#might crochet them later and have them all be little friends lmao idk

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Made myself some physical keepsakes in the form of bookmarks this weekend while camping

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AWWWW wish we had heart-shaped lollies, those sound so cute akghskga yay for bouquet!! <33

you have to pay even if you dont go?? what the hell?? most of ours are mandatory, specifically the subject-specific ones, but some (like the skii trip) are optional and open to everyone. if you cant go you dont have to pay i dont think? idk what happens if you dont go actually

ayyyy free ticket! i feel you though, theres nothing to really? see? i feel like there used to be a big movie to see every year but now almost everything in the cinema feels really dull. last time i went was to see across the spiderverse (THAT MOVIE IS INCREDIBLEEE) and super mario bros cause there was a cheap deal and a friend invited me along. we usually just buy snacks from tesco and sneak them in cause its cheap LMAO (why is theater food so expensive?? im not paying 5 quid for a bag of popcorn)

ohh man, im sorry to hear that. it sucks when everyone feels like theyre drifting away :[[ i have a pretty close circle but even that feels smaller and weaker lately - people are going with their SOs or just finding other people. its difficult :/

yesss, true: theyre simultaneously harder and easier to maintain i feel. im in a server of online friends that used to be really lively but now its honestly kinda dead: we still talk sometimes but it was so much more active a few years ago :[

!!! <33333

AAAAA thats such a good idea!! i should start taking pictures too! ive been really wanting to make friends with crows for ages now? theyre very intelligent and remember your face and sometimes bring you things, id adore having a little crow friend. shame is theres not very many on my street or garden :[ theres a little robin that comes to our garden often though! maybe if i see the guy i can get a photo

aaaaahhh, i see i see. for us you pick your destination anywhere and it prices based on that? theres different train companies but its roughly all the same really. london is split into zones, and you buy a travelcard based on which zone youre going into and that also accounts for the tube line. its pretty expensive too but i looveee the underground and trains so i love taking them (when i have the money....)

SAMEE!! a large portion of my closet comes from charity shops: i just have better luck finding stuff i like there? also, sustainable!! i got a really cheap little kalimba from a charity store recently :]] you can find so many silly little trinkets its great! i have experience w crochet and basic sewing but ive never made clothing before, that sounds really cool!! ive considered it

MOTION SICKNESS GANG i feel you, i cant sit backwards on trains or i feel sick and i cant read in cars either akgbsng. also god yeah theyre LOUUDD. if you ever visit london prepare yourself for the victoria tube line (its light blue on the map). you cant carry a conversation with the person next to you cause the entire tube is screeching at you

BIG HOMODJFZ godddd, england has some of the worst place names too. theres a set of roads called 'upper dicker' and 'lower dicker'. if you look on google maps at england for 2 minutes youll find at least one town with a stupid ass name. wooden overcoats made up an island called 'piffling' home to 'piffling vale' and if that isnt the most accurately british-

im gonna have to look up big homo on google maps later- i gotta see how small this thing is. as a brit i am accustomed to tiny shitty ass beaches. i actually dont know much about belgium to be honest (my only....association with it is that poirot is belgian....thats it really) so i might have a little nosey around to see what its like <33 i love faffing about on google maps its my favourite wasting time activity DJBGSG

hiya <3

how are ya? i like the new theme :)

i cant really think of another question to ask rn, so just tell me about anything you want? (or not if you dont feel like it ofc)

HELLOO!! <333333

thank you so much!! i love changing it around skfbsng

iii have been incapable of talking without mentioning wooden overcoats (new podcast i started listening to a week ago and have almost finished) because its so underrated and silly and heartfelt and hilarious and charming AUGH i love it so deaaarlyyyy it ssooosoosso

how have you been??? i also cant think of questions FJGBSN but i want to know anything

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I am so grateful

Soooooo on thursday this week my boss laid off someone on my team. i have many feelings about it and honestly i can’t stop thinking about it. i feel a little guilty because he has worked for the company for like 5 years and i’ve been here a year and a half. not to mention a lot of this time this job still feels a little too good to be true. i hope he’s okay and i also hope they don’t lay anyone else off. i can’t handle living in fear that my job isn’t permanent. 

as much as i hate to admit it sometimes i doubt that there is a god or a higher power or whatever but i simply cannot stop believing. every time i am close to something terrible happening, it always works out. everything that has happened to me has been for a reason and has worked out, no matter how hard it may be at the time. i just can’t be like “i’m just lucky lol” like I just know theres someone out there looking out for me. probs not like a homophobic christian god, but a higher spiritual power for sure. not to mention i would love to hang out with my family in heaven again. that would be tight.

especially because i am not saving any money right now. idk what happened but i thought i had my budget all planned out but i am living at the absolute end of my means. if i lost my job i would lose my whole savings paying rent until the end of my lease. i might have to look for somewhere else to live even though i really love it here.

i signed up for a penpal program and i have met two people. i really like them! i hope we become good friends, they both seem lovely. i also recently got back into crocheting. i find that usually it comes in bursts. i will crochet and do almost nothing else for weeks, months, and then not touch it for a year. i am having a good time though. i made a cardigan and now I am working on a sweater vest.

i am trying to revamp my style to look more gay. i am having varying degrees of success because also i am still fat lmao. i should probably work on that. anyway i am going to attempt to go to the international market maybe later today even though my sister is out of town. also i need to like, cook dinner. i feel like i have too many groceries. my mom is lovely and bought me some last night. maybe i’ll go over there for a bit. who knows idk bye