except that's not the case. I don't have a vested interest in Mor and Emerie, nor do I expect them to end up together. Honestly I don't really care even what happens with their storyline. Not when there are still more pressing stories to be told for the main characters.

Like the reason Gwyn nor Emerie showed up in that fated mates quiz is because they are not main characters. That's it. Lucien showed up because despite being MIA for 3 books, he's still grudgingly a main character. This argument of "Well, SJM isn't going to spoil Gwynriel through a quiz and Emerie isn't there either when we all know she's going to end up with Mor" is so odd? Because nobody expected Emerie to show up on this quiz either. Again, she isn't an MC. And neither is Gwyn.

Their logic is always so backwards. They're fighting the air at this point, trying to argue against a defense literally no Elriel has used against Gwynriel.

Would Vassien & Emerie/Mor be cute ships? Sure. But I'm not out here screaming that they are 100% endgame or even going to happen. I'm focused on Elriel.

Whereas the Gwynriels NEED Elucien to happen and Mor/Emerie (whatever their ship name is idk even), to make the Valkyries stay relevant past ACOSF.

I really don't get the obsession, tbh. Like was ACOSF decent and the Valks were badass? Yes. Do I want to read 2 more books about that? Absolutely not.!

[theabdlstruggle]

Call it what it is… Sin!

First, this one was hard to write. It took me well over a month, I believe, to actually sit down and write it all out. It was hard because I kept judging myself for writing it. I did not feel like I was qualified enough to write on this subject. I screw up and I sin EVERY DAY! But then again, who of us doesn’t?? At the end of the day, the fact that I follow Christ and He forgives me every day and every time for my sins, just proves His faithfulness to me. Not that I have done anything to deserve His faithfulness or done anything to deserve His grace, but that He already freely gives it to those who follow Him. So with that said, here we go…

SIN: this is not a topic usually accepted very well, but like anything else, it must be spoken of. Why? Because WE ALL DO IT! EVERYBODY SINS! You know it, I know it; I do it, you do it, so why doesn’t anybody ever talk about it? Why is it so secret?? Why do we get up on our high horse, look down on others, point the finger, and then proclaim our superiority over them?? Are we not ALL on the same page? Are we not ALL on the same sinking ship? So then, we are all equal… or are we?

Now, when I speak of equality I don’t mean everybody is the same, or has the same skills, etc… just look around this community; BUT, when I say we are all equal I mean that we are ALL headed straight for HELL!! Yes, every one of us is headed straight for Hell, UNLESS, we recognize the obvious fact that we ALL sin and are in NEED of a savior. Someone to redeem us, someone to make us righteous, someone to make us whole again; and that person is Jesus Christ! What is it about HIM that makes the whole world get into an uproar?? Why is HE the ONLY PERSON (WORL WIDE) who draws a division line?? Why is HE the ONLY PERSON to claim to have the ability to SAVE man’s souls???? Jesus was alive, there is plenty of historical evidence for that, and He died, again, plenty of historical evidence for that as well, AND, it is well documented that He rose again and came back to life. Not to mention the 300+ prophecies made about Him BEFORE He was born. WHAT IS IT ABOUT CHRIST THAT SEEMS TO DIVIDE THE WORLD??!!!!! Could it be, that He actually IS the savior of Humanity?? That He can redeem mans’ souls??? What if it were true? What would you say? If you knew that the ONLY way to escape HELL ITSELF, was to be perfect from moment born to moment of death, what would you do? What would you give up? WHAT IF, the ONLY thing you had to do was call on HIS NAME and believe? Would you do it? Would you seek out His name? He has already been knocking at the door of your heart. What would it take for you to let him in and begin a relationship with Him?

