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Popstar Stiles
Stiles: Have you ever tried this one?~
#stiles stilinski#yes i went to sabrina carpenter concert#yes im still reeling#sterek#teen wolf au#teen wolf
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imagine having aussie open and making them lose to lethal and jarrett
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so. the line of tape. it's existence makes me lose my marbles to no end, but probably not in the way you'd expect. it's the fact that even with this clear divide they STILL spill over into the others space. i've see a lot of people talk about it as if it's this clear divide in the lab that hermann and newt steer clear from but that just isnt the case!
if it was, you'd expect the lab to look something like this layout
but look at the actual movie
it looks like more akin to something like this
newt's samples, tables, and stands for his dissection tools spill over the line right into hermann's space. there's definitely room on his side of the lab for everything, he's just. spread out across the entire lab instead. AND it seems like this is what the lab usually looks like, hermann only makes to point out the entrails on his side and not the rest of newts things, it's a shared space— not a divided one. what i'm saying is that even though hermann makes a big deal out of his side of the lab versus newts side vis-à-vis the intestines, he definitely doesn't care that much about separating himself from newt OR his space from newts space in general. the way i see it, they argue and bicker a lot but ultimately they find comfort in the others presence, hermann just doesn't want to deal with potentially-hazardous kaiju intestines right by his things ^^;
#pacific rim#pacrim#newmann#hermann gottlieb#newt geiszler#newton geiszler#benny beeps#should i tag this as newmann?????? unsure but im tagging it anyway because the intent is there#also yes i spent way too long illustrating the floor in a stylized and simplified yet faithful manner— what of it#anyway i love them and i'm thinking of them always#shoutout to gay scientists#and also to my friend toad for being willing to talk to me about these guys so often ^^#AND ALSO TO MY FRIEND ATLAS. because he read me the most beautiful think piece about pacrim that he wrote the other day#and im still thinking about it#and one more shoutout to everyone who's interacted with me irl in the year of 2023#because i have not been able to reel in my hyperfixation infodump terror radius at all ffdgjkdlkjg#anywho. uh. have a nice day/night if you're reading this!!!! i'm still working on those fic recs i promise!!!!#just taking longer than expected fjdlfgk i wanna make sure i do each fic justice
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yes i know i hear all the moze and wanderer brainrot and yes i will push out my playing hard to get (pt 2) eventually chat i promise trust uni and life has just been hitting me so much lately LOL (not memeable but you get what I mean),,,,,, thank u so much for the sweet comments on both of the fics and my recent ones! i spent all day rereading and getting to them and felt so much better hehe
#mhie rambles#can you tell it's 3am when I wrote this#also sorry i wrote this paragraph to inform you that no im not dead yes i've been getting into alien stage and no my requests are closed#side note: i didn't expect the wanderer and moze fic to blow up like damn still reeling#but admittedly i wrote both of them with 99.99% of my heart and .001% with my brain running on coffee at 1am in the morning#also reminder that yes my fellow kissers this is a safe space talk to me about your favorite emo faves#keep the brainrot on wanderer and moze (i also see some jiaoqiu and 👀👀)#watch me go cold again after this update
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i feel rly sad and conflicted abt one of my best friends on earth but idk who to ask for advice bc i usually would have consulted her in this situation lmao
#shes cool and i dont want to lose her and i know Logically i love her but atm i feel so strange towards her#and idk what to do abt it bc i know in the past ive like...over-communicated a lot and over the last few yrs ive been trying to not do that#bc thats an anxious impulse i think .so like . self control#AND IMPORTANTLY . i may actually be the problem here ?? ok again i love her i dont want to lose her etc but basically ive noticed a pattern#which is that whenever she gets a bf/a man (even fwb) in her life she basically stops talking to me and the limited interactions we do have#become abt him. and while i support her it is acc too much. like we barely talked while she was w her ex bf until he became abusive and#then we talked a lottt like all our convos understandably were abt him . and then when they broke up we kept hanging out so i didnt rly see#the pattern there but still she seemed to centre men a lot in her life like sbe was excited to not date and find herself and then#immediately afterwards started seeing this other guy with whom shes basically in a relationship now#hes nice and all but like . HES ALL SHE TALKS ABT . actually we barely talk atp but when we do its abt him#she sends me reels sometimes but its all abt