#yes im lucky

[femmeoutoffocus]

Not my usual post buuut: Happy 12 Years to the best partner I could have 🩷💋💕❤️

[inkskinned]

you were raised in comparison.

it wasn't always obvious (well. except for the times that it was), but you internalized it young. you had to eat what you didn't like, other people are going hungry, and you should be grateful. you had to suck it up and walk on the twisted ankle, it wasn't broken, you were just being a baby. you were never actually suffering, people obviously had it worse than you did.

you had a roof over your head - imagine! with the way you behaved, with how you talked back to your parents? you're lucky they didn't kick you out on your ass. they had friends who had to deal with that. hell, you have friends who had to deal with that. and how dare you imply your father isn't there for you - just because he doesn't ever actually talk to you and just because he's completely emotionally checked out of your life doesn't mean you're not fucking lucky. think about your cousins, who don't even get to speak to their dad. so what if yours has a mean streak; is aggressive and rude. at least you have a father to be rude to you.

you really think you're hurting? you were raised in a home! you had access to clean water! you never so much as came close to experiencing a real problem. sure, okay. you have this "mental illness" thing, but teenagers are always depressed, right. it's a phase, you'll move on with your life.

what do you mean you feel burnt out at work. what do you mean you mean you never "formed healthy coping mechanisms?" we raised you better than that. you were supposed to just shoulder through things. to hold yourself to high expectations. "burning out" is for people with real jobs and real stress. burnout is for people who have sick kids and people who have high-paying jobs and people who are actually experiencing something difficult. recently you almost cried because you couldn't find your fucking car keys. you just have lost your sense of gratitude, and honestly, we're kind of hurt. we tell you we love you, isn't that enough? if you want us to stick around, you need to be better about proving it. you need to shut up about how your mental health is ruined.

it could be worse! what if you were actually experiencing executive dysfunction. if you were really actually sick, would you even be able to look at things on the internet about it? you just spend too much time on webMD. you just like to freak yourself out and feel like you belong to something. you just like playing the victim. this is always how you have been - you've always been so fucking dramatic. you have no idea how good you have it - you're too fucking sensitive.

you were like, maybe too good of a kid. unwilling to make a real fuss. and the whole time - the little points, the little validations - they went unnoticed. it isn't that you were looking for love, specifically - more like you'd just wanted any one person to actually listen. that was all you'd really need. you just needed to be witnessed. it wasn't that you couldn't withstand the burden, but you did want to know that anyone was watching. these days, you are so accustomed to the idea of comparison - you don't even think you belong in your own communities. someone always fits better than you do. you're always the outlier. they made these places safe, and then you go in, and you are just not... quite the same way that would actually-fit.

you watch the little white ocean of your numbness lap at your ankles. the tide has been coming in for a while, you need to do something about it. what you want to do is take a nap. what you want to do is develop some kind of time machine - it's not like you want your life to stop, not completely, but it would really nice if you could just get everything to freeze, just for a little while, just until you're finished resting. but at least you're not the worst you've been. at least you have anything. you're so fucking lucky. do you have any concept of the amount of global suffering?

a little ant dies at the side of your kitchen sink. you look at its strange chitinous body and think - if you could just somehow convince yourself it is enough, it will finally be enough and you can be happy. no changes will have to be made. you just need to remember what you could lose. what is still precious to you.

you can't stop staring at the ant. you could be an ant instead of a person, that is how lucky you are. it's just - you didn't know the name of the ant, did you. it's just - ants spend their whole life working, and never complain. never pull the car over to weep.

it's just - when it died, it curled up into a tight little ball.

something kind of uncomfortable: you do that when you sleep.

[chotachica]

Favorite part of The Dead Boy Detectives for sure is Edwin pulling literally every single age appropriate male character he interacted with. The absolute cunt ever

[mblue-art]

BAD SANSUARY // [1] hot drinks for owl-bones's event !

kiss currencyyy !! 😩 mr chef wants a kiss (aaand maybe a few more,) before he hands me the hot choco 😔

[zukotheartist]

The day before yesterday I was looking at statistics about reading habits in different countries (average book count per year, age, most read genre, etc) and then yesterday i came across a poll here asking how many books youve read so far this year and now im wondering:

The highest I saw (not just in that poll's tags but on other socials as well) was 365! With the person in question being a lil under 300 rn.

The lowest (and no shame here! I myself have picked up reading again after a long time and it's quite the challenge) was 1! But I also saw lots of people aim for 5.

The average seems to be anywhere around 30 to 60!