Like I said before, we are ALL on the same SINKING SHIP!!! The difference between some one who follows Christ and has a relationship with Him and someone who does not is that the Christian (Christ follower) has ALREADY put the life vest on and will be saved. They may not know much about it, they may not know how to swim efficiently with it on, but the fact still remains, THEY HAVE IT ON, they are wearing it, and when they hit the water, it will keep them afloat!!! At some point we will ALL stand before the judgment seat of God. We will either be on the left or the right. Those who have trusted Christ through receiving the gift give freely from the cross or those who have not. Christ bared our sins upon Himself so He could open up a path in order to have relationship with US. HE PURSUES US!!! Christ stands at the door of YOUR HEART knocking RIGHT NOW!! Open it up, say, “Hello”, ask Him the TOUGH QUESTIONS, He is big enough to answer them. He loves YOU and He wants you. May you find love and acceptance through relationship in Jesus Christ Himself.

[buffshipper8490]

Rating Mature

Chapter Summary

General Leia Organa asks old ally Lando Calrissian to use his connections to help the Resistance...

Excerpt:

On the bridge of the Skywalker, Leia Organa looked out into the black expanse of space.

So much had gone wrong in so little time.

The message had dropped. They’d lost contact with Finn and Rose. Not to mention Poe, Chewie, and Rey. As she searched the Force for answers, she sensed overwhelming sadness and anger there.

Distantly, she heard Connix’s voice breaking through the fog. “General?”

“General?” came Connix’s voice again, Leia finally turning to face her. “We’ve been at the rendezvous for hours. I think this is all that’s coming.”

Leia’s shoulders slumped and she let out a heavy sigh.

A few freighters and a handful of glorified pirates, that’s all General Leia Organa could command from the galaxy these days.

In the dark days since Crait, they’d learned that the First Order had been pursuing their sympathizers, restricting and blockading communications, cutting off supply lines, capturing or even assassinating allies. In short, no one had answered the call from Crait because very few had even heard it.

Leia had spent the past almost two years reestablishing contact with old allies, calling in favors, recruiting everyone sympathetic to their cause. She sent two of her best on a suicide mission in the heart of enemy territory to put out a message through a peice of ancient hardware that they didn’t even know would still work on the off-chance that the galaxy would finally hear them.

And once again, her pleas fell on deaf ears. All these years, all this time. All for nothing.

Leia felt herself go back to that dark day on Crait. She’d thought the spark of hope had died. She remembered sitting down in the old rebel outpost, exhausted, out of options, while the First Order deployed a siege cannon that would make short work of the armored hangar doors. They were all going to die, and the Resistance with them.

And then her brother had appeared. Luke had distracted the First Order long enough for them all to escape, and their small remnant had survived to carry on the fight.

And carry on the fight she still would.

She turned to Connix, her mind made up. “Prepare an Imperial shuttle. I’ll need valid code clearance.”

“But we’re lightyears from—” Seeing the look on Leia’s face, Connix cut off abruptly. “Yes, General.”

Leia watched her scurry away, chuckling to herself. Well, at least she could still scare the young ones.

But her good humor was short-lived, Leia sighing a second later as she removed the General’s bars from her vest. Maybe Rose would want them. She collected them, after all. That is, if she was still alive.

Leia had a long cloak draped over the back of a chair for the excursion ahead.

She put it on and pulled the hood up over her hair, hiding her distinctive Alderaanean braids from view.

"Leia,” came a familiar voice, that was neither inside her head nor without. The voice belonging to the man who inspired the name of the ship she was standing in.

"I was just thinking about you." Leia responded, like it was just a part of an ongoing conversation. Which, she supposed, it was. It just so happened that one of the parties was dead.

"He's in pain," Luke Skywalker said, voice grave. He was always so damn grave these days. Sometimes she missed the optimistic farm boy he’d once been.

“I feel it, too," Leia replied. Her son was always in pain, and it tore her apart inside.

Suddenly, she felt her brother’s presence next to her, as real and vibrant as when he’d been alive. She turned to face his slightly glowing form.

“If he succeeds in bringing back the Sith, he’ll become more powerful than our father,” warned Luke.

“So will she,” countered Leia. "She's gotten so much stronger already."

Luke waved her off. “She feels too much. Love. Anger."

“Don’t we all?” Leia shot back, her temper flaring. "Even the high and mighty Luke Skywalker himself was not immune to the base emotions that afflict us mere mortals."

Luke gave her a pointed look. “This is why the Jedi live in isolation. The pain of loss only leads to the Dark Side."

“I’ve lost everything and everyone," Leia declared, stone-faced. "And I’d still choose to love.”

She looked at her brother, his familiar face. Let herself miss him for the first time in ages. It was dangerous territory. Her grief was deep and thick and tangled, honed over years and losses and all too easy to lose herself in if she let it.

But today wouldn’t be that day. There was a war to win and a galaxy to save, and she wouldn’t rest until she’d done every last thing in her power to bring about a victory.

Luke was watching her, a look of sadness on his face that mirrored her own. Twins.

“Trust her instincts,” implored Leia. “She may not follow the path of the Jedi, but this time, she’s our only hope.”

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[oingomyboingos]

Here’s my submission for bonus round 1 of @yuriolympics

FILL: TEAM ACE ATTORNEY

SHIP: franmaya [Franziska von Karma/Maya Fey]

In response to this prompt for a star trek AU

I thought it would be so fun for Maya’s psychic powers to be flipped into Betazoid’s emotional ESP. Franziska is a Vulcan because of her somewhat rigid beliefs. I imagine she went to the Vulcan Science Academy before deciding to become an ambassador. Manfred von Karma’s pressure on her to succeed might mirror Sarek and Spock. While she hungers to succeed and puts up a logical, perfectly non-emotional front, Maya’s Betazoid powers are able to sense past that into what she’s truly feeling.

I don’t have enough time or energy to write a full fic about this, but here’s what I imagine their first interaction would look like that leads up to the scene in the drawing: Franziska boards the Federation ship Maya is serving aboard to get to some sort of diplomatic rendezvous location, and en route they encounter some sort of unknown alien threat that leaves them isolated from the rest of the crew. Perhaps Maya tries using her powers to understand the pain of some alien creature, and Franziska has to mind meld with her to relieve the mental and physical stress. They’re able to save the day and get back onboard, and Franziska is planning on ignoring the whole thing to suppress the strange feelings of connection she experienced. Maya corners her and has the conversation depicted in the drawing. They go to Ten Forward for their date and have a lovely time.

[ALT ID: the image depicts two women drawn in the art style of star trek lower decks. on the left, a caption in the star trek title font says “Betazoid Starfleet Counselor Maya Fey.” On the right, also in the star trek title font, says “Vulcan Ambassador Ziska V’Nkarm” a stylized version of Franziska von Karma’s name from Ace Attorney. Maya wears a purple body suit similar to those work by Deanna Troi in Star Trek TNG, as well as her in-game hairstyle and magatama beaded necklace. She stands with one hand on her hip and looks sassily at Ziska. Franziska wears gray trousers and a high necked blue vest with gold diamond buttons over a puffy sleeved white top. She holds a Star Trek TNG era padd in her right hand and looks at it to avoid eye contact with Maya. She blushes green because she is Vulcan. Two chibi drawings near her head show her internal emotions “she’s so frustrating! but so hot?” The dialogue between the two reads:

Ziska: Behavior that does not follow logic is…foolish.

Maya: For a logical Vulcan, you sure are emitting a lot of defensiveness.

Franziska: …

Maya: …Emotion isn’t a weakness, Ambassador V’Nkarm.

Ziska: …

Maya: And yes, I am free this Saturday <3

ID ends/]

[adzeisval]

Holding Back Tears

Izzy reunites with Ed. Also on AO3.

Izzy knew he was alive, he was thirsty and hungry, his bones ached from being tossed in the storm all night, but nothing that had happened after made any sense. The people he was with should be dead, he’d seen most of them die. 

Izzy felt even more alive once he had eaten and gotten dressed. He went out and felt the sea breeze on his face and smelled the briny ocean. It was real, it was familiar. Izzy watched the crew for a bit, they seemed a bit new but close knit and the morale was good. 

Most of the crew had come up to him and told Izzy they were glad he was there and introduced themselves. Some Izzy vaguely remembered from Bonnet’s crew, others were new to him. He found himself in a world where Bonnet wasn’t dead and his crew lived on. More importantly Ed was alive. Izzy stomach twisted. None of this could be real but every sense told him it was. It was the imperfection that made it all the more real. If he were dreaming or something else Ivan would be there but he was gone in both places. 

“Doesn’t make any fucking sense,” Izzy muttered and sighed. He decided the best course of action was to go about things like they were normal. He walked around the ship and made sure that everything was correct and in working order. The routine felt good. Doing simple things felt good. Tie a rope here, tighten a knot there, point out a bit of sail to be repaired. All good. 

Izzy was peering over the edge of the ship checking for barnacles when he noticed the name. The crew had referred to the ship as the Revenge, Bonnet's old ship, but the name had been changed. 

Izzy’s Revenge. 

He’d had a home here, a life, and enough of an impact that they honored him by naming the ship after him. Or perhaps they just wanted to use his name to instil fear into their enemies which he wouldn’t blame them for doing. Yet…it was the way they were looking at him that made him think the former was more true than the latter. 

But there were so, so many pieces missing to the puzzle, aside from how the fuck he found himself where he was. They were keeping details sparse, only answering the questions Izzy specifically had. Hiding something. He wished he could focus and figure it all out but his head was too filled with the idea that he might see Eddie alive again. 

Izzy tried to push the memory of watching Ed die out of his mind but it came in even stronger. Izzy had made it to the fort just in time to see Fang drop, the noose snapping his neck as he fell. It was quick, thankfully but it was horrible nonetheless. 

Then Ed. He had looked almost relieved as they got to him. He was so…blank, emotionless as they read out the charges. Izzy had desperately looked around to try to figure out how to save Ed but he couldn’t move and couldn't think the panic overwhelmed him. 

Ed smiled just before they pulled the trapdoor and Izzy didn’t think he would ever forget the manic smile on his face or the sound of his neck snapping.

That had been real, yet here he was in a place that felt just as real where Edward Teach was still alive. 

“We should be getting to the Inn tomorrow morning,” Jim said. 

“Good,” Izzy said. He couldn’t help but notice that Jim wore a single glove on their right hand, and the vest they were wearing was almost the same as Izzy’s, another sign that he had been well liked by this crew.

“Will Ed be glad to see me?” 

“Yes, he was devastated when you died,” Jim said. 

“Was he there?” 

“We all were, he was holding you,” Jim said. 

“I feel like I’m missing things,” Izzy said. 

“It was rough for a bit, you and Ed were…not in a good place. You hurt each other.” 

“Oh.”

“Just…he’s a lot more open emotionally now so he’ll probably cry when he sees you and he’s given up the whole Blackbeard thing and…” 

“I don’t want to hurt him,” Izzy said. He didn’t understand why Ed would leave, for Stede Bonnet? Really, that useless bastard? Give up what they had built over a lifetime? It was fucking confusing but…Ed was alive in this world. Whatever changes had happened in this world meant, however much Izzy didn’t understand or didn’t like them, that Ed was alive because of them. 

“This is all just so fucking weird,” Jim said and Izzy snorted. 

When they got to the Inn, Izzy stayed on the ship and waited for either Ed to come to him or for Ed to be ready. He agreed that it would probably be a bad idea for him to just rush in without preface. He wasn’t the Izzy Ed was used to and this wasn’t quite his Ed but they were close enough that it should work. The connection should be there. 

The love. 

It had taken the heartbreak of losing Eddie to realize it but it was love he felt for the man and he thought there was a chance Ed might have loved him a bit too. His version of Ed at least though would this one be that different? 

Jim came back a half hour later and looked tired. 

“Did it not go well?” 

“It was very weird but he wants to see you,” Jim said. Izzy got in the dinghy and helped row ashore. He steeled himself for a possible negative reaction. He was an interloper, not the same as the man who had died in this world. He wouldn’t cry. Ed being alive was good enough. 

Halfway to the Inn Ed came out on the porch and Izzy had to stop and he gasped because it was true, there was Ed alive. Izzy tried desperately to keep himself from crying. Izzy forced himself to keep moving though his legs felt weak and he thought he might faint from the emotion running through him. 

“Izzy?” 

His voice, Izzy hadn’t thought he’d ever hear Eddie speak again. Izzy managed a few steps more then Ed started toward him. 

“Eddie…” Izzy didn’t know quite what to say but he didn’t have to say anything. Ed got to him and wrapped his arms around Izzy and Izzy hugged him back and he only lasted a few more seconds holding his tears back before they flowed freely. 

Ed was crying as well as they held each other. Izzy knew they were being watched, that it probably wasn’t a good idea to be so emotional out in the open but…this place was different and Izzy found that he really didn’t give a fuck.

[mama-qwerty]

Playing A Round

Have another bit of Knucklesverse writing. 'Cause this one was fun.

~~~~~

Quetzal curled in the far corner of the Sanctuary, his tail lazily flicking back and forth. It was a slow day—only a handful of Knux's were present at the moment. Dread, Gnarly, and Renegade sat at the table, playing a round of poker, while Little Z snoozed against the large dragon's side.

Bored. Q was soo booored. Sure, it was nice to nap and have a quiet day with his tribe. While he loved just about all the other Knuckles’, sometimes things could be a little too loud or crowded when there were a lot of them here.

But that didn’t mean that a quiet day had to be boring.

He looked down to the little zombie against him, a smile curling his lips. His eyes flicked up to the three echidna at the table. And an idea brewed.

If he really focused, Q could speak to the other Knux's while in his dragon form. Not much, just a few words, but it would do. He flicked Z gently to wake him, and leaned down to whisper in the boy's ear.

The little zombie listened intently, a smile curling his lips. Always up for mischief himself, Z nodded and hurried off.

Meanwhile, at the table, the game had gone from friendly pastime to fierce competition. The main battle was between Dread and Ren (of course), and Gnarly seemed a bit annoyed they'd taken what was supposed to be a fun way to pass the time and turned it into yet another way to try and best each other.

"C'mon guys, this is supposed to be fun," the teen said, the annoyance evident in his tone. "I was having fun, and I'm losing!"

"Aye, it be all fun an' games 'til this one falls behind," Dread said with a smirk, hooking a thumb toward Ren. His urban twin growled.

"I ain't 'falling behind', you're cheatin'."

A look of shock crossed the pirate's face. "I would never! I swear on me ship I be playin' as straight as an arrow, dear brother." A little smirk curled his lips, which didn't fill Ren with a lot of confidence at the honesty of the remark.

"Don't call me that."

"We all be brothers here, Rennie."

"Don't call me that, either."

Dread let out a snicker. "Feelin' a might touchy ‘cause ye're losin' to such a fine example of a pirate?"

Ren rolled his eyes. "Are you gonna play, or are you gonna keep yappin'?"

"YES," Gnarly said, his own lip curling in a snarl. "Can we play, please? It's your call, Dread."

The pirate cast another grin to Ren before looking back down at his cards. That smirk never left, and he tossed a few more poker chips into the middle. "Raise ye 10."

Ren frowned, looking down at his cards. Then his eyes flicked back up to Dread. "You're bluffin'."

Dread narrowed his eyes. "Maybe. But maybe I ain’t. How sure be ye?"

The two were locked in a steely gaze, eyes narrowing as they sized the other up. Finally Ren uttered a loud grunt, before tossing his cards to the table.

"Fine. I fold."

Dread uttered a little chuckle as he displayed his cards. Ren growled.

"You were bluffin!"

The pirate shrugged as he reached forward to pull the pot to him.

"Tis the name of the game, brother," he said, just as an ace slipped out of the cuff of his glove.

Ren leapt to his feet, slamming his fist on the table. "I KNEW IT!"

Dread looked between him and the card, a look of shock and confusion on his muzzle. "I didn't cheat! I don't know how that got there!"

"Yeah, right!"

"I don't NEED t' cheat t' beat ye!" Dread shouted, getting to his own feet. "'Sides, when I cheat I hide the cards in me vest! Ye seen me hands the whole time!"

"Guys, c'mon!" Gnarly shouted, holding his hands out to try and calm his brothers, when two cards fell out of his own gloves.

Ren and Dread pointed at their younger brother.

"CHEATER!"

"I'VE BEEN LOSING!" Gnarly slammed his fists on the table, making the plastic chips clatter. "I don't know where those cards came from!"

"I think ye just pretended to lose so ye could lure us into a false sense of security," Dread said, eyes narrowed. "Then yer luck would suddenly change, aye?"

"That doesn't even make sense!"

"Maybe you planted those cards on him to shift the focus off you," Ren said, pointing to Dread. "Sneaky jerk."

Dread cocked an eyebrow at him. "Are ye serious? What advantage would that give me?"

"I dunno, you're the sneaky pirate here."

"Ye're outta yer mind!"

"Can you play without cheating for once in your life??" Ren shouted, slamming his fist against the table, and a number of poker chips fell out of his glove.

Dread and Gnarly pointed at their middle brother. "CHEATER!"

Ren shook a few more chips from his glove, a look of confusion on his face. "I dunno how those got there!"

"Maybe ye're the one casting blame elsewhere t' hide yer wrongdoing!"

"TAKE THAT BACK!"

The three descended into bickering and accusations, until a soft laugh floated over them. Dread paused first, holding up a hand to quiet the other two.

"Ye hear that?"

They all paused, looking around for the source of the laughter. A look of annoyance passed over Dread's face, and he looked under the table.

"YE LITTLE SNEAK!"

When Dread stood, he had one of Z's arms in his grip.

Ren looked under his side and found the boy’s other arm. Pulling it out, he looked over to Dread.

"Looks like we've been played."

"Aye."

The laughter got louder, and Little Z came out of hiding, his armless shoulders shaking in his merriment.

"You guys were so funny!"

Three sets of narrowed eyes watched as he came closer, and Dread resisted the urge to smack the boy with his own arm repeatedly about the head.

"Very funny, lad," he said, tossing the boy's arm back. Ren followed suit, and Z called his limbs back into place. "Where'd ye get such an idea?"

Z smiled innocently, and shrugged. "No place. Bye!"

The Shatter triplets watched him go, and Ren rubbed the back of his neck with a hand.

"So, uh, I guess you weren't cheating. Sorry 'bout that."

Dread shrugged. "I cheated f'r the first two rounds, but when it became clear how unimaginably bad ye be at bluffin', I quit after that."

With a growl, Ren launched himself at Dread, and the two rolled on the ground, knocking the table over in their brawl.

Gnarly uttered a soft sigh, shaking his head as he wandered toward the kitchen for a snack.

"I thought I was the paranoid, unstable one."

[feralshadowdemon]

HELLO

ivan, chuuya, fukuchi, tetchou, AAAAND

yosano

HELLO!!!!!!!!! THIS IS GOING TO BE LONG ivan goncharov first impression: oh how did fyodor fuck you up (did not know/realize he was lobotomized either) impression now: ohh he's my silly. his english dub voice gives me gender envy. i like his eyes. he is weirdly a well-written lobotomized guy. i looked into actual lobotomy for you favorite moment: his entire fight scene was good and more people should talk about it. signed yours truly me idea for a story: primarily? a general character study, however, - bubble bath. it is a character study with him and shibusawa. not set in canon - highschool au. he deserves to be a normal highschool student. he would swear a sweater vest. i will die on this hill unpopular opinion: his character is really fucking good and yes his ability's name is on the nose but i hope we see him again. i don't like shipping him in canon though bc he can't. Consent. Fyovan should not exist. also i think more people should be paying attention to the bsd side characters favorite relationship: shibuvan/shibusawa x ivan and you know it. my #1 comfort ship in my heart. they are so cute <3 favorite headcanon: he has tics and freckles. also sometimes i like making him trans the others are below v

chuuya nakahara first impression: oh he's cool impression now: I WANT TO BE YOU YOUR CHARACTER IS SO COOL GIVE ME YOUR GENDER YOUR CHARACTER SCRATCHES MY BRAIN YOUR ABILITY IS SO COOL. I AM NOT NORMAL. favorite moment: THE HELICOPTER SCENE OH MY GODD idea for a story: i have many! - hirotsu visits him during a stormy night and he's suffering w chronic pains but hirotsu gets him his meds. they get to talk a little. they are silly to me - summer camp au w dazai they are at war constantly - i have too many, but to briefly summarize the rest: fan dancer and kitsune au, meiji era/period au, chuuya and kouyou fic/character study, there will be more after i read stormbringer unpopular opinion: he probably doesn't have anger issues. might just be agitated easily or because of dazai. also people need to stop getting his character soo wrong because the amount of mischaracterization that surrounds that man is NOT funny favorite relationship: people sleep on his and hirotsu's possible dynamic. next one is well. okay. it's obvious, but soukoku, i just like their dynamic whether it's romantic or not. absolute menaces. shoutout to kunichuuzai also, but i honestly cannot ship that man all the time. bonus platonic relationships i really like is the idea of tetchou and chuuya becoming good fucking friends. let chuuya have so many friends to make up for the ones he's lost favorite headcanon(s): freckles chuuya, lightning scars chuuya, nonbinary chuuya (i dont use they/them for them all the time but i am a believer in it), chronic pains, autistic, metal/rock (the song genre) lover, sanrio and ocean life special interest, also demisexual/demiromantic !! sorry they have the most. favoritism is showing fukuchi ochi

first impression: oh doesn't he kill everybody's faves. meh impression now: YOUR CHARACTER AND WRITING IS SO OVERLOOKED. YOU ARE DAD MATERIAL AND THAT SCARES ME BUT IM ALSO :D ABOUT IT favorite moment: the entire fucking fight he has with atsushi and akutagawa. you don't understand he was both terrifying and also that gave me an actual adrenaline rush once i watched it in the anime. the music was so good. also the scene w aya !! idea for a story: the main one is a fukufuku fic where it goes through how overtime, fukuzawa in fukuchi's eyes is more like a wolf than a human being. it's his way of making it hurt less when he has to hurt him. i cant remember any others, but i hope there will be more unpopular opinion: can the fandom not hate on him so much lmao i dont mind seeing people dislike him that's valid but like. give him a chance i swear. he also can be trusted with children favorite relationship: him and fukuzawa's (romantically or platonically idrc). holy shit. holy shit. holy shi- also bonus shoutout to him and ranpo's!! it is not shown a lot but augh. of course i love his relationship with the hunting dogs too but fukufuku sits at the top favorite headcanon: hm. i can't think of any rn tetchou suehiro

first impression: AUTISTIC impression now: AUTISTIC favorite moment: them and kenji's fight >>>>> idea for a story: they are a samurai and they meet jouno along the way. they stay with fukuchi after having a rough run-in with an innkeeper and some people who are after them. they smell like blossoms unpopular opinion: i wish people wrote them beating up people more they're literally one of the strongest characters (physically specifically) of bsd favorite relationship: them and jouno's is peak favorite headcanon: asexual and nonbinary tetchou for the win. my most favorite one of all time though is them being half-taiwanese :] akiko yosano (surprise???)

first impression: please be well written. impression now: she is so cool!! i wish she had more screentime but oh my god she is so cool <33333 she is fun in the manga and i love her so much favorite moment: her backstory i wanna say. we don't get too much content of her but damn her backstory hits hard. it adds so much to her character and i love her a lot idea for a story: she and fukuzawa go shopping together. i think she also deserves some fics w fukuzawa. they have a fun time !! unpopular opinion: not a fan of kousano favorite relationship: her and ranpo's. siblings your honor, absolute siblings, ALSO THAT ONE SCENE IN HER BACKSTORY WHERE HE KNEELS DOWN TO HER AND SHES CRYING AND SJJSDHHFBBAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA favorite headcanon: aro/ace yosano is cool. very cool. aro/ace yosano.? holds her out to you. Consider

[wh0lemilk0vich]

tag game! Tagged by @creepkinginc thx nosho

rules: go to pinterest, search "[your name] core aesthetic" and create a moodboard from the results.

I had to fudge it a bit or else I only got pictures of Misha Collins

Lots of get to know you stuff under the cut

about

you name: Misha (any spelling or variation of Michael except "Mike")

age: 29

starsign: Taurus Sun, Scorpio Moon, Cancer Rising

your first language: English

second language: German/Russian

(third language: Polish)*

(fourth language: Irish)*

favourite lip product: I let God decide what happens to my lips.

the best food dish you can make without a recipe: I can make a pasta sauce out of basically any vegetables and some meat. I also cook pretty decent Korean food.

if you drink tea, what kind?: herbatki "Malwa" z suszu owocowego, either czarna porzeczka or owocowa.

if you drink coffee, what roast do you usually get?: I don't drink coffee, and haven't had caffeine in 2 years.

favourite thing to watch on youtube right now: God, these days Minecraft or other video game let's plays, game streams, comparative mythology, or world building videos?

favourite thing to watch on youtube in 2012: I absolutely could not tell you. What did annoying theatre kids watch in 2012?

favourite item of clothing right now: I have a couple dresses and sweaters I love.

favourite item of clothing in 2012: lololol probably the American Eagle button down shirts I insisted on wearing with a vest and blazer, but then for some reason boot cut jeans.

* I had to rep for USAmericans who are multilingual

fandom

three movies you recommend: Morozko/Ivan Vasilievich Back to the Future, Stardust, The Lord of the Rings.

your favourite concert: i really don't like concerts haha.

have you ever unfollowed someone over a fandom opinion?: not really.

have you ever left a fandom because of the fans?: not really, I still feel like I'm trying to enter them tbh.

the best tv show you watched last year: honestly probably Shadow and Bone or House of Dragons (it's probably been longer than a year but I mean writers strikes and stuff, I don't remember seeing a good show) or Gilded age! Nothing happens in Gilded Age and I love every minute of it.

do you have a fancasting you just can't let go of?: I don't think I picture actors or types in my head when I watch or read things.

a ship you've abandoned: none they're always bouncing around there and can always be reactivated. Especially if you can give me a juicy crossover, make it supernatural/fantasy, or make one of them chubby.

on a scale of 1-10 how willing are you to share your ao3 history?: oh lol, I was about to say pretty open but then I remember some of the stuff I read so hard 0.

do you have a fandom tattoo? (do you want one?): no and don't think I want one, but I have tattoo ideas

what fandom do you wish was bigger?: I'm honestly not sure maybe Magicians, I get intimidated by big fandoms haha.

has a finale ever ruined a show for you?: the last season of game of thrones was abysmal.

have you …

... swam in an ocean?: yes, as it happens.

... ever been vegan/vegetarian?: nö.

... gone skinny dipping?: no, but I would with the right people.

... gone skiing?: never and no desire.

... been to a convention?: a couple academic conventions.