being jealous abt him etc . and shes bi but she said she doesnt like the idea of dating women#bc theyre scary . and i thought she was kidding in the ohhh women r so beautiful that theyre intimidating way but no she was being entirely#fr . she explained jts bc she was bullied by a girl in the past but like...bro ur ex bf literally abused you like surely you see men are#capable of just as much harm? but obvs who she dates is her own choice . but anyway she has consistently made plans w me then cancelled the#like an hr before . or asked to call me and then proceeded to not do so . when i ask her to meet/call its the same she just doesnt respond#or she cancels ? and while i understand anxiety sucks it feels SO WEIRD STILL . maybe im the problem slightly too bc ik i have no right to#feel this way but it rubs me the wrong way that ik she has so much time to spend w him/calls him all the time despite meeting him just a fe#months ago whereas i just have to like ...be ok w not actually having talked to her for a long time#its gotten to the point where when she says do you wanna meet/call i automatically respond yes and then just assume it doesnt happen . like#there have been several times over the past few months i double booked plans over when we were supposed to call/meet bc i was sure she#wouldnt show up and ive been right each time#like she sends me texts that she misses me or im her best friend etc etc occasionally and then acts rly . contrary to that ?#ive talked to her abt the issue w cancelling on me twice btw. when i was still dating the situationship person she would get sooo mad at#them for not respecting my time and shed tell me i deserve better etc etc and then like . she doesnt seem to respect my time at all#anyway she said she understand and she admits to like...being flaky etc but does nothing abt it#and its not like i can tell her to stop caring so much abt men bc we sorta had convos like that b4 she got This involved w this guy#and apparently it did nothing and the last thing i want is to police her relationships or get in her way#its just AUSHD AUGH#anyway i rly miss her it just doesnt feel the same at all anymore
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so what that i slept in for the exam. my voice teacher just called to talk about yesterdays concert and said some truly insane shit that made me cry again (but like. in a good way lol) so who even gives a shit lol
#she can singlehandedly fix me#she said so many insanely beautiful things. about ME. i am still reeling from it.#also she said we 'clearly have the exact same vision when it comes to this aria' and im sooooo normal about it uwu#yes queen ill be your little bitch ill sing it exactly as you want it (except i WILL use chest voice sorry thats not optional)#anyway i hate this because see this is what my brain does now. i got so many insane compliments that now all i can think about is#“when will i lose it”. now im gonna live in fear that one day ill wake up and ill forget how to act.#that i will suddenly just lose all my idk stage presence and all my musicality. because i just cant have nice things#and i cant have things to actually be. if not exactly proud of. then at least happy about. im not allowed.#the moment i let myself believe it and truly appreciate and value myself and consider myself objectively good at something - ill lose it all#or rather - it shall be taken away from me to teach me a lesson. see for a person who doesnt believe in god#i sure do live in a constant conviction that he's just waiting for the opportune moment to lure me into a fake sense of safety and happiness#just to snatch it away at the peak of it if only to prove to me that i dont get to have nice things and i shouldnt dare to even want them#gotta love being normal
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so funny to see johnny berchtold on instagram reels. like omg i know that guy from my mutuals’ posts and the weird gay thing he had going on with kyle gallner
#no i still haven’t seen the movie im getting around to it#and yes i have to use instagram reels because i gave up tiktok after lent okay? anyways#podium
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No matter how many times i watch episodes 10 and 11 of Bad Buddy they never fail to bring tears to my eyes. They make me so emotional. They don't deserve to feel bad about the fact that they love each other.
I love the way Nannon and Ohm act through facial expressions, i never get tired seeing the way they convey all the emotions through their eyes, mouth, all the little twitches they make. I really feel like I'm watching two people who know each other like the palm of their own hands, the way they communicate between the lines with just one look.
It pains me so much to see what they have to go through because of their parents selfish foolishness. They knew that it would take lots of time until they would somewhat accept their relationship, but Pat and Pran still decided that it was worth it to keep going and be together, even if it meant to hide it from the world. Because they knew they had each other to lean on. They aren't going to let the world change the fact that they love each other and that what makes them happy is to be together.