And the second most common bracket (interesting that it's also the one made up of mostly late teens and early 20yos) is 10-30!

Idk if anyone will read this but if u do, id love to know more about your thought process in the tags!

(Just pls be kind to each other and no fucked up elitism lol)

[hyakunana]

Ah yes, the Prismatic experience when they deliver your main subclass in the starter pack 😌

[whilomm]

note: pollmaker is thinking of the USAmerican lottery system (powerball, mega millions, state lottos, scratchoffs, etc), but poll applies to other countries lotteries systems so long as its still the same concept of "big ol state sponsered gambling shit", but not like casino style gambling. u know what i mean, Lottos.

questions for the tags: how regularly, what stuff you play, if you have limits for yourself, if you feel like its a Problem for you, and for funsies the usual 'first thing youd do if you won the lottery' shit

reblog to have absolutely zero effect on your luck either way. just like, absolutely no change in luck whether you reblog this or scroll past. this is the luck neutral post reblog in the next 30 seconds or dont who give a shit

[scalproie]

Lucky Chloe: Boss I heard you don't have heterophobia anymore???

Kazuya:

Kazuya: Heterochromia, Chloe.

[moonlightflower-queen]

"Okay, this is a meme redraw. It shouldn't take that long"

-Me 3 days ago

[cosmosully]

deltarune december

[maysrinn]

Clemmie is any universe:

Clementine: I AM THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON HERE AND THE CENTER OF ALL OF YOUR UNIVERSES PAY ATTENTION TO ME!

Coriolanus: Where does she get this from?

Lucy Gray, Tigris, Sejanus and literally everyone side-eying him hard.

To be fair, yes, that mischievous Clementine seems to be a constant across all universes. However, as she matures and with each new sibling that arrives, she gradually discovers that she can push the boundaries further, taking advantage of her parents' preoccupation with her growing flock of siblings. XD

I’m always contemplating the potential path Clementine could have tread as the heiress of the esteemed snow legacy in the Capitol AU, one can't help but wonder: if Rosie is considered spoiled, what level of indulgence would Clementine, as the premier little devil princess, have experienced? The thought of her being pampered to the extent of being spoiled beyond compare, with luxury stretching all over the districts and back, is not far-fetched. There's a chance Clementine could have surpassed previous levels of indulgence and or entitlement, but let's not forget, she's still just a child 💕

Also yes she definitely got that from her father while her little temper tantrums may seem to come more from momma XD

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Little fun fact

Whenever Clementine was denied attention, she would instinctively climb her father like a tree, grasping at his nonexistent hair until she successfully demanded his undivided attention. Lucy Gray, on the other hand, tended to observe rather than assist in these scenarios. Even when Clementine's actions were unreasonable, Lucy gray found her inventive problem-solving methods amusing and would watch a bit before intervening or breaking them off.

Lucy Gray: what are you doing little bug?

Clementine: daddy inst paying attention, he just readin’ and witting!!

Lucy gray: it’s “writing” baby

Clementine: …I want to show him the pwetty fweathers!

Lucy Gray: he has to work darlin’…surely he will… come by… Clementine Auburn where are you waddlin’ off to now?

Clementine: I need to put them in his hair!!!

Lucy Gray: …I wouldn’t call what he has hair

[dreamychaika]

:P

[nastyalover123]

Omg wait I need to flex a bit and show you guys these amazing crochet Octokittens my wonderful friend made for me and my partner

Here's mine, perched on Yorick (I think I'll call them Lady Worm)

Here's @flowrx-lu 's (with their tentacle-less kitten Lilith)

[vaggieslefteye]

HELL'S GREATEST DAD ↳ from Hazbin Hotel Season One (2024): 1x05 - "Dad Beat Dad"

[sasukeless]

its funny when people swear sns stans are misogynist and all the fics are bashing either hinata or sakura or just about cheating because it is literally not true at all 😭 not only 90% of sns fics have the author being nice to both characters but in fact, i have read more sns fics demonizing sasuke and sasuke only than any other character

[rileys-battlecats]

PSA, keep your dog on a leash when you're in a public, unfenced area. dedicated to the lady that just tried to reassure me, "no she's nice! put your dog down! she's nice!" babe i believe you when you say your dog is nice. what you have not considered is that the dog I am holding is NOT nice and WILL attempt to attack your dog if I put him down. also we are RIGHT next to a busy road and there is Nothing stopping your dog from running into traffic. pls put her on a leash im literally begging you it is SO dangerous for her to not be on a leash here