#yes im ONCE AGAIN rewatch bad buddy#it has become my comfort series#i just want love like theirs is it too much to ask#i feel too much about them#bad buddy series#bad buddy#pranpat#patpran#never thought this little series could make me feel so much#they are such good actors#thank you to that insta reel that introduced me to this#still think that reel is better than the actual trailer for the series#i was like: i HAVE to watch this#while the trailer had me: meh sounds interesting#too bad idk where that reel is anymore#yes i am mentally ill
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Truthfully, I have not been the biggest fan of Rhaenyra's since the end of last season (though Emma has been killing it!). I was especially upset after Rhaenys. But after the ending of tonight's episode, I am happily back on Team Rhaenyra. Not just because of what occurred in that scene (I was screaming btw) but also it was a true Queen that left that chamber and left to do what she did.
Fucking incredible episode. And Seasmoke was amazing but if that other wild dragon doesn't go to Rhaena, I swear HBO is going to hear me yell from here.
#holy fuck that ending was amazing#i cannot even tell you how loud i was clapping#house of the dragon#house of the dragon spoilers#i stan a Badass queen#let Rhaena have a dragon 2024#sorry just had to post my thoughts somewhere#im still reeling#and that dynamic between rhaenyra and mysaria reminded me so much of my dany mini series#i literally screamed “yes!!!!!”#👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻
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finished rewatching Thor 1. How is this movie so good? Like I usually rank it so high but I was prepared for me to be reminded of bad stuff in it or whatever BUT LIKE. NOT AT ALL? Even the now overdone post-credits teaser concept was so spot on then (setting up cap1, the avengers 1, the tesseract, and nick fury, erik selvigs and nick furys involvement) and just like? Hits all the emotional beats, has the best villain (bringing back Loki in avengers 1 really is the best decision of all time I'll get back to that once I rewatch that), does NOT in fact end on a 'saving earth' battle but on Thor trying to save Jotunheim (full circle character moment) and ThorJane is even cuter than I remember holy moly.
This is the first mcu movie I ever saw and I get why I fell in love it, and it was a gateway to the mcu as a whole. It stumbles at times but man it has a vision, one that stands on its own but works to set up future stories. I love it so. When it was made they couldn't have fathomed what it would be a part of but it makes it somehow even more special.
#marvel blogging#tldr: this movie does in fact SLAP#amanda rambles#yes I AM rewatching thor+avengers movies bc im still reeling from loki and having a life-crisis abt it#i cant wait for avengers 1#LIKE HEY. HEY I LOVE THESE STORIES A LOT.#and thor 1 is so like. oh this is why we fell in love with the mcu huh?#phase 1 is special to me bc it's so like. It's GOOD ON ITS OWN but the way it ends with The Avengers. just highlights the previous entries#in a very special way#like seeing the setup in the endcredits scene and knowing how well it ties into BOTH cap 1 and the avengers#BEFORE THEY KNEW HOW THOR 1 WOULD BE RECIEVED#IT IS ALL SO!!! I GET WHY 2012 ME FELL IN LOVE WITH THIS AND TRULY GOT NERDY ABOUT IT#im rediscovering that like#the JOY i felt finding the easter eggs and catching the references#and dragging family and friends to it... it brings me back <3
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Hhhhhh why does it always have to take me six hours to transition into doing anything it's so frustrating I just wanna write that fanfic NOW or take the shower NOW or get out of bed NOW I don't want to spend half the day hyping myself up for it >:|
#vent#<- but not a truama dumping vent or anything#just frustrated with... executive dysfunction? I think that's what this is#idk im not diagnosed I haven't talked to any professionals or ND folks all I know comes from the internet#(namely youtube and instagram shorts/reels)#just me rambling#like legitimately the not being able to shower unless I hype myself up for three and a half days thing is so frustrating#esp when combined with the brain fart of “welp! did my shower don't have to worry about that anymore:)”#*continues not to worry about it for half a week and suddenly needs a shower again*#only exaggerating a little. I do struggle to get even weekly showers done sometimes#like I manage to scrape by but it's not easy for me#fully hate being undiagnosed thank you very much#and since the tone of this is probably kinda heavy/angry: don't worry about me or anything I'm currently happy and doing alright in my life#just wanted to vent a bit bc this is one thing that does bother me still#and it does kinda lead into other issues when life gets busier#like nlt being able to keep up with homework#but I'm good for now! I'm doing well :)#anyways. yes. sorry 'bout the ranting and rambling#gonna go do something fun now bye!
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Send me a 🎱 and I'll give you a song and my favorite lyrics
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as a normal person: this game is fun!
as a system with fictives from said game; houuughghfhrffffgggrr . 👍!!!!
#disco game liveblogging#talky#i mean we're Fine#i. think. squints at 🪩 i meam like y'know. he might not be. rn.#but he'll be ok Just gotta sleepies. or watch vidjaOh my god our back hurtsm what the fuck.#. ANYWAYS#im enjoying Game :D <== hhas only actually played like 20 mins of it Myself bc electrochem has been up front#for the past . yes.#still fucking reeling from the intrusive fucking thought you get from the ledger like H E L L O. GODDAMN#But YEAH IT'S GR8 CANNOT W8NTO PLAY IT AGAIN AJD AGAIN#putting this on the same shelf as t.bo.i in our brain. games tht we rotate so so so fast in our head <3
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anyway from now on every generic wizard design is a reference to microsoft merlin and microsoft merlin only
#logic.txt#i promise ill stop talking about this now alfadlfj#im still reeling over that fuckin reply#'factually incorrect' 'narrow frame of reference'#bud have you SEEN ena#yes surprise surprise; merlin's design IS a generic wizard design but the specific choices for ena's wizard very strongly remind me of#merlin. the best thing about it all if they just didn't decide to be an asshole i would've agreed! im just excited about the similarity!#there was literally 0 need to call me dumb and double down on being needlessly rude#they're a grown-ass adult to boot; which is why im still not over it
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weird girl gojo era
satoru suffers from fashion communities because now regular people who make fun of people who created these styles and practically push them out finding the subversive style he loves. he doesn't let it bother him for very long until he continues to make himself as eccentric as possible until he can create something so niche and require so much knowledge that you can't out-weird him.. + he still dabbles into his old styles too especially goth, but instead of the dark black gothic look that's usually associated with it he's always wearing whites, pastels or something to radiate this unsettling goddess look, like a statue in a museum you believe will distort and jump at you if you stare at it too long
on top of that imaging gojo with a bag with a huge amount of trinkets all gotten from his friends, megumi, yuuji, yuta, MAKI.. he makes it a habit to collect them all and switch out trinkets and buys thousands of random things like little magnets of professional paintings or other little pieces that he probably gives out to his friends when they ask him for something.. him breaking a plate and giving shoko the piece that he finds the cutest and picking up the other pieces back into his bag so nobody trips afterwards
#daily reminder you can't out-weird real weirdos#satoru gojo#goth gojo#satoru gojo you are thee lolita and pastel goth you are a FREAK!#im still imagining the subversive styles he'd put on seeing as#THEY#have taken over the art forms with their obsession with balenciaga and rick owens shoes and nothing more#yes this is not just throwing but catapulting shade at everyone who's instagram reels are just playboi carti songs#with 'fashion mf' in their bio#YOURE GOING TO HELLL!!!#once again on here ranting 💔
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not my goddamn voice teacher whom i have an unhealthy little crush on casually dropping a 'I CAN'T STOP STARING AT YOUR LIPS TODAY haha i love the colour <33' in the middle of our lesson like it's a normal thing to say to a gay ass bitch like myself
#queen........ i think i hauve covid#anyway. god. good god. im still reeling from that sorry#when i tell you i blacked out for a moment there#yes yes she has a husband and two kids and is also coincidentally the most beautiful woman ive ever laid my eyes on#and also the kindest person ever#with an incredible voice and only slightly fucked up technique#anyway she also said that she wants me to sing fiordiligi 'sometime soon' and i almost pissed myself and did all i could not to start crying#this week was a fucking nightmare but today. i feel like today is good <3